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anyasathenaeum · 5 months

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I'm feeling super down about my own writing and just a lot of stuff in general right now so I might be a little slower with writing stuff.

The comparison game to others never seems to stop and it's getting to the point where my brain is hurting my heart.

I still plan on writing, but I'm just feeling really, really low about it all and I'm struggling to see the point in continuing, so I'll probably be taking a short break.

Thank you to everybody who still actually bothers to read my stuff. The support is appreciated and I see all the little comments and reblogs and that stuff helps. Appreciate you all.

Sorry, guys.

#anya's athenaeum #anya's musings #I'm not doing well presently in all senses so I'm taking a break #I'll be back soon enough but right now I need to just back away and remember why I started doing this in the first place #mental health sucks ass

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nurse-buckley · 3 months

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Low key kind of want to just jump off a cliff.

#shame there’s no cliffs around here #mental health sucks ass #depression is a load of bullshit

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kokeshi-mynx · 2 years

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🤍🫶🏻

AKKK

THANK YOU LOVE

Your so nice, I feel very much spoiled.

#kokeshi important #i love this #!!!!! <3 #my heart <333 #my heart exploded #akkk <3333 #omfg omfg omfg #thank youu <33 #bucksangel my darling 🦾🖤#bucksangel invasions #this was very much needed #today isnt a good day and having a lot of anxiety. been stuck in bed since this morning and been complicating if i should leave or not #mentally tired #mental health SUCKS ASS #middle figer up #:(((( <3 #☾︎ kokeshi reblogging ☽︎#omfg can i kiss you???

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mirakurutaimu · 4 months

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I mean I have no pretensions about streaming being a "real job" or not but there's something to be said about a cc who only goes live once a month and earns more than my paycheck that week in donations before they can even be bothered to turn the "starting soon" scene off

cool story bro

#askmi #simply stop being depressed 4head #mental health problems simply don't exist if you have steady income 4head #anon ain't talking about me btw lmao #like yeah guess what. money sucks #blame the system not the player lol #backhanded ass anonymous comment. faggot

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borderline-culture-is · 3 months

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BPD culture is being told you have BPD by multiple therapists, psychiatrists, and psychologists but not being diagnosed because "you're not 18" you're just "medically recognized" which is a fancy term for saying 'yea you got it but we can't diagnose ya'

But when you turn 18 your medical insurance goes away so you can't get diagnosed at 18

.

#healthcare sucks ass for mental health #borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd

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nevarroes · 4 months

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mhh…. thinking abt that post with the “being mutuals isnt that important” cause fr I hope no one thinks I’m not liking them if I interact with u but don’t follow u back

#i dont feel like digging out that post i rbed it a while ago #or if i only follow ur art blog #truly i just don’t want to see a lot of stuff especially fandom stuff and general tm hot takes #4 my general well being I know I’m doing vaguely good to hide it but my mental health is in the trenches brother #nd also the filtered post stuff sucks ass on mobile without xkit🤒#anyways ermmm. idk i just wanted to say that if u interact with me or even just like my stuff often I do recognize nd appreciate u a lot #ok thats all. please dont think im horrible thanku💗

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freak-accident419 · 4 months

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forgive me if i sound desperate but where is everyone :’) ?? i was so eager to share my newest derek fic bc i think its one of the best ive written (and the longest, like its 4k words guys) but its kinda flopping rn ??? idk !! is everyone gone rn or was it just mediocre ? but anyways, i appreciate all your reblogs, comments, and likes <3 thanks for staying with me

#holden struggles #This was the slowest fucking month ever #like last week sucked so much ass #it wasnt just me right?#i hope everyone is taking a mental health break because it seems as everything is going wrong

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pansyfemme · 5 months

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you ever have a dream where you’re screaming and crying and breaking down at someone you’re not even that mad at irl. can i have a moment of rest

#god those dreams suck ass bc i wake up feeling like shit #i havent had a breakdown in 6 months. that sounds like a joke but thats a new record for me. i have a lot of mental health issue #but like i keep feeling like im failing my recovery bc i keep having mega depression dreams but wake up feeling fine ?#like im normal im healthy im doing fine but i dream that im not so constantly

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uncanny-tranny · 8 months

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I think the thing about the way people conceptualize empathy is... when you're interacting with other people, they are going through things that, which you may empathize with, you won't always understand, partially because you're two different people, but also because not all situations are 1:1 copy-pastes that are easy to understand.

This isn't saying that empathy is useless, but that acknowledging when you relate personally to somebody and yet also recognizing that this is their struggle is important. When people pretended to empathize with me, it made me feel like I was being placated to. I felt like people were only trying to shut me up by saying that they, personally, "get it," when I knew they didn't. I just don't want people replicating that because they genuinely do want to help the people in their lives.

#empathy #mental health #that's why i stopped talking to my dad for YEARS before he went on his own effort to learn about this sort of stuff #it just sucks to be treated as badly as you're feeling basically #and this doesn't even get into the idea that empathy isn't a requirement in human interaction for every little thing #empathy is as much a tool as any other experience can be - and like any tool you can use it in hurtful ways...#...even if you didn't mean to use that tool in that way #a friend of mine is going through Some Shit that i know from personal experience SUCKS ASS...#...but also. they're going through it in different circumstances and at a different time than me and that means it's a DIFFERENT SITUATION.#...so yes i know the heartache and the anger and the loss of will and all of that...#...but i don't know what it's like to go through it like they are and that is FINE #it's just frusterating seeing people act like empathy is going to fix the other person without any work being put into it #it's the fantasy of doing a lot with such little effort

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shadow0-1 · 7 months

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Fuck the MK rigs, all my homies hate the MK rigs

#cambles #hey neatherrealm eat my ass #your tpose sucks too #I HAAAATE fully extended fingers #forgot how picky I am about models god damn #working on something and it’s embarrassing how much time i spent wrangling the bones #anyway #pretend im not here I’m supposed to be taking a break from socials #improving my mental health or whatever. touching grass

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agentidiot · 2 months

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okay so i rewatched 1st season of peaky blinders here are my thoughts no one asked about:

tommy shelby is an idion

freddie and tommy probably fucked before and that's why they're so bitter

freddie is manipulating a pregnant ada wtf

GRACE'S LAST NAME IS DUNN????

what are their ages btw

tommy shelby is also a slut

arthur has daddy kink in a way you need to have a second for it to sink in the way i mean it

he also has biggest daddy issues in this family

polly is more violent than i remember but yeah snatch that glass from tommy's hand and throw it on the wall queen

tommy shelby is also pretty

esme is my s1 crush forever

sam neill is such a good actor i hate campbell guts literally throwing up every time i see him

i might need a pre war freddie/tommy fic

tommy shelby is such an oblivious idiot

#i hate tommy but i love tommy but i hate tommy #he can go suck ass it's be beneficial for his mental health i think #or a cock #but he probably did that before and that's the hill i'd die on #peaky blinders #tommy shelby #arthur shelby #freddie thorne #ada thorne #polly gray #esme lee

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talentforlying · 3 months

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one of these days i'm going to write up all that i've changed from azzarello's bullshit era and the one (1) piece i've kept from milligan (and also changed) and the only thing currently stopping me is that it is going to be so, so inside-baseball incomprehensible. and i almost never want to go reading/screencapping azzarello and milligan to add references but i Want to add references.

canon is goop, just know that we continue to ride the bus down "hellblazer ended at #250 and looks like swiss cheese before that" street.

#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#i'm doing page maintenance before i fuck off to work rip it's got me thinking #anyway i think i said WAY back on this blog that a side goal of mine is to make hellblazer lore accessible to non-comic readers where i can #bc it's such a Heavy comic & i love it so much & i always felt Terrible recommending it to people only for them to be disgusted #and like. @ past me that particular goal is NOT as easy as you thought it would be lmao #esp because i have a habit of getting VERY detail-oriented when it comes to talking about hellblazer i think #but by GOD it's still a goal. i can put in some motherfucking references here and there when i talk about The Lore #like. azzarello's writing style never translates well for me in synopsis bc he Loves to put the audience in the outside perspective #where we are bystanders/with the rest of the bystanders to constantine's actions and not to his motivations/inner monologue #and i HATE that. hellblazer has ALWAYS been about what this guy has going on underneath the masked exterior #all the things you can't say out loud when you're queer and working class trying to survive in 70s-80s-90s england #but that you FEEL with your WHOLE fucking chest. how that feeling drives you to enjoy little rebellions wherever you can get them #(also azzarello just fucking Sucks LMAO but i'm talking style rn)#so i end up relying on frusin's art to tell the story a little more bc i think he understands the Theatre of constantine's public persona #and when that theatre is Absent then it's really REALLY noticeable. so frusin keeps me in it most of the time #and if i'm digging into frusin art then i'm Going to want to compare it to older panels bc i like body language consistency #milligan on the other hand has NOTHING to save his sorry ass bc his writing is drop-jaw fucking terrible AND the artist seems to like it #but the loss of john's thumb being tied to his mental health (ignoring the bullshit with shade) has always felt. important to me somehow id #anyway MUCH thinking about my favorite loser on this about-to-be-annoying day shdjksd he has been done so dirty #hellblazer brain go brrrr

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veenussssss · 7 months

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I normally dont ever do this, but ya girl is struggling hard rn 🥺 so if anyone would like to help a girl out, id love you 5everrrrrrr. I literally just need to come up with $50 for my meds cos ya know, mental illness or whateva lmfaooooo. But anywaaays, literally anything helps. 🥺

Cashapp: $veetaylor23

Venmo: savannahgeer323

#send help #pls help #cashapp #venmo #mental health #mental illness #actually mentally ill #bpd #epilepsy #this economy sucks ass

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westywallowing · 6 months

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back on my Bullshit and ranting in the tags rq

#in true Relationship Issues fashion #it sucks so much ass when its mental health changing and evolving that slowly starts crumbling your relationship #like im feeling it #im too anxiously independent and hes to anxiously attached and its brewing for not great situations that i am aware of #but dont know how to deal with because!! ive never dated someone like this before !!#people tell you what the flags are and what to look for but not what you should do #and that sometimes the right thing will hurt someone regardless of how you deliver it or how much you try to explain it #i dont know im feeling pretty lost in this rn and its driving me crazyyyy #but ill get through it its okay #i know i need to put myself forward and take care of my emotional and mental needs #and i am making strides to do so 👍🏻#just needed a place to rant LOL #tw relationships #westy's shit #ranting

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nexus-nebulae · 5 months

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odd thing we've noticed. the less okay we are the smaller our active system gets