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#graceling realm#tortall#kkc#in other lands#strange the dreamer#little thieves#robin mckinley#finnikin of the rock#darkest powers#oh i just know everyone in the tags will be mad#cause their favorites arent here
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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why can't anyone understand that everyone is different and not everyone likes the same things and that it's completely okay AND normal for someone not to like going out and preferring to stay at home :/
#honestly i understand that my parents care about me and they don't want me to be feeling bad#and that they ask me bc they just want to make sure i'm okay#but i've explained to them what i feel like and they just don't get and i get mad but i akso know it's not their fault and just... oughhhhh#like yeah i have a weird kind of social anxiety according to my therapist and even she doesn't know exactly how to help me yet#but there are just so many reasons behind why i don't like going out and it's not just bc it gives me anxiety#or why those situations give me anxiety in the forst place#1. i'm just a very introverted person that doesn't like going out#2. crowded places/closed spaces/places where there's not enough ventilation/loud places (be it people talking or just music) overwhelme me#3. all said in 2 + flashing lights give me huge migraines that can linger for over 3 days#4. i am very much a night owl and i'm forced to live in a society where that isn't fucking acceptable apparently and i'm called lazy for -#- not being productive in the morning when the only reason behind it is that i am a lot more productive at night#but no one ket's me do that bc 'why are you doing stuff when you're supposed to be asleep?'#i have been the same since i was little. literally nothing has changed#and people where always like 'oh she's just shy'#but idk wtf changed#maybe it was that i became and 'adult' or maybe the fact that i started therapy and they told my parents that i have social anxiety. idk#but suddenly every single person in my family is worried about it and they're genuinely making me feel like there's smth wrong about me#i mean. i have my problems i'm not gonna go telling you that i'm perfect bc i'm pretty much not#but is there really smth that wrong with me that i need to fix#or is society just a bitch that doesn't understand that there's different kinds of people and everyone is different & IT'S COMPLETELY OKAY#have they ever thought about the fact that maybe these situations cause me anxiety bc i've been forced all my life to do them#even if i don't like them#instead of thinking that i don't like them BC they cause me anxiety??#i mean. i know i have to go out more and that there's tons of things i can do ofc#but you can't just force me to do things i don't want to and put on a good face while doing it *every.fucking.day*#aaaaand i could add a lot more things but i'm once again reaching the tag limit so i shoukd just shut up#it's just driving me crazy bc i know they're trying to help but it really is not helping at all.............#ranting
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god i need straight ppl to be fuckin normal abt gay intimacy like right now
#for doa just in case bc ik hes uncomfy with it ill tag it#heartstopper#heartstopper ment#OKAY ONTO MY RANT#a new heartstopper webcomic update dropped the other day and im SOOOO#it was good!!! like it was sweet i have no problem with the actual material#its just how ppl perceived it that makes me wanna explode#its intimate near the end and everyones like 'OH NO LOOK AT THEM THATS CRAZY CALM IT DOWN'#THEYRE FUCKING TEENAGERS U NUMBSKULL#I THINK TWO TEENAGERS KISSING IS THE LEAST OF UR FUCKIN WORRIES#it makes me so mad. bc no one freaks out this much over straight ppl being intimate.#yes heartstopper is the more 'innocent and cheesy' gay media which makes it easier for straight ppl to digest#which also just means that they'll flip tf out as soon as anything other than fluff is brought up#theyre teenagers in love of course theyre gonna be fuckin curious man its so stupid#u fuckers freak the hell out when they make out but then turn around and watch whatever trendy straight romcom is popular and its even wors#i am livid. please stop thinking that gay ppl can either be completely repulsed or completely obsessed with sex.#its fucking natural#god i hope this makes sense pls give me ur thoughts on this i wanna know what other ppl think abt this too
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rage is a ✨way of life✨
#found out that i successfully angered someone by not showing up to work on saturday lmaoooooo#and im just like… gOOOOOOD. BE MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!#mans has no room to be mad anyway. it’s his fault i had to ot for 7 hours to cover his work for him in the first place soooooooo#a nd he’s getting demoted next year and im ahauxucjsjjsjsjsjxjdhss#in other news im kinda annoyed by my mother’s (unfortunate) pressuring of me to go to the upcoming family christmas gathering :(#like no way manssssss i haven’t seen the extended fam since my grandma’s funeral and i’d like to keep it that way thanks~~~~~~~~#and a c h r i s t m a s gathering of all places… m a n. im half expecting them to drag everyone to church to end off the gathering…#i wouldn’t put it past the hosting aunt to do that ngl. she had tricked me into attending a church service in the past and all…#like. man. there’s this local mall that has a similar name to said church service…#so ofc it’s normal to assume that said mall is what she was referring to when she said ‘let’s go to [insert name]!’ with no context right???#and uggshdhdjjsjsjdjs i don’t wanna be introduced to my cousins’ kids as ‘auntie [insert nickname i hate]’ bc that’s lame#and m a n. i definitely don’t wanna interact with my cousins’ kids. i either don’t know or can’t pronounce (or both) their names#i only remember the oldest one’s name (bc he has a stereotypical frat boy name) and the one who’s named after a ninja turtle#but none of the rest. i think some of them have names from my cousins’ spouses’ home countries? dk about the others though#i’m 80% sure one of the girls was named something like ‘triceratops’ but that doesn’t seem right…#being named after a dinosaur sounds cool though… or any prehistoric creature really#if i could choose my own name i’d like it to be ‘coelacanth’#just so i can say ‘i coelacan’t do it!!!!!’ if someone asked me to do something i don’t wanna do. the pun potentials are endless mans#huh. wow… i started this off with a mad coworker and ended it by turning into a coelacanth… how did we get here anyway…?#oh wells no one reads the tags anyway uehxudjdjdjsjsjss my secrets are ✨safe✨
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Cassandra isn't in the movie I'm killing someone
#They completely reinvented Casey Jones and then tossed her aside Im so mad#shut the fuck up with the ''Oh it'll be explained in the movie'' I dont care. They replaced Cassandra. No explanation is going to fix this#we all know this future boy will be treated as ''The real Casey Jones'' just look at the rottmnt Casey tag#everyone forgot about Cassandra the second the trailer came out‚ shes been replaced‚ the damage is done#rottmnt#rottmnt movie#rottmnt spoilers#rottmnt movie spoilers#rottmnt Casey Jones#Cassandra Jones#ace's cherry
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"Rick is the better scientist!" "actually, Reagan is the better scientist because-!!" shut up shut up shut up we all know the best fictional scientist is ALPHYS from UNDERTALE
#jeremy hater moment#hate hate HATE looking up reagan on anything and seeing her compared to rick like leave my girl alone !!!#STOP BASHING HER!!!#istg anytime i see rick and reagan in the same post i'll think ''god help me''. this is making me hate r&m fans so bad#where was i. oh yeah#in comparison to both of these characters i personally think alphys comes out on top both in a better written and better story arc stance#like don't get me wrong!! i love reagan!! but alphys will always be first in my heart#alphys is an amazing example of the ''good person who's done bad things and has to live with themselves'' character archetype-#what with the amalgamates and locking them away and hiring mettaton to stage stuff for the human just so alphys could be apart of it all-#and her arc about forgiving herself and finally giving the families closure and bringing their relatives back home and confessing-#what she had done and just. overall- everything about her story and her time interacting with frisk and undyne and everyone-#it's amazing how toby fox created this- this AMAZING little dino gal and wrote her with so much love and. just. AH!!!#alphys is. an amazing character. and i wouldn't have had her story go any other way.#(also if any of the details here are inaccurate please be nice 😭 i haven't replayed undertale in fuck knows how long)#like i said i think she comes out on top for any fictional (mad?) scientist in any media tbh. she's so sillay ♡#(sorry to reagan. even if i love her character and overall just. her in general i'm giving alphys this one. she's the og 💥‼)#one last thing: outside of everything i've mentioned alphys is just SUCH a charming character overall !#alphys appreciation club 4eva *peace sign*#(also i think reagan and alphys should meet and become friends right... neow!!)#(should i tag rick and reagan??? i'll tag em for organizational purposes)#reagan ridley#rick sanchez#tw rick and morty#<- for blacklist#inside job netflix#im not tagging r&m LOL#alphys undertale#undertale#dr alphys#this is ok to reblog by the way
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i was just reading a thread that was technically defending fan fiction but that also said it was all bad and annoying and i think maybe i’d rather they did not defend it
#specifically it was defending it from another thread that said fic writers shouldn’t be mad if ao3 allows AI to scrape their work#also like generally speaking idc if ppl who don’t read fic don’t like it and i don’t particularly care if i have their respect or whatever#i also don’t think i’m a great writer and all i do is write about my ocs being in love with npcs#i just don’t understand this weird need to clarify at all times that they think fic is Bad Writing#feels very. did you make your point? did you criticize this niche hobby? did you let everyone know you’re better than fic writers?#should we tell anne rice?#i need a text post tag#oh the point of the thread was like ‘bad writing is still writing’ which is true but it was just weird idk
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Fat girl culture is fighting tooth and nail against the constant infantilization and watching people be shocked when you wish to be treated your age
#rainy talks#Currently thinking about how until I was was about 14-15 there was this woman who would come up and pinch my cheeks whenever she saw me#even though I'd say I didn't like it and wanted her to stop#but she'd just respond with “Oh but they're so cute and chubby!”#and it was like... okay?? i asked you to stop??#and when I finally snapped at her about it everyone was so mad about it#theres more recent stuff like how people talk to me about sex and stuff#but I literally can't get the cheek pinching out of my head#because I know I was the only person she did that too over the age of four#And I know its silly really I do but god does it just annoy me to think about it sometimes#vent in tags
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Twitter is so depressing to look at rn. It's so wild to see so many people advocate for genocide while either being so fucking dumb or just genocidal
#like jesus christ#and its tweet after tweet of people i follow defending palestine quoting tweets from one of the most vile person alive#it just makes me so mad#i explained the conflict (to put it in a word bc its just colonialism and genocide) to my mom and she was like omg thats terrible#and she is not the mkst agreeable you know#so imagine what kind of person can get behind that#the propaganda is either too powerful. they just dont care. or they are just genocidal racists#and everyone just keeps saying ooh so youre antisemetic. like the fact you read israel as jewish people is on you (that is not true also)#ahdkahdka#cannot get in there i swear#talking tag#tw genocide#<- if its worth anything?#cw genocide#just realised hiw first world suffering this post is#oh twitter the app i can close on my phone is so bad bc people are dying :( when people are in fact dying#well
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#part two omg <333#u can tell i originally was gonna tweet this and then it spiralled out of control to the point it got too long for tumblr tags. anyway#sometimes i just think about things and i get sooo mad lmao . i knew i was trans probably since i was like 11#meanwhile was so fucked up about this i just ignored it and slowly let it eat me alive for years and years until i hit my brink .#makes me so mad how the few like 'tolerant' and 'accepting' people around here act where theyre like#oh you can be that way but just ignore it <3 dont act on it <3' . you people would rather me go back to#being a suicidal 12 year old instead of actually existing and being happy. you people who know shit all about what i go through#its insanely funny to me too like compared to a large amount of people i am like extremely religious . i have#so much of the quran mf MEMORIZED. A SOLID CHUNK OF THIS ENTIRE BOOK. MEMORIZED#I CAN RECITE THE VERSES FROM IT IN PROPER FORM. i know more than my own dad does and yet.#everyone around me who isnt this at all is like oh yes we know sooo much about everything and this is#soooo gross and disgusting and perverted and sick and evil right maryam. yeah it sure fucking is besties <3#i can be everyones token poster child of having Envious amounts of knowledge and a role model for every future hafidha .#and yet you all only like me because you have to and youd all hate me if you knew anything about me#if you read all this my bad i am just crazy and angry and insane#i will go back to normal later i just need to be insane for a minute lollll#sometimes im like 'why am i so angry. why do i have ptsd' and then i remember how everyone around me is#vent#part two !!!!! wao <333
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Crazy how much a narrative can be bent just because a person you used to be close with had a falling out with you. Like, all of a sudden, every little aspect of your relationship was based in manipulation and the like.
It’s easy to slip into the mindset of, “I’m no longer on pleasant terms with this person, so that means they were evil the whole time and every part of our friendship was a lie,” but that’s not always the case. Sometimes what you had going was genuine. You felt happy and did things with and for others not because you were forced, but simply because you wanted to. Simply because you were friends. Questioning things after any relationship ends is valid, but sometimes, bonds that end up severed were once truthfully good and that’s all there is to it.
#i have several people i'm no longer friends with#some are total assholes but i know it wasn't always like that#we used to have fun and truly be happy#but it's just not like that anymore#i'm not about to say 'oh they were abusive all this time because i'm mad at them'#it's simply not true#not everyone you don't like is a terrible person or has ALWAYS been a terrible person#shit simply changes and people no longer click#but nah some people don't get that and the stuff i was accused of because of this is laughable#kiki rambles#kiki vents#dunno which to tag this
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no that post dredged up all my highschool spanish anger like did you know i failed spanish in high school. a lnaguage i grew up speaking all my life. like do you know how rage enducing that is. to have your teacher constantly nickpick ONLY YOU (the only non mexican student in that class.) i FAILED SPANISH....
#LIKE AUUUUGGHSHHSBDJSNSJS#IM FOREVER GOING TO BE MAD AT THAT#there was another girl who wasnt mexican but she was less vocally upset about it but she ALSO got picked on#just less than me bc i was very loud about the unfairness#and its like. its not oh youre just imagining things no bitch EVERYONE in the class knew it#id say something and the teacher would immediately pick my words apart and people would look back at me with a grimace like yes i know#yelled at my teacher in front of god and everyone bc she was failing me and i was like ok WHY#shes like youre not doing my homework (fair i wasnt) i said ok im not the only one (also true)#im not the only one not doing my homework why isnt anyone else failing#im the only one you nitpick you dont let me say ANYTHING before telling me im wrong and say it again#i was like i know so and so does worse on tests than i do why arent they failing#then she had the nerve to come up to me two years later and say she missed me and wish i was part of the latino club like HA u fucking wish#michi tag
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i just took a nap and i had a weird ass dream
#so i was driving at night (i had just picked jett up) and a police officer pulls me over#i look for my id but its missing from my wallet#the cop ends up not even arresting me or asking flr it he just arrest#jett immediately? he said he got some calls from different people saying theyd feel safer if he got arrest#ed?? and so APPARENTLY he drank and drive (he wouldnt do thag but in the dream he did i guess) and all of tumblr found out somehow and it wa#s as if i had just logged in after someome had just posted a heinous call out post#like everyone was shit talking me on my dash and posting pictures saved from my selfie tag and calling me ugly etc#but like i couldnt figure out what they were mad at me for or hpw they founnd out he just got arrested??#like bc apparently that was the main thing everyone was making fun of me for#idk it was so weird jett would never get a DUI and idk why i was being called out on tumblr and made fun of for it =_= just remember seeing#my mutuals making fun of how i look and talking about OTHER people we know IRL by name so they somehow got like a LOT of info about everyone#i know#canto vii#OH ALSO a mutual made fun of the fact that ive been tagging everything as canto vii haha tbf i need to make a FAQ link or something bc i get#asked abt my tagging system alllll the timeee#thank you if you read all this ! :-]#i should make a dream tag#dreams
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i am so fucking tired of having nothing i say matter.
#feel free to ignore this one friends i'm just going to be yelling in the tags#need to scream into the void for a second#what is the point of asking me for advice constantly#of coming to me every night when i'm trying to settle down for the night#to have me be your therapist#and then not listenign to a single fuckign word i say#i have been through everything you are asking me about. and that's not even one of those oh blah blah everyone goes through this NO. i did#a thing for a few years. now my brother is doing it too. but every tip every thing i do to make it easier for him and to help him when HE#TELLS ME ABOUT THE PROBLEMS HES FACING. i went through that too#let me help you#i cant do this anymore#i'm so tired#can we talk about this tomorrow?#respect my boundaries respect my boundaries respect my boundaries#i'm so tired of begging for just a shred of respect#i'm tired of only living for everyone else#i'm tired im so tired#i'm so tired of being scared to enforce my boundaries because i KNOW you will get mad. i know you will not understand. i know it will hurt#you. and it will hurt me#i dont feel good#tw rant#tw vent
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Ong your Alastor showing you off to Vox one was so😍😍🤤🤤
Can you make do an enemies to lovers? Like how maybe Alastor’s been possessive of you and he hates how much he likes you, and one day your dressed in something scandalous (maybe Angel helps pick it out) and Alastor can’t take it anymore. Much degradation on the side pleeeeeease🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
a/n: degradation is my specialty 🩷 requests open!
tags: 18+ smut nsfw, slight coercion, degradation, choking
words: 1k~
ever since alastor met you, he struggled to understand you. rather, he struggled to understand what you did to him. you wore down the walls he so carefully built and did it effortlessly and it drove him mad. your smile, your voice, the genuine care you showed for him and everyone in the hotel.
you took up his every thought and he hated it. he hated that he couldn't stay away either. he just couldn't trust anyone else to protect you. he wants you more than he'd ever admit, and while everyone told him that you felt something for him, he chose to ignore it. but when he sees what you've decided to wear tonight, he nearly has a heart attack.
"what on earth are you wearing?" alastor speaks, cocking a brow when he sees you walking out of the hotel with angel. you smile shyly, out of your element in the flashy and revealing outfit angel styled you in. "oh this? yeah, i know." you laugh, covering your chest with your arms. it does nothing but push your tits further together, threatening to bust out of the barely there top.
"its a little much, don't you think?" alastor's eye twitches as he tries to suppress his anger. how dare angel dress you like this! "you don't like it." you frown, looking down at your outfit. he sighs, rubbing his temple. "it's not that..." he speaks before shooting a look at angel that would have burnt him to a crisp if possible. "i uhh.. i'll let you two talk." angel quickly scurries away, blowing you a kiss as he does so.
alastor's blood was boiling at this point. "do you understand the attention wearing this would earn you? is that what you want?" he's tugging you into the shadows with him before you're brought to his broadcast tower. "alastor what is going on?" your frown deepens when he bumps into his desk.
his final straw is watching you bend down to pick up the papers that fell, your entire ass on display as your skirt falls forward. he's behind you in a flash, one hand pressing your face into the wood of his desk while the other pins your arm behind you. all you can do is gasp for air and wiggle under his grasp but its no use. "now deary, you must be doing this on purpose." he growls, trying his best not to be too rough but he's having a hard time holding back. "a-al don't-" "keep your mouth shut." his harsh words make you shudder. "if you so desire to dress like a whore, you'll be treated like a whore."
alastor releases your arm, causing your eyes to widen when you figure out what he's doing instead of holding you. his clawed finger tears straight through your panties in a single stroke, exposing your pussy to him. "w-wait alastor, it's not what you think." you gasp out, but he's already sliding a finger through your folds. "what's that? are you saying that your cunt isn't basically begging to be used right now , hm? that you don't want to be fucked over my desk right now? because that's what that outfit was telling me. and now your pussy is telling me the same thing, darling."
he's slowly pumping a finger in and out of your now soaking cunt, the sound of your wetness filling the otherwise quiet room. "you'd let me, wouldn't you?" the second finger has you moaning into his desk, and against your better judgement, you nod your head as much as you can while being held down. "yes, i-i wanted you to see me." your eyes sting with tears as embarrassment fills you. god yes, you wanted alastor to see you in such a skimpy outfit. but you didn't expect him to lose it on you like this.
and still, every harsh word has you dripping and approaching orgasm faster than you could have expected. "now there's a good girl." alastor coos, a sense of pride filling him, rather, filling his aching cock. he hopes to never forget the sight in front of him, the way your skirt still hangs around your hips, your panties torn in two just enough that he can see your pretty pink pussy peaking between the slit he ripped.
"all you had to do is be honest, you didn't have to have angel dress you like a little sex doll just to get my attention. you shouldn't dare dress like that for anyone but me, do you hear that, sweetheart? i don't want to have to leash you as well, but i have no issue doing so if you can't behave." he ends his sentence by finally pushing his cock passed your puffy lips.
your eyes roll into the back of your head, fire scorching through your body as alastor plows his cock in and out of you. "a-al fuck, too big." you whine, bracing your hands on the desk with every thrust. alastor snickers behind you, only pulling out to flip your body around. being able to look up at him only makes this worse. the sinister smile on his face, his hooded, dark eyes. his clawed hand wraps around your neck, squeezing just enough to make you gasp for air. "don't you worry your pretty little head about that, darling. you can take it." he grunts when you clench around him.
alastor's pulling out just in time to paint your thighs and stomach with thick ropes of his seed. you whimper as you feel it splashing on your skin, covering you and your clothes. you feel dirty and used, and my god do you want this to happen again. alastor catches his breath before planting a kiss to your forehead.
"are you going to cum already? with my hand around your throat?" he would laugh, but it's possibly the hottest he's ever seen you. your eyes glassed over with tears, you nod. "'m s-so close, al." you pant, barely making the words out before waves of pleasure crash into you and you're cumming hard on his cock. your vision goes black, choked moans escaping as alastor fucks your sensitive pussy.
"the next time i catch you wearing something like that, i won't hesitate to make an example out of you." his words lack the same bite from earlier, but you still shudder at his implications. he turns to grab something to clean you up with but stops dead in his tracks when you speak.
"y-yes sir..." you whisper.
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