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blondrichclosetwitch · 2 years

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Today is 9/22/22, this today’s special numbers are 9, 22, 19, 10, 1

836 body memory bjork

836 New Year’s Day Taylor swift

900 precious lord take my hand Elvis

902/903 gone gone/thank you tyler

909/9:10/911/912 European son iggy pop (just got that it’s a reference to me going to italy after the baby first came to me, and how italy somehow charged the spell, if you will.

9:19/9:22/9:31: some version of all too well 10 minute version

936/938/939swan song lana del rey- I’ll follow you

1002/1003 fables interpol

10:03/10:09/10:11/10:12the master’s breath as in God breathed on the playlist imho

10:19/10:22 go On ahead liz Phair

10:22 grace jeff buckley

10:31 party hard pulp

10:31 me & the devil Gil scott heron

10:36/10:38/10:39–delicate taylor swift

10:48/10:49 just my imagination running away with me Rolling Stones

10:58 (past lives) Stella was a diver and she was always down interpol

10:58 tell me u luv me juice wrld

11:02/11:03 nail it to the wall

1109 the color that your eyes changed

11:10/11:11/11:12 shine on house of love

11:19 marcel her’s

11:22 guns and roses lana del rey—I FINALLY got this one after hearing it five million times. Psychic Jakk was always either talking about guns or wanting

Me to get him roses, if he was going to come over. Guns and roses were mentioned constantly, I almost feel dumb that I didn’t Get the reference.

11:31 shine on house of love—

11:39 spiritual death patti smith—“these are the words I took down: See what is up before you above all start to question the reality of this world; from what authority could you judge it?

do you know what absolute reality is ?whoever starts on a voyage must start from wherever he is.

She must not think the destination is already reached just because he has an accurate and detailed itinerary in her hands, and she has drawn a line on a map. It has no meaning unless she can pinpoint her present location. You as well. look at yourself. I mean wake up! wake up. find yourself. the place where you are is where you have to be. The place where you are is where you have to begin .wake up. find yourself. The place where you are is the place where you have to begin. the present state of consciousness together with all that is contained in all our speculation. Wake up. Wake up. Find yourself. Remain awake. Do you know what absolute reality is? Do you know what absolute reality is?

only a memory sweet as death.

When Light sees the eye and sound hears the ear and thought thinks thee, and love has made and remade you, the C/sea claims you.”

11:57 I think I can animal collective —I think maybe since 2016 I’ve heard this song 25 times at most; the call being “can I move on soon?” And the response at the end repeated, “I think I can.” 57 is the number of 3 of swords.

12:02/12:03 Nancy from now on father john misty

1203 drum set Fiona apple

1209 shakin all over The Who

12:11/12:12 reanimator versus

1219 Christine house of love

1219/12:22 songbird Fleetwood Mac

12:36/12:38 my love lykke li—I admit I haven’t figured this one out yet

1238/1239 silver springs live Fleetwood Mac

1:02/1:03-diamond dogs live bowie

109/111/112 partyisntover/campfire/bimmer tyler

119 that’s the way love is paul young

1:22 neptune city death in Vegas

1:31 heads we’re dancing Kate —

1:36 1 inch rock Marc bolan

138/139 all of the time plants & animals

1:46 ampersand amanda Palmer—I don’t know who the 46 is, but they said to put it at 1:46. I’m not the one who’s crazy.

1:48/1:49 kooks dave d bowie—back in the day this would play when I was at my wit’s end when I thought I was talking to stella and Jakk, and this was a sign not to give up.

1:57 won’t get fooled again —again, the pertinence of 57 being the 3 of swords/heartbreak

2:09/2:10 Marjorie T.S.

2:10/2:11/2:12 black & white serge gainsbourg—the has the line “an American who was drinking blood”

2:12 a rush and a push and the land is ours

219 suicide blond—at first, I thought this was a ref to all the times I was told blond killed herself, and then I heard it in the voice of her mainstay. And then I couldn’t unhear it.

2:22 hallucinogenics lana del rey—no comment

2:24 your time is gonna come.

Always playin your game…drive me insane

3:01 stoned at the nail salon

3:09/3:11/3:12/3:14 space dog tori live Toronto 10/23/07– Andromeda stood with those girls before So sure we were on something The hair in pairs it just got nasty Your feet are just on the ground And now those girls are gone

3:19/3:22a punch up at a wedding radiohead

Don’t infect me with your poison

336lazy eyelids Carissa’s wierd

338/339 maggie Mae the Beatles

3:39 trying to get to heaven bowie

3:49 high by the beach

4:00 aneurysm nirvana live —I guess that’s what they’re hoping for with all the falls?

4:00/:01/:02/:03pale blue eyes VU

4:09 save me from what I want st. Vincent — keys are in my pocket; honey, what revealed you is what you try and hide away

4:09 Salome house of love

What is interesting about the 4:09 combination is literally at least a dozen times when I would be sobbing from some storyline, this song Salome would play with the line “I love the way she cries “ which of course flustered me and made me cry harder. But earlier today when save me from what I want played, all I could think was…the 50,000$ question remains: Was it worth it?

#9/22 #part one

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be-ready-when-i-say-go · 4 years

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Thanks for tagging me @5-secondsofcolor

Post 10 songs in your “on repeat” playlist on spotify/10 songs you’ve been listening to on repeat if you don’t have spotify

Sad Jazz Song, No. 1--l i l a

Meet Me on the Equinox- Death Cab for Cutie

Satellite Heart-- Anya Marina

13 Beaches-- Lana Del Rey

Possibility-- Lykke Li

15 Step-- Radiohead

Godspeed--Frank Ocean

Rain-- Hovenbeat

Everybody Wants To Rule The Word--Lorde

Simmer--Hayley Williams

As you can see it is all sad bad bitch hours in my house.

I tag @pinkbubbles-and-bigtroubles @irwinkitten @calumscalm @verticallychallenged95

#tag game #music

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lajnias · 4 years

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,was tagged by @tysonjost to post 7 albums. i went with albums i’ve listened to the most in full, but there are several others that could be here based on “okay i listened to the first five songs of this on repeat for months” but i went Full Album only. inspired by jd i’m gonna talk a little about these, and include song recs!! that’s all under the cut.

i wanna tag @quinnhughs and @jordaneberle (no pressure!! also sorry if y’all have done this already)

hunter hayes (encore) by hunter hayes. oh so this is my sweet prince angel boy. idk how i found out about this album but i did and it’s FULL of incredible songs that make me feel soft and happy and sad and loving and all of the other emotions all at once!! song rec: rainy season

melodrama by lorde. not to be like, basic, but GOD!!!!!! this album just changed the game for me. it’s one of the first albums where i really like, listened to the whole thing as a unit, and saw all the songs as pieces of the same larger story and i don’t know, it just really got to me. it released the summer before my senior year of high school and i felt Seen even though i didn’t necessarily have experiences that related to the songs. song rec: the louvre

so sad so sexy by lykke li. the summer after i graduated from high school i got a job at a library on the other side of town, and had a like, 50 minute commute each way. i would listen to this album three times a day, once on the train to work, once whilst at work, and one last time on the way home. all of the songs flow together in a way where i kind of struggle to separate them from one another, but it makes for a very smooth listening experience imo. song rec: better alone

pink strat by bahamas. another one that is a very smooth listening experience. it’s great background music for just any occasion really, but i especially like it for reading. he has a very soothing voice, and i don’t know, sometimes you just want some chill guitar ballads!!! i found out about him through that dylan o’brien movie the first time, which i Highly recommend, and used to watch All The Time when i was in like 7th grade. song rec: til the morning

dream your life away by vance joy. hi hello this album is great i definitely thought i would have more to say about these but this is just a Solid album, i don’t think there’s a single song i’d wanna remove or change and it’s just *chef’s kiss*. also there r songs to feel soft about (from afar), and there are songs to lay and stare into the wall to (georgia)!!! song rec: all i ever wanted

jag ångrar ingenting by lena philipsson. this was one of the first cd’s we had that was Mine. i must’ve been like six or seven, and i can just remember playing this, and the album that came before (det gör ont en stund på natten men inget på dan) on my phillips cd player. i still remember all of the words to all the songs, and whenever i listen to them i just feel content. song rec: det ringer på min dörr (SUCH a bop!!!!!!!!! one of my top feel-good-songs!!!)

rockferry by duffy. my parents bought this on a whim at like a gas station when i was a kid so for a while it was played a lot in the car, and then also at home. like the lena album, listening to this makes me feel content and at ease, and brings me back to being a kid. also, her voice is INSANE. pls make ur second album available on spotify again queen, i miss it. song rec: warwick avenue

#thanks for tagging me!!#this was fun #even though i thought i'd have more to say #oh well #tag game

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suffering-and-happy-about-it · 5 years

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WhatsApp? Part 6. (Steve Rogers x reader)

Description: You’ve never been lucky with guys. You just wanted to catch someone’s eye, to be loved. One day, that’s about to turn completely - with one fake, completely imagined number a guy gave you

A/N: Sending a nod to Starlord’s direction with this one. ;) Also I am so sorry about the voice attributes rant, I studied special pedagogics and in here, voice, its attributes and the speech itself is a huge part of ENT studies centering around ears, throat, and neck...

A/N: THANK YOU FOR 200 FOLLOWERS. OMG.

A/N: I am sorry, @missdictatorme for no phone s*x. Ily by the way.

A song which I want to highlight for this chapter: Fallingforyou by the 1975.

Warnings: none really?

Tagging: @missdictatorme @songforhema

Read more here, babe ;): Part One Part Two Part three Part four Part five

If you like things in one place, you might like the series master list: H E R E

The time had tendencies to stop when Steve so far, far away from you.

You hadn't got a single clue where could be or what's he doing but you hoped he's safe and well. Sometimes you looked out of the window for ten minutes straight just thinking about where he could be. You checked your phone every morning and evening - nothing. He wasn't really messing around when he told you it can take a whole month before he comes back to you.

Deena, who was a self-proclaimed dancing teacher volunteered to lead the choreo. And she wasn't really bad at it.

At least you had your head all Steve-cleared off do could actually focus on your choreography for the big evening itself. It was somehow borderline racy but still PG-13 friendly as you thought it will be. May made sure it will be. You were dancing in sync, and you were grouped to trios for this one. You were basically repeating actions of the trio which went before you, it was simple yet good, or so you thought. You felt good about it at least.

You were in the last trio along with Deena and Marzia, another girl from your office so it would be double insured that you can't actually fuck up.

The girls made sure you acted all bossy - at some point, you started to use chairs to make it even more clear. That you were the ones being on the top during your dance. Before you could even dance in slight sync, it took you two weeks of every of your working day afternoon. Every one of you worked on it hard and it was paying off. Even you, probably the least talented person, or so you felt, could incredibly sway your hips. You didn't think that you can actually look that deductive yet you did.

Val told you that you were a killer - you took her only partially seriously because she was always friendly flirting with you.

Sometimes Peter came along. He was the sound tech guy every time. And then made fun of you when you accidentally fucked up. You loved that clueless boy so much.

"Okay. What do you think?" - You asked Peter, drinking from a water bottle. It was week three of you almost destroying your legs on those a bit too much tall high heels. You didn't want to wear them - your feet were swollen and hurt after every afternoon, but Deena shushed you off. It should look sexier than you dancing in Canada shoes and that Deena considered a pure fact.

"That you will kill yourself during that turn around with the chair in your hands." - He answered honestly with a childish smile, winging his feet in old Converse shoes from side to side. - “But there is a chance you will kill somebody else, so it's 50-50.”

"How gentle of you, Parker. You must be a real hit with the ladies, am I right?" - You nudged his shoulder, taking those devilish shoes off your feet, massaging them. He grinned at you.

"I can say obscene things like actually liking it out loud here, Y/N. And you know that!" - Peter laughed out loud, showing the gentle wrinkles around his hazelnut eyes. - "And since I ripped your tee off? May would have killed me if she actually heard me saying something nice about you!"

You had to laugh at his remark. You both were poking fun out that event since the next day Pete actually came to visit you, only May didn't find it as amusing as you two. Poor boy never got his free Oreo milkshake. And to be fair - Val actually started the beef with some pretty explicit jokes. And because you two were who you two were, it didn't take so long before you put that beef on fully.

"So continue calling me dumb. That will do. That's basically every girl's dream." - You nudged his head and left to a small cab to change your clothes. Your eyes just checked your phone as they were used to do all along those three weeks.

And your heart performed a fucking parkour jump at the sight of the green diode beeping at your eyes. The breath was caught in your throat when you gulped. Your hands shook by their will when you took the phone in your hands. It was a text from him. Steve was actually back.

As you opened the conversation, his promise popped directly in your head. A call. He promised you a fucking call. Steve willingly offered you to hear his voice. Three weeks ago. And now he was back. You were on cloud fucking nine. That was an offer you couldn't pass on.

Steve: I was so looking forward to texting you from the moment we took off. I'm back and well, Y/N.

Dear lord, you thought to himself, your eyes were firmly closed and you could feel a smile creeping on your lips. Thank you for keeping that man safe and well. Thank you for letting him come back.

Y/N: I missed you so much and I have so much thing to tell you! How was your little work trip?

You couldn't care less about being eager or too obvious with being excited about him being back. It was just natural for you to be excited. You had to tell Peter, so you changed your clothes the quickest way. You ran away from the cab looking like a mess with your bag over your shoulder with your smile looking better than a five-star hotel.

"Pete, Pete, Pete!" - You quirked in a high pitch. Peter wasn't sure if you hadn't got mad, looking at you with his puppy eyes in a horrified manner.

"Tell me that you have won a million dollars and I don't have to go to school anymore. I beg you." - Peter mumbled with a side smile. You shoved your phone right into his eyes and smiled widely. - "You're shitting me!" - He fangirled as hard as you had and performed your typical victory dance.

"Peter! Have you just cussed? We've talked about that!" - May shouted into your direction and you both freeze. Then you giggled.

"That means..." - Peter wiggled his eyebrows. Of course, you've told him about that call promise. He knew everything that happened with Steve. Not because he wanted to know, but because you rambled about Steve as much as he has rambled about Liz Toomes.

"You bet your favorite Lego puzzle!" - You hummed a tune and Peter laughed again.

"It isn't called a puzzle, to be honest..." - Peter trailed off the topic again, but you were leaving at that point, so you didn't take him too seriously.

"I don't caa-are." - You sang playfully and left the studio you rented for your choreography training, hoping you would get home as soon as possible.

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The European job didn't go as bad as they were warned about but it didn't go exactly as smooth as Steve hope it will. He really got his hopes set high to be earlier at home. Sometimes he wanted to just take his phone off his bag, turn it on and text you that he and his friends are ok. But Natasha almost knifed him with her eyes every time that thought crossed his mind.

In the end, they were tired, really dirty, sleepy like 24/7. Even Sam, who usually tried to talk a big hole into others heads, layed in total silence. Now he was most likely dead on the back seats, covering his face with his forearm.

Of course, you were the first thing on his mind when he got to his phone - after having a long-ass sleep, a great warm shower and a bunch of unhealthy food ordered from a near China restaurant.

You texted back almost immediately, which made him smile and relax on the bed. He had a feeling that maybe you would be pretty pissed about his sudden, unexcusable need to disappear to a different continent because of a work a don't make me remind him that you still didn't even know what in the hell he's doing. But the better he got to know you, the more difficult and surreal saying his true identity to you was.

Almost unthinkable even.

Y/N: So that promise, can I still count on it?

You asked after he told you a little about his three weeks in Europe. He didn't lie but he definitely didn't tell you anything that could give you an actual image of what happened there - a lot of counterespionage from Nat, a lot of fighting and a lot of bad guy's blood spilling. He was giving you a gentle, sweet, careful silver linings to keep you safe. Those were his intentions - protecting you at all costs before knowing the truth.

Steve: Of course. I am a man of my word. Today at seven p.m.?

It was already five p.m. so two hours were remaining but he was sure it will be a terror for him. Maybe you'll just refuse to move this far behind the formal line today? He knew he's shitting himself at the moment.

Y/N: Okay. I'll be waiting, handsome.

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Your hands literally shook as you panicked.

You needed to calm down asap. It wasn't an eye-to-eye meeting with him nor it was an actual FaceTime. It was just a fucking call which got you so off-rail. This got you even more intensely than when you were waiting for a call from some office lady whether you got that job or you did not.

It was Steve for god's sake. Not just someone. Steve. You felt like Lykke Li in one of those videos Peter showed you. She was extremely obsessing about a man, having his pictures all over her apartment, just wished he would take notice of her.

You would do the same at that point if you actually got some of his photos. You were just one hundred percent sure.

That one call was everything you could actually think about - you showered beforehand even tho he couldn't smell you through the phone just to feel pretty. You also did have a proper dinner so your liver would not do anything unplanned. You even tried some dumb yoga bullshit Marzia and Suzie thought you to calm yourself down.

You felt so, so, so stupid for overreacting that strongly but then you reminded yourself that it is mysterious, funny and gentle Steve. And you panicked again, trying to imagine his voice. Would it be high-pitched or too deep? Would it be raspy or smooth? There were too many options - too many tembers, too many speed rates, and too many articulation options.

Maybe he stutters? Which would be kinda cool you hoped. Or maybe he has a problem with saying out loud some letters? Wow, you were overwhelmed for a slight bit at that moment. But no matter ho Steves speech will be, you told to yourself, you will not give up on him because of that.

And let me say that you almost jumped off your bed when the phone rang in your hand with his name in the fucking middle of that, suddenly too small, screen. This was it. This was the moment.

You tried to breathe until the lowerest part of your lungs wasn't filled with air and then you quickly answered. That feeling of nervousness was all over your body, you felt partially numb and all you could say was that you marched around your room with your cheeks burning on fire.

“H-Hey, hey.” - You mumbled out, which was a big win-win for you. You didn't stutter that much, just maybe breathing a bit too heavily. All you could hear was a chuckle from the other side of the phone.

It almost sent you right to fainting. That was a sound of gods - you would bet your whole lego set on that. Holy goddamn shit. You jumped at the bed, feeling really quirky and cheese. You just fangirled over his chuckle. Great. You were going crazy. That was a fact. If Pete saw you acting around this clingy and cheesy, he would be laughing so hard.

“Hey.” - He answered with a chuckle under his breath, he sounded so calm and smooth, to begin with. (It wasn't the truth at all. But he was trying his actual best to appear cool in front of you.) - "Is everything alright out there? Am I interrupting you from something? I didn't mean to..." - And there he was. His usual nervousness got a hold on him eventually. That wasn't as smooth as he anticipated, but exactly make you like him more.

He was just as nervous as you were. You weren't acting like a total idiot after all.

"No. Of course, you're not... Interrupting anything. Don't be silly." - You laughed with a high, nervous tone, sounding like a boy in puberty. Well, damn. This was going so off rails so fast.

You analyzed his voice precisely. It wasn't super deep nor rough for that matter. He had actually really smooth voice which was just really nice to listen to. And he had to think you're an idiot.

"I can't believe I've done it." - Steve said all of a sudden stopping you in the middle of marching up to your bed again. One of your feet was on the mattress and the second one was still on the ground. You looked like a stretching ballerina.

"It feels so surreal, am I right?" - You chuckled, finally taking a hold of your own voice. You finally sounded like a grown woman.

"Exactly. It's... Wow. I don't know what it didn't cross my mind earlier. You could told me a lot of your stories so quicker and it would be much more fun."

"So you don't find reading my miserable life stories interesting. Okay, noted." - You teased him slightly. Steve laughed, saying a loud 'nooo!'. God, this man was just something.

"I didn't mean that at all!" - That was the first time you heard him actually giggled. He was doing it all the time because of your texts. But this was for the first time in real life you've heard it. The sight of you was messy - your eyes shone, your cheeks were rosy and your hair was not in the slightest order at all because your subconsciousness made you play with it. But you looked so happy and your smile way so relaxed.

"Why are you yelling so loud here, man?" - A completely different voice cut through the conversation. It was a bit higher than Steve's and it was way smooth with a seriously strong accent. - "Is that, oh damn." - The man laughed while you smiled at the ways Steve demanded the man leaving his room.

"I'm Sam! Nice to meet you, Steve's girl!" - He yelled before the door shut. Steve grunted out loud. That was so sweet.

"So you're telling them about me, I suppose? Was that Sam or James?" - You giggled, making Steve grunt again. Sam knew which moments to choose.

"That was Sam. I told them about you, however, the girlfriend thing is something Sam had made up." - Steve choked in defeated voice.

"Don't worry. It's fine. It made me laugh." - You calmed Steve down about Sam's behaviour. It was pretty funny and sweet for you. Sam to Steve was definitely like Pete to you. Best cheering up fangirling friend you could ask for.

"That was nice." - Steve commented at your laugh so smoothly without a single doubt in his voice.

"Thank you." - A dazzled sight came out of your lips.

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You two talked for what seemed like forever. It was a conversation about nothing - just a constant back and forward with a lot of nervousness, thank yous and sweet voices.

Steve was dazzled by your voice. He could listen to it before sleeping, with his eyes closed. Let me, as the narrator, tell you - you were such sweet dorks. Both nervous, out of your minds basically. This one phone call actually meant something to both of you. It was your first form of actual contact, just hearing the other side and being so breathless and speechless because both of you actually existed.

The texting was fine, sure. But it didn't feel like this. It wasn't as real as this.

Nothing could tell him how you laughed when his dorky ass made you chuckle somehow. The way you spoke was so calm, relaxing him to death. Or texting couldn't reveal your voice raising up when you got excited about remembering something.

When Sam peeked into Steve's room, he stood there in silence for a moment or two. Steve was standing up in from of a window, looking down on the street, telling that Y/N something in a quiet, humming tone.

"I don't want to interrupt you." - Sam spoke quietly, freaking Steve he hell out. The tall blonde turned to Sam, covering the phone with his hand. - "But we're about to watch Footloose."

"I'll be there in a minute." - Steve nodded sadly. He didn't want this to end even if it was as dorky and cheesy as it was. But a movie night with his fellas after Europe was a thing Steve was looking forward to.

"I need to go, Y/N." - Steve started slowly and he would swear that his heart hurt at those words. - "We're about to watch something called Footloose?"

"Oh, my dear lord. You've never ever seen Footloose? Are you serious?" - You asked in an unbelieving voice. - "THE Footloose with Kevin Bacon? Steve, you really make me feel like you're not from today's world. Deena told me she hoped that her prom would look like the ending scene, but you know, Kevin Bacon never came." - You giggled.

His stomach shrank at that remark. He's not from today's world. He's the man out of time. And you have no idea, you just joked.

"I think it's exactly the one with Kevin Bacon, yeah." - Steve circled his hand around his waist, sounding nervously all of the sudden. What was he thinking about? Of course that his true identity would hunt him eventually down, even in his little personal bubble he created with you.

"Yeah..." - You sighed and shut up for a second. - "Let's call it a night today, what do you say?"

"You're right, I should go or Sam and James would start without me." - Steve tried to sound as relaxed as he could. You couldn't recognize he hides something - you've heard him for the first time. You haven't got any idea that something's off.

"Would you call me tomorrow? It's your turn." - He teased you, but you grunted a little, giving the answer away.

"I can't tomorrow, I'm at work, then we have a choreography training and we have a ladies night... I won't be at home at all. I'm sorry." - You said sadly.

"Don't be sad about that, Y/N. I'm not little. Just tell me when and I'll take some time for you, alright?" - Steve asked to make you feel better.

He slowly realized that this will be like a drug to him. Once he tasted it, he would need more and more of it to even survive. There was no turning back now. Phone calls were something new, exciting, something he wanted to do until the dawn comes. Just to feel that he haves you closer than normally.

"Hope that will be soon. Now, I'll go to sleep and you'll go and enjoy Kevin Bacon's amazing rebel-ish and dancing method acting, ok? And enjoy Footloose, like that song. It's amazing. Bye, handsome." - You said with a happy voice.

"Goodnight, Y/N. I'll text you in the morning." - Steve sighed with a soft smile on his lips, ending the call. Yeah, maybe it would be really difficult to tell you who he is and maybe you'll freak out at hell - but at that moment? He felt like a pretty attractive school girl realizing that she is falling for a nerd from her Chemistry class.

Beautifully numb and so glad he couldn't even express it.

#Steve Rogers #steve rogers x y/n #steve rogers x reader #captain america #james buchanan barnes #james barnes #bucky burnes #the winter soldier #natasha romanoff #black widow #sam wilson #the falcon #fallingforyou #the1975

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scarlet-star-witch · 4 years

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Quarantine Tag Game

I was tagged by @moonagedaydreamstuff :)

are you staying home from school/work? Yes, I’m in University at the moment and all my classes went online in March. I’ve had to do many presentations over FaceTime which has been a struggle, but I’m free now, thank the lord!

if you’re staying home, who is there with you? Once my classes went online I left my apartment to spend quarantine at home with my parents and cat. There’s no way I’m spending weeks or months without my fur baby

are you a homebody? Generally yes. I love my friends and they are all very social and can’t sit still so I find I usually need a day at home to recharge after being with them, so initially I wasn’t too fazed with the idea of staying at home for awhile, but now I think I’m starting to go a little crazy

an event that you were looking forward that got canceled? My cousin is pregnant at the moment and we were all planning a baby shower for her which we unfortunately couldn’t have but I’m looking forward to seeing the little cutie over FaceTime once he gets here!

what movies have you watched recently? Birds of Prey. Love watching girls kick ass, it really brings out the bisexual in me xx

what shows are you watching? Killing Eve! I finally got around to watching it and oh my god I binged it so quickly. So excited for the new season! I’ve also religiously been watching Drag Race for a few years now and this new season is a blast (p.s stan Heidi)

what music are you listening to? I’ve been listening to a lot of Lana Del Rey recently. Norman Fucking Rockwell has been on repeat for months, I love every song on that album. I also really love FKA twigs new album Magdalene

Favourite songs at the moment:

Love Song - Lana Del Rey

I Know Places - Lykke Li

Harvest Moon - Neil Young

Ohio - King Princess

what are you reading? I’m currently reading Jonathan Van Ness’s book, Over the Top which has made me cry several times already

what are you doing for self-care? Staying on top of laundry and making sure my floor is clear of clothes, which is usually the norm for me. I’ve been focusing a lot of skin care and doing face masks regularly

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jasmine-blooms · 5 years

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Favorite Songs - September 2019

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2ZKsoe22myj81k3Mr7R82Q?si=NMcwG7KSR3a3JmF4fP_BBA

author’s note: Each month I create a playlist of all the songs that I had on repeat during the month because I’m too lazy to always switch up from tab to tab going, to switch up my music. This month, most of the music represented how it was what I now consider “sad girl fall,” as I’ve been feeling depressed lately. I added commentary to add deeper meaning as to why I’ve had the songs on the playlist on repeat and a way for me to journal, my feelings.

Father Stretch My Hands pt I - Kanye West

I started re-listening to Kanye because it takes a while for me to separate art from the artist and to understand and comprehend a controversy. Though I still am upset with who he choses to support politically, I still listen to his music. “Father Stretch my hands” was a song I used to listen to ironically because of the “If I f*ck this model, and she just bleached her *sshole” line and I found it so funny in middle school. But now I listen to it unironically, as it has a beautiful intro and its always fun to dance to Kanye.

Highlights - Kanye West

If its a Kanye song and it has “lights” somewhere in the title, there is a very good chance for me to fall in love with it. Highlights isn’t his best work, but it is a bop and I will freak out when he says “I need every bad b*tch up in Equinox I want to know right know if you a freak or not”

Wolves - Kanye West

As dumb as it sounds, TikTok got me hooked on Wolves. I used to not care about this song but lately its been sad girl hours and I’ve had it on repeat. What made me fall in love were Sia’s vocals on this track. But due to meme culture I will forever associate this song with the Spongebob floating meme.

Fade - Kanye West

I know its been a lot of Kanye on this playlist but I can assure Fade is the last song of his on this playlist. The song is not the most artistic of Kanye’s but I will still bop. I always love the Aaliyah reference when the song goes “Imma rock the boat, work the middle till it hurt a little,” and I do a little thottie dance to it.

Mariners Apartment Complex - Lana Del Rey

Norman F*cking Rockwell, has probably been my favorite album so far, of 2019. When this album dropped it all of a sudden became sad girl autumn. Mariner’s apartment complex showcased Lana’s hypnotizing vocals that I always adore.

F*ck it I Love You - Lana Del Rey

I LOVE LANA. On “F*ck it I Love You” Lana brings up her usual vintage American aesthetics, but mixes it with a modern effects. The song gives me 70s vibes from the guitar in the background to the lyrics such as “Moved to California but it’s just a state of mind” giving a sense of hopelessness within achieving the American dream.

Doin Time - Lana Del Rey

I’ve had Lana’s cover of Sublime’s “Doin Time” on repeat for the past month excited for her new album. I thought I was bored until she gave an amazing music video for the song, which made me fall in love with the song all over again.

Cinnamon Girl - Lana Del Rey

Cinnamon Girl is a song that I loved due to the vocals. I had Lana’s “ah ah ah...” part stuck in my head. But because I was feeling my sad girl hours the song will be one of my favorites from my sad girl autumn.

The Next Best American Record - Lana Del Rey

My Personal Favorite from Lana’s new album, what made me put the song on repeat was “Topanga's hot tonight, I'm taking off my bathing suit” which was a strange lyric to make me have it on repeat, but it fill me with nostalgia of things I’ve never experienced. “The Next Best American Record” is just a gorgeous work of art, period.

Florida Kilos - Lana Del Rey

“Florida Kilos” was exactly the type of song that made me fall in love with Lana when I discovered her in middle school (and she made me want to do coke at age 12). The song is literally about coke and having fun, how much better can it get?

SUGAR - BROCKHAMPTON

If I had to chose a favorite song of this list, it would easily be “SUGAR”. I don’t normally listen to BROCKHAMPTON but I do love any song of theirs involving Bearface singing on it. “SUGAR” makes me feel wholesome and (insert pleading face emoji).

Indigo - NIKI, 88rising

Another song involving drug use(don��t do drugs if your reading this), and another TikTok song! Usually TikTok leads me to great songs, but this time I actually knew of the song before it went viral. NIKI is my Indonesian Queen and Indigo is just amazing. As a half Indonesian, I was really happy that “Indigo” went viral, and she is gaining more fame, which is great Indo representation. (p.s. don’t forget to stream “Indigo”)

Kids Turned Out Fine - A$AP Rocky

Just to get this out of the way, A$AP Rocky is my Baby Daddy, Mans is fine af. But back to the song, “Kids Turned Out Fine” was something reassuring, because I’m sixteen and still a kid, and everything is going to be okay, which is exactly what I needed, because I’ve been going through a lot of stress planning for my future. Rocky’s voice is soothing and calming, on this track, giving me comfort in my stressful times.

Praise The Lord (Da Shine) - A$AP Rocky

There’s not much to this song other than, it make me want to just dance like a little thottie.

90210 - Travis Scott ft. Kacy Hill

“OMG, is it A$AP Rocky?!?!?” No, unfortunately but, I do have a preference for Travis’s music over Rocky’s (Sorry Rocky, I still love you though!) but the combination of Kacy Hills vocals, and Travis’s lyrics makes this a beautiful songs on both parts of it.

I Like U - NIKI

“I Like U” has got me thinking of someone, that I never got to tell I liked them. Yet, the song has summed up my anxiousness about my feelings towards this person. However, The lyric “Ladies and gentlemen, I'm the joke, The punchline that got too old” was a reminder of how I was acting like a clown, for this person. But, in contrast to “Indigo” by NIKI “I Like U” has felt more personal, especially because of my sad girl hours.

goosebumps - Travis Scott

“goosebumps” feature my favorite rapper, Kendrick Lamar. But it is one of those songs that’s just fun and make me feel like a lil thottie.

sex money feelings die - Lykke Li

TikTok, may seem stupid at time, but I’ve found really god music from it. “sex money feelings die, is one of those songs. The line, “baby don’t you cry,” was one of those lines I needed repeated when I was feeling stressed this September.

Novacane - Frank Ocean

Frank Ocean is one of my favorite male singers, and I fall in love with all his songs. This month my Frank Ocean song that I had on repeat was “Novacane”. “Novacane”, had lyrics that gave me “English teach wants you to find the deeper meaning in them.” vibes as not only the song was art the lyrics were too, telling the story of a girl in Cali.

#kanye #lana del rey #a$ap rocky #travis scott #frank ocean #norman f*****g rockwell #september #fall

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mashamorevna · 6 years

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Everyone still asks you about book/film recommendations (which is more than great!) but I wonder what music do you listen to?

I love my baroque/indie pop/rock: The National, Warpaint, Imogen Heap, London Grammar, Shiny Toy Guns, Maps, Foals, Bat for Lashes, PJ Harvey, Cat Power, Bastille, MS MR, Washed Out, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, mum, Arcade Fire, Lorde, The XX, Daughter, Arctic Monkeys, Radiohead, Beirut, Lykke Li, M83, Marina and the Diamonds, Feist, The Antlers, Portugal. The Man, Stars, Florence + the Machine, Of Monsters and Men, Metric, Blouse, Sigur Ros, Purity Ring, Twenty One Pilots, Damien Rice, CHVRCHES, Lana del Rey, The Sunshine Underground, Frightened Rabbit, TV on the Radio, Band of Horses, The Neighbourhood, Phantogram, Snow Patrol, Tame Impala, Unkle Bob, The Verve, Wye Oak ..

Recently, I got into Slowdive and that’s pretty much all I’ve been listening to on repeat.

#ask

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trackunknownblog · 6 years

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Last Month In Review_0418

Melody's Echo Chamber - Breathe in, Breathe Out

Hatchie - Sugar & Spice

Shout Out Louds - In New Europe

Charlotte Gainsbourg - Les oxalis (Alan Braxe Remix)

Brazilian Girls - Balla Balla

Whyte Horses - Greatest Love in Town

Japanese Breakfast - Dreams

The Orielles - Old Stuff, New Glass

Unknown Mortal Orchestra - Hunnybee

Cate le Bon - Aside From Growing Old

The Limiñanas Feat. Bertrand Belin - Dimanche (Laurent Garnier Remix)

The Weeknd - Wasted Times

Cardi B Feat. SZA - I Do

Drake - Nice For What

A$AP Rocky Feat. BlocBoy JB - Bad Company

Confidence Man - Boyfriend (Repeat)

Tove Styrke - On the Low

Lowell - No Talk

illuminati hotties - Paying off the Happiness

Janelle Monáe Feat. Grimes - Pynk

Empress Of - Trust Me Baby

Lykke Li - deep end

Sasha Sloan - Normal

James Supercave - Something To Lose *04/27 @ The Bootleg

A Beacon School - Algernon

Wye Oak - It Was Not Natural

Kalle Mattson - Broken in Two

Wolf Alice - Don't Delete The Kisses (Jelani Blackman Remix)

AURORA - Queendom

Kimbra - Like They Do On the TV

Lord Huron - Never Ever

Courtney Barnett - City Looks Pretty

Rolling Blackouts Coastal Fever - Talking Straight

Middle Kids - On My Knees

Jim James - Just A Fool

Dr. Dog - Go Out Fighting

Shannon Shaw - Broke My Own

Ty Segall - My Lady's On Fire

Triptides - All My Life

King Tuff - Neverending Sunshine *04/11 @ Zebulon Album Release Show

Yellow Days - The Way Things Change

Amen Dunes - Miki Dora

Father John Misty - Disappointing Diamonds Are the Rarest of Them All

Florence + The Machine - Sky Full Of Song

Damien Jurado - Allocate

Cigarettes After Sex - K. *04/28 @ The Fonda

Rainbow Kitten Surprise - Mission to Mars

Eels - Bone Dry

The Black Angels - Half Believing (Demo)

Cherry Glazerr - Juicy Socks

La Luz - The Creature

Kate Nash - Life in Pink

Frankie Cosmos - Duet

Soccer Mommy - Skin *04/10 @ The Echo

Snail Mail - Heat Wave

BROCKHAMPTON - BLEACH *04/17 @ Novo

The Internet - Roll (Burbank Funk)

LION BABE - Honey Dew

Sudan Archives - Nont For Sale

Kali Uchis Feat. Jorja Smith - Tyrant

Thundercat - Final Fight

Twin Shadow - Little Woman

Kamasi Washington - Fists of Fury *04/18 @ Beggars Album Listening Session

!!! - I Know It's True

Mount Kimbie - Four Years and One Day (Gerd Janson Remix)

NAVA - Ritual

#April #2018 #April 2018 #Monthly Mix #Playlist #New Music #Los Angeles #California #Live Music #Bootleg #Novo #Fonda #Zebulon

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st-cy · 6 years

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playlists of 2017

i love year in review posts so i made one

in chronological order by date created:

winter 2017 - really chaotic mix of depressing lo-fi indie rock (mazzy star, elvis depressedly), r&b (syd), glitchy weird electronic (grimes). remnants of familial tumult, mental health dips, flirting with the weird underground radio scene, the fling who liked j dilla & knxwledge, the other fling who liked my bloody valentine and clams casino.

needy girl bops - poppy songs with yearning, pleading, loving lyrics to sing along to. good for running! charli xcx, carly rae jepsen, dua lipa + more.

spring 2017 - probably my most popular playlist despite the lack of theme. dance-y pop (tei shi, khalid), more electronic (mura masa, mount kimbie), radio hip hop (drake, kendrick lamar) - catchy sunny songs off the high of boston & orlando early spring quarter, spring fever, and in anticipation of summer.

girls screaming - self explanatory. for when i was super frustrated and unable to process my feelings. short playlist of courtney barnett, mitski, little big league + more.

flute samples only - a fun hip hop playlist

means nothing - a sad playlist of cigarettes after sex, angel olsen, mac demarco, sharon van etten + more. see this tweet for a/n

adsfdajlghdfj - explicitly about the beginnings of a relationship. mostly dredged from memories but with some additions of beach house, lcd soundsystem, slowdive. a sweet sad playlist.

summer 2017 - from my summer in mexico city, with a little bit from my early summer norway trip. characteristically upbeat (lorde), electronic (francis & the lights), with some top 40 spanish language music. one of many attempts to make this study abroad experience fruitful.

rainy szn - refer to this post. hitting mid-summer lulls and distance-induced anxieties. beach house, japanese breakfast, tennis, the national + more

run - for when i was back at home and went to the gym to fill the time. charli xcx, hannah diamond, fetty wap + more

festering in the suburbs - for when i wasn’t at the gym and felt listless. soft sunny music to cook breakfast to - good morning, devendra banhart, mellow fellow + more. also worked well as my playlist for hawaii

fall 2017 - pretty much just new albums from rostam, the national, mount kimbie, kelela, some of king krule, dvsn, angel olsen. alternative title: being on my daniel caesar shit

hermetic early 20s - inspired by the 30 min i listened to ‘perfect places’ on repeat in Bergen & this tweet thread. kind of more about the lyrical theme vs genre/vibe

whispery - made in the wake of seeing tei shi in concert and realizing my rotation of songs was sorely missing the wispy female vocalists i loved in high school. mostly lykke li, tei shi, and sylvan esso

clean and pretty - thinking about death as defined by mitski in this interview with jenny zhang

winter 2018 - work in progress! joji, sufjan stevens, pop 2

kind of all over the place - post-paris trip being obsessed with cigarettes after sex and missing my boyfriend. some classical, jazz, ethereal 80-90s rock, french language music

#new year #music #playlist

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holdencaulflied · 6 years

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a while ago (like two years!!) i was tagged in a “describe ur top 9 formative albums” and i’m supposed to be studying for psych but i’m bored so this is as good of a time as any to talk abt music i guess

these aren’t supposed to be my favorite albums altho a few of them could fit in that category as well- it’s more the albums that i grew with and that helped me define myself at various points throughout my life

don’t panic // all time low- this album bridged me from 5th to 6th grade, and also from elementary to middle school. it was the beginning of me moving past radio hits/what my parents played in the car to finding music that was solely my preference and while i look back at this phase with embarrassment now, listening to lots of punk rock probably helped me branch out and have varied taste in music like i do today. also backseat serenade still goes hard and it’s my guilty pleasure song

marry me // st.vincent- my first foray into alternative/indie music, and also to st.vincent, who still releases amazing albums to this day. but honestly this was the soundtrack to my 7th grade year, when i was moving past the fall out boy/atl/panic! at the disco stage. paris is burning is one of the first songs i remember crying about. i listened to this album so much it’s like almost sacred now like i don’t listen to it as much bc i don’t wanna ruin the opinions i have on it by finding flaws i just want it to be a defining part of my life

pure heroine // lorde- my comfort food of albums. this came out when i was in 8th grade and it perfectly encapsulated everything about growing up and being unsure of yourself yet feeling like you knew everything. i still play this album a lot because it has stayed consistently relatable and i can appreciate the lyrics so much more now. ribs, the love club, and buzzcut season are the holy trinity of lorde songs. also lorde was my first every live concert and that is smth rlly special that i will remember forever bc literally my favorite thing is experiencing music u love live. lyrics like “we’re slipping off the course we prepared” and “my heart jumps around when i’m alluded to” stuck with me SO MUCH and this whole album really raised my standards in that i began listening more to lyrics instead of just songs i thought sounded cool

modern vampires of the city // vampire weekend- 8th or 9th grade?? definitely at the beginning of high school, but super formative because this is when i really began digging deep into spotify and finding artists and music that people wouldn’t just recommend to me. i really started seeing music as more of just a hobby to smth constant. songs like unbelievers and step and obvious bicycle were stuff i would always tell ppl to listen to- especially this was before vampire weekend became super popular it felt like i had like my own little personal album. vampire weekend in general also led to my love for indie rock/pop which has consistently been my most listened to genre since 9th grade, and although i’ve definitely changed my overall music taste from vw, there’s a lot of forever good songs on this album.

transatlanticism // death cab for cutie- holy shit this album is one of the saddest things i’ve ever listened to, and that is including high violet by the national. i probably listened to this album of my own accord the first time in 9th grade because before that my dad used to play it in the car and i wouldn’t really pay attention. but then i listened to title and registration (which is one of the first songs i remember sobbing my eyes to) and was like dad holy fuck this song is incredible. and this album is so important to me because while my dad and i disagree on a lot death cab is a common love that i think just brought us closer together. its a whole ass masterpiece like expo’86 is SO SAD yet i smile every time it comes on, and most of the lyrics aren’t obscure and twisty like a lot of other bands i listen to, yet i feel like they always pack the hardest punch

bankrupt! // phoenix- this album isn’t as formative as it is an eye-opener. it was one of the first times i began to realize music could be just as political and make points just as effectively as any op-ed, sometimes even more so. i think i listened to it sometime in 10th grade, and the line “lost ur mind on a cruise ship, bartending crucial lies” made a bigger point abt capitalism and poverty than most article i’d read. also the songs are just fucking catchy and the production is pretty great. oblique city, sos in bel air, and chloroform are some of my all time favorite songs. also the transition from drakkar noir into chloroform is like incredible and i freak out every time i hear it.

bury me at makeout creek // mitski- mitski is a force of nature in the form of guitars and words. her new album puberty 2 is amazing but i feel like this is the album that i really related to end of sophomore going into junior year. mitski is like a weird mix of straight up electric guitar and rock like remo drive and also soft-spoken indie like moses sumney and it’s great. last words of a shooting star is my favorite song off this album and the part where she is like “i’m glad my room is at least neat so when i’m gone i’ll be remembered kindly” is so!! like u don’t think abt life in terms like that but the fact that a lot of the time you’re only remembered by other’s perceptions of you is fucking sobering.

i’m not your man // marika hackman- ok i’ve loved marika hackman ever since i heard her cover of i follow rivers by lykke li and this album!! holy shit!! it’s so versatile but also so honest and heartfelt and somehow brutally witty at parts. i listened to it probably when it first came out, which was like either end of junior year or summer before senior year and i’m definitely at a part of life where i need constant new music- like ppl are like manasa is my personal shazam bc i never can stick to one genre or artist and i can pick song recs out of thin air so the fact that i listened to this album for like three months straight is a sign of how incredibly good it is.on a more personal note i came to terms with my bisexuality around the end of junior year, and to hear marika hackman unapologetically refer to running away with girls/falling in love with girls was so relatable at the time. it still is. i love gina’s world, round we go, and violet with all my heart. yeah the lyrics are confusing and often obscure and it is often a hard album to listen to because there are virtually no catchy hooks or choruses that grab onto you but it’s incredibly written and means so much to me.

landmark // hippo campus- AND finally, the album that has been on repeat for the past few months. i’ve always loved hippo campus from the first EP they released back in like 2014, but this is the first full album that they put out and jesus christ did it deliver and give me everything i ever wanted! my two favorite songs by them (warm glow and the halocline) aren’t even on this album but it’s still so perfect! the first time i listened to it all the way through was transcendental. sun veins into way it goes is seamless and perfectly executed. and some of these songs are so so so meaningful and sad and others are just upbeat and fun but then you listen to the lyrics and it’s like oh shit wow there’s so much i didn’t catch. i love this album and this band with all my heart i’ve seen them live twice (50% of their concert funds go to planned parenthood) and it was incredible. the way jake luppen says “solipsistic overtones” in western kids is amazing. the whole of buttercup is great the first time i heard “holy hell i can tell that you hate me, dying moon keep me up keep me waiting” i died a little. way it goes i could talk about forever with lyrics like “degenerate, counter-culture crying socialist, hip-to-lazed crazed abstractionist” like oh my god the genius it took to rhyme that stuff. also the whole of poems and epitaph is amazing and makes me cry. i love this album the most

#this is long #but i'm so bored and i rlly like music

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