hmmm i’m going on a nature walk because i have the time and the warm jacket for it, and maybe I will pack a picnic! but in the meantime if you’d like to poke tk a little @parameddic that’s where I will be and whose things I will be hand-writing when I get a spare minute. be safe be well be warm!

a redraw of ‘lament for icarus’ by herbert james draper ✷

hey. um. i love him

great news for mylittleredgirl survival enthusiasts: i stopped taking that stimulant med today and now at 5 pm i can finally sit up without feeling like my heart or eyes will explode :) unfortunately not taking it also means the severe fatigue is back so i don't want to sit up anyway. still a net positive i suppose.

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would u try

almost got washed away walking home in the heavy rain with no raincoat BUT. home now…time 2 get in warm clothes and have some tea and watch the new episode of taskmaster happy fucking friday..

ah... just bought my things for graduation.

When someone tries to gotcha on twitter about something that is so intrinsically undependable that you literally don’t have enough time in your schedule (or a long enough thread) to explain it to them and like

You just give up and go to bed. 

You can go be wrong on the internet, my friend, I have better things to do lol

started looking for apartments like as a haha goofy thing to pass the time (and bc i wanna move out soon so may as well) and Hm. found one that seems almost too perfect for its price. like the only downside for me is that it's not in a neighborhood i wanna live in but it's still considered a good area, and it's the neighborhood i grew up in so i know the area well (like literally, 2 minutes walk from my old house) which is a bonus. one of the sites i found it on said the owner also signed some guarantee thing? which is a good thing apparently ig idk real estate terms. i kinda wanna go look bc i'm scared someone else will take it lol but i. am too scared to take any step there. Sad!

The worse your mental health is the longer your mental health walk should be.

i hate that i've been complaining about everything in my life lately but if you're a frequent reader of my personal posts (side note, if you are: why. also i'm sorry) but if you remember earlier this week on tuesday i slipped outside and hurt my knee. i didn't end up seeing a doctor about that bc they literally had no openings when i talked to the secretary she was like i am so sorry sweetie. we can't take you for the rest of the week and i was like oh. and after a couple days it didn't hurt sooooo much although i think the limp ive been walking w has not been doing me any favors. but now today especially (? for some reason) BOTH of my legs were really hurting. i'm wondering if that might somehow be related to me getting my period today bc sometimes. you know how period pain can just end up wherever it wants. but then around 8 o'clock today i stubbed the SHIT out of one of my toes and i think i might have injured it (? i dont think it's broken but i cant stand on it and it's been hours). this is my left foot and the knee i hurt on tuesday was on my right leg. i am literally limping on both sides of my body now and i cant stand or walk.

ykw actually I am angry + disappointed w them. I've been pushing how I feel aside and trying to make it my own fault so it's all contained but I think theyve just been mean. and they really should know me better ik I try to pretend I don't expect more from them so I feel less hurt when they do things that upset me but we've been friends for years by this point. like come on.

Just got home with some new shelves from ikea and I just want to put them up right away, but the wall they will go against needs to be painted and I don't want to do that right now 😭 I just want to organize my books, nothing else

Ohhhh no the second round has started and I have zero spoons for propaganda art 🥺 Granted, Leonardo will in fact cry when facing Donnie but he'll still try his best!!!!

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