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museeofmoon · 2 years
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𝑻𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒅𝒂𝒚, 5𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒂𝒚 | finals starting tomorrow, feeling a whole spiral of emotions as I'll be done with school after these and then I'd be an adult, a uni student which is both scary and exciting at the same time. Last time when I changed schools and left behind the place I studied for 8 years my mental health went downhill probably the lowest in my life, let's hope that won't happen this time I have so many thought about everything happening around me and I'm a bit anxious but this year has been kind to me despite of being so busy and I hope it stays the same, the major goal in life is to get into med college with my entrance being in July. Finger crossed🤞
🎧: 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒐𝒓𝒚_𝑻𝒂𝒆𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒈, 𝑾𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒊𝒏 | 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑑𝑦𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑚
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luffyvace · 2 months
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Ciel Phantomhive relationship hcs~
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He looks so goood in the new artsyle! The animation studio did black butler justice!!
Update: did undertaker will Alois sooner or later 😉
Okay in these hcs your whatever gender you want but your an earl/noble ;}
also Lizzy is your friend and she introduced you to Ciel
okay now that that’s cleared
when Ciel first met you let’s be honest here he probably didn’t fall head over heels in love with you 🗿
cmon guys let’s be realistic
but he certainly did live up to the expectation of the phantomhive hospitality!
he was very thoughtful and caring of you as his guest~
and your comfort definitely took priority!
your were throughly impressed!
he held a small smile as he chatted with you and gave a mini tour
he admits to himself he finds you to be very beautiful/handsome
onwards to after the courtship! :)
when you first start dating it’ll be the phantomhive hospitality all over again
…times 100.
<3
Sebastian might as well be your butler by the way he’s making your butler/maid look
LOL
your pillows are fluffed and your sheets and blankets are warm and clean each day
(thanks mey rin 💗🗣)
the food is always scrumdidiliumstious (scrumptious)
you play many, many games to keep you from being bored
any drink you want is in your grasp
whatever you want to do—as long as Ciel’s not busy—sounds wonderful to him! 😊
if you annoy him like how Lizzy does in the anime you’ll never hear of it
and I mean- don’t get me wrong he’s not perfect
especially not someone such as him, who has a lot of stress on him
so you might here a huff (that you weren’t supposed to hear)
but he’s sure to make it up to you quickly 💖
his love languages are acts of service and gift giving
half because those two things can be materialistic which ngl is kinda easier for him
particularly when it comes to showing love and affection
and half because he feels really good when he gifts you something you love
even if you don’t have a grand reaction he still feels satisfied
and acts of service is easy too!
he can simply tell Sebastian to do whatever it is you want!
even though you have your own butler/maid- 😃
AHAHHAHA
He most certainly won’t like pda
If you initate it he won’t shove you off obviously
he loves you!
and that’ll ruin his reputation!
but when your back at the manor he’ll gently break it to you that he’s not comfortable with it and it’s not that he doesn’t love you it’s just that!-
he also plays it very safe when it comes to what you do in the public eye
everyones looking for him to screw up
Even more so because he’s so young
to which he always make sure to use utmost care and delicacy when out and about with you
honestly I feel Ciel would like someone who’s a bit more patient or calm
at least don’t be bouncing off the walls 😞😭
he enjoys going on walks in his or your garden
I think he would be happy with traveling as well
somewhere relaxing and quiet
less bustling with chatter and carriages
It’d make a perfect anniversary gift for him *hint hint* 😉
even though I’m sure he’d have more than enough activities for you all planned
i know you two’ll work it out 💕
Ciel absolutely keeps you away. from Alois
he tells you who he is (some things) and all so you don’t get too curious
so please, don’t be curious.
that killed that cat! :P
Ciel would want you to try out Earl Gray but if you don’t like it he wouldn’t mind indulging in what you like 👍
Ciel doesn’t believe himself to be the best possible candidate for a partner out there
Even though he believes he needs to be. for you.
what you think?
when you hear the word ‘love’ he’s the first person that comes to mind ♥︎
:3 cute.
Yus undertaker next ♪( ´▽`)
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moonwonuu · 2 years
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hi <3<3 OKAY LANG PO SILA 😭😭 muntik ko na masipa ang aking gagong (affectionate) boyfriend PERO OK PA NAMAN SYA 😌😌 and syempre ako okay na okay po ako 😌😌 SOBRANG light ng feeling ko today JRJKKFKRRK and parang like (parang like 😭) i feel saur relaxed NDKCCKKF
it's good to hear na okay ka !! (that sounded so creepy what 😭) BUUUT yung pag move in ko was a bit like nakaka takot at first esp since yk new space tapos big building HAHAHA BUUUT since the boyfriend agreed to move in w me meron na po akong pwedeng idamay sa mga 2am adventures ko po yes po opo 😌😌
since my bf na ako (🤭🤭) mag lalagay ako ng mga daily bf updates kapag mag ssend ako ng ask HAHAHAHA (forda selos ba yan /j)
daily boyfie update 1: he's slowly slipping into the diamond life 😌😌
extra remarks: pinakitaan ko po sya ng hot mv and watched the gose magazine ep and since then puro svt nalang pinapanood nya <3 (current bias daw nya si jeonghan [JWJFKVOROOR GRABE ME TOO WHAT GREAT TASTE {hindi po tayo sponsored} BUT NEJKKVKFKR imagine ginawa mong carat s/o mo tapos pareho kayong hannie stan 😌😌]) speaking of hannie, happy advanced bday po i have yet to complete your pc collection but i assure you ma ccomplete ko sya by the end of the year yes po opo JAHAHAHA BUUUT YEAA sorry im like rambling too much JEKDKCK
random tmi but i think he's currently trying (keyword: trying) to make a tumblr acc that matches mine 😭😭 WHAT EAF DELULU ERA NA NAMIN ITO
TAPOS JWGJEGOEHKEGK YUNG LIMBO 😭😭😭😭😭 may scene dun na hindi ako naka get over like hanggang ngayon iniisip ko pa (hint: bedsheets 😭😭) AND DHWDHWFHEFOHEOEFHA bye nalang po world 💔💔)
andd finally i had my very first xylo moment yes po opo 😭😭 HINDI NA PO STRICT YUNG NANAY KO 😌😌 as long as nandun daw si xion papabayaan na raw nya ako 💔💔
moments after ko pinanood yung limbo
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BUUUT ANYWAYS ANDAMI KO NANG NA KWENTO 😭😭 kayo po ba may kwento po ba kayo HEEHEHEHE only if comfy lang kayo w sharing !!
ikaw alam mo mayasdo ka nang masaya, gagawin ko nang angst to para malungkot ka naman beh AHAHAHAH CHAROOOOOOT! i’m happy for u, ur new condo and ur jowa na parang aagawan ka pa nang bias beh! AHAHAHAHA happy happy lang kayo ha 🫶🏼 @ jowa ni vebs, alagan mo vebs namin naku ka!! 🤺
AHAHAH HAPPY XYLO NAMAN SAINYO AT BUTI PUMAYAG MAMA MO!!!! 🫶🏼🤪 forda bgc gurl na talaga siya oh, JOSHUA HONG TABE!!! 😂😂😂
hehehe sige share ka lang ng mga kwento mo! nag eenjoy naman ako mainggit AHAHAHHAHA CHAR! 😂 #sanaall na lang talaga.
MA YUNG LIMBO HINDI KO NA KERRI!!!!! 🫠🫠🫠 *gumulong gawa ni junhui* AHAHHA e dito sa fallin’ for u and home, chismoso lang yan bakit GANYAN YAN AHAHAHAHAHA
ang kwento koooo ano, nag food trip kami nang bestfriend ko kahapon 😭 ang dami naman na kain duck tapos pag uwi ko chinese food ulit pala kakainin ng fam ko AHAHHAHA o edi may duck ulit 😭😭😭 tapos nakita ko na ulit yung fave kong boy (aso po ito hindi lalaki) YOWN LANG NAMAN GANAP SA BUHAY KO LATELY 🤪
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baekhvuns · 2 years
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AAAAAAA THAT TRAILER IS LIKE A KDRAMA HOLY SHITTTTT KQ CAME IN WITH THE BUDGET!!!! I hope the MV will have a similar vibe PLS PLS PLS can't believe we started with some pirate boys at a desert and now we're here?!??! Also KQ hire us to be your extras 🤗🤗🤗 and THAT'S SEONGHWA IN THAT PHOTO RIGHT? WHAT'S GOING OOOOON. And remember when he??? God damn how can I join this rebellion I'll do whatever he wants!
Did you see SEONGHWA SAID HE'D LIKE TO TRY DARK BLUE HAIR PLEASE I'VE BEEN BEGGING FOR SO LONG 😭
I'll keep you updated on my quest of becoming the ruler of insects, perhaps I'll cast a spell or two
True me and Seonghwa cowards unite <333 I'm not usually scared by things easily, but thunder makes me really uncomfortable so yeah your scenario seems very likely djhshsnshahsja
Please that San fic now I'm sad I never got to read it 🤧
Yeah actually we made sure to have our little cards ahahhaha, much easier than writing shit by hand I only do that while selling/trading. I wish normal people could snatch the calls, but I have a feeling some Korean fans have their spots guaranteed it's my conspiracy theory 👁👄👁
I do have to warn you though my joints are in bad condition, so you'll experience some pain and cracking 🥴 currently my knees are killing me . Oh noooo I wanted to ask if you got the c-word ://// a parent wants to take you down???
No Baek calm down I'm still faithful to Seonghwa's fics, but Mingi has been serving so many looks like seriously silver mullet, dark blue hair, now the streaks I'm not immune to good hair.
I think it makes sense they fit the theme so Sunmi can be comfortable I couldn't imagine her imitating Jessi, lmaooo. Knowing how open she's been about her mental health and other struggles maybe they'll discuss those sort of things, it's important of course though I would rather live laugh love than be emo 💔 But if I get a Seonghwa x Sunmi duo or at least Seonghwa embarrassing himself in front of her I'm in!
Seonghwa as the main lead in 10 Things I Hate About You woah woah you planted a seed in my brain....... I love Maid Sama and I was rewatching it a few months ago, because she's one of my fave anime protagonists I love a lady who can kick ass and Takumi was a brat and a simp at the same time LOVE TO SEE THAT
Let me spread swimmer Hwa agenda now, I can't swim well so hehe maybe he could teach me 😌 or maybeeee it's cause he's a 🧜‍♂️ Free! AU with Ateez?! I- I'm gonna forgive him cause he's pretty and cute BUT 😬
The clips from San's birthday live wtf Jongho wore the shoes Hwa bought for San??? Also why are people shocked at Hwa eating raw 🍅 (though he said he disliked them before hmmm), but never bat an eye at all the nasty meat they consume 😭 I'm not even a big raw tomato lover myself but I love a man who can eat his veggies like a normal person ❤
Also for you habibi enthusiast
I'm free from my period and about to read tenelkadjo's Blue Hawaii and fuckboy Hwa fic when it drops though I'm scared 🙈 - DV 💖
hi hello!!!
AAAAAAA THAT TRAILER IS LIKE A KDRAMA HOLY SHITTTTT KQ CAME IN WITH THE BUDGET!!!! I hope the MV will have a similar vibe PLS PLS PLS can't believe we started with some pirate boys at a desert and now we're here?!??! Also KQ hire us to be your extras 🤗🤗🤗 and THAT'S SEONGHWA IN THAT PHOTO RIGHT? WHAT'S GOING OOOOON. And remember when he??? God damn how can I join this rebellion I'll do whatever he wants!
BRO FR A WHOLE MOVIE???? THE CINEMATOGRAPHY??? THE DETAILS???? DYSTOPIAN AU COMING TO LIFE !!! THE BUDGET FRR SO HIGH HYPES UP THE MV CANT WAIT LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭 from pirates to rich gloomy teenagers ready to overthrow 🔫 fORGET SEONGHWA FOR ONE SECOND LOOK AT YUNHO HANDS YANDS YANDS
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Did you see SEONGHWA SAID HE'D LIKE TO TRY DARK BLUE HAIR PLEASE I'VE BEEN BEGGING FOR SO LONG 😭
I DID BESTIE I WAS GONNA PUT THE PICTURE ON THE LAST ASK BUT IT WOULDNT LET ME FBEKD BUT DARK HAIR HWA BUT IF HE GREW IT OUT 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨
I'll keep you updated on my quest of becoming the ruler of insects, perhaps I'll cast a spell or two
absolutely, pls purchase a crown to feel the whole vibe <3 send pics w/ ur army
True me and Seonghwa cowards unite <333 I'm not usually scared by things easily, but thunder makes me really uncomfortable so yeah your scenario seems very likely djhshsnshahsjs
LMFAOOOO COWARDS UNITE 😭😭😭 i will film the cowards getting scared absolutely <3 JDJWKD I JUST IMAGINE THE AGGRESSIVE COMFORTING THINGS YOUD SAY WHILE TRYING NOT TO FLINCH
Please that San fic now I'm sad I never got to read it 🤧 Yeah actually we made sure to have our little cards ahahhaha, much easier than writing shit by hand I only do that while selling/trading. I wish normal people could snatch the calls, but I have a feeling some Korean fans have their spots guaranteed it's my conspiracy theory 👁👄👁
i wish that author fr comes back tbh 😭😭 so good 😭😭 OOOOOOOO the selling trading seems so fun excluding the shipping $$$ BESTIE I BET ITS THE SAME PPL TOO AGAIN 😭😭🤚🏼 unpopular opinion but those big accs get chosen for fansigns again and again until they aren’t chosen ONCE 😭😭
I do have to warn you though my joints are in bad condition, so you'll experience some pain and cracking 🥴 currently my knees are killing me . Oh noooo I wanted to ask if you got the c-word ://// a parent wants to take you down???
LMFAOOOO 😭😭 its okay bff me too when u stand up too soon and the knee cracks 📉📈📉📈📉📈 aND THE BACK PROBLEMS???? 😭😭😭 fhskdh i did get the c word,, it was flu @ first and then this (tho mostly just flu symptoms) ,, i don’t get sick easily but when i do itS FOR A WHILE 😭😭 nose running and itchy 😭😭🤚🏼 my dad went out to his friends (one of them’s daughter had rona but told no one and came either way) and then he cane back and boom everyone has it <3 😭😭😭😭 and i have to skip school 😭😭
No Baek calm down I'm still faithful to Seonghwa's fics, but Mingi has been serving so many looks like seriously silver mullet, dark blue hair, now the streaks I'm not immune to good hair.
hehe
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MINGI IN A BAD BOY AU???? AYO??? AYO????
I think it makes sense they fit the theme so Sunmi can be comfortable I couldn't imagine her imitating Jessi, lmaooo. Knowing how open she's been about her mental health and other struggles maybe they'll discuss those sort of things, it's important of course though I would rather live laugh love than be emo 💔 But if I get a Seonghwa x Sunmi duo or at least Seonghwa embarrassing himself in front of her I'm in!
no yeha pls not imitating jessi 😭😭 that would also be problematic dbdbdb fOR THOSE TOPICS it def seems like a good show! more deeper and touching topic’s hopefully it’s comforting and not just straight awkward 😭😭 BDWNBDKW LIVE LAUGH 😭😭 YES ABSOLUTELY HE BETTER EMBARRASS HIMSELF WE ALL ARE IN !!!!
Seonghwa as the main lead in 10 Things I Hate About You woah woah you planted a seed in my brain....... I love Maid Sama and I was rewatching it a few months ago, because she's one of my fave anime protagonists I love a lady who can kick ass and Takumi was a brat and a simp at the same time LOVE TO SEE THAT
woah woah now let me plant another seed, mingi as heath in 10 things i hate abt u <33 hehe FBWMBDWKDHWK OKAY BC USUI IS SO MF FINEEEE 😭😭😭😭 ABSOLUTELY ABSOLUTELY LOVE MISAS CHARACTER,,, a brat and a simp huh sounds very familiar to a man named park seonghwa bdandbns ☺️☺️
Let me spread swimmer Hwa agenda now, I can't swim well so hehe maybe he could teach me 😌 or maybeeee it's cause he's a 🧜‍♂️ Free! AU with Ateez?! I- I'm gonna forgive him cause he's pretty and cute BUT 😬
seonghwa swimmer au 👁👄👁 HEY GET IN LINE IM IN IT FIRST 🔫🔫 A SIRENFHWJDJEK WHY IS HE LIKE THIS 😭😭 u know before i see to cringe at idols doing ageyo,,, but when he does it suddenly im 🥰☺️✨😚<3
The clips from San's birthday live wtf Jongho wore the shoes Hwa bought for San??? Also why are people shocked at Hwa eating raw 🍅 (though he said he disliked them before hmmm), but never bat an eye at all the nasty meat they consume 😭 I'm not even a big raw tomato lover myself but I love a man who can eat his veggies like a normal person ❤
JONGHO PEAK SIBLING ENERGY 😭😭 seonghwa ate a what???? a rAW WHAT???? HE RAW DAWGED IT?????? IM SO??? nasti nasty nasti,,, seeing ateez’s hate for veggies it’s nice hwa eats his 😭😭😭
Also for you habibi enthusiast
STOP IT GET OUT RNWNVDKWDHKWDBWK
I'm free from my period and about to read tenelkadjo's Blue Hawaii and fuckboy Hwa fic when it drops though I'm scared 🙈 - DV 💖
👁👁 did u read it how’d that go,,, 👁👄👁 UHUH PLS DO SAY UR THOUGHTS
2/2 Forgot to drop my dream, here it is in a nutshell 1 and 2 it sounds rather underwhelming, I wish I could remember more because it was something ELSE truly lmaooo - DV 💖
so mr kim was MAKING MOVES ON U HE WAS MAKING MOVES HE WAS RBWNDHWNDJSK BESTIE HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LIVE MY DREAM !!!!!! THATS A CEO MR KIM TRYING TO FLIRT THIS IS THAT MR KIM
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snickiebear · 3 years
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Hi bby! 1, 2, 3, 6, 16, 27, 29, 33, 35! 🖤
mittens!!! loml!!
1. From one to five stars, how would you rate your writing? (No downplaying yourself!)
oh goodness... um, i’d say a 4?? yeah, that sounds about right, only because i often make so many tense mistakes and even when i edit there’s always something to fix. and just,,, im still learning a lot (aren’t we all). plus, sometimes the stuff i put out needs so much more work (see: my recent shisaku fic... i want to tear it up and put it back together.. ugh.. also wt&r, just everything)
2. Why do you write fanfiction?
OH GOODIE! i just... well, i wrote a lot when i was twelve-fourteenish, then kind of on and off through the years. never really had anything to ground me and get me to take writing seriously. and then i found naruto and sakura who has so much unused potential and it just made me so angry to see her treated that way. 
point being, the naruto fandom (more specifically the sakura fandom) rooted me down and allowed me be able to grow as a writer even though i’ve only been posting since january my writing style has changed so much, and i can physically feel myself becoming a better writer. 
plus, i just love it. the thrill of being able to use these characters and pairings and do what i want with them?? i drink it up, i love it!!! its so freeing and such a great way to really dig deep within writing itself. 
3. What do you think makes your writing stand out from other works?
i think its just the way i word things, you and a lot of others call it poetry but meh i just call it fancy words or word vomit from my brain AHAHHAHA
also, my thing is God Killers, God Eaters, and Angry Wrathful Women at this point, so maybe thats another thing?
but honestly,,, i have no clue... you’d have to ask my lovely readers, im so thankful for them 😭
6. What element of writing do you find comes easily?
plot probably. this changes often though. usually when i have an idea, the rest comes to mind and i jot it down and come back and change things and stuff, so thats usually pretty easy tbh... at least for now LMAO
and inner dialogue, inner struggles, showing the entire internal thing. its fun writing that angsty part of a story, the small insights into a character’s mind, how miserable and alone they feel. or, perhaps how happy they are, overjoyed and at peace. 
OH AND WORLD BUILDING. i pride myself so much on my world building. i honestly think thats one of the better things im good at! just weaving small details into the text, and subtly building a world within your mind, oh i love it so much!!!!
16. Any guilty pleasure trope(s)?
mmmm nothing really comes to mind? men simping for women who could kick their ass? tho idk if thats really a guilty pleasure....am very fond of same age aus, sometimes mafia aus too... ummm,, yeah
(probably big dick tenzo tbh... and the fact that kakashi’s face is a legal weapon AHAHAHA,,, and broken, vunreble men. also, shattered, all consuming women.)
27. What’s the nicest comment you’ve ever received?
oh god... i cannot chose! you, ele, al, and hika leave the kindest comments, and literally any comment on the things i write just make me so so so so so HAPPY. i just them more than kudos tbh. 
but! one comment on the intimacy of being understood i always come back to. it was left by GuardianMars and they wrote that the fic was like a “love letter to the pairing.” and that well. i think about that comment all the time. 
there have been so many others comments that have utterly touched my heart and that i will go to read on terrible, horrible days and i value ALL comments. especially those who say “i’m rereading this again” or “i’ll read anything you put out” that just. there is something so intimate about that, that utter faith and loyalty that i do not know what to do with. 
its so touching and makes me truly believe in the good of the world. 
29. Have you ever gone outside of your comfort zone for a fic? How did it turn out?
yes! i am attempting to get better at writing smut because ol&w is going to have some fucking in it so i experimented in that shisaku fic and just..... yeah idk man. idk... its something i do want to get better at cause, meh why not? and i want to write some good porn for my readers damnit! HAHAHA 
33. Is there anything you wish your audience knew about your writing or writing process?
hmmm,,, probably that i stress so much and yet so little at the same time? allow me to elaborate! i stress so much about whether my writing is actually good or if people are just being nice LMAO and also posting, i get cold sweats and a thumping heart and yiKES
but also, i enjoy writing so its like “fuck you (jk ily guys) imma write what i wanna!”...do you see my issue? HAHAHA
also, im a planner. most of the time, and a lot of the details in my more serious fics (ol&w) are blink and miss details but they’re important and i LOVE foreshadowing!!!! like yes, i will vaguely mention something and itll simply come back with a vengeance! 
35. Ramble about any fic-related thing you want!
aaaaaa okokok thank you for this ask LMAO i just love talking about writing and rambling (as i often do,, im a long winded person, im very sorry)! 
but anyways! my summer semester just started up and i’m taking three purely online classes and the college im attending (im a dual enrollment student; meaning a high school and college kid,, taking advantage of the system!) fucked up my schedule so! im taking two TWELVE WEEK CLASSES that will end in AUGUST???? and then my fall sem starts five days later so... no summer break for nadia! yay...
writing will be very slow and updates will be too, which i am so sad and frustrated about because i’ve finally hit a paved road and now we’re driving into the forest! all bumps and bruises damnit! BUT worry not! i (as i said above, am i severe planner. every day has a plan, i am also an avid lover of lists also. i have lists for EVERYTHING) am working out a schedule so that i can get all my school shit done as soon as i can (while not failing) and write while hopefully not burning myself out.  
ol&w is such an intricate fic and im truly trying to give it the justice it deserves,,, im just hoping that my dear readers can bear with me HAHAHAHA there is honestly so much going on in that fic; shikamaru’s development, the underlying plot, the hate to love build up, the world building, and then laying down the foundations for the next fic (because yes, this is supposed to be a trilogy.. question is; will i be able to write it?) (answer: maybe. hopefully. i desperately want to but it might take some time.)
BUT ASLO i have so many oneshots i want to write! kisame week! kakashi week! kibasaku long fic! and not to mention my og work that i plan on rewriting and putting up on ao3 because a few people showed some interest. there is just so much to do and write and i am itching to do it all! but. well, but school, and the exhaustion of insomnia, and the weight of stress, sigh. 
shit sucks, it is what it is. but writing is like my safe haven and i just love pouring all myself into my fics and then baring my soul to you all and you take a peek and decide to keep looking. that is my favorite part of this little pocket of tumblr. 
this was not really... fic related? more like a dump of issues! so sorry about that AHAHAHAH 
anyways! thank you so much mittens! :)))))))))
pick my brain!
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bakujho · 3 years
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girl-in-the-tower: ❤️💚💙💗 hehehe
Gonna do the easy ones for now and then jump into the meatier ones when I'm off work.
❤️ What inspired you to make this OC? How long have you had them? How have they changed in the time you’ve been developing them? It was actually @/twistedapple that convinced me to make an OC cause I've never really done OC stuff before just self indulgent self insert things I've shared nowhere, so wasn't really sure how to go about creating a character, but she helped me along the way and it's been super fun. Since her debut (which..i think was exactly a year ago now that i haven't finished the updated art for- fuck) honestly not much has changed. Her personality has taken on a more solid form and I've got a better grasp of her, but the base is still the same. Shitty bird girl that has too many self loathing problems but is a cool fuckin' bird (to me). She's just gotten deeper as I've explored her character, and there's still tons more to dive into.
💚 Are you writing anything with this OC or planning on writing anything for them? Do you rp with them or are they just for fun to mess around with? Many things. I'm currently running with 2 separate timelines for fics rn, the tumblr timeline I started in second year where the game starts (that I'll need to edit and update once i reach there again), and the "beginning" timeline that starts slightly before 1st year at NRC, so the year before the game story begins. Those fics are over at AO3 and am currently sitting at 30k words for the 6 chapters I've published. I'm sure it'll be well over 100 before I'm done. I have a lot of story to cover. I don't RP with her, though do discuss a lot of what if scenarios to try and develop her personality more.
💙 How important is this OC to you? Are they a character that’s helped you through some pretty tough times or could you scrap them without feeling a thing? I have straight up been obsessed with my dumb bird for like a year, so much so I put my other comic project on hold to focus solely on her. I don't really think she's "helped me through troubled times" but covid burnout is real and I've been using the OC stuff and twst to disassociate for a while now and it's keeping me sane so I guess that counts? Not a chance I'd be able to scrap her without a feeling, I actually ordered custom nendoroid parts just recently so I can make a nendo of her for when the Idia and Azul ones arrive so she can have friends for real.
💗 Ramble a bit about this character! I can't decide if I want to punch her in the face or squeeze her and tell her she's gonna be alright. I lovelovelove angst so any crumbs I can find I just shove into her, and since she is bad with emotions and communication and stuff it all festers and gets BAD and I love the entire mess but then feel really bad that she is my daughter and I love her and I'm laughing like a maniac in the corner like AHAHHAHA MAKE THE BIRD SUFFER SOME MOREEEEEE. I think that's why I went with the eventual happy ending, cause like Crowley, I am kind.
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sof my love!! i should be studying but i wanted to drop by real quick to ask which are your faves on red!! aside from everything else ive already mentioned i really like the new version of girl at home i think it's the one that sounds the most different from the original but aaaa i love it alot 😭 how have you been!! hope youre taking care of yourself and drinking enough water and getting plenty of rest 💞
ann my love!! HAHAHAHA omg i should be studying too but i am jamming too ALL TOO WELL (10 MINUTE VERSION)!!!! AHAHHAHA
SO YES, ALL TOO WELL IS MY ALL TIME FAVE. the 5-min version! like it's in my GOD-TIER FAVES. LIKE FAVE HALL OF FAME. but the 10 min version is growing on me HAHAHAHA.
so farrrrr i've just been repeating the re-recorded ones HAHAHAA oops. i haven't listened much to the new ones, BUT! i will update you when i do. i love everything has changed! as always! starlight, 22, stay stay stay, come back be here!!!
i've been okay..? HAHAHA generally yes. but aaaaa our sched is too cruel huhuhuhuhu. mon-sat classes and most days we have quizzes or long exams and we have reports and aaaaa i'm going to take an exam that needs to be taken to enter med school REAL SOON and i am EEP. so yeah HAHAHA my mind has been on overdrive. but yeah, HAHAHHA. i'm just trying to take things one at a time. one day at a time. no point in allowing myself to be overwhelmed.
i've been eating pretty healthy lately and exercising which helps out a lot!! so hihihi yeah!
gosh what album or show or what piece of art are we going to gush about next? adele's? HAHAHAA idk but hihihihi lez go!
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ramble about your favourite fic?
oh! that’s a wild ride i have so many. im reading like 2 long form fics atm, 1 is currently being updates and one is already finished. they are so well written and just wow!! but if i have to say my ultimate favourite fic at the moment then it would be The Serving Of Servants by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle on AO3 and its sequel which is just INCREDIBLY GOOD. like??? ahhhh!!! the writing is great, the description is amazing, the characterization is done so well and the OCs are awesome characters, and ITS A SLOW BURN. The plot is super interesting and its brilliant. so if i had to choose then that would be my current absolute favourite fic. (Okay so this is a really long post so... well this a warning i guess)
There’s a bunch of other ones that are great so i’ll talk about those as well. did i mention CaffeinatedFlumadiddle??? their fics are just SO GOOD. like??? Salt of the Forsaken?? that was hilarious!! Exceptionally Exceptional??? that was a brilliant fic and i love that they focused on hunith because we didnt really see her that much on the show and this fic just makes up for that perfectly. Hunting For Dignity?? Cheers and Spirits??? YES. OH i cant forget Fool Me Once which is actually a really cool concept to explore imo. basically Uther isn’t a huge asshole in this one?? i mean he still kinda is but like its just chaotic and the relationship between uther and merlin is kinda odd because he keeps trying to find out ways to kill him and merlin is just done because he cant die and is immortal. i guess they sort of bond over that and wanting to keep arthur safe and like its a strange relationship but im living for it.
Usually uther is awful in practically all the fics ive read but there are some which sort of like make him kinda good?? like?? i mean hes still an asshole just less of it. like in About Merlin... (by LadyAuroraPendragon on AO3) Uther is still an asshole and hes against magic but like??? he ships them??? ahahhaha and everyone does too. its such a great fic. we got a wingman uther in there. A WINGMAN UTHER. uthers all like “why are so bad at flirting/courting? just tell him that you love him already JEEZ” and the funniest thing is that he thinks they’re together because of that scene in the black knight episode where merlin says that they have a bond and then he assumes that they are together and LITERALLY nothing can convince him that they are not together and its great lmao. 
Okay so ive been rambling for a veryyyy long time so I’ll just say two last things and finish off ahahha. On AO3 there’s another fic writer that I absolutely ADORE. their name is AeonTheDimensionalGirl and my goddd their fics are BEAUTFUL. LIKE??? THE WAY THEY USE THE WORD CARIAD?? OH MY GOD ITS JUST PERFECT. Their whumptober series is excellent and they use the word “cariad” which means love in welsh and its just SO amazing and heartfelt and ahhhhh. Some of my favourites include Watch you breathe in, watch you breathe out which is a fic based on the ep “servant of two masters” and how it would have switched, like instead of merlin being possessed or bewitched by the nathair, it was arthur who was trying to kill him and its just so good. super angsty but it has a happy ending that makes my heart melt.
The fic?? Off the record??? is just??? PERFECT? i absolutely love that it was from Leon’s pov that was a really interesting way of viewing it and i LOVED the hc that arthur sorta has some kind of magic (bc he was born out of magic) but it ONLY appears when merlin is fatally injured/dying and hsajdbjsbhudhbedb i thought it was great omg. Another fic written by them called Looking After You had such a good enemies to friends to lovers arc like *chefs kiss*. I also really enjoyed To Worship the Powerful (and destroy the weak), Uther’s Bane, and Et Tu, Merlin? because they were such good whumptober fics. 
did i say two last things??? okay i lied, it was three. anyways, last but not least (because i gotta stop rambling or this post will extremely long) the fics Chains Of Secrets and I suppose that I look different (without the robes or crown) are some of favourites because in chains of secrets its what would have happened if uther said that merlin had magic (if he wasnt cut off or IF ARTHUR ACTUALLY HEARD WHAT HE SAID AND DEDUCED IT FROM THAT) anyways i think its a great magic reveal fic, set in one of my favourite episodes “the death song of uther pendragon” so i think its just neat. 
hilariously, the fic  I suppose that I look different (without the robes or crown) is also based on that episode. i have a fondness for it okay? Its basically where Arthur blows the horn of cathbdhah again but gets transported to another world where Ygraine never died and ITS JUST SO BEAUTIFUL. LIKE THE DESCRIPTIONS??? THE CHARACTERS?? its amazing and i reread it alot. anyways arthur goes into that world and he has to find a way back to his own. in the fic balinor lives, lancelot and gwen had a KID. oh and merlin was a ROYAL which was just awesome. all in all its a great fic :D
So that is the end, or i will literally go on forever. sorry this is such a long answer ahaha, i really tried to make it shorter but just gave up in the end. I hope you enjoyed that?? i did and i thank you anon, for letting me ramble! If anyone wants to read the fics ive mentioned, then you can find the links below! enjoy :D
The Serving Of Servants by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle
Salt Of The Forsaken by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle
Exceptionally Exceptional by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle
Hunting For Dignity by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle
Cheers and Spirits by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle
Fool Me Once by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle
About Merlin... by LadyAuroraPendragon
Watch You Breathe In, Watch You Breathe Out by AeonTheDimensionalGirl
Off the Record by AeonTheDimensionalGirl
Looking After You by AeonTheDimensionalGirl
To Worship the Powerful (And Destroy the Weak) by AeonTheDimensionalGirl
Uther’s Bane by AeonTheDimensionalGirl
Et Tu, Merlin? by AeonTheDimensionalGirl
Merlin’s Knight by AeonTheDimensionalGirl
Chains Of Secrets by magicdoses
I suppose that I look different (without the robes or crown) by WingedWolf121
For Want Of A Nail by ohHeyThereBigBadWolf                      
(I didn’t manage to talk about For Want Of A Nail or Merlin’s Knight but i think that they are both amazingly well written fics so im recommending it anyways.)
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the opening card of fear the walking dead is literally the most annoying sound to my overly sensitive ears
but im starting a rewatch, just gonna keep updating this post below the cut
S1E01: “Pilot” 
ahahhaha that millennial daughter of theirs not watching to eat gluten. Bet the local white moms who are casual watchers for Norman loved this joke
Alicia is the only character I have liked from the very beginning (besides like...Strand, but he wasn’t in the first ep)
Like I know everyone is up Madison’s ass (at least they were last time I checked and I’m a few seasons behind), but I don’t like her or Travis all that much
Nick changed for me, I used to hate him but he got a little better
Nick hating Travis???? A BIG FUCKING MOOD
Like I understand that as the viewers who watch TWD we’re supposed to be annoyed with their decisions, which is how I feel from the beginning, but I do realize that’s how they want us to feel.
“You need to take Christopher” “i DoNt WaNnA gO”
He’s literally asking his son, a teenager, to come and spend the weekend in the hospital with someone he barely knows, like what does he expect here??
the lead up draaaaags on for too long
*slams fist on desk* wheres isaac lahey
I think one of the main problems with the relationships in this show is that there’s no lead up and no development, they just immediately love each other. Like with Rick and Michonne, we had seasons of lead up, but not with these two. The writers of this are capable of writing good relationships, they just chose to drag these two heteros into the main stage without giving them any backstory in the beginning.
This liveblog is going to consist of me making quips and then actual analysis of stuff
i walked out of the room to go to the bathroom and didnt miss anything
this one kids got it covered, tobias is prolly still out there
thats what I expected Paul Rovia to be like at the beginning of the apocalypse. Everyone is like dicking around and hes like nah fam and yeets his body outta town
the whole show is on 123movies, btw, dont give amc the numbers by watching it on their site. They also don’t have the first few seasons available anyways, so
like why don’t they just go check the building instead of saying Nick was just drugged. Like I know he was high, but he saw dead bodies, they need to call the police and have them check that shit out. Instead Travis just goes there by himself. Ricky Grimes would not approve.
I forget how long until the actual apocalypse stuff happens, but I’m getting a teeny bit bored already.
“Something really bad happened there” “I don’t care” lmao WHAT, Madison????
“You cannot enable him” IM HOWLING THESE WORDS JUST CAME FROM MADISON’S MOUTH
I paused and 50 pop ups came up, thanks
you know alicia’s bf goes down
IS THAT ANDRE FROM VICTORIOUS 
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ITS LEON 
they really teased us with an almost-zombie huh almost like they knew we were bored
fffff there aint a doubt in my mind that anyone from the pilot except tobias and alicia survived this show
nick’s yeetin outta here
Like the concept of being in a huge city during the beginning was great, but we didn’t really get very much of that. The first few episodes especially when Travis was trying to get Chris and was stuck in that barber shop was great. Like that’s one of the few episodes of this that really stick in my mind. Those crazy fucking scenes were great.
“there’s no bodies...they couldn’t just get up and walk away” lollllll what clever writers WE HAVE
Like I’ll give Travis credit, he did try to be a good dad and stepdad...just bad timing, not great decisions in the end of the world, etc. Like the one scene where he was swearing he’d drag Nick to rehab??? That scene got me feelin’ stuff.
YES FINALLY SOME TENSION ON THE HIGHWAY LETS GO LESBIANS THIS IS THE WALKING FUCKING DEAD
lol a helicopter
 you know why all these kids aren’t in school??? their parents are anti-vaxxers
walkers walkers walker walkers LETS GO THERES A WALKER
“killshot, bitch”
that took way too long to be the first episode goddamn
S1E02: “So Close, Yet So Far” 
Ooooo cellphones are starting to go, shits getting good now
I’m like 30 minutes in and haven’t liveblogged anything, I’m bored
Well, that was that.
S1E03: “The Dog”
I hate this already because of the title we stan (1) TWD Dog in this house and his name is Dog Dixon
this star wars now???
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See, I’m a neutral gay who just likes to watch chaos. A chaotic neutral, if you will. So this episode is fucking WILD, like this is what I mentioned before.
the monopoly scene was wholesome
I guess I could see Paul joining in on this chaos for a bit until he realized oh shit this aint good chief THEN yeeting outta there
Fun fact, the truck they use for the first part of Fear is Daryl, Aaron, and Paul’s truck on the askjaaryl blog:
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The music while they’re driving is on fucking point, like it kinda sounds like that one TWD theme (the hopeful one) but remixed.
The scene where all the lights in the city go off PHEW poetic cinema
Madison: DONT LET IT IN! Nick: ITS A DOG! -- Daryl felt that
I frozzee I thought for a hot minute that it was Dog
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He a cutie tho
that poor doggo im so sick of this show’s treatment towards them like
if anything happens to Dog, I think Norman will quit and rightfully so
i feel like just a few people in the post-apocalyptic world where zombie movies dont exist were just blessed with the knowledge that you have to shoot the head
damn chris really didnt do shit and got a whole broken nose huh
so far, stan list: alicia, victor strand (he hasnt appeared but yyknow), and chris sort of
they need a doctor but she never went to school before the end of hte world is this how alex feels all the time
S1E04: “Not Fade Away”
The opening to this one always really stuck with me. Like it’s so normal but you know it’s not.
lol remember that time everyone freaked the fuck out thinking this was Carl
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I feel like Ophelia and this soldier dude would have one of those conversations where it’s like “what do you like about me?” “you’re beautiful” “is that it?” 
deadass don’t care if nick is over 18, she still hit her son who has an addiction he can’t control 
I think this is where I started to hate Madison. Instead of blaming the people who did it, she blamed Liza. Because that makes sense.
S1E05: “Cobalt”
YOU ARE MY DAD YOURE MY DAD BOOGIE WOOGIE WOOGIE
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Strand out here scamming the heteros since before the apocalypse started
Paul Rovia and Victor Strand had a thing, you can’t change my mind
Everything but Strand’s scenes is boring to me and there is an extreme lack of those.
S1E06: “The Good Man”
Honestly, the relationship between Nick and Strand was really great.
“We’re gonna get along fine, Nick’s mom” is one of my favorite lines because like...it’s like a little kid talking to someone else’s parent, but he’s a grown ass man and he knows damn well how funny he is.
So wait did Ophelia die???
oop nope she good
lol she deadass apologizing that he got taken and not for beating her own son but OKAAAAAY
S2E01: “The Monster”
Here we go, a full length season this time. Let’s see how this goes.
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26 Questions for the Saniwa
a question meme i saw from wikia and wanted to answer it here!!! since this is where i mostly put my tkrb posts....
q&a under the cut!
Q.What is your name and which server is your citadel on?
A. 桃井 さつき + see battle record uwu;;;;
Q. When did you start serving as a Saniwa? Please display your battle records.
A. April 22 of 2017!!! I recently celebrated my first year anniversary and it was nice uwu
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Q. Which starter sword did you pick? What is he doing now?
A. Kashuu Kiyomitsu!!! Um, well, he’s just there... waiting for his kiwame... Actually uwu;; I used him for a recent VOT thinking exp accumulates and carries over to kiwame! Did that to him because he’s the only one I wouldn’t get angry at haha
Q. Who is the first among your swords to reach the maximum level? What do you think of him
A. If i remember correctly, it is Hotarumaru!!! He arrived pretty early but I’m sure he got to 99 hella quick because of VOT AHHAHAA I love him!! He’s relatively fast for an ootachi + he’s cute!!!
Q. Who do you have in each of your squads, and how do you use them? If you haven’t unlocked all four teams yet, briefly describe how you plan to organize them.
A. First squad varies depending on event! (WTE is either all kiwame or newbies, VOT is tachi + ootachi; if it isn’t battle regiment?? all other squads are on expedition!) Currently: Second squad is 97 akita, 99 tarou, 99 micchan, 24 tomoe (extra haha a...) 97 yagen (for the naginata expedition!), third squad is for yari expedition, with 55 ote, 99 mutsu, 35 (extra) fudou (he levelled up by sheer force of expedition HAHAHAH) 99 ishi, fourth squad is 99 kashuu, 99 sayo, 99 kousetsu, 53 nihongou
if it’s battle regiment, it’s either all kiwame team again for first squad then the rest goes on exp. if not, first team is night battle, then tachi team, then uchi team.
Q. Without considering the performance of the swords, which type of sword do you prefer?
A. I love tantous!! They’re so cute huhu I also love my naginatas!!
Q. List the swords that you like and your thoughts on them.
A. i this is a lot ahahhaa um i love kashuu’s art style and everything about him. he’s so cute and im a sucker for his voice!!! i love my baby gokotai imma protecc him. I LOVE FUDOU i love his drunk self but i never knew i could love him more until he kiwame-d! i love horikawa so much i would give him all the love ;; I LOVE KANE-SAN he’s so handsome aaaaa and i like idiots like him huhu MONOYOSHI he’s so pretty imma cry for his kiwame ;;;;; mICCHAAAN i love his voice and his mom-ness. i love tsuru’s art so much!!! also such a playful boy ;;;; I LOVE HOTARUMARU SO MUCH bb rest well ;; IWAIWA i luv him so much ainsaksnaks and and otegine is slowly having a spot bcos i always hear him for expedition ahahhaha...
Q. Are there any pairings that you like? If there is, please list them.
A. Kashuu and Yasu!! I love these two!! KaneHori but also KashuuHori owo I love MikaKogi and MikaTsuru uwu MitsuKara!!! I also love TsuruKara hehe and IwaSouza!! (haha zoku’s tiny moment of them...) AND YAMABUSHIXJUZU BOI U CANT CONVINCE ME THAT THEYRE NOT CUTE and sweats.... a lot of tachis x saniwa.... .////.
Q. Is your Citadel an employee-friendly Citadel or a black-hearted Citadel that works your swords to the bones?
A. I- ;; maybe black-hearted? I only repair swords when they get to red for resource + instant token purposes (unless im not gonna use them for a long time) I do only work with gold troops because i think they deserve gold troops uwu;;; Or work to the bones mean fatigue?? I never let them out non-sakura fubuki (if you lose the flowers, you get to be leader!)
Q. Have you ever done anything weird to your swords?
A. I what?? 
Q. Have you ever broken a sword? What happened, and who did you break?
A. I’ve mentioned this a lot but I’ll say it again haha I broke Gokotai on a run on WTE Map 4?? I was at school (whoops) and I was playing during a seatwork?? since it only needed clicking. When I looked at the screen, Gokotai broke!! I didnt even hear his line! I thought he had an omamori but it turned out that he was the only one without it! I was horrified as he was already 90+ (ready to be sent out for kiwame! so thankfully not yet a kiwame) and i was near in tears! I got another gokotai and on the same day i level-ed him to 30?? ye. ahaha-
Q. Who looses troops the most in your Citadel? And who is the most skilled at making troops?
A. I think it’s Daihannya? And it’s Kousetsu! Or, well I believe he makes good troops...
Q. Have you ever done something with all your might in order to get a particular sword? Please describe what you did and the results.
A. Good story: I used up all my ofudas and resources were almost less than a 100k?? and it was night time already!!! God i needed to sleep. then tomoe came home!!! Juzu too!!! God I ran thru 7-4 long route so many times i think i 99-ed a set of tantous + almost another set of them before i got him uwu;;
Bad story: same thing and I was down to 50k??? yep i think that was it. koryuu still didnt come home. ;;
Q. Are you superstitious? (wwww)
A. I believe that Nakigitsune brings swords home as he brought Juzu home (and he brought Juzu home as well for my sis! Also Shizukagata for her!) Also back when I sucked at VOT, I believe that screaming beads repeatedly while pumping my fists helps (no it doesnt but well im desperate for an ichigo)
Q. What made you join the TKRB fandom in the beginning? How about now?
A. I saw fanarts of it from an artist i love and im like WHAT IS THIS?? at first it was only the game and i heard it was pc + jap only so i gave up. when hanamaru came out, i watched and got hooked!!! i then started playing. i stay for the art + i actually enjoy the mindlessness of this game. perfect for someone with bad attention span like me ^^;;
Q. What do you think of the current maps? Which map is good for training/grinding, which maps do you get lost in the most, which map do you want to burn?
A. They’re ok now that they updated the less clicking thing! I love 7-4, long route for my tantous + 5-4 for my tachis. I get lost a lot in 7-1??? and this map in 6... ID BURN 7-2 AND 7-3 WOW I LOST A LOT OF RESOURCES FOR THE DAMN REPAIR
Q. Are there any game systems or improvements that you hope DMM will implement?
A. I would mention the less clicking but they already improved that! Honestly the recent updates were real nice! Maybe something like auto play? Like it would only prompt you to click if there is an injured sword or cant scout? haha less clicking again ^^;;;
Q. If DMM cooperates on an event with another game/anime/etc., what would you like to see?
A. Since this is about swords, I kinda want something like FFXV bcos noctis and his swords... Or final fantasy in general!! Actually I also want Natsume Yuujinchou hahahaha.. and sanrio... ah ahaha.
Q. Have you ever spent money playing TKRB? Is so, how much? If not, do you plan to?
A. sweats... I’ve bought two sword slot expansion and two troop slot expansion (check the store for price!) Outside the game, I’ve bought some mostly Kashuu merch because he’s def my favorite!
Q. Is there any merchandise that you would like to buy or see?
A. Mini-sword keychains? haha or maybe a music box?
Q. Have you done any fanwork? If so, what?
A. I’ve written some short oneshots! It’s either here or on quidumps
Q. What do you think you are like as a Saniwa?
A. I think I’m the type who spoils them a lot (esp the tantous and anmitsu uwu) and plays along with Tsuru’s pranks! Maybe doting is the word? Ah some swords might not be ok with it but i might be cuddly! I imagine hugging ishikirimaru a lot bcos he looks soft ;w; ishipapa!!!! warm uwu also i feel like ill be close with micchan! i dont think ill get along with mika tho HAHAHA JIJI!!!! 
Q. If the government asked you to choose a sword to kill yourself with in terms of emergency, who would you pick?
A. hm... I would say it’s Kashuu because he knows me the most and he is the most mature among everyone. If it’s going to be a tantou, I would say someone like Atsushi because he looks strong emotionally. Emotionally, I would also say Kiwame!Fudou as I think he finally understands what it means to be a mamorigatana. (not imano... ill break his heart ;;)
Q. The government has asked you to write a report: how would you describe the situation in your Citadel?
A. Everything is under control! We’re fighting off the Retrograding Army quite well! Horikawa has Kane-san under control!!!
Q. What do you think of the Retrograding Army?
A. maybe if they were cuter... ah no haha. I wish they would tell us why theyre changing history >< And maybe stop for some time??
Q. Lastly, please say something about the TKRB from the bottom of your heart!
A. Thank you so much for existing!!!! I never knew I would be this hooked! No plans on leaving and hopefully it stays like that! Please stay popular so when I get to Japan with enough money I can support full on!! HAHAHAHAH
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These Chad Chronicles are definitely going to be so much more daily because we sit in front of each other now so interactions are inevitable.
Today, when I came in and signed in, my QA came up to me and asked me how I was getting on in my new seat. I told him "well, I'm still getting used to it." Then he introduced everyone again, when he introduced me to crush, he said, "This is *Chad's real name* but his name is actually Chad." Then he waved at me from above the computer screens. So I waved back.
Later on, we had training in the upstairs office. He was waaaay ahead of me when I left our PC area but he saw me from the revolving doors and he held the main door for me until I got to it. Of course I said thanks. Then when we got to the stairs door, he opened it and allowed me to go first. As in the same gesture as before. I swear this guy was really raised right and it's making me fall harder.
Then around 4.40pm, MF came over to our area and she said how she's glad that I am now sitting in front of Chad because she can now talk to us at the same time. So yeah I can be part of their conversations now and even invite me to their Starbucks runs ahahhaha THIS IS EXCITING. Then while MF was there, he showed me his Baby Yoda stuffed toy that someone made him. Like he literally got my attention and held it up to me. So I said "Oh that's cute!" Then the gay guy (GG) in our team told me how it is so fun having me over to their side now and how it feels different. I am HAPPY AF.
Then when it was just the 3 of us in the late shift, we didn't talk much but he asked me such a basic question with a case, to the point where I was thinking "shouldn't you know the answer to this by now?". The issue is something we get ALL THE TIME. So I asked him if the client had an FB Manager, he said no so I told him to direct them to the self serve form. Which really got me thinking, is he making small talks now? If he is then ok, come at me 😂 I would like that. But I don't wanna overthink 😂 Also, there was a moment early in the day when he asked GG how to spell this guy's name on our team (Louis) and I was just??? Are you dyslexic? I am not judging but I find it hard to believe, he's a degree + masters degree holder like 😂 and the name is not an exotic name or something ya know 😂 I looked into one of his chats yesterday and I am such a grammar nazi, he didn't have an apostrophe in one of the words and sometimes does not capitalize. It's such a pet peeve of mine 😂 But it is a negotiable trait, cmon, his first language is English. Mine isn't so he is still above me 😂 I kid you not, I was admiring his hands, his hands are actually nice, his fingers are long his nails are round and they're clean so that's a really good sign for me.
And it really seems like HE IS A BIG SPONGEBOB FAN LIKE I SWEAR HE USES SPONGEBOB GIFS ALL THE TIME AND EVEN HAD PIN HEAD PATRICK AS HIS PROFILE PICTURE ONE TIME. Again, I have no problems with him being a child at heart because I find it cuuuuteeeee 😭😭😭 It seems like Spiderman is also his favorite Superhero. I found his PSN and his profile pic is Spiderman 😂 Then I saw the Stella is having a screening of Into the Spiderverse on our 4 day weekend. Hmmm. Can I ask him out? Chos no! Let it be natural hahaha
It explains why he has Into the Spiderverse OST on his playlist lol
Anyways, that's it. We'll see what tomorrow will bring. 😂
UPDATE: 3/3/20
I am beginning to think that I may have the wrong PSN 🤔 I mean the games matches up what I think he is into, this profile I found plays NBA and NFL so idk.
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ktheaven · 6 years
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followed for tae (coz he was fighting for his place as my ult when i first got into bts), but stayed for sweet nadine and my personal jungkook update acc coz where would all the quality content in my blog be if i wasn't tagged in it!!!! 💫🌹✨💞💕
aaaasdfghjkl saraaaaaaa!!! we’ve been mutuals for so long and i am very very happy when we interact 💕💜💖💓❤️️🌷🌻🌷 you are the sweetest angel! i am so happy to be your mutual! ahahhaha i always have your back, it’s a pleasure to light up your day with jeon  ♥
tell me why you follow me
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sebuntease · 7 years
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((enge na lang ng advice AHHAHAHA)) I have (had???) my own svt scenarios blog but I only posted like 2 scenarios (cheol and jisoo) and 1 smut (wonwoo) and I haven't touched it anymore 😭 How to (be you po AHAHHAHA jk) handle a scenario blog and get inspired to write (bc I mainly write for meanie)? Thank u 💕
Para sakin, you just have to take your time. Don’t force yourself to write something when you aren’t that inspired. Cuz something will definitely come put wrong, para bang may kulang or hindi tugma kapag minadali mo yung pagsusulat ganern. Kaya mo yan!! I hope you write more. Yun lang-Admin Ciara
okay so like, we are so touched na samin ka nagtanong and since you’re a fellow blogger we’ll help you out, ehehe sorry as well, kasi THIS WILL BE LONG. so first of all, this is our own opinion, we are in no means a pro at stuff like this sooo, here’s what i advise. choice mo naman kung gusto mong sundin ehehehe.
so, when handling a blog you have to be active, consecutively updating and posting, because when you’re running a scenario blog there is nothing better than being active. you have to keep your family entertained, and basically keep them wanting more. 
we honestly didn’t start out as an active blog, we just posted something and were damn shocked by the amount of feedback, so that’s when things got serious. 
it should also be something you really love doing, for me since our blog started, we’ve had to invest lots of time on it, constantly writing and building plots for ideas that they will request, to make sure no one gets bored and stuff like that, even though we haven’t been running for long, i can proudly say that it’s successful because of the wonderful people who enjoy reading our works, but how to get rid of writer’s block?? fuck, okay so, writer’s block is a menace, like nakakastress talaga sya, AS IN. even more so when there are people who are waiting for you to post, so you might feel a bit pressured, but everyone will understand that. it’s not easy to write things that everyone will like, you can’t please everyone, you just have to explain what’s going on.
BUT, if you’re not inspired, DON’T BOTHER. (but t’s up to you tho) We don’t really write unless we’re inspired and that’s also partly why we are quite satisfied with our works and why we think other people enjoy it, writing is more than just posting content, through your writing, they get to see glimpses of who you are, your deepest desires and so much more. because honestly, if you’re inspired by something, your work can go from 0-1000 real quick, no lie. everything is just so much easier.
as for how to stay inspired, what i do (since we run mostly a blog that is full of sin) is kind of natural? cause if you know me personally, i’m just a real big pervert to be honest. i can’t go a day without making any sexual remarks and the admins know that the best. but, i daydream a lot, and think a lot. and what i think of is more of ‘what if’s’ and then i create a little dreamland where you’re in charge, you can write your own story, but it all starts from inside, for example, i see a fucking hot pic of jisoo, obvs i’ll get a lady-boner if it’s one of them lip biting ones or the wet looks and good shit like that, i’ll think of something perverted, i‘ll just put some of my kinks and fantasies in there and boom. (well that’s what i do.)
but it’s different for everyone, you could listen to sexy-ass music, imagine you and your bias and boom, there comes another ‘what if’. let’s say you focus on meanie, watch fmv’s or maybe their moments, think of how they act towards each other off cam, you’ll have tons of scenarios already! 
but this is also a big deal, when you have a blog, and let’s say it’s more focused on smut, there are some who won’t like your work for reasons like : ‘why would you write something about him when he’s underage? or stuff like that, and will have something negative to say about it, or maybe for you it will just come out as offending and you feel down about it, but stuff like that is inevitable, you just have to know how to handle it, and it doesn’t matter if you get hated, if you love what you do, you’d still continue doing it, as long as there are people who love your works, that’s enough to keep you going, i promise.
basta, i mostly rambled on about probably useless things i’m sorry ;_; but that’s what i think. 
GOODLUCK ON YOUR WRITING PLEASE CONTINUE, YOU CAN DO T IF YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN. WE’LL SUPPORT YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK OKAY? :*
-kate
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Little confession
they called me yu, yuk, ayuk
mm, maybe you have visited my blog, so its been a long time not update my content here, whats  content ?
ahahhaha..
okay iam sightly misterious person, and i sure that if you already know about me, i never talk to you about my family background
why ?
honestly i just an introvert who like extrovert, eemm maybe ambivert.
im a listener. not teller. its hard to me to tell something about my self and blah blah.
im picky to tell about “i think it sensitive” for me. i just tell if it  i think that peson i can count on.
i will tell to you if i think you are already share many story of yours to me, and i think its time to tell you my story, but it really sad if you share my story to others without i know about it, thats dissapointed. 
lament to tell my story to you.
i heard your story but im not tell the others. i keep it until you tell it by yours, but mine please keep it like i do.
i wiil not share until you do it.
if you want to know about me more and more for share to your friend, sorry better you go far away, but if you want to know me more and blah blah for keep it secret  okay where will we meet ?
last but not least  sorry for my typo englsh
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