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myosotisa · 9 months
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Take a Seat: Extended Edition - s.h.
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ǁ  summary: What exactly did you think was going to happen when you let King Steve into your bedroom? (Now with full smut!)
ǁ  tags: smut. not plot just dirt. mean!dom Steve with demeaning praise, pinching, dirty talk, fingering f receiving, implied size kink (i know his dick is big), protected p in v, spanking. dubcon photo taken at the end. afab!reader, no y/n, nicknames are sweetheart, baby, good girl, dirty slut. King Steve is the King Tease. And a perv. not a happy ending but not a bad ending? about what you'd expect, really.
ǁ  a/n: the girlies ask and i answer. tagged everyone who interacted with the first blurb at the bottom. the first 900 words are the same. never ask me for anything ever again /s
ǁ  word count: 4k
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"Hey sweetheart?"
You barely look up from where you're pouring over the textbook on your desk. "Hmm?"
There's a small shuffle from your friend Steve adjusting on your bed, most likely to face you. "Can I ask you something?"
Glancing back at him with your eyebrows drawn together, you catch a glimpse of his impish smile that he's attempted to make look sweet before you return to your book. "Sure?"
"Can I fuck you into your mattress?"
The world spins from how fast you twist toward him, hand gripping the back of your chair tightly as all the blood rushes to your head. "Excuse me?!"
A lazy smile tilts his mouth, eyes shining with mischief as he repeats with slow pauses for effect, "Can I… fuck you… into your mattress?"
Your jaw drops, mouth opening and closing like a fish as you struggle to force out words. "I heard you the first time, I was just giving you a chance to say something else."
"Come on," he leans back onto his palms, thighs spreading with his socks firmly on the floor. The traitorous part of your brain he's awakened looks at the space between his thighs, at the empty seat of his denim covered lap and thinks that's a perfect spot for me. "Like you've never thought about it?"
"I…" Eyes drying from staring at him in shock, you manually force a few blinks as you swallow hard. "This feels like a trick question."
"I bet you have," he says in a sigh, adjusting on the bed with what seems like a very intentional thrust of his hips upward. He adjusts to hold most of his weight on one hand, the other making a little walk up toward where your blanket meets your pillow. "I bet you've laid right here on these sheets… Hand tucked into your pretty little panties and whimpered my name."
The visual has your gut twisting, warmth spreading from between your thighs and outwards. Your face is burning hot as your eyes flick from his hand to his face to his lap and back again. "I don't – I don't understand what's happening right now."
Steve has never, ever shown any interest in you. While you've only been friends for a little while, he was known for his conquests around school. Everyone knew how they went. When he approached you, entirely friendly, asking for a study partner, you'd known it didn't fit his pattern. This wasn't how he came onto the other girls at school.
"What's not to get?" He asks teasingly, the tips of his thick fingers hooking on the top of your blanket just to shift it down a few inches. "It'd be fun."
And while the visual part of your brain talks directly to the throb of feeling in your clit explaining just how fun it would be, your thinking brain is still fighting tooth and nail against something you hadn't considered a possibility anymore.
"Why are you doing this, Steve?" I'm not your type, your mind tacks on. This feels like some kind of cruel joke, it warns.
"Because, baby," he's shifting again, upper body pressing forward as he rests either palm on his spread knees, "I like to play with my food before I eat it."
Brain coming to a grinding halt from its anxious frenzy, all that remains is a cycling repeat of his statement and the reactionary shiver it sent down your spine. “Your… food?” 
This seems to make him huff a laugh, shaking his head. For such a smart girl, it made his dick twitch in his pants at how easy it is to throw you off balance, how quick you're going dumb for him. “Yes, sweetheart. Now are you going to let me keep playing? Or should I leave you alone with that wet spot that’s already on your panties?”
Your head ducks down in alarm, thinking you’re exposed to him in some way, only to see your pants still perfectly in place. When you look back up to retort, the cheeky grin on his face informs you that your reaction told him everything he needed to know. “You– I’m not!”
Taking a deep breath, shoulders rising and then falling lower than they were before as you try to release some of the sudden tension in your body. "How would we even...?"
The sudden shyness, your nervous hesitation, makes his cock throb again, one of his hands instinctively pressing down on the growing tent in his tight jeans. It nearly makes him groan at how heavily your eyes track the movement before quickly looking away with an almost inaudible squeak. “Don’t worry your big brain about it. Just come over here and let me show you.”
The way you stare at him for just a little too long, looking like a deer in headlights, makes him think maybe he came about this the wrong way. Maybe you’ll bolt like a scared rabbit. But then you silently push yourself to stand and take a few hesitant steps toward him, not quite entering the space between his spread thighs.
That Harrington charm comes through his encouraging smile, his voice a cooing murmur when he says, “Good girl.” Your thighs press together subconsciously and he delights in the new reaction. “Now take a seat,” he insists with a pat to the inside of one of his thighs. “I’ve got a spot right here with your name on it.”
It is with less grace than you had hoped when you bring your knees to either side of his hips, sitting down closer to his knees and lightly placing your hands on his shoulders. Keeping a small distance between your chests, a bit of safety. He tsks softly, tongue clicking behind his teeth as he shakes his head like he's disappointed.
Burning hot palms land on your waist and yank you forward without warning – pulling you flush against him, tits to chest and the continuously hardening bump in his lap pressing against you. You gasp at the sudden movement and the press of something solid between your legs, hands turning to a death grip on his shoulders. "There, that's better. Isn't that better?"
The way he asks is condescending and you hate that it just makes you drip more onto your underwear. Feeling like your tongue is caught in your mouth, you answer with a nod. His eyes narrow slightly right before he gives you a sharp pinch on your side, his other hand holding you in place when you instinctually try to jerk away from it. "Words, sweetheart. Need to hear you."
"Yes!" The answer comes out embarrassingly quickly, making your face grow even hotter and his grin grow even bigger. "Yes, that's better."
"Good," his voice drops in pitch as his hands skate down from your waist to your knees, just to start to slowly drag up your covered thighs. What I wouldn't give to be in a skirt right now. "Where was I?" Fingers press firmly into your skin, a shiver rocking you as your thighs try to twitch together, unable to in his lap. 
"Oh, right," if you didn't know any better, you'd say his smile is malicious. "I was playing with my new toy."
New toy. Another shudder rolls down your spine as your clit starts to throb between your legs. You shouldn't be turned on by this, you should be telling him off, kicking him out. But it's like his eyes and words have you hypnotized – completely pliable in his big hands. Ready and wanting to do whatever he might ask of you.
And he knows it too. Is relishing in it, even. How he lets his tongue sneak out to lick at his lower lip and then you're staring at his mouth, not even aware of it. How your eyes are wide as saucers when he starts to lean in, closer and closer, until the tip of his strong nose nudges yours.
Your breath catches in your chest, holding and holding as you wait, eyes begging. He just smiles again, eyelids heavy as he nudges your nose one more time with his before veering off without warning and pressing his plush lips to your jaw. Once, twice, and down until he reaches a spot below your ear and nips with his teeth to hear you gasp again.
Just like the other girls told you. King Steve doesn't kiss on the mouth.
"So sensitive, baby." He parts his lips in a wet kiss along your jugular, sucking softly before pulling off – blowing cool air across the wet skin to make you tremble on his lap again. "Anybody ever touch you like this?"
"O–once or twice," you reply as you tip your chin up and to the left to give him more space to work with. He hums in approval and gives you a few more kisses and nips in reward.
You hadn't even realized you had started a slow roll to rub your cunt along the zipper of his jeans until his hands grip your hips to pull you down harder. A small moan tumbles out before you can stop it and he huffs a laugh against your skin.
"Now that's just precious." Blood parts in the middle – half rushing up to your face and the other half sinking down to the increasingly present throbbing below. He presses your hips down at the same time his twitch up, the hard length of him beneath denim catching on your clit deliciously, triggering another embarrassing noise. "Fuck, sweetheart. I bet I could make you cum just like this."
It is with great shame you admit to yourself that he probably could.
"But I made you a promise, didn't I?" He pulls back so he can see your dilated pupils. "What was it again?" He pretends to think while encouraging you in your drag against him, making it hard for you to answer.
"You… you asked if you could fuck me," you inhale a sharp breath at a particularly good nudge against your clit. "Into my mattress."
"That's right, good girl." A whimper sounds behind your closed lips and his face gets even more smug. "I don't remember you giving me an answer to that question, sweetheart."
"Is, uh… is me climbing into your lap not answer enough?"
Another mean pinch, to your outer thigh this time. "Don't get smart. Ask me nicely or I'll leave you wet and empty right now."
"No!" It comes out a bit panicked, not putting it past him to do just that. "Please don't go."
He hums again, a placated noise, and goes back to manipulating the flesh of your thighs while he looks at you expectantly.
"Will you…" It feels like acid on your tongue but you're growing more desperate by the minute. "Will you please fuck me?"
"Aww," he coos, smiling syrupy sweet. "That's cute, but I think you can do better than that."
Bastard.
More acid burns your throat as you swallow what remains of your pride, squeezing your eyes closed tight for a few moments as you prepare yourself. “Steve,” it comes out with a little bit of a whine, eyes opening wide and wet to look into his. “Please, will you… Will you fuck me? Want you so bad – want you to stretch me out, please.”
A sound rumbles in his chest that sounds somewhere between a groan and a growl, his hands tightening to an almost uncomfortable stretch on your thighs. “Still could be better, but I’m feeling in a giving mood.” A sharp tap to the side of your ass makes you squeak in surprise, “Up, up. On your feet.”
You do as he asks without question, climbing off his lap and back to the mercy of your nervous knees. “Strip down, then hands and knees on the bed.”
“What?!” Your arms come up to cross over your chest, already feeling exposed just by the order.
He’s pulling his shirt off, giving you an eyefull of his wide shoulders and chest as he tosses it back towards your desk. “Don’t make me repeat myself, sweetheart. You won’t like the consequences.”
So you rapidly strip off your clothes, leaving them in a pile on the ground below you until you’re naked as the day you were born, weight shifting from one foot to the other in an attempt to calm your nerves.
Steve’s jeans and underwear hit his ankles – long, thick cock bobbing free, heavy enough to hang down even with how hard he is. He wraps his fist around the base, only making the size of it seem more intimidating in comparison, and strokes it lazily when he catches you looking. Sounding annoyed and tipping his head toward your bed, he says, “Knees, bed, go.”
Scrambling onto the bed to his amusement, you perch yourself on your hands and knees, ass facing him with your hot, wet pussy on full display. “Now that’s a pretty picture,” his voice is low again, almost pleased as the bed dips behind you with his weight. You keep your eyes forward on your pillows, so much blood rushing to your face that it’s making you dizzy. A firm hand grips your hip at the same time a pair of fingers parts your lips – a strangled and surprised moan leaving you as you try to jerk away from the sudden stimulation, his hold on your hip keeping you against his fingers. “Surprised, baby? What, did you think I wasn’t going to touch you?”
His amused mocking has you burning with embarrassment, the fact that you can feel each cruel word directly in your clit only making you hotter. “N–no, I was hoping you w–would.”
“Hoping? Oh, you poor thing,” he coos again, thick fingers skating up and down your slit, just barely brushing your clit on each pass. “You have no idea what you’re in for, do you?”
And he pushes his middle finger inside you without warning, pressing into the knuckle as you squeak out and tense up. “Nuh-uh, gotta relax,” his hand leaves your hip to tap at your presented ass again. “Your only job right now is to sit there and take what I give you, understand?”
You nod with a whimper caught in your throat, allowing your head to hang down. Another sharp pinch on the stretch of skin between your ass and thigh, hard enough on a sensitive place to make you cry out. “I said, do you understand?”
“Yes! Yes, I u–understand. All I do is…” Something between a sigh and a moan interrupts you as he starts to drag his finger in and out of your tight heat. “Take what you give me.”
“Mmm, good girl. Gotta stretch you out. So tight – I think my cock might rip you right in half, baby.”
I wish you would, the traitorous part of your brain supplies.
Steve takes his time – paying very little attention to your needy clit as he adds a second finger and then a third. Withdrawing slightly whenever you press back for more, making sure you know that he is the one setting the pace and you do not get to change that. Three fingers knuckle deep in your tight hole is a stretch, bordering on painful, but it quickly turns to pleasure when he starts to hook his fingers down to rub against the spot inside you that has your toes curling and noises pouring out of you.
“Is this what you thought about, baby?” His voice pulls you out of it again, brain struggling to catch up and understand what he’s asking. “When you touched your pretty pussy and thought of me? Did you picture it like this?” Right now, you can’t remember, but you can’t imagine this being your fantasy, so you shake your head, thighs starting to tremble slightly.
“No, course not. Sweet thing like you probably dreamed about doing it missionary – looking into each other's eyes.” His thumb finally makes contact with your clit, your back arching and voice rising in pitch as you moan. “That what you want? Want me to make love to you?”
“N–no,” you stutter, struggling to get the words out over the way your body starts to tense, wanting to cum more than anything. “Wanted… Wanted you to fuck me, use me.”
A moan leaves him this time, shifting forward to grind his throbbing cock against your ass. “Really? You want to be my fucktoy, sweetheart? A little warm, wet fleshlight for my cock?”
The pressure in you mounts, higher and higher, almost there as you cry out, “Yes! Yes, want that, please!”
“Jesus Christ,” his fingers promptly leave you, taking you off the edge with them so abruptly it has tears coming to your eyes as you whine. You look back at him for the first time since you mounted the bed, eyebrows tipped up in pained pleasure, as you try to figure out why he stopped.
He’s propped on his knees behind you, hair ruffled like he’s been running his hands through it, eyes trained between your legs as he rolls a condom onto his painfully red cock. Feeling a burst of confidence, you lower down onto your elbows, arching your back further and presenting yourself to him more. He groans like you’re hurting him, eyes widening as he looks from your face to your swollen pussy.
“Keep doing shit like that,” he laughs out, nudging your knees further apart as he starts to run the tip of cock through your folds, “and I might have to keep you.”
Keep you, keep you, keep you, plays on a loop inside your head as he inches inside, muscles protesting against the size of him even after all the time spent stretching you out. He presses about a quarter of the way in before pausing, muttering a, “Shit,” under his breath as he paws at the curve of your ass. You try to breathe through the ache, focusing on the way he grips your flesh and not at how his cock feels like it’s tearing you up from the inside.
In a slow roll, he pulls out an inch and presses in two, being nicer and more deliberate with feeding you his length than you anticipated. You can feel your own slick dripping out each time he shifts, making a sticky mess of your inner thighs and the curly hair at the base of his cock. When he bottoms out, he pulls back a touch and pushes back in hard, another high pitched noise leaving your parted lips when he just stays there.
“You–you’re so deep, Steve, fuck…”
He laughs breathlessly, squeezing at your flesh harder. “And you’ve got a perfect pussy, baby. So tight and wet and taking me so well.” His hips grind against yours, a dirty roll that has his cock adjusting to sit even deeper. “Letting me rearrange your guts like a good girl.”
Your shame is long gone now, eyebrows tipping up in pleasure as you fist your fingers in the sheets and cry back, “Wanna be good, wanna be your good girl, Steve.”
His cock jumps inside you, making both of you groan, and he grips both of your hips hard when he starts to pull out before thrusting back in. You don’t stay surprised by his slow start for long, his pace rapidly increasing in strength and speed by the second until he's forcing your ass back against his hips with a dirty slap of skin on skin.
“This better?” He asks, breathless as he pounds into you over and over. “This what you wanted?”
“Yeah! Yes, yes,” you babble, fists twisting in the sheets as your muscles start to tense up again. “So good, so, so good.”
A sharp smack hits your ass, another cry leaving your throat as you clench down around him. “Oh fuck,” he groans, “you like that shit too?” You nod, hair mussing against the sheets as you press your ass back like you’re asking for more.
“I thought you were such a good girl, a sweet girl,” he coos. “Thought I was gonna corrupt you.” He laughs, slapping your ass hard again as your moan. “But here you are, begging to be my fleshlight and gushing around my cock when I spank you. That good girl act was to hide that you’re just a dirty little slut, huh?”
You’re lost in it, pressure mounting as you start to inch closer and closer to your previously ruined orgasm. He smacks you again, harder this time, as he orders, “Come on, can’t be that dumb on my cock yet, answer me.”
“Yes! I’m a dirty slut – just for you, just for your cock.”
He moans, louder than he has so far, and one of his hands reaches forward to your shoulders, pushing you down further into the mattress. You drop, tits and cheek pressed to the sheets as he starts to pick up his pace again. “Fuck, you’re gonna make me cum.”
You whimper, cunt clenching down as your mouth hangs open. “Fuck yes, please, want you to cum, want to cum with you, please!”
“Yeah?” He leans further over you, happy trail rubbing against your lower back as he wraps his arm around to inch toward your clit underneath. “You gonna be a good girl and milk my cock?”
His fingertips are just too far, so close but still not there, and you’re so desperate, you’re begging, “Please, pleaseplease, gonna milk your cock, want every drop, please just let me cum.”
He laughs again, voice going hoarse, as he finally makes contact with your clit. Collects some of the slick that continues to coat you both and uses it to start making sharp and dirty figure 8’s across your throbbing clit. “Come on then, baby. Cum all over my cock.”
And it’s like your body responds directly to his command – back bowing and all your muscles clenching down as the pressure in your hips releases, hot white endorphins flooding your system as you moan and thank him and tremble. He’s not far behind, the hot grip of your cunt getting even tighter and sending him over the edge as he jerkily fucks into you a few more times, ropes of cum emptying into the end of the condom and soaking the head of his cock in warmth.
You’re still panting and shaking when he pulls out with a groan, a whine leaving your throat at the sudden emptiness while your knees slide out from under you to lay flat against the bed. Limp against the sheets, sweaty and boneless, completely blissed out to the point you don’t even know or care what Steve is doing.
A sudden flash brings you back to reality, pushing up on your palms and whipping your head around to see Steve, fully dressed, and holding a polaroid camera in his hands that is now slowly printing out a picture. You feel all the blood rushing to your face again, legs pressing together stickily as you come back into how exposed you currently are. “Did you just…?”
“A little souvenir,” he promises with a smirk, pulling it out of the camera and looking over the slowly developing photograph. Where did he even get the camera? “Just for me, no one will know.”
Fucked dumb and still trying to recover, you just nod, turning over slightly and pulling your blanket with you to cover yourself slightly. You watch as he slips the polaroid into his back pocket and steps over to pluck your soiled underwear out of your discarded jeans, tucking that into his pocket too. “Thanks for a good time, sweetheart. Much better than I thought it'd be.”
Your mouth opens to ask but closes quickly. King Steve has always been a one and done guy, but he said… he might keep you. Will he actually?
Before you can decide whether you want to ask or not, he flashes you a sharp grin and says, “I’ll make sure to let you know if I’m ever in need of a fleshlight to play with.” A pointed glance up and down your barely covered form and then he winks, wiggling his fingers in a little wave and leaving you alone in your room.
Your ever traitorous brain hopes that he’ll call you again soon even though you know that he probably, really won’t.
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burdening-light · 3 months
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i just found an old unfinished os fic where the main premise was that the lamplighter was going to meet up with hatsune miku and oh my god
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forlix · 7 months
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just drafted half of an ex-bf!hyunjin fic but at some point it got too depressing for me to want to continue it and i'm actually laughing at myself bc how did i pull that off
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andionhold · 1 year
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Me: *inhales* *exhales* deep breaths sister, deep breaths.... Me: ...
Me: ..
Me: .
Me: SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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suntzunotapun86 · 2 years
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6/2022 Today: “I’m Dean Winchester and I ran out of reasons to continue believing in Happy Shit.”
6/2022 Today: “I’m Dean Winchester and I ran out of reasons to continue believing in Happy Shit.”
Yes, we should be paid to write fanfiction.
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hetameme · 3 months
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Frankly, we've dipped
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yep, that's right boys, I've been on a godamn mcsm crusade over the past three or so weeks. I got both seasons and binge played them, Lukas remains the best character bless up 🙏
But uhh also, thanks to @enden-agolor (sorry for the @) I've been um, lurking a bit on their page and I really love their work. They've inspired me to work on my first ever fanfiction, that I'll post publicly ... But seriously their art is awesome and I really enjoy reading their posts, give em a follow if ya like em!
one last ... minor mishap.. getting this godamn Lukas picture back from Clip Paint Studio was a nightmare
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mfw when I spend 40+ dollars for a stupid fucking picture that I OWN
anyhow guys, sorry I don't post much, I've been finally feeling like getting back into the swing of things and I hope I'll have more for you guys soon, that's it for now bros ✨
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deep-love-fan-blog · 18 days
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>be me
>24f
>Garrett Sherwood enjoyer since age 13
>in an attempt to find a video of his poetry I found an old album from 2010
>literally 0 monthly listeners on Spotify
>first track (Covered in Blue) is a certified banger (there was also a very early Friedrich's Groove demo on there!)
>1 year later it's my #1 top song on Spotify wrapped
>don't think I listened to it THAT much. But okay
>Garrett dms me, bewildered as to how I even found that shit
>fast forward to April 6th 2024 I'm at a By and By concert and at the end Garrett says he's gonna play a song that he's never played live before
>"there's probably only one person here who knows this one"
>getting increasingly worried he's gonna play Covered in Blue. Can you imagine if he did that
>plays Covered in Blue
>mfw I forgot my life is an unrealistically self-indulgent fanfiction
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shatterstar · 10 months
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>be me >read marvel comics >see an opportunity to rewrite/expand canon in a way I think is interesting >write fanfiction, publish the first chapter >friends like it and you like it >watch riverdale episode "the jughead paradox" >ending happens >it's essentially what happens in your fic >mfw
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thesituation · 1 year
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people still bugging you about the fanfic thing? Are you doing okay?
mfw i’m mostly normal but have a few very specific screws loose so i’m stuck here with people who think it’s normal to be mad about fanfiction
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oldbookist · 2 years
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mfw it’s 2022 and les mis fans are still writing fanfiction about their blorbos getting brutalized by cops and tear gassed while protestors are currently being killed in iran
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bli-o · 9 months
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mfw someone tells me not every fandom will have bible-length non-shipping adventure-type fanfictions with the handful of specific characters i like as the main focus
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greenandhazy · 1 year
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mfw I read fanfiction that isn't specifically focused on JGY or XY and they show up as villains
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nevadancitizen · 19 days
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mfw i inspire my irl friend to write fanfiction even if she's embarrassed about it (i regaled her with the story of the time i was so embarrassed and overwhelmed while writing smut that i accidentally hit my head on the wall and thought i cracked my head open)
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dogboycolumbo · 7 months
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Pluto, mercury, and the moon ^_^
pluto: answered ^_^
mercury: what’s something you couldn’t live without?
movies anddd Tee vee. ooo without eyes. i would hate to be blind . well i’d still live i’d just be sadder about it. i guess i could try to get into sculpting but i’d probably be significantly more miserable. food and water
the moon: favorite quote?
ive always liked “he wears the mask and his face grows to fit it” i read it in a fanfiction once. and itwas like, plot important it’s by george orwell. i also like to just steal random quotes from books or movies or fanfiction or songs and use them as my discord status a lot. ‘bursting with brightly colored candy’ is a recent favorite.. evocative! mili has a lot of good ones. painful death for the lactose intolerant! for you there is no lament! . things that catch in my head i guess. 2 die 2 sleep 2 sleep perchance to dream -hammedlet . i like how rhythmic it is. OH i love the one from ulysses. And yes I said yes i will yes.
much of my dialogue is from random quotes. i used to have a bunch of poems memorized but not quite anymore… but lines on seeing schiller’s skull remains a favorite. i heart old german men rpf. Mysterious vessel! Oracle how dear! Even to hold thee is my hand too base, except to steal thee from thy prison there (stealing his skull. or what he THOUGHT was schiller’s skull. based on it being the biggest in the charnel house. hashtag phrenology) A look , how did it whirl me towards that ocean,
i also like the second coming by yeats. mfw when im slouching towards bethlehem (to be born)
i had the entirety of that one. poem memorized before. um. daphne gottlieb. it’s all jumbled up into phrases now. ‘my fire eating career came to an end when i could no longer tell when to spit, and when to swallow. 10,000 flowers burned to death in amsterdam. i have an alibi… when i passed by your garden, your hand grenades were in bloom… green. confident. all thumbs. i look sharp in garden shears and it rained spring all night… you are so dirty, people have planted flowers on you. heliotropes. sunflowers. you’ll take anything… at night, we held our alibis so softly. like taboos. already broken’ i watched a live reading of that on youtube before it was cool. when i hear it said. the rhythm of the words. it’s much more likely to stick in my head. i’d like to go see beat poetry in person sometime..
OH the sick rose. i’ve always had that one memorized. very short tho. Oh rose, thou art sick! the invisible worm. that flies in the night of the howling storm. has found thy bed of crimson joy! and his (dark; secret) love does thy life destroy. punchy. i like poetry in general..
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I think it might be the end for my computer
After 8 long years of... mostly being a piece of ass, let's be real, im tired of having it go to repair every year, im tired of it doing weird shit for no reason constantly, im upset at its betrayal of locking me out of my most important account during its Last moments, i will not be using that machine anymore
And as such, until further notice, i do not have a computer
Mfw i will be writing fanfiction on Phone lmao
Sucks ass that i can no longer do digital art though like that part im really annoyed about
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just-anarchie · 1 year
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mfw i have no one to beta read my fanfiction 😔
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