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luvmmarner · 7 months
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Mitch Marner - Happier
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This is one of the older works of mine, so my writing style is pretty different. It's a reupload since it was just gone for some reason. TW: not much but heartbreak. PART OF THE SOUR SERIES
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ᴡᴇ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴀ ᴍᴏɴᴛʜ ᴀɢᴏ
ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ
ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴍᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴏɴ, ꜰᴏᴜɴᴅ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ɴᴇᴡ
ᴏɴᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ᴡʜᴏ ʙʀɪɴɢꜱ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜ
You and Mitch called it quits after being together for a little over a year, it was something that was going to happen at some point. But you didn’t think it was going to happen so soon, not even a day before you broke up he said he loved you. Your relationship wasn’t exactly ‘toxic’ but you both argued on almost everything. It was certainly unhealthy and you couldn’t deny that. 
Right after the breakup, you didn’t know what to do. You had friends from the other guys' girlfriends, but even then they weren’t the friends you could entirely trust. You had no clue that Mitch moved on until they told you. 
You didn’t believe it at first. How could he move on so quickly, after being together for well over a year. It was then you started to believe after clicking on stories of the team girlfriends that you did believe. Even though you were hurt and broken you hoped that this new girl brought out the better in him.
ʙᴜᴛ ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ꜱᴏ ꜱᴡᴇᴇᴛ, ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ꜱᴏ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ
ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ꜱʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴏʀɢᴏᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ?
You’ve been creeping their instagrams more specifically his new girl that you later found out was named ‘Lyla’. There was no doubt she was pretty, her instagrams were flunked with pictures of them. There were constant articles as well saying how she was so sweet and Mitch even agreed on an interview saying ‘how lucky he was’. 
It was like he forgot about you. You weren’t even mentioned in any of his interviews. The interviewers were all focused on her and so was Mitch. You couldn’t recall the amount of times you broke down after that. You couldn’t hold your tears anymore.
ᴏʜ, ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ
ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ
ɪ'ᴍ ꜱᴇʟꜰɪꜱʜ, ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʟᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏ
It’s been 2 months since you and him broke up. Even if you did wish for him to be happy, you loved him. But you also wished that it was you instead of her. You knew that could never happen, you guys could never happen again. You didn’t want him to be unhappy like how he was when he was with you. 
He looked so much happier. But it was hard to still get over the fact that you two broke up. You knew it was selfish. You were being selfish. Even after so much time passed you still couldn’t let him go. You didn’t even make any attempts at letting go and moving on. You just couldn’t.
ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ
ɪ ᴡɪꜱʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇꜱᴛ, ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ
ꜱᴀʏ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʜᴇʀ, ʙᴀʙʏ, ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ
ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴏꜰ ᴍᴇ ꜰᴏɴᴅʟʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴏɴ ʜᴇʀ
ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘɪᴇʀ
The last straw that made you move on was a photo of his hands wrapped around her, both of them were smiling and looked so happy. Your body hoped that he would think about you whenever he touches her. But your mind was constantly thinking if he was happy, just not happier.
After a while you found yourself moving back to your home town montreal. You didn’t want to see the jerseys of the Toronto maple leafs, especially marner’s jersey. It always felt like a stab in the back. So you moved.
You also got a new dog named Fluffy, a brown chocolate lab. She comforted you every time you had a breakdown which was pretty rare ever since she laid beside you. As you laid in your bed, you decided you wanted to end things off in a good way. So you opened your phone and sent one last text. 
"I wish you all the best really"
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yappyappyapp · 2 months
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babe, only you.
jack hughes x reader
to feed my jack obsession recently, here’s a bit of angst and fluff (no mature content). please, enjoy.
also: there’s no proofread, so..
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you found yourself always wondering; “am i good enough for him?”, “do i deserve him?”. comments had been lashed out earlier this evening to darken those already eerie thoughts that you fought so hard to not reside with. a long, long stay.
jack came into the room, that was the man that’s ‘in love with you’. those thoughts slashed at your mind little cuts kept wracking your head. the trance you were in was broken by your lovers lips lovingly placed onto your head, and you felt the couch slightly dip when he sat down beside you. his arm snaked around your shoulders and pulled you close to him, your head lying on his shoulder.
no one questioned if he did enough in this relationship. no one made snarky comments on how he was so quiet, how he looked like he never put enough effort into how he showed his love, but they did to you. and it was torture trying to hit those thoughts out of your brain. every single one of those comments lingered for longer and longer each time someone made another.
“what’s wrong?”
his soft voice lingered in the room as he ran his calloused hands up and down your arm. the television was playing in the background, an old re-run of big bang theory, muted, but with subtitles.
“jack, it’s just,” you started, why couldn’t you form words. a pang in your heart stung against your chest. “i don’t deserve you.” you whispered, he froze, eyes straying from the tv and to your slumped form against him.
“what makes you think that?” he murmured, his blue eyes connected with your glossy (e/c) ones.
“i- im not good enough-“ you were cut off by a sweet kiss to the lips. “don’t talk like that. i don’t care if your quiet, i don’t care what people say about our relationship, (y/n)!” he exclaimed. “people don’t know you, and how lucky i am to actually know and to be with you. i thank anyone in the skies above that they let me hold your hands. you are everything, my universe, my world. don’t let people tear into you.”
he rubbed his hands up and down your spine as you sobbed painfully into his chest, dampening his shirt.
the thoughts were still there, but at least you had someone to guide you along this long and winding road.
“i love you.”
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theywantedplayer · 3 months
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hii so i have a small lil req, maybe mitch marner had a rough (home) game, and reader comforts him by playing w his hair or rubbing his back, whatever, i just need some teeth rotting fluff for me to consume. love your writing a tad too much 😔😔
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It was late at night almost midnight when you and Mitch decided to watch a movie on the couch. You were laying down with Mitch laying in between your legs and his head resting in your stomach on his side watching the tv. He’s not been himself since he got home, he had a tough game hours ago.
They played Boston and were shut out not being able to break the ice with a goal giving Boston the chance to score 5. Mitch was very hard on himself when it came to games like this, you both knew he was off his game and when you got home it was a slow quiet night.
You ran your hands through MItch’s hair softy not wanting him to get worked up again like he did in the car.
“You want something to eat?” you hummed out
There was a long silence between you both 
“Mitch? Want something to eat?” you asked again
“Mmhm” was all he responded with 
You slowly tried to get up from the couch but Mitch was making it hard since he was laying on top of you and didnt get off.It took a couple of seconds of maneuvering around him to get free. He followed you close behind to the kitchen in your apartment.
“We have left over shepherd's pie from last night?” you told opening the fridge 
“Sure” you could hear him mumble 
You could feel a ping in your chest at his tone of voice, you knew Mitch played the best he could tonight but still fell short and you knew he was going to be off all night. You grabbed the shepherd pie and put it in the microwave and turned to Mitch as it warmed up.
He was leaning up against the counter staring down at the floor clearly in deep thought.
“Honey” You started trying to catch his attention 
He slowly looked up at you, his face clearly showing you that he didn't feel alright.
You walked over to him, wrapping your arms around his waist and looking up at him.
“Im sorry Mitchy, I know that was a rough game” you tried to comfort “But tomorrow you have a day off so you and I can take it slow”
He just sighed before he could speak “I just wanna go to bed”
You nodded leaning up against his chest as he wrapped his arms around you “We will go to bed after you eat ok?”
“Ok” he mumbled “Thank you” he whispered
“No need to thank me  
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ok so now that i’m done with my 3 month long soul sucking project from work what if i write a fic where mitch gets traded to the washington capitals for funsies
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bagopucks · 1 year
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M. Marner - Depths Of Love
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Mitch Marner x Reader
Word Count: 1.8k
Warning(s): death of a loved one, angst, coping, moving on.
“We grew together, and now are grown. In her eyes, I see my heart. In her breath, I hear my soul. She is my land. She is my skin. My love.”
“All wounds heal. Even these."
“I'll never be healed of Eo. That pain will last forever.”
"Some things do not fade. Some things can never be made right.”
“There’s pain when I hold her, but it comes from the past…. She is something new, something hopeful. Like spring to my deep winter.”
Bonus points if you know the books these quotes are from!
I didn’t know what I wanted to write at first, I just knew I wanted to write for Mitch.
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“Mitch?” Auston stepped up beside his friend, resting a hand on the chilly damp fabric of Mitch’s suit jacket.
“I know.. I know.. I’m gonna get there.”
“There’s no rush, bud. Take your time.”
They stood together for what felt like hours. Mitch held the red rose in his hands, as delicately as he held her hand when she passed. Auston’s hand remained on his back, occasionally rubbing in an effort to console his lost friend. Mitch’s eyes had been red since he woke up that morning. His body had been on autopilot, gathering the belongings and items that had to go home with her family. Putting on a black suit he stuffed in the back of the closet forever ago. A black suit he said he never wanted to wear because it was too mundane. He had cooler things to wear. Now he understood why black fit funerals so well.
“What’s going through your mind?”
Mitch let out a shaky sigh.
“She’s gone. I’m gonna drop this flower and that’s just that.. she’s gone. They’re gonna-“ he choked on a breath of air, tears spilling down his cheeks once again.
“Buddy, you have to drop it eventually.”
“I didn’t want her to go.”
It was untimely. They’d just gotten engaged. They just began a binder full of wedding plans. She just began her journalist career. She had an extensive article on Mitch’s career she wanted to publish.
Then she got sick. Mitch’s world slipped from his fingertips more and more every day. He didn’t know how to grip onto anything when it was all just sand, blowing away. He lost it all so quickly. He felt like his whole world lost its meaning. The sun set, and the moon was dull. The stars in the sky didn’t even entice him. Nothing sounded interesting when she wasn’t there next to him.
Mitch released the flower only as a means to free his hands to grab ahold of Auston. Matthews’ arms enveloped Mitch in a grasp that was desperate and understanding. Auston held onto Mitch while he sobbed, the simple sound of agony causing the others gathered to allow the tears of their own to fall.
Mitch clung to Auston through the transition. Cleaning his house, attending therapy, deciding how to move forward, returning to hockey. He kept in touch with her family for the first week or so, then at some point, they all stopped texting and calling. It took months before Mitch’s life returned to a routine normalcy that was much like the one before her. Zeus slept in the bed again, his late nights were spent watching tv in bed, his dishes were only cleaned when the sink was full.
Sometimes Mitch slipped up to his attic to visit her. The items of hers that he kept. The wedding plans, the ring, the few articles of clothing. Sometimes he’d spend so many hours up there, that he’d fall asleep. Then eventually, he stopped visiting. His life became hectic. Enveloped it hockey. A firm distraction. A good one.
Then we met. Mitch’s smiles reached his eyes again. His giggles sounded genuine. The center of his world shifted again, to hold myself and hockey. He was guarded at first, but I was patient. I met her before I met his family. Mitch told me of her. She seemed wonderful. Like somebody I would have been friends with. Which was why I made a silent promise to myself, that I would not turn him into somebody she would have hated. I made a silent promise to her, that I would protect him. Hold him, and care for him. And that’s what I did.
Some days were better than others. We’d stay in and cook, or go out for dinner and dessert. Sometimes Mitch wanted me to join him for a quick skate. Other days, he wanted to join me in bed while I read. It wasn’t always perfect. Sometimes he’d randomly cry. I learned, sometimes I simply had to stop whatever I was doing to be there for him. If he wanted it. He was good at hiding away when he didn’t want any consolation. Other times, he’d be gone so long that I’d go looking for him, only to find him struggling to breathe in the corner of his room, on the floor with his dog curled up by his feet.
“Mitchy?” I cooed as my feet padded down the hall, stepping into the bedroom I woke up in. He was laid out on his stomach, in bed. His muscles looked tense, easily noticeable due to the lack of a shirt. I couldn’t see his face, but I could tell by his heaving breaths that something wasn’t right. Then I heard his soft cries.
I slowly wandered over to the bed and climbed in next to him, laying on my stomach and tossing an arm over his back to gently rub his skin.
“Deep breaths, sweetie.” I’d press occasional kisses to the side of his arm.
“I know,” he whispered, his voice hoarse and broken.
“Don’t rush, hun.”
At some point, the tears stopped and the kisses began. Mitch would never forget her. She would never leave his heart, but he let go of the guilt. He told her of me. He told her how much he loved me. He showed her the ring he bought before he ever showed Auston.
“I think she’s really gonna love it.” Mitch smiled down at the ring box in his hands, seated in the grass by her headstone. “She loves square diamonds.“ He shook his head in disbelief. “I really hope she says yes.”
I did. It was a no brainer when he got down on one knee. When he asked me to spend his forever with him, I didn’t have any doubts. I worked far too hard, and loved him too much, to give him up.
There were moments after the engagement where he was tense. Nervous and stressed over recalling the moments when he lost his late fiancé. I had to remind Mitch that the uncertainty couldn’t stop him from living. I couldn’t assure him that he wouldn’t lose me. There would always be that possibility. What I did tell him, was that it was important to live in the moments while they last. To forget about the ‘what ifs.’
Mitch asked if his dog could be the ring bearer. I made him promise that Zeus wouldn’t jump on everybody. We comprised that Auston could walk the dog down the aisle.
“We are gathered here today…”
“I can’t believe we’re doing this.” He whispered through clenched teeth. Mitch’s smile was contagiously wide. We stood so close that the priest was almost unable to be seen between us.
“I love you,” I spoke in a hushed tone. Mitch’s cheeks flushed.
“Don’t say it yet.” He squeezed my hands.
“Are we done yet?” Our heads snapped in the priest’s direction, our faces flushing.
“Sorry.” Mitch muttered.
The ceremony went by in a twinkle of wonder. Mitch pulled his vows from his pocket in the form of notes on his phone. I had done the same on my own, but my dress didn’t have pockets, so my maid of honor had to hold my phone for me until I was ready for it.
“Okay..” Mitch blew out a tense puff of air. He held his phone up, big blue eyes flickering between myself and his phone.
“Mitchy.” I caught his attention. “There’s no rush. Take your time.” The tension eased from his shoulders, then he nodded.
“Your patience gave me time to grow. I didn’t know what to do with my life for a period of time. I was walking in circles, until you paved a new path, and held my hand every step of the way. I get lost easily. Incredibly easily. And I couldn’t have fallen more in love with you than I did. I know it wasn’t easy.” I wanted to wipe the tears from his cheeks, but for the sake of not distracting him, I kept my hands to myself. “I know I made it hard on you, but I’m so happy you stuck it out. I can’t wait to spend every tomorrow with you.”
Only when he put his phone away, did I reach out to cup his cheeks in my hands. Mitch sniffled quietly. I would have kissed him then and there, if not for tradition.
“Miss?”
“I’m getting there.” I answered the priest with a quiet laugh. I pulled away from Mitch and turned to my bridesmaid to grab my phone. When I looked back at him, I reached for his hand with my free one.
“Mitchell,” the use of his full name made him smile. “You hold my soul. My entire being. You fulfill a part of me that nobody else could. We’ve grown together, and we’ll continue to do so. The timing with which we met each other, was perfect. One second later would have been too late. Please never forget my vow to love you for eternity. Even as the days pass by, and we grow old.”
When we kissed, I could feel the tears on Mitch’s cheeks. The cheering and excitement in the background was just that. Background noise. Our first kiss was as intimate as our first dance. We felt like the only two in the room, sharing moments we never thought we would have the privilege of sharing with anybody.
Mitch spun me around, content smiles on our lips. His hands found my hips when I faced him again.
At some point the song ended, but we never stopped swaying. Mitch’s arms wrapped around my midsection, and his chin came to rest on top of my head. There was the occasional flash from a camera, quiet whispers, but nobody said a word to us for a while. Until I heard Mitch’s mother from behind him.
“Mitchell?”
“I’m not done yet.” He fussed, his grip tightening around my body.
“There’s no rush, baby. I just wanted a photo.” He slowly turned us in her direction. I lifted my head from where it had been resting against his chest.
“Smile for me, sweethearts.” The woman held her phone up. When the flash of her camera lit up the dim room, we both laughed.
“Okay, okay. I’ll leave you guys alone now.” She squeezed her son’s arm before slipping off to find her husband.
Mitch and I slowly looked back at one another.
“I can’t wait to get you home,” he confessed softly as he pressed a kiss to my forehead.
“No rush, baby.”
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33sturniolo · 5 months
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Breathe | Mitch Marner
You and Mitch break up after you receive some news
warnings? angst. so so so much angst.
wc: 1.8k
Mitch was your soulmate.
All your life you knew Mitch was your soulmate, your twin flame, your person. From the moment you two met each other, you knew he was it for you. You were certain you were going to be together forever. Whether it be through friendship or a relationship, you knew the two of you could never be truly separated from each other.
Together you sat, a beach towel spread out underneath the two of you. Your head resting on his chest as his right arm wraps around you. You feel his left hand trail down your side until it reaches your free hand. Your hand lays flat on your stomach and Mitch rests his hand on top of yours, slotting his fingers into yours. His grip is soft. His thumb trailing soft touches on the side of your hand making you sigh in content.
“What are you thinking about?” he whispers as your eyes glaze lazily over the stars above. 
“Everything,” you begin. “Nothing.” 
“That’s a lot. Wanna narrow it down?” 
Truth be told, you have been off for a while now. Mitch couldn’t tell what it was but you hadn’t been telling him everything. That alone, was a criminal offense ever since the two of you were kids. 
You had been struggling with simultaneous great news and bad news all week. Your mom hasn't been doing well, still in the hospital after a nasty fall. And yet, you just received the perfect job offer across the country. Your heart had felt like cheering and sobbing all at once. 
“Just about mom, you, work,” you explain vaguely. 
You feel Mitch’s eyes on you, his head moving just barely to look down at your relaxed state. You knew you’d have to tell him everything soon, but you were nervous. What did any of this mean for the two of you? 
You sit up, cutting off any physical touch between you and Mitch at all. You run your hands through your hair before resting your elbows on your knees. You drop your face into your hands and let out a sigh, knowing you’re going to have to tell Mitch. 
“What is it darling?” he asks, reaching up to rub your back slowly. 
“My mom’s sick again,” you start and Mitch offers you a sympathetic look. “And I don’t know when she’ll be out of the hospital.” 
“Oh baby,” Mitch says and you shake your head. 
“But uh, I got a job though,” you push on and a light smile appears on Mitch’s face. 
“Honey I’m so proud of you! And you haven’t even graduated yet!” he cheers, pulling you close and pressing kisses to your cheeks. He holds your face in his hands, looking at you with admiration you feel like you don’t deserve. 
“It’s across the country.” 
His face falls, his hands slipping from you and you shiver from the lack of heat his touch brings you. Your eyes search his, trying to gauge his reaction. For once, his baby blue eyes don’t tell you anything, they just look hurt. 
“What are you going to do?” he asks carefully. 
“I don’t know,” you whisper and Mitch stares quietly, before his head dips in a slow nod. 
“I don’t want you to leave.” 
“But you can’t leave here,” you respond and you knew this is what you were afraid of. 
For you and Mitch it was always all or nothing. Sometimes that was the issue. You both loved so deeply and have for so long that sometimes you were blind to things that needed to be let go or held onto. 
“Talk more tomorrow?” he offers and you nod. 
You had practically wracked your brain all night and all day before seeing Mitch again. You wanted to stay with him, make sure your mom was okay, find a job here. But the latter was your dream job, something you had been wanting since you were 16. How could you give it up? 
You head over to Mitch’s for dinner, the two of you making small talk the entire time. Your news from the night before hanging over like an impending hurricane that neither of you really knew how bad was going to be. After dinner the two of you laid together on the couch, neither one of you wanting to start a conversation that  you didn’t know how it was going to end. 
Mitch taps your leg, making you look over at him. He leans over, pressing a long kiss to your lips. You relish in the feeling of his closeness, never wanting to let go but when you do, your eyes flutter open to meet his. 
“What do you want to do?” He asks and you shake your head, eyes closing again. 
“I don’t know. This job is all I’ve ever wanted. But so are you.” 
“And your mom?” he asks. 
“I want to stay, make sure she’s better. But I know my dad’s here to help and is in much better shape than she is.” 
Mitch won’t meet your gaze, his eyes falling to your hands. He plays with your fingers running his touch over your hands causing you to shiver slightly at the contact. 
“You have to go.” 
You look up at him with shock, and Mitch still won’t meet your gaze. You pull your legs up underneath you, a stray tear falling down your cheek as you take a deep breath and weigh your next words. 
“So you don’t want me to stay.” 
“Of course I want you to stay,” he says, finally looking at you. 
“Then tell me to,” you beg, taking his hands and pulling them to make him really look at you. 
“I can’t do that. You’ve worked so hard for this job I can’t be the reason you give it up.” 
“I wouldn’t give it up just for you,” you explain and Mitch shakes his head before standing up in front of you. 
Mitch paces the room for a minute, thoughts racing through his head. He couldn’t leave you, but he couldn’t make you stay for selfish reasons. You were his whole world and without you he didn’t know what was left. The world was a dimmer place without you around. 
He tried and tried and tried, he wanted to be supportive and tell you to go but it was eating him up inside. He wanted to be quiet, watch you drive off and mourn your relationship in silence and yet he couldn’t. He couldn’t let you go that easily. 
“I can’t let you give up this opportunity for me,” he repeats and now you stand up to face him. 
“Mitch,” you say cautiously. 
“I’m done,” he says, not meeting your eyes once more. 
“What do you mean you’re done?” you ask tears welling up to betray you. 
“I can’t be with you. Not when you have a life changing decision like this to make,” he declares, turning away from you. 
It was like someone had taken the smallest dagger and pierced your heart, slowly dragging it down the center at every word he says. Your hurt quickly turns to anger, and sadness rushes in like a wave during a massive storm. 
“That’s it?” you ask bitterness lacing your voice. “You’re not even going to fight for this. For us?” you practically yell. Mitch flinches at your tone and you cross your arms. 
“I can’t do that to you!” he yells back. 
“Who said you were?!” 
You both stare each other down and it takes all of your willpower not to walk over and wipe away the tears making their way down his cheeks. Mitch never hid anything from you. Never any emotion, any thought, fear, anxiety, nothing. And now here you stood feeling oceans away from the boy who always felt right there with you. 
“You have to go,” he whispers and the dagger in your heart has successfully ripped the organ in two. 
You nod, as if you can’t even believe it’s Mitch speaking to you right now. You grab your things, heading out to your car and the sound of the door slamming behind you is so deafening it makes both of you flinch. 
The minute you get into your car, sobs escape your lips and you know if you started crying now, you wouldn’t be able to stop. You place a shaky hand over your mouth, pulling out of the apartment complex as fast as possible and make your way home. 
The minute you’re parked in your driveway, every emotion is let loose. Your heart falls and falls and falls until it’s on the bottom of your car tire, feeling like it got run over a million times. The sob you held back before finally makes its way out and you scream knowing Mitch and you were done. 
Your tears flow freely, a mix of anger and sadness flowing with ease through your body that you aren’t sure how long it had been sitting there. You smack your steering wheel, banging the top of it with the palm of your hand wishing on anything above that this situation could have turned out differently. 
When the tears subside enough for you to walk inside your house, it occurs to you how late it is. As you step into your room, your eyes gaze over to the clock sitting on your nightstand to read 2:05 a.m. Had you really stayed over Mitch’s that late? 
You fall onto your bed, the thought of Mitch crippling you once more. You pull the covers over you and up to your chin, letting out a quiet sob into the fabric. It wasn’t that you had just lost a boyfriend, it felt like you lost your best friend. You knew that the end of you and Mitch, an end like this meant no communication. No chance to still be in each other's lives. 
You pull yourself up, trying desperately to wipe away the tears that were never ending. You lost your boyfriend, your best friend, the only one you knew backwards and forwards and vice versa. How could this happen in the span of two days? 
Mitch felt like he couldn’t breathe since the minute you walked out the door. His heart ached like you had taken it with you and drove it down the road the entire 20 minutes back to your house. His lungs felt like they had been ripped from his body and thrown into the garbage disposal, of no use when you weren’t around him. 
He collapses to the couch, burying his face in his hands and letting out a frustrated scream. The scream dies, turning into quiet sobs that can’t be heard by anyone else. His heart shatters as each tear falls. He knew this was best for you, but how could he continue if he couldn’t breathe without you? 
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ethansluvbot · 10 months
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WELCOME
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hello! my names maylee and i go by she/her :)
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WHAT I WRITE:
i write fluff, angst and smut. feel free to request whatever you want. although i may be uncomfortable with certain topics. i will just archive them to make you still feel comfortable without feeling shamed :)
this is my general character list. i write for several characters listed below. this list isn’t all of the characters i will write for. i usually don’t accept request with characters i don’t write for, but occasionally i forget to add some. feel free to request either way!
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HARRY POTTER:
ron weasley, george weasley, fred weasley, ginny weasley, harry potter, hermione granger, cedric diggory, luna lovegood, sirius black, remus lupin, neville longbottom, james potter, lily potter, and fleur delacour
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CRIMINAL MINDS
aaron hotchner, spence reid, derek morgan, elle greenaway, emily prentiss, jennifer jareau, matt simmons, and luke alves
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NHL + NFL
trevor zegras, jack hughes, luke hughes, quinn hughes, nico hischier, jamie drysdale, vince dunn, joe burrow, matthew knies, ethan edwards, mitch marner, rutger mcgroarty, luca fantilli, and mark estapa
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SCREAM
sidney prescott, stu macher, gale weathers, samantha carpenter, tara carpenter, jill roberts, tatum riley, roman bridger, mikey aliteri, amber freeman, chad meeks martin, quinn bailey, we hicks, anika kayoko, and ethan landry
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OUTER BANKS
rafe cameron, sarah cameron, topper thornton, jj, john b, and kiara
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THE HUNGER GAMES
finnick odair, peeta mellark, katniss everdeen, cato, lucy gray,and young snow
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hockeybabe · 1 year
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Masterlist⭣
Smut-ꨄ fluff-✮ angst-☯︎
Hockey players
⮑ Mitch Marner
-Branded ✮
- Post Game Blowie ꨄ
-Photoshoot ✮
⮑ John Tavares
- baby on board ✮ ☯︎
- Broken Pieces ☯︎
⮑ Trevor Zegras
-Birthday Blues ✮ ☯︎
⮑ Jack Hughes
- My Rockstar ꨄ
⮑ Quinn Hughes
-Hockey Jersey ꨄ
-Hotel Room ꨄ
-Post Game Blowie ꨄ
-Morning Surprise ꨄ
-Sneak Away ✮
-Yes Captain ꨄ
⮑ Auston Matthews
-Am I Yours ꨄ ☯︎
⮑ Andrei Svechnikov
- Playoff Love ꨄ ✮
⮑ Matthew Knies
-New Guy ✮
-My Girl ✮
-Shoot Your Shot ꨄ
-Family Skate ✮
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comphy-and-cozy · 2 years
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Note: I try to tag triggers as bet I can, but ultimately you as the reader are responsible for your own media consumption. If any of my content bothers you, please do not continue reading. If I am missing a tag, please feel free to shoot me a message. * = smut (18+ ONLY)! players I do not write for | tv/movie masterlist
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ANDREI SVECHNIKOV - full masterlist here
BRADY SKJEI
Adore You (Brady Skjei x POC fem!OC) - 8.3K Freshly shipped from New York, Brady is new to the city of Raleigh and the Carolina Hurricanes. While he’s learning the city, he meets someone that just might change his life forever. Four times Brady thought he loved her, and one time he actually did.
The After Party* (Andrei Svechnikov x Reader x Brady Skjei) - 6.3K When your new fling Andrei invites you to his joint birthday party, you’re surprised to learn that it’s a past flame who shares his birthday. And surely a double birthday calls for a double celebration — even if that means that you are the gift. The After Party II* (Andrei Svechnikov x Reader x Brady Skjei) - 6.3K A year after your illicit tryst with your current fling and your ex-fling, you meet again.
Blurbs ✿Midnight Rain* ✿Picnic in the Park
BROCK BOESER
You Got What I Need (Brock Boeser x Reader) - 5.5K When Brock says something horrible in the midst of an argument, you take off and leave him alone to face the consequences of his actions. Will he be able to win you back, or are you gone forever? Chronicling the aftermath of a fight, featuring big brother Anders Lee.
Blurbs ✿A Jealous Distraction ✿Secrets ✿"Send. Pic. Of. Dog. Now."
CHRIS KREIDER
✿“I’ve seen the way you look at me when you think I don’t notice.” ✿"I'm pregnant." ✿"Why would I stop when it gets me what I want?"*
CONNOR MCDAVID
Work For It* (Connor McDavid x Reader) - 4.2K After a road trip, Connor is determined to show you how much he missed you, but only if you work for it.
GABE LANDESKOG
✿Date Night at the Drive-In* ✿Blood Drive ✿Mystery Machine
JEREMY SWAYMAN
Blurbs ✿"Don't mind me, just enjoying the view." / "I won't bite, unless you're into that sort of thing."
JT COMPHER - full masterlist here
MAT BARZAL
Love It If We Made It* (Mat Barzal x OFC) - 9.3K Aurora Foster and Mat Barzal are friends. Sometimes with benefits, sometimes with unspoken feelings, but always with a little something extra. When they have the opportunity to close the cross-country gap between them, will they be able to overcome the skinny love and take their relationship to the next level?
MATT MARTIN
Chaptered Fics/Series Sugar Daddy Marty Masterlist (Matt Martin x sugar baby!Reader)
MIKKO RANTANEN
Bad for Business* (Mikko Rantanen x Reader) - 4.2K Mikko has a crush on his massage therapist.
Bad for Business II* (Mikko Rantanen x Reader) - 2.5K Mikko learns to accept that his teammates are your clients, too.
MITCH MARNER
✿“My friends get annoyed by how much I talk about you sometimes”
NOLAN PATRICK
✿“There is no way this much stupid can fit inside one person.” / “Take my jacket, it’s cold” ✿Cheek kisses
TYSON JOST
Third Time’s the Charm* (Tyson Jost x plus sized!Reader) - 11.1K Tyson Jost has been your best friend since you were kids. After a drunken hookup, you thought you’d lost him forever - that is, until he gets traded to the Minnesota Wild, conveniently the city in which you now reside. Will the former flame return when you reunite, or has the time changed everything forever?
A Night in Paris* (JT Compher x Reader x Tyson Jost) - 10.6K Anything can happen on a Friday night at the Hard Deck. When you run into some old friends in search of a night to remember, you just might end up getting exactly what you wished for. Blurbs ✿“Wait a minute. Are you jealous?” / “You’re pretty.” “You’re drunk.” ✿Wedding Day ✿Jost Family Reunion ✿Disaster Strikes ✿Trade Angst ✿"It feels like torture but I don't want it to stop."* ✿Pre-Wedding Festivities
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luvmmarner · 1 year
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Mitch Marner - Undelivered
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(gif not mine) I loved writing this for some reason. I hope you enjoy it! <3 WC: 3000 (probably the most I've done idk)
Did you enjoy this fic? Consider joining my TAGLIST -- You didn't want to end your relationship with Mitch. The two of you knew you were not meant to be together. Your lives were completely different, he lived the hockey lifestyle and you planned to travel the world. Those two careers are not compatible with each other. 
Thus, you made the decision you least wanted to make. It was sad that you broke up, but it seemed that you two were on the same page. As a result, you committed to keeping in touch whenever possible.
You continued to show up to a few of his hockey games to show your support. You normally buy it by the glass so he can see you. Of course, that wasn't always the case. That's because it set you back a lot of money.
However whenever you did purchase a ticket to sit directly in front of the glass. Habitually, you could count on him to give you a kind nod or wave as he passed by.
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It was a Saturday, which meant it was game night for the Maple Leafs. You already had a ticket because this was going to be your last game. Before going on and traveling the world. You made the decision to get a glass ticket so that you could watch him play and then say your goodbyes.
As 6:00 hit. You were able to enter the gates and pass through the security system. You made the decision to get some popcorn before returning to your seat to wait for the warmup to begin.
Eventually, after a long wait. One by one, they stepped onto the ice. Marner was the last one to step on the ice. The thought that he had previously been yours caused your heart to race. 
As a lot of time went by, you noticed that he didn't even look at you or smile like he used to. He didn't even stop and lean his back against the glass like he usually did – when you had a glass ticket.
When the warmup was over, you were left in a state of confusion. Was he trying to avoid you? If so, why? You obviously didn't do anything. You went to most of his games, and he didn't seem to mind at all. He always tried looking for you, even when there were a lot of people in the stands. It wasn't as if he couldn't see you because he definitely did - he skated right by you a few times.
The game ended 5-2 with Mitch getting 3 points and the #1 star. Once again during that whole game, he didn’t even look at you. As you packed up the stuff that you took to that game and threw your uneaten food in the garbage. You decided to leave and hang outside the arena to shoot him a message. 
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As soon as you sent that text, the delivery indicator did not appear. You let out a long, drawn-out sigh. It was as straightforward as that; he blocked you. You called him in an effort to perhaps debunk it, but the call went directly to voice mail.
He blocked you and that’s why he didn’t look at you at all at the game. You knew it was for the best. Your paths were never supposed to cross anyways. He was a hockey player and you were going on to explore the world. It was never meant to be, but it still sent a sting to your heart.
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zegrasdrysdale · 6 months
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all about zegrasdrysdale
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my name is malia ! i’m 22 y/o and i use they/she pronouns
i’m a full time college student majoring in english and student-athlete
i am in my senior year of college
i’ve been watching hockey my entire life but didn’t get super into it until november 2022
i was bribed at 10 to like the devils and have never looked back, but now i also really like the ducks and canucks
you can also find me on twitter or on my main tumblr
current WIPs : 10 (10 requests)
j marino (smut) - request
j marino (fluff) - request
j drysdale (fluff, smut, angst) - request
n hischier - request
l hughes - request
j farabee - request
m knies - request (smut x2)
m mctavish - request
e edwards & l. fantilli - request
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favorite teams
nhl teams
new jersey devils
anaheim ducks
vancouver canucks
dallas stars
college teams
university of michigan (umich)
favorite players
new jersey devils
jack hughes
nico hischier
luke hughes
john marino
dawson mercer
timo meier
anaheim ducks
trevor zegras
leo carlsson
mason mctavish
pavel mintyukov
cutter gauthier
dallas stars
wyatt johnston
tyler seguin
vancouver canucks
quinn hughes
columbus blue jackets
adam fantilli
gavin brindley
toronto maple leafs
mitch marner
matthew knies
montreal canadians
cole caufield
juraj slafkovský
philadelphia flyers
travis konecny
morgan frost
joel farabee
jamie drysdale
vegas golden knights
nolan patrick
chicago blackhawks
connor bedard
frank nazar
university of michigan (umich)
mark estapa
ethan edwards
seamus casey
luca fantilli
rutger mcgroarty
jacob truscott
miscellaneous / college players
jimmy snuggerud
will smith
oliver bonk
ryan leonard
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requests are : open
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theywantedplayer · 1 year
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I’d love some sub Mitchy smut? Maybe just tired and wanting to be taken care of? A little clingy and moody?
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Prompt List
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“I just wanna feel you” You heard Mitch mumble into the back of your neck.You and Mitch have been spooning in bed and you could feel his boner against your ass. Mitch was tired and needy after the day he had, You knew what he needed. 
You turned over to face him, placing your hand on his cheek.
“You tired Mitchy?” you teased
“Please no teasing, please” He whimpered 
You smiled warmly leaning in and kissing him softly, You moved your hand and ran it over his crotch through his sweat’s. Mitch moaned at the small touch giving you a chance to slip your tongue into his mouth deepening the kiss.
You slid your hand into Mitch’s sweat’s gracing his nails over his abdomen making him shiver.
“Please Y/n I need you please” He whined
“I know, I know baby” You cooded
You ran one of your nails down the side of his cock, making him moan into your mouth. You played with the tip making him whimper, he loved that you knew how to make him weak. It felt so good when you started to jerk him off, he was so tired and needy he just wanted to cum.
Micth moved away from your mouth, tucking it into your neck, closing his eyes. Everytime he moaned or whimpered when you squeezed his base you could feel his breath on your neck.
“Y/n fucckk…..It feels so good” he moaned 
“I know Mitchy I know” you spoke kissing his forehead
You knew Mitch was going to cum from the way his hips bucked into your hand and how the grip he had on your arm was tightening.
“Fuck,fuck,fuck” You hear Mitch mutter under his breath “Gonna c-cum” he groaned as he shook
You squeezed the base of his cock as he came in his boxers trying to avoid dirtying your hand. Mitch’s deep breath on your neck told you he really needed that. You kissed his head as you pulled your hand away.
“Go to sleep Mitch” You whispered 
“Hmnh” You heard him mumble something into your neck moving closer into you.
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ryeriy · 1 year
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Hi guys! This is my nhl master list. If you have any requests please send them in! Clicking on my navigation post will have it on there! Requests are currently open!
ANNOUNCEMENTS: I'm back!!! So I'll start be taking requests and I've now added Formula 1 for something I write for!
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🎃 - halloween collection
🎄 - christmas day/eve collection
🎉 - limited events collection
smut = [s]
angst = [a]
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Mathew Barzal
you look lonely
champagne problems [a]
I think he knows
number 13
a little surprise 🎃
cheer you up
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Connor Bedard
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Jamie Drysdale
just come lay down
surprise
It's just a game
beach day
candy, please? 🎃
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Ethan Edwards
can i tell you something?
no more secrets
twins 🎃
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Mark Estapa
I'll keep you company
halloween 🎃
haunted 🎃
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Adam Fantilli
masterpiece 🎃
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Luca Fantilli
hockey and hoes 🎃
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Nico Hischier
what are the odds
ever so cold 🎃
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Jack Hughes
this one is for you
I got you
hufflepuff [s]
late night fires
you're no lover of mine [a]
captain's sister [s] 2
opening night
my fashionista 🎃
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Luke Hughes
It's nice to have a friend ❤️
cuddles and kisses
welcome to jersey
kisses and cookies 🎃
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Quinn Hughes
cornelia street [a]
keep me warm 🎃
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Auston Matthews
be my valentine ❤️
save your tears
vegas
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Mitch Marner
that one
all star
god I love you ❤️
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Owen Power
10 things i love about you ❤️
don't go
tis the season 🎃
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Alex Turcotte
baby fever
what happens in los angeles stays in los angeles [s]
mirrorball
far from home 🎃
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Trevor Zegras
I'm just glad you're okay
can i bring a friend?
paper rings ❤️
post-game interviews
sing it
don't you remember?
pumpkin spice and everything nice 🎃
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hundo-p · 2 months
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Push + Pull
Paring: Auston Matthews/Mitch Marner
Rating: ❗NSFW/Explicit❗18+ only
Warnings/Tags: Angst, Fluff, Developing Relationship, Handjobs and Blowjobs, Masturbation
Summary: The Leafs get hacked and a racy video gets leaked. Everyone assumes Willy must be responsible (obviously) but things take an interesting turn when Auston catches the way Mitch goes pale in the locker room.
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bagopucks · 1 year
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Out Of Place - Marner
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Trigger Warning(s): talk of suicide, smoking, underage drinking, angst, bullying, fighting, heartbreak, manipulation, loss, and action.
Pairing: Mitch Marner x Fem!Gretzky!Oc
Official name: Maeve Gretzky, credits to
@jorjie-nhl for the name!
Summary: He was supposed to graduate a football player, but the plan changed, and now he’s a struggling athlete on a hockey team that can’t stand him. Back at square one for the first time in six years. Lost, but eventually found.
She’s a stable athlete who has a full ride to a D1 college. She has friends and he isn’t one of them. That is, until she shoulders how much of a pain he is, and decides to help teach him to play. Then all of a sudden, he doesn’t seem so bad. Satisfied, but inevitably yearning.
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“You all keep cryin about how he’s a football player! I don’t give a shit! I’m over it! He plays hockey now. He is your brother now!”
“Why’d you quit?”
“I couldn’t do it any more. My mom pulled me out.”
“I heard he made that kid kill himself…”
“Mitch. He wants you back.”
“What? No.”
“He said he won’t let it go until you talk.”
“Let’s go for a run!”
“A run, Marner? In the woods? With my good shoes on?”
“What? Afraid you can’t keep up, Gretz?”
“He’ll learn.”
“Oh dude.. look at this kid. You new here or what? You can’t skate with the peewee team.”
“Oh boy.. after the wipeout he just took, these kids might skate circles around him.”
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Freshman are irrelevant to this story.
The Team
Sophmores
Jack Hughes
Akira Schmid, JV goalie
Trevor Zegras
Cole Caufield
Jamie Drysdale
Brady Tkachuk
Juniors
Mitch Marner
Matthew Tkachuk
Nico Hischier
Cale Makar
Jeremy Swayman, third string goalie
Quinn Hughes
Seniors
Leon Draisaitl
Connor McDavid, alternate
Andrei Vasilevskiy, second string goalie
David Pastrnak
Kasperi Kapanen
Matt Murray, vet goalie
Jacob Trouba, captain
Nathan MacKinnon, alternate
Hampus Lindholm
Matt Dumba
Darnell Nurse
The Coaching Staff
Wayne Gretzky, head coach
Mike Sullivan, assistant coach
Lindy Ruff, shift/power play coach
Pekka Rinne, goalie coach
The Supporting Cast
Auston Matthews, junior!football QB
Jordan Binnington, suspended junior goalie
Various other NHL players
Mario Lemieux, president of the hockey club
Gary Bettman, school sports director
Two comedic peewee coaches
Along with a few more surprises
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