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#nicholas angst
byeuijoo · 7 months
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night-time apologies 𐀔 nicholas
genre : angst & fluff ⋆ warnings : two broken but repairable hearts ⋆ word count : 832
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« can we talk? »
your voice disturbed the stillness of nicholas' night. bringing the phone up to his ear, you could hear him sigh for a long time — probably wondering why he'd decided to pick it up at such a late hour. pursing your lips in anticipation of any response from him, you swayed from side to side, mechanically cracking your fingers.
« haven't we already said everything? » — his voice created a bounce in your chest, as if it were the first time you'd heard it in years. but even so, you could clearly hear his boredom in his tone, « do you have any idea what time it is? don't you have school tomorrow? »
« i'm at your door. » you announced without thinking. you felt slightly stupid for having come all the way here, without having the nerve to ring the doorbell, preferring to make his phone ring at 2 a.m. « you're kidding right? » he asked with a more amused voice, as if he didn't think you were capable of such a thing. but when you suddenly became quieter, giving him no answer, you could clearly hear heavy footsteps approaching the front door.
and when he opened it, the one you could call your ex-boyfriend was standing in front of you. your eyes instantly locked with his, and it was with the phone still to your ear that you let a simple, breathless “hey” escape your lips.
you saw his eyebrows furrow, and he quickly hung up the phone, closing the door slowly behind him. letting your arm fall to the side of your body, you suddenly regretted every step that had brought you to where you are now.
« what are you doing here? » he said suddenly, and you could feel his annoyance even more clearly. « i wanted to talk to you, » you explained, lowering your gaze as you searched for words, « i- »
« i don't think we have anything more to talk about y/n, not after what happened. » he said suddenly, cutting you off. raising your gaze to him, you watched him for a few second : he looked tired and annoyed, running his hand through his hair to clear his forehead. you must have really annoyed him — but you absolutely had to make up for it. your fingers clutched the handle of your bag, nibbling nervously on your lower lip, before taking two steps towards him.
« it's not all over yet. » you declared, before a bitter laugh burst from his mouth. nodding and looking away, nicholas turned his back to you and folded his arms across his chest, « ah yeah? i think you've forgotten what happened. should i refresh your memory? »
your eyes met those of the boy for whom your heart was beating wildly, for which you'd give anything to get it back. his accusing index finger pointed at your chest, right where your heart was, « i told you i loved you, and you never answered me. you ran away without giving me any news for weeks. for weeks, y/n. it's a lot. » he looked so hurt, like his heart was still bleeding because of you. his brown eyes seemed empty, and his lips no longer stretched into that lovely smile you loved so much.
so you took another step forward, completely invading his personal space, before standing on tiptoe and mingling your cold lips with his. and against all odds, nicholas didn't push you away — he let you kiss him, the poor boy melting under your touch. and when he placed one of his hands against your waist, you pulled away slightly, looking into the depths of his pupils.
« i love you. i truly do. » you announced, almost out of breath, but in the most sincere way possible. you were convinced he could hear the loud beating of your heart, which could escape your chest at any moment. admittedly, you hadn't responded to his feelings at the time, but all this was new to you — and the word “ love ” was something you thought was too strong for you. but after spending three or four evenings crying, complaining that you missed him to your roommates twice a day, and watching him through his work window 3 times a week, you realized that you could indeed say that you loved him.
« i just needed time to realize it. and i'm sorry. » a smile finally appeared on his lips, before he puts both hands on your cheeks and kisses you as if it were the last time he'd ever seen you. some will probably say that he forgave you too quickly, but no one will ever be able to understand how his heart felt when he heard those three little words coming out of the mouth of the person who was making him lose his mind on a daily basis.
reblogs & feedbacks are highly appreciated !
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nicholasluvbot · 11 months
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✦ not with you - wang nicholas !
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pairing : nicholas x fem!reader
genre : angst, established relationship
wc : 1.1 K
warnings : swearing, tears (TT), only angst no fluff 🤗, lowercase intended, not proofread.
author's note : it's my first time writing angst and this was kinda fun ^^ also, nicho's ex is named mika.
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you heard the door to your house slamming as it was closed shut by your boyfriend, nicholas. he had been coming home exhausted for the past few weeks because of workload, you couldn't even remember the last time you had had a proper conversation with him. on any other day, you'd do your best to stay calm around him since he often acted irritable on such days, but today was different. you had received a text from one of nicholas' colleagues a few hours ago. you normally wouldn't believe any of the rumours you heard about nicholas, but this one came with proof. a photo of nicholas chatting with his ex with a big smile on his face.
nicholas kicked off his shoes and plopped down beside you on the couch without acknowledging your presence, and switched on the TV. your arms were crossed tightly, waiting for nicholas to confess that he had been hanging out with his ex, or at least met his ex. but no, he continued staring at the TV pretending you weren't sitting right beside him.
"how was your day?" you asked after a while. nicholas immediately noticed your cold tone and looked at you.
"what's wrong?" he asked.
"nothing's wrong, nicho. I just want to know about your day. how was work?" you asked, trying to sound calm.
"it was good", he replied, still sounding suspicious and looked back at the TV.
"great! I bet you had the time of your life working with mika", you said sarcastically.
nicholas just let out a sigh and rubbed the bridge of his nose. he wasn't in the mood to argue with you after an exhausting day like this one, but you were testing his patience. however, he tried his best to stay calm, ignoring all the angry huffs and complaints coming from your side and just stared at the TV.
"are you even listening to me, nicholas?" you said loud enough so he couldn't ignore you anymore. he looked towards you, "yn, i'm not in the mood for this right now", failing to sound calm.
"yeah, you never are. you've been coming home from work all grumpy for almost a week now, you don't talk to me properly, but you have the time to chat with your ex with a wide smile on your face", you replied with a burning feeling in your chest, tears threatening to drop from your eyes any moment now.
"for fuck's sake, yn, I was working! and we only talked for five minutes. it's no big deal. stop being so paranoid all the fucking time. it's annoying", nicholas snapped, failing to maintain his composure.
the tears couldn't be stopped anymore, a few whimpers left your mouth and looked away, feeling too embarrassed to even look at your boyfriend.
"oh, so you're going to cry now? well, cry me a river, I don't care. because it's none of your business what I do or who I talk to at work.", his voice was harsh and he sounded very furious, resulting in more tears falling from your eyes.
your vision was blurry, you had no idea how you managed to form proper words because you were shaking. from anger and despair.
"all I'm trying to say is that the least you could've done is inform me that you met up with your ex, instead of having me hear it from someone else.", your lips trembled as you tried to hold back tears, but it was of no use, they kept falling.
it broke nicholas' heart to see you like this and he honestly wanted to wipe your tears and hold you close. but his anger got the best of him as he snapped at you, "you're so pathetic, yn! I'm not obligated to tell you every single detail of my life. stop acting like a child, you're not making any sense right now."
"okay I'm the pathetic one. seriously nicholas you've been coming home like this for the past week. I can't tolerate it anymore", you said as you stood up and looked at him, feeling devastated.
nicholas got on his feet too. his tall figure looked so intimidating that you moved a few steps back.
"if only I knew that you would be like this after I come home, I would've just stayed out", his voice sounding dangerously close to tears too.
"oh really? so you think that if it was mika instead of me she would've been all sweet and nice to you after you come home all hostile for a whole fucking week?"
"I don't expect you to be all sweet and nice to me, but I don't want you to jump down my throat as soon as I come home either", he yelled, tears falling from his eyes.
"nicho can you even hear yourself right now? I have the right to be angry. I'm your girlfriend and I'm worried that you're just going to dump me. where the hell did I go wrong? I've always tried my best to be good to you and all I get in return is you dallying with other women at work", you yelled back.
"enough, yn. I thought you trusted me more than that", his voice was breaking and he was shaking as tears kept welling up in his eyes as well.
"yes nicho, I trusted you. but you're failing to keep my trust. can't you fucking see how much I trusted you and how much effort I've been putting into our relationship? but what am I getting from your side? nothing, nicholas. imagine if I hung out with my ex without telling you. no", you shook your head, "imagine if I hung out with my ex after telling you about it. you wouldn't ever want to see my fucking face", you said, shaking in rage.
"alright. i get it. break up with me then", he said, his voice was dangerously quiet as he kept biting the inside of his cheek.
"oh yes. you probably can't wait to break up with me so you thought you'd suggest it a bit quicker so that you can finally go and tinker with whoever you like. am I right?", you said not even trying to hide your scornful tone.
nicholas sniffled and said, " I can't do this anymore, yn. not with you."
and you just stood there, unable to move as you watched the man you had loved for almost two years walk out of your apartment and slam the door behind him, while tears streamed down your cheeks.
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kpop-kitkat · 1 year
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Hi Elle :)) I hope you are doing well!!! Can I request a Nicholas enemies to lovers if you have the chance? Thank you in advance <3
Also off topic but I looked at who you biased and we almost have the exact same biases in most groups haha <3
I Know You Love Me | Wang Yixiang
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pairing | brother’s best friend!wang yixiang x f!reader
genre/cw | slight angst, fluff, enemies to lovers, brother’s best friend trope, fluffy sexual content
wc | 1.1k
notes | thanks for the request! i hope you like it. took forever, i apologize. 
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧  
Y/n’s brother’s best friend. Out of all the people, she had to have a crush on him. The cocky, self-centered, high school heartthrob. And it didn't help when her brother invited him over nearly everyday. To their parents, Yixiang had become another member of the family. But not to Y/n. 
“Mom! Dad! I’m inviting Yixiang over!” Yelled Minseong. 
“Okay sweetie!” Their mom replied from her comfortable chair in the living room.
Y/n rolled her eyes with a sigh as she continued to pet their dog, Bo. 
“What’s with the sigh for?” Their dad raised an eyebrow. “Is it Yixiang?”
“Of course it’s Yixiang. There’s nobody in the world I hate more,” Y/n scoffed.
Her mom set her book down on her lap. “Y/n, that’s not nice.”
”So what if I hate him?” Y/n crossed her arms as Bo set his head in her lap, wanting to be pet.
“Well maybe if you’d talk with him, you’d get to know him and like him a little better. All you two do is give each other hateful looks,” her mom suggested.
“Even if I wanted to, he’s with Minseong 24/7, how would I?”
”All they do is talk and watch movies. We could all watch one together, in here,” she said.
“Great way to get to know someone,” Y/n replied sarcastically.
”It’s somewhere to start Y/n,” her dad pointed out. “We all hate seeing how you two look at each other.”
For someone reason, it felt like everyone in the room secretly knew that Y/n was just putting up an act, and that she really liked Yixiang, she just didn’t want to get close to him. So she claimed to hate him.
She sighed again and got up from the couch, petting Bo once more before getting a snack in the kitchen. Minseong smirked as he sat at the kitchen counter. “Somewhere to start,” he repeated their dad’s words with a chuckle. 
“Don’t make me throw this at you,” Y/n threatened with a jar of peanut butter in her hand. 
Just a typical day at the L/n household.
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“Anyways, so then I run around the side, right?” Yixiang laughs as he continues telling stories of his recent soccer games. Telling stories… more like bragging. Minseong listened intently as the rest of the family stared off into space. Bo included. 
Y/n decided she was bored before leaving the room. 
“Where are you going Y/n?” Minseong asked, everyone’s attention on the girl now. 
“What do you mean ‘where am I going’? Away from here,” she answered, before glancing to Yixiang. “And away from him.”
”Why? Is Yixiang boring you? Do we need to do something else?” 
Y/n stared daggers into her brother’s eyes. “I’m just going to do what I want, okay?”
”No, your brother is right, Y/n. You never hang out with us,” Yixiang pouted. And for someone reason, Y/n loved the sound of her own name when it came from his lips. “Just stay for once? With me?”
”What is with you? I thought we hate each other,” Y/n argued. 
Mr. and Mrs. L/n gave each other a strange, knowing glance, before leaving the room. Y/n sensed they were planning something all along.
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“No! I’m not giving you park place! Are you crazy?!” Yixiang shouted at Minseong as they played Monopoly, Yixiang’s choice. 
“It was just an offer! Plus two-thousand is a lot of money in this game,” Minseong defended. 
“Don’t care,” Yixiang said before rolling the dice. 
Y/n held her property cards in her hands and sighed. “This game will take forever to finish. Can’t we do something else?” 
“What did you have in mind?” Yixiang smirked, getting a little too close for her liking.
”Not what you’re thinking,” she scoffed and looked away. 
Minseong giggled to himself as that interaction took place. “You know what, I actually have to… do laundry,” Minseong said.
”Do laundry? Since when do you do laundry?” Y/n crossed her arms.
”Since now,” he replied, setting his cards down and running upstairs to his room.
”What was that all about,” Y/n raised an eyebrow before setting her cards down. “Well I was done with this game anyway,” she stood up and left to the living room. She took a seat of the comfortable sofa, and Yixiang followed suit. He sat right next to her. “Can I help you?” 
“No,” Yixiang replied, stretching, oblivious to her obvious confusion. 
“Okay,” she huffed, annoyed. She faced him. “What do you want? I feel like ever since you came over today, you’ve been different. Even my family has been different. Everything’s been different! What is going on? Is there something everyone here knows that I don’t?” She ranted. 
“Maybe,” he smiled, looking at his phone.
She crawled over to him and stole his phone.
”Hey!”
”Give me an answer!”
“You really think I don’t know, huh?” Yixiang chuckled.
”Know what?”
”That you love me.”
Y/n blinked and stared for about ten seconds. “Say that again?”
”I know you love me Y/n, it’s plain as day. You can stop trying to hide it, I love you too,” Yixiang smiled, inching his way closer to her.
”I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she stuttered, backing up into the soft sofa cushions.
”Oh I think you do,” he smirked, his arms on either side of her as he hovered above her. She was glad her parents weren’t in the room.
”Yixiang-“ she was cut off by a pair of warm lips on hers. And when her conscience told her everything about this situation was wrong, her heart strongly disagreed. All this time spent hiding her feelings and lying to her family as well as herself, was worth it now. She really was hopelessly in love. She kissed back as her hands slowly got entangled in his soft hair, that she had always wanted to run her hands through. Yixiang smiled into it and gently grabbed her chin, allowing him to kiss her more deeply. After a few more seconds, he pulled away.
”I really do love you,” Yixiang said, taking her hands in his. “Will you be mine?”
Her mouth fell agape as she was in pure shock. “I- didn’t expect this to happen today.”
”Neither did I,” he chuckled. “I kinda just went with the flow. So? What’ll it be princess?”
The nickname made her heart flutter. And she thought about how much she’d love it if he called her that every day. And how much she’d love kissing him every day. He had to be the one. The one she’d been waiting for since eight grade. “Yes Yixiang. I’d love to be yours.”
He smiled and connected their foreheads. “I like that answer.”
Y/n smiled at him before wrapping her arms around his neck. “I really do love you too Yixiang. I’m sorry it took so long to admit it.”
”Don’t apologize,” he pouted before kissing the bridge of her nose. “You’re worth the wait princess.”
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winteringdream · 1 year
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GOAL ! ──── ❪ 王奕翔 ❫
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synopsis : the girls soccer team hasn’t been doing great since the school year started. when nicholas starts taunting you about it you make a bet with him. will the two of you figure your differences out when your soccer team has to play against his?
pairing : soccerplayer!nicholas x fem!reader
genre : enemies to lovers, fluff, angst, high school au, mainly written series, but will contain some social media elements as well
with : all &team members, enhypen’s ni-ki, jake & sunghoon, lesserafim’s chaewon, newjeans’ hanni & haerin, ive’s liz & rei, kep1er’s hikaru & chaehyun, aespa’s ningning, stayc’s isa, billlie’s tsuki
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profiles !
soccer baes | 100 fifa ratings | others
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masterlist !
001. let’s bet 002. the mood isn’t very good today 003. spooky walk? 004. lost but found 005. stalkers 006. exposed 007. whole ass event
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updates every 2 weeks !
taglist :@svnoohe4rtsmainblog @trsrina @koishua @renjunba3 @hafsa-hoofsa-heefs @aguamarinee @meginthebuilding27 @kpoprhia
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kaidenchii · 10 months
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I've done the math
There's no solution
We'll never last.
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khytal · 1 year
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it’s a terrible affliction, isn’t it? the guilt I can’t absolve you of, however much I wish I could
notes:
-the inspiration for this piece was the concept of guilt as poison, represented as the cigarette (physical) and the gun (mental)
-the cigarette is pretty self-explanatory as a poison. I see it as a form of punishment he inflicts on himself--it's killing him but he pushes onward anyway
(-even if the regenerative drug's effects extend to healing damage caused by chemicals, there's still weight to the act of willingly putting poison into his system. either way it's not enough self-sabotage to stop wolfwood from fighting for the orphanage, but it's enough to make him feel something)
-the gun is, of course, about his role as an assassin: how he justifies the act of killing, and how he deems it necessary, but laments what he's become at times
-vash understands very well that wolfwood carries his own heavy burden in silence, but still wants to ease the pain
-so here he's asking wolfwood to leave it to him, to allow himself some reprieve, by taking the cigarette and gently lowering the gun
-vash's plant powers are supposed to represent a "blessed antidote" to suppress the "cursed poison", which is why it has glowing blue-green (associated with healing) lines in contrast to the purple smoke (associated with poison)
-in other words: "if I fight in your stead will that lessen your suffering?" (no lol)
-these colors are also the highlights on their respective earrings
-consider the caption to be the last part of the piece: where vash admits his attempt at helping wolfwood isn't a permanent solution, but it doesn't stop him from trying anyway
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maridoodles · 1 year
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silly scribbles
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mr-shimurka · 11 months
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No hope. No strength. Just fear and anxiety.
My cheek wet with tears on your cold shoulder.
We can’t escape.
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kitamars · 1 year
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so kiss me and smile for me
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inkedberries · 1 year
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more of this zombie apocalypse au! my first one can be found here
nai goes out to find more supplies and medicine for vash but another camp finds a sick and delirious vash and takes him to their camp to nurse him back to health
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bloodiedstar · 7 months
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The love was there. It didn't change anything. It didn't save anyone. But it still matters that the love was there.
Lyrics from I'm your man-Mitski
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duncanor · 1 year
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That's it. I get why I feel Vash killing Legato hits harder in the manga than it does in the 98's anime.
When Vash pulls the trigger he doesn't just break his vow of non-killing to his mother but he also has to accept the death of Rem and Wolfwood at the same time.
When he kills Legato, it's the moment he let them go.
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yunevan-n · 11 months
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Love it when Wolfwood realise that he can’t keep up with Vash-
It’s really interesting to see this dynamic without it being some kind of competition : it’s just the way things are and Wolfwood can’t do anything about it
Vash is at the same time really comforting and absolutely terrifying
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winteringdream · 2 years
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hii!! congrats on 100 🤍 can you do the fluff #11 prompt with nicholas? tysm <3
──────── waiter shenanigans ⋆。˚
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"i think i'm in love with you,"
p. nicholas x gn!reader n. congrats nicho for debuting !! 100+ event
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"that man sitting at table three ordered a carrot cake," you set down the tray. nicholas, who is standing behind the cash register, taps on the screen to forward the order.
you look around at the cafe you are currently working in. you are along with nicholas the only waiter right now.
"i wish some cute guys would come, you know." you sigh. nicholas frowns, wasn't he good enough?
"if only we would stop serving these old people flavors." your colleague says. she was the one making the desserts.
you lean against the counter, talking about how school was going.
"i remember that school trip! it was crazy. they snuck alcohol with them and got hungover the next day." she tells you.
"nicholas, how about you? anything happen at your arts school?"
"not really, it's really not that special even though they call it arts school," he twirls a pen he found somewhere on the counter.
the ringing of the bell that is hanging above the door makes the three of you look up. a group of boys around your age enter the cafe, chatting about something. your eyes light up, had your wishes been heard?
nicholas notices the sudden change in your face. he frowns once again and immediately approaches their table.
"hey there, can i get you anything to drink?"
your smile falters slightly, a little upset that nicholas had went gone instead of you.
"i will take the drinks to them," you say as you impatiently wait for the barista to make their drinks.
"no, don't." he sternly says.
"why? you don't think i can pull someone?"
"no, it's because i-" he hesitates a little, "because i think i'm in love with you."
and for the first time in your whole life you had finally received a confession from a guy that you, deep down in your heart, liked as well.
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ruporas · 9 months
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that one trope for high school au... (ID in alt)
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firstprincebrainrot · 1 month
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Sometimes I find myself thinking about Alex and Henry in a fight. About how they can hurt eachother because they are the only ones who know eachother down to the bone.
I think about Alex's abandonment issues and how he's scared that a fight will lead to Henry leaving him. I think about how sensitive Henry is and how if a fight ever ensued, Alex would be able to talk, shout, scream and let his fears out while all Henry can do is to stand there, feeling small, and cry because it doesn't matter how many years they've been together, it doesn't matter that he's going to therapy, he's still Henry.
Most of all, I think about them navigating hard times TOGETHER.
I think about Henry not leaving but staying in the house when everything in him screams to run away. I think about Alex holding Henry and letting him cry silently because he knows Henry can't voice his emotions yet.
I think about them only needing eachother in the hardest of times. Never failing one another. NEVER.
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