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banji-effect · 1 year
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This is the funniest, most literal example of Vimes’ Boots Theory imaginable:
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The reason that the rich were so rich, Vimes reasoned, was because they managed to spend less money. Take boots, for example. He earned thirty-eight dollars a month plus allowances. A really good pair of leather boots cost fifty dollars. But an affordable pair of boots, which were sort of OK for a season or two and then leaked like hell when the cardboard gave out, cost about ten dollars. Those were the kind of boots Vimes always bought, and wore until the soles were so thin that he could tell where he was in Ankh-Morpork on a foggy night by the feel of the cobbles. But the thing was that good boots lasted for years and years. A man who could afford fifty dollars had a pair of boots that'd still be keeping his feet dry in ten years' time, while a poor man who could only afford cheap boots would have spent a hundred dollars on boots in the same time and would still have wet feet. This was the Captain Samuel Vimes "Boots" theory of socioeconomic unfairness.
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leclerrari · 1 year
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the way charles just casually said “let me deliver a dazzling marvelous astonishing striking breathtaking grammy-worthy record while we wait for the grand prix of azerbaijan to start :3”
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jaeclerc · 10 months
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Sebchal -
Charles’ skin crawled as he peeled off the race suit and fireproofs. (Hurt/comfort?)
Charles’ skin crawled as he peeled off the race suit and fireproofs. He needed them off right now. No, he needed them off the fucking second he crashed into the wall. Maybe he should have never put them on in the first place. He wants desperately to have never even hopped in the kart, angry tears streaming down his cheeks as he kicked everything into a corner, the racing red just as angry and horrifying as Charles himself.
He is laid bare, covered in only his boxers and yet he feels more covered than he did when everyone heard his screams over the radio, his heavy breathing, and the absolute fucking devastation that ran through him. That wasn’t meant for anyone but himself and the inside of the helmet and yet, the whole world heard his screams, heard his frustration, his anger, his most raw vulnerable moments.
Charles is still standing there, bare in the middle of his driver’s room when the door creaks open.
“If this is about the fine, it’s like this. I’ll pay.” Was all he said, still turned, still staring at the bright white flimsy walls. He wonders if it would crumble under his hands like everything else has. If maybe he could rip it down and let something out. It felt like slow dripping magma down his spine, reluctant to cool down and building.
“No, Charles.” He turned to look over his shoulder at Sebastian, his tears still streaming as he shook his head.
“Leave.” Was all he managed. Sebastian, clad in the wrong color, shook his head. Charles looked back at the wall, still crying, silent and angry.
His dreams were wrecked. Ruined and shred into tatters, his best chance at becoming a champion for not only himself but for his father, for Jules, for Sebastian, for Monaco. Those were thrown in the garbage, ripped up and stomped on like everything he fucking touched.
Sebastian touched his shoulder and Charles turned around, falling into his chest as he sobbed. He was shaking, trembling in his arms and spiraling apart. He couldn’t do this anymore, years of endurance and suffering just to lead to this. Nothing but a 2nd place finish at the end of it all, if he was lucky.
Considering Charles’ track record, it wasn’t likely.
“Ruined. It’s all ruined.” Sebastian shushed him, carding his fingers through his hair as he held him tight. Sebastian was still sweat soaked from a race out in the July heat. He smelt like a form of home that Charles couldn’t even dream of going on to elaborate on.
“No, it’s not.” Sebastian said to him, and Charles wanted to scream at him too, maybe rip him down as well. Yes it was.
“Don’t. Don’t do these things to me. Lying to make it better when it’s not better. I ruined it. Everything that I did, everything that Jules did, everything Papa did. It’s all gone. Like that. Because I couldn’t manage the rear…it’s unacceptable. I’m not a champion, I’m a-a failure.” He spat it out, raging and wanting to scream some more.
“You can still do this Charles. Maybe not this year, I don’t think you’re ready. But you can still do it.” Sebastian grabbed his face, looking at him with steady blue eyes. Charles was brought back to Bahrain, his very first race with Ferrari.
“You are too good to not be a champion.” Charles pushed his hands off, shaking his head.
“Maybe when I was still 21, but not anymore. I am a failure. This performance, this whole year, this is unacceptable.” Sebastian scoffed as he stepped back.
“If you continue to talk like that, you’re right. Maybe you are a failure.” That hurt even more than the crash did and Charles felt shocked for just a few seconds and Sebastian stepped closer to him again, pulling him close as he pressed their noses together.
Charles wanted to shove him hard, how dare he-he was crying again, he realized.
“Please not this.” He whispered as Sebastian pressed a kiss to his lips, hesitating just a little.
“I’m proud of you, Charles. You are a champion. Stop putting yourself down or letting Mattia tell you otherwise. You’re the champion. You’re the number 1.” Charles surged up to kiss him, deeper, desperate as he gripped Sebastian’s long hair.
“Please come back with me. Just tonight.” Charles felt 20 again. Desperate for Sebastian’s attention, for his affection, for his praise. He felt 23 again, angry at Sebastian for leaving him and full of piss and vinegar about it. Jealous and upset and looking to get revenge on everyone about it.
He also felt 24 (nearly 25). Just needing Sebastian to soothe the endless ache he felt from his own failures, from years of failing to achieve the goal that he set out for himself.
“You haven’t invited me back since-“ Charles shook his head this time.
“Please come home. I need you right now, Seb. Please.”
Sebastian stepped away, grabbing Charles’ shirt, slipping it over his head to cover him, slightly breaking the moment. He held onto Charles’ waist over the shirt as he pressed a kiss to his dimple, not saying a word as he kissed his face.
“I’ll see what I can do.” is what he said after what felt like a century
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prettycoolducks · 2 years
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“I’m just glad you’re back, partner”
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maplesyrupsainz · 2 months
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˖⁺。˚⋆˙MY girl | LN4˖⁺。˚⋆˙
pairing: lando norris x celeb interviewer!reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au, established relationship
warnings: a couple of innuendos/sexual references but mainly fluff
summary: in which your job has your boyfriend acting up every other week
a/n: this is kind of short but didnt think it was necessary to make it any longer!?! hope u luv it (i love jealous lando omg my heart cant take itttt)
request!!!: Lando’s gf is a celebrity interviewer like Amelia from chicken shop date and Lando is supportive but also playfully jealous?
my masterlist
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instagram ->
yourusername 📍 london
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yourusername spent a day in london with my fav british rapper @.aitch !! episode out now hope u enjoy 👀
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user1 OMG he was flirting with her so bad
user2 no fr she got a man
user3 yea and her man is LANDO NORRIS likeeee
user4 why are they lowkey cute together.....
user5 i love everything y/n does
user6 does anyone else only watch the series just for y/n idec about the celebrity guests 💀
user7 no coz this is actually so valid
user8 omg i've been waiting for this one
user9 queue lando marking his territory soon
user10 can u blame him
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f1wags new episode of y/n y/l/n's celeb interview series with british rapper aitch out now 🫶 for anyone who doesn't know, y/n (wag of lando norris) is a celebrity interviewer for events & tv as well as having her own series online in which she “dates” someone for the day, usually in a random city of their choice, and interviews them at the same time in a comedic way !!! the series is super popular, who would you like to see her interview?
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user11 we love her
user12 her interviews r sooo funny and unserious
user13 i want her to interview f1 drivers 😭
user14 omg rightttt imagine lando on there
user15 i want oscar or charles 😂
user16 i didnt even know she was a wag
user17 she's more relevant that her bf HE's the wag
user18 justice for my guy lando
aitch
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aitch watch me on y/n y/l/n's series for real like that's my girl
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user19 damn
user20 his girl?!
user21 y/n looks so hot
user22 look like a couple fr
yourusername had the best time, thanks for coming on the show!!!
aitch anything 4 u
user23 🤭🤭🤭
user24 CUTIESSS
user25 one of my fav episodes so far
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user30 omg i screamed
user31 SHE'S SOOO HOTTTT
carlossainz55 somebody's jealous
landonorris of what?
carlossainz55 😂
user32 lando norris you are one lucky man
yourusername omg hello mr protective
landonorris my girl
yourusername you are freaking sexy
landonorris where are you right now
yourusername 👀
landonorris
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landonorris hey
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user33 "HEY"????
user34 omg
user35 HOTTTTTT
carlossainz55 still not jealous?
landonorris not sure what you're talking about!
user36 you caused this @.aitch
aitch nah
landonorris no
yourusername 🙂
user37 posting this with this caption is criminal
user38 hahaha our jealous boy
user39 little lando norris is jealoussss
yourusername hahah i love you and only you
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landonorris yup. that's MY girl
THE END 🧡
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lewisvinga · 3 months
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mystery girl | charles leclerc x fem! reader
summary; after meeting the friend of an influencer, charles becomes infatuated. unfortunately, she isn’t like her friend and doesn’t have any social media accounts until her friend finally convinced her.
fc; various girls on pinterest
warnings; ?
taglist; @namgification @louvrepool @locelscs
note; requested ! i was a bit confused so i hope this is as close to your request bc i had to switch some things up bc i was confused 😥😥😥
masterlist !
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francisca.cgomes: 🤍
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yourbestfriend: we’re gonna need to go on another girls trip asap😣
francisca.cgomes: oh i agree 100%
yourbestfriend: luv u ( from me and y/n )🫶
francisca.cgomes: luv uuuu
pierregasly: ❤️
username: Y/B/F AND KIKAAAA
username: omg who is the girl in the middle? she’s gorgeous!!!
francisca.cgomes: y/n:), she’s a good friend of mine but she doesn’t have social media!
username: omg the girl in the black skirt is so pretty
username: y/n needs to open up an instagram account she’s gorgeous 😍😍
yourbestfriend: think we need to convince y/n to open up an instagram account ?🤔🤔
francisca.cgomes: oh yes.
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yourbestfriend: mini brasil photo dump 🫶
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yourusername: this is scary
yourbestfriend: no it is not u gorgeous drama queen
francisca.cgomes: her official insta debut 🥹
yourbestfriend: we need ******* to slide in her dms right NOW.
francisca.cgomes: pierregasly help us
pierregasly: who what
username: omg she made an instagram??
username: wonder who y/b/f is talking abt😭
username: my bet is on charles bc kika tagged pierre
username: my fave influencer 😍
username: awh her account is private :/
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yourusername: hi instagram
yourbestfriend: and charles
yourusername: y/b/f.
yourbestfriend: her first insta post and i’m in it 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
yourusername: maybe ur the drama queen
francisca.cgomes: not the picture of u studying #studiousqueen
yourusername: trynna get my masters fr
pierregasly: charles_leclerc
yourusername: pierre jean-jacques gasly…
charles_leclerc:how about i take you on a coffee date 😁 no studying !
yourusername: hmm, i’d like that a lot😊
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yourusername: out w cha 🌷
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charles_leclerc: trés belle [very pretty]
yourusername: thank u , cha 😁🫶🫶
charles_leclerc: making very important calls right there
yourusername: i love my new bookshelf thank u sm cha 😣😣
yourbestfriend: YOU GOT HER A BOOKSHELF?? she’s never leaving her home i fear
charles_leclerc: i couldn’t resist 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️ besides, i don’t mind staying inside w her😁
alex_albon: charles mystery girl wow did he panic in front of you
lilymhe: ignore him, you’re doing amazing sweetie !🫶🫶🫶
yourusername: mystery girl?? ö
georgerussell63: ask ur bf to show u the messages of him panicking and asking about u
carmenmmundt: leave the poor couple alone 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
charles_leclerc:ignore them, chérie pls😔
yourusername: …… ok as long as u get me another book😁
yourbestfriend: NO.
francisca.cgomes: she has too many books charles don’t give in.
charles_leclerc: i am a weak man, i can’t help it
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holllandtrash · 1 year
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the people's princess | charles leclerc social media au
pairing: charles leclerc x princess!reader (selin yagcioglu faceclaim)
everyone thought charles was the princess of monaco but when the real one comes out hiding and slowly inserts herself into the world of f1, suddenly 2 princesses don't seem so bad i know very little about royalty and monarchs so uhh dont come for me
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princessyn.updates meet the 22-year-old Princess, who is set to be Monaco's first female monarch since the 17th century. Y/N has kept out of the spotlight for much of her youth as she focused on academics until recently where it is announced she attended Collège Alpin Beau Soleil in Switzerland and Kings College of London
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genzprincesses where the hell has she been hiding
userjanessa this is now a y/n fan account
perceval_lordsharl this is a lie, charles leclerc is the TRUE princess of monaco
monacomonarchynews
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monacomonarchynews The 23-year-old Princess, Y/N is the only child of Albert II, Prince of Monaco. Y/N has studied abroad in the United States, Sweden and in Dubai up until recently. She has now returned to Monaco and has shifted her studies to the Monarchy.
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userjanessa this is conflicting information
ynismommy hello didn't another account say shes 22 and studied in switzerland and london?? what is the truth
allthefandoms so no one knows anything about her is what it seems like
fantasy_leagues_lewis kinda sus...charles would never
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driverupdates
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driverupdates charles leclerc seen back in monaco following the australian grand prix!
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hunnyseb he's calling fred and putting in his 2 weeks after the chaos that was sunday
sharls16 hes angry but he's pretty
pole.positions he needs this break more than any other driver lmaaao
yn.ofmonaco
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yn.ofmonaco happy to be home
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ynfanclub she is the moment
userjanessa i've been WAITING for her first post and the princess did not dissapoint
sharls16 maybe charles will be in a better mood once he meets the literal princess of monaco
happyhamilton ??? are they. .. supposed to meet? sharls16 i mean, why wouldn't they? he's f1 royalty and she's ROYALTY royalty both from monaco lestappen i would pay so much money to see them together r u kidding
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princessyn.updates Y/N has just arrived at the Fondation Prince Albert II de Monaco Gala ! This is the first public event she has attended but we hope to see more of her as she settles into life as a Royal in Monaco
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ynismommy okay i luv her
yellowferrari wait didn't charles go to this thing last year?? what if he's here this year too 👀👀
charschumick ARE WE GONNA GET A ROYAL ON ROYAL MEET UP FINALLY
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yn.ofmonaco so happy to have been able to attend the Fondation Prince Albert II de Monaco gala tonight, as a girl i was always so inspired by my father and what he has given back to this country. I can't wait to have a bigger role in this organisation moving forward ♡
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ynismommy oh shes smart kind AND charitable
user.schumacher if charles doesn't date her i will
ferrarisandmclarens lewis hamilton what are you doing here in her likes
gussellreorge im sorry but the fact that she doesnt even follow 8 time world champion lewis hamilton but he's still out here liking her pictures...like the drivers know shes a catch leclercswatch idc about her and lewis i care about the non-existent her and charles
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princessyn.updates Princess Y/N is back in Boston this week as she has been invited to be a keynote speaker at Massachusetts Institute of Technology
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usermclaren ok so we all heard that charles liked this post and came here to see if it was true right
sharl16 he's making moves usermclaren is he?
bottasspls so is she a business bitch or a princess
ynismommy both
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yn.ofmonaco What a whirlwind couple of days! I will never take anything in life for granted, thank you mitsloan for inviting me back to speak to future graduates and thank you to the kind stranger at the train station who helped me figure out where I was going (also I just learned what a photo dumb was...did I do it right?)
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ynismommy sweetheart its a photo DUMP
mclarenstractors my favorite thing about Y/N is that she understands social media about as much as my 45 year old mother does
pierregasly 8/10 on the boston dump
yn.ofmonaco That's a passing grade, I will take it!
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francisca.cgomes what's better than a last minute trip to nyc
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pierregasly you almost said no
francisca.cgomes but i made it
camii_18 her and pierre are so cute 🥺🥺
bottastappen am i insane or is that the princess of monaco herself in that last picture
ynismommy Y/N was hanging out with kika AND pierre?? i need a 2000 word essay on how this came to be with citations
sharlandsainz but where is charles why isn't he in any photos or did he leave before the princess showed up 🥲
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yn.ofmonaco
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yn.ofmonaco Art has always been a passion of mind and to be able to accompany Establishment Preschool Des Carmes during their trip to the art gallery was so inspiring and I hope to do it again soon with other schools
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ynfanclub she is quite literally an angel
formulafirstpls i have it in my head that she is genuinely the sweetest person to ever exist and honestly, i think i'm right
francisca.cgomes 🥹🥹
charles_leclerc Quelle expérience amusante! What a fun experience!
yn.ofmonaco Tu devrais nous rejoindre la prochaine fois! You should join us next time! liked by charles_leclerc
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charles_leclerc miamiiiii 🌴☀️🏎 ready for the weekend
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scuderiaferrari game face on
f1mia we're ready for the ferrari boys 🏎❤️
yn.ofmonaco Make Monaco proud!
charles_leclerc i will do my best 😊
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yn.ofmonaco It only makes sense that my first Grand Prix is Monaco❤️ While I'm thankful for the experiences I had as a child that led me to studying around the world, I must say it's an incredible feeling to be home and cheering on charles_leclerc and scuderaferrari 🏁
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scuderiaferrari and we're so happy to have you here ❤️
ynismommy SHES CHEERING ON CHARLES
ynfanclub WHY WOULDN'T SHE BE HE'S LITERALLY FROM MONACO
sharl16 one princess cheering on another princess
charles_leclerc 😊😊😊😊
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scuderiaferrari And for the first time Charles Leclerc is a RACE WINNER at his home race, the pinnacle of Motorsport, THE MONACO GRAND PRIX🏁🏎😎 Well deserved win for our Monegasque driver❤️
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charles_leclerc thank you thank you❤️
yn.ofmonaco Well deserved indeed! Well done charles_leclerc!
charles_leclerc thank you y/n😊 means even more that you and your family were there to watch today liked by yn.ofmonaco yellowferraris this is not a drill, the princess of monaco has FINALLY followed charles back and now they are being all cute and friendly in the comments hannah_notmontana she was waiting for him to actually make monaco proud before tossing the follow 💀💀
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yn.ofmonaco Had to go through the archives to find this one, but congratulations to my longtime friend charles_leclerc for his Monaco win today! Sundays are officially my new favourite day of the week❤️
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charles_leclerc so much love for you, merci y/n
ynfanclub YA'LL THEY HAVE BEEN FRIENDS THIS WHOLE TIME ARE YOU KIDDING
ynismommy oh my good god we've been bamboozled
pierregasly now that the princess is out of hiding you have to give the crown back charles_leclerc
yn.ofmonaco What does this mean? pierregasly charles has been deemed monaco's princess since you have been gone🤣 charles_leclerc 😐😐😐 yn.ofmonaco Ohh, it's okay charles_leclerc you can keep the crown as long as I get the title haha charles_leclerc i am not a princess scuderiaferrari not with that attitude liked by yn.ofmonaco and pierregasly
aaaand im back with another long smau hehe this was fun, if you made it this far thank you and ily and check out my masterlist here
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lxclerc · 7 months
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𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐳𝐞 — 𝐥𝐧𝟒
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summary… two’s a company but three’s a crowd, something lando learned the hard way request… no pairing… lando norris x leclerc! sister warning… very much heavy hints of cheating, very messy reader lol faceclaim… bethany talbot
note… as a well known lando hater, nobody look at me i’m as ashamed as you are disappointed
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luisinhaoliveira99 one year with this muppet 💕💕🫶🫶
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user1 they actually make me sick
user2 lando can YOU FIGHT
user3 she’s beautiful, extraordinary, unique, perfect, gorgeous, amazing, legendary, never been done before, dazzling and then he’s there
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ynleclerc you’re still together and you just can’t tell me why
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user1 MOTHER
user2 her littler evil smirk 😭
⤷ user3 she knows what she’s doing
user4 caption?!
user5 call her brothers, she’s being messy on main again
⤷ user6 she’s just in a silly goofy mood
charles_leclerc disappointed but not surprised
⤷ ynleclerc who asked?
⤷ user7 charles is so over her shit 😭
landonorris photo creds?
⤷ ynleclerc with your gf
⤷ landonorris 🤔
⤷ user9 WHAT DOES THIS MEANNNN
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landonorrisupdates lando and girlfriend of one year, luisa, seen arguing outside a restaurant in monaco. luisa is very evidently upset and walked away crying. is this maybe the end of the couple?
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user1 what i would give to be a fly in the wall while this was happening
user2 not yn literally liking this 😭😭😭
⤷ user3 she is shameless
user4 yall let’s not pretend it’s not yn they’re fighting about
user5 a long time coming tbh
user6 luisa, girlie, you deserve better than this
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ynleclerc i know orange looks good on me but i wonder if it looks better on top of me
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user1 she’s a proud homewrecker
user2 nah bc at this point i admire her audacity
user3 if i were that pretty, i’m sure i can steal someone’s man too
user4 my girl is celebrating lando is finally all hers
arthur_leclerc 🙄🙄
⤷ ynleclerc luv u 2
⤷ user5 her brothers are so embarrassed of her 😭
user6 i support women’s rights but more importantly, i support women’s wrongs
landonorris hottie
⤷ ynleclerc you know it
⤷ user7 HAVE SOME SHAME
⤷ user8 they dont know what that means
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landonorris finally yours
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two-white-butterflies · 9 months
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tolerate it | c16
Description: After a month of breaking up with Charles. You release a song that finally speaks about your experience.
Pairing: charles leclerc/singer!reader
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waitingroomcouple2: according to insiders, y/n and longtime boyfriend charles leclerc are headed towards breakupville.
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asianbutnotjapanese: EXCUSE ME? First Sofia and Joe, Taylor and Joe and now Charles and Y/N?
yakisobaramens2: give me time. i need to process things.
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"Hey, Charles." you cleared your throat - pretending that you didn't just spend the past hours crying about him.
"I know that I told you that we needed space to think things through, but I don't think that we're happening anymore. I-I somehow, the breakup got leaked and I don't really know how we'll build up from that. I hope that you understand."
Charles finished listening to the voicemail that you sent him 30 minutes ago. He couldn't believe that it finally happened. Sure, you spent half a month fighting with him - but he thought that things would get better after that.
"Are you alright?" Pierre sits beside him with a bowl of ramen. "Ah, yeah." Charles replied - completely out of his zone. He always believed that his life was cut up in two sections: before you, and during you - but he never assumed that there would be an after you.
Jesus, when you've reached heaven - there's only one way left to go: down, and he descended awfully.
"You've been very hush hush about your 'break' with Y/N. Are you back together?" Pierre inquired, concerned about his childhood friend. "That's impossible," Charles mumbled while his friend stuffed his face with more noodles.
"Shit, I'm so sorry." Pierre patted his back.
"- It'll get better." he adds.
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Charles_Leclerc: Feeling pretty good in Suzuka.
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yourusername: You're so much older and wiser and I. Announcing my newest single "Tolerate It" for the newest 'Barbie' movie that comes in three versions: She Version and He Version and They Version. Basically just diff pronouns. Hope u guys like it. 💙
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Charles_Leclerc: Another amazing song! 🔥
ynandcharles: he commented, checkmate guys.
taylorswift: Tears in my eyes, Y/N. 💧
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yourusername: there's many different ways that you can kill the one you love. the slowest way is never loving them enough. (wise words from my friend @taylorswift)
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Charles_Leclerc: Reply to my messages please.
taylorswift: You deserve someone who will love you enough. I'm proud of you sister. - yourusername: thank u sm taylor 💙
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Charles_Leclerc: And if I ever did something wrong, let me make it right. P3 in Spa, but left the circuit feeling like something was missing.
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yourusername: Congratulations Charles! You definitely deserved this podium, I've seen you work soo hard to get this spot. 💙 - Charles_Leclerc: 💙
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(SIX MONTHS LATER)
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yourusername: an hour of mansplaining with this dude...still, i luv u.
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landonorris: The hand 💀 chill mate, she isn't going anywhere.
greeaat99: Charles was Ken (Barbie 2023) but Max is Ken (Barbie Life in the Dreamhouse.)
gigihadid: Rocking that black hair mother ❤️ - yourusername: No, YOU are mother. 😜😍
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yourusername: i take this magnetic force of a man to be my. ✨LOVER✨ will be out midnight EST. Happy 4th month babe! tho u always tell me that it feels like we've known each other for forever. Hoping to have an album out before baby jellybean comes out. Which will be ... 7 months from now, though ya'll are nasty telling me that my stomach looks like I'm in the 5th month 😡.
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Charles_Leclerc: Congrats on the baby! - yourusername: thank u
loverboy9: the way that this could've been charles' baby if they just stayed together 😭
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maxverstappen1: I found the love of my life this year, I hope that everyone finds theirs too! My girlfriend's new song 'Lover' will be out on midnight and it would mean the world to us if you listened to it.
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yourusername: OK we'll just adjust our heads to look at this picture - maxverstappen1: and?
yourusername: listen to me pls so max can afford some internet money in his little game
landonorris: I don't listen to underground artists, sorry. - yourusername: LISTEN TO ME. u broke his trophy this is the least that u can do? - - landonorris: ever heard of kintsugi? - - - yourusername: the lana del rey song?
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yourusername: posting this version because the one on @maxverstappen1's profile is 🤮.
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taylorswift: You are GLOWING. - yourusername: I can still make the whole place shimmer.
landonorris: when is baby jellybean coming out? - maxverstappen1: ❤️
charlesandynuniverse: The real ones know that the baby is fathered by Charles. - yourusername: stop this bs, don't wait until i slap the paternity test on ur face 🤣
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and when all is said and done... what now?
summary: the one where we hope the streets of monaco won't betray them again. pairing: charles leclerc x fem!driver (nicknamed fleur) word count: 6.1k warnings: google translate french, profanity, tad bit angsty and sad. depending on who you are, you may cry
note: this is it. the final chapter of this series. i hope that this provides enough closure for fleur and charles. i want to say thank you to every single person who has supported this fic and has encouraged me to continue. s/o to my ferrari antis for dealing with me and for hyping me up. truly would've never been able to finish this without them. and of course this story wouldn't be possible without my lovely 🌸 anon. luv u nonnie!!! cheers to the end of an era. cheers to charles and fleur
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True to his word, Charles left you alone. No calls, no surprise visits, no more waving to each other. Friends to lovers, lovers to friends, friends to strangers. But that’s what you wanted right? This is what you meant when you said you needed space and time. 
It hurts you, as much as you hate to admit it. Charles’ cold demeanor hurts you, stings like you’ve never known. But you could never bring yourself to right your wrongs, to knock on Charles’ door to say that you were wrong and that you need him in your life in some capacity or another. But that felt selfish and wrong. You love Charles too much to ever treat him that way, to ever deduce him down to anything less than what he’s worth. Because he is more than your best friend, more than your first love. He is a person worth loving back with as much ferocity as his, worth all the respect a person had to offer. But you’re not sure you’re ready to give that all back to him. You didn’t want to hurt him more than you already have.
2022 was a season filled with challenges, and 2023 was no different. You were fighting tooth and nail in your baby Blue, all while watching Charles completely dominate the season. You watched from afar, every podium, every win, every struggle, and every triumph. You supported him silently, and truly you knew you could never stop. You wonder if he still did the same for you. 
Monaco, a full year since you had won the race and set everything in motion. Your greatest win, and your biggest loss. Race weekend goes as it does, with media and practice all in between. You truly felt the pressure of the weekend starting to weigh you down, the judging stares wondering if you were going to pull it off like you did the year before. Your heart felt heavy as you climbed into your car as qualifying started, helmet on and hands gripping the wheel tightly. 
“Okay Fleur, Tsunoda, De Vries, Stroll, and Piastri are out on the track. You’re all set to go.”
The first two rounds of qualifying fly by, you manage a P13 and P7 respectively. Now, your hands are shaking, clammy beneath your gloves as you prepare for the final round. You ask Lucas to read you the top times of Q2, and low and behold Charles topped the field. 
“Just need to be ahead of the Mclarens Fluer, that’s all we ask.”
Lucas’ reminder is of no comfort, but it is what he sends you off with. By the time you make it onto the track, Carlos, Max, and Checo were zooming past you on their flying lap. You did your best to stay out of their way, moving left and right to heat up your tires while creating enough space to give yourself a good start. Nerves begin to settle deep in your gut as you approach the starting line. You inhale deeply, pushing full throttle as you speed through your flying lap. The track is engraved in your memory, you could drive the circuit with your eyes closed. 
You steer, shift gears, you try to do everything correct. And at the end of it all, by some twist of fate you end up P2. 
“I don’t know how the fuck you did it Fluer, but you’re P2. Charles is P1.”
You don’t hear the rest of what your team has to say to you. All the congratulatory remarks fly over your head, ears ringing as you pull in front of the number two. Your blue Alpine, splitting Charles and Max. You have to sit in your car for a moment longer, trying to calm your nerves. Slowly, you begin to climb out of your car, slipping off your headgear as you approach the two boys who were in deep conversation. You try to make yourself small as you grab your water bottle and towel, but Max is quick to come over and shake you by the shoulders.
“Look at you Flower!” Max teases, “Beat me by eight–hundredths of a second!” 
Your cheeks turn red, “It’s Fleur,” is all you manage to say. 
“Be careful Charles, she might come and take your title.” 
You choke on the water you’re drinking. Charles smiles, avoiding your eyes, as he shakes his head at Max’s comment. You know the Dutchman meant nothing by it, the cheeky smile on his face proving he was just trying to make a joke. He didn’t know any better, didn’t understand the newer significance Monaco held for the both of you. Max walks off, leaving you and Charles to stand there awkwardly. 
“Good job today,” you say. 
He smiles, muttering a thank you before he turns to watch Max give his interview. He doesn’t try to talk to you, doesn’t even spare you another glance. You nibble on your bottom lip, eyes fixated on the opening of your water bottle as you try to distract from the pang in your chest. Max doesn’t take too long, and soon you are taking the mic from him to take your turn in front of the camera. It’s all a blur, just one generic question after the other. You keep your answers short and curt, and you wonder if it’s obvious you’re aching to disappear. The photo op was nothing short of awkward, with Charles hovering over your skin as he pretends to hold you close. You feel your throat tightening as you walk away, and you try to fight back the tears throughout the rest of the day.
You find yourself dreading to get into the car that Sunday. The nerves were sitting, brewing within you and you found yourself bent over the toilet just thirty minutes before you had to get into your seat.
“Fleur, if you can’t do it it’s okay. No one will be mad. Mick is on standby, ready to hop in if you need it,” Lo coos, rubbing your back. 
You shake your head, grabbing some toilet paper to wipe the sides of your mouth. “I’m fine. I’ll be fine.” 
“Are you sure?”
You nod, flushing the toilet and standing back up. Your reflection shows you your bloodshot eyes, tear tracks staining your cheeks, and your nose runny. You looked ridiculous. You quickly rinse out your mouth, blotting your face dry with the paper towel before returning to the garage. All eyes are on you, everyone suddenly worried and well aware of how differently you’ve been acting all week. Esteban is by your car, smiling sympathetically.
“Est-ce que ça va?” He asks, rubbing your back. 
“Je vais bien.” 
He bids you goodluck before returning to his side of the garage. It isn’t long until you’re driving your car around the circuit, pulling up right next to Charles in the front row. Your eyes fall shut, head resting back against your seat as you take deep breaths. 
You don’t see it, the way Charles is looking over at you as he climbs out of his car. He watches the way you sit so still, so quietly in your baby Blue, he was worried you might’ve passed out. He only looks away when he sees you stir, undoing your seatbelts and removing the HANS device from around your neck. Lo is by your side immediately, coaxing you to drink water which you are quick to refuse. He wonders what’s wrong, almost tempted to walk the few short steps and ask. 
It must be the nerves again, he thinks to himself. You were always one to get sick before important races, sometimes resorting to throwing up just to feel a little at ease. He wonders if you still pop Mentos in your mouth– specifically spearmint– to remove the acidic taste in your mouth. You do, his question answered when he sees Lo hand you a green cylindrical package. He nearly does it, nearly brings himself to walk over and wish you luck, but soon Max is patting his back and he realizes the anthem is about to start.
You and Charles are placed right next to each other, ahead of all the drivers, as you wait for the anthem to play. You don’t say anything to each other, don’t spare him a glance, nothing. The air is thick, awkward, as you both try to pretend that the other isn’t there. The anthem plays, and your head falls backward ever so slightly. Your eyes close and you begin to get your mind back in the proper headspace. You try to forget the nerves, to forget about the event of last year, reminding yourself that they don’t matter anymore. You try to talk yourself off a cliff you’ve made for yourself, and hope to god that you’ll come out of it alive. 
The anthem ends, and the roars of the crowd begin to grow in volume. Goosebumps form on your skin at the sound of the fans chanting for you and Charles, screaming wishes of good luck and love. It fills you with courage, happiness, and almost makes you feel whole. It is only then do you look up at Charles, smile small but resilient and filled with good intentions. His eyes are curious as he stares back at you, watching to see what you were about to say next.
“Bonne route, je suis si fière de toi.” Have a good drive, I'm so proud of you.
Charles’ eyes grow wide, surprised that that was the first thing you’ve said to him since Monza the previous year. Your father’s words, an old tradition you both had packed away for nearly a year. It sparks a bit of hope in him, but he’s quick to shut it down, shaking his head. He smiles back, genuine and shy as he nods.
“Bonne chance Fleur,”Good luck Fleur. His voice is soft, clipped of any emotion. They both stand there, unsure of what to say or do next. No one moves to hug the other, no knocks on the helmet, just frozen in place. Charles finally makes the first move, nodding and turning away to move straight to his car. 
You can’t help but feel slightly defeated, almost downright foolish for saying those words. You shouldn’t be surprised at his response, and you scold yourself for hoping for anything different. 
You climb into your car, gear on and fingers gripping the wheel tightly. Once again it was you, your car, and the streets you call home. And just as last year, the roads you grew up on did not betray you in the slightest, and neither did it betray Charles. 
“P2 Fleur! Amazing drive today, fucking phenomenal once again. The people are happy, singing!
You scream out in utter joy, rounds of thank yous to every single person on your team tumbling past your lips. Your P2 can only mean one thing and it makes your heart soar.
“Results are Leclerc P1, you P2, and Sainz P3. Again, amazing drive today Fleur. Can’t wait to celebrate tonight!”
You let out a giggle, all too giddy about the outcome of the race. You slow down slightly on your cool down lap, placing yourself only a couple of feet behind Charles’ car as you both wave to the crowds of people who screamed for the two of you. Monaco’s pride and joy, the top two finishers of the race. 
By the time you park in park femme, Charles and Carlos are already being grabbed and pulled by the men in red. Your team greets you with the same enthusiasm, your smaller frame being carried left and right as they celebrate you. Just as they lower you, you spot the two Ferrari boys chatting on the side. Your feet move before your mind has time to process what you’re doing. You must’ve looked silly, helmet still on as you sprint across the way to jump on Charles. You hear his squeaky laughter, feel his hands wrap around your middle as he spins you around. 
“You did it!” You shriek, squeezing him tightly. 
“You did it too.” He lowers you, pulling your helmet off your head while you pull your balaclava off. 
You’re beaming up at the Monegasque, panting and overwhelmed with emotion. You can see the tears brimming over his green eyes as looks down at you. Your fingers find his, squeezing lightly. 
“Ils sont si fiers de toi, je le sais.” They're so proud of you, I know they are.
Charles nods, shaking tears onto his rosy cheeks. You engulf him into a hug, one he gladly accepts as he buries his face into your shoulder. The people around you scream and cheer, in awe of the emotion shared between the two of you. When he pulls away, his face is wet with tears, eyes red, but a smile on his face. He rests his forehead against your own, trying to steady his breathing. It’s as if the rest of the world didn’t matter at that moment. It’s just you and Charles. 
Charles opens his mouth, about to say something, but the interviewer calling your name cuts the moment short. Charles’ hand squeezes yours before he finally pulls away and lets you go. There’s another shift in the air between you two, the happy moments you guys shared suddenly forgotten. It was as if that small, intimate moment never happened. You put on a brave face, taking the mic from Carlos and walking up to the presenter.
“Fleur, the fans are screaming for you. They’re excited, happy. How are you feeling?”
You smile, “Ah, it’s probably more so Charles than for me but… I’m so happy. This race was beyond amazing. I’m… I’m very happy.”
“Obviously, there were some intense moments between you and Charles during the race. You nearly took the lead a couple of times. Did you let Charles have this race?”
You have to suppress the scoff that wants to come up. Your lips are tight, a forced smile on them. “I’d never just give up a race, as much as I love Charles, I enjoy giving him a hard time just a little more.” you joke, “But no, I never came quite close enough to ever pass him. He’s on a different level today… What can I say, Charles is simply that great of a driver.”
There is a little more back and forth before you pass the microphone off to Charles. You lean against the door frame to the cool down room, completely enamored at the way Monaco loves him. His eyes are glowing, bright and filled with so much adoration and appreciation for the city he calls home. He looks so happy, and you can’t help but feel your heart melt for him. You only stare for a minute longer before you retreat into the building with the screams of Monaco behind you. 
The celebration that night was nothing short of grand, your teams and Charles’ coming together to celebrate Monaco’s pride and joy, plus Ferrari's double podium. The club is packed with people, everyone drunk and sweaty. You spot multiple drivers on the dance floor, all too intoxicated to bother greeting you. Your team is the first to spot you, screaming your name and cheering loudly. There is a loud chorus of your name and other French gibberish as Lucas yanks you towards the table. It took three shots in a row of straight tequila for you to finally find your way out of the crowd and towards the bar. The alcohol is already in your head, the room suddenly just a little warmer, and walking kind of felt like floating. 
You thought that moving to the bar meant being left alone, but really you should’ve known better. First it was Max, then Pierre, and soon after Daniel, all of them buying a round of shots and berating you until you take one (or three) with them. Now the club was hot, you were sweating, and walking felt like you were on a tightrope. In your drunken stupor, you order one Long Island Iced Tea, just one to get you through the rest of the night. You nurse your drink, sipping along as you dance your way through the crowd and towards the exit. The cool air feels like heaven against your clammy skin, wind blowing at you as you open the doors. You hold onto the wall, steadying yourself all while sipping on your drink.
“Fleur?”
Your head snaps up at the sound of a familiar voice. Charles is looking at you from a couple feet away, eyes squinting as he tries to confirm to himself that it is in fact you. He takes slow cautious steps towards you, only speeding up when his eyes adjust to the dim lighting and can make the features on your face. 
“Are you okay?” He asks.
You nod, taking the straw out of your mouth. “So good.” you slur.
He smiles. It’s a half smile, only one dimple indenting his right cheek. “What are you doing out here?”
“Need air, ‘twas hot in there.” 
He hums in agreement, “Yeah… too many people in there I think.”
There is a lull between you two, with Charles leaning on the wall next to you while you nurse your drink. His eyes are focused on the sky, jaw clenching every now and again. He only shifts his focus at the sound of your incessant slurping, as you try to drink every last drop from your cup. You freeze in your spot when you feel his gaze on you, lips parting ever so slightly. 
Charles is enamored by how innocent you look before him, even in your drunken state. Your eyes are slightly hooded as you stare at him, lips plump and shiny as you pull away from your straw and lick the remnants of your drink off them. He knows you’re blushing by the way your eyes dart away, and how your cheeks puff up while you try to fight an awkward smile. The kind of smile that puts your lips into a scrunched, tight line. If it weren’t so dark, he knows your cheek would be even redder than it probably already was. 
“Do you miss me?” you ask, voice small and nearly drowned out by the cars driving by.
His heart skips a beat at your words. It is completely on fire at the close proximity between the two of you. When you asked for space and time all those months ago, he did his best to stay away. He avoided you as much as his job allowed him, even if it pained him to do so. He wouldn’t talk to you unless it was absolutely necessary. The last eight– nearly nine–  months were some of the most unfulfilling times he’s ever lived. It all felt bland without you. Nothing has really ever been the same, and the longer you spend apart, the more he worries that it will always be that way. But in short, he always misses you.
“Do you miss me?” he counters, looking away and down at his black sneakers.
You choose to stay quiet, leaving the question hanging in the air. It’s thick again, thanks to the unanswered questions. Of course you missed him, but it didn’t feel right to say outside of a club while you were very drunk.
“Can we talk?” you ask, “But when I’m not drunk… I want to talk to you.” 
Charles raises his brow, “Will you even remember this?” 
You nod profusely, but even you doubted yourself. You hoped you would remember. Charles reaches in his back pocket, pulling out a sharpie and you can’t help but burst into a fit of drunken giggles. 
“Why do you just have a sharpie?” 
He looks to the marker then up at you before he smiles sheepishly, scratching the back of his neck. “I accidentally took it from a fan.” 
This had you giggling even more, hand moving over your mouth as you tried to stop. There really wasn’t anything funny about Charles having a sharpie, truth be told if you looked in your purse you probably had one too. But the alcohol was telling you otherwise, and so now you’re standing in front of a blushing Charles, giggling like he had just told you the funniest joke ever. 
“It’s not that funny Fleur.” He mumbles, a ghost of a smile beginning to form on his lips. 
“But it is. You’re always so prepared somehow, it’s weird.” 
“It’s not that weird.” He whines. “You say it like it’s a bad thing.”
You shake your head. “It’s not a bad thing, it’s just you. It’s one of the things I love about you.”
The laughter dies down at your confession, the smile slowly disappearing from your face. You begin to panic, feeling as if your comment might’ve ruined the moment, or even deter him from even wanting to speak with you. But then he moves closer to you, licking his lips before pulling the cap off with his teeth. He places the cap on the end, before grabbing your arm gently and scribbling along the inside of your wrist.
“This isn’t healthy you know,” You comment, referring to the sharpie against your skin.
“Yeah and neither is this back and forth thing,” Charles mutters, retracting his touch and shutting the sharpie. 
You’re about to say something but the door swings open, revealing a very drunk Mick. The boy’s face lights up when he sees you, screaming into the loud room that he found the two of you. 
“C’mon, everyone has been looking for the two of you!” 
Charles nods, walking towards Mick and leaving you completely dumbfounded. It takes Mick grabbing you by the arm and leading you in to finally make your way back to the party. The rest of the night is a blur, with more alcohol and even more dancing. You don’t remember exactly how you got home, but there are bits and pieces of Lo carrying you up and putting you to bed. 
You wake up the next morning, head pounding and eyes burning from the sun pouring through your open window. You groan softly, turning over and trying to go back to sleep. You move in every which way, trying to get comfortable and slip back into a peaceful slumber, but your headache and turning stomach keeps you awake. You sigh, eyes opening as you turn to lay on your back. You’re about to rub your face when you see marks of black on your wrist, and you have to do a double take.
Call if you remember. CL.
You were confused, brain scrambling to remember pieces of the night where you were with Charles. You can see Mick… Max… Daniel… but no Charles. You nibble your lip, grabbing your phone to see if there were any texts from the Monegasque, or literally anyone who could explain the writing on your wrist. Much to your disappointment, the only texts on your phone are from friends and your team, congratulating you and reminding you to drink lots of water. You groan softly, sitting up and clutching your head. 
You move about your day nursing your hangover. You sit on your couch, staring at the letters on your wrist over and over, just hoping that something will click. Call if you remember. Remember what? You wonder if you said something stupid, maybe pissed him off, or even worst: hurt him even further. You groan softly, falling back on your couch with your hands over your eyes. Your memories of the night are an incomplete jigsaw puzzle that you are so desperately trying to put together. The feeling of not knowing eats you alive. It makes your stomach turn, heart thumping sporadically beneath your chest. 
You must’ve laid like that for another ten or so minutes before finally deciding to pick up your phone and dial Charles’ number. The phone rings thrice before he picks up. 
“Hello?” His voice is rough, thick with sleep. 
“Hi,” your voice is small, you wonder if he even heard you. “Did I wake you?”
He hums, “Yes. Is everything okay?”
You stare at his messy handwriting on your skin, the black ink beginning to dull. It’s just quiet breathing for a couple more seconds before you decide to speak up. “You said call if I remember… and I remember.”
You lie through your teeth, and you hope and pray you get away with it.
Charles sighs on the other end. “Okay. I don’t want to do this on the phone. Can I come see you?”
“Yes. Yes I’ll be home all day… so just let me know when you’re coming over.” 
“Okay. I’ll see you soon. Bye.”
He hangs up before you get to say bye. Your hands begin to sweat, leg bouncing as the nerves begin to settle in again. You decide on a shower, hoping that it will help you feel better and clear your mind. But even after an entire routine, skincare and all, your mind was still drawing blanks. Charles’ text soon comes, letting you know he’s enroute, just two minutes away. You try to tidy up as best you can, making your bed and rearranging the throw pillow on your couch. These little things used to never matter, but now they’re the only thing keeping you together.
Three taps on the front door tell you that he’s here. You feel your nerve endings come alive, setting your skin on fire as you move closer to the door. You unlock the door, swinging it open to find Charles standing there, Monza hoodie over his head and sweatpants to match. He looks tired, his skin is dull and purple around his eyes. But even then, he smiles and mumbles a quiet hi. You step aside, allowing him to walk in. As soon as you shut your door, you’re trailing behind him all the way to the kitchen table. 
It’s funny how time works, the way the universe manages to bring you back to the same spot with the same person just one year ago. You cringe at the memory of Charles begging you not to let him go, and you wonder if he remembers too. He pulls a chair back, the same one from a year ago, and he pauses for a moment. You watch as he stands there, staring down at the chair. Of course he remembers. How could he forget one of the worst days of his life? 
“Do you want to go to the living room instead?” You offer meekly. He turns around, nodding, before walking towards your couch. 
You sit across each other, maybe two or so feet of space between the two of you. You bring your feet up on the couch, hugging your knees to your chest as you ponder over what you should say. Charles watches you from his seat, the blank look in your eyes as you stare at seemingly nothing. He leans back into the couch, pushing the hood off his head before resting his hands on his lap. He rubs his thighs slowly, trying to keep his hands busy and his anxiety at bay. 
You aren’t sure how long you both sit in silence before Charles finally says something. 
“I do miss you,” His voice is barely above a whisper, a slight waver in his gentle admission. “I always do.” 
Your head perks up, and like that memories of the night before come flooding back. You remember asking him if he did, if he missed you. You remember he asked you the same question back, and that you wanted to talk to him when you were no longer inebriated. You remember the way he looked at you, how good he looked under the street light. 
“Why am I here Fleur?” Charles speaks up again, “Are we going to go back and forth again? Am I going to beg to be in your life, and then you’re going to push me away? Because if that’s how it’s going to go I can save you the trouble and just leave.”
You shake your head, sitting up in your place. “No. At least I don’t think so. I want to talk. I want to fix us… whatever that means.” 
“What do you want it to mean?” He raises his brow.
You’re quiet again as you think about your answer. You know one thing for sure: that you wanted Charles in your life. That you didn’t want things to be awkward and to pretend like he was invisible when he clearly isn’t. You wanted the traditions, the helmet taps, and the juice boxes. You wanted it all back. 
“I still have juice boxes before quali,” You say, “do you?”
Charles’ eyebrows knit together in confusion, but he still answers. “Yes?” 
You smile, nodding. “I spent the last couple of months wondering how you were. Wondering if you still drank juice boxes, if you liked the coffee candies I got you in Austria. I think about whether or not you still hate ice baths or if you’re used to it by now.” 
“Fleur…”
“I wondered if you still thought of me even when you pretended like I wasn’t there… if that night in Monza made you hate me. I wonder what songs you listen to before getting in the car, and if you still tap your heart two times before the lights go out.” You lean back, eyes cast on your legs as your vision blurs with tears. “Truth is Charles I haven’t really stopped thinking about you and how you’re doing.” 
You turn away, looking out your glass sliding doors as you try to swipe away the stray tear that escapes your eyes. You can hear Charles move, feel his body heat as he shifts closer to you. The feeling of his thigh next to yours makes you look at him. You watch as he sticks his hand in the pocket of his sweatpants, pulling a balled fist and opening it in front of you to reveal two coffee candies. The same candies you sent him in Austria last year. 
“I have at least one in my day, maybe two when I miss you a little more than normal. I still hate ice baths, I don’t think I’ll ever be used to it. I have a new playlist for this season… I’ll have to show you sometime. And I tap my heart three times now. One for Jules, one for papa, and one for you.” He balls his hand into a fist, holding onto the candy.
“Avoiding you… ignoring you was the only way I could give you what you asked of me Fleur. But it killed me to do that. My heart always felt so heavy, and I felt like I was winding down this hopeless road. There were moments where I felt like I was going to cave, I came close to walking over and knocking on your door. There were countless times I almost called you, just to get a moment of you. But then… I’d see you smile and I’d hear you laugh and I stop myself. You looked so happy, and I didn’t want to ruin that.” 
At this point, you’re both crying. Every word that came out of Charles’ mouth set your heart on fire, released butterflies in the pit of your stomach, ignited a bit of hope in you. You look up at him, and he smiles at you with tear stained cheeks. He reaches over to you, cupping your cheek to swipe the wet from under your eyes. You lean into his touch for a moment before he retracts his hand.
“I’m so sorry Charles, for everything.” You stammer, your shaky voice betraying you. Tears fall from your eyes, and you scoff at yourself for crying once again. 
Charles frowns, his hand coming to swipe the tears with his thumb. “You don’t need to be sorry. As hard as it was for me, you were right. Time away from me might’ve been good for you, as weird as it is for me to say.” You both let out a short laugh. “It was good for me too I think…. It helped me appreciate things in my life even more. And I never pretended you weren’t there. I always saw you, always heard you. Truth be told Fleur, I’ve fallen even harder for you from afar.” 
Even through tears, he managed to make your heart soar. You are filled with warmth, his words sitting comfortably in your heart. It was like the air was beginning to thin out, that breathing was becoming easier with each passing second. 
“I want you back in my life,” You profess, “I really do Charles. I want juice boxes before qualifying, the pre-race traditions. I want to be able to celebrate with you, and to mourn with you too. I want all the good and bad, everything in between. And I know it’s been a year, and maybe a year too late, but I want to try again.”
You finally said the words Charles longed to hear. He dreamt of his moment for the last twelve months, and yet he finds himself frozen in place. He was drawing blanks, no words in any of the four languages he knows were coming to mind. All he could do was sit there and stare. 
You shift in your seat, leaning your top half back to create some distance between the two of you. “Charles?” No answer. You begin to panic, “If I’m too late then just say so.” Still no answer. “For Christ's sake Charles, say any-”
He kisses you. Charles grabs your face and smashes his lips against yours. Your hands are desperate, clutching onto his hoodie as you move your lips against his own. The kiss is passionate, messy, but filled with love. One of your hands moves from his chest to the back of his head, clutching onto his locks tightly. He kisses you like his life depends on it, like he’s afraid you’ll change your mind. Charles finally slows down, his kisses growing gentle until he stops. His green eyes search yours, looking for any sight of doubt.
“Did you get what you hoped for?” He questions softly, “Did you turn into who you wanted to be… who you hoped to be without me?”
Your forehead pressed against his as you contemplated your answer. The last year has shown you many things about you and what you needed in your life. It showed you the sweet life of independence and the tumultuous journey learning to love yourself can be. So you nod. 
“Yeah. It taught me patience, that being alone is okay. But it also reminded me of how weird life is without you and no matter how far I wander off, or how much I might’ve grown, that I still wanted you by my side. It made me want more. I want more… I want to go all in. Do you?”
He nods feverishly. “A year without you made me love you more, and love who you are beyond me more than I thought I ever could. I want all of you Fleur, so long as you let me have you.” 
You hold his face, kissing him again. He squeezes your sides and you finally pull away. You smile at him, thumb caressing his skin. And as you look at him, you feel yourself bloom under his gaze. His eyes twinkle when looks down at you, bright and lively like you were the sun and the stars in his sky. You’ve never been more sure of anything in your life other than this moment right now.
“I’m all yours Charles. I’ve always been yours.” 
Charles engulfs you into a tight hug, squeezing you tightly and pressing a kiss to your temple. He never wanted to let you go. A year ago to the day, he sat in this apartment with his heart falling out of his chest. He spent that year trying to love you, both next to you and from afar. Charles lived in constant heartache and regret, in fear that he fucked up the only good thing in his life. And now? None of it seemed to matter. All that matters is you and him, holding each other and ready to go all in. 
“Je vous aime. Et je prouverai que je le fais pour le reste de ma vie.” I love you. And I will prove that I do for the rest of my life.
❃゜・。. ・°゜✼ ゜°・ . 。・゜❃
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doromoni · 9 months
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Hunting Affections | CL16 , ?
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Ships : Charles Leclerc x photographer! reader.
? x photographer! reader
Genre : fanfic + smau fic
faceclaim: Hwang Eunbi
warning : just a lil angsty
A/N : UP FOR EDITING 🤍
Part 1 : next>
Summary : Love is only just connections of neurons that take part in the brain … and yet, why is it the most painful when one falls alone?
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Loving someone who doesn’t love you back , until you can’t no more. Maybe then they’ll actually know what they’ve lost.
y/n_stills.
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y/n_stills. Yo, @scuderiaferrari when do I get paid? Asking for a friend :DD
carlossainz55 niña , did you just…
y/n_stills. What? I need to eat @carlossainz55
landonorris our catering says otherwise
user1 lando u-
user2 lando woke up and chose violence
y/n_stills. U wanna take that back, kinder? @landonorris
landonorris yes ma’am, I apologize 😭
user2 Nvm i take it back
scuderiaferrari We’re.not.your.employer
user3 Y/N AND HER CONTINUES FEUD WITH FERRARI I CANNOT HAHAHHAA
y/n_stills. @user3 nahh ~ they luv me 😎
user4 Only Y/N, I swear.
mercedesamgf1 our garage is always open for you @y/n_stills.😉
user5 ariana what are you doing here??
user6 please do adopt y/n , she doesn’t bite… alot.
y/n_stills. @mercedesamgf1 🫣 I am on my way!
olliebearman @y/n_stills. where is the loyalty? Don’t leave me and @arthur_leclerc pls.
y/n_stills. Lmao ciáo~ @olliebearman
mclaren our food in exchange for race pictures 🤝
y/n_stills. DEAL! 🤝
oscarpiastri welcome to the team @y/n_stills. !
landonorris Noooooooo! my stoopwafels :(((
y/n_stills. This is why I love @oscarpiastri more than you @landonorris
user7 Big oof for lando, penalty for ocon.
redbullracing still visiting the garage next GP?
y/n_stills. You bet! or a certain driver will be all pouty and moody, we wouldn’t like that now do we @redbullracing?
user8 Y/N IS GOING TO REDBULL??!!
user9 holdupppp, a certain driver ?? Girl you—
user10 y/n please leave some for us 🥹
user11 y/n doesn’t collect f1 drivers, she collects f1 teams
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charles_leclerc Race ready 💪
user1 Let’s go for podium!!
user2 Forza Ferrari!
scuderriaferrari Let’s go!
y/n_stills. Good luck out there Cha! ❤️
user3 oop… a soft y/n?
user4 feral y/n doesn’t exist when it comes to Charles
user1 wait… didn’t y/n take these photos?
user3 she did! Saw it on her ig posts
user1 then why did charles nor tag or give her credit?
user2 woah woah… that’s an L charles ://
user5 attentiones plagiarism 🔔‼️
user5 @charles_leclerc if you don’t bag @y/n_stills. Someone else will.
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user6 YO?! Max liked the comment?!!
user7 What??
y/n.exe (y/n private account)
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navi.exe I’ll start my goodbye by saying I love you.
***
It’s not smart to post something so personal on the internet, but I never said I was smart on the first place, now did I? Because would a smart person stay where they are hurt the most?
“Y/N! Lets go the race is starting, you’ll miss your shots” A random Ferrari engineer startled me out of my thoughts — I would’ve known who that was if they we’re to stay a second longer, but much like the rest the person blended into the garage where it functioned in the systematic chaos that ensues every race.
Grabbing my camera , I stood up went out to take portraits of the person who doesn’t appreciate my work nor appreciate my person.
No, I am smart, love just makes the most intelligent of people stupid.
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whorekneecentral · 1 year
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This week hs been shir and I just want to be called a princess and get fucked the stress out of me by charles. (Yes it's a request. Luv u 💓)
sorry this took me a minute to get too! hopefully you’re feeling better now! <3
“What’s wrong?” He asks as soon as he sees you curled up on the bed. 
“Nothing,” you hum, pulling the blanket tighter around you. 
Charles drops his phone on the dresser, pulling his sweater off as he walks over to the bed, joining you there. His arm drapes over you, holding you close with your back to his chest. 
“Talk to me princess, what's going on?” He asks once more, chin on your shoulder. 
Leaning into your boyfriend, you sigh. “Just had a rough day,” you tell him and he hums, kissing your jaw. “I’m sorry amour, what can I do?”
“Nothing, just hold me.” You tell him and he does. Charles lays with you for a while, the room quiet as his fingers trace random patterns over your torso. He pulls you a little closer, “you still up?” 
You hum, leaning into him. Charles shuffles behind you, your leg now over his. “What’re you doing?” You ask, letting him rearrange you two. 
“Let me take care of you,” he says, his cock brushing against your cunt. 
Feeling him push into you, he gives you a moment to relax before he starts moving. He manages to flip you over, letting you lay on your stomach before pulling you up by your hips, back arched and face buried in the pillows. You can feel your boyfriend behind you and his fingers digging into you hard enough to leave behind faint bruises. 
Even when he was rough with you, he took care of you. 
His name leaves your mouth in a muffled moan, the man smiles as he rams into you. “My good girl,” he says, hand sliding down the curve of your spine. “Take it so well.” 
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maplesyrupsainz · 2 months
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˖⁺。˚⋆˙everyone knows | CS55˖⁺。˚⋆˙
pairing: carlos sainz x ferrari admin!reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au, established relationship
warnings: none just fluff as usual!
summary: in which your boyfriend moves teams but that doesn't stop you from simping in the comments
a/n: i jus put carlos in red bull!!! & used random pics from old era tbh so kind of disregard tht lolz
request!!!: after Carlos moves to a new team , reader who still works for Ferrari now simps over Carlos in the comments in Carlos' new team post's (like.. the one on the left is a hottie) with Ferraris account too lol
prequel
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yourusername 📍 abu dhabi
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yourusername his last race in ferrari ❤️
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user4 dont remind me
user5 our fav couple forced to work apart how could they do this 💔💔💔
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user6 WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
carlossainz55 had the best season with you ❤️
yourusername love you
carlossainz55 i love you forever
user7 some of u acting like they breaking up LOL
user8 tbh im excited to see carlos at red bull next season 🤷‍♀️
user9 me too!!!
user10 forza ferrari 💔💔
scuderiaferrari 📍 bahrain
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scuderiaferrari finally here for the start of the 2025 season how are we all feeling? 👀
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user11 lewis in red 🫨
user12 still not used to seeing carlos NOT in ferrari red
user13 we miss him.....
user14 everyone shutup and appreciate lewis lol
user15 how are WE feeling??! how are YOU feeling girl!!!
user16 ferrari admin found crying
carlossainz55 📍 bahrain
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carlossainz55 life in navy blue
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user17 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
user18 so proud of u carlos
user19 i luv him and y/n sm
scuderiaferrari woof woof woof
carlossainz55 hi ferrari.
scuderiaferrari heyyy hahahhh soo.....u single?
carlossainz55 😀 urm.
user20 she is so weird im obsessed with it
maxverstappen1 glad to have you back 🙂
carlossainz55 glad to be back!!
redbullracing 💙💙
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redbullracing 📍 jeddah
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redbullracing race weekend!!
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user21 love seeing them back racing together
user22 💙💙💙💙💙💙
user23 waiting for a y/n comment tbh
user24 my fav duo
maxverstappen1 💙
kellypiquet 💙
scuderiaferrari omg who is that in the second pic???? sooo hot is he single??
user25 😂😂😂😂😂
redbullracing our new rookie driver🥹
scuderiaferrari no way...he looks familiar though?
carlossainz55 it's me, hi
charles_leclerc ferrari admin please refrain from simping for other team's drivers
scuderiaferrari ferrari admin plz stop simping😂😂😂 shut up nerd
user26 omg i just screamed my head off hahaha
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yourusername little race dump
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user30 is that her & carlos omg 😭
user31 realest girl ever
user32 my fav simpee
user33 does she ever go in the rb garage for carlos or wear their merch 🤔
kellypiquet 💙💙
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user34 they're friends?
user35 she's so normal on this account
user36 she lets her feral side out on ferrari account 😭
carlossainz55 gorgeous girl
yourusername no u
carlossainz55 true i am a gorgeous girl
redbullracing 📍 australia
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redbullracing another great weekend!
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user37 my fav team
user38 oh hi charles in the back
user39 y/n using charles as an excuse to comment when?
user40 legendaryyy
scuderiaferrari so proud of our boy!!! 🫶
redbullracing we're looking after him dont worry
scuderiaferrari 🥹🥹🥹
user41 omg this is surprisingly wholesome
user42 i love ferrari admin she just wants carlos to be happy wherever he is
user43 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
carlossainz55 posted a story
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user44 AWWWWW STOP IT
user45 omg i just screamed
user46 i LOVE her
charles_leclerc she's a real one
pierregasly everyone's fav red bull fan in red clothing
landonorris awww look at everyone's fav f1 team social media admin xx
yourusername .......ur lucky i love you
THE END ❤️💙
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eeriebarbie · 7 months
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u know what time of the year it is.... emmy's biannual rp request post!!! i'm currently looking for various fandom threads on discord. listed below are my fandoms and pairings, as well as some general info!!! please only message me if you're over 18 and use discord!
fandoms/pairings i luv (asterisk means i'm crazy): succession*******: (tom/greg**, kendall/stewy, roman/gerri) red dead redemption 2***: (john marston/arthur morgan, arthur morgan/charles smith) star wars**, (prequels, mandalorian era)***: (anakin/obi-wan**, din djarin/luke skywalker) the bear**: (carmy/sydney)*** our flag means death: (ed/stede) nope (jordan peele)**: (angel/oj) horror movies (midsommar, ready or not, halloween, scream, list goes on)** the last of us:** (dina/ellie, joel/guy oc PLS) what we do in the shadows*: (nandor/guillermo) there's prob (definitely) a lot more where that came from, but i think that about covers it for now!! as for basics...
i only write with those over 18 and on discord!
i write advanced literate/long form prose, often exceeding character limit! i'm very quantity over quality for writing, but i looove a good long response
i am perfectly okay and love writing nsfw, but it's not a dealbreaker to not rp it at all!
muses are also super flexible! i didn't list my preferences on characters because i honestly don't have them that much but we can talk!
if you're interested, please add me on discord at eeriebarbie. i hope to connect with you soon!!
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ttuesday · 2 years
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Omg I absolutely love your work!!!!! It makes my entire day 🥺🥺🥺🥺
Can I ask for HC of the fellers getting their facial hair shaved/trimmed by the reader?
ahhhh thank you anon <3 luv u
Arthur
Arthur’s confused. He doesn’t understand why the hell you’d want to shave his stubble, creasing his brow as he tries to figure out what the catch is. He’s cautious, mainly because no one usually does things this kind for him but he agrees, sitting down cautiously as you get ready.
He pretends like this is a chore to him, huffing and telling you not to give him any weird looking goatees or mustaches but once you start, he goes quiet and closes his eyes. 
You wonder if he’s somehow fallen asleep but he’s sitting upright so you know he’s still awake. Arthur relishes in your tender touches, feeling your hands gently move his head when needed. Arthur considers himself to be very vulnerable like this and yet he feels so safe. You have such a strange effect on Arthur, he knows this is completely out of his comfort zone but with you, Arthur automatically relaxes. The effect you have on him truly baffles Arthur.
Charles
Charles has a simple reaction. He thinks about it for a few seconds before shrugging and saying ”Sure, why not”. He trusts you to shave him and Charles knows that if anything, you’d be helping him by giving him some tips when it comes to shaving.
He doesn’t have much facial hair anyways, maybe a 5 o’clock shadow depending on when you ask so Charles knows there’s very little you can do to completely mess this up. If you need him to hold the razor or badger (not the animal, apparently that’s the name of the fancy brush for shaving foam) while you inspect how well you’ve done and if you’ve missed any areas, Charles has no problem to do so, willing to help in anyway he can.
He never asks you straight out to help him shave, knowing you have better things to do but whenever you offer, he greatly appreciates the gesture and won’t ever refuse you. Of course if you ever need help with anything, Charles offers to aid you out since you’ve done such a kind gesture for him. Whether you need some assistance planning a con or with your chores around camp, Charles is always there to help.
Dutch 
Dutch likes to keep up appearances and his specific appearance means a lot. He’s the face of the gang so if he goes around with an uneven mustache thanks to your barber skills, he’s not only embarrassing himself but also the gang.
Or at least that’s what he tells you every time you bring up trimming his mustache. He’s verrrrrry hesitant to let you shave his facial hair or go anywhere near his mustache but one evening after spending the day celebrating a successful heist (and having a few drinks), Dutch decides he might as well let you have a go at shaving some of his stubble.
Dutch is very precise with what he wants, holding up a pocket mirror the entire time to see exactly what you do. Once you’re done, he thoroughly inspects your work before saying he supposes you did an alright job.
Micah
What kind of joke is this? Why would Micah let you clean up his facial hair? It takes about 5 tries until Micah allows you to go anywhere near his mustache and beard, presuming this is some malicious ploy the others put you up to and that you’ll shave off his mustache entirely.
But the more you talk to him about it and explain how you just want to clean up the edges of his mustache and maybe trim it a little so it’s not covering his upper lip, Micah starts to warm to the idea. He watches you like a hawk while you do it though, not completely trusting you and wanting to make sure you keep to your word.
He doesn’t enjoy you trimming his mustache while you do it, way too paranoid to let down his guard but once he’s thoroughly inspected your work afterwards, he’s happy with it, even offering to get you a drink. Even though he was hesitant at the beginning, Micah expects you to do this for him on a weekly basis now, pestering you once his mustache starts to grow again.
John
After the wolf attack, John’s been very hesitant to shave, scared he might do more injury to his scars. For the first few weeks, John would only shave when necessary and it often took him much longer than usual, delicately trying to avoid his cuts. 
He’s unsure when you offer to shave his stubble, warning you about how careful you need to be and how it might be too much trouble. But if you’re certain you want to do it then John sits as still as he can and leaves you go for it.
John’s pleasantly surprised at how attentive you are, going slow and making sure not to miss any stubble. He knew you’d do your best but he’s amazed at how effortlessly you do it. John’s very bashful afterwards, running his hand along his smooth jawline as he thanks you.  
Javier
This is literally heaven for Javier. Although he rarely feels pampered, it’s something he loves. It actually makes Javier feel a little giddy, he’s not normally the centre of attention, usually playing a background role in heists or too busy playing the guitar to be the prime focus during any of the gang’s parties.
He instantly accepts your offer to help him shave, telling you all about how he usually shaves before asking if you have any suggestions or tips for him. Javier is very open to any ideas you have, taking on any advice you have when it comes to trying out different styles of facial hair.
He can’t stop smiling afterwards, convinced his facial hair looks better than usual because you’re the one who helped him clean it up. If you ever want to do it again, Javier will let you, even offering to pay you for your assistance (but if you won’t take cash, he’ll happily buy you a drink to show his gratitude)
Bill
Bill can’t remember the last time he’s shaved. He just lets his beard grow, not putting much care or thought into how it looks. When you approach him and offer to clean it up a bit, Bill’s taken aback. He didn’t think people took much notice of how his beard looks nor did he think there was much anyone could do to help it look better. 
He’s actually self-conscious since you’ve asked to trim his beard, not realising how badly it needed some care until you mentioned it. No one’s ever done this for him before so Bill isn’t sure how to act while you get to work on his beard. He tries to make some small talk, asking if he can help in any way but eventually he sits quietly and basks in the feeling.
He doesn’t compliment your work or speak much about this afterwards, mainly because Bill gets too flustered to say anything else other than “thanks”. He may not directly ask you to trim his beard again but he will mutter complaints about it getting too long, hoping you’ll get the hint and offer your services again.
Sean
Sean needs help shaving to be honest. There have been times he’s missed patches of stubble and didn’t bother re-shaving. He says it ‘adds character’ to his face but the gang knows it’s out of laziness. So Sean is extremely lucky to have you offer to help him shave.
He isn’t the easiest person to shave, unable to keep still and constantly asking what’s taking you so long (even though you’ve only been doing it for 2 minutes). Yeah, he can be a handful sometimes but he’s a lot better once you’ve finished.
Afterwards, Sean feels like a million dollars. He can’t stop touching his cheeks and chin, convinced his skin has never felt so smooth. For the rest of the day, Sean continues to praise you and boast about how amazing his skin feels. Honestly, he’s walking on cloud 9 for the rest of the day, completely smitten with you.
Hosea
Hosea likes shaving his face whenever a 5 o'clock shadow starts to appear. He finds it therapeutic, taking his time as he methodically spreads lotion across the lower part of his face. Shaving is something Hosea doesn’t have to think about when he does it so normally he goes on autopilot mode and takes the time to destress.
When you ask to help him shave, Hosea is hesitant purely because he sees this as his time for some soothing self-indulgence and he knows that no matter how much he trusts you, he won’t fall into the same zen space if someone else is shaving his face. Hosea tries to prolong the inevitable, promising to let you do it some other time but eventually, he sighs and sits down, patiently waiting for you to start.
Hosea hates to say it but you surprised him at how good you were at it. Well, he always knew you were capable of shaving his face, the real part that surprised him was that he was still able to fall into his meditative space. If anything, Hosea found it more comforting than normal, feeling immediately at ease as you talked him through it, softly describing each step of the process so he knows you have some idea of what you’re doing.
Trelawny
It is extremely rare to see Trelawny’s facial hair grown out or not precisely styled to his liking. In fact, there’s only one time you’ve seen him with more than just his mustache and that’s when he got held captive by some bounty hunters.
Trelawny was dishevelled, mildly injured and his facial hair had grown out. After the whole bounty hunter fiasco, Josiah was feeling down and in need of some sympathy so when you offered to trim his mustache and shave his 5 o’clock shadow, he accepted without a moment of hesitation.
Even though Josiah’s feeling down, he still manages to crack a few jokes while you shave his stubble, starting to let down his guard and relax into your slight touch. This may be a small gesture but it means a lot to him and he’ll definitely be surprising you with some small gifts to show you just how much your help meant to him.
 
Kieran
Kieran doesn’t put too much effort into shaving. He tries his best to keep his facial hair trimmed neatly but that’s hard to do when you have a small, cracked mirror and you’re using a dull razor.
Kieran can’t remember the last time he’s been to a barber so this is completely out of his norm. To be honest, leaving you trim his facial hair makes Kieran notice how sloppily he usual does it, not realising it’s possible to be so gentle while shaving.
He’s very quiet while you trim his beard, too busy relishing in the sensation to spark up conversation. This is the most relaxed Kieran’s been in a longggg time and although he won’t ever ask you to trim his beard, (he doesn’t want to sound bossy or act as if you have to) if you ever offer to do it again he’ll be very happy to accept.
Lenny
Lenny likes the little bit of facial hair he has. He thinks it makes him look more attractive and he takes pride in his facial hair, trying his best to maintain it on a near daily basis. Lenny wouldn't consider himself to be vain but he definitely likes keeping things neat, often cleaning up any stubble.
When you offer to shave his stubble for him, Lenny's surprised by the suggestion but he actually really likes the idea. He's a tiny bit nervous just because no one this close to him has ever shaved him before but he trusts you and has faith you’ll do a good job..
Lenny finds it very relaxing. He doesn't understand how it's so relaxing when you do it but whenever he shaves his facial hair, it's just boring and nowhere near as calming. He could definitely get used to this, appreciating how much effort you put into it and honestly if you kept doing it for another few minutes, he may have drifted off to sleep.
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morning sillyvere nation
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Hi my name is Rose Ca’nid Flora Butterfly Draki and I have long Forest Green hair with Flower petals  (that’s how I got my name) with pink streaks and purple tips that reaches my mid-back and  magenta eyes like sugary tears and a lot of people tell me I look like Dr Kondraki (AN: if u don’t know who she is get da hell out of here!). I’m not related to Gerard Way but I wish I was because he’s a major fucking hottie. I’m a PuppyGirl but my teeth are straight and white. I have  warm toned skin. I’m also a scientist, and I go to a Scientific NGO called Site 17 in England where I’m ithe site director. I’m a Puppy (in case you couldn’t tell) and I wear mostly Pink. I love Claires and I buy all my clothes from there. For example today I was wearing a cream sweater with matching lace around it and a maroon skirt, pink fishnets and black combat boots. I was wearing pink lipstick,, black eyeliner and red eye shadow. I was walking outside Site 17. It was snowing and raining so there was no sun, which I was very happy about. A lot of preps stared at me. I put up my middle finger at them.
“Hey Rosie!” shouted a voice. I looked up. It was….Charles Gearz!
“What’s up charles?” I asked.
“Nothing.” he said shyly.
But then, I heard my friends call me and I had to go away.
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