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#losing my m i n d
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halfcaffeinated · 2 years
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im just supposed to go to bed and go about my week like normal now???? i'm just supposed to do that??? after that????
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okay im sorry but just imagine being kageyama tobio. your parents are always working late, your sister quit volleyball years ago and now she's off being an adult and having a career, none of your teammates get why you care so much and the only guy who did, because he cared the same amount in the same way, graduated 2 years ago and also hated your guts. your peers have given you a cruel nickname just so they can reinforce how little they like or understand you, you dont have any friends, you have nothing but volleyball actually, your grandfather is dead and you are clinging to the promise he made you when you were a little kid because if you dont you might just go insane. you are so, so incredibly lonely.
and then, THEN, this scrawny 5 foot nothing kid stares you down outside the gymnasium bathrooms and promises to beat you, and he totally sucks at volleyball. like, he. is. terrible. but he can run, and he has good reflexes, he jumps so high he looks like he's flying, and most importantly he runs headfirst into a wall and then says 'we haven't lost yet' like its the most obvious thing in the world when his teammates ask him why he bothered. and you realise this kid is just like you, the same kind of fucked in the head you are. and youre furious, what the hell has this guy been doing for the past 3 years? your grandfather promised you that someone even better would come and find you are here he is, but you beat his team in less than an hour and you're pretty sure you'll never see him again, despite him promising to take you down, because never once in your life has anyone who was supposed to stick around actually do that. you're angry because you didn't have to be so painfully lonely all these years, you could've had someone who kept up with you, but he just wasn't there, because he sucks and you don't but he doesn't have to and that makes it so much worse than you just being a freak who was completely one of a kind.
and then you go back to your team, back to your last middle school tournament, and you play more games. only this time youre pissed. you know that there's someone else like you now, someone who will. not. stop until the ball has hit the floor and you don't get why your teammates won't just be better, try harder, move faster. and then they abandon you too. you thought you were alone before, but now you have absolutely nothing, not even volleyball. and you didn't get into the school your grandfather went to, and the coach you picked your back-up school for is in the hospital, and your plan for the next 3 years is to essentially bide your time until you get scouted into the v-league because you literally do not have anything left and you are doing everything your 15 years old and incredibly depressed self can because you refuse to let go of volleyball, no matter how lonely it makes you, no matter how much it hurts to cling on.
and then, AND THEN. that same scrawny dumbass from that 2-0 match in middle school is there and he still sucks and he's still the same kind of fucked in the head that you are and you won't give him one of your 'royal sets', not after what happened last time, you can't stop being lonely but you can at least try to not get abandoned again. and he says 'forget all that, i'll be here no matter what', and he spikes the damn set. he shuts his freaking eyes and he trusts you and you have just had the rug pulled out from underneath your damn feet because you understand, maybe better than anyone else, being ready to do whatever it takes to win but who the hell just fully puts their faith in someone else like that and maybe, just maybe, this kid was serious when he swore he'd get better and take you down.
he's invincible as long as youre there and so are you as long as you have him. you ask him if he's prepared to go all the way to the world stage to take you on, because you've never set your sights anywhere else, and he tells you he'll match you every step of the way. he picks up your crown, puts it right back on your head and proves to you that he refuses to leave you just like everyone else did, even at your worst. you tossed and he spiked and he said 'i'm here' and he is.
he is, and he never stops being here for you, chasing after you, making you chase after him, even when he's on the other damn side of the planet. and then 6 whole years after you first met him, first played him, first thought that maybe your grandfather would keep his promise to you, you get to play him again and you realise that he is your someone even better, always has been. actually, they all are. and you're not that lonely tyrant you used to be anymore, youre not that sad, abandoned kid hiding behind anger and obsession, you're doing the thing you love surrounded by people who love it in the same fucked in the head way that he and you do, and the man you love is there across the net from you, playing against you, and he's also there on the court next to you, playing with you, and either way he is here.
you got really, really good at volleyball, and somebody even better came and found you.
he's here.
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isa-ah · 3 months
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can we get the OTHER little boyfriends, ritsu and his pet ginger (reformed) terrorist?
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i think this dynamic is even funnier, all things considered LOL
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undying-lilies · 1 month
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I love it when Star Wars is my favorite characters having emotional conversations in caves
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dragon-spaghetti · 3 months
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HOW ARE WE FEELING HAZBIN FANS
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Azul?????? Buddy??
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syl-stormblessed · 1 year
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BILLY AND DAISY ARE CRYING DURING THE CHICAGO HONEYCOMB BILLY AND DAISY ARE CRYING DURING THE CHICAGO HONEYCOMB BILLY AND DAISY ARE CRYING DURING THE CHICAGO HONEYCOMB BILLY AND DAISY ARE CRYING DURING THE CHICAGO HONEYCOMB BILLY AND DAISY ARE CRYING DURING THE CHICAGO HONEYCOMB BILLY AND DAISY ARE CRYING DURING THE CHICAGO HONEYCOMB BILLY AND DAISY ARE CRYING DURING THE CHICAGO HONEYCOMB BILLY AND DAISY ARE CRYING DURING THE CHICAGO HONEYCOMB BILLY AND DAISY ARE CRYING DURING THE CHICAGO HONEYCOMB BILLY AND DAISY ARE CRYING DURING THE CHICAGO HONEYCOMB
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smactavish · 2 years
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deus-ex-mona · 9 months
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“i’m all alone, but i’m as happy as can be!”
#aka top 10 things i wish i could drill into my coworkers brains grrrrrrrrrrrrrrnrhrhbgbgbfbfbfnf#‘you should get a bf’ ‘when are you gonna get married and have kids?’ how about n e v e r#i just want to sleep when i’m not on the clock mans i don’t want to waste my precious sleep time on others#i mean. i don’t even leave the house on my days off. not to go shopping or anything bc sleep is more important~~~#and stuff can be bought online anyways s o o o o o#g o d speaking of online purchases thoughhh this massage seat i bought online came in yesterday and it works amazingly well~~~~~#used it for half an hour last night and i was relaxed enough to sleep for 11-12 hours straight#wish i had space for an actual massage chair though but this will have to do…#it’s been my dream to own a massage chair for the longest time…… but ig this massage seat is good enough……#i can just slap it onto my desk chair and b a m ✨instant paradise✨#speaking of instant though… one of my coworkers was commenting on my love for instant noodles the other day#‘you’ll ✨d i e✨ faster if you eat a lot of cup noodles yk?’ he said#so ✨o f c✨ my mouth chose to work faster than my brain when i replied with ‘i’m fine with that bc i won’t have to work then’#he and another coworker laughed :( sadded#b u t i finally had my cup noodles that i ‘customised’ at the cup noodle museum today and it was good~~~~~~~ i have good taste (self praise)#the best part was the lack of spring onions!!!! bc screw spring onions really who decided that they should be included with most cup noodles#or just noodles in general? the texture sucks and they don’t even taste good man. why would you even add spring onions?#it’s number 2 in my list of most hated food toppings. it loses only to ikan bilis bc s c r e w ikan bilis or dried anchovies or whatever#they’re known as >:( i hateeeeee how takeout places will just assume that you want ikan bilis and lop on a huuuuugeeeee serving of them#atop your food as you desperately and futilely b e g them to stop#and when you try to pick them out they just!!!! keep turning up everywhere instead?????#like hello???? how did you manage to get to the bottom of the bowl???? you were only added as a topping!!!!!!!#also. their eyes are really creepy. and the heads get detached from the bodies all the time and just. seeing the eyes ruins my appetite.#wait this was supposed to be about my coworkers and their pushiness in a matter that doesn’t concern them how did we get so far off-topic—#chizuutan chizpost
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Y'ALL I-
I saw someone point something out on tiktok, I believe after the first episode, and I just checked this episode and-
BIGB'S TASK ICON IS RED
WHEN IT APPEARS ON SCREEN AFTER THE COUNT DOWN THE PAPER IS RED, WHILE EVERYONE ELSE'S IS TAN
EXCUSE ME????!!?!
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dimiclaudeblaigan · 3 months
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this is not fire emblem i just have to say
HOW IS IT
THAT WE GOT
CHRIS PRATT
FOR MARIO IN THE MARIO MOVIE
RIGHT? RIGHT
AND JAPAN GOT FUCKING MAMORU MIYANO IM FUCKIN LOSIN IT
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chittaemin · 10 months
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WHAT THE FUCK?!?!
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nikkashidashipper · 6 months
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so youre telling me the two settled down? at an inn? within view of the mans grave? and you expect me to be normal about this?
edt: oh my god?? OH MY GOD!! THE SEAGULL!!
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byronicbi · 3 months
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hey, word? what the fuck.
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I TYPED IT CORRECTLY BOTH TIMES
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vampstel · 10 months
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The forbidden trick to calming down your angry husband: give him a lil smile :]
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