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morgana-larkin · 15 days

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Hello, Idk if u're still taking prompts bc it's seems like you're working on a lot of it, but here's a rather, crazy prompt I have in mind (again) afkajdksjsj.

There's a teacher at Abbott for over a year who's somewhat a little private about her life. Particularly her love life which the Abbott staff seemed to have taken an interest of specially Melissa, who's being defensive when she's called out for being too nosey about the teacher, saying she barely knows a thing about her and it's suspicious that maybe she's actually a cop or secret agent lol. Talks of where's the next venue of game night been going around and the group decided [without the teacher even knowing] that the game night would be held at her rather, fancy house to the surprise of the staff, thinking they would see a glimpse of her priv life and finally meet her partner which is apparently non-existent and later on revealed she never had any relationship in the years of her existence, which also, surprised the group yet Melissa unintentionally let a rather loud sigh of relief and the staff and the teacher gave her a questioning look which she became defensive,again, and a stammering flustered mess under the teacher's gaze.

This was so fun to write. I think I steered a little off a bit but still stuck to what you wanted…(hopefully). I tried to make it light, fun and as cute as possible. As always not edited at all and I hope you like it!

On another note: I know I spelled Chessy’s name wrong, my phone autocorrected me and didn’t notice until I posted it. I thought no one would notice until someone messaged me anonymously about it. So I went back and corrected it. I got one more Melissa prompt and two Chessy ones, and I have started on chapter 8 of ‘Worth It’.

The Game of Love

Warnings: reader has a nightmare(small part near the end), I think that’s all…

Words: 3.3k

You walked into the break room after bringing your students to the cafeteria and headed straight for the coffee machine. You’re exhausted after the morning with your kindergarteners.

“Dear, you don’t look good. Rough morning?” Barb asks you and you chuckle.

“Ya I guess you could say that. I don’t know how you do it Barb. Keep them in line all the time, mine were acting like they had sugar all morning.” You tell her with a huff.

“You’re still quite new dear. I’ve been doing this for over 20 years. You just became a teacher 5 years ago and it’s your second year here.” She says calmly, and always the voice of reason.

“I suppose.” You tell her. You grab your coffee and your lunch from the fridge and then go to sit on the couch.

“Y/n, why don’t you sit with us today?” Janine pipes up and you look at her. You know that she wants to ask questions about your life to get to know you since you don’t tell them much. All you’ve mentioned is that you’ve been living in Philly since you were born, your parents are both lawyers, you have a girlfriend, and you got your teaching certificate 5 years ago. In reality you don’t actually have a girlfriend, you just tell people that since you’ve had many friends try to set you up with a woman and it never goes well.

“Um, ok I guess I could today.” You tell her and head over to sit with the trio. You want to open up a bit more to them. With both of your parents being lawyers, you learned to keep a lot to yourself.

“So how have you been? How’s Amelia?” Janine asks as soon as you sat down. Amelia is the name of your made up girlfriend and said you’ve been with her for 2 years.

“I’ve been good, Amelia as well.” You tell her. “How have you guys been?” You ask her and Janine and Jacob both go and rattle on about their day. While looking at Janine talk, you catch Melissa giving you a look. When Janine stops talking, that’s when Melissa chimes in.

“Hey kid, you never say anything about yourself, why’s that?” Melissa questions you.

“I just don’t talk about myself much, that’s all.” You respond back.

“Why? Why are you so secretive?” She pushes.

“I’m not secretive, there’s just nothing interesting about me.” You tell her and she rolls her eyes at you. “Why are you being nosy?” You ask her and she lefts out a huff.

“I’m not being nosy. It’s just, tell us something, like what do you and your girlfriend do on the weekend or something.” She tells you and you quirk an eyebrow at her. “If you don’t say anything, how do we know you’re not a cop or a secret agent or something like that.” She says to defend herself.

“Well I’m not either one, if you want I can show you my certificate and you can see it’s not forged. But you know both my parents are lawyers so I guess I learned to keep stuff to myself.” You say with a shrug.

“Alright.” She says.

“But to answer your question, Amelia and I don’t do much on the weekends. We’re more home bodies.” You tell her and she smiles at you and you blush a bit.

You excuse yourself early, stating you have to get your classroom ready for crafts, and the trio is talking about where game night is gonna be tomorrow night and Ava comes in to get a coffee.

“Why don’t we have it at y/n’s place?” Melissa says and they look at her.

“Wait, are you coming to game night? Cause you didn’t say either way.” Janine asks her and she shrugs.

“I never know what my plans are on Saturday nights.” She says.

“Did you just voluntold y/n’s place?” Jacob asks and Melissa smirks.

“Yep. We can surprise her.” Melissa says slyly.

“We have no idea where she lives.” Janine says.

“I do!” Ava pipes up and everyone looks at her. “What? It was on her application.” Ava says and pours a bunch of sugar in her coffee. Ava says your address and they all have their mouth open in shock.

“She lives there? That’s a fancy neighbourhood! How does she afford that?” Janine gasps.

“I bet her parents bought it for her.” Melissa says and crosses her arms.

“That would explain it.” Gregory says. “We can’t just show up at her place unexpectedly. We don’t even know if she’ll be home or let us in.” He adds.

“She just said she doesn’t go out on the weekends. And she might let us in, and if she does then we can learn more about her. You can tell a lot about a person from seeing their house. Why do you think I never let youse people over to mine?” Melissa says and they all nod in agreement.

“I’m sure she’ll let us in if Melissa was there.” Barb says with a knowing smile. Melissa whips her head around to face Barb

“What’s that supposed to mean?” She questions, confused.

“Barb you’re coming too?” Jacob asks. And Barb nods.

“My Saturday night is free.” She says, Jacob and Janine grinning. Both of them have never showed up to game night before, so the fact that they are now is exciting to the younger teachers.

“OMG, I don’t even know what game I should bring over now. Ava are you coming?” Janine says with a smile.

“Of course not, unlike you nerds, I actually have plans on Saturday night.” Ava says and walks out.

“So there’ll be 6 of us then.” Janine says.

“Oh we can always have a game that requires teams since it’s an even number.” Jacob states.

“Do you guys have a preference for a game?” Janine asks Melissa and Barb.

“A family friendly game. I don’t want to play one of those games with a bunch of sex questions and sex jokes.” Barb says.

“But those are the best ones.” Melissa says. “The less PG the better.”

“Oh how about the game of life?” Janine says. “But we can play as teams. So like you still have your own car and career, but combine income and losses.” They all agree on that and then they all leave to get their students to finish the day.

You are outside of your classroom helping your kindergarteners zip up sweaters and tie shoelaces. One of your students gives you a hug goodbye and you hug them back and tell them to have a good weekend. Unknown to you, Melissa is watching you from her door frame with a smile and soft eyes. Her class is across the hall and one classroom over so it’s pretty close and she has a perfect view to watch without getting caught. Or so she thought at least, she did get caught but not by you, but by everyone else.

The next day, you’re on your couch and wondering what to watch when the doorbell rings. You get to your door and open it and see Janine, Jacob, Gregory and Barb there there with a smile.

“Hello???” You ask them.

“Hi! We thought it would be fun to have game night at your place.” Janine says excitedly. “I brought the game of life.” And you look to see the game in her hands.

You were about to question them more as to why they chose your place without telling or asking you, you open your mouth to speak but then you see Melissa coming up to your door.

“Melissa, you’re here too?” You ask her and she smiles.

“Yep, can we come in?” She asks you and of course you can’t deny her.

“Ya come on in guys.” You say and step to the side to let them all in.

They all walk in and look around your place in awe. “How do you live in a place this big?” Jacob says and you shrug.

“My parents offered to buy me a place when I told them I wanted to be a teacher.” You say with a chuckle. “I declined at first but then the roommate I had drove me to almost wanting to stab him, so I accepted their offer so I don’t commit a murder.” You say and Melissa giggles at that. In reality everyone laughed, but the one you only really notice is Melissa.

“So where’s this girlfriend of yours?” Jacob says and you got so entranced by Melissa that your brain wasn’t processing properly.

“Girlfriend?” You ask him and they all give you a weird look.

“Ya, Amelia?” He says confused. And you suddenly remembered, although with the look they all have, you doubt they’ll believe you with whatever you say.

“I don’t see any pictures of you with another girl around here.” Melissa points out, looking at all your pictures on the wall.

“Alright, I don’t actually have one. I made her up, my friends kept trying to set me up with women and they kept not really going well so I made up a lie.” You say and Melissa lets out a loud sigh of relief and everyone turns to look at her. Melissa’s cheeks turn pink at being heard and put on the spot. “Something you want to say Melissa?” You ask her with a quirked brow.

“Um uh…n-no not really.” She stuttered out and everyone gives a confused look to each other. Barb decides to save Melissa in that moment as Melissa is unable to speak properly.

“Why don’t we go and set up the game?” She says and everyone agrees. You go to your living room and they set it up on the coffee table.

“I have some food I can put out for snacks, I’ll just go get it. Melissa, do you mind helping me?” You ask her and she turns to look at you.

“Uh , ya sure of course!” Melissa says and scrambles to her feet.

There was 2 reasons you asked her for help, you could have asked anyone but you wanted to be closer to her and show her your kitchen. You know from being in an Italian family, she loves cooking and would probably be in awe of your kitchen. And she was, as soon as you both entered, her eyes went wide and mouth open.

“You have an amazing kitchen.” She says and you smile at her.

“Thanks.”

“You must love cooking in it.” She says and you chuckle.

“I actually don’t cook much. I don’t always like doing it.” You tell her and she looks almost offended.

“What? But this kitchen looks like it’s made to be used a lot, to be used to do so much cooking and baking. I mean I would if I lived here.” She says and she set up a perfect opportunity for you.

You get a bunch of chip bags and some dips and place them on the counter. “Well you could always come over and use it as much as you like.” You tell her and her eyes go wide.

“Really?”

“Ya, if you want. I don’t mind.” You say and she smiles.

“I might take you up on that.” She says and you smile at her. “I think you just want to have some of my cooking.” She teases you and you giggle. You have had some of her cooking a couple times over the 14 months you’ve been at Abbott.

“Well I will admit that I love your cooking but you could come and use the kitchen and I don’t need anything in return.” You tell her and she laughs.

She helps you carry all the chips and dips out into the living room.

“Alright, here’s a variety of chips and dips.” You tell them and they all smile.

You then get into teams of two. You expect for Melissa to pair with Barb and for you to end up with Janine or Jacob. Unexpectedly, Barb asks Jacob to team up, and Janine asks Gregory. Melissa gives a look to Barb and Barb just grins at her. Melissa then looks to you.

“Wanna partner up with me.” She asks and you laugh.

“Well thank you for asking, even if there wasn’t any other choice.” You joke with her and she smiles. “I would love to team up with you.” You add and she grins and blushes a bit.

Unknown to both of you, everyone planned this, for you two to team up together and so they all picked someone to team up with before you guys got a chance.

You all pick out a car to use and whether to go straight to a career or college. Jacob and Barb both pick career right away and everyone else picks college and gets debt.

“Oh look at that, I can be either a teacher or a Doctor.” You say and everyone laughs. “I feel I might be a hypocrite if I don’t pick a teacher.” You say and pick teacher and then a salary. Melissa gets super excited and is able to pick firefighter.

“OH HELL YES!” She says as she picks firefighter immediately.

“What was your other choice?” You ask and she looks.

“Uh, accountant.” She says and looks confused at that and you laugh.

Everyone is having fun playing, there’s laughs, cheering and eating. The more the night goes on, the more touchy Melissa gets with you. Now she knows that you’re actually single, she takes the opportunity to flirt with you. She side hugs you when she’s happy with a victory, and sometimes she leaves her arm there for a bit, even after her turn is done. She’s placed a hand on your leg a few times, and everytime she does that, you blush. She rubs your arm when you experience a loss, like paying for the kids for something. “Damn demanding kids. How do we have 4 of them” You say with a pout and she laughs at that. You guys got the most kids and you picked 2 girls and 2 boys, the boys being twins.

You all end up playing again with the same teams but the rule being you can’t pick the same career. Everyone that picked college last time ends up picking career path just to switch it up a bit, while Barb and Jacob pick college.

This time while playing, Melissa has her arm around your waist for half the game and the other half on your thigh. You swear that life is testing you tonight. You and Melissa end up winning both times and Melissa grins at that. After the second time, you all end up watching a movie. The group ends up picking a horror movie, despite your reluctance since you get scared easily.

Everyone is sitting on either your couch or your 2 love seats. Barb and Jacob are spread out on your couch, while Janine and Gregory are on one of the love seats. So you and Melissa take the other seat. Barb and Jacob each use a blanket, Janine and Gregory share one, while you and Melissa also share a blanket.

Since your kids were so hyper today, you were more tired than usual and you were comfy leaning on Melissa a bit. Melissa has the one arm that’s closest to you, propped up on the back of the seat, with the other one on your thigh and her body is turned to you a bit. You end up getting scared pretty early on and accidentally go to hug Melissa during a jump scare. Melissa stops breathing for a second before she puts an arm around you protectively. “It’s alright, you’re safe, I got you.” She tells you and she smiles. Everyone pretends to not notice what happened and hide a grin.

Everyone then decides to leave but since Melissa had a few glasses of wine, so you offer to let her sleep in your spare room so she doesn’t drive home drunk.

Melissa ends up hearing you scream when you awake from a nightmare and she goes over and knocks on your door.

“Y/n, it’s Melissa. I heard you screaming so I thought I’d come to check if you were ok.”

You get out of bed and go and open your bedroom door. “I’m alright, I just had a nightmare. I knew I shouldn’t have watched the movie with you guys. I’ll be too afraid to sleep now, I guess it’s good that tomorrow is Sunday.” You tell her with a small chuckle.

“Oh I’m sorry hun.” She tells you as she leans against the door frame.

“It’s alright, maybe I’ll just watch something on my phone, maybe some stand up and fall asleep again.” You tell her and she looks at you then an idea pops up in her head.

“What if I slept with you?” She says and you look at her with wide eyes and her face mirrors that when she realises how that sounds. “I-I meant in the same bed and sleep… actual sleep not sex.” She defends and you giggle. In your tired state and full of adrenaline from the nightmare, you blurt out something before your brain has time to stop you.

“I wouldn’t say no to either one of those.” You say and she looks at you surprised.

“Really?” She tells you and that’s when it hits you what you said and a huge and noticeable blush makes it on your cheeks.

“Umm, I mean , I… I-I have no idea what I mean actually.” You say and put your hand over your eyes in embarrassment. Melissa takes the hand off your face then looks at you.

“Do you like me? As in a crush.” She asks and you nod, too embarrassed to speak. As soon as you nod, she has a big smile. “Really?” And you nod again. Melissa gets really excited and kisses you. You kiss her back and you both think that it’s wonderful, you both enjoy the kiss but then Melissa pulls back when she realises she didn’t admit her own feelings, verbally anyway. “I like you too.” She says with a huge smile and a sparkle in her eyes.

You giggle at that. “I figured by the kiss.” You tell her and she smiles warmly at you. “I would love the company in my bed to try and sleep, if you’re still offering.” You tell her and she nods.

“Of course. If you want we could cuddle. I was rather enjoying that on the couch.” She tells you and you agree. You cuddle in your bed and you manage to fall asleep wrapped in her arms and a smile on your face, and your nightmares didn’t come back that night.

On Monday morning you come into the break room and get a coffee as usual. You go and sit on the couch next to Melissa to watch the news. She looks at you and smiles and you smile back at her. Everyone is looking at you guys curiously then you see Melissa looking at you with a mischievous expression. She wraps a hand behind your head and pulls you in for a kiss, you kiss her back and hear gasps from everyone. Melissa pulls back after a few seconds and you see everyone grinning.

“Well it’s about time you two.” Barb says. “I’m glad our plan to make you team up worked.” And you both look over at her with a quirked eyebrow.

“You guys planned that?” Melissa says and you smile and lean on her shoulder while she wraps an arm around your waist, still questioning everyone.

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#melissa schemmenti x reader #melissa schemmenti x oc #melissa schemmenti x you #melissa schemmenti #x reader #fanfic

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reckless-glitch · 3 months

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what do you mean when you say you've been scarlet for 10-12 years?

ah we've been playing the monsters campaign since somewhere around 2012-2014...now that I think about it we definitely didn't start in 2014 because that's when we moved to philly so...probably 2013? so a solid 10, probably 11 years this year

WAIT

I just checked my google drive and my original Abigail "Scarlet" backstory is dated November 5, 2013 and the character sheet doc with all her spells and abilities is dated December 8, 2013

so officially 10 years, 11 this november!

my second longest relationship! lol

#janon jasks #scarlet legacy #scarlet and i have tackled all of adulthood together

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phoenixwrites · 1 year

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Will u make some ☀️🌙 predictions? Since youre always right. Does it get exhausting? Lol. 😏🤫❤️

Look, the last thing I expected for my spell that called her to Philly was to actually WORK!

Don’t say “you’re always right” anon, you KNOW that’s my kink!

This is such a set up for failure. Lmao.

Well, you know what fuck it, I do have Ferguson dreams. I did dream going to the Philly con and meeting several Hellcheerers and some…interesting moments with Joe and Grace…

So I’ll say my Philly prediction is that they’ll go public before Philly FanExpo.

#phoenix personal #could very well be wrong #but I’m leaning into the shift that seems to have occurred the last couple months #they’re getting bolder

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cody-helix02 · 1 year

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Another day another prompt 😌 Tbh I already finished it a few days ago but I edited a bit lol ✌️ ( If ya see grammar or spelling mistakes. No you didnt. 😒🤣)

Tagging the Gremlins: @latibvles @almost-a-class-act @bobparkhurst @mash-the-buttons @multifandomlover01

For my extra special bean: @georgelust

Carrying them to the room after they fell asleep on the floor.

Yawning and stretching his arms over his head, Luz trudged slowley into the Hotel that they used as their billet for the time being. The war was over and the festivities for VE-day were still on going outside but he decided to head to bed for a much needed rest.

Luz was about to turn the corner when he heard a soft voice in the next hallway. Stopping for a second he leaned forward and looked around the corner to see who it was.

A few meters away on the ground, against the wall, sat Andrew. He seemed to be somewhat unconscious, which was made even clearer by Grants fruitless tryes to get him on his feet. Luz thought about going over and helping Grant out but he held back when the other Sergeant crouched in front of the smaller philly boy.

Grant took off his own uniform jacket, carefully wrapping it around Andrews shoulders. Then put an arm under his legs and one supporting his back to lift him up. The smaller one made a little disgruntled noise, but only curled himself closer against Grants chest. Hiding his face in the others neck.

With a smal chuckle and looking at Andrew with a soft gaze for a second, Grant made his way into the opposite direction of Luz's location. The former radioman grinned slightly before yawning and finally heading to his own room.

#band of brothers #easy company #band of brothers fanfic #my oc annie #chuck grant #george luz #writing prompts

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good-realtor-bad-realtor-dynamic · 1 year

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miss your podcast posting

Aw thanks, and yeah, me too! I love being insane and rambling on and on about the Sunny pod every Monday and listening to it as soon as it drops even if I have shit I'm supposed to be doing at the time. Super excited to get back into it today when they finally drop the new episode after their extended hiatus! (This on top of having a Succession episode to look forward to?!)

This has finally been a pretty good week for getting fresh content and I've got so many drafts from the London and Dublin live shows, but yeah it's great to be getting back to "proper" discussions of season 5 (ah Intervention, my beloved!) and I hope they go back to their original regular upload schedule now, not whatever the fuck it was we got from them from Feb through April. (Yes, yes, I know they were busy and I love that they're still so committed to season 16, but seriously, why does it not even occur to them to have the basic decency to let their audience know they're on a break?!)

I'm really hoping we get long podcast episodes out of the live shows without Meg, Mara and the other producers and editors cutting out too much of the juicy footage like they did with Philly and Louisville, where they really cheating us out of two 50 minute episodes on Mac and Charlie Die with that 80 minute long single episode (as much as I enjoyed it).

I really need to inject some insane macdennis baiting and drunk glenntent and globtent straight into my veins after this long dry spell. I need to see Artemis call Glenn 'Glennifer' and Kaitlin own the stage when she walks out and flaps her arms. I need to see Charlie on the keys spitting at the crowd as they all scream, "Go fuck yourselves!" in HD quality and real sound that's better than what you get on a damn phone.

Btw, thanks for sending me an ask! I rarely ever get them. In fact, I've only ever had three asks this whole time I've been on tumblr, including this one and my last one which was just pure spam lol. I love talking and find it hard to shut the fuck up, so thanks for the interaction :)

#tasp #tasp live #rcg #asks #malewifemanhunter #sur

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uswnt5 · 1 year

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lol I'm not an American football person at all (like I think it should be abolished...) but I default to Philly teams! And learned how to spell EAGLES from that song lmao

lol

if you're not from philly, philly fans are brutal. like, worst sports fans I can think of when interacting with them as a fanbase.

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jimhensonreject · 2 years

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Tagged by @tleilaxu-catgirl, thank you so much for having such an easy to spell username Joan

relationship status: a wonderful partner and a wonderful fiance! (i dont talk a lot about poly stuff here because, if i havent made it clear enough, i dont trust most of the freaks on this website and that feels like asking for insults for no reason)

favorite color: green! :D

favorite food: always a tossup between my moms schnitzel and noodles, a philly cheesesteak, or a whataburger patty melt with grilled jalapenos large fries spicy ketchup and large chocolate shake

song currently stuck in my head: toss up between that novelty hit on tiktok that uses never gonna give you up as the beat OR the novelty hit on tiktok thats a beastie boys sendup thats actually pretty well made. When it’s not those, i’ve been catching up on The Chats and their new singles like Struck By Lightning cause im a huge sucker for aussie punk/new zealand indie rock like the chats/the beths/courtney barnett/amyl and the sniffers

five favorite songs: who on EARTH has this information on hand? music is one of the greatest gifts we have. ill give you 5 songs i heard played by played at the same house show I went to when I was 17, which i somehow have on hand instead of my top 5 songs?

- Most Space by Worriers

- Time Out by football, etc

- Glamscum's First Communion by The Magic Fountain

-Mediocre at best by Sorority Noise (are these guys still popular?)

-Dogs by Nouns (Cheating, cause the nouns dude couldnt make it to the show, but it still fucks? i heard hes a domestic abuser or something which sucks)

last thing i googled: hormonal imbalance treatment at home lol, i super misinterpreted some symptoms

current time: 5:55! make a wish!

dream trip: I had a friend over from canada last week, i wish i could go up and visit it right back!

something i want: someone keeps playing their super loud car bass and its giving me a headache, please make em stop lol

currently reading: aaagh, nothing really! i should finish Concrete...

last series: i’ve been watchin HunterxHunter with my partners!! im liking it a lot more than i expected, im super invested

last movie: The Truman Show! I never got around to seeing it despite all the raving, but im so glad I did? What a beautiful fuckin’ movie, so trusting of the audience and so intelligently made.

currently working on: I wanna do more long form blogging! I have a lot of thoughts that I never get out and my attention span is super fried to all hell, so it'll be a good exercise in both journaling and writing

tagging @nyanto5, @yellowocaballero, and @crabfin!

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oloohyeah · 1 year

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To find the right title, I must stick to the origin. It fills me with many clues in which I begin my thorough research. Believe it or not, he is so-called, a type of devil. Now understand if indeed he is a type of devil, it does not mean that he has more physical strength than an ordinary man. No, that's not the formula. I took a lot of resources from people who had an experience with him like Ruby who after receiving a black eye, she agreed to travel with him from NY back to Philly to file a false assault complaint and a restraining order (which automatically framed the biggest hoe of Babylon, an ex-wife that surely instructed ruby the way to do it ) coz guys what a 21 years old girl have to do with a restraining order. And why did they even let her do this crime when they knew she is going to be back soon after her trip ended? I am completely clueless about their unthinkable conspiracy plot against me. So, she blamed me, the one who spit blood to elevate her to a better place in life. Do you believe this horrible act by Ruby came because she was in a cape fear? I don't know, I don't think so.

If we take Gianna's incident, she arrived early in the morning on the last day of the weekend. Tbh, she looked more beautiful than ever. But something with her face looked weird. A locked simile that somehow reminded me of an ecstasy smile, more like a surprise expression than a scared person. I don't know. in any case, when she appeared at my apartment, her eyes were locked towards the ground, a kind of ecstasy smile that locked her expression for long hours. Every now and then, she would lick her lower lip, which was swollen. I, who was deeply concerned by her swollen lips, went into hysterics, my God, I shouted, just not again, another complaint to the police. She was quick to point out to me that she didn't go to the police, but I will never forget the two weeks that followed. After all, from the moment Ruby filed the false complaint, it took the Philadelphia police about 10 days until they knocked on my door. They sure got a long backlog. Again, it's a bit off course of the point that I want to make, but Gianna's famous sentence went out to be the one that strikes me the most. Has she said it after hours, starting to an invisible point without today a word. just kept the locked face I already mentioned. suddenly said: Gia, what the fuck did you see last night? Right then she turned her face looked into my eyes and said: I saw the devil himself.

And never to say a word after. I know Gia is very good this time she said it is so genuine that it sounded better than any truth. I became so confused and overwhelmed. Of course, Ricky wasn't even a suspect. But my cousin Yossi. He also can claim this notorious title. After all, he is my age, and when we were teenagers, we were like brothers. So I knew him well, he was a violent person. And even his DOB suited 13/6/66, so it's funny how Ricky came as Teflon once again. Again, the main focus I gave to the names is the most used as DEVIL or SATAN. What I have discovered was something extraordinary peculiar lol: devil<lived and Satan ( what the Hebrews call it) Satan< Natas = Natas = נטש in Hebrew is Leave but look at that the world devil is also leaved I know you will shout hey it's wrong spelling 😉 and I will calm you down and say God vibe he's not dealing spelling so live sound leave and Satan is leave* too. Think a moment, and perhaps it's our way to face this evil individual. As he will leave before the face-off

#this picture is from that day she came.#look anmt her eyes #her smile and 💋

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wizdomtooth · 1 year

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"I have always loved the name Reese for a girl, until I was at the Phillies game and their first basemens name is Rhys. I never considered it for a boy and fell in love! I don’t like the spelling Rhys so instead I like Reece. I think I would use Reece Michael. Our last name starts with an M so I like the alliteration. What do you all think? Is this okay for a boy? My sons name is Jack and I think they go really nicely together." lol. alliteration? only works if all three are the same letters. maybe first and last. but actually i hate all of the above, but this kind of one is the worse... worst...

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the-firebird69 · 2 years

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Watch "car #status # 😈😈" on YouTube

We had this to our car dealership that we're selling our zany crazy cars at and it has a particular name that's very catchy it's like big boys toys but that was a failed company but it was our son's idea so we're going to do it as all man is a vehicles including boats and his trick boats his tricked out boats and his trick car that can ride upside down and flips over just like the toy and this car which is my design I designed it a while back and I had one and someone's side copied it and they do it once a year trying to evolk us. Well consider it worked because we're going to make them and our company is us and we build it very well and it's armored just like rolls royces that it's very heavy the transmission and drive shafts are very heavy and the car is extremely heavy it weighs about 12,000 pounds but it's geared up and it has a monster motor and it goes through stuff okay it's armor

Thor Freya

Trask wants one

Zues Hera

Good he can find the store and we can sell it to him and it is called Big boys Toys and it's spelled b o y z and it is the name and we're taking it because it is our son's idea and concept and they sucked at it they're going to find all sorts of toys and lots of them are his he's got so many stupid ideas he's bored just sitting there and some of them are these balloon things that you see people flying around on but you have a tether and you zoom around it's hilarious that's a water jet thing is his we took that and he's got these trick boats then these small boats and he wants to ride one but not as tricked out I mean these things are like a motor and this teeny boat and they go extremely fast and a lot of fun and then this trick boats that go into water and zoom around and circles and do donuts and jumps they're awesome and small boats that are really cheap and you can tow the motorcycle or a trike there's tons of towing you can do with a trike and we list it with our trikes and at Harley-Davidson too and tons of people are looking and those tracks are starting to sell cuz most people won't bother stealing them it's just like stealing a car you have to put on a flatbed and most trucks won't receive it very easily you have to have the bed down and you can see what it is and it's not that easy it's just like a small car tons of people are buying them by the way it's a huge seller huge numbers of conversion kits crazy numbers and we take the old parts and we use them and we fix up old bikes believe it or not. This is a great day for doing all sorts of stuff and taking a break but right now heat the robbery is going to take place it's noon and the robbery is a little bit later on in the afternoon and Cesaro was occurring this morning a version it was a tamer portion of the movie but this afternoon before heat and after it gets very very intense lots of live fire ability is in it cuz hit not as badly as others Trump gets destroyed almost I mean he has part of the back out a different part and is injured severely he's shot up mac and Philly z had hit with a grenade and it destroys Billy Z's ass and privates and he goes after Trump's and kills them all that's what actually does it and Matt got hit by him too in Mexico City and it's coming up shortly and he goes after and it does get rid of trump forever he's a goner afterwards he does it too and he behaves it too here so they keep him out well the robbery happens and he goes to go on Tylenol and they want him dead

Thor Freya the bottom half

Olympus the top yes we love it!

We do this I thank my husband for the idea we hold a judging of our two bikes us only then in public at an s event. They love it ok

It's a drug name an explosive, and more

Hera Zues

We rule this is fun these are,all up in arms you take it all how could you

Thor Freya

He has seen the Rolls this type thought it us or our counterpart race. Nope. It was us ok them lol

Zig Zag

Will be us

Thor Freya

Wow fun I'm in want one now

Mac Daddy

Ok we make it now it's custom for you. Ok he says good and no tricks ok none

Thor Freya and with mac

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leo-gold-hotchner · 4 years

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The Sinner -2

Any criticism on spelling/grammar mistakes, character description (trying my best to describe them in characters), facts (especially region, I’ve never been to America before), etc. are all welcome! Though, be lenient on me :)

I had to change ‘mate’ to ‘pal’ lol...

Criminal Minds BAU x Reader

Warning: Explicit description of blood, death, mutilation, swearing etc.

Word Count: 3.1k

Previous parts: 1

“A glutton lives to eat instead of eating to live.” – African Proverb

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The large man cried as the silent room filled with the clock ticking. He wanted to stop the clock, wanted to smash it. But it will never happen, that's what the abductor said to him. He’ll never see the daylight while alive, and it scared him. Regretting ever joining the club.

The figure appeared without light, its face covered in a black mask, and a hood. He begged for the mercy, but the figure held out a red bloodied pliers without hesitation. Soon, painful screams filled the dark room along a sound of something being forcefully torn. Both predator and prey knew the pitiful scream can’t be heard from the outside.

2nd Day

Detective Lee was already at the scene, covering his mouth while yawning. It was a freezing morning of November. The detective greeted the BAU kindly, explaining they were waiting for the CSI to be arrived. The team decided to wait for the CSI too, trying to wake fully from drowsiness. They were at the National Park, where everything looked peaceful except for the bloody body found on the large rock near the small waterfall. The Sun was rising slowly over the dawn sky while Lee explained the situation after scribbling something on his note.

“The forest ranger found the body while patrolling the area,” the detective nodded towards a young ranger who looked very ill. “He stated there was no one except him when he found the body. The driver’s license says the victim’s name is Benedict Lewis, 46-year-old. Whoever did this, drove a long way to dump a body,” he cringed, “’gula’ is written on the body.”

“Which is gluttony, just like lust, it’s the Seven Deadly Sins.” Rossi informed the detective.

“So, the killer is really on an extreme religious mission or something?” Lee asked incredulously. During his 5 years of detective life, he’s never seen such murders before.

“Maybe,” Reid replied. “Does the victim have any unusual thing other than the word?” His pocketed hand playing with the sobriety coin. The young genius was actually glad he was called in the early morning as he was having a nightmare. The nightmare where Tobias Hankel drugged him.

“If you mean by a large rat, frog, snake shoved in his mouth, yeah. Is this also the Seven Deadly Sins thing?” the detective asked when Reid’s eyes sparked in realisation, pushing his nightmare to the back of his mind.

“Yes, actually gluttony is punished by eating rats, snakes, toads eternally.”

“Gross,” Prentiss frowned along with JJ and Morgan.

“Prentiss and Morgan, check out the area, if there’s anything call me. Reid and JJ, talk to the ranger. Rossi and I’ll wait for the CSI here with Detective Lee.” After Hotch ordered his team, he called Garcia -who was asleep- to look up the victim.

---BAU---

Just after the agents were dispatched, an SUV parked near the scene. A person with several protections including a face covering mask walked towards them with large rectangular containers in hands.

“Don’t they at least have courtesy to kill in the daylight?” The person said in an irritated tone with a yawning.

“F/N?” The detective’s jaw hung up in surprise. “What the hell are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be on leave?”

“I’ve been resting for two months, Leon. Fucking two months!” F/N held two fingers to the detective with frustration. “And it drove me crazy!”

“What happened to Harrison?”

“Apparently, our newbie is sick since he saw the ‘luxuria’ bodies.” The forensic scientist sighed deeply, shaking head. “Anyways, I’ll need your time of arrival and names. Did you touch anything?”

“Yeah, I already wrote that, you drilled me too much it became a habit.” Detective shrugged as he showed his friend his note. “Had to touch to find his identity, but other than that I was really careful not to touch anything.”

The scientist just walked into the scene, placing the containers far from the body and the scene. With gloves on, F/N looked through the scene, quickly theorising what to gather first. The scientist quickly but efficiently started to prepare by photographing the scene and the body, scribbling on the note.

“That’s F/N L/N, one of the best forensic scientists we have. Sorry about the manner, F/N is usually polite.” Lee gave the two agents a sheepish smile.

“Something happened?” Hotch asked, watching the scientist working, barking orders not to step closer to a young officer. Rossi raised his brows at the younger man, but Hotch ignored Rossi. The BAU leader could sense something from the scientist, but he wasn’t sure what was making him stare at the person. But his gut told him he had to know about what happened to this scientist.

“Well,” the detective shoved his hands in his suit jacket, sighing deeply. “My partner, he was F/N’s husband. Has been on leave since Nick’s been shot, I’ve never thought F/N would suddenly appear here.” He checked on his watch. “Do you want coffee? I think we have time till F/N finishes the job.” Lee glanced at the scientist who was taking tweezers out from the equipment box.

“Perhaps later,” Rossi replied pleasantly as he saw JJ and Reid returning from interviewing the forest ranger.

“The ranger found the body around 5:40, he remembers clearly because he was texting his friend.” JJ informed them.

“He didn’t see any vehicles while patrolling before he found the body. The UnSub probably visited the park before,” Reid said. “But he said he hasn’t seen anyone at night.”

“Did you get when and where he patrols the park?” Rossi asked, looking at the pale ranger who was talking to an officer.

“I asked him to draw on the map, and estimated time.” Reid showed the checked park map. Rossi noticed the trembled writings of the ranger and wondered if anyone can read that.

Hotch’s phone suddenly rang, and he could hear the scientist curse along with the detective’s. Rossi coughed drily to hide his laugh, but Hotch could see the veteran profiler was amused that the phone call startled them.

“Garcia, you’re on the speaker,” Hotch replied quickly before the technical analyst say something to embarrass herself from the detective.

“Hotch, sir,” Garcia said, her voice still covered in sleep, “Lewis was a newspaper reporter before he changed his career to a food blog writer. He was a single, and there are no known connections between the first victim.”

“Did he write criticisms on food?” JJ asked.

“Yes, apparently,” Garcia paused for a moment, “a few restaurants closed due to his harsh reviews.”

“Are the owners still live here?”

“No, they all moved to other states and never returned to Philly.”

“Thank you, Garcia.” Hotch ended the call, knowing Garcia will fall asleep as soon as he ends the call. “The UnSub associated the victims’ careers and the Sins, but we don’t know why the UnSub chose these people.” He frowned deeply. “What does UnSub want to tell us?” He saw Prentiss and Morgan returning, briefly informed what Garcia told them.

“The area is just perfect for family picnics,” Prentiss shrugged, “there’s a wedding mansion, nothing much.”

“This area is open space; the UnSub knew the body would be found easily.” Morgan said. “The mansion was locked tight, so I don’t think the UnSub used the facility, no hint of forced entry too.”

“The UnSub could’ve been using some kind of transport. The victim has a large physique, moving the body here would’ve been difficult even for a muscular man,” Rossi hummed.

“About that, Prentiss and I found tyre marks over there.” The muscular agent pointed over the crime scene.

The detective went to the forensic scientist and told about the tyre mark and the scientist lazily walked to the scene to take several photos.

---BAU---

“Hey, can we enter now?” Lee yelled impatiently, checking an hour has passed. He shouldn’t urge his friend, but the scientist looked finished from his view, if not he’d just apologise to his friend and will be gladly yelled by the scientist for urging the work. But, without a word, the scientist only gestured to okay to come.

“Not many insects and the body didn’t even reach bloating stage yet. So, you can say it’s rather fresh. But, you never know in this bitchy winter. I’ll send the traces and the animals to the lab as soon as I arrive.”

“You finished real quick today, not much?”

“I’m wondering this guy maybe learned from Dexter or something and thinks himself Dante or what.” L/N rolled eyes, shivering from the cold winter. “I hate winter,” the scientist muttered, “I’ll be in the lab if you need me.”

“That’s it,” Reid exclaimed as he stared at the scientist’s back. “It’s Dante’s Inferno. In Inferno, after the first circle of Limbo, Dante visits the second circle where Lust is punished by devils. Then, Gluttony, Greed, Wrath, Heresy, Violence, Fraud, Treachery. It’s rather fitting because this victim’s name is Benedict and in Inferno, Pope Boniface VIII is punished due to gluttony and his name was Benedetto which is equivalent to the English name, Benedict.” The young doctor talked fast which the detective watched the agent with his mouth ajar.

“If the UnSub is killing according to Inferno, then it’s not about the seven sins?” Lee asked with a confused frown, he heard about the classic but never read. “I, I’m not sure about that.” Reid stuttered. “The Seven Deadly Sins are consisting of Lust, Gluttony, Greed, Sloth, Wrath, Envy, Pride. So we can’t be sure what the UnSub is imitating until the killings reach to either Wrath or Sloth.”

“Let’s hope we catch the UnSub before that stage,” Hotch mused rubbing his chin. “Rossi and Morgan, could you go and check Lewis’ home?”

“You drive,” Rossi threw the car key to the muscular man who caught it easily.

“I’m going to read Dante again,” Reid shrugged. “There might be hints.”

“I’ll be visiting the M.E., JJ and Prentiss are you going to the station?” Hotch asked.

“I thought about calling the victims’ family and friends,” JJ informed the unit chief. “Emily and I can split the job if that’s okay?” Prentiss nodded next to the blond agent.

“Alright, let’s get going.” Hotch nodded towards his team and everyone was ready for another long day.

---BAU---

“Our victim knew how to clean,” Rossi looked around the small apartment. Lewis’ apartment was very clean, everything in order.

“Hey, Rossi, look at this,” Morgan called the older man from the bedroom. Rossi saw the expensive watches in the drawer. “I wonder where he’d got money.”

“They’re authentic,” Rossi examined one of the watches. “With salary of reporter or food writer he could’ve afford one or two, but not all of these.”

“Maybe he was part of something?”

“It’s possibility. We need to know if the first victims had anything like this, maybe that might be a connection between the victims.”

“That might be, but the first two earned more than Lewis,” Morgan reminded the veteran agent. “They could’ve afforded as much as this if they wanted to.”

“Perhaps that’s why they could get clients who’d pay them handsomely. If Lewis was payed for being a part of organisation, Smith and Olson may have introduced to their clients.”

“Urg, if that’s right, maybe that’s why both of them didn’t have any information on their clients.” Morgan huffed, thinking there was no information to gather the first two victims’ clients at all. No memo, no digital logs, none.

“But, let’s focus on Lewis’ life style shall we?” Rossi clasped his hands.

---BAU---

Hotch saw the forensic scientist talking with Doctor Bear when he entered the pathologist lab. Surprisingly, the scientist was sitting on the metal table for corpses, and the M.E. was leaning back to another table where a white sheet covered a body on it. The place seemed to be grotesquely peaceful.

“Agent Hotchner,” the doctor greeted the stoic agent. The forensic scientist just nodded to Hotch, but said nothing. “I sent the toxicology and autopsy report to Detective Lee.” The doctor shrugged before Hotch could reply, “but, I’m sure you’re here to see the body for yourself.”

“Yes, I wanted examine the body before reading the report.” The doctor hummed.

“Where’s that young man? He was rather interesting to talk to,” the doctor good-heartedly laughed uncovering the white sheet from the body.

“I’m going, have fun,” the scientist said sarcastically before exiting the lab.

“Ah well, F/N is still angry.” Bear said like he was talking to himself.

Hotch stopped observing the Lewis’ body, and asked why the scientist was angry.

“We still didn’t catch Nick’s shooter.” Bear frowned deeply. “Nick’s F/N’s husband, and he was a good man and friend.”

Hotch nodded, but he took a mental note of that. He didn’t know why, but it felt important to know both Hotch and L/N lost their spouse to criminals. But for now, it was time to focus on the doctor’s explanation.

---BAU---

JJ was staring at the board with crossed arms over her chest and Reid was reading Dante’s Inferno with his usual reading pace. Prentiss was pressing her chin on the brown desk, wrapping her head with her arms as she stared at a black phone blankly. It’s only been second day, and everyone could feel this case will take a long time to solve. The BAU knew they will catch the UnSub eventually as they usually did, but nonetheless it was a hard process to find any lead on this UnSub.

“The family couldn’t find anything strange, or found anything from their homes,” the brunette groaned as she muttered about the first victims’ possessions.

‘Expensive possession’ was circled and a red question mark was drawn next to it where the white board was filled with words and photos by the agents.

“Only connection we currently have is, MO.” JJ tilted her head as if she was about to burn the word ‘torture’ on the board with her eyes. “So much anger, but on what?”

“Smith and Olson’s families say they didn’t have any enemies, and Lewis was a loner, no family, no close friends.” Prentiss tapped her finger on her the desk. The young man closed his book and looked up. “Finished?”

“Yes,” the genius replied dully. “I don’t think there’s any hint in the literature yet.”

“We need a break, coffee?” JJ whirled around and asked.

---BAU---

Detective Lee sighed as he threw his jacket off. The BAU was here, but the case wasn’t really cracking as he thought. But it’s only been second day no need to rush. The killer left literally nothing other than the body. Whoever it was, the guy knew how to hide evidence. But still, not even one single hair or fibre? It was so frustrating, killer among people, looking for next victim. It made his skin crawl and wanted to catch this bastard as soon as possible.

“Tired day?” Morgan asked from behind where he and Rossi returned from Lewis’ place.

Rossi entered the BAU room, throwing his empty coffee cup into the bin where the younger three agents whined about not having coffee yet to the older man. Morgan quickly smirked at the scene but turned his attention to the detective.

“Yeah,” the detective replied casually. “I still have other cases to solve. You guys are just like rain during drought for me to help catch this guy.”

“Hey, we’ll catch this guy,” Morgan encouraged the younger man. “That’s why we’re here, to help you catch this guy.”

“Thanks, pal.” Lee quickly grabbed several files from this desk and handed to the FBI agent. “Here’s the copies of reports for the autopsy and toxicology of Lewis.”

“Thanks.” Morgan thanked. “By the way,” he then stopped and asked, “Any recommendation for coffees?”

“Two blocks right when you exit the station, you see one small café.” Lee used his thumb to point the direction. “If you need a hand, I’ll probably be here till late.”

Morgan thanked the polite detective and joined his team. “Hey, Lee told me there’s a good café here. Let’s grab some coffee.”

“I’m in,” Prentiss replied quickly as she grabbed her coat. “You two wanna stay here?” She asked JJ and Reid.

“I need some air,” JJ followed the brunette and turned to Reid expectantly.

“Could you grab me a coffee, I still want to see if there’s anything I missed.” Reid asked.

“If Hotch comes, tell him we’ll get his coffee too,” JJ told Rossi and Reid who nodded.

---BAU---

The BAU unit chief’s eyes swiftly turned to the captain’s office where Detective Lee was having a conversation with the Captain. His eyes met with the Captain’s eyes, the Captain stiffly nodded towards Hotch, but soon he blinded his office. It was none of his business whether the boss and his subordinate to have a talk, but Hotch felt the talk was about this case. This case was something big. He didn’t know why but he was having this strange feeling about this case. It was as if in deep down, he knew why the UnSub was killing these people. But he didn’t know. It was irking him, frustrating him to no end. His sense was telling him most of important pieces of the puzzle were already gathered.

The team greeted him as he entered the room, Prentiss handed his coffee that was still warm enough to drink.

“Have you found something?” Reid asked the leader.

“No,” Hotch leaned back on the wall. “But, Lewis was less tortured than Smith and Olson. Unlike the other two, Lewis’ death was due to blunt force trauma on the back of his head.”

“Maybe the UnSub is looking for information about potential victims. Torture is the method the UnSub is using to extract information, and Lewis maybe gave the UnSub that information easily without retaliating further.” JJ suggested, thinking back when she was deployed in a secret mission in Afghanistan.

“That’d be plausible after Rossi and Morgan found expensive watches Lewis couldn’t afford,” Reid nodded.

“So the UnSub may be annihilating members of this secret group.” Prentiss quickly scribbled ‘group’ on the white board, arrows pointing from the victims’ photos.

“For now that’s the best theory,” Rossi leaned front, “but we have to be careful not to focus on this theory. We have to be flexible.” Rossi reminded the team.

Hotch checked his watch that was already pointing 6pm.

“Let’s grab dinner, and you can work or rest at your room for today.”

#Criminal Minds #criminal minds fanfic #bau #bau x reader #aaron #aaron hotchner x reader #david rossi #spencer reid #jj #Jennifer Jareau #emily prentiss #The Sinner Series

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sinditia · 3 years

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I was tagged by @saltystarker and @thatrandomsomnia . thank you! it was lovely reading your answers

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better.

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1. Name/Nickname:

Marsha. Some people call me shortened versions of it, but my really close friends call me “bitch” 😂

2. Gender:

Female

3. Star sign:

Pisces

4. Height:

172cm

5. Time:

12:24

6. Birthday:

The Ides of March (hence, Marsha)

7. Favorite Bands:

Breaking Benjamin, Linkin Park, Dashboard Confessional (also known as the lesser known emo trinity 😉

8. Favorite Solo artists:

Lolo Zouai, Halsey, Niall Horan, Becky G, Lefa, Lana Del Rey

9. Song stuck in my head:

damn Right by Audrey Nuna. that shit is super catchy

10. Last movie:

I don’t really remember. I think it was Baz Luhrmann’s Romeo + Juliet

11. Last Show:

The Mandalorian. I love Baby Grogu

12. When did I create this blog:

2012. The great golden era of tumblr lol

13. What do I post:

whatever I happen to be into at the time, which currently is Starker. Some memes

14. Last Thing Googled:

I googled how to spell Baz Luhrmann’s name for question number 10

15. Other blogs:

i locked in the deltorafray url (my ao3 username) but i don’t really use it for anything

16. Do I get asks:

I do! And I love it. Everyone’s been so nice in this fandom

17. Why I chose my url:

it’s what people used to call me back in high school and college. I prefer Marsha nowadays. But some people are still allowed to use that name

18. Following:

252

19. Followers:

359

20. Average hours of sleep:

5-6 hours. Never seems to be enough

21. Lucky number:

5. Also, I can only eat tic tacs in prime numbers.

22. Instruments:

I trained in classical piano but I don’t play anymore. I taught myself how to play guitar and have written a few songs with it

23. What I’m wearing:

pyjamas. Uniqlo’s satin pyjama pants are lovely and I wanna buy one in like every colour

24. Dream job:

marine biologist. I wanna dive for a living. That would be so nice.

25. Dream trip:

It’s my dream to go to a convention with fandom friends. I’ve always gone alone and it gets lonely sometimes

26. Favourite food:

Pasta. Pizza. Sushi. Takoyaki. Seafood. Sourdough bread with a bit of butter. Garlic bread. Philly cheesesteak. Barbecue pork ribs. Sweet potato fries. Banh mi. Pumpkin soup. Rocket salad with a some honey balsamic dressing. I don’t know man. This is really evil, trying to make me choose. I just really like food okay 🙈

27. Nationality:

Indonesian

28. Favourite song:

Letting the Cables Sleep by Bush

29. Last book read:

other than fanfics, I think it was The Fowl Twins by Eoin Colfer

30. 3 fictional universes I’d like to live in:

ohh man. Fictional universes tend to be rife with conflict and I don’t really wanna live in there 😅

I feel like everyone’s been tagged in these already. But if anyone sees this and wants to do it, go for it!

#ask game

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mychemicalraymance · 4 years

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I was tagged by @thiccflint @gncgerard to do two things and I’m just gonna roll them up into 1 thing so this is 10 pics already on my phone that describe me and quarantine questions! sorry it took me so long im very irresponsible wrt answering social media stuff :[

ARE YOU STAYING HOME FROM WORK/SCHOOL?

yes and it makes me real sad that i cant be up at school with all my friends. Im privileged enough to be supported by my parents at the moment so i dont have a job. but this sort of staying home and not going anywhere is not at all different than how my summers normally go because all my friends live in philly and my friends from high school live an hour away. the only thing to do for me to go out for fun is to go with my mom to the grocery or like hobby lobby lol the only significant things to do when im home are all an hour away. basically i get up go for a run come home and walk the dogs take a shower eat lunch and then in the afternoon i paint or do class stuff and then i help make dinner and spend the evening with my parents playing animal crossing or doing digital art. literally its the exact same as what i do in the summer.

IF YOU’RE STAYING HOME, WHO IS WITH YOU?

my whole family (brother sister mom and dad) 3 dogs which would be ideal except for the fact that my uncle who irritates the shit out of me is also here

WHO WOULD BE YOUR IDEAL QUARANTINE MATE?

literally just my family. we honestly have a good time together and weve uh. been having fun as a family and like enjoying each other’s company a lot since this shit so….. small upside

ARE YOU A HOMEBODY?

HELL yes. like i said this is literally the exact same thing i do during the summer anyway. I love to go out with my friends when im up at school and challenge myself to take advantage of everything we can do together but when im home i sort of become a little kid again and just. do hobbies and take care of myself

AN EVENT YOU WERE LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT GOT CANCELED?

literally so many things. my senior exhibition for one (the art school version of a thesis). i had just applied and been nominated for a prestigious summer art intensive in may which i dont know if i got but like. thats not going to happen. a lot. mcr concerts which i wasnt going to but like… missed content :[ but also my concert but idk if its going to be cancelled in september… dear god in heaven

WHAT MOVIES HAVE YOU WATCHED RECENTLY?

just whatever my parents want. i sit in the living room with them every evening and we sort of democratically pick a movie. amelie… raising arizona… we watched wallace and grommet curse of the were rabbit last night haha

WHAT SHOWS ARE YOU WATCHING?

the news which i hate. uhm antiques roadshow with my parents. the simpsons…. moominvalley on my own. sometimes japanese streetfood videos on youtube lol.

WHAT MUSIC ARE YOU LISTENING TO?

the music ive been listening to is divided into 2 categories: driving and running. when i drive i listen to mcr only. when i run i listen to music that has the right bpm and mood to keep it up. today i listened to my musicals playlist and the company soundtrack. yesterday i listened to hypnotic spells, bennie and the jets, and decomposer by the matches

WHAT ARE YOU READING?

reading the pendragon first book again from when i was a kid. it was my favorite series growing up, and still my favorite. i love those books. also not the life it seems, still. i was reading IT but thats. locked in my apartment. 15 hours away.

WHAT ARE YOU DOING FOR SELF-CARE?

exercise every morning…. spending time w my family…. knitting…. watching whatever youtube videos i want…… animal crossing (a lot)…. mcr blogging lol

#this is so long.#also yes this is my face reveal.... george constanza meme #pls dont rb.

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trethepoet · 3 years

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Contrary to unpopularity Kanye West is still my favorite rapper. No one asked me, but I am writing the story sooo I’m just giving you a little intro before I get into it…

Now...anyone that knows me well (about 18 people) knows that my favorite quote is from a rapper that is NOT Kanye West. “You can do it put your back into it” is my absolute favorite lyric/quote/mantra what have you. YeahEYeaheeee (is that how you spell that?). Anyway I repeat that Ice cube quote literally everyday. I have another favorite quote. I don’t know how many favorites you can actually have but Spellman University’s (an HBCU not as great as NCCU, but I’m biased) motto- “Find a way or make a way”- have been so inspirational to me daily.

Light the sage and tell Alexa to que Jazmine Sullivan - any song because they’re all my mood right now- and listen to this shit...

Have you ever? Hypothetically of course...

Have you ever been served a civil suit for temporary and full custody of your infant breastfeeding daughter by your fiancé with whom you share a residence?

Have you ever been told repeatedly that “nobody likes you”, “you’re mean”, “you’re unkind”, “you don’t answer the phone pleasant enough”, “you’re a horrible mother because you allowed your four-year-old child to call another man (that’s living under the same roof) dad?

Have you ever been told “I wish you would die” as you hold your beautiful one-month old baby daughter by the man with whom you thought you grow old?

Have you ever been accused of “trapping” someone with a baby and only wanting their money even though you went through the entire IVF process to create a child together by the person who paid for the treatment?

Have you ever been sitting in a room and overheard your boyfriend at the time tell his best friend that you were harassing him about a baby? ...He can’t be talking about the same baby that he just paid $12,000 of his own money to have his ish placed in a Petri dish with my eggs because his count was drastically low.

Have you ever been cheated on so many times that you can’t even gather the tears to cry?

Have you ever been told that you should expect cheating from a man that pays all the bills?

Have you ever been told you should allow disrespect from a man because he’s not a “regular nigga”…he’s wealthy?

Have you ever come home from grabbing a milkshake to find your friend disheveled and flustered, rushing to her car barefoot saying she has to get out of your house?

Have you ever left your drunken friend in your daughter’s bed to keep her safe only to have her accuse your boyfriend of pulling off her panties and giving her a vagina a kiss without her consent?

Has one of your closest friends ever accused your boyfriend of sexual assault/ pretty much rape?

Have you ever had proof that someone was cheating on you and you show that person their own dick pics and they say they didn’t do it?

Have you ever read text messages to another woman from your fiancé and the other woman mentions your name, your daughters name annnnnd knows that your pregnant?

Have you ever heard a rumor that someone from your fiancé’s church was having sex with your fiancé while you were pregnant and find out that it was true?

Have you ever uprooted your small child’s comfortable life to move to a state that you don’t wish to live for a man who picks apart everything you do?

Have you ever been told not to work and then work part time during a global pandemic while you’re pregnant and homeschooling two kids in two different grades and then told months later that you “only came down here and got pregnant for the money”?

Have you ever had your boyfriend curse you out in front of your friends?

Has your boyfriend ever cursed out one of your friends?

Have you ever had lies told on you by your own fiancé in order for him to make himself look good to others who don’t ever care about him?

Have you ever decided to leave and start over with virtually nothing and have a millionaire who is also your child’s father accuse you of stealing lamps al while calling you several “broke bitches”, a monster thot and telling you he doesn’t care if you sleep on the floor but then wants to be friends?

Have you ever had to take your infant daughter and six-year-old to the damn Doubletree hotels and suites to live for 13 nights because the verbal and emotional torture was turning into minor shoving and more intense arguments over nothingness?

Have you ever been accused of not allowing a person to let them see their child when you sleep under the same roof?

Have you ever been accused of using your child as a pawn by someone who was using your child as a pawn?

Have you ever been sent photos of about 20 onesies in a closet telling you that you’ve taken all of the baby shower gifts when you also have the baby?

Have you ever feared for your child’s safety?

Has anyone ever tried so badly to make everyone the introduced you too hate your guts?

Have you ever lost 20lbs of weight in three weeks due to stress?

Have you ever had to move three times with an infant child and a six-year-old in a two-month span of time?

Have you ever been so tired you forget to eat?

Have you ever just been so freaking tired?

Have you ever given up everything and trusted someone and then left with virtually nothing but your clothes and your daughters clothes and toys and still get accused of taking a fucking $79.99 dollar throw rug from Homegoods?

Have you ever felt inadequate?

Has someone ever made you feel like you don’t deserve love?

Has someone ever made you feel like a nutcase for feeling hurt?

Has anyone ever tried to tell everyone that you’re crazy in order to discredit everything you say?

Has someone ever offered to buy you a purse when a random girl found your private Instagram account to tell you the person you love was sucking her pussy in Miami?

Has anyone offered to buy you a bag in order to shut you up about a realtor with very split ends?

Has anyone ever made up lies and woke you up out of your sleep to tell them to you?

Have you ever felt so low you can’t do anything but cry your grown ass to sleep at night?

Has it ever taken you two years to realize it’s not you?

Have you ever been imperfect?

Have you ever just needed to breath and think? …You can do it, put your back into it (lol corny AF, but seriously).

Have you ever had to spend nearly 40K cash (every penny you fucking had) in the span of two months to make sure you and your daughters have a roof over your head and some forks and furniture?

Have you ever been thankful that you were able to do so?

Have you ever had to accept every helping hand extended to you?

Have you ever been postpartum and delirious?

Have you ever wanted to scream fuuuuuckkkkk?

Have you ever just wanted to call/hug your mom or dad and can’t?

Have you ever cried Pink Himalayan Sea Salt tears to one of your best friends over French toast?

Have you ever felt like why is this happening to me?

Hopefully you haven’t…but if you had I would hug you. I would scream the ICE Cube quote obnoxiously over an imaginary mic. I would encourage you to have the strength to leave. I would tell you to seek therapy. I would tell you that you aren’t crazy. I would drive all the way from Philly to help you build the crib for your daughter, I would babysit your oldest daughter while you pulled extra shifts, I would watch your oldest daughter for an entire weekend so she just walked into her new home, I would keep your daughter for two weeks while she was in virtual school so she didn’t have to see her mom in such a low spot, I would buy you groceries, I would come and wipe down your hotel bathroom and all the other surfaces b/c duh coronavirus, I would tell you that just because you aren’t getting physically hit doesn’t mean you aren’t experiencing abuse, I would have a bonfire and give you a candle and some flowers and some very tight hugs, I would make you three fire ass playlists, I would encourage you and tell you that you are valuable and loved. I would check on you weekly, I would go to brunch with you, I would pay your phone bill, I would let you and your daughters spend the week at my house and make you watch that horrible meek mill movie on volume 100, I would book you a hotel room and invite all of your closest friends to have a spa day, I would take a half day off to let the movers into your storage unit, I would let you ship furniture to my house, I would make you share your location with me so I knew you were safe, I would help you literally unpack your entire house, I would help you find an attorney, I would give you free legal advice, I would order you wallpaper, I would just listen, I would help you wash all of your new dishes and sheets, I would walk through ikea with you for hours, I would love you…I would do anything I could, I would be the friend all of my friends were to me.

How could I even question my self worth, my energy, my spirit, my personality when I am obviously getting back all of this positive energy and love. Who were you to think that you couldn’t find a way or make a way?

#self help #self healing #love #relationships #breakup

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