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nerflufser · 27 days
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HAPPY BLOG BIRTHDAY @rayix !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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xuseokgyu · 4 months
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Every month of 2023 with Belle!
post your favorite and/or most popular posts from each month this year (it’s okay to skip months and/or choose more than one set) I was tagged by @ambivartence and @jinniebit
I have been pretty inactive, but at least I didn't completely vanish hahahah Here is my year in review
January - The most popular set is WooSan and I'm not surprised at all hahah This random old moment I saw and had to have it in my blog. Some favorites and honorable mentions are My top songs of 22 cause it turned out better than I expected; one of my favorite Mingi looks ever (which I RANDOMLY got a photocard of on a store ~destiny~); Velvet Hwa cause LOOK AT HIM and Ponytail Mingi cause I still can't believe that was real
February - Again, not surprised at all cause yall are THIRSTY, but my most popular post in February was Berlin Mingi; Favorites and honorable mentions are this Pink Mingi; Fever Epilogue Teez cause that's still my favorite era/album (and I love my coloring); and Date with DK cause we love to be delulu
March - Most popular is Woo being his silly little self in Wanteez hahahah; And omg what a great month I have SO MANY SETS I LOVE; The favorite is definitely not my best set but it was Cyberpunk Mingi in Madrid FILMED BY YOURS TRULY, just the fact that i made a gif of something I filmed... I was THERE, I SAW THEM!!! And then I love all my sets from Atzrevival but I guess the “Tingle Interview” one made me specially proud with the coloring etc
April - Finally some more SVT heheh The most popular set was the Silliest SCoups ever hahaha I love him; My most favorite is Joong and Bumjoong in Madrid cause I LOVE to see these brothers interact; then we have Barbie Mingi, this ADORABLE Puppy Gyu and some of my firsts Xikers gifs
May - Of course the most popular post was YuWoo's kiss on Wanteez hahah Now for favorites we have Bouncy Teaser Mingi (which I was super proud of the coloring); this tiny adorable Minghao; and Tadashi Yunho
June - Another great month (*cough* Bouncy promotions *cough*) The most popular post was YuSanSang being Adorably Silly; AND WE HAD MY MOST FAVORITE VARIETY EPISODE EVER Wooyoung with Arin 😭😭😭; Some other honorable mentions are Furry Minghao (don't judge me, he is adorable); Ateez cuddle pile, Rainbow Sorbet Joong and Changbin with Harang
July - I've started to slow down on creating around this month and you can see my sets from here on out consist basically of Mingi, YunGi and a little bit of Yunho, but I can see you get me since the most popular is this adorable YunGi moment during fansign; Honorable mentions are this adorable Puppy Looking Yunho and My SVT bias line keeping the delulu alive
August - FATHER AND SON FINALLY TOGETHER and I love that you all agree with me, making Mingi and Sumin the most popular post of the month hehe My favorite set after this one is Ateez's Family Dynamics (because I looooove their family like relationship) and a special shout out to Mingi's Birthday Post cause I was super proud of how it turned out
September - This post turned out way more pink than I wanted but this YunGi moment is so PERFECT I'm not surprised is the most popular post; Then we have Sunglasses Mingi making me weak in the knees as a favorite
October - I only created one post during October :') but Mingi being Babied by the Members is SO cute and the post went so well I'm sure it would be one of the most popular ones even if I had more, It would definitely be within the favorites
November - Again, just one post during the whole month... And honestly, I wasn't going to create at all, but I saw this DK at UNESCO and something *clicked* I HAD to gif it
December - Crazy Form promotions made me create a little more this month (lots of Mingi to no one's surprise)... The most popular post, and definitely my favorite as well, is Mingi being Obsessed and Making Yunho blush cause like... yeah. I'm also proud of my MV Highlights post and I'm obsessed with the Season's Greetings aesthetics
And that's it! Thank you for sticking by me everyone I don't think I'll get back to being super active, but I definitely don't want to have months with a single set again, so you can still expect great things from me Here is for a great 2024 for us all!!
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dreamiara · 11 months
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let's talk: canon events! how'd you get into the dream team? what brought you to dtblr?
canon event!!! okay so towards the end of 2020 i got some dream's videos recommended on youtube!! i instantly fell in love and binge-watched everything in like a few days hahah i do that pretty often with many creators just to lose interest a few weeks later but dream was so captivating that i have been a massive stannie ever since :3 and at first i was a bit of a twtfan because i was in my twitter user phase but over the time i grew to hate it tremendously!!! so i started following some dtblr accounts on my main!! and i was a long-time lurker after this. it is a little silly but i started actually interacting with people during the drontroversy of january '22 as i was really upset with the twitter's approach to dealing with it and i remembered someone being polish and i wanted to rant. that's when i dm'ed my dear&beloved nat carpedzem and not only was it the beginning of our beautiful friendship but also at some point she inspired me to make a dream team blog and join the community for good!! actually i did it almost a year ago (my blog's birthday is on 30th of july btw!!!) and vibed with my 5 followers. i didn't post much because i was shy (and chronically offline) until the race reveal and then the drituation™ after which i started posting much more and here we are now :3 and to be honest I've had so so SO much fun for the past few months and i'm so glad i joined and i love my mutuals&followers so much and i'm super excited about the future and what it might bring both for the dream team and for us as the community :]
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haniehae · 2 years
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——    EVERY MONTH OF 2021 WITH ANNA!    ——
→ Post your favorite or most popular post from each month this year (it’s okay to skip months and/or choose more than one set)
Tagged by @woozi , @xuseokgyu , @merry-kwanmas , @julyprince , @971003 (Thank you guys!!)
Soooo for starters.. this year was a pretty intense year for me (if I can put it that way kk) but I went trough a lot of hiatus and creation hiatus, I changed blogs, created a new blog.... so this was a rollercoaster for me haha! also I did unite my both blogs creations here because there were some months were I didn’t create nothing here but did there so this was easier for me ^^
enough from talking and here we go! 
→ January: This year I decided to really transform this blog into a multi blog and this set was my first creation for ateez and one of my first gif sets and I never thought it would get this many notes hahah. To end the month too I started one of my fav mb series and this cheol mb was really a good star for it! I’m still very proud of it! 
→ February: continuing with the mb series.. this mb of hoshi was one of my ut favs and also credit to my sistah for editing the tiger patterns on hoshi’s face and making this mb even better! Birthdays sets are always pretty popular but this dino set was my first set to get that many notes and I was really proud of it!
→ March: another one of my mb series (yeah as I said before I love this series hahah) this minghao mb was really challenging for me.. it was the first time I was exploring that many colors in one mb and seeing the feedback I got made me really happy! ofc I couldn’t let this set out! my fav moments of my angel and my forever ult bias!
→ April: I want to thank the anon who requested this set kk because this was one of the cutest sets I ever made and I don’t think I’ll ever get over this haha
→ May: Sooo after my first hiatus I was finally back and hitorijanai was just released and I thought I would change my way of doing my moodboards and this set of jun was created and it was the first time a mb got so many notes I was actually pretty shook hahah also this birthday set for svt has my heart it was a really last minute idea I had and I just thought it came out really cute!
→ June: Another birthday set hehe was really surprised by this set too! It did better that I thought it would haha
→ July: Arthurkyeom was back and I had to make something! so this set was created haha I love how similar it was to my last arthurkyeom set but at the same time it was different? idk how to explain but I do love this set! and of course 17daysofwonu started and I made one of my fav sets of him ^^
→ August: and we got to august and made the birthday set of my fav leo boy ^^ Also this set of my beautiful boys being playful with each other! and last but not least this was the first month were I started creating things for skz too and this set was created! 
→ September: This was another month were I went on hiatus here but actually was the month I start to create for my skz blog more ^^ This set was and still is one of my favs and I love the colors of the set. Also this was tht month I started my felix gifs series all because of this set! 
→ October: this was an eventual month kk jeonghan’s birthday, bang chan’s birthday, hyunjin’s aotm! this was the month were I created my biggest set... never thought chan’s birthday set was gonna blow up like this and it was also the first set I did with my new way of making gifs so I was really proud of it!
→ November: another month were I didn’t create much on this blog but made this set of felix and its one of my favs hehe
→ December: After months I was finally back at making moodboard and made this one that I was really insecure about but now I do really love it! Also december is the month of end of the year performances and i had to make something for hyunjin’s mama intro because that look was really something else
At this point I think all the ccs I know already done this so if I tagged you again I’m sorry >< @ohoshi @soonhoonsol @yoonzinoswife @soonshuas @soonkwans @baekonbaek @fallingforhongs @awek-s
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sunflovverharry · 4 years
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Allegiance - Fakedating!Harry
Finally decided to make a new tumblr for my writing as I’ve been wanting to start posting forever ago, but my former blog was marked explicit for no reason!! BUT here I am, shitting bricks that I’m actually posting my work.. Let me present to you; Fakedating!Harry
word count: 4.4k warnings: language, drinking, angst, fluff summary: harry and y/n go through the ups and downs of their slowly changing relationship pairing: harry x reader
!!!!! it’s my first time releasing anything I’ve ever written and i’m shitting my pants. this was so fun to write and I hope you enjoy it! please reblog, like or tell me what you liked about it, i’ll greatly appreciate it🥺 i have a series i’m working on atm that’ll be out soon (hopefully), along with multiple one-shots so look out for that if you enjoyed this piece (the series is fwb!harry if that’ll help you want to read it hahah). enjoy my first one-shot of fakedating!harry (might put out a part 2 to this sometime but don’t take my word for it)
It wasn’t the first family gathering I had to come with him to. Not even the tenth. No, it was probably more like the fiftieth I couldn’t say no to coming to during the last two tears. Two years of playing his loving and devoting girlfriend. His family and friends have known us as the perfect couple since he first introduced me a warm july evening two years ago. Apart from it being a fake relationship, it seems pretty fucking real to the outside world. Maybe we’re just that great actors.
July 19th 2018
Harry took a hold of my hand as we walked through the luxurious modern home in the outskirts of London. It is the first time I’ve stepped foot in this house - eager to catch every little detail as I slowly walked beside Harry. It was gorgeous and I hoped to get a tour sometime. Not that I even know if I’ll ever come back here after tonight. It might be a one-night thing for all I know, only agreeing to come with Harry because I literally could not find an excuse to save my life.
Being at a function where you know next to nobody except your supposed boyfriend is terrifying, but at the same time I had to hide my nerves in case anyone caught on.
Our family has never had any big parties or get-togethers except for weddings - which there weren’t many of. Most of my cousins decided they were off fine without a marriage certificate to validate their relationships. I supported them in their decision, but ultimately I want to marry the one I one day want to spend the rest of my life with. Not having the best relationship reputation it’ll probably be a while until a wedding where I’m the bride takes place.
The large double french doors leading out to the expansive garden were open for guests to go in and out of the house and to the garden where mostly everyone were mingling when we arrived. The engagement celebration of Harry’s sister and her fiancée was in full swing and it looked as if we were the last ones missing. That made it all the more terrifying. How on earth are we going to keep up the façade of us being in a relationship all night?
We’d talked about details on the way here deciding to go with our friends setting us up on a blind date a few months back. It isn’t far from the truth, but we were definitely not on a date. We had to accompany our best mates who were on a date, but for the most part we ignored each other only letting the talk and get to know each other. The worst thing is, it wasn’t even worth it as they literally shagged and didn’t see each other again.
As to how we’re now here together - I accidentally walked into him and spilt my tea all over his fancy suit clinging to his body. Cliché, I know. To repay him for the spill, he asked me to be his pretend girlfriend and like I said I suck at excuses so here we are about to be introduced to his whole family it seems. Way to take away the attention from the happy couple.
«Mum.» Harry’s hand slipped from mine as we closed up on the group to the left. I didn’t want to interrupt a reunion between Harry and his mum so I kept my stance a few feet behind him and waited for Harry to take the lead as he hugged his mum saying a quick hello to the rest of the people standing in the small circle.
«Y/n, mum. Mum, y/n.» Harry stepped to the side so I could take the short steps forward to greet his mother. It was the first time I was meeting a guy of any sort parents and I’m sure I was shaking as she pulled me in for a hug. It was warm and welcoming as she whispered in my ear.
«It’s so lovely to meet you finally, y/n.» I smiled at her as we parted. She kept her hands on my upper arms taking me in with her moving eyes. «Harry hasn’t told us anything or answered a single question about you, but now I can ask you myself!» She cheered as Harry groaned in the background. How was this lovely lady basically getting pulled into a trap by her 26 year old son?
The next few greetings went above and beyond my expectations. With knowing how insensitive and closed off Harry, I had imagined his family was the same - which looking back was unkind of me as his family are the complete opposite. Being here accompanied by his loved ones also showed me that maybe Harry isn’t as hard as he comes off as, he just doesn’t like to open up to the wrong people. I can tolerate and understand that, but he hasn’t exactly made an effort to get to know me, so I wouldn’t say he has a right to be heartless towards me. Not after I’ve done him a massive favor.
«How long have you been together then?» Harry had gone to talk to his future brother-in-law and sister and I was left seated with some family friends of theirs. I didn’t mind one bit spending time with other people than Harry. It was freeing not having to pretend and have his hand caressing my thigh and asking if I wanted anything from the bar. Sure, I would have reveled in it if we were anything close to friends or even lovers, but just knowing it’s him makes me want to shake him off.
«It’ll be six months on the 27th. We had our second date on his birthday actually and he didn’t even tell me! Can you believe that?» I asked incredulously. It wasn’t true, we hadn’t even met up on his birthday nevertheless been on a fucking date.
We sat in comfortable conversation for a couple minutes talking about Harry and me before he came back sliding his arm over the back of my chair. His fingertips trailed up and down my arm as he quickly got back into the conversation.
It felt oddly normal when we were conversing about day-to-day subject and talking about solely ourselves, but then I’m brought right back into the plain lie about our relationship.
July 2nd 2020
This time it wasn’t an engagement party though, it was a celebration of Marie and Jack having been married for 30 years. It’s a huge accomplishment and compared to every other gathering, I’m happy to be here. Though the fake relationship between Harry and I hasn’t been the best, we’ve certainly tried our best and his family still seem to believe it.
We’ve had our ups and downs in private, but always been on our best behavior out with his family - holding hands, laying my head on his shoulder, him kissing my temple and squeezing my waist. It didn’t happen all too often, thank god, but we’d shared the odd kiss or two at times where it deemed right to do so. I’m not sure I could bear getting a taste of his lips more than I had to. At his sister's wedding last summer when we were slow dancing somewhere in the midst of all his family and their friends we slowly leaned in - whether in the heat of the moment or because it seemed we had to i’m still not sure. Either way, it was a nice kiss shared between us when we were both drunk off of champagne and the love we felt around us.
Since, there’s been a few pecks here and there, but mostly keeping to placing our lips on the others cheek, forehead or hand. I do think Harry’s opened up, though only slightly, it still warmed my heart. We’ve had quite a few enjoyable chats whilst driving home or sitting in a corner of the garden we’ve spent most our time in at his parents home. I still don’t know where he lives, him picking me up and only going to wherever the dinner or party would be held.
We haven’t discussed how much longer we’re keeping the lie going about us, but it was starting to gnaw at me knowing we would probably part ways in not too long and never meet again. He had become a part of my life I’m not sure I want to lose. The beginning was horrible and we didn’t get along in private, but after that kiss at the wedding something turned in the both of us (I hope).
Up until recently we’ve been really fucking lucky to have avoided all questions about moving in together and a possible ring on my finger. Weeks ago when we had dinner with his parents the questions surely weren’t held away though. Babies, apartments, rings and everything of the sort were brought up. It was heavy subject for two people who barely could stand each other a year ago and by the end of the dinner I was more than ready to put an end to this extremely complicated lie. It’s turned into much more than the one party I agreed to the first time he asked me.
We had a nice chat about how we were excited to see his nieces again in the car, giggling about our memories with them these last two years. It was nice being so open and comfortable with him not having to worry about him being angry or quiet. He talked back and laughed with me and even told me a couple stories from before I was in their life. I’ll miss them and the rest of his family when we inevitably end us.
Marie greeted us just like she does every time we come by, for dinner, a party or game night I just couldn’t refuse to join in on - with a kind smile grazing her lips and the same welcoming hug she’d given me the first time we met and ever since. It was really something I was looking forward to when I knew I’d be seeing her.
«Harry, y/n! You look fabulous, did you force him to match his tie to your dress?» Marie squinted her eyes at me in a ‘I know he’d never do it if he wasn’t forced to’ look. And of course, she knew her son way better than I did and only laughed with her as I told her yes, indeed I even had to put it on him myself. Which was the truth for once.
«Hopefully we’ll be throwing you some kind of celebration sometime soon, yeah? Engagement, pregnancy?» She hinted at the subjects we tried our very best to steer away from at all times as we followed her back to the garden I was falling more and more in love with. For the most part we’d been able to laugh our way out of it.
Harry laughed as he took two glasses of champagne from a server for the both of us to sip. It would definitely clear any pregnancy rumours which I’m sure there were swirling around between his family members. This family does not like to take their time with anything, saying life is too short to fool around. I’m sure they’re concerned and suspicious of why we’re taking things slow not even living together when his sisters all got engaged or married within the two first years, but they’ll be let in on our secret soon enough I hope.
In one way I’d love for this all to be over and continue to live my life as I did before Harry - but to be honest I’m not quite sure how I’ll ever go back to that. Life with Harry sure has its pros and I would enjoy it as long as it lasted. Especially the expensive champagne they always seemed to have at every function.
A couple hours or so later the speeches were in full swing. I knew Harry wasn’t doing one as I’m sure everyone would think he’d propose to me at the end of it, so he decided to forget about it. After his sisters had said some lines each, Marie and Jack stood up at the head table right next to us. They looked as in love now as they did two years ago and it was incredible witnessing how the spark between them never seemed to die. I can only wish to have a marriage as wonderful.
«You want more to drink? Can have mine if you want.» Harry offered quietly before Jack asked everyone about how gorgeous his wife looks tonight. He truly adores her and it shows in every way he acts and speaks to her.
«Yes, please. Thank you.» I grabbed the glass of some sort of concoction from his much larger hand. Smiling up at him, I sipped the drink from the straw feeling his hand squeeze my waist to pull me closer though I’m not sure how much closer I could get unless I sat on his lap. We’d been touching each other considerably more than usual during the night. It felt good and with how friendly we’ve been lately I almost wanted more, just like how I’ve been wanting for the last couple months. More touching my thigh, more squeezing my waist, more kisses on my temple, more brushing my hair away from my face. He was addicting, inexplicably so.
Harry put his lips to my cheek as we listened to his parents speak about how their love was at an all time high, even after thirty years of marriage, four children and a couple of granddaughters to show for it. The softness to their voices as they spoke passionate, kind, loving words to each other was absolutely remarkable. It brought my deepest feelings out and I couldn’t help but shed a tear or two. I hadn’t noticed they were falling before I felt Harry’s thumb whisking them away and pulling my head to rest on his shoulder, another kiss planted on my forehead this time.
I savored the moment, the love I felt all too much for me while thinking about how this would be over far too soon for my liking. His family were growing on me. Harry was growing on me. I enjoyed his company, when he would open up without me asking or begging to know a small detail that probably didn’t matter to him as much as it did to me. He had become a huge part of my everyday life by now, texting him on days we weren’t meeting up.
I firmly remember the first day we hung out just us two. It was a Tuesday evening and we had gone out to eat - really only to grab a photo we could give to his parents who had been begging for one. This was around halloween last year, so we were on solid grounds by then.
At first it was awkward as hell, neither knowing what to say or how to start the conversation, but after we had ordered we soon got into conversation and we didn’t stop until we’d been sat there for three hours. It still baffles my mind how nice that dinner was and how I didn’t ever think ‘can this be over soon?’. Thinking back, I think that’s the exact moment I realized I might’ve grown feelings for the man.
The night had gone by in a blink of the eye, suddenly it was nearing midnight and we had just said goodbye and were making our way to his car. Sitting down and watching the house as Harry reversed out of the parking spot, I thought about what a lovely night it’s been. I’ve thoroughly enjoyed myself and this one party will forever be the reason I won’t ever regret fake dating Harry Styles. His mum made it all worth it when he didn’t.
«Would you like to come to mine for a drink before heading home? It’s still quite early for a Saturday, innit?» Harry didn’t come off as nervous or scared to ask me to join him at his place before sending me home. There was no way I could deny his request as I’d finally get to see the flat he resides in and I’ve imagined for two years.
It only took us around ten minutes to get to his flat, shocked to see that it isn’t as far from mine as I thought. He’s got enough money to live in a nicer area, but this definitely has charm to it and maybe that’s why he wants to live here.
The flat itself was victorian but with a modern upgrade. A luxurious kitchen with all the appliances one could need, a lovely island serving as his dining table that led into the living room. I wanted to jump onto the couch and lay there for eternity by only looking at how soft and comfortable it seems. The rather large L-shaped couch took up most of the room, but he’d made sure to have enough space for tall, wide bookshelves filled with anything but books behind it.
Don’t get me started on the dark wood flooring that looked as original as it could get. They brought character to the flat and blended the old victorian feel in nicely with the more modern look of the walls and kitchen. I’d love to have a place like this someday.
«You can sit down and I’ll grab a bottle of wine, sound alright?» Harry hung his suit jacket that he hadn’t worn at all on one of the chairs lined by the island counter. He moved into the corner of the kitchen where I couldn’t see him any longer as I stepped off my shoes before tiptoeing to the couch falling down into it. I was right about it being soft and comfortable. It was as if I was being lulled to sleep all I needed was a light blanket tucking me in and I’d be set for a good night's sleep.
Harry chuckled when he came out from the kitchen, a bottle of red in one hand and two glasses in the other, to see me cuddling into his couch. I don’t know what he does in his free time or if he usually has girls around his flat and this is a normal view for him, but right now I didn’t care. He was giving me wine and a comfy place to sit which honestly is enough for now. I don’t want to scare him away by talking about my feelings for him past midnight, half drunk after all the drinks I’d already had tonight.
Chatting to Harry was a breeze. We giggled before getting serious and then struggling to breath as we laughed harder than ever before. It felt light and good, like we were the best of friends and for a moment I thought I could live with that. As long as I got to continue having moments like these with him, I could deal with only being friends. Then I had another glass of wine and decided that I couldn’t bear him not knowing how I feel for one more second.
«Harry.. we can’t keep doing this. It’s not fair to the people involved, and it’s absolutely not fair to us.» My eyes were watching my finger trailing the pattern of one of his pillows I was holding in my lap. There was no foreshadowing to tell Harry that I would bring this up and I could tell he wasn’t ready for it by the sharp intake of breath that could be heard from him.
«I’ve thought about it recently and obviously we both knew this couldn’t last forever. I’ve grown a lot the past two years and I know what I want now. A fake relationship isn’t it, no matter how much I adore your family.» I could feel my throat burning as I tried to keep my tears at bay. The last thing I wanted to sit in front of him crying my eyes out. Still not daring to let my eyes reach his, I closed my eyes as I continued talking.
«The first year was awful. You weren’t nice to me and after doing you a huge fucking favour, which I still don’t know why you needed a fake girlfriend, you were still treating me just like how you did the first time we met. Then after your sisters wedding, it started getting better and by winter we were good friends. Something shifted in us, in me at least that night and I can’t overlook it anymore. It’s fine if this is it for us, ‘cause I can’t lie to your family anymore, but I need you to know one thing before I leave.» It felt so good telling him how I’d felt for so long, only one last thing to tell him.
Pushing myself to look up at him, I took a deep breath and opened my eyes. I couldn’t hold back the tears. He looked so vulnerable though he wasn’t the one holding his breath with a heavy heart trying to tell someone they have stronger feelings for them than might be reciprocated. He looked worried seeing me cry, but didn’t do anything knowing I didn’t want a hand to hold or a hug at this moment.
«I realized tonight that the night we first went out for dinner to take that picture for your parents was also the first time I understood my feelings towards you. It’s fucking insane that even after a year of basically hating your company, three months of us being friends was all it took for me to get feelings for you. I don’t want a fake relationship and I don’t want to be just your friend. I’m not going to say I’m sorry if this ruins things completely between us because I’m finally being true to myself and to you.»
Harry looked as if someone had just punched him in the face. His mouth was hanging open, jaw slack, eyes wide filled with curiosity. I had never let myself take in his gorgeous face completely. It’d only do me more pain than pleasure. Now though, I’m taking in every single detail I can before he either tells me to please leave or throw me out.
I removed my eyes from his face when his phone made a noise telling him someone sent a text message. It being close to one thirty in the morning made me incredibly curious as to who could be texting him now.
He apparently took his time to read it instead of responding to me as it was dead silent for another minute or so. Maybe he was replying or it was a really long fucking text.
Letting out a long sigh he dropped his phone back down on the table. It seemed he wasn’t quite sure what to do or say with how he dragged his hands over his face before standing up only to sit back down again five seconds later.
«Mum wants you to know that she loves you and thanks you for being with me, not just today but in general. This is how it’s been for the last two years for me, y/n. My family adores the shit out of you and I get at least two texts a day from mum asking how you’re doing and when she’ll see you next. It’s always y/n this and y/n that. You’ve invaded everyone’s minds and they’re obsessed with you.» Though it was nice hearing how much of an impact I’ve made, it almost made me more sad than happy. A couple more tears fell as I listened to him go on.
«The first year I tried so fucking hard to make you want to end it. Every time I asked you to come with me I hoped you’d say no and end it just so I could get you out of my head. You invaded my mind just like you did everyone elses and I couldn’t fucking bear it knowing we weren’t a real couple. After that kiss at the wedding I couldn’t keep my act together. It was excruciating being mean to you so I tried being your friend. I still to this day don’t know which was worse, being closed off or close to you.» Harry took one last breath before moving slightly so that he could reach over to hold my hands in his. This isn’t what I had expected and I still don’t want to get my hopes up.
«I want what my sisters have, what my parents have. I’ve wanted that so badly that I began thinking it wouldn’t happen as I’m 28 and still haven’t had one long-lasting relationship. I’d started to believe that it wasn’t in the cards for me - having a wife and a family. Then you came around and I these two years have showed me how fucking perfect you are and how you deserve so much better than me. But I’m a selfish man and I want you, y/n. Want you so much.» Not being able to keep away longer, I swiftly closed the gap between us, slotting my lips with his as I moved to straddle his waist.
It felt unbelievably good to kiss him like this, passion and lust clear as day as our tongues met for the first time. He wants me. I couldn’t stop saying the three words in my head as I let go to catch my breath. How in the world could I be so lucky to be wanted by the man I want?
I laughed as I wiped at my cheeks, removing the tear stains as well as I could without a wet washcloth to clean them off. Harry guided his lips from my jaw up to my cheek ending with a kiss to my shut eyelid. I had never experienced Harry being this soft and attentive, but it was all the more to look forward to.
«Maybe we can turn the fake relationship into a real one and not tell my whole family about it?» There was a cheeky smile playing on his lips as I let out another laugh. If this is what I have to look forward to - jokes, laugher and passionate kisses possibly leading to something more - then I couldn’t wait.
«Of course, Harry. And tell your mum I love her back and give her my number, will you? I’m still looking for a tour of their house after two years of you not giving me one.»
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c-kaeru · 3 years
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TAGGED BY: @chaoticdean​, Merci !! 😘
RULES: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better. (Spoiler, I am not tagging 20 blogs lmao, if you see this and wanna do it feel free to do so and tag me so I can see it C:)
Name/Nickname: Camille/Kae
Gender: Genderqueer, They/Them or She/Her (tho I’m still mostly questioning lol)
Star sign: Leo
Height: 5′5 / 168 cm (or 5′6 ? why the heck aren’t all converters saying the same thing) 
Time: 9.58PM
Birthday: July 26th, 1997
Favorite bands: Way too much to even make a list 
Favorite solo artists: Same problem lol
Song stuck in my head: Wondering Where The Lions Are by Bruce Cockburn
Last movie: I think it was Inside Out (which. I didn’t expect it to wreck me like that lmao)
Last show: I’m currently watching Peaky Blinders with my sister hehe
When did I create this blog: I thiiiink it was in July 2013
What I post: Mostly SPN with random stuff and the occasional side hyperfixtation lmao (currently the game Genshin Impact X))
Last thing googled: Well, meters to feet converter bc I can never remember my size in feet lmao
Other blogs: What other blogs lmao I dump all the trash here like a man
Do I get asks: Not that much but ye and I love when I do !
Why I chose my url: Bc of a moment with my fave characters in Naruto and it’s stuck with me ever since hahah (and now I can’t even think of changing it bc everyone knows me with it and its kinda become a part of me XD Also beside “returning home” it also means frog in Japanese and I find it hilarious considering I’m French)
Following: 678 (which. I should really do a massive clean-up, god)
Followers: 5,8k (how is that a real amount of followers that I have. The fuck. I mean, probably a third of it are porn blogs but still)
Average hours of sleep: 3-4 on bad weeks, 7-8 on the good ones lmao
Lucky number: I hate maths sorry
Instruments: I...Played the flute as a kid
What am I wearing: black sweatpants with my Eye of The Tiger Jensen hoodie over a Naruto T-shirt (or : my pyjamas/quarantine outfit)
Dream trip: Road tripping in America (US and Canada) with my friends would be amazeballs. Also I really wanna go to Svalbard or anywhere near the North pole
Favorite food: I can’t choose lmao
Nationality: French
Favorite song: I have like 20 favorite songs c’mon
Last book read: just started Shadow and Bone by Leigh Bardugo hehehe
Top three fictional universes I’d like to live in: Star Wars, uhhhh Harry Potter, probably, oh, and Genshin Impact bc the landscapes are amazing and I want a cool outfit and a cool element to play with
Favorite color: Blue, preferably darker
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babiesdreams · 3 years
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Rules: answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better!
Thank you so much @moonylvi for tagging me I love you lots baby
Name/Nickname: Samantha/Sam/Sammy
Pronouns: She/her 
Star sign: Cancer
Height: 155 cm 
Time currently: 12.26pm 
When is your birthday: 19th July 
Favourite bands/groups: For kpop Day6, Bts, Got7, Nct (ofc), Stray kids, Ateez, Txt, Oh my girl, Red velvet, Twice, Itzy, lately I’m into The boyz a lot, Ikon. For non kpop I would say The neighborhood, Cigarretes after sex and The 1975.
 Favourite solo artists: Billie Eilish, Sasha sloan, Jeremy Zucker, Jamie, Dean, Loco, Taemin, Eaj, Keshi, Rihanna.
Song stuck in your head: Slumber party
Last movie watched: Shrek 2, and I cried.
Last show you binged: Young Sheldon and Tokyo Ghoul
When you created your blog:  November 14th 2020
Last thing you googled: Gmail
Other blogs: Secret hehehe
Why you chose your url: Well, this is a tough question, it’s based on my dream in a dream series. You’ll know eventually
Do you get asks: I do, I have like 90 something at the moment and I’m glad to have them ^_^ 
How many people are you following: I follow exactly 11 blogs. It’s been a while since I last read fics, but I always read @slightlymore 
How many followers do you have: 1,5 K and I’m so happy about that :)
Average hours of sleep: On a good day maybe 4 
Lucky number: 19
Instruments: I can’t play anything I’m terrible at it hahah
What I’m currently wearing: A cute pajama 
Dream job: I have a lot... Writer, actress, dancer, prosecutor, just a bunch hahah
Dream trip: I would like to travel around the world, but since I have social anxiety it’s quite difficult for me to do so I just stay home all the time (I haven’t gotten out my home in like 2 months:)
Favourite food: I hate eating in general bc I have a lot of food alergies but I would say lasagna could be it.
Favourite song: I need somebody by Day6. 
Top three fictional universes you’d like to live in: 1. My own universe, for the book I’m writing in Spanish, basically because I made it in a way that there’s almost no discrimination and I feel like it would be a safe space for everyone and also I tried my best to put on a variety of characters that could represent almost everyone in the best way I could, and It’s cool as shit. 2. Memorias de Idhun, Idk if there’s like an English translation but I love Laura Gallego’s books and they inspired me a lot on my own creations. 3. Narnia. Just, perfection, I absolutely love this universe and what it represents, I love the books, the movies, just yes.
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theredbeggar · 3 years
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I’ve been tagged twice by the wonderful @nimfeach and the lovely @luc3 for this little ask game, so here goes~
name/nickname: Depends on where you met me and how you know me, BUT... in an attempt to be somewhat open and honest, I go by Valley.
gender: I have not opened this pandora’s box, so let’s just leave it at female.
star sign: Cancer, and I definitely show it.
height: 149cm
time: 10:56am
birthday: 20 July
favourite bands: I focus more on individual albums rather than artists: “The Family Tree: Roots” by Radical Face, “Caravan Palace” by Caravan Palace, “The Raven That Refused To Sing” by Steven Wilson, and my holy grail “Tao of the Dead” by Trail of the Dead.
favourite solo artists: Stella Jang is wonderful, and Marina and the Diamonds (I hope this counts??). I don’t really listen to solo artists often.
song stuck in my head: “What’s Up?” by 4 Non Blondes
last movie:  I... don’t really watch movies hahah so I can’t really remember
last show: I don’t watch tv shows either at all, but I did watch the last season of Rick and Morty.
when did I create this blog: November 2020, but don’t let that fool you. I’ve been around in this hellsite since 2009.
what I post:  Thoughts, tarot readings on occasion, whatever I’m reading or doing at the time. This blog is supposed to be more geared towards occultism, spirituality, and to work as a diary for myself so it’s a mix and match.
last thing I googled: I... I googled Marina and the Diamonds to check if she counted as a solo artist.
other blogs: I have another account I’m working on deleting posts. I just have this one and my side one for reblogs, @scarletcollections
following: A little over 200
followers: Not many, but the amount I’m absolutely excited about.
average hours of sleep: broken sleep, I wake up every hour or two hours so the full amount I’m unsure.
lucky number: Can’t say I have one.
instruments: Piano, minor violin and minor guitar and I also own an Ocarina I don’t know how to use. I plan on buying a used violin sometime this year.
what I am wearing: Grey tones, loose and comfortable clothes for home.
dream job: Animal care, but honestly... I’ve never had a proper dream job. As long as my work can fund my passions, I’m happy.
dream trip: US, back home, and... I’d love to see japan.
favourite food: Steak. It’s gotta be steak for me.
nationality: Pura Boricua, pero casi nunca participe con mi cultura.
favourite song: Introduction: Let’s Experiment by Trail of the Dead
last book I read: I just finished “Honoring Your Ancestors” by Mallorie Vaudoise, but since I can’t ever shut up about what I’m currently reading... I’m gonna go ahead and mention the last novel I read, which was “S.” by J.J. Abrams and Doug Dorst. I adored it.
top 3 fictional universes I would like to live in: World of Warcraft universe, Star Wars the Old Republic universe, and I’ll keep the third a secret to save myself the shame of my 13 year old obsessions that carried into adulthood. I’ll go ahead and tag... @whisky-londubh and @maddiviner !
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haylewilliams · 3 years
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answer 30 questions and tag 20 people you’d like to get to know better
i was tagged by @taylorisapuppy thank you dilan! i’m on mobile so i’m sorry this is ugly hahah ❤️
1. name: grace
2. gender: female
3. star sign: leo
4. height: 5’4
5. time: 6:46 pm
6. birthday: july 24
7. favorite bands: paramore, fall out boy, metric, alvvays, radiohead, old panic!, depeche mode, the cure etc
8. favorite solo artists: taylor swift, halsey, lana del rey, lorde, harry styles, kesha etc
9. song stuck in my head: woman by kesha
10. last movie: birds of prey
11. last show: the amazing world of gumball
12. when did i create this blog: october 2011 😳
13. what do i post: tswift, paramore, margot robbie, halsey, movies, aesthetics, shows, whatever
14. last thing i googled: Dm chord on guitar
15. other blogs: @tayswiftgif @lipsoftragedy @2010swift
16. do i get asks: very very occasionally
17. why i chose this url: almost canon hayley williams :)
18. following: like 1700 people idk how some of u follow so few
19. followers: over 3k and i love all of them :)
20. average hours i sleep: 6-7. i need to fix my sleep schedule SO bad
21. lucky number: 4
22. instruments: guitar & ukulele, mediocrely
23. what i’m wearing: okay a FIT actually! a black turtleneck, black skirt and black tights
24. dream job: respected journalist
25. dream trip: london :( i was supposed to study abroad this fall but it got cancelled due to covid
26. favorite food: spaghetti and meatballs
27. nationality: american
28. favorite song: right now it’s champagne problems (tswift)
29. last book i read: the seven husbands of evelyn hugo by taylor jenkins reid. i just started love’s executioner by irvin d. yalom
30. top three fictional universes i’d like to live in: narnia. dragon tales. the TSCU starring betty, james, inez, dorothea, etc
tagging: @lorelaigilmo @readyforit @tolerate-it @folkloredeluxe @tayorswift if you guys want to! ☺️
#me
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invisiblue · 3 years
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Awn thx for tagging me Maria! @noruil (i´m a bit late but this looks fun)
1. what do you prefer to be called name-wise?
Sophs
2. when is your birthday?
July 2nd
3. where do you live?
Brazil
4. three things you are doing right now?
Listening to my roomate talk about her shitty bf hahah and answering to these, faking that i´m studying (cuz this is what she thinks that im doing for sure xD). Also thinking about my dinner, cuz im hangry :)
5. four fandoms that have piqued your interest?
Naruto (yep, forever i guess), and Killing Eve for sure (what else is out there), TLOU e RDR2.
6. how has the pandemic been treating you?
i´m safe, but i´m so tired. I had to make some decisions (and others were made for me) that i´m not that satisfied.
7. a song you can’t stop listening to right now?
Garoto by Carne Doce
8. recommend a movie
I just watched Sofia Coppola´s On the Rocks and was like ok, idk what i was expecting, but last month i rewatched Lost in Translation and it is the same vibe xD i liked it in ways i cant understand, maybe so i can look cool.
9. how old are you?
22
10. school, university, occupation, other?
finishing my bachelor’s degree (yep just using your words)
11. do you prefer heat or cold?
Cold, and i guess just because my country can be really hot for too long, and it isnt cool enough 
12. name one fact others may not know about you
I’m not that good on planing my day, but when i have sth different like going out or traveling or idk shoping it just dont leave my mind, i wake and i remember oh tonight im gonna see my friends, and 4 hours before i´m already getting mentally ready
13. are you shy?
Yep, but im a good at small talk as i lately realised so you wont tell that about me
14. preferred pronouns
she/her
15. biggest pet peeves
Humm idk for sounds ill prob be the one doing it xD
16. what is your favorite “-dere” type?
I refuse to answer this hahah
17. rate your life from 1 to 10, 1 being crappy and 10 being the best it could be
not 10 (TOO GOOD ANSWER FOR ME TO CHANGE)
18. what’s your main blog?
Just this little thing
19. list your side blogs and what they’re used for
never had them
20. is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends?
idk xD i guess just to keep in touch
(little fireworks) Feel free to answer (little fireworks)
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Get to know me more
I was tagged by the amazing @bitoftaewithsugaandkookie!!!!
1. what do you prefer to be called named wise?
Either just Desirée or Daisy, both works for me as my name is quite difficult to pronounce right :p 
2. when is your birthday?
July 28th
3. where do you live?
Evergem, Belgium
4. three things you are doing right now?
Answering these questions while listening to a kpop chart from 2014 and singing along
5. four fandoms that have piqued your interest right now?
GOT7, Shadowhunters, Eurovision and Hawaii Five-O
6. how the pandemic treating you?
Not too bad, in terms of the virus itself, no one near me has had the virus, but work went crazy.. I work in a pharmacy so you can imagine
7. a song you can’t stop listening right now?
GOT7 - Not By The Moon, that song saved me from the slumber of this pandemic, I swear to god
8. recommend a movie
The Greatest Showman
9. How old are you?
25... Quarter life crisis hit hard hahahah
10. school, university, occupation, other??
Pharmacy-technician and I follow Italian one day a week
11. do you prefer hot or cold?
I rather like colder weather, hot weather makes me feel really bad and that will make me anxious so yeah, cold it is
12. name one fact others may not know about you.
 I used to be a gymnast for 15 years, I never did competitions but I was pretty good at the acrobatics stuff in my first year and got the offer to do compititions but my little partner didn’t feel like that (she was only 7 so I didn’t mind)
13. are you shy?
Depends, when I meet new people in groups I will not say a word, one on one will be very awkward but once you know me and feel comfortable with you I am a whole lot to handle hahaha because I can be quiet loud 
14. do you have any preferred pronouns?
She/her
15. any pet peeves?
People who touch my stuff and put them in other places, for example when my mom decides to clean the bathroom and puts my stuff in different places to make it look neat... same for my bedside table. If you want me grumpy as fuck, do that hahah. Also racism, not following rules on public transport, bullying, ...
16. what’s your favorite “dere” type?
I'm sorry to say, I don't know what this means ----> SAME, what is this????
17. rate your life 1-10. 1 being really crappy and 10 being the best you could ever be.
6, I have 3 awesome friends, a nice job, a good relationship with my parents but my health could be a lot better
18. what’s your main blog??
This one!
19. list your side blogs and what they are used for.
I have one side blog, I made it to use it as a diary but I barely write on it anymore... it’s @young-love-euphoria
20. there is anything you think people need to know about you before becoming friends with you?
I will talk about anything and everything with you!! First thing I will tell you is my background story, because I want people to know why I might react in certain ways I do. And I am a very loyal friend. Once I consider you as a close friend, you will be forever as long as you respect other people who are dear to me.
THANK YOU SO MUCH LOVELY FOR TAGGING ME!!!!
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favoritejohn · 4 years
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+++ I'm sorry for sounding like a mum but sometimes you need to be reminded of the most simple things. I do too and I hope my words left a positive impression. Keep in mind that you're enough, you're beautiful, you're loved and you're of big worth! Okay, I'll leave now! Bye! 🍇💜
Hello, my friend! 💗
I actually wanna start by apologizing for taking soooo long to answer these asks, i’m really bad at keeping track of how much i procrastinate doing things aaah
this is gonna be a long reply, so for anyone not interested in this type of thing, please don’t hesitate to scroll past this! i get that this a johnny only blog, not a val centered one hehe 🍒
first of all, i’m doing (kinda) okay with university! i love going to class, i love what i’m studying, but this is my last year and there are so many things to prepare and to worry about, i feel stressed 24/7 uughh plus i’m thinking of doing a research paper for my dissertation and that is gonna take aaaall next semester to work on, so hopefuly i’ll graduate in July? but maybe October? idk 
the drink/eat part made me smile so wide HAHAH you’re so sweet, i promise i will keep my belly full and myself hydrated hehe (YOU do it too!!) 🍰
insomnia fam,,, i feel like this is one of my biggest problems rn. thing is i’m okay during the day, but the moment my head hits the pillow i get tachycardia and start thinking of all the things i could’ve done better or idk everything i have to do to make sure i have a job after uni is over, so there’s really nothing i can do about it, but i hope yours will get better and you will sleep well :)
reaching out is something i’ve always found hard to do, cause i’m such an emotional person but i can’t seem to ask for help when i need it, i just get overwhelmed by feelings and let them eat me alive dhfds but i’ve recently talked to one of my best friends about this and we agreed on being honest with each other and ask for help whenever we need to! thank you for reminding me it’s okay to be fragile in front of your loved ones :)
toxic people are SUCH a big obstacle in our daily lives istg whenever it happens to me i get so frustrated and sad :(( cutting them off is especially difficult when you have a very deep connection with them, and though it’s hard we have to do it for ourselves and our wellbeing, for sure, i hope you surround yourself with beautiful souls and good vibes (as meme-y as it sounds)
November has been such a hard month for me i’m so glad it’s over haha i only posted 2/3 times? and i wasn’t always satisfied with the outcome so :( (HAPPY DECEMBER THOUGH!!! 🎄)
It was my birthday!! yes, it’s October 21st hehe i’m a whole cusp apparently :) and yes i did spend the week before my birthday in Rome and I absolutely loved it!! there is so much to see and love and i’m so passionate about art and i had been wanting to go for a lifetime so :)) how was your experience there?
the final ask was so cute, you’re so soft oml :(( you do sound like a mom but it’s okay cause i’m a mom friend too so i get it HAHAH and you left such a good impression, thank you so so much for being so kind and worrying about someone you don’t know and reaching out to tell me all these sweet things, you’re seriously amazing!! 💕💕
PS. if you’ve made it till the end THANK YOU ILY and i know this is more of a letter than an answered ask but i tend to do that when i’m soft gjdgjd
thank you again and sorry for the late reply i hope you have an amazing day/night! 🌸
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prettywordsyouleft · 5 years
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50 Questions Tag
Tagged by @g-exo Thank you sweetie! <3
1. What takes too much of your time?
Working and writing. 
2. What makes your day better?
Writing, k-dramas, crafting, bullet journalling, chocolate lol.
3. What’s the best thing that happened to you today?
This is going to sound odd, but we have 3 little kittens (and their mama) who we rescued from our horses’ hay shed a few weeks ago. The kittens started on solids like two days ago and one of them hadn’t pooped and was pretty full. After some assistance from me, she went and pooped. I could have cried with pure happiness. Poor thing was so uncomfortable.
4. What fictional place would you like to go to?
The world of Howl’s Moving Castle. To be able to use the door in Howl’s Castle to go to different realms and places would be truly magical.
5. Are you good at giving advice?
I believe so. Not so good at taking the same said advice though >_<
6. Do you have any mental illness?
Generalised Anxiety.
7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?
Nope and I’m grateful that I haven’t :/ << same.
8. What musician inspired you the most?
SHINee as a group. I was in a hard place when I got into kpop with being unable to walk. I was entirely depressed from my accident and thought I would never get anywhere again. Their music gave me an escapism that I needed at first, and then I found the confidence in myself to get back up and try again. 
9. Have you ever fallen in love?
I don’t think I truly know what love is aside from familial love. I’ve not had the opportunity to fall in love. 
10. What’s your dream date?
I don’t think I have one. Something simple yet fulfilling with a person who is actually engaged in the date happenings and wanting to be in my company would be enough for me!
11. What do others notice about you?
I like to give. Everyone who has come across me - whether in passing or actually get to know me, all say that I have this ability to share with others and make their lives brighter by doing so. 
The ones who know me well complain that I don’t know when to stop and rest because I’m so focused on completing my tasks/ giving to others lol. 
12. What is an annoying habit you have?
I guess the above - being too stubborn to know when I need to rest. I’m pretty bad about it. I overload myself and then get too stressed out. It’s something I’m working on!
13. Do you still talk to your first love?
Not applicable to me.
14. How many ex’s do you have?
Zero.
15. How many songs are in your playlist?
6456 is the amount I have on itunes. I have various playlists that I listen to despite my mood though.
16. What instruments can you play?
None.
17. Who do you have the most pictures of?
Uhhhh on my phone it’s Mark Tuan. Followed by Kyungsoo and both Jung/Park Jinyoung’s.
18. Where would you like to go before you die?
Italian Peninsula is my top pick. Other places would be Greece, Japan, Korea and England.
19. What is your zodiac?
Gemini technically.
20. Do you relate to it?
I fall on the Gemini-Cancer cusp and relate to articles I’ve read of Gemini-Cancer cusp people than pure Gemini traits. I’m definitely not an outgoing, carefree person as Gem’s are describe to be lol.
21. What is happiness to you?
My family, friends and even our pets succeeding in life. Seeing their happiness makes me feel good.
22. Are you going through anything right now?
This whole year has been a “going through” kind of year. Every time I think things are settling, another thing is thrown my way. But I’m optimistic it means I’m getting stronger with this testing period. 
23. What’s the worst decision you’ve ever made?
Not buying VIP tickets when B.A.P came here for their L.O.E tour. I chose Gold tickets because they had seats and as a partially disabled person through my right leg, I didn’t think I could stand for the duration of the concert. It’s something I’ve regretted for years - they were so amazing to everyone, but those in VIP were so darn lucky with all the interactions they had!  
24. What’s your favourite store?
I guess Gordon Harris, the local art store, because I am always there picking up new stationery supplies for bullet journalling. 
25. What’s your opinion on abortion?
It’s a very personal choice. As a person who wants to be a mother one day, it’s an option I could never ever bring myself to do. However, it’s not my place to judge, condemn or preach at those who feel it’s their only choice at the time. 
26. Do you keep a bucket list?
Kind of? In my bullet journal for the past 2 years I’ve done the whole “19/20 things to do before 2019/2020″ but I don’t have an official bucket list or anything.
27. Do you have a favourite album?
Probably Verse 2 - JJ Project because I listen to it all the time. Otherwise, Good Timing - B1A4 is probably another long time favourite.
28. What do you want for your birthday?
Not really sure... my birthday is hard because it’s ten days before my Dad’s death anniversary. So I just try to do something to smile each year. Maybe go out for dinner to celebrate mine and Mum’s birthday (she’s a week exactly after my birthday)
29. What are most people’s first impression of you?
I’ve been told most people think I’m shy and awkward but once I talk, they are surprised with how engaging I can be in conversation. Which makes me laugh because generally on the inside I’m panicking as I have social anxiety issues. 
30. What age do you seem according to most people?
I’m 32 but people never seem to think it. When I was at university, I was older than everyone else as an adult student but they all thought I was around 20-21 when I was 24+ hahah. 
31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?
On top of Octavia’s crate which is next to my bed. Or if I need to charge it, I leave it on my desk. I’m a very light sleeper so when my alarm goes off, it doesn’t need to be next to me to wake me up.
32. what word do you say the most?
When I’m talking - “like” (which really annoys me). When I’m writing - “but”.
33. What’s the oldest age you would date?
I try to believe I would date anyone regardless of age. But I’ve been known to have put an age limit of no more than 8 years older when I was feebly using dating websites. I don’t actively search for someone anymore, so if they came into my world and matched me well in a natural way, then I don’t think age would deter me. 
34. What’s the youngest age you would date?
I’m a bit more carefree on this one... I think it comes from being an older kpop fan and liking on younger idols because there’s hardly any idols left that are my age/older lol. Again as above, I wouldn’t let a younger age deter me in the right setting.
35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?
Author. I’ve even done those career quizzes on multiple occasions and the first choice is always Author/Writer. 
The second choice people say is teacher. Which I was training to be until my injury. 
36. What’s your favourite music genre?
K-Pop. 
37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?
I’m happy where I live. I’ve never thought of being able to live elsewhere.
38. What is your current favourite song?
White or Feeling - both by Jeong Sewoon. 
39. How long have you had this blog for?
I started it on July 2nd, 2018.
40. What are you excited for?
Uh, I’m not really excited for anything? 
41. Are you a better talker or listener?
A bit of both.
42. What is the last productive thing you did?
Yesterday I made a new paddock up for our horses, cleaned out my guinea pig’s house, cleaned out the entire bathroom where Byul and her kittens are staying. And then last night I did Chelle Chats which was pretty busy! 
Today I’ve been pretty chill compared so far. 
43. What do you want for Christmas?
I’m not sure. I’m never good at knowing what I want. Better at knowing what to buy others.
44. What class do you get the best grades in?
In high school, it was English and Biology. In university, it was Classics/Ancient History.
45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now?
6
46. What can you see yourself doing in 10 years?  
Not sure. I had an image of how I hoped to be a mother, and continuing on with my art business, but with puberty rocking our house with my sister and my finances taking a nose dive, fertility treatment is long gone sadly. I’ll just think I’ll focus on the now and improve/appreciate what I have! 
47. When did you first get your heartbreak?
I’m sure this question is related to dating but for me, when I was 14 my heart broke when my Nana died. And in 2012, when my Dad was killed was when I gained another ball in my box of grief. Last year was tough losing my dog of 15.5 years too. Got three balls in that box now :( 
As for dating, sure, I’ve hurt from limited attempts to confess and being rejected... but I’ve never had real opportunity for heartbreak like that.
48. At what age do you want to get married?
Lmfao. I’ll probably be single for my whole life. Marriage is so far from the cards for me, I can’t imagine it. 
49. What career did you want to have as a child?
I wanted to be a Veterinarian or Teacher.
50. What do you crave right now?
Food cos it’s 1.34pm and I’ve not eaten yet oops.
Tagging: @this-song-thats-only-for-you @mark-tuan-and-namjoon-lover @katdefbeom @listlessmaenads @tuanyiems @peachyparkjinyoung @jinyoungmoans @ahgase55g7 @itsallabigmess and anyone else who wants to do this! 
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maplestreetsims · 5 years
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get to know me tag!
so, i came to catfish you all with my updated simself, also i made her with alpha cc bc why not?
I saw @galaxsims did this and i thought it might be fun, so the point of this is to make a simself and answer some q’s so people get to know you better
I’m going to tag anyone who wants to do this, Just go crazy 
   - trash under cut -
1. What is your full name? Constanza
2. What is your nickname? most people call me coti, i had a few friends that called me constance tho
3. Birthday? July 1, 2000
4. What is your favorite book series? i dont read as much as i used to so i dont have one
5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? aliens yes, ghosts...maybe? just for the spookines of it all tbh
6. Who is your favorite author? i dont read dont come for me
7. What is your favorite radio station? i never listen to the radio, mostly spotify
8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? anything cheese flavored, or like pizza? idk im thinkin chips here
9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? amazing, cool!
10. What is your current favorite song? literally queens entire discography??? like i saw bohemian rhapsody last week, i liked queen before but now im like on hyperdrive or something
11. What is your favorite word?  chaos
12. What was the last song you listened to? Somebody to love, by (you guessed it) queen
13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? hmm... i dont know, skam, maybe freaks and geeks
14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? pride (2014) always makes me feel happy when i watch it, i really like it
15. Do you play video games? yes
16. What is your biggest fear? Ending up alone, but not romantically, more of like no friends, or family
17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? i dont know... i just try to be a good person?? like i put myself in others peoples shoes and treat them how i would like to be treated i guess, bc i know how its like being treated like shit and i wouldnt want that for anyone lol
18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? my socializing skills? or lack thereof 
19. Do you like cats or dogs better? i like them both the same
20. What is your favorite season? i dont like any season sjdjsdk
21. Are you in a relationship? nope
22. What is something you miss from your childhood? just.. happiness?? not only my own but like everyone in my family (yikes) also my innocence 
23. Who is your best friend? haha ha
24. What is your eye color? brown
25. What is your hair color? Dark brown 
26. Who is someone you love? no one honestly, maybe my pets?
27. Who is someone you trust? literally anyone who is nice to me, that’s bad
28. Who is someone you think about often? my friends, classmates
29. Are you currently excited about/for something? nothing currently
30. What is your biggest obsession? The sims, life is strange and detroit become human.....also queen?, weird combinations
31. What was your favorite TV show as a child? Art attack! also the cocodrile hunter??? that was my shit!!
32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? I know i just said i trust everyone but like....i dont open up, like ever
33. Are you superstitious? No
34. Do you have any unusual phobias? Elevators?? and cars...are those phobias?
35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? Behind
36. What is your favorite hobby? Editing, playin sims... u know
37. What was the last book you read? I cant remember fghjkljhg probably something for school
38. What was the last movie you watched? Bohemian rhapsody rip
39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? i wish i could play any musical instrument, but i suck tbh
40. What is your favorite animal? cats and dogs™
41. What are your top 5 7 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow?
@pollinationqueen​ @cosmic-espie​ @omiscanking @bloomlet @gunthermunch @cowberrys and @mellocakes ♥♥
42. What superpower do you wish you had? telekinesis??? um hell yeah why would anyone want anything else
43. When and where do you feel most at peace? this is weird but when im riding the bus home, listening to music
44. What makes you smile? my simblr, youtube videos...
45. What sports do you play, if any? i wish
46. What is your favorite drink? coca cola beech! 
47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? I dont even remember, but i had to write something like that around this year at least
48. Are you afraid of heights? yes
49. What is your biggest pet peeve? it used to be hearing people chew, but i think im over it
50. Have you ever been to a concert? no, never
51. Are you vegan/vegetarian? No
52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? a vet
53. What fictional world would you like to live in? idk sis
54. What is something you worry about? my future, and my life
55. Are you scared of the dark? sometimes
56. Do you like to sing? yes, only when im alone
57. Have you ever skipped school? yeah, but i tried not to, it felt like i was missing out and that kinda made me feel like shit??
58. What is your favorite place on the planet? i dont think i have one, but more like a bunch of them? and only at specific times if that make sense, like the outside of that theater at nightime when i went to see a play with my friends a while ago
59. Where would you like to live? mmm maybe the usa? or anywhere where i could get to speak english all the time
60. Do you have any pets? a cat and a dog, Mercury and Candy!
61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? Night owl, def
62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? Sunsets, im never up for sunrises anyways, unless i stayed up all night
63. Do you know how to drive? no but i hope that i do at some point, although im scared of cars
64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? headphones
65. Have you ever had braces? nope, my teeth are as straight as me
66. What is your favorite genre of music? rock, indie...maybe pop rock?
67. Who is your hero? i dont have one
68. Do you read comic books? not really
69. What makes you the most angry? myself sometimes
70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? Real book all the way, when i do read that is
71. What was your favorite subject in school? cinematography class???? idk how it translates properly but that was my fave, although the teacher fucking ruined it for all of us tbh
72. Do you have any siblings? nope
73. What was the last thing you bought? a bus ticket
74. How tall are you? 4′9...yikes
75. Can you cook? not at all
76. What are three things that you love? this blog, my family and my pets
77. What are three things that you hate? hooo boy
78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends? i have 0 friends what does that mean? jk i actually would say its pretty equal 
79. What is your sexual orientation? yes
80. Where do you currently live? Uruguay, montevideo
81. Who was the last person you texted? my dad
82. When was the last time you cried? last week
83. Who is your favorite YouTuber? jenna and julien, and probably every sims youtuber(seriously)
84. Do you like to take selfies? not so much
85. What is your favorite app? tumblr, or youtube
86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? its alright
87. What is your favorite foreign accent? portugeese
88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? mmm all of them
89. What is your favorite number? 7
90. Can you juggle? Nop
91. Are you religious? no
92. Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting? The ocean
93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? hahah no
94. Are you allergic to anything? i used to be allergic to a bunch of shit when i was a kid but im not allergic to it anymore?? like chocolate, oranges....cats, and dust
95. Can you curl your tongue? Yes
96. Can you wiggle your ears? Yes
97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? always hopefully
98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? Forest
99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? i dont really ask for advice that often so...idk
100. Are you a good liar? No, but i try
101. What is your Hogwarts House? Hufflepuff
102. Do you talk to yourself? i used to talk to myself all the time, but now i barely do it, thats a good thing right?
103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? Introvert
104. Do you keep a journal/diary? no, i used to when i was a kid but it was pure garbage
105. Do you believe in second chances? Depends
106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? look for an id to see if i cant turn it in, if not....well
107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? Yes, but only in certain things
108. Are you ticklish? i dont even know, probably not
109. Have you ever been on a plane? no
110. Do you have any piercings? yeah, my ears
111. What fictional character do you wish was real? idk
112. Do you have any tattoos? No, but hopefully i will some day!
113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? i dont know....
114. Do you believe in karma? yeah
115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? no
116. Do you want children? yeah why not
117. Who is the smartest person you know? honestly i don’t know
118. What is your most embarrassing memory? doing a cindirella theatre play for my school when i was 12, i was cindirella, i dont wanna talk about it njxkcfxf
119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? not that i remember, i always end up falling asleep, dosent matter if its like 10 minutes 
120. What color are most of you clothes? green.........i dont even like green
121. Do you like adventures? yeah maybe, depends on what it is
122. Have you ever been on TV? yeah i have actually lmao, it was on a kids tv show 
123. How old are you? 18
124. What is your favorite quote? “We don’t make mistakes, just happy little accidents” 
125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? savory!!
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thinkingasalways · 5 years
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Tag, you’re it!
Tag, you’re it!
Rules: answer 30 questions
I was tagged by @dobriksvlogs
1. Nickname: shook
2. Gender: female
3. Star sign: cancer
4. Height: 5’8
5. Time: 7:00pm
6. Birthday: july 19th
7. Fave bands: twenty one pilots, one direction six60, imagine dragons, bastille, brockhampton
8. Fave solo artist: ariana grande, tyler the creator, childish gambino, post malone
9. Song stuck in my head: two shots by goody grace
10. Last movie i watched: Ralph wrecks the internet
11. Last show i watched: my hero academia
12. When did i create this blog: 2013 but when i changed to a david blog was a couple of months ago
13. What do i mainly post: Most david dobrik, some vlog squad and occasionally twenty one pilots and dan and phil
14. Last thing i googled: when kingdom hearts 3 came out
15. Do you have any other blogs? nope but i do have a twittee @neondobriks!
16. Do you get asks? nope! i just had my first one the other day!
17. Why did you choose your URL: neon from twentyonepilots song neon gravestones and dobrik from david dobrik obviously
18. Following blogs: 147
19. Followers: 107
20. Favourite colour: pink
21. Average hours of sleep: 8 hours
22. Piercings: i have two on my lobes and then my daith in my left ear
23. Instruments: i can play the violin and the saxophone
24. What am i wearing: levis crop top and a denim skirt
25. How many blankets do you sleep with: two!
26. Fave food: japanese
27. Dream job: health promoter
28. Dream vacation: anywhere in Europe tbh
29. Nationality: Pakeha
30. Current fave song: two shots by goody grace hahah
I tag: @multipandombabe @daviddoughbrik @headassdobrik
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masqueravess · 5 years
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2018 was a good year of art for me! I got to practice more mediums since I had art class in the second half of the year, and I include a lot more color in my art with digital art!
Template by DustBunnyThumper on dA (https://www.deviantart.com/dustbunnythumper/art/2018-Summary-of-Art-BLANK-775001715)
Info on each piece under the cut!
(*Note: A bunch of the art I have listed here isn't posted on my art blogs. whoops.)
January - Sayori (https://www.deviantart.com/cursedcrystals/art/sayori-727939899)
Tried out painting digitally, I was still trying to get a hand on blending colors and stuff. 
February - Red Riding Hood Full Page Sketch (-)
I got a new sketchbook and pens, so why not try drawing a full page with red pen? I'm pretty proud of this one. Also, a good attempt at actually doing backgrounds.
March - Gift for my sister (-)
I used a OC meme for this one. Heh. I should probably link that meme.
April - Penn Revamp (OC) (-)
I did some lineart on paper, and then colored it in medibang. I still don't like doing lineart digitally lol
May - N2-M1 Reference Sheet (-)
Yup, I made a fangan. Probably one of the seasons in NDRV3. I'm still working on it, so I won't talk about it much.
June - Ajioka and Takeuchi (-)
More fangan stuff, and also, I started developing a cartoony/chibi-ish style! And!! Lineless art 'cause I hate lineart!! Really proud of this one.
July - Fangan doodles (-)
Not much finished art this month, but lots of fangan doodles. At least I used color lol
August - Tsumugi Copic (https://notbraveart.tumblr.com/post/177170477233/august-2018-first-post-on-my-art-account-v-it#notes)
I started up my tumblr and insta art blogs! Also, practiced some copic, finally!
September - Scratchboard art (-)
Some scratchboard art we did in art class. Not much hahah
October - Inktober Week 4 / Vampire Cynthia (OC) (https://notbraveart.tumblr.com/post/179701711168/inktober-week-4-her-birthdays-in-october)
I actually had time to do some art for Inktober! I may have dried up my gray copics by making this piece, but I'm really proud of it.
November - Quest for Meaning (-)
This is actually a group project for school that I had to do. I snuck some OCs in there, naturally.
December - Wes Winter Heart (https://notbraveart.tumblr.com/post/181418272413/my-ds-secret-santa-for-teethcake-who-asked-for)
I had a lot of art for this month, because of gift art and secret santas, but I chose my favorite secret santa piece! It's a fully finished piece of art, and hopefully I can do more art like this in 2019, even without a secret santa gift forcing me to do it. lol
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