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haleyboook · 10 months

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The Marriage Pact

When Sloan and Chris become reunited and get more than a few drinks in their systems they remember something from their past, and it includes a marriage pact they made a decade ago. But the two decide to follow through with the agreement and get married!

warnings: mentions of sex, drinking, and swearing

word count: 2,750

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“When I say birthday you say bitch!” My best friend Corrine shouts to the crowd of men at the bar

“Birthday”

“Bitch!”

“Birthday!”

“Bitch!!”

I shake my head at her as she remains standing on the bar stool across the way from me

I stare at the weird colored cocktail in my hands that she insisted I have

It’s extremely strong and very disgusting

“When Corrine texted me last week with an invite to celebrate your birthday I was honestly surprised.”

I look behind me quickly, seeing a very old friend that I haven’t spoken to in years

Chris smiles and hugs me tightly as I stare at him confused

“She invited you?”

“She invited a lot of people, clearly. How many of these people do you actually know Sloan?”

I look towards the groups of people and say “Probably about a fifth of them I’m acquainted with.”

His eyes widen as he laughs saying “Typical Corrine.”

“She sends out mass text messages, for all her parties. That’s where you come in, you must’ve accidentally been grouped in.”

He looks to me suspect saying “What you wouldn’t invite me by choice?”

I sigh saying “I don’t know, it’s been awhile.”

“Yeah it has, from what I’ve heard you’ve basically stopped acting?”

Shaking my head I say “Who told you that?”

He waves his phone saying “The internet. Your last show is going to be that sitcom? Really?”

“I need a break from acting. The roles I get are undeveloped and unenjoyable. I’m tired of playing the female arm candy in an action movie.”

“You’re done with Tom Cruises movies?”

I roll my eyes saying “Unless I get my own spin off, yeah.”

“That’s a shame. You’re so good at what you do, you need a better agent.”

Narrowing my eyes to him I say “It’s been at least 2 years since we’ve talked and this is what you want to talk about? What are you filming? Still at Marvel’s beck and call?”

He grumbles saying “funny. When you get a multi million dollar main character role you can have an opinion on my role but yeah I am still doing the marvel thing.”

“I can tell, you’re only in this good of shape when you’re filming marvel.”

“Thanks?”

I sigh and say “I also want a break to start a family or something. I’m ready to settle down.”

“Ah I see..”

“You want something to drink?” I ask

He nods saying “Yeah sure. What are you…having? Jesus what is that?” He motions towards the glittery glow in the dark drink in my hand

“It’s called a Sloan. Don’t ask me how Corrine thought of it, it’s nearly toxic waste.”

Chris looks over in the direction of our somewhat mutual friend getting men to shout in unison with her “I see she still has men wrapped around her finger.”

“She wouldn’t be Corrine if she couldn’t get men to wrap around her finger.”

“What’s she been up to in acting terms?”

I finish my drink and say “She’s in a new movie with Margot Robbie and Will smith.”

“Interesting pairing, I’ve gotta admit.”

I walk with him to the bar and the bartender says “What can I get you both?”

“Two more Sloan’s and also something drinkable.”

He smiles to us and Chris says “I’m not drinking that glittery toxic waste.”

“It’s my birthday are you forgetting that?”

“I hate when people leverage that. I already got you a gift. It’s in that disgustingly tall pile of gifts.”

“You owe me. It’s been 2 years since we’ve talked, you owe me.”

Grumbling he takes a sip as I carry the other drinks in my hands

He makes a face saying “It’s gross.”

I smile saying “good. Finish it.”

Shaking his head he says “this would kill my street cred y’know.”

“I’m sorry, what street cred?”

He scoffs as he finishes the drink and sets the glass down. He grabs the beer from my hand and says “I’m a beer guy, you know that.”

“And I’m a tequila gal, doesn’t mean Corrine cares.”

He nods and says “no family here today?”

I narrow my eyes to him saying “Surprised you didn’t read about that in the news.”

“What? What happened?”

Sighing I say “it is my birthday you know, and I really would like not discussing my family.”

“Fine, deal. No bringing up ex’s then.”

I smile saying “good. I was hoping you’d say that.”

“Does that mean you broke up with Garret??” He asks dumbfounded

Groaning I say “Don’t make me bring up Minka and Jessica.”

He groans loudly and says “I need more beer.”

He walks away and I follow as I laugh at his avoidance of the topic. I nudge him saying “Still want to ask about Garret?”

He narrows his eyes to me in annoyance as he pushes cash towards the bartender annoyed

“I’ll just ask him myself.”

I make a face and say “And Minka happens to go to the same spin class as me.” I smile to him

He huffs in annoyance and says “They wanted more and I wanted more time.”

I shake my head and say “Sounds about right.”

“Is that why you and Garret broke up?”

I scoff saying “No. Far from it. I wasn’t pushing him for more, he fell for his costar. She’s 10 years younger than me and she worships the ground he walks on. He told me about her and we were done. I threw his things off my balcony.”

His eyes widen and he says “Jesus.”

I shrug and say “There, you’re caught up on my romantic life.”

He laughs as I sigh, he says “I’m sorry. I was just curious. You guys were serious, at least I thought so.”

“We were, then I got swamped with work and he sought out comfort elsewhere. Fucking asshole..”

Chris and I laugh as I motion to the bartender for more tequila shots

“I have work tomorrow.”

“This should do nothing to you. Come on lightweight.”

The drunkenness quickly came over us as we just kept drinking together, the surroundings around us melted away as we caught up

“How’s your mom?” I ask as I squint at the beer in my hand

“She’s doing great. How’s yours?”

“Not going there right now.” I hum as I reach for my beer

“I think I’m drunk.” He says aimlessly as he stares at the ceiling that’s dimly lighting up the bar

“It feels great. It’s been too long.”

He smiles widely as my head hits his shoulder as I laugh and smile to him

His head rests on mine and he says “Another round please.” He motions towards the bartender

I spin the shot in my hand saying “This is the real Sloan! a shot and a beer to wash it down with… you know me so well.”

I smile to him as I turn my attention to him, he smiles saying “I’ve missed you so much.”

“Right back at you Evans. I’ve missed having friends that actually know me.”

We click our glasses together and say “Cheers to our reunion.”

He nods saying “Cheers to you, happy birthday Sloan Sloan.”

I smile and say “Ah I was wondering when that nickname was going to come up.”

I shoot back the shot and he follows after me a few seconds later

“Remember that stupid list we made?”

“When I was 22, i hadn’t met Garret yet and you were with Jessica. We wrote so many stupid things on that page.”

“Can’t remember what the paper even had on it.”

“We both wrote things we didn’t want each other to know for 10 years remember?”

I laugh and say “I remember.”

“God I wish we still had that paper.”

We both laugh as we sigh in defeat. I spin the liquid in the beer bottle as it dawns on me and I repeat “Under the three willow trees in our favorite park.. where the dog shit can’t be smelled from..”

He looks to me surprised and says “We buried it!”

I nod and he stands up quickly as I tumble out of my barstool from his sudden movement.

He steadies me as he holds my shoulders tightly

“We have to go.”

“What..?? This is my party!”

He nods saying “We have to go get it.”

I smile and say “Well okay I guess. But you owe me a cake I am going to miss my cake.”

“Deal.”

An Uber was called, we stumbled into the back seat as the woman says “You two alright back there?”

“Jimminy crickets we’re amazing! Oooo all this is for us? Okay… I see you.”

I grab the free candy and water she has set up for Uber guests

She pulls up to the park saying “You two going to be alright?”

Stumbling and basically rolling out of the car we laugh and i give her a thumbs up

“We’ll be perfect, thank you!” He thanks the driver as we approach the very dark park at this late of an hour

“I just love scary parks at this hour.”

“It’s not that late. It’s only like 1:30am or something like that.” He reassures me

As soon as we got to the trees I fell to my knees and struggled to dig at the grass. He laughed as he stumbled as he laughed so hard he fell over

I shush him and he laughs louder screaming “Who’s going to hear us out here!”

I crawl towards the play structure and steal some kids plastic pale and shovel

I dig at the grass and he grabs it from me saying “No, no let me.”

I sit back and watch as he digs with the weak shovel as it bends from his strength

He hits the box and I quickly push the shovel away as I impatiently pull the box that’s slightly damaged out

The dirt has eaten at it and the plastic bag hasn’t lasted very well

I guess it has been a decade

I pull the papers and read the list in my hands confused

I don’t remember this being in there

He pulls the bottom papers and reads them as I look through this written agreement that we signed

“Get this, I wrote that in ten years I hope I’ll be a more respectable actor and work on a award winning movie.”

He flips the page as he reads “In ten years I want to be married with a baby and a successful career. But all I really want is to be happy, whether that means giving up acting or not.”

His frown deepens as he looks to me as I read the list

1. Don’t let work get in the way of our friendship

Well clearly we didn’t follow up on that one

2. Help each other anytime it’s needed, career wise or otherwise.

He can’t help with things he doesn’t know about.

3. Always be each others backups, in any date scenario

That one was a stupid add, he only added that one because he knew he needed a date to his sisters wedding the next week. But I obliged.

4. In ten years, or less if we haven’t settled down and gotten married we’ll get married to each other

What the fuck ?!

I stare at the list of shit we wrote and I feel the stinging of a headache hit me as I go back to the first page

He pulls the other page from me as I go mute on him and he stares at me in confusion as I don’t respond to his questions

He reads through them with a smile and it only falters when he gets to number 4 and he looks to me as I stare at the agreement

He smiles and says “Ten years, huh?”

“Take this written agreement as a verbal and written contract that we are obligated and honored to marry the other if both see fit in their very single lives. Rules that may exempt the agreement would be a. A relationship b. A baby and a relationship c. A sexually transmitted disease d. a change in sexual orientation.”

Chris chuckles at the last two rules and I roll my eyes as I say “If not met with that criteria we are morally obligated to relieve each other of the embarrassment of being married too late in life.”

I scoff in annoyance saying “who wrote this shit oh my god.”

Chris smiles saying “I think it’s hilarious.”

“I think it’s- it’s… I don’t know!”

“I think we should listen to our twenty-something selves and follow up on this.”

I stare at him in shock and he nods saying “We promised, we’ve gotta follow up on this pact, we fell through with every other agreement, not this one too, come on.”

“We just started talking again,”

He nods saying “I haven’t had fun like this in years.. I feel like me when I’m with you. I haven’t felt like me in too long. Let’s go get our shotgun wedding, c’mon.”

I slowly warm up to the idea and my smile slowly widens as I begin to nod in agreement

He smiles back at me as his arms snake around me and lift me off the ground. Spinning around as we laugh loudly leads to us tumbling over again

“You call the Uber, I’ll look up a place to get married.”

I feel my fingers move but my mind not catching up as I proceed with our plans of marriage.

It seems completely rational to us and he shows me the 24/7 chapel only a city over and I smile widely as I nod saying “deal.”

He presses his hands to the sides of my face as his thumb brushes down my nose and he taps the top of my nose saying “deal.”

The Uber drive consisted of me sitting close to Chris with his arm wrapped around me as my hands held tightly to his other arm

Pulling up to the chapel the Uber driver didn’t say much but there expression wasn’t indescribable

But it irked me.

I straighten up my dress and lick my hands as I press them to Chris’ stray aways

He groans as he attempts to squirm away from me as I insist on fixing his hair

I nod as I smile saying “perfect.. you look perfect.”

“Thank you, you look beautiful.”

We enter the establishment and the lady behind the podium welcomes us and gets us on the fast track to getting married

“We have a selection of rings to pick from if you haven’t purchased one yet, we offer a character wedding, Elvis, and a few other options. There’s a tropical wedding, a traditional-”

I cut her off saying “traditional.”

Chris smiles saying “no Elvis?”

I push his shoulder as I shake my head. We are brought to the ring area and he immediately picks the ring that sticks out to him

It’s what stuck out to me, it was surprisingly beautiful for the other options they had

I shook the fake ministers hand as we met him 2 minutes before we were to be married

“I need you both to sign this document.”

I squinted my eyes as I read the words on the document and it was a basic marriage document and I flipped the page and signed my name across the bottom quickly

Chris scribbled his name quickly, not taking a second glance and says “if the misses says it’s safe to sign I believe her.”

The minister walks us down the isle as the director of the weddings clips a waist length veil onto my hair

I nod to her in appreciation and the ceremony proceeds as the alcohol was still very influential in the ceremony even happening

The pictures were taken as the minister asks “This is both of your opportunities to say something about the other.”

Chris nods and squeezes my hand saying “You’re my best friend, Sloan Sloan. I felt incomplete without you in my life and having you back in my life means everything. I can’t wait to navigate this new adventure with you as my wife.”

My cheeks redden as I blush and my heart flutters and does back flips.

He tilts his head to me as he admires my smile and he pulls my hand to his lips as he kisses them delicately

I swallow thickly as I say “There’s no one else I could possibly do this with, it’s only you that could put me at ease like this. You are my best friend and I can’t wait to be married to you. I love you, Chris.”

He smiles and the officiant smiles as they say “do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband?”

“I do.” I nod as my brain is still foggy

“and do you take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife?”

“I do.”

Chris smiles widely as the man says “I pronounce you husband and wife.”

Before the man can continue Chris kisses me, and once we got started kissing we didn’t stop

His arms wrapped around me as he dipped me into the kiss and the officiant shakes his head muttering “Jesus..”

The wedding director smiles widely and pats our shoulders saying “A few more pictures.”

We take our pictures and are handed glasses of champagne and a bottle as we are directed to the restaurant next door

Chris says “Hello wife.”

I smile as I look to him saying “Hello husband.”

We both laugh as we stumble towards the Italian restaurant next door

“What would you say to skipping the dinner and going home?” I chime

He looks to me and says “Sounds like a square deal.”

The second we got into the Uber his lips were pressed to my neck as the driver visibly cringed

The car ride was fast as the man clearly wanted us out of his car.

Chris lifted me as he stumbled in step up to my house. I laughed as I hung off his shoulder and he patted the back of my legs as he sang everlasting love by natalie cole

“This will be… an everlasting love..!! Ooo..yes it will be!”

He is hilarious and I haven’t laughed this hard in too long

He jingled the key into the door and shifted me in his arms as soon as the door was open.

He carried me through the door frame bridal style and says “Now it’s official!”

The door is kicked shut behind us as he walks like a blind mouse through the pitch black house

We laugh loudly as we bump into every object in my house as our lips are glued together

His teeth pull on my bottom lip as I mumble “Past the guest room. And laundry… keep going.”

We hit the wall again and he releases my lip as my lips press to his cheek

“You’ve almost got it.”

And victoriously he finds my bed and we fall into it slowly as he lands on me carefully, keeping his lips attached to the exposed skin on my neck

“We should’ve done this years ago.”

I hmm in response as I can’t talk through the blissful tingling I feel throughout my body

“Y-yeah.” I say as his lips trail down the exposed skin around my dress as his hands reach behind my back, searching for the zipper

The zipper breaks through his impatience and I grumble as I grow uncomfortable with the heat between my legs

“Just rip the dress- Chris..”

He didn’t have to be asked twice, the dress was ripped from the fabric at the zipper and he pulled it off me roughly as I mumbled into his skin as he hovered over me “oh finally…”

He pauses for a minute as his eyes retreat down to my exposed chest, my back arching at his hands moving down to my waist, the exposed skin quickly showcasing new goosebumps

“didn’t need a bra with that dress- did-did you?”

His fleeting eyes look to mine as I produce a furrowed look, my expression asking him what he’s waiting for

He slides his hands up to my face and says “Are you okay? You alright?”

I nod quickly and say “I’m perfect. I’m happy.”

“That’s all I want for you, lo.”

I nod as I heave a breath saying “Are you okay?”

“More than okay. I’ve wanted this for a long, long time. Is this- is me doing this, is it okay?”

I nod in agreement quickly saying “Not if you wait any longer, you’re killing me…”

I squirm while I’m under him, in near desperation as his grin runs wide and his eyebrows pop

“Oh… I see..”

He laughs as I hmm in response, patience is not my strong suit

“I got you, as your husband, I’ve got you all taken care of.”

And he does, he easily does. My eyes flutter in relief and the rush of adrenaline hits me as my hips rise up in response to him

“good job, honey.”

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AAAAAAAAHHHH new story alert!!! eeeeeekkkk!!!! I’m so excited for this one! It’s already a bit steamy haha. I feel motivated to write this story so that’s exciting!!

I’m happy to introduce you guys/people to Sloan! She’s great and I hope you all end up liking her! she is different from Jules in the best ways, at least I think so??

I hope you like the story!!

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wessexroyalfamily · 8 months

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{ Location: St. Christpher's Palace, Winchester City }

Crown Prince William of Wessex: Father, the footman told me you wanted to see me.

Prince Christian, The Earl of Gloucester: Yes, Will perfect timing, let's have a seat.

{ Location: Hyde Park ; Claremont House }

Queen Anne II of Wessex: Margaret, dear hope you are up for a bit of walking.

Princess Margaret of Lancaster: Your Majesty. I appreciate the invite

Anne II: Well when I heard that you enjoy fishing, I knew I had to have you on the estate. There's a perfect little waterhole for us to enjoy the afternoon.

Margaret: Murky, but a wonderful spot to fish Your Majesty.

Christian: I wanted to talk to you, about wife, or rather soon to be wife.

William: My wife?

Christian: Yes. Simply put what is happening cannot go on any longer.

Anne II: So dear, how are you feeling? I'm sure nerves abound heading into the big day.

Margaret: Yes there is still much to do to get ready for the wedding. It has been nice having these last few days to prepare.

Anne II: Yes, that was a clever little ruse you and Will cooked up. But we both know missing public engagements can't last.

William: I want to support her. I want our relationship, our family to be built on trust.

Christian: And that's all fine, but steering from the plan, won't due. Family is more than you and her. It is everything that comes after you and came before you. It is our house.

Christian: You need to tell her plainly that within this family, there is no room for individuality or personal feelings. We are all mere cogs in the same machine striving for the same goal, no matter how hard or frivolous our part may be.

Margaret: I appreciate all that you are saying, but yours and my situations are different.

Anne II: I understand more than you know. I wasn't destined to be Queen. I was the second daughter. My sister was the one who was trained to rule. It was her death that propelled me to the throne. One of the reasons Christian appealed to me early in our courting, was the fact that he wasn't destined to be ruler of anything. I wanted the quiet country existence away from it all. But for what ever reason the Crown saw fit to land on my head.

William: I don't think that is fair to say!

Christian: Why not? She is only doing what you allow her to do. And what she's doing will affect you in the long run.

William: You've seen tabloids, the talk shows, the protestors in the street, even I can't bare it at times.

Christian: We are at a point were the only option is moving forward. We all must buckle in and accept the decisions we've made. Come hell or high water.

Anne II: This family is a calling. And believe it or not you were destined to marry William like he's destined to sit on the throne one day. It will be your duty to...

Margaret: ...I don't think I can be some doll on the shelf, some ornament in his chain.

Anne II: I hope you won't be. A Sovereign doesn't need a doll or guided pieces, there are plenty of those around. The Sovereign needs a protector. Someone who will stand for them, the way Christian supports me.

Christian: Now listen here boy, you may think you are doing the right thing, but someday, the Watcher willing, your own son will sit on that throne.

William: There won't be a throne if the people continue to hate the Margaret.

Christian: The people need to see us to believe in us. And if some believe that we are meant to be the villain in their story, then frankly, that's the part she must be willing to play.

Christian: Now, this nonsense of not attending her scheduled engagements is done. You control your house, and need to man up and put an end to it!

Anne II: I know not everything we ask will be fair. But, as a mother I'm hoping I can count on you to do this one thing and help my son shoulder the weight of the Crown.

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joyffree · 8 months

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🖤KINDLE DEAL!🖤Rebel Heir by Jaine Diamond is a kindle deal TODAY ONLY! This is an edge-of-your-seat (fr)enemies to lovers romance about an outlaw biker with the Devil on his back, a good girl with a badass streak who’s about to find out who she really is, and a childhood marriage pact that comes back to haunt them both.

Grab it now for $2.49 in the US/CA only.1-CLICK https://geni.us/RebelHeir

Link in bio @jainediamond

What to expect:

🔥 frenemies to lovers

🔥 marriage pact

🔥 biker/mafia hero

🔥 bad boy/good girl

🔥 star-crossed lovers

🔥 runaway bride

🔥 kidnapped/captive

#rebelheir #vancityvillains #jainediamond #bookboyfriends #antiherobookboyfriends #kindledeal #kindleunlimited #bikeromance #mafiaromance #starcrossedlovers #marriagepact #frenemiestolovers #badboygoodgirl #runawaybride #wordsmithpublicity

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allthingsdarkanddirty · 8 months

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#EndGame #SerenaAkeroyd #GAMazurke #NewYorkStars #hockeyromance #kindlebooks #brothersbestfriend #newbooks #contemporaryromance #foundfamily #bandofbrothers #marriagepact #FivePointsMob #curvyheroine #givemebookspr

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tvrundownusa · 9 months

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tvrundown USA 2023.08.04

Friday, August 4th:

(exclusive): Good Omens (amazon, season 2 bloopers available on X-Ray), Fatal Seduction (netflix, mystery-thriller part two, next 7 eps), The Big Nailed It Baking Challenge (netflix, spinoff premiere, all 10 eps), The Marriage Pact (Roku, reality series premiere, all 8 eps), Lollapalooza (hulu, livestream, day 2 of 4) [scheduled acts]

(streaming weekly): Foundation (apple+), Swagger (apple+, penultimate), The Summer I Turned Pretty (amazon), The Lost Flowers of Alice Hart (amazon, mystery premiere, first 3 eps)

(earlier - hour 0): Death in Paradise (OVAtion, season 9 marathon continues)

(hour 1): Secret Celebrity Renovation (CBS, season 3 opener, 2hrs), Family Law (theCW), The Villains of Valley View (disney) / . / Pretty Freekin Scary (disney, 60mins), Outlander (Starz, preempted)

(hour 2): Secret Celebrity Renovation (CBS, contd), Moonshine (theCW), Pretty Freekin Scary (disney, contd), Minx (Starz), Ancient Aliens (HIST, "Edgar Cayce"), CMT Summer Sessions (CMT, "Jordan Davis")

(hour 3): Praise Petey (Freeform, 60mins), Heels (Starz)

(hour 4 - latenight): How To with John Wilson (HBO), Death in Paradise (OVAtion, marathon season 9 finale)

#MarriagePact #SecretRenovation #Lollapalooza #television

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wing-ed-thing · 6 months

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I was wondering who your favourite reader is? My personal favourite reader is ghostie!

Interesting question! It's hard to say because I sort of view my Readers as shells (?). They do things and have some personality traits that complement the narrative, but they're not fleshed out to the extent that OCs are.

Perhaps the reader from The Head, The Neck (Madara x Reader) or the Marriage Pact (Erwin Smith x Reader) reader.

I see the Uchiha!Reader as very durable, cunning, and a no non-sense lady (I admire those!) whereas the MarriagePact!Reader is the kind of person who I would have felt safe with if I were a new soldier.

#wingdings

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cocktailsfairytales · 8 months

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Grab it now for $2.49 in the US/CA only.1-CLICK https://geni.us/RebelHeir

Link in bio @jainediamond

What to expect:

🔥 frenemies to lovers

🔥 marriage pact

🔥 biker/mafia hero

🔥 bad boy/good girl

🔥 star-crossed lovers

🔥 runaway bride

🔥 kidnapped/captive

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inapicklehaha · 5 years

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marriage pact

i saw a post from reddit on instagram where someone asked if anyone had actually gone through with those marriage pacts people make if they haven’t found love before a certain age. here’s my story:

i met her in seventh grade maybe a week or two in my gym class. i honestly thought she might be a guy because she took tomboy to a whole other fucking level. she’s so beautiful now but i fell for her before i cared about looks. we became friends through other friends but we weren’t that close. like at all. i thought she didn’t like me, but i didn’t have that many friends and the ones i did have were pretty shit not gonna lie. anyways, falling into the next year we decided to get pe lockers next to each other and we partnered up all the time since her best friend partnered up with someone else. i was just her backup. we became closer that year, starting in december. we started facetiming and texting and snapchatting almost everyday, if not everyday. it was crazy because before her, i never talked to anyone outside of school. like ever. its not that i didn’t want to, but i just didn’t have friends that wanted to talk to me.

i started sitting with her during lunch second semester, since my friend group was toxic and suffocating. 8th grade was a hard year for me, and i cannot possibly count the amount of times i have cried on her shoulder. in february, we made the pact to get married in thirty years from then if we haven’t found love. we didn’t have pe together anymore but we had ceramics and i would always come to her table whenever i got the chance. i always looked at her across the room when i got the chance. her smile was the best piece of artwork in the room filled with handmade treasures. i thought i just wanted to be best friends with her, until around the middle of second semester, where i was sure i liked her. i didn’t know if it was real at the time because all my friends were straight and i didn’t want to be any more different than i already was. she was straight too, so i decided to sit with my other friends to avoid falling harder. i cried everyday afterschool. i didn’t know why exactly. it was a mix of home problems and loneliness and just thinking about her sometimes.

when high school came around i completely forgot about my crush on her or whatever i felt. a couple months flew by and she told me she thought she was bi and she had a crush on her other best friend. i knew i didn’t stand a chance so i told her i thought i had a crush on her in eighth grade and she shrugged it off like it was no big deal. like i didn’t just tell her my feelings i have never felt for anyone else. a couple months passed and she and her friend both felt the same way about each other in march. she fell in love with her but then her friend told her she was changing schools and then never talked to her again. she blocked her on everything. on the last day of freshman year, i saw her cry for the first time and it broke my heart. i just thought it was because she was my best friend

over summer, we hung out a couple times. just doing best friend type of shit. movies, target trips, horribly cooking, yknow. i planned to make her those “open when...” cards and wrote in one on the inside of the envelope secretly hoping she’d never find it. i planned to give them to her for her birthday. in the middle of july she told me she fell for her other best friend, not the same one who moved. she’s gorgeous. my friend is even prettier. i know now i had no chance. 10th grade comes around the corner and i have to look at them flirting everyday during lunch. so i left again because i didn’t want to fall for her even more. at the time, i was still in denial. i got to see her everyday in the lunch line and it was my favorite part of the day. it was just us. i had her full attention and we’d talk about how our day was. second semester came. she told me she was still in love with her friend. i was still in denial then. i was trying to be happy for her, but it just felt like the person she was in love with doesn’t even like her nearly as much. like there’s a huge gap. i will never understand it. summer rolls around. i have now rejected over 7 guys thinking they just weren’t right for me. i know better now. i was just comparing them all to her. they were all inferior by a landslide. a couple weeks ago i came to the conclusion i’m in love with someone who will never love me that way.

our marriage pact is still intact but i don’t think she remembers it or even took it seriously. last week on her birthday i was joking around saying i could see her with our other friend, and she said, “it’s like me and you. never gonna happen.”

this story doesn’t have a happy ending haha. i told one of my friends and i said i’m still happy we’re best friends and she told me it was bittersweet. now i can’t stop thinking about that word. its meaning was always familiar to me but in this context it’s so true i wish i didn’t know what the definition is. i tell my friend everything but this is the one thing i can’t. she is head over heels over someone who doesn’t like her nearly as much and doesn’t appreciate her like i do and i have had many mental breakdowns and i can’t sleep at night. i’m sorry this is so long. i guess i made this post as a rant for me haha. goodnight.

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