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waokevale · 2 months
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Context: Lucifer is lonely after the (supposed) divorce and unconsciously ends up pinning for his nemesis/frenemy.
After past experience with Vox, Alastor can almost immediately tell when someone is crushing on him, so he did the only reasonable thing for an Aroace person to do in that situation. 👍
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gilbirda · 1 year
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Hello again! I've actually written the down some of my "Jason and the Spraypaint 'Thief'" idea tho its mostly scaffolding and i dont feel ready to share it just yet, but progress is being made!
If I may ask for your advice once more, the story has begun leaning towards Anger Management vibes (thanks for that brainrot too (affectionate)), but i dont feel great that the genesis of Jason and Jazz meeting is after Jason basically stalks Jazz in his hunt for whoever is buying his spraypaint before he can. Like, she is the one buying the paint, but the dynamic feels too onesided atm in terms of agency, but idk what Jazz would be doing that could parallel Jason.
The best Ive got is she tried to find out who bought out the yarn she was knitting with (it was Jason being petty), but I dont think she'd care as much as Jason does with the paint and it also feels too samey.
...Just had this thought while writing this, would it vibe with Jazz's character if she kept tabs on the Batfam for Danny? Like in terms of location. Ive got it that Danny dosnt want anything to do with the Batfam atm, Gothem is their turf fighting-wise and he dosnt want to encroach on that (tho he does help people in need when he comes across them), he just wants to make cool art in weird places (and maybe some ghost king stuff, not sure on that just yet) (maybe as a coping mechanism bc I do like the angst that comes from 'Danny leaves Amity bc the Fentons reactly badly to him being a halfa', tho still not sure how he gets into spraypaint yet, that feels like an important detail), so Jazz keeps tabs on their patrols for Danny so he can spraypaint without drawing their attention, and then Jazz notices Red Hood acting a bit odd and does her own investigating to make sure its not ghost business (she would know that RH has ghost vibes from Danny and his current spraypaint investigating behaviour maybe looks like a ghost obsession without context), and maybe she ends up pulling a Tim and figures out Red Hood is Jason, just due to ghost vibes instead of acrobatics.
I havent even gotten to them actually meeting in my planning yey, its just discovery eachother from afar and general thoughts of 'thats the person Im looking for, they're kinda cute' so far. Current vauge idea is they meet in a fight, tho i might be biased bc i did recently reread 'cant help falling (in love with you)' (i think i said this before, but amazing story btw, eagerly waiting for the next chapter!)
I hope this makes sense. This is the first time I've had an idea I've wanted to share with other fandom people and felt comfy enough to do so.
(your ask got sent twice so im gonna answer one and delete the other. Just Tumblr things I guess)
SO
I see Anger Management and go feral
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I see what you mean about there being a power imbalance in their meeting situation - but we have to be aware that the source material is like that. Jason is a crime fighter and a vigilante and also a very extra boy. He is petty and arrogant and sometimes he is not above using his skills for personal use.
You can make it so she knows what's going on and leads him in a wild goose chase just for funsies. Make Jazz petty as well. Make her highly competent. Make her win in his own game and boom, no more power imbalance. (Also that can be a cool "I need to know more of this woman" kind of situation.)
Another alternative, is making her think he is stalking her for unsavory purposes and beat the shit out of him.
I like what you said about Jazz being the one that keep tabs on all the vigilantes. She could have profiled them all, studied their patterns, and Tim Drake her way into memorizing their patrol routes so Danny can paint in peace.
So that's why when her new stalker starts bothering her, she is so Done(tm) that she is not afraid to gatekeep, gaslight, girlboss her way into making him stop.
How she does it? Dealer's choice.
(I'm weak to the fight approach, if it wasn't obvious (✿◡‿◡) )
(But outsmarting him could work as well.)
(Jason is into women that can kick his ass, be it physically or in smarts)
So in conclusion I think if you want to not fall into icky power imbalances and not fall into highly competent Mary Sues tropes, the sweet spot would be Jazz making the choice to take act or not, and base it on actual conflict: If she can't just beat the shit out of him, explain why. If she is not going to make a deal out of it, explain why. Make the character have agency and a choice in the matter, even if that choice is inaction.
Thank you for showing me your progress!!!! I'm so happy when people make content for the crossover and my favorite ship!!!
Also thanks for reading my fics!
🤗💖
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cacaitos · 27 days
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tbh i probably wouldn't have finished fire candy if i hadn't deduced early on the author was a woman (the plans to cover lesser known women writing typical type seinen/shonen is going. as terrible as you would expect) and in another post i did mention the mixed shoujo/seinen visuals but i guess i focused on like more flowery aesthetics bishonen and stuff. algo guess i ignored to mention that it is pretty much the statement of the author to produce series (or erotica, at any point anyway) that's appealing to both demographics, intentionally.
not that im gonna expound lots on details either though.. (it's stilla bible tho)
i ignored to mention (just forgot sorry) in the short review that in yellow hearts, SA is a verry recurrent thing/part/context of the sex scenes (that i have to define are with the erotic intent). now even then, i don't think [SA, 'age gaps', guys w freudian-esque issues, etc] in this case at least, represent a kind of deterrent for a female audience in intent (regardless of how i feel about it). first bc those are still Very Frecuent Things in erotica more clearly demographically divided aimed and written at women anyway, and second because topics aside the author, as mentioned above, uses the language and form of shoujosei to indicate in an transparent way to emphasize so.
the female characters even in the, yk, Situations... seem to preserve a preocupation with prettiness and the impression of pleasure in their designs/expressions. in net numbers, yes, they are usually/majority of the visual focus of the sexual scenes anyway since it's a seinen (audience implicit), but it's not like i can give you a definitive distinction between what about it is [meant to be in intent] the Object of interest or what has an Self-insert quality.
***the abovementioned preocupations w pretiness etc seem to very pointedly to work under the aesthetic proclivities of shoujosei. at a point it isn't so much about what men/women want but that These XYZ elements straight up don't customarily exist in shonen/seinen and those void bridged by the shoujosei proper also customary structures of the portrayal of intimacy are what evidence the interest of being of a pleasurable quality to read to a female audience, intentionally.
the paneling at points shifts completely to that of an shojosei romance's manga, the use of halftones, textures, neg and pos space, composition; of a tenderness (eh...) and an emotional interest of the parties that for as much shitty horny seinen ive read i dont find ever being as present, like at all (not that im precisely complimenting YH either...). of couse that's speaking of the ones that arent SA; theyre all pretty equally explict and intense regardless, in an customary-shoujosei unlikely fashion, though.
in the men's department.. well, on pretty literal terms the story is about idk yakuza gang conflict or smth, there will be rock bands and whores in between that i guess. from the very beginning there will be a balance to mantain between the main male characters being a more traditional dark but youthful type of masculinity for an seinen story while also obviously being yk. bishonen (most of the main ones at least). pretty easy to discern intent with those elements i think. it also extends to the sex scenes: vaguely speaking the author has a leniency to make them more, expressive? sentitive? something like that; make them have slightly/noticeably more presence in frames, that makes the thing a speck less onesided (well, it's less frequent the older/less bishie/more traditionally masculine the character is, not that that's surprising).
lastly.. hmm.. despite the author being kind of apparently of a bl writer on the side (tho YH is completely straight), male homoeroticism is mostly kept on the side (one char mentions it) or it's expressed thru more conventional male-on-male bloodlust and violence, though limited to the individual than in pro of indicating any particular relationship between the parts. however, i think that keeping the motions of homoerotic violence w no textual outlet for it makes some of the male characters' sexuality interesting so far it's just as confused as the mixed language of shoujosei and seinen of above.
for one, it makes violence, for the seinen audience, sexual but in a slightly more unusual and/or uncomfortable way, for the genre at least. both because of a female audience in mind and how [the male characters] can serve to them in a shoujo fashion but also taking into acc BL fashions, ends up making them as much of the
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xshinina · 2 years
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Oumasai?
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Saiouma was actualy my first OTP when I first finished V3, but as time has passed I've come to realize that there's actually not much chemestry going on, Shuichi seems more anoyed than anything (lacking the fun confrontation and back and forth that Ouma has with Momota) and Kokichi's really the only one putting in any interest and effort; I'll admit tho that their FTE and love hotel are pretty cute and actually enjoyable so I still kinda ship them but I like to see it as a mostly onesided crush that'll never move past that
The criminal x justice man is such and interesting and appealing concept, I just wish they could've had better chemistry together
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And I'm about to go on an absolute rant here, but I'll never get people that compare Saiouma with Komahina, like, no???? It's fine if you do like both ships, and maybe I'm not seeing something, but as a Komahina lover I just can't see any parallels beyond "protag x rival"
Chapter 3 of SDR2:
Hajime when Nagito collapsed bc dispair desease: "omg Nagito are you okay?! Fuyuhiko help me get him to the hospital!"
An then Hajime a few days later keeps visiting Nagito and asking how he's doing, while wondering himself "you've done nothing but complicate things so why do I keep worrying abt you, I don't like having these unnesesary feelings"
Chapter 3 of V3:
When Shuichi found Kokichi collapsed on the floor being a bloody mess: "omg Kokichi are you-? oh, you're fine, doesn't matter that that's actual, real blood and that you injured your head quite severely, stop messing around; now then let me think of this clue that I found thanks to your accident while you wobble your way out"
Hajime in chapter 5's investigation:
"I can't believe you're actually gone, now that I think about it you've always helped me find the culprit during the trial, and I lament never getting to understand you, and here in your room I wonder what were you thinking? what were your intentions all along? guess now I'll never know..."
Shuichi not knowing who's dead under the press:
"please don't be Kaito please don't be Kaito please don't be Kaito please don't be Kaito please don't be Kaito please don't be Kaito please don't be Kaito please don't be Kaito please-"
Like I said, It's perfect that you do ship both, and I'm actually jealous that you are seeing something that I'm not, I want to like this ship as much as many people are passionate abt it but I can't right now
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namimikan · 2 years
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idk, like dragon ball z, literally the only reason vegeta/bulma happened was to explain trunks, their son from the future. you do have a cute filler episode trying to suggest how it did tho, in a more romantic way in a not-quite-romantic-but-almost-reaching way. (and also to break up yamcha/bulma...?)
and maybe bc dbz is so... haphazard and non-romantic, it works? like there’s no real romance in goku/chichi either, it happens bc goku promised chichi he’d marry her when they were both 10 and then, when they were 18? 19? chichi chases him down to make sure he upholds that promise. do i think they were in love, yeah i do, but i also think that the show... blatantly does not care if they were or weren’t. 
gohan/videl was prolly the most romantic tho, and that i’m not sure how much was filler either.
 krillin/18... happened offscreen, but 18 SCREAMING ‘i’ll see you later!!!’ in a tsundere way, which yamcha points out ‘hey? did you hear that? she’s gonna see you later -- she’ll see you AGAIN! she wouldn’t have said that if she was never going to see you again’. but krillin’s crush on 18 was cute, regardless if it was mostly onesided during the cell arc.
don’t quite get that with marvel. idk! maybe it’s just. 20 minute format feels different to movie formats, but still. i want... more, somehow.
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ndkdndkdjdkdjkddjdl · 2 years
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info about the corrupted au:
- this does not take place in the same setting as canon.
-any older siblings, younger siblings, or family members, dont exist in this (so like, Xander Cameron and Brianna don't exist)
-everyone is a young adult
-it has a bit of a videogame theme. everyone has 3 lives, and revival is also possible but its an ability everyone wants to get their hands on so its basically a battle
-violence,, lots of violence
-Siren and Fin are terrorists/murderers; Cain is a manipulative spy/traitor; Tracy is a trickster who uses magic to fuck with everyone for her benifit; Marcus gave up, Ari is the "healer" (but she likes the chaos so..); Bonnie and Sebastian are still good but unlike Bonnie, Sebastian has to sometimes resort to violence for the sake of good; Vincent is captured and constantly used as bait lol; Cassandra is manipulated (by Cain mostly) into giving everyone false hope; Beatrice fucks with everyone by stealing, breaking, etc etc., she mostly goes for the important items (meanwhile Tracy targets importaint info/their minds)
idk idk ill change and/or add more to that- i dont have this stuff typed or thought out bc i never focused on giving the au a solid structure. thats why i never talked about it
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a few of the events ig
- Bonnie gave up on the small "village" she started. it was supposed to be peaceful but instead it caused fights and chaos, so after making sure everyone is out and safe (she lured them out), she burned it all to put an end to it. unfortunately tho, the chaos never ended
- Siren was wanted now (just like Fin, and he and Fin don't care either) and Skip became something that they can use as leverage. He might be heartless but he couldn't bare the thought of Skip being tortured as a way of someone getting revenge on him. He killed her himself, giving her a painless death. Ghosts exist for pets, and Ghost Skip doesn't remember Siren, but she tends to follow him everywhere. (she cant be hurt or touched because, shes a ghost lol) Siren doesn't interact with her- (she doesn't mind, she doesn't make sounds either, she just follows, stays close, and observers) -but deep down, he enjoys her company.
-Siren lured everyone somewhere and blew them all up, making it "rain blood" and, like he wanted, making everyone loose 1 out of their 3 lives. (he had a motiv ofc)
- Fin lost his second life by saving Siren; so to return the favor, Siren lost his last life saving Fin (crossbow, a wooden arrow was shot and got him right in the heart). Siren lost his three lives, and actually died.
-Fin lost his last life trying to get revenge. Siren and Fin were dead together until, they were needed alive again, and once they got revived, more chaos✨ (there's even chaos without them alive, so-)
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Siren and Fin's relationship:
These two are extremely toxic in this au, but its not onesided. Fin shoots Siren with wooden bullets whenever hes pissed off or even just bored, and Siren feeds off of Fin whenever hes hungry, or just fucks Fin whenever he feels like it (which Fin allows him to do- more like Fin likes it actually, masochistic horny fuck💀) While they do this too eachother, it doesn't bother them at all. They still love eachother, and since they're masochistic and sadistic, the toxicity of their relationship doesn't bother them because they just dont care. They enjoy the violent relationship. They're really fucked up, but then again, almost everyone in this au is-
(this doesn't mean that relationships like this should be glorified, a relationship like this is obviously extremely unhealthy)
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snailshit · 3 years
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2021
Holy crap I haven’t posted anything in since July 2020 :O
Anyways my tumblr account is quite on hiatus alot nowadays since I spend most of my time on instagram D: I should spend more time here aswell but I’m kinda slowly drifting away for some weird reason. ._. and work eats up alot of my sparetime.
In general it feels like I’m less and less lurking around on different websites and just focusing more on my job, physical and mental health + sustainable enviroment friendly lifestyle, close friends and personal plans.
I’m sorry if I’m absent alot nowadays here... I’m just focusing alot on my wellbeing and physical health and environment. Also trying to eat more plantbased...^^ Lately I’ve been interesting in collecting some indie artbooks by original independent artists and old nostalgic books. I do plan on buying more manga books in the future :D
I’m trying to make the most of my projects and revive some old hobbies(drawing/painting). I’m planning on starting an art insta account soon... I just wanna find a suitable insta name for my account before I officially publish anything. I have some ongoing knitting/crocheting projects as late xmas gifts for my parents so my main plan is to finish them in January.
For work I’ll be quitting work here and returning to my homevillage there to work in February, so I’m kinda sad that I can’t be in the town where most of my friends are living in (for now but I will be visiting V-town alot whenever I’m having a free 2 day break or so) ...
I really like living in that town but the workplace I’m at atm is not suitable or interesting enough for me to continue. I feel more and more tired when I work there (bcus of bad air, early mornings, onesided tasks + sometimes bad sleeping habit).
Even though the boss, colleagues are nice and friendly I just doesn’t feel free. I feel trapped/ or stuck if I have to sit all day in a room take blood and talk to patients. The worst is probably the timetable there which sometimes is super stressful. Also kids who scream and cry is just not suitable for me who has ADD...Especially in the morning, it’s always many patients reserved and when a problem occurs witth either the phlebotomy or blood draw and leads to longer that the time reserved for the patient you could very fuck up and easily get late with the timatable for each patients time reservation.
The timetables are so tight  I’m not having anytime for a morning break. So I usually just skip it and work until lunch break.. But I will still have my appartment there. I’m not moving back my stuff to my parents bcuz I know this is just a temporary stay for maybe like a year at maximum. I don’t mind moving back to my home village tho. It’s quite peaceful and nice but I’m afraid I’ll just be very lonely there.
As soon as I get my covid vaccine I’ll be planning to do some big dream travel ...maybe in autumn. Ultimate Number one bucket list is Japan. Second is Iceland and Anime Expo and Comic Con in San Diego...thats where my money savings will mostly go for the upcoming years. :D
I will also be planning on working abroad sometimes in the future but not at least this year.
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ethandigby · 4 years
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『 LANDON LIBOIRON ❙ GENDERQUEER 』 ⟿ looks like ETHAN DIGBY is here for THEIR SECOND year as a VISUAL ART GRAD student. HE is 27 years old & known to be DEDICATED, HONEST, STUBBORN & PESSIMISTIC. They’re living in NOLAND, so if you’re there, watch out for them. ⬳ drew. twenty-two. est. he/him. ethan’s pinterest
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trivia:
he really likes white cholate & hot chocolate, often eating handfuls of white chocolate baking discs regardless of the time of day. 
visual art major --- tends to stray towards sculptures and installation pieces, though he does have a love for bob ross style landscape pieces. draws a lot of inspiration from older art, and many of his pieces are designed to look worn-out and as though they are missing pieces. 
perpetually exhausted --- for all his love of schedules, he has never managed to consistently get enough sleep and though he loves tea, that never seems to have enough of an impact to truly wake him up ---- a.k.a he is a yawn prone little fuck
doesn’t quite believe the local legends, though he doesn’t dismiss them outright either. the statue by wishing tree has, however, made it into several of his works ---- statues seem to have her facial features without him ever meaning to and he will swear to anyone that asks that in sophomore year of his bachelor’s degree he woke up one morning to her face staring at him from amongst the trees on a painting he had been working on. he will hesitantly add that it’s possible that he had just been thinking of her while half asleep, though ethan doesn’t really believe that
currently working as a TA for some of the freshman art classes, as well as overseeing the use of the different art studios from time to time. 
doesn’t believe in labels --- and that’s corny as hell, but he just wants to be able to be whoever he is in the moment and has had some harsher reactions when he uses umbrella terms, so he just refuses to label himself. relationship-wise it’s a whole different issue, he floats from one major relationship to another and often times will cycle back to one that’s already gone sour. 
has recently started going to a therapist to talk about some of the issues he has processing emotions and his fear of change ---- it’s been helping but he’s still very much on the verge of flight mode and will run away from situations that demand any real sort of emotional input from him on occasion. 
personality:
he is cynical, despite a desire to believe the best in people and the world - he has seen too much of the darker side of the world to ever truly believe it ---- this is reflected not only in his interactions with people ( he is open about expressing doubt and disbelief, he won’t believe a word you say, and he overanalyzes promises / invitations / declarations of love ) but also in his art and aesthetic which veers towards the dark and damned, a lot of his work is themed around broken things
stubborn as a mule ---- once he gets an idea in his mind, it can be hard to change his mind with logical arguments though an emotional appeal will have a better chance ---- he’s very set in his ways and struggles with questioning why things are the way they are, insisting that somethings should just be. loathes change and isn’t afraid to express this dislike --- tends to eat the same foods, wear the same clothes, go to the same places ---- despite a childhood dislike of routine, he finds it comforting nowadays, it feels safe.
loyal as all hell, you can hurt him a million times and he will still struggle to walk away and a genuine apology will win him back in an instant. he struggles to cut ties, even with those that he knows aren’t the best for him and has only successfully done so when it is possible for him to do so in a swift and permanent way. in most cases, he will eventually find his way back to those that he knows. 
friendly but not overly so --- he has no issue approaching people if he needs something, but he’s not generally one to approach you just to “chat” b/c he’s not big on small talk in general and honestly? he’d never say it but if he doesn’t know you, he doesn’t really give a damn how your day went or how you feel about the weather or current events. if he drinks, he becomes a little more sociable in that matter, but that often drifts into “ethan is going to info-dump about whatever has his interest in the moment and the only way to stop him is to like physically place something in / on his mouth” territory which is a whole different level of awkward. 
backstory:
growing up in a household where routine took priority, ethan spent a long time feel stifled by his parent’s demands that everything turned out perfectly ---- the neverending need to do things at just the right time, in just the right way. it was like fitting into a sweater that was just a tad too small, wrong in a way that is hard to explain
it’s in high school that he meets a true kindred spirit in the form of his art teacher ---- he helps ethan to realize his need for freedom and self-expression, and embraces his abilities in a way that he had always been afraid to. it’s a change that his parents are disapproving of, trying to reroute their son’s future to one of the paths that they would have approved of. but for once, he allows himself to rebel.
and after graduation, he leaves. running to new york, where he throws himself into the art scene head first without any real plans. for two years, he works multiple jobs as he cycles through sketchy roommates in his shitty apartment and equally shitty life partners, trying to discover things about himself that he hadn’t known before.
he’s still figuring some of that out, unsure of how to label his gender or his sexuality --- wishing more than anything that he could just be, a desire that he has long held onto since childhood that’s coming back to haunt them at last. 
that’s not the only thing that’s caught up with them as of late, the digby’s finally managing to track him down in new york and showing up at his apartment two years after he initially ran off. they came with open minds and a burning desire to see their son do something other than work minimum wage jobs and live in run-down apartments. they were quiet and subdued in a way that they never had been.
it took six months for them to convince him to enroll in college, and he eventually chose to attend radcliffe with an undeclared major. it was far enough from his hometown that his parents couldn’t reasonably drive up too often, but close enough that he could go home if he had wanted. a three-hour drive in the best traffic.
the distance proved to be the right amount --- though his parents certainly seemed to pop up over the first three months with containers of food and worries that their child would have run off, they eventually learned to trust him. and slowly, the wounds healed ---- ethan wouldn’t say that they’re close but they’ve learned to respect each other’s boundaries.
and he’s never seen them more proud than at graduation, except maybe when he told them that he was going to apply to grad school. it wasn’t the path that they had planned for ethan, but they had learned to be enthusiastic about his success, about his dreams and about his art.
doing his master’s degree - it’s been weird. being here is weird for him in general, he still misses new york even though it was a whole different kind of existence ---- he misses the stability of going to work everyday and being completely independent. here, he has to rely on his professors and classmates, he has people that expect him to check in with them and there’s more socialization --- mostly because he’s been trying to do better with that. 
connections:
good / bad influence: okay so traditionally, i think these would be separate connections but i think in this case, it’s more convoluted than that. for all of ethan running away from the environment his parents made, he’s very much stuck to those rules and expectations --- i would love for someone to start to break him out of that --- encourage him to party and drink and live life, and it doesn’t all have to be bad, it can be good too. you know, them bringing him to parties and him learning actually valuable lessons from it --- idk open to talking about their potential influence on each other, i think it could be fun
frenemies ( onesided or not ): i think a lot of ethan’s trust issues are a projection mechanism because he knows that in some ways that he can’t be trusted --- so i wld love for someone who they act like best friends when they’re together and then ethan just ... talks smack about them and doesn’t keep their secrets ( and maybe they do the same?? ) 
exes ( of all types / genders / whatever ): this one, my dear ethan, has gotten around a bit --- maybe they hooked up and now it’s awkward ---- maybe they dated for a while and keep circling back to each other despite knowing that they’re bad for each other ( a la unmiss you by clara mae ) ---- maybe they dated for a while and now they never talk so when they do see each other it’s just ... awkward as hell ---- open to literally anything with this one guys
art buddies: just two pals, palling around --- only prerequisite is that your character has some sort of interest in an art ( writing, theatre, music, film, etc etc ) --- and hey maybe they don’t get along but they put up a united front against the STEM majors who mock their choices in major? 
other: open to discussing dormates, coworkers, current love interests and literally anything else that you can think of --- does your character need someone over 21 to buy them alcohol? call ethan. for real tho, hit me up and let’s come up with some stuff!
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kaisooficrec · 6 years
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Hi admins!! I was wondering if you guys had recs for some highschool/uni au unrequited love? happy or sad ending doesnt matter!! thank you so much for your hard work
Heey cutie! thanks a lot ^^ i tried to find all onesided/unrequited love with school au and i hope i didn’t forget any (feels like it’s been a while i read them hgfhg)
A Toddler’s Responsibility Is To Draw Sunshine On Your Cheek - hs au also babysitter au, where jongin needs help with babysitting his niece not knowing soo is crushing on him
Gridiron Love - high school au, american football au, nini crushes hard on captain ksoo an decides to join the team even tho he prefers dancing more (bullying, homophobia, weed, pining, kinda angst but comedy mostly, smut - first time)
Story of Me, About You - uni au, they’re friends and soo is crushing on jongin but thinks he doesn’t stand a chance when jongin tells him he’s asked out by sehun
Read Me Right - superpowers au, they’re best friends and jongin knows what kind of ability kyungsoo has and soo never uses that on him but one day he accidentally touches jongin and finds what jongin feels about him
in un’altra vita - friendship/platonic kaisoo, high school au. soo is bullied in their school and ji defends him while soo supports ji’s dreams. they have feelings for each other but they know they’re meant to be in another lifetime 
Paper Hearts - pining with Jongin writing secret letters to his crush and then kyungsoo finds them by accident. heartbreak and rejection ensue first but soo slowly learns to accept jongin’s feelings /sobs
Broken Heart Beats (How Long ‘Til We Call This Love) - jongin is in denial that he can’t fall for soo again and cuts ties after high school but years later they meet again in a band
Reunion - high school au, during hs days they had miscommunication and misunderstanding which makes jongin regret it but they meet again during school reunion and work it out 
Garnet Hearts - altho this isn’t school au but royalty/arranged marriage it’s absolutely amazing! unrequited love first, jongin got married to kyungsoo arranged by both their parents and kyungsoo is very against it and rejects all of jongin’s attempts to get closer to him. this fic is: heartWRENCHING
If My Yesterday is a Disgrace - they’re best friends but jongin is helplessly in love with kyungsoo who’s just unsure and confused about his feelings and then he wakes up in a different universe where jongin doesn’t know him :( one of the new age classics i shet u not
in another life - chankaisoo triangle. this is a love story from jongin’s perspective, he falls for soo but it doesn’t end happily :(((
My Eyes Are Made The Fools - uni au. jongin is in love w kyungsoo and they even sleep together but soo never told him about his feelings explicitly and jongin is left hanging
also you can check out this list with the same req + tag for onesided/unrequited love per se! enjoy ~
- Admin J
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startledbirb · 7 years
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#if u know me in real life dont read further#................................................#...........................................................................................................................................#again if u know me irl dont read past here#............................#me and my partner broke up#and it was mostly bc i wasnt putting in the amount of work into it that i should have been#and also bc i wasnt communicating when i wasnt feeling too hot so it became onesided in both support and sharing personal things#which wasnt good and i caused stress for them by not communicating evn tho i was tryinf not to cause them more#i shouldnt have decided for them and i should have told them when some of the thinvs they were taljing abt were triggering me#and we both knew it was losing momentum especially when both of our mental health were doing not great#and we stopped seeing each other as often and planning dates#and i kept getting more busy with work and classes out of nessecity but i didnt factor them into it#well i did in big picture but not in the present time which is where it mattered most#and they didnt rlly ask abt how i was doing as much since they were having a bunch of stressors piled one on top of the other#but i didnt rlly ask them either and they would talk abt it on their own while i wouldnt#i was more comfortable with them than most other ppl and my family but i still need to work on my not relying on other ppl#i thought i had worked thru it but rlly i was just going thru the motions which isnt good#i probably should wait until after ive already settled into a career after college b4 i evn think abt relationships again tho#bc i dont think i can actually invest the amount of energy i need to put into a relationship while im still in school and working minimum#wage since im just so stressed and have so little free time as it is#it wouldnt be fair to either person#if i will evr be ready for one truly#ive been thru a lot of shit w/my family that makes it not feel safe to rely on someone else or trust them 100%#and it always feels like ppl like me more than i like them which is probs not a good sign?#and it isnt that i dont care bc i sometimes care so much to the point of a breakdown but the problem is that i tend to either#care too much and breakdown or care too little bc im dissasociating from the stress but then just feel numb where i cant evn cry anymore#which again is probs not healthy but i dont know if im currently capable of a middle ground since there doesnt seem to be any inbetween?#tho i nvr feel nothing nothing i still care it's just like it goes from visceral anxiety to numb concern?#like i dont hsve any mental reserves left?
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squigglegigs · 7 years
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hi hello im a little confused on your icarly ships. do u mind explaining? :D
OK OK so i headcanon sam puckett as bi, carly as straight mostly, and freddie as probably pan tbh
i like the idea of in middle school and highschool both sam and freddie crushing on carly like wicked hard, freddie was super annoying about it for a while while sam had accepted, my friends super straight and i love her so much and im not being a dick about it so why the fuck is benson coming out of nowhere and making her uncomf
and thats a big part of why i think sam is so aggressive to freddie at first is cause, he comes on so strong and is so obvious about loving carly and he gets to the point where he make her uncomfortable
by end of season 2 early season 3 hes calmed down a LOT and hes more friends with carly than trying to date her and especially after he events of ikiss i think him and sam would be better friends. i see them talking bout carly together and finally sam had an outlet for this big thing shes kept to herself for so long
so i kinda see them developing a really good friendship especially since freddie and sam are very personable people in that they dont function well on their own and are both very dependent on carly.
carly though is very independent and even tho i did not like the direction icarly went in near the end i DO see carly traveling abroad for college. she would so thrive going to england or paris or somehwhere far away and foreign for school she would loVE IT
i think freddie and sam would stay nearby, for reasons im too lazy to go into rn but i think sam would visit freddie a shit ton, expecially with carly being gone
and i feel like her and freddie would smoke weed together and talk about her mom and his classes and just be casual and friends and it would be really good and he matches her level of salt and she helps him let loose and
i see something more eventually developing that way. not the way the actual show did it. like this. this slow build of trust and friendship and learning more about under the surface of each other and it could have been so good
SO SHORT ANSWER: i ship onesided sam/carly in highschool but overall im a huge sam/freddie shipper till i die
i have been enjoying exploring the trio together but at the end of the day its the ships above !!
EDIT: FUCK I FORGOT SPENCER SHAY DOESNT LIKE LABELS BUT HE IS NOT STRAIGHT AND HES DATING SOCKO they are in an open relationship but u fucking know socko moves in once carly moves out to keep spencer company and they make the most amazing art and clothing uve ever seen
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minimothra · 7 years
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Fire Emblem: The Sacred Stones Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply, Underage Relationships: Ephraim/Lyon (Fire Emblem) Characters: Lyon (Fire Emblem), Ephraim (Fire Emblem), Eirika (Fire Emblem) Additional Tags: it's onesided - Freeform, lyon is bitter and jealous and upset that things aren't going his way, it's Really Onesided, Implied Sexual Content, kinda not really implied tho, so idk, Sexual Content, it's not a focus and i write around it mostly but like, prompt: wistful, due to the age of lyon im just bein safe w/respect to underage warning Series: Part 5 of FE Rarepair Week 2017 Summary:
Fire Emblem "Rarepair" Week: Day Five
Prompt: Wistful
Ship: Ephraim/Lyon (Onesided)
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ao3feed-yoonjin · 7 years
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Apple Jacks and Cheerios
read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2rfoIyX
by danyle
Jeon Jeonghee prefers Kim Taehee over Suzy.
Words: 5257, Chapters: 1/9, Language: English
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M
Characters: Jeon Jungkook, Kim Taehyung | V, Min Yoongi | Suga, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Park Jimin (BTS), Kim Namjoon | Rap Monster, Kim Yugyeom, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Jung Eunbi | Eunha
Relationships: Jeon Jungkook/Kim Taehyung | V, Kim Seokjin | Jin/Min Yoongi | Suga
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - College/University, Fem!Jeongguk, fem!Taehyung, fem!Yoongi, Fluff and Angst, mostly angst, Jeonghee is kind of an idiot, No one's a pure dick tho, onesided!yoonmin, No angst there tho, Hurt/Comfort, Yug and Eunha are Jeonghee's bff, Yoongi is a tsundere with a crush, Jin thinks it's cute, veryside!Namhope, Strangers to Lovers, BFF!Sugakook, bff!vmin, Taehee barfs sunshine and passes the effect around
read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2rfoIyX
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ao3feed-iwaoi · 6 years
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With You, the Only Way I Can Be
Read this masterpiece on AO3 at https://ift.tt/2jpVXx2
by greendoodle
“It won’t be unrequired?”
“Unrequited.”
“That! It won’t be that?”
Something firm and hard lodges itself in Akaashi’s throat, but the second-year opts to ignore it. After all, he promised he wouldn't fall in love.
Words: 4313, Chapters: 1/2, Language: English
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: F/M, M/M
Characters: Akaashi Keiji, Bokuto Koutarou, Konoha Akinori, Yachi Hitoka, akaashi's parents tho theyre mostly just mentioned, other side characters???
Relationships: Akaashi Keiji/Bokuto Koutarou, Bokuto Koutarou/Yachi Hitoka, implied onesided konoha akinori/akaashi keiji
Additional Tags: Hanahaki Disease, One-Sided Attraction, Unrequited Love, Angst, Hand Jobs, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Hurt/Comfort, Ambiguous/Open Ending, if anyone badmouths yachi here i swear ima cut you, mature only for ch2
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severalbakuras · 7 years
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im sloooooowly getting into voltron and for once have managed to avoid spoilers p. well!!
good luck making sense of this ramble lol
i’m just about to start the episode after the one where they’re having the party and a dude clones the bomb thing.
so far pidge is my fave like from the first episode you know there’s something up with this kid and i’m also intrigued by the missing dad and brother like clearly shiro’s family and pidge’s family knew each other pretty well for them all to get on the same mission together and for shiro to be so protective suggests to me that pidge and shiro also knew each other for a long time before the series and his disappearance. like i know from fandom osmosis and just watching the show that shiro is official team dad but i’m wondering if he’s more like uncle shiro to pidge. correct me if i’m wrong tho.
although hunk is pretty #relatable. kinda sucks that he’s spent most of these first episodes being the comic relief guy - so far his most interesting moment is when he’s honest with allura about not wanting to be here. i hope his ‘moment’ episode will be good, he’s kinda out of focus compared to the others like i’d love to see more of what made him perfect for his lion.
speaking of allura she’s p. cool so far. i hope the ‘thing that’s happening!’ dialogue stops soon like it feels like she’s being used as an in-universe narrator sometimes. her speeches in the training montage were v. interesting as well like she knows what Must Be Done so why aren’t my warriors doing what Must Be Done and she’s def. trying to portray herself as a strong and capable leader but she also throws food at them and tries to get pidge to gossip with her and it’s adorable.
corna’s moment with lance was p much the most interesting thing he’s said so far but it mostly feels like he’s there for ‘we do human thing X with Y! only it’s much more Z!’ alien jokes. that said he’s not irritating at least so he’s fine.
re keith i’d like to see how he knows shiro so well, he def. respects him. so far my favorite keith moment was him saying I’M BONDING WITH YOU to the red lion so i’m wondering if he walked up to shiro and said the same thing like I AM RESPECTING YOU. i don’t really know much about him beyond being a drop out and knowing shiro somehow and that cabin but judging by how upset he was at pidge leaving it can’t be good.
it’s weird that lance’s piloting skills keep getting dunked on bc he’s actually pretty good?? like he flies that lion like it’s nothing! like they say ‘cargo pilot’ like that’s an insult and that he crashes in all the simulations but like we only see one and that’s a cascade of failures that break his focus and that really aren’t related to how well he can steer. at worst he seems overconfident? but like his technical skills are still pretty good to me? Let Him Fly.
on that note i’m wary of the klance train so far since i tend to be super suspicious of the ships everyone insists are canon (and usually end up disliking them if pride/rival, puzzle, blue and polar are any indication lol) and it seems like a space version of naruto and sasuke. otoh it seems like they’re waaaay healthier than naruto and sasuke could even dream of. i mean i really like the “i say ‘vol’ you say ‘tron’!’” “... voltron?” “we’ll work on it” bit. like lance is trying to be social and keith is trying. like i could see these two actually getting along with time bc so far it’s like...
it’s not really /hatred/ it’s like lance is kinda... disappointed by keith? like when he does dunk on him it’s usually related to him being a drop out and it’s like my dude how tall was that pedestal you had him on before it got knocked down and are you gonna let him step away from the rubble anytime soon? i’d also like to see some positive/more-interesting-than-squabbles interaction from keith towards lance before i jump on this train though, so far it’s been pretty onesided. a few scattered compliments in the heat of battle don’t generally make me interested in a ship. (of course i’m a fucking death/euroshipper so really who knows what makes me like/dislike a ship lmao)
like lance kinda poured his heart out to coran about missing his home planet and his family and he’s only known him a day so we know he’s good at empathizing with people and he’s not really someone who hides his emotions or feels reserved about expressing them. so far the only times we’ve seen keith get emotional about on a personal level are related to shiro and his distress at pidge leaving.
finally there’s this one galran dude i’m suspicious of. i can’t remember his name but his face instantly struck me as super human looking, like way more than the other galrans, and there was more emotional range to his facial expressions than you’d expect from an underling of the day. i’m wondering if he’s gonna pull a peridot or maybe a zuko.
idk like i’m what, four episodes in? i’m probably going to be wrong on all of these hahahha.
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comicteaparty · 6 years
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September 6th, 2018 CTP Archive
The archive for the Comic Tea Party chat that occurred on September 6th, 2018, from 5PM - 7PM PDT.  The chat focused on MORBIDITY by Charu.
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RebelVampire
COMIC TEA PARTY- THURSDAY BOOK CLUB START!
Good evening, everyone~! This week’s Thursday Book Club is officially beginning! Today we are discussing MORBIDITY by Charu~! (https://tapas.io/series/MORBIDITY)
Remember that Thursday discussions are completely freeform! However, every 30 minutes I will drop in OPTIONAL discussion questions in case you’d like a bit of a prompt. If you miss out on one of these prompts, you can find them pinned for the chat’s duration. Additionally, remember that while constructive criticism is allowed, our focus is fun and respectfully appreciating the comic. All that said, let’s begin!
QUESTION 1. What is your favorite scene in the comic so far and why?
Superjustinbros
Ello!
RebelVampire
good day, SJ
Superjustinbros
Good day to you as well
RebelVampire
lets see, i think not so much a full scene, but one of my favorite moments is when Yuuto asks Keagan why Keagan let him in if Keagan doesn't recognize him. and keagan just has the best expression while saying he wonders himself. it was such a great insert of comedy in that moment that i couldnt help but laugh. i also think it was kind of a great showcase for keagan's personality as well
Superjustinbros
https://tapas.io/episode/1111726 I dunno why but I got a bit of a chuckle out of this scene
With how... sudden the tone changed
RebelVampire
i do enjoy how confused keagan looks in this part. i like the sense of ominous with that broken piece on the plant though. it screams with beautiful foreshadowing i hope at least.
Superjustinbros
Yeah
RebelVampire
ive also been enjoying how the recent chapter has been going. mostly with how its framed in that we never really get to see who i assume is ryo really. its focused on keagan and i like that it makes ryo seem a tad more mysterious
saetje
My favorite scene is definitely near the end of the content where Ryo starts freaking out/getting corrupted. I think it’s at that point we’re getting a sort of taste for a mood shift that’s going to be happening
Superjustinbros
I couldn't think of a good way to mention that little... episode earlier
but it definitely seems strange(edited)
saetje
I also agree I like that ryo is only seen through Keegan’s eyes right now. Solely focusing on Keegan’s perspective leaves ryo on a pedestal currently. I have a feeling we’re going to learn more about ryo later, but it’s smart to start us off through Kaegan’s eyes
RebelVampire
i like how with the whole mood shift that ryo was super accurate in that he was spoiling the mood. i particularly loved when yuuto caught up to ryo cause at that point just the sheer imagery and what was going on made me feel that the situation was truly dangerous
mathtans
I made it. ^^ Rebel, I liked that same scene, where Yuuto then remarks on how it's good he's trustworthy or whatnot.
Superjustinbros
MATH
mathtans
I didn't even notice the planet, whoa.
Hi all!
Superjustinbros
The end of the chapter looks like the start of some kind of crazy creepypasta(edited)
mathtans
Yuuto's attitude in general is pretty fun in my mind (okay if I play games?) but it definitely took a turn with the reactions towards the end. I think he didn't do his research on Keagan.
RebelVampire
haha it does kind of have a creepypasta vibe. i can picture the reddit thread for r/nosleep now. XD
to be fair to yuuto its been like 16 years so ryo would be a poor source of keagan info and maybe keagan is an internet hermit who doesnt even have facebook
saetje
I think it’s an interesting thought that kaegan’s attachment to Ryo is a little selfish. It seems as though it’s literally tethering Ryo’s ghost from moving on and putting his spirit (and others?) in danger, as well as ruining kaegan’s own relationships and life. Kaegan does seem quite overly obsessed(edited)
mathtans
It's possible. I wonder if Ryo was paying more attention to Keagan for a long time (either of his own volition or not) and only recently got his brother involved... then Yuuto didn't realize how bad things were.
seatje: Agreed. I wonder if maybe he was partly responsible for Ryo's death.
saetje
Oh that’s an interesting thought, math!
RebelVampire
yeah tbh i adore how grey it is. cause you could make an argument equally as valid in saying its selfish for ryo to ask keagan to move on. and i love that cause its what makes the conflict complicated and complex. cause there isnt one right answer cause you just cant make ppl feel things you want to feel at the drop of a hat.
saetje
So true
mathtans
I can't think of another good reason why he'd obsess that much. Even if they were lovers (which is kind of implied), I figure there has to be more to it...?
Yup, humans are a complex mess.
RebelVampire
nah they werent lovers cause huge age diff. i think the summary says it was a one-sided crush.
Superjustinbros
Right they are, math
RebelVampire
so theres def something fishy going on here
mathtans
I'm actually kind of reminded of a serial I wrote on a similar topic, which occurred to me as I was reading too. It's a good theme to build on.
saetje
I’m a little confused by the timeline- was kaegan young and just had a crush on an older ryo or did they get to a point of being consenting lovers?
Oh! Rebel answered
mathtans
Rebel: Ahh, good point, missed that. Guess I jumped to conclusions given the circumstances of when we first heard the name.
RebelVampire
“Nine year old Keagan had a onesided crush on eightteen year old Ryo. Then, Ryo died. Nearly sixteen years later Ryo's little brother Yuuto comes into Keagan's life to tell him to "get over Ryo's death".”
just so everyone can be on the same page
Superjustinbros
Thanks, Rebel.
RebelVampire
i take the implication to be that ryo died when keagan was 9
saetje
Okay, there you go! Thank you
RebelVampire
which man, props to keagan for A+ memory. i barely remember anything from when i was 9 XD
mathtans
Could still have been somewhat responsible though, even if young.
I barely remember things from last week sometimes. O.o
Superjustinbros
I remember a lot of things from my childhood
just saying
I practically remember how all the rooms in my house looked when I was that age
saetje
I was just thinking that, ha. Sixteen years is a long time to hold onto something, especially from childhood in such a strong way. But I guess it was also such a traumatic event for him, which tends to stick more too
Superjustinbros
and how my schools looked at the time I attended.
RebelVampire
yeah i guess if were being fair id have remembered a traumatic death. but it implies super closeness i think that goes beyond a one-sided crush. so theres definitely more to see there
QUESTION 2. While it’s clear that Keagan and Ryo had past history, a lot is left to question. How do you believe Keagan and Ryo met, especially considering their age difference? Why do you think Keagan crushed so hard on Ryo despite the age difference between them? Do you think the attachment to Ryo was born purely out of affection, or do you think there’s more to Keagan’s past that explains the attachment? Do you think the way Ryo died has something to do with why Keagan can’t move forward? Or is it something in general perhaps about Keagan’s past history with Ryo? Lastly, why do you think Keagan remembers Ryo so well but seems completely clueless about Yuuto?
gives self A+ for beautiful segway
mathtans
Or segue, even.
saetje
Oh that’s true- how could he not know yuuto?
mathtans
Maybe Yuuto's a half-brother?
saetje
I have a thought that yuuto may be a trans man? So perhaps he transitioned and presented as a girl on the past?
Superjustinbros
I wonder, if Ryo didn't die, would Keagan find it more easy to move forward?
mathtans
Yuuto's also younger, so maybe Ryo left home at 16 or something and didn't talk about his family.
saetje
Just feels as though the artist is fairly good at drawing anatomy of all sexes, not shying away from lgbt content, and yuuto seems intentionally more slender and androgynous. But it’s just a passing thought/hunch , I could be wrong
mathtans
On the topic of how they met... maybe they met online first? Or through some sort of spiritual connection? That could also explain the difficulty in letting go.
saetje
Yeah it’s also possible he never met Yuuto?
Superjustinbros
What was technology like back when Keagan was younger
I wonder
mathtans
Saeje: Could be, I guess based on some of the Q&A stuff I just see him as a guy with his own style.
Superjustinbros
Cause when I was that age the internet was like, brand new
mathtans
That who never met Yuuto, Keagan or Ryo himself?
saetje
Ah, I tend to skim q&a stuff so it’s possible I missed some key character insights
RebelVampire
dont discount the trans theory. never impossible. and i assume theyre following our time line so internet was probably like it was 16 years ago.
i feel like keagan must of met yuuto tho
just cause yuuto showed up thinking keagan would obviously know him somehow
and if they never met there is no reason for yuuto to assume that
and in all honesty it seems most likely that keagan met ryo through yuuto
just cause yuuto and keagan seem closer in age maybe
mathtans
I guess I just assumed that the "would obviously know" part came from the fact that if you're obsessing over a guy for 15+ years, you'd look into his family. Come to think, maybe they met at the funeral and Keegan simply doesn't recall that.
Assuming that there was a funeral, and it's not a case of Ryo's body vanishing after being murdered by an evil demon that Keagan unleashed upon the world.
saetje
just found this on the 'q&a' section, but might not be canon:(edited)
mathtans
(Oh no, new channel, I can't do my trolling face...)
Superjustinbros
Dawwww!!!
saetje
so I'm probably wrong aaand! I guess they did know each other, but it's just likely Kaegan didn't recognize him right away. I mean his style did change quite a lot
mathtans
Right, I saw that, I guess I didn't immediately think it was an actual photo as much as an artist rendering.
RebelVampire
ah yeah i was just gonna point that image out from the Q&A!
mathtans
Yuuto dyes the hair now.
Superjustinbros
well people do change a lot when they age
mathtans
I wonder if he went into the practice in part because of whatever happened to Ryo.
Maybe it used to be Ryo's thing.
Now gotta pick up the slack in the family.
RebelVampire
yeah to be fair if yuuto and keagan lost contact, of course he probably doesnt recognize yuuto after 16 years old.
Superjustinbros
Exactly
saetje
yeah
RebelVampire
and yuuto is silly in retrospect to expect that. but hard to say what the nature of the relationship was
maybe keagan and yuuto were bestest friends, yuuto introduced keagan to ryo, and then keagan was like "who are you im busy crushing on this cool older fellow"
saetje
It's not improbable they (kaegan and yuuto) were friends first, and Kaegan just crushed real bad on the older brother, which would also make sense why it was so one-sided but they would also be hanging out (as he was probably hanging out with/chaperoning his little brother, and consequently his little brother's friends as well)(edited)
mathtans
Maybe it's something a bit more supernatural. Like, Keagan tried some sort of "forget" spell on Ryo but it backfired so much that he forgot Yuuto instead.
RebelVampire
thatd be tragic, tho would be more likely itd be yuuto doing the spell casting.
albeit to this notion of keagan and yuuto being friends, we dont really see yuuto in the flashbacks so far so its also possible something else was going on. like ryo was keagan's tutor or something
im gonna go out on a limb and suspect that keagan did not have a happy home life
and thus the attachment to ryo cause ryo was an adult who was showing him kindness
mathtans
That's a very good thought.
Interesting how in the bit of flashback we've seen, Ryo is trying to get Keagan to skate on his own, metaphor for life?
Superjustinbros
Oh yea
That would traumatize someone, seeing an adult that they once loved died
RebelVampire
oh ya know what, i wasnt even reading that scene metaphorically. good catch, math~!
metaphorically i certainly is very telling of what keagan is feeling
mathtans
Seems like even back then, before Ryo died, Keagan had issues. Tied in with your unhappy home life thing.
Superjustinbros
^
RebelVampire
but im just taking a stab in the dark tbf. i just feel like theres gotta be more than one-sided crush. and that ryo's death is tied up in personal demons
albeit you could be right that keagan somehow caused ryo's death
mathtans
Keagan introduced the cat, not knowing about the deadly cat allergy.
RebelVampire
has it been stated how ryo died?
mathtans
If so, I missed it.
I just offer up my crazy theories.
RebelVampire
i dont recall either so how ryo died could have a lot to do with things even if keagan didnt cause it
QUESTION 3. The entire plot of the comic is essentially based around one question: will Keagan be able to move on from Ryo? What do you think is holding Keagan back exactly? Is it fear of the future without Ryo, true love, or some sort of inner demon? Do you think Keagan is sincere when he says he has tried to move on, or do you suspect self-sabotage? Even if Keagan gets over Ryo, do you think Ryo will successfully be able to move on? How do you even think Keagan might get over Ryo? Also, what do you think Yuuto and/or Suzy’s role if any might be in helping him move forward? Finally, do you have any theories in general for future events of the comic?
mathtans
I feel like it's one of those things where after you move on, you're worried you'll forget details... which is true enough. But Keagan's got himself so tied up in it that he might forget things about himself. I don't know that it's anything external.
RebelVampire
oh ya know what, i never thought of it from that perspective. that he doesnt want to move on cause hes afraid of all the memories vanishing in the breeze
mathtans
Also, I think Keagan might have tried to move on in the past, but after it didn't work a couple times he just goes through the motions now to appease others around him.
Not just memories of Ryo, but memories of how happy he was back then. Maybe the happiest he'd ever been?
Superjustinbros
Perhaps
Then again it can be hard to move on form something
and even if you do, memories of what happened can still haunt you(edited)
RebelVampire
tbf this makes me reconsider that maybe keagan's attachment is not bred from a bad past, but a lackluster present.
Superjustinbros
That could be the case
RebelVampire
in that maybe keagan has continually had life issues that have made him cling to that happiness
like what does keagan do for a living even O_O maybe he missed out on dat dream job
mathtans
Could be a bit of both.
Maybe he's an insurance salesman.
"Please buy this life insurance... I have this whole story about how sad people will be if you die..."
RebelVampire
spirit insurance. if only yuuto had come to him sooner, yuuto couldve gotten ryo's spirit state ensured. yuuto is gonna miss out on that sweat afterlife policy money now
in regards to keagan's sincerity in trying to move on, i actually think it was subconscious self-sabotage. so in that he was doing everything he was told mentally and physically, but there was that small tiny part of his brain continually whispering how nothing would ever be right again without ryo
mathtans
Which reminds me, I wonder where Yuuto had to go to get the stone.
There probably was some self-sabotage, or at least Ryo seemed keen on calling him on that.
Maybe Yuuto was guided to find the stone by Ryo...? Wait, no, because Ryo didn't even think it would work. We're not sure what any of their day jobs are, are we?
RebelVampire
well yuuto said he was a spirit medium. albeit doesnt mean thats a career technically speaking. idk if being a spirit medium can pay these days without people staring and accusing you of being a fraud. or ya know if you get a reality tv show.
cleary the entire comic is just a tv show hoax so yuuto can become the most prolific spirit medium on tv
mathtans
A spirit medium's rare.
He seems to know what he's doing though. I wonder if Ryo sought him out for that reason, or if it's just a freebie for the family.
Superjustinbros
Now that'd be quite a twist
RebelVampire
that or ryo just had nowhere to go. i mean its like theres much to do as a ghost i imagine
cause you cant touch things or anything
or talk to anyone
you just float around and look at stuff
but considering the cover to chapter 1, i will say that its not just keagan holding ryo back. cause ryo is clearly chained to both yuuto and keagan and i dont think yuuto has quite moved on himself.
mathtans
Oh, that's an interesting point with the visual. Does the chaining work both ways, I wonder, or is it a matter of Yuuto's moved on but is still linked to Ryo out of necessity?
Ghost karaoke might be pretty neat.
Superjustinbros
Poor Ryo :<
For real tho ghost karaoke sounds metal as heck(edited)
mathtans
As far as the future of the comic goes, I figure we'll see the results of a spirit being darkened somehow, either directly or in the history books or something.
RebelVampire
oooooh
did not consider that but i hope thats the case
that we actually get to see a vengeful spirit not ryo
cause i feel like keagan is the type who goes by the mantra seeing is believing
in the sense that yuuto will tell him, keagan will be like "suuuure"
and then vengeful spirit will be seen and keagan will be like "RYO NOOOOOO"
mathtans
"You see this building?" "No." "That's because a ghost KNOCKED IT DOWN." "Ahhhh!" ^.^
Do you think Ryo can see other spirits? Like, would have an idea of what's happening to himself? Or is it not obvious internally?
RebelVampire
idk about seeing other spirits but maybe? i do think ryo has some idea about whats happening to him tho. cause i get the impression that its not so much the spirit ceases to be themselves as it is that they become engulfed in their own emotional vengence and can think of nothing else
mathtans
Ryo: "Look, the ghost of Christmas Future."
RebelVampire
but dont quote me on that, cause theres a lot to be learned about spirits
mathtans
Ooh, emotional vengence is an interesting one... do you think Ryo might hurt Keagan? (And that Keagan would just totally take it?)
RebelVampire
QUESTION 4. Events in the comic come about solely because of the actions of the mysterious Yuuto. Do you believe Yuuto’s motivations are purely to protect his brother’s spirit, or do you think he might be up to something else? How do you think Yuuto wound up becoming a spirit medium? Was it family tradition, a career choice for Yuuto to connect with spirits (and his brother by extension), or was it happenstance? Considering it’s been 16 years, why do you think Yuuto waited so long to come to Keagan? Did Ryo’s spirit only come to Yuuto’s attention recently, or did Yuuto feel no need to take action until Ryo was becoming a vengeful spirit? Additionally, why do you think Ryo has been stable as a spirit over all those years and is only now coming undone? What consequences would there be if Ryo became a vengeful spirit at the end?
RebelVampire
if ryo became of vengful spirit then yes
cause the vengful part implies vengence
and clearly the vengence is gonna be aimed at the ppl not letting you move on
Superjustinbros
Well it's part of the name
mathtans
Could just be aimed at humans in general. Or for that matter, at spirit mediums, maybe that's part of the reason Yuuto's motivated. Doesn't want ghosts messing up his profession.
RebelVampire
could be. it actually would also depend how mindful of vengful spirit is. cause if theyre driven by pure emotion than they might not be consciously able to target their hurt and just lash out at anyone
mathtans
Also, maybe Ryo hasn't been stable as a spirit over all those years? Maybe he was more etherial, and it's only in the last year or so that he's been able to manifest himself to Yuuto.
RebelVampire
that could be
Superjustinbros
Seems like that could be the case, @mathtans
He's never been stable cause he's had someone latching onto him for years
even in death
He can never escape affection
RebelVampire
or ya know, we have no idea how long yuuto has been a medium
maybe yuuto has literally been a medium for all of 2 weeks
and just happens to be smug about it XD
mathtans
He graduated from being a small last year.
Maybe he's not even the most powerful medium in town, just the one most connected? Keagan might seek out others for more information.
I wonder if Ryo can possess people, now that he's levelling up.
saetje
That would be scary
I’m interested to know how like a corrupted ghost like ryo could/will harm those around them
mathtans
Oh! Maybe Keagan is just a prognosticator, because Ryo is going to possess Suzy, and that's why he used the name at the start.
"I have foreseen this."
Superjustinbros
Guess this is gonig further into the idea that this story's gonna get a lot more creepier
mathtans
I think it can still be lighthearted though. In fact, that makes some of the other moments (a la Release Me) all the more eye opening.
Superjustinbros
Yea
good point
RebelVampire
possession would certainly be quite dangerous. though idk how that fulfills vengence. unless the plan is to possess keagan, spend all keagan's money, and then roll out
Superjustinbros
Christ
that's cold
mathtans
"I spent it all on potato chips."
Superjustinbros
I would totally do that
RebelVampire
if im going to assume yuuto is actually also chaining ryo to the mortal plane, i actually want to assume ryo has been around for a while and yuuto himself just didnt want to do anything about it. and was like "nah its fine well get you to move on soon bro lets spend time together." and only now when ryo is going crazy is yuuto like "oops"
but this begs a question suddenly
how the heck did they even know its keagan's fault?
like is there magic ghost senses going on here?
are they just visiting everyone who knew ryo and accusing them?
Superjustinbros
All this time I was thinking "who is this ghost boy just chilling around everyone" until I noticed it's Ryo
mathtans
I suppose I just figured that Ryo would know who was tying him down/thinking of him.
Given the need to have the stone, I don't think they'd be walking around semi-randomly.
I'm also not convinced that Yuuto is tying him down. Maybe he's just acting as an anchor, like, to keep you from getting pulled way over there to the dark places, hold onto a piece of me.
Superjustinbros
I can see that
mathtans
Though it could have morphed into something else over all this time.
Maybe even something neither of them see.
What with both of them wearing glasses.
Superjustinbros
Lol
mathtans
Actually, any comments on art style? I'm very bad for really noticing that stuff. Nice shading though?
Superjustinbros
It's got some good shading, I'll say.
Backgrounds aren't super detailed but that's alright since they're not the focus
https://tapas.io/episode/1089748 Though some of the more trippy ones like these are cool
mathtans
Spirit craziness.
Superjustinbros
Playing with spirits is some really trippy stuff
"What kind of drugs are you taking"
mathtans
That androgynous look that sae brought up is a good point too; I can see it, but Yuuto still comes across as male (and in the genderbend art for q&a as female).
RebelVampire
visually i think the comic stands out most when the tone shifts to the creepy. cause thats when the effects really are A+ and just capture that nice unsettling feel
Superjustinbros
Exactly
saetje
I think the art is pretty good! Artist has a good eye for anatomy, I appreciate the character designs.
I agree the art style is neat when it gets creepy
Superjustinbros
Anatomy especially
Plus the creepy stuff is out of place that it can surprise the viewer when comparing it to the comic's normal art
saetje
Yeah, they vary their body types and really understand anatomy! Very solid character construction
Superjustinbros
Indeed
saetje
Ohh yeah good point Superjustinbros
It sort of gives this vibe of duality
Superjustinbros
Indeed
Like you got a normal world
and a creepy spiritual one
like dimensional rifts between two universes that don 't belong
saetje
Yeah!
mathtans
I liked seeing how some of the character designs shifted in the behind the scenes stuff.
As for my usual shipping thoughts.... hmmm... Suzy and Yuuto? He did feel bad for her. ^.-
saetje
He also seemed to check her out walking up the stairs
RebelVampire
i do hope suzy has a role in this because at the very least i hope she gets her underwear back XD
saetje
Ha! Also bras are expensive so, yeah, definitely.
mathtans
Oh, right! That little whistle.
Superjustinbros
Gotta go for that underwear! XD
saetje
She needs those back
Superjustinbros
Definitely
mathtans
It's interesting that Yuuto has an earring which is an inverted cross too, I think.
Superjustinbros
Well this is the last minute, so I'd like to say good luck to charuchii on continuing the comic.
mathtans
I'm all for more Suzy partly to see if she has some girl friends she talks to as well. Normal people.
Superjustinbros
It was fun chatting~
mathtans
It's a very interesting premise!
RebelVampire
COMIC TEA PARTY- THURSDAY BOOK CLUB END!
Sadly, this wraps up this week’s Thursday Book Club chat for now. Thank you so much to everyone for reading and joining us! We want to give a special thank you to Charu, as well, for making MORBIDITY. If you liked the comic, make sure to support Charu’s efforts however you’re able to~!
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