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NEUTRAL

Oh my gosh Beardsley that was SO SMART to figure out the people whose blood crystallizes are the people who TURN DOWN being brought back to worship Ankarna god DAMN

just a normal clip of karl throwing his chair out of a window after dying in hardcore minecraft

Now I'm just mad and that makes me sad. :/ I really do try incredibly hard not to hate things in this fandom, which doesn't always work out because, you know, feelings, and I don't want to think about hating things! I want to think about things I like!

having issues with men, the associations the instant distrust, which i dont like i dont want it i want things to be different, just all of it so much just the dynamic i have the relationship all of it the way the world is atleast online and having a younger brother. I wouldn't trade him for the world, I try and talk to him where I can and will continue to do so i adore him but i fear. i believe in him i want joy for him. I fear that his peers will feed him fckn brainrot and it scares me. not even just that he'll fall into that thinking that his fuckn upstanding that his unwillingness to follow ppl will hurt him. crazy shit at schools, like why tf r ppl dying kids young teens killing eaachother with knives? ??I don't want to loose him i don't want to see him loose who he is and the heart that he has i don't and i hope he rises above it all and will continue to. i feel like im stating what he has to be or smth but all i could ask for is his wellbeing, respect, humanity, that he treats himself well know what he deserves and has some sense of self, some gravity. I feel like shit sometimes for this aspect that i'm concerned that i just idk, i dont like the whole 'dont disappoint me' thing he owes nothing to me other than basic human decency and respect, hes a reason why i live but to i just that intrusive thought of there is no different the hell u think of is real about men to someone i hold so fckn dear to in a way show me their fckn fuckery its idk, like another? it'd hurt me, it'd hurt me bad.

i've never understood men or boys, amab, who go on about their connection or like protectiveness of their sisters of their mother but treat other women like shit like their familiars aren't women? you don't want to fuck them so its different? what is it like just whats the difference why does it have to pertain to you for you to care? do you care or do you see them as an extension? is it a personality trait for you? a 'lover boy' thing? a signal to women, women u imagine u want and is going to be 'ur woman' but u cant even like visualize them in a way that doesnt pertain to your sexual interests? a signal so people can say oh he loves his mother so hes good to go and prime? a 'mummys boy' ? are they not real women just because u dont feel that sort of way? talking about women that way with your friends? do i have to bring up the fact those same people could date your sister etc for you to care? those people could make the kids that surround your kids, your daughter. idk.

its like okay u want sex so u respect them less? did no one hear dont bite the hand that feeds you? what the fuck is going on. you cant fuck them so its all good? the demeaning-ness? lack of gravity, venom is just rapid, vapid

A curse heavy rant going off on mods in a classic ADHD emotional dysregulation style of using a nuke to crush a bug. Yes, I know what it is, I'm still pissed off, and I'm leaving it as an example of what happens with unmedicated ADHD and autism compounded with late night hours, stress, hypersensitivity (RSD), and anxiety.

This is why I should never have Force powers even though I want them. When my anger is triggered, everything around me burns.

My anger is born of emotional and/or physical pain. You can't feel afraid or sad if you're angry.

When I snap out of it, my heart drops in dread and serious regret at the destruction I caused.

It's below the readmore.

You've been warned.

Have a nice day. :)

Fuck off, Reddit mods. My posts are perfectly fine and follow your dumbass, hyper-specific rules that are way too controlling, you power-mongering piles of rancid squid shit. Deleting them is rude, and hurtful. And, NO, "You're supposed to know. If you don't know, I won't tell you," is the shittiest, laziest, most dismissive reply to ever exist and it solves NOTHING.

Like, how is someone supposed to know what they did wrong IF YOU DON'T FUCKING TELL THEM?!

I am someone who tries not to break any rules. I'm not a spammer, or a cringy little 9 year old troll annoying people because I think posting;

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five million times is funny.

NO! I'm a normal person trying to follow your damn, stupid rules to interact with other people.

DO NOT FUCKING DELETE MY POST, YOU PEE-SIPPING COCKROACHES!!! IT'S UP THERE BECAUSE I NEED ASSISTANCE! I CAME TO YOU FOR HELP AND YOU SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE!!! YOU JUST DID WHAT EVERYONE IN MY LIFE HAS ALWAYS DONE; DISMISS ME AND GHOST ME LIKE I DON'T EXIST.

WELL FUCK YOU!

If I could blow up your stupid r/ page with a virus that destroys your HD, I would.

Eat egg farts and perish, you turd burglars.

I hate mods. I hate them with a passion and block them whenever I can. I do NOTHING to warrant ANY kind of disciplinary action, and yet HERE WE ARE!

They're all just looking for a way to flex their authority over you so they feel important in their little lives by crushing you under their jackboots and getting off on controlling people.

There has to be a way to delete all notifications so I don't have to see that and be re-hurt every single time I log into Reddit. I actively avoid reddit if I can because of that.

I’m hanging on by a thinner thread than I thought

Murph: You gotta honor the cock *winces as he hears what he just said*

Emily: *so proud of him* That’s my HUSBAND, baby!

Uzui going full on screaming crying throwing up mode cuz his wife is about to get hurt. So true of him.

oof it's loathe myself hours I'm venting in the tags sorry

Hi. Hello. Is it too much to ask for people getting onto the interstate to stay in their FUCKING LANE while merging? Yes, I realize there are two lanes getting on this particular ramp. You cannot occupy both at once, because then I have the option of hitting you or hitting a fucking concrete wall, and you bet your ass that I'll cut in front of you going 80 and slam into a dead stop in front of you.

Thanks.

-this post is brought to you by Leon's roadrage

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Live reacting to Static Shock episodes

"Ep 1 S3" baby. YOOOOO KNEW THEME. ANIMATION 😝😝💅. MY episode be buffering. Smh. YASSSS GEAR. MY GAY SUPERHERO TEAM. Gay lil opening thnks. Batman.

That Fred from scooby doo lmao ???

I want a scooby doo crossover. Idk why. But like the james gunn characters. They were so unhinged. Her name is allie and she was in an alley. I can hear lil Romeo. Is he not in Dakota right now. Nail my ass. What kinda name is that. BRUH. THATS MY SON. Nice shot! Aww. YASSS DAISY WITH THIS OUTFIT. IT FITS HER SO WELL. Her hair is different too. Im guessing they're sophomores now.

Virgil got an upgrade too. 🎶yeahahahah🎶. LMAO.

Thalia. Oh. I pronounced it as Talia. Feels like a cult place not a "help" place. I love this show. "someone asking a kid to meet him over the Internet is bad" Ayyyy getting Degrassi in here. Is this little romeo? I thought it was. Like the songs. Idk. Its bisexual Bruce. Yes lesbian ivy. AND HER GIDDY GF. This is a youth club. One lesbian and 3 bisexuals. (HQ. BW. VH)

Noooo. My boy. This def ain't lil Romeo.

"Associate" gf.

Did I say laughter I met penicillin.😄✋.

She caught that with her teeth😳. But they couldnt talk bout Richie being gay..

I'm upset that some people are like it's only implied that Richie's gay. Like, when he takes a breath that's a gay breath. Not an implied gay breath. Is gay. He gay.

"Oh, thanks, dawg" I love my son. " you're welcome, dude" AND THEN THE MUSIC WTF😭. it was like a spring.

He is 5'7. Short king. Aww Virgil wanted to hang with his bisexual bestie. Robin. Yoo Bruce knows 2000s slang. He is bisexual so, obviously he knows.

It sounded like "my neck, my back" was playing in the bg. Lmao. I'm kind of sick of the DC Cameo Fest right now. I want to watch static in Dakota. Is this "Squidward nose"? I'm bored. Nothing is happening.

Ew heteronormative. Sounded kinda gay tbh. "It's the least I could do for a girl from my hood". He has style. Yes indeed batman. Lmao. He know now. Ok lmao music

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in 2024 i want to see more songs sung in t voices, more grown-out t scruff, more hairy tits and top surgery scars, more gay sex involving t dicks and pussies, more cutting each other’s hair when the hairdressers can’t get it right, more helping each other with t shots and sharing extra bottles of t gel, more passing down binders and post-surgery pillows like family heirlooms, more crackly laughs and excited voices that don’t know how loud they are now, more proudly showing off phallo scars like we show off top surgery scars, more teaching each other how to shave and tie a tie and all the other things our dads didn’t teach us, more sheer shirts over post-op chests, more skirts and short shorts on hairy legs, more moving the fuck out instead of living with transphobic parents, more breaking up with partners that wanted girlfriends not boyfriends, more pregnant dads, more twinks turned into otters and bears by t, more scars and binders on the beach, more romanticization of t dicks and meta dicks and phallo dicks, more rage and resistance against anyone who would try to rob us of our history or our ancestors, more pride in complex manhoods and queer masculinities, more getting louder every time someone tells us to shut up about the things that are important to us, more searching for transmasculinity in every piece of media and injecting it into anything that failed to consider us, more cuntboys and boygirls and transfags and butch dudes and transsexual men, more jumping headfirst into masculinizing transitions, more delighted reactions to realizing “holy shit i think i’m actually a guy”, more trans manhood and transmasculinity as force of nature and fundamental truth and fact of life that cannot under any circumstances be ignored.