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the second quarter quell generation, pt one (aka the generation with all the principal characters’ parents, and then also haymitch)
#thg#hunger games#haymitch abernathy#Katniss everdeen#Peeta mellark#maysilee donner#thgedit#okay so in order this goes#Haymitch Haymitch’s girl katniss’s parents Peeta’s parents and then the donner twins#i will make a part 2 with the characters if I can think of more than gales parents#if I can’t hazelle and her husband will be retroactively added into this one#myaesthetics#myedit#ya lit aesthetic#ya lit edit#and yeah this may be shameless promo one day for my lil 2nd quarter quell ficcy#which is why the little title for Mr E is confusing !!! because a lot of this is about my made up lore!!! his mom is Maude ivory but she#disappeared when he was a child#which is why Katniss knows nothing about her own gramma!!!#ok anyways if I ever write it all the little titles will make sense but for now they’re confusing because I made this specially for me for#my made up headcanons that make no sense to anyone else lololololol#oh oh oh also I put black eyes in both Katniss’ mom and Peeta’s mom’s edits for a reason!!!#ok so like I always interpreted it that abuse in the merchant class was more common#like what Peeta obviously went through at home was actually normalized in his circle#and it’s also implied Katniss’ mom was shunned by her parents for marrying Katniss’ dad so I figure they couldn’t have been good parents#and then Peeta’s mom Ruby also has blood on her own hands because we know she one day is abusive to her own kids so it’s like#she experienced abuse and then continues the terrible circle#but obviously Katniss’ mom lavender does not! she has other issues though but the young version is so fun to play with#also young Haymitch and his girl here would be the most judgey pretty couple#I have lots of headcanons for them some of which I’ve entwined already into at least one of my fics
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Still thinking about the conversation I had with my roommate’s bf like two weeks ago where he said he was scared of furries but also didn’t even know enough about furries to know they were called furries I had to figure out wtf he was talking about. The urge to become a full blown furry now. Despite having all the makings of a furry I for some reason have never ended up enthusiastically becoming one despite my best efforts. Well. With spite as my motivator here we are. Where are the furry artists, I’m commissioning both my tentative ideas for my fursonas. I’m inviting all my friends who are furries over and we’re gonna work on making fursuits. I will also make this a hostile living situation for you AND I will get the added bonus of doing fun furry stuff
#during the same conversation he very heavily insinuated he thought I was a cringey weirdo in the most derogatory sense#by making fun of most of my hobbies and calling ppl who liked them cringey weirdos#but then going ‘oh! oh no! I don’t mean you though you’re fine you’re like Normal 😀’#so. you know.#anyways last night I walked in the door from work#and the entire apartment smelled like weed and there was a dog barking at me and he was watching tv SO loud#🙃🙃🙃 sensory overload immediately in main part of apartment so I hid in bedroom all night#I’m also irritated cuz I’ve had convos with my roommate about weed FOREVER ago#literally my one ask was if he was gonna smoke he do it outside so the apartment doesn’t smell like it#idc if you smoke and you are free to do edibles/dabs/whatever inside just pls don’t smoke joints#I hate the smell and it’s bad for the animals#so why is it 🙃🙃🙃 all of a sudden happening again as this guy moves in 🙃🙃🙃#anyways about to become a revenge furry and also suuuuuper fucking cringey just to bother/embarrass him#esp cuz he said he wants to have friends over all the time which I’m also FUDJDJSJSKSK about#but sure! invite friends over!#I’m gonna sit in the living room with my giant easel and draw furries and listen loudly to vocaloid while they’re here 🥰#I’m gonna have a great time! you won’t tho lmao#kaz rambles
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I do not bother to check if Getter and Big O ever interacted in SRW because I’m so use to the other mechas I like being in the same game as getter but being so different that they never have any story reasons to have interactions since Getter is only ever allowed to interact with mazinger, OG gundam and any other combiners + it’s all in untranslated hell so I won’t even know wtf was said if there WERE interactions but god damn it I keep rotating a scenario where Roger negotiates to get Ryoma out of jail even though I know for a fact that DIDNT happen despite how many times they used arma and how Z2 actually adapted it fucking correctly for once but it’s just so funny to imagine.
#meg text#getter robo#the big o#i fucking hate being cursed with crossover ideas when in fanfics that’s ALL there ever is#big o only has it slightly better bc there are some fics but it’s by no means a active tag#and I still need to do my part in at least writing one thing for it but I’m not in the proper mood still#but I legit can’t tell if it’s hyperfixation or the idea of ryoma interacting with rogers normal ass is so funny#Roger is literally one of the most normal super robot pilots compared to the majority but especially compared to ryoma#he has a temper but by no means hot blooded and usually keeps it under control he just has a sense of justice#cue to him meeting “angriest fucking guy to exist” and he’s like “what the fuck”#Ryoma HONESTLY could have funnier interactions if they put him with people who are nothing like him#but noooo it’s always combiners or the other two “big 3” mecha it’s apart of#and I get why the whole big 3 thing in universe or just “hey are robots are similar” is cute#but it never hurts for this loner to talk to more people if they’re gonna characterize him as more laid back#(which- I don’t know how to feel about but I’m glad Ryomas other traits get some spotlight)#since it would be more flanderize if they just focused on him being angry#it still feels so fucking weird how calm ARMA is but that’s what happens when you can’t use anything else#new when will you return from the Wii dimension I don’t understand why your so unpopular
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it’s not that it makes me sad per se but i really could’ve been dating someone i did actually kind of really want to date since JULY. and now the moment is literally so far gone and i didn’t realise until the moment was so far gone !!!
#like it actually doesnt make me sad because there wouldve been major complications Had we dated#and the person who i trust most in this world has told me theyre glad it didnt happen#and i think in the long run he’s not the First person i should date anyway like in an ideal world we’d date like. 2-3 years on from now when#i’d been in at least one relationship to work out how i operate in a relationship#but it’s also like i wish i had known that the opportunity was there and i wish i had taken it#and part of me goes well maybe in 2-3 years it COULD happen#but i think that does a disservice to the person he’s dating now like . i do hope they’re happy and it goes well for the both of them#AND ALSO ITS WEIRD AS FUCK TO BE LIKE OH WELL MAYBE IN A FEW YEARS ILL DATE THIS PERSON *AFTER* another person??????#like bitch who do you think u are that you’ll have managed to date ANYONE in that time and also why the fuck would u date someone without#hoping it would last????????#but thoughts ≠ action nor are they inherently moralistic#but also that’s a weird way 2 think about relationships#it’d be funny if it happened though#idk i just think that if the timing was different he and i could have so much fun dating like genuinely i think it’d be a really good time#but it’s really weird because i’m not pining away after him or anything like ik it sounds like i am#but it’s not like that it’s more just that it’s opened up all these thoughts that i hadn’t really thought possible before ?#and they’re not possible NOW bc he’s dating someone else so i’m in exactly the same position but idk#i think i’m getting too settled. i’m TOO SETTLED.#because it’s literally not normal to think oh maybe in three years we could date and it’d be better timing for both of us ???????????#unhinged behaviour. what the fuck is that.#it’d be fucking hilarious if it happened tho
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i havent thought about it in ages i just remembered how fucking great and funny the Akeshu + All The Other Thieves dynamic that exists in my head is. all the phantom thieves are high fiving each other going akechis so annoying!!! man akechi sucks!!! and akiras like They don’t know I’ve hung out with Akechi twice this week. morgana is shooting him knowing, judgmental looks
#Still obsessed w akira and akechi they have something so wrong with the#They HAVE to have something wrong with them#I think it’s a crucial part of their dynamic that ultimately they’re literally just 2 teenage boys#who in different lives could have had a normal average friendship hanging out like normal people do#and in some specific ways it is still one of the most normal relationships other of them has.#It’s also a crucial part of their dynamic that even if they did have completely normal lives and met under normal circumstances#Their ‘normal’ is just. Completely different.#Compound that with the ACTUAL circumstances of their lives and relationship and it’s.#They’re insane. They’re insane and they’re never going to stop.#What they have going on is undefinable; although the thieves would argue you can define it as ‘a fucking disaster’#basilposting
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#right so I’m hiding this sht in the tags because im going to sound like an absolute crazy person and i hope no one sees this or reads this#because im going to sound stupid and delusional and ik im 99.99% sure this is not gunna happen but i have to say it anyway to get it out of#my head. sooo woong dyed his hair back to black which normally i wouldn’t bat an eyelash at but idk im just getting this feeling because#they just freaking played bring it on on the radio and were dancing and singing to ravns part and ON TOP OF THAT THEY ALSO DID REWIND WHERE#XION LITERALLY SANG ALL OF RAVNS PARTS and like i cant stop thinking about it. rewind. REWIND of all songs. why did they pick THAT one.#out of EVERYTHING they picked rewind. the song that pays homage to their past memories as 6. literally doing the choreo in their seats when#the song is about TURNING BACK TIME. and now woong dyed is hair back to black. like how it was right before yj left...#leedos hair is also the same length now...and if Seoho’s hair is back to black as well...#we all feel like something big is coming and when u pair this with all the japan stuff...i cant help but think...and im still thinking about#ravns insta stories. there will be an answer let it be. ive done all i can do now i have to wait for fate. paraphrasing but yeah.#and lets not forget the fact that ravn JUST posted his full face for the first time in months. everything feels so significant and like#everything is coming together for some big moment. i cant stop thinking about it. fvcking rewind. like they’re going to be turning back the#clock completely. same looks as malus aka their last true comeback as 6 and apparently their next comeback is ALSO IN SEPTEMBER?? like...#im probably reading into this but...i cant help but think......something very huge is coming. something HUGE. something more than just#ravn dropping his mixtape. if that’s all that happens I’ll be happy 100% duh...but idk...i just think there’s gunna be something MORE.#im too scared to post this on twitter cuz ik ravn lurks and if im wrong which I probably am I wouldn’t want him to see it#or anyone else either. but im saying it here bc if i dont say it at all ill go crazy. and most of my followers here are b’s fans so they#wont read this and maybe i can bury it lol
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Against my better judgement I’ve acquired two new books from Ollie’s: Coriolanus by William Shakespeare and Empire Games by Charles Stross (which I didn’t know was a series when I got it lol whoopsie… I usually don’t read series; but this is classic-style dystopian sci-fi with time travel so it’s a little different).
#I’m a little over halfway through Time Jump by John Brunner and the consumer report parts get me every time 😂#He has normal short stories in there; interrupted by consumer reports on time machines and wishing machines#The whole thing is basically one extremely well-executed and beautifully written shitpost. Top-tier.#About every ten to twenty minutes I’m doubled over with laughter over something this guy wrote#I had no idea it was a comedy going into it but holy shit it’s wonderful#The longer you keep reading certain parts the funnier it gets because he has such a dry and pedantic voice#but he’s describing the most outrageous events in that dry and pedantic voice#I’ve had to put the book down on numerous occasions because I was laughing too hard to continue#I am not to be trusted at Ollie’s. I always forget about the giant book section and I get lost in there for 20–30 minutes#I found Beautiful Oops and Midnight at the Tuscany Hotel there#and also a calligraphy book and a bread book and a soup book when I was younger#I’ve been hoarding books since I was a little kid#I like carrying them around the house with me#I don’t even read them half the time; I just like to hold them and reading interferes with holding them#They have The Fox comics there but I don’t dare get those with either of my parents present#because they’re quite gory#I hate the stickers so much though. You can never get them completely off
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I hope that white gay couple who adopted that adorable little black child goes to hell so fast ohhhhh
#they’re already propping the baby up on their SM and using her for content…#transracial adoption is a curse#I wish every child adopted by wp the utmost support and safety for the coming years#most of the time they end up so screwed up#they’re isolated from their own people and history and are raised white because most wp don’t care if the child loses their sense of self#and awareness in these situations that they’re thrusted in just because wp wanna look like they aren’t racist for the gram or whatever tf#hiding behind their children to shield them from accusations of racism is crazy#the white gay dude posted a video of himself combing the babies hair too hard talking about some ‘um can I get some help here black people’#basically like man you could’ve looked it up online yourself you clown#wp be adopting minority children for selfish reasons#the children don’t know any better when their peers use microagressions towards them and they think it’s normal behavior they don’t know#anyone who looks like them#it makes me so sad thinking about the stuff that they have to go though and it’s sad that most of them are only able to be free once they#leave home and I know the the culture shock must be insane….#finally being around people who look just like you but you don’t feel like you’re part of their world… that must feel so lonely bro#at a certain point you’ll have to teach yourself these things#rambling
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lmaooooo i think i need to quit teaching forever and also bury myself in a hole. lol
#purrs#grading papers on a sunday and the WAYYYYY this one students paper just hurt my feelings so fucking bad. i mean it’s not just hers but like.#god. it’s the most childish thing in the world (which makes sense / is the literal problem. that i am a child.) but im coteaching this class#(WHICH I TOOK and my co-instructors were MY instructors and now im replacing one of them who’s also the one who left in july lol 😍😍😍😍😍😍) and#ive had WICKED impostor syndrome bc… not to air it all out but im airing it all out bc im so mad lol. they’re both older men with phds and w#wives and families and im a 24 year old in the first year of her career with a bachelors degree who stilllives at home w her parents and#also the two of them and the third instructor literaly developed this class together and again i TOOK IT as a student in their class 2 years#ago. so again… WICKED impostor syndrome. and the class is all abt figuring out how to thrive in different contexts that are constrained by s#social norms so it’s relevant to talk abt impostor syndrome and i have talked about it. and also i get substantial parts to lead in the#classes and whatever and take attendance and grade papers and send out emails to the whole class etc etc. so WHY are the other two#instructors getting shoutouts in the papers and i am getting… NOTHING!!!! naught a SINGLE mention. when i am literally fucking LIVING#THROUGH the things we’re taking abt in class abt the first year of ur career and impostor syndrome and shit……. oh iknow why! because they#don’t actually see me as an instructor because im short and a nothing girl and an IMPOSTOR!!!!! LOLLLLL 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 and the book chapter was the#same too lol like im the only co-author who doesn’t actually get individually named as making a contribution in the text of it and nobody#noticed but me because it’s a stupid thing to notice but i still noticed. awesome. i love being invisible and not actually mattering ♥️ <#<- has the mental illness that makes you utterly unable to see evidence of how you actually do matter and only hyperfocus on the evidence th#that you don’t <- but also is trapped in the psychijc prison of some parts of her environment telling her she does matter and other parts t#telling her she doesn’t so can you blame her for going CRAZY!!!!!!!!! like is this literally not the normal well adjusted reaction to have#to GENUINELY LEGITIMATELY JUSTIFIABLY upsetting thigns. when the circumstances are fucked up and deleterious 😍😍😍😍😍😍#delete later#oh also im apparently not even an official instructor in Da System (which is a problem and it is not supposed to be that way) so i won’t#even get to read abt how the students fucking forgot about me and think im a nothing girl because they won’t even have a chance to give me#that feedback!!! lol. i think * and * should just do everything together because they are both qualified to do it. and i should spin off#into the abyss and quit my job and never be heard from again. that’s how this shit makes me feel. like ik it’s just a couple of students and#their opinions literally don’t matter but im like hm how about i go fuck off then since clearly i don’t make a difference to you. lole <3#* i won’t get that feedback etc etc bc i am not going to get course evals because im not in Da System. lol ♥️
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it’s so weird to think that i’m literally 26 and today was the first time i’ve ever actually encountered, in passing, a family with two mothers
#like she kept saying ‘partner’ so immediately I was like ‘gay’#but also like sometimes if you’re not married but#but also like sometimes if you’re not married but you’re a long term couple#and you have like kids and that then boyfriend can sound kind of juvenile to some people#so I thought she was just one of those straight people who say it instead cause she had like 3 kids with her#but eventually during the conversation with my SIL and mum she switched to ‘she’ instead#and then she left and her partner came instead#and these 3 little girls called them boy mummy and it was just kinda cute 😭#like it’s weird how little you see (for the most part) just….normal gay families?#it’s always like some mystical far away family or a story on tv#it’s never just ‘oh I had a conversation with them on holiday’#maybe it’s just me and being from a small town and with limited experience / access to people who aren’t what they’re ‘supposed’ to be#but anyway I’m definitely being kind of weird about it (to myself) because they’re literally just on holiday and watching their kids lmaooo#and mentally I’m like ‘gay rights!!!! you’re doing so much for the people 💕’
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I know it’s just a silly dumb joke but also I get so irrationally irritated every time I see someone make one of the “x jjk character was born to shojo forced to shounen 😔” comments it’s so fucking annoying shut up shut up shut uppppppp
#AGAIN I KNOW THEYRE JUST DUMB JOKES FOR THE MOST PART#but like idk. I find it frustrating that every single time a shounen character expresses a mundane desire or has realistic emotion#everyone is like ‘oHO!! they should have been in shojo!!!!!!’#like idk…. have you mayhaps considered that it’s good shounen is started to have more genuine characters?#characters with reasonable reactions and desires and wants?#‘yuuji should have been a shojo protagonist it’s not fair he has to fight’#THATS THE POINT THATS THE POINT THAT IS THE FUCKING POINT#he’s a normal kid who wants things teenagers do and is reacting as a traumatized kid does!!!!!#same with nobara ‘she should have been a slice of life yuri girl’#orrrrrrr she’s meant to showcase her heartbreaking circumstances mayhaps?#like jjk def isn’t PERFECT portraying this but it’s better than a lot of shounen#and again I know they’re jokes but it’s just. annoying. it feels like willfully missing the point sometimes#like MAYBE we should want these characters to have actual emotional depth regardless of the genre idk#kaz rambles
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BEHOLDE. MASKS PEOPLE IN THEIR GLORY
That format up there is Name - Pronouns - Exact Division - Broader Magical Term - Species
Silly silly shenanigans! They are one of the trios ever I love their friendship so much
frankly I am obsessed
Woahhhh
and. lastly
I love how Rosemary and Charley actually have wings and fly accordingly but Philliam is naturally a floating disembodied skull. And the best part is that’s NOT what Charley is surprised about
I am going to be working on their official ref sheets complete with colours soon!! Might even throw in a photo of the actual irl mask on the sheet :0
Please expect more of these sillies!!
#LOVE THEMMMMM THEY’RE ONE OF MY FAVOURITE ‘OC GROUPS’#ocs#sketches#oc art#traditional sketch#:3#i think about these three a normal amount#i love taking inanimate objects in my home and making them fleshed out characters !!!#i once made a whole species of like.. stone cows based on a specific kind of lamp#and well we’ve gone over ruby a million times#erm! coughfha chokes#itzabell.u#they’re very minor parts of the god division except for charley#i kind of spread out which medias they are prominent in! each one gets their own special place to thrive#charley thrives in itzabell.u gen 1 SPECIFICALLY as a major part of this like. bird side story#philliam thrives in- surprise- OCTONAUTS of all places as this sort of version of Death#rosemary thrives in tnbc as something akin to a land siren#they ofc appear in other medias but they’re the most prominent in those places ! and will always reference each other at least once#they’ll even be background gags for each other :3 true friendship#for example rosemary is part of an underwater structure in the same au where philliam is octonauts grim reaper#there’s PLENTY more examples of this but i am running out of room in the tags#i’m putting all of this in a note that i might have as its own post someday :3 i love these three SOOO MUCCHHH
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#ranting in the tags a little bit hi<3#anyway m*rmons who are posting abt g*neral c*nference being like#im gay/trans/not white/disabled/a woman/etc there’s no place in this church for me bc it’s so bigoted :(#but im still going to be a part of it and change it from the inside :)#sorry but please please please try thinking normal thoughts that is not ever going to happen 🫶 u are the most annoying ppl in the world#also apparently they’re in a place with thousands of ppl watching live + one of the main guys has covid + nobody is wearing masks ???#no offense but die.
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“If you’re questioning if you are x then you probably are, because people who aren’t x never question it!” enough of this actually. questioning your identity/sexuality/gender/etc is completely normal, but it does NOT mean you Automatically Are That. you are allowed to question, reflect, explore, and ultimately decide that you aren’t. That’s okay. As queer identities become more well known, we have got to get more comfortable with people questioning and changing their minds. It’s not a threat to us. It doesn’t prove we aren’t real. It’s just someone else’s experience. Let it be.
#it also doesn’t mean ur evil or bad#it also doesn’t mean OTHER ppls experimves were wrong#it ALSO doesn’t mean you did something wrong or made a bad choice!!!!#I didn’t want to tackle too much in this post#but I’ll put it down here#people are fluid and you’re allowed to identify one way and then have it not resonate w you anymore#queer ppl know and understand this for the most part#it’s our lives I mean cmon#but also we gotta get more comfy w the idea that some ppl will explore and ultimately decide they’re cis or straight or whatever#especially as queer identities become more well known#someone questioning and then changing their mind does not threaten the existence of queer ppl#just as queer ppl existing don’t threaten the existence of straight ppl#please allow people to be introspective without saying oh you’re this for sure yep definitely#it can be an indicator sure!!#and I think the people who do question mostly do end up iding as queer#but also#I wish it was more normal to question and then be like actually no#like from the queer community and from the cishets I think everybody should just be ok with that#anyway#gender#sexuality#queer#gender queer#bisexuality#lesbian#gay#transgender
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There is such a thing as “too much agenda” in films/tv shows and I really think Hollywood is starting to find out the hard way that taking a sledgehammer to people’s skulls to impart “the message” is doing more harm than good. A message or an agenda is all well and good, but they should be woven into the story, not the entirety of the story. Just rent a billboard if you’re going to do that.
#The worst part is they’re so ham-fisted and obnoxious in how they go about it that like…#Even if I’d normally agree with the ‘agenda’ I’m so off-put by how it’s presented#That I don’t want to hear it.#If your agenda is superseding characters and plot#And you are actively just shitting on/insulting people all the time…#Like? Sorry but I don’t want to want it.#Not only that but boring diversity is still boring.#Nothing worse than a cast of ‘diverse’ actors who have no flaws that the show will acknowledge#And who spend the entire time shitting on men/white people.#It’s exhausting. I hate it.#And I’m a non-white woman.#I don’t like feeling like I’m being lectured or condescended to#And I know most others don’t either.#You can get your message across without doing that.#Things really went downhill in 2016 and we’ve been riding that rockslide since.#‘If you don’t like/watch this movie you’re racist/sexist/-ist/-phobic’ is also a terrible marketing strategy btw.#Don’t know who needs to hear that but by the looks of it most of Hollywood.#Also shitting on the source material is a bad way to do things too (see: Rings of Power; the Witcher)#If a message is beating me over the head it’s going to get exhausting.#Messages used to be there and important but woven into the story and subtle.#Not a sledgehammer to the skull.#text
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I’m fine just vent kinda
tw family member death
#staying here is so hard#it’s such a weird ptsd trip#opening the medicine cabinet and still seeing his deodorant and toothbrush#his handwriting#his things#family photos from when we were all happpy#when we weren’t missing pieces of our family#the hardest part is watching everyone move on#the house slowly returning to normal#his half finished projects are getting fixed#yes my aunt deserves to live in the environment most condusive to her healing but it’s so hard for me#it’s like they’re forgetting him#it doesn’t feel like his house anymore#at least the garage doesn’t feel rruined#it’s still unfinished Sheetrock with his writing on it#still his Nova and his quad#his tool box#his beer fridge has beer in it again#it’s just hard#I miss him and it makes me want to fucking die#sometimes I open a soda and achoo just because#I’ve also noticed I didn’t realize but I’ve picked up calling all pets and animals bud#he used to call me bud#camshrieks
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