Cw: injury, medical equipment, blood (like really little of it and its basically dried up but yk)

Let's just ignore how long it's been since I last posted and look at the dumb hurt turtles I drew to cope <3

Just a heads up; I had surgery

There's nothing to worry about tho! Everything went fine, I'm healing up well, it just really knocked me for six. Spent the first few days doing nothing but sleeping like this:

with rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles on loop and an alarm going off so I could take medication (soo many pills n' injections) and check all the dressings to make sure I hadn't bled all over anything. Again.

That being said I'm well on the mend, just wanted to give yous an update for the lull. As you can imagine I've not really been cognisant enough to do much but I'm feeling miles better and taking my time getting back into doing a little bit of drawing here and there :)

(just a funny anecdote but when I was getting the first round of anaesthetic I was sitting up initially then told to swing my legs round to lie down but was a little woozy and the anaesthetist just ZWOOP:

Hoisted me up like a princess and I just immediately devolved into a blushing bride like holy cow! Maybe it was the drugs, but I was not anticipating just being....effortlessly picked up like that! I'm not even that small a dude!

Fuck, really hope that didn't awaken anything in me.)

Zombie Cleo icons for anon!

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That sweetest fragrance

Closed starter @callie-everest 

Where: Hospital

When: Late Sunday evening

Mariah had a few donors, almost all of them were lovers, and she generally tried her best to be respectful, thoughtful. So, when her current favourite snack Hayley had said she wouldn’t mind a little more romance and chivalry, Mariah was willing to try. Hayley had called her late that Sunday evening crying about being overworked at the hospital with the addition of the kidnap victims. The vampire had agreed to come by and… ease some of the tension for her, and so that is how she ended up outside Callie’s room that night.

Wearing doc martens, faded mom jeans, a baggy tee and her usual black leather jacket, Mariah didn’t exactly look the typical flawlessly dressed vampire. In fact, had it not been for her face and waist length golden hair, she might have gone unnoticed. As it was, the blonde was striking. Her skin was flawlessly smooth, porcelain in its lack of colour and pigmentation. Her naturally narrow, predatory eyes were a brilliant green – gleaming from the consistent diet of fresh blood from the vein. She had a delicate upturned nose, and pale rosebud lips that never sat straight, always set in a wonky smirk or grimace. She was striking, difficult not to look at once you set eyes on her face, but she wasn’t your standard beauty. To some, she might have even appeared unattractive, but she wasn’t forgettable.

In her hands, Mariah held a bouquet of flowers, that she had purchased for the donor she was most fond of, and she was about to turn on her heal to head towards the janitor’s closet the two usually met in, when something caught her attention. A smell so aromatic, it almost floored the unblinking beauty.

She could smell dried, old blood, bagged blood tainting fresh, floral blood in the vein. She could taste adrenaline on the scent too. It smelled like… like panicked prey, holing up in its hiding space, counting down the minutes till death.

Unable to resist, Mariah’s upturned nose twitched as she followed the scent. She gave Callie’s door a gentle push, and the human’s scent washed over her, making her mouth water, her the toes curl and her gold lashes flutter as desire mixed with thirst overwhelmed her. She flitted to Callie’s bedside, appearing there as instantly as the door opened to the human eye. The bouquet of flowers still in her hand, Mariah’s narrow green eyes zeroed in on Callie’s throat, the pulse there, the blood infusion in her arm, the blood bag sullying Callie’s sweet, tantalising scent. The blonde said nothing upon her arrival, only stood, and stared, and smelled, her eyes unblinking.

Donated plasma again today

katharine isabelle as mary mason in a publicity photoshoot for “american mary” (2012)

I like when on fics, they take out their prosthesis to sleep together(literally not euphemism) or to bathing together, not because is a bit more realistic. But because I think Fit and Pac are exactly the kinda of character that would keep using their prosthesis when they are not supposed too. It is a bit of my headcannon that Pac uses a prosthesis modified to run for most of the time, which is actually extremely harmful to be using when the person is not actually running, but Pac needs to be ready, he can't be caught in a moment he can't run. Fit that is used to never be safe, to sleep with an eye open, he can't afford to not have an arm if someone attacks him, it might be when he is showering, when he is asleep, it doesn't matter, it never did, so even if his shoulder is sore, his muscles begging for a pause to carrying his heavy metallic arm, he just can't. I just found so soft, if they could do it for each other, that finding strength in the other to be not on guard for a bit, knowing the other is there, and not having a limb feels much less terrifying when they know the other is there to watch them. Maybe just be loved so much by someone that you take care of yourself, because their love makes you believe it is safe to love yourself too

My awful green man

💛 the only light I’ll ever need 💛

messy little sketch of Din and Grogu from one of my favourite scenes of Anchors

(Painted version)

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[image description: digital painting of my two characters Silas and Mars. They're laying head to head. Silas has dark skin, round eyes and tight brown curls. He's wearing a non-descript shirt and has a stethoscope around his neck. Mars has light skin and brown hair with light streaks in it. He's wearing a hospital gown and an IV is connected to his left arm. A green light is shining on both of them.]

"Poor little dhampir..."

(Commission for @jazzyjesse !)

Funny dr man faust i love u 🥺 🌼

My favourite soap opera is getting a new entry soon and I couldnt be more excited

Of course based on various looks and not any one film. John in particular is based on his appearance in SAW 2 while Dr Gordon appears as he does at the end of SAW 7.

Amanda's outfit is a combination of one she wore in SAW 3 and her outfit in the SAW videogame. Her hair is based on the look she had in SAW 2 and the trailer for SAW X.

I drew Billy to be, rather than a puppet a sort of mascot type character of the group, not unlike Scooby or Scrappy Doo, Captain Caveman, Muddlemore, Speedbuggy, etc.

Medical tech found outside a house in a residential neighbourhood. Can someone tell me what it was for?

🐇🌹🌬 “ Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My god, do you learn.” 🐇🌹🌬

- C. S. Lewis -

it seems that in the absence of my eldest sibling, the family dynamic has shifted to place the weight of the Eldest Daughter Syndrome™ (gender neutral) on my shoulders :D :D :D