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playing too sweet by hozier on loop and they got summoned
#vashwood#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#vw#sketch#scrib: linkings#so anyway very sorry for no art posting here im still trying to figure out what i want to post and for a while after the big 98 peice i was#nervous about posting unfinished stuff but im super happy with how loose this felt to draw!#this is vaguely brainstorming for my podcaster vash au. note to future self too sweet goes in whatever brainstorming playlist i have for#that au. also including creatures in heaven by ga but for a different scene.... the scene in the au is gonna be more pining than this but.#wahoo!
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I think the most miserable writer experience is when I've written something in a haze of hyperfixation but then the fixation juice runs out before I finish the thing. this is however turned into the most delightful writer experience when some point later, maybe weeks, months or years down the line, I finally come back to the thing and manage to finish it, seeing where I've grown as a writer in the process <3
#there is also an additional facet to this which is#''i know this mess of notes; disorganised files; and cryptic inline comments that seem to be instructions for future self's editing#made sense at the time. but also what the FUCK was going on in my head.''#writeblr
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notes on past and future link
#specifically for this au. i have slightly different feelings about canon bc i think PL is less of a hardass bc he doesnt Know what happens#calamity unwritten#calamity unwritten comic#loz#botw#hyrule warriors#hyrule warriors age of calamity#time travel au#zelda#link#loz link#digital art#art tag#comics#comic#and sillies#in case you were forgetting how much of a self indulgent au this is im introducing you to my 10 page essay on link's gender journey#Past link has been changed by the circumstances and the burden of knowledge. hes usually sillier around at least zelda but now he feels#like he has to be Extra Closed Off because of how open future link is. there will be more notes in the future i have a lot of thoughts that#i cant always cram into the comic. though its all in there Technically#in the subtext#ignore what time im posting this ill queue it for normal hours. later.
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Would literally kill and/or die for Lust or Cross hdfhdgbfhghjh-
my sonas would too 🤝
#ask#mblue talks#i'd live for them#(which sonas? hhoooh boy you've only seen the base of them i need to draw my sonas' variants in the future)#(i've had fun thinking of them and rambling in notes <333)#(gosh putting blorbos in situations are sooo fun even if its variants of my self insert and skelesona 🥺)#(guys be cringe and free 🥺 if it makes u happy to selfship or oc/canon; platonic or rom; go off and have fun 🥺)#(if it makes u happy to share scenarios and bounce off headcanons with friends and ppl in servers and in communities then heck yeah!!)#(create smt nice that makes ur heart happy or do the :) 🫶)
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Evil Gertritude: I'm making a VN about NORMAL KIDS without HEAD PROBLEMS 😈😈😈
i can't even joke about this... i started picturing mordred in jeans + a t-shirt and felt ill. what is wrong sweetie. come back to us.
#like the breakfast club but worse because mordred is my son#note to self: draw this later#notart#ask#my ocs#all the characters in demonvn do have something deeply wrong with them. not apparent in this story but in the future#such is the nature of the human condition
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i would take their poison
Sketch + Line Art for those Clicking Under the Cut(tm) (archival purposes honestly)
#moshi monsters#sweet tooth moshi monsters#experimentation i am COG AWFUL at digital dear goodness i was playing with coloring and transparency and all those fun digital doodads.#next time i probably wont have black outline or i'll do it differently. or i'll try well. not doing this. it sure was a process im#i'm an amateur everyone who masically only doodles. does the sketch look better than the final. kinda! but thats okay because im learning#and y'know what. sometimes in life you just need to draw faves no consequences#for how saturated a character they are i kinda feel like i pastelled things too muc and trapped myself with my convoluted layer setup but m#it was looking WEIRD with everything at full force#maybe the sparkles look dumb maybe the hair looks dumb and out of place and why i kinda made the lollipop a little funky too#uhh. first digital piece posted... ever?#the arm is SO fucky i am not that was. thats not what perspective is spam#yes this is what i spent a good chunk of today doing after i started working on coloring it and then. decided to go for it.#cooolrs a little inaccurate on the horns and such but man one of the biggest art things was like#i dont have to have everything at their perfect hex codes all the time. this would look way worse if i just. used their standard colors#yeah this is. instead of looking like its forward and to the right it kinda just looks like they have a Bigger hypno-lolly#especialy becase. i did not bother on the gloves and platforms i the sparkles work with 2 kinda sorta but you know#im practicing! i'm learning! i'll get better and learn how to do things more effectively!#anyway. sweet toof#though hey their arm looks even more fucked in the line art and sketch SO#note to future self have a Consistent Line Art Size so that if you feel like the line art looks like shit during coloring you dont have to#gamble on what size it was while changing it#sketch lollipop looks better i should have kept it small. but its fine. we'll get em next time boys (tm)#yes i know my gif post was so fancy and then the drawing is just THIS
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Neil Hilborn - The Future
#c.txt#cant believe i had to make this my damn self.#where have the depressed poetry lovers on this website gone#i know this is 10 years old i don’t care#neil hilborn#neil hilborn the future#button poetry#slam poetry#poetry#feeling ancient over the fact that this is 10 years old btw#i don’t care if this doesn’t get notes it’s really for me to be dramatic and depressed about#chasecore
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every time i see someone call tron 'cyberpunk', i lose ten years off my lifespan
#note to self literally never read letterboxd reviews of movies i like i cant do it anymore kdjfgkdssd#say you saw the movie and the plot and visuals went right over your head without saying it#like. in what world is tron dystopic?? cyberpunk in itself is an offshoot of dystopian fiction. tron is not about an imagined future#tron is about an imagined PRESENT. thinking about our PRESENT relationship with technology in relation to the times each film was released#tron is in equal measures hopeful and critical about technology. that is NOT cyberpunk#the only CyberPunk that matters in tron is the Tron2.0 character of the same name#i will admit that tron's plot is cyberpunk derived but its. idk man its not the same thing#thematically its different. visually i think tron shares developmental artists with blade runner where the cyberpunk visual stereotype was#- established#but blade runner is more pure cyberpunk thematically than tron is. does that make any sense#and. and. listen to me. i am number one retrofuture fan. i love syd mead. i love moebius. but listen. just because they worked on tron -#- does NOT mean tron is thematically OR visually retrofuturistic either!! the visuals match the time it was made!! thats not retrofuturism!#thats normal scifi based on the every day!!!#tron is a sandbox and at the end of the day anyone can do whatever they want its all just for fun#at the same time. the entire story of tron is being severely misrepresented when labelled as cyberpunk. and it makes me sad#these are very shallow thoughts i just miss literary thematic analysis sometimes. my film studies classes cannot come soon enough#rex speaks
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my tracklist btw (: all are finished lyric wise I just need to write the actual music lol. I have the melodies in my head but not on paper.
#the psalms duo are like. part 1 part 2 of the same exact theme just past present & future. the first is 10:31 bc its my bday & ??? is#future focused#24 dnp is about a girl w/an ED who dies from taking that drug#independence day is about a woman whos friend is an abusive relationship & they kill him together#W.M.D. is about fame as a concept & how destructive the panopticon of publicity can be#angels interlude is just instrumental#i just saw a ufo is basically the song version of everything i see on my ufo forums + my experiences#scum is self explanatory#late bloomer is the only love song#the good old days is from the perspective of a housewife in the early 20th century talking to future generations of women who romanticize#the past. on a lighter note is just a convo that starts as small talk but keeps getting weird#last song of the kauai o o is the actual last song of that species calling for a mate that doesnt exist anymore except im responding#with instruments in the same tone as the return call . no lyrics#the genre of the album is all over the place. what is sonic cohesion.#LX3 op
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Handplates and haircut and more Handplates after that (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Sans#Phases of reading Handplates: Haircut edition#Lol#Started rereading before the haircut and finished after!#It took about four days - same as my original run on reading Vargas! Huh - which was only one over my projection#I say ''about'' because I did take a fifth day and catch up on all the solo Handplates images as well#All the ones in the main gallery were read along with the main comics tho lol they're important context!#Really I just couldn't read Gaster's ''tear a paper perfectly in half'' without the followup lol#I am planning a full reread sometime in the future but probably not for a while lol - need to simmer#But I know there's even more context than just the DA galleries! Like the QnAs!! Wanna read Everything in order lol#But for now I'm just happy to have finally read the whole main comic (and all the solo pieces on DA lol)#It really is a beautiful piece of work ♥ More context is not the only reason I want to reread!#I have a few things in my notes I wrote for my future self to look out for on rereads lol#Want to study more! Look at the visual language ♥ There's just so many lovely things#Oh yeah! Does anyone remember my tears rating system? X/5 💧?#Well Handplates scores at 💧💧💧💧! :D A very good crying score!#Several scenes that reliably make me cry <3 Yes I have gone back and cried multiple times to them lol#It's important data! <Said not at all similarly to any particular scientist at all (lol)#I did actually find myself empathizing with Gaster wanting to study Papyrus' and Sans' glitch abilities - and thinking about intent to harm#The data collection isn't the problem it's all the everything about how and why he was collecting the data in the first place#Being someone who also collects data as a way to make sense of and not be overwhelmed by - well anything and everything lol#Sans calling him out was really interesting to me! Obviously he deserves to be called out lol but That Particular Action wasn't The Problem#Now if he could just use his coping mechanism in a positive helpful way lol#Anyway lol the images in the post that I'm rambling on pfft - as I mentioned I broke out my colour cube :)#Both of them but I've only really been playing with my 2x2 - I reviewed my notes and remembered!#The haircut really does feel nice ahh <3 I just feel more me in short hair :)#And I really did hurt my hand from drawing too much lol I guess three full pages in one day was asking a lot
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Even more wips! One prompt I loved but couldn't decide on (because there are a lot paintings based on that) was 'La Belle Dame Sans Merci'. I started the oil painting first, which I'll probably finish, but as I did it I thought 'damn, I should have used watercolours' so I did that too.
#work in progress#wip#note for my future self: if I do oils again use a acrylic base you dumbass#I like using oils but I'm not very experienced with them#also I still don't know what to do with them - I don't have much space so I might sell them for material costs + postage again#we will see 🤔#i will continue as soon as I can hold a brush again
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you’ll get there love, I promise. you know you’re doing what’s right for you, you know you’re destined for more than this. enjoy this time. get to know yourself. learn how to take care of yourself. you’ve always been there for yourself, don’t stop now. what’s easy is not always what’s right. follow what sets your soul on fire, and fuck anything that doesn’t. you’ve got this. you’re on the right path.
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clangen but it's just the stupid unhinged notes i wrote about my clan
#clangen#warrior cats#my university notes look like this too#unfortunate but true :[#i swear i don't do this on purpose but for whatever reason#i make my notes as confusing for my future self as possible by removing most of the context#i was going through my biology notes and at one point i just wrote 'watermelon abortion'#like what does this mean#toonagi ramble tag
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Finally finished my anniversary piece, even if it's a couple days late :')
The 14th of January was mine and Heinz' third anniversary! He's been with me since 2021 and seriously, he's made my life so much better. Things haven't always been easy, but imagining that he's by my side helps me so much whenever I'm feeling down or stressed. Falling for him took me completely by surprise, and I never expected my love for him to grow so strong, but here we are. I love all my f/os, but he still earns a special place among them. He's my everything and my heart belongs to him❤️
I hope I can draw more of him and me/Selina in the coming year, since I actually have so many ideas! I want to show more of their story, I want to draw funny and cute moments between them, I want them to be happy and completely and utterly infatuated with each other. Here's hoping for many more good memories together <3
Also an alternate version under the cut because I couldn't decide whether I wanted an actual background or not (but decided in the end that the characters should be more in the focus)
#if there's one thing my future partner's gonna have to put up with it's me being head over heels in love with this guy too besides them xD#(this is /hj btw since I obviously make a distinction between real and fictional ppl but like you know)#my brain's a bit mushy rn so I can't find all the words but I just love this man so much😭💖💖#I don't know what exactly it was in the end but something in my mind was like 'this one. this is the one I want'#also on another note I'm not sure yet how happy I am with his realistic design but I think he turned out very cute here💕#f/o: 🚂#2nd dimension doofenshmirtz#heinz doofenshmirtz#phineas and ferb#across the 2nd dimension#fanart#self ship#self insert x canon#fictional other#self ship anniversary#self shipping#villain f/o#digital art#selniasart
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I'm not "normal"; I'm cis, aka boring.
#Note to my future self#there are more posts I haven't read below this one.#This shitpost was brought to you by trying to sleep but thinking “no that shitpost is too good not to post immediately.”
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first of all i just rly wanted to say i LOVE ur psychonauts pride headcanons, especially the raz one!! i love that so many people in the fandom are like *points at raz* he has so much transgender and autism swag fr. second of all, as a followup, i was wondering if u had any like, supplemental little headcanons about it? (like i feel like the top surgery recovery for raz would be so boring for him since he'd have to sit still so much)
SO TRUE SO TRUE. his transmasc swag is off the charts
yeah he'd definitely find the recovery period very dull lol. i think he's a very restless patient when he gets laid up for anything, and in particular he'd find the restricted range of motion for the first few months really tough. lili has to keep spraying him with water any time he tries to lift his arms above his head
my fave hc is that whenever someone doesn't clock them as top scars and asks how he got them he just tells the most outrageous made-up stories
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#most of my headcanons aren't super interesting they're just me having fun writing a transmasc character lol#but i'm very happy to ramble about them anyway if people want to hear!!#he's on nebido just because it's more practical to have a longer spacing between the shots#he self-injects and he doesn't really like needles but he is SO brave about it. everybody clap for how brave he is#(as a quick programming note you should generally not self-inject nebido because it's kind of a tricky one to do but telekinesis helps)#he tries packing like. ONCE but it is NOT practical with his range of motion and it just ends up wedged halfway down his trouser leg#naturally he was in full-blown theatrics about that as well#'oh god somebody call an ambulance!! my dick just fell off!!!'#he's a silly guy :)#OH OH one time when he's like seventeen. truman sits him down and has a Very Serious Conversation About Your Relationship With My Daughter#and is like 'i know what kids your age get up to but i need to impress upon you the importance of taking the proper precautions.'#'uh. m-meaning?'#and truman gives him this dead serious stare and says '...contraceptives.'#raz dies. he dies. his soul leaves his body and ascends to a higher plane#future superstar agents au#follow for more niche trans humour#ask
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