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aliennooboo · 1 year
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hmm
#nonsims#been thinking of the support group that starts this sunday#in a way my brains are all 'you don't need to go if it makes you uncomfortable!!! you can just stay home!!! that would be sooo comfy!!!'#but at the same time i recognize that stepping out of my comfort zone might be very good in this particular case#not that i haven't been out of my comfort zone all my life lol#i just know that i need Something that feels real and important in my life#i need to build myself some kind of a life where i will still have things to live for if/when i lose the most important people in my life#and you know what. i counted the social things i've done independently as an adult#like sure my bf's friends visit us a few times a year#but for me those visits are 100% tied to my bf and i would never see those people without him cos they're HIS friends#i do always refer to them as our friends but the reality is that i would never hear from them again if me and the bf split up#so i counted the stuff i've done independently (school or work or hanging out with mom/grandma/bf not included)#i've had dinner with my coworkers TWICE (i didn't want to go but i didn't dare stand out by not going)#i've been to a bar with my work partner ONCE (after one of those dinners)#i see my BFF 2-3 times PER YEAR#that's it. that's my independent social life for AT LEAST the last 12 years#so you know if i were to go to the support group and attend all 11 meetings...#that would be like the biggest social thing for me in my whole adult life#and it's so funny cos it's an AUTISM support group!!! my biggest social thing would be an autism support group!!!#so i'm trying to get into this mindset that i'll go at least this first time to see what it's like
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4pfsukuna · 3 months
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jealous!sukuna story here👇🏾
kings-get-jealous-to
Akward
The last thing Nanami kento expected to see at Gojo’s party (that he basically tricked him into going to) was his ex girl from 4 years ago in a black mini silk dress that if you just bent over a tad bit more—
“You alright man?” Gojo ask slapping his blonde hair friends back snapping him back to the reality where his cup of alcohol had been crushed completely in his hand.
He was sure of Two things in this moment.
His hand was wet and 2? He wasnt letting you get away again.
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Incubus curse
After the mission Gojo sent you and Namami on to get rid of some incubus curse (which he didnt mention)  Nanami is shocked when you dont show up to the school the next day and decides to pay you a visit.
“I want you to bend me over every surface including my balcony until neither of us have any energy left… and then go for one more round”
Part two
What if Nanami is the one who suffers the effects of the incubus curse instead of you?
He felt fine and whatever silly little pink dust the cursed spirit sprayed mustve been just that, that’s until he catches a glimpse of you pinning one of the students to the ground and damn would he work endless amounts of overtime to be under you like that— what was he saying?! Shaking his head he almost completely looses it when he watches the way your ass jiggles in your shorts and wonders how back shots would be.
Its not long before hes back in his office gripping his length in his fist and bottom lip between his teeth to quiet his moans.
“Nanami you shouldve said something”
“Like what? How i want to have you moaning and beging to cum for a fifth time with tears in your eyes? Or that i want to watch your eyes get  wide as you swallow my dick taking it to the back of your throat like the good girl i know you are? Or that i want to fill you up with every drop of my seed to put my claim on you and my self control is dwindling because i can smell your arousal and i just want to burry my face in it” he says with pure raw desire as his eyes burn into mine.
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Professor reward & punishment.
You suck at college math and luckily your neighbor who happens to be a proffessor offers to tutor you after you helped him out a few nights ago.
“Since you can’t seem to pay attention, for every answer you get right ill put in another finger and for every wrong answer you put clothes on reducing the friction.” He holds my jaw making sure im listening.
“And extra credit” i tease before he begins rolling his sleeves up the bulge of his muscles ans loosening his tie yanking aggresively.
A dark smirk reaches his lips that ive never seen before and ive never wanted to be more accurate in… whatever subject we were studying for again.
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Jealous!Sukuna
You and sukuna had gone back and forth so much its almost like you forgot yuji was his vessel, almost like you forgot he was the king of curses.
But none of that mattered now you (23) and yuji also of age had comitted to getting drunk and letting loose for once.
Sukuna pays it no mind as you aimlessly flirt with some guy at the bar but your eyes are on him. Not the guy, not yuji but Sukuna who had taken over since yuji was to drunk to fight back.
He could easily burn the world to the ground and nothing could stop him except for the look in your eyes when your tounge trails up his abs to his chest tracing his tattoo that the only fire burning hes worried about is the one in your eyes.
“Id pleasure you in ways no woman in your 1000 years of existance could even think about” i smirk before flipping us over so im on top us still connected by our hips moving my hand from his wrist to his neck making him purr.
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Dad!Sukuna
More of a drabble aka the 3 times his kids call him daddy and the one time you do.
“Get in the cage!” 
“Sukuna stop telling them that! Theres no cage”
“He put fucking smiley faces in my book of incantations” he growls showing me the smiley faces with red eyes, fangs and a crooked smile.
“Oooh he drew you is that why youre mad” i tease watching him seathe as the sound of footsteps running upstairs can be heard smoke nearly comes out of his ears and foam from his mouth.
“As shitty as the smiley face may be he drew it because of you, now stop being such a sourpuss! if you be nice ill even call you daddy and let you give me another little you” i peck his lips listening to the growl of disappointment from pulling away too fast.
“I don’t think i told them how much i love them today” He mumbles pulling me into his lap.
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AITA, (or, was I) for only taking one cat with me?
will explain the title as i go. also, this is about something that happened like a year ago but it still weights on my mind. backstory-ish first, so sorry for the length of the text.
I (20+) moved out a little more than a year ago to my first own apartment. My siblings moved out before i did, so now my moms living with only her boyfriend and the remaining cats. We had four cats before i moved out, all of which are allowed to go outside (i know, outdoor cats, they have been all my life and i didnt realize the danger they were in & being for the local environment when i was a kid). My new apartment is on the second floor. When i moved out, i decided to take one cat with me, because he really kind of imprinted on me since he was a baby and would constantly follow me around. And while i didnt like the thought of forcing an in&outdoor cat to suddenly only be indoors in a smaller space than our house was, i figured it would be fine if its him.
one of our other cats, which we got a few years after we got the cat i took with me, also really liked to spend time in my room and with cat 1. We got cat 2 from the animal shelter after his previous owner, an old lady, got dementia and had to give him away.
my mom and her boyfriend suggested i take both cats with me and not just one. i didnt want to for a few reasons:
(1. i wasnt sure how much cat 2 would like suddenly being an indoor cat in a smaller space bc he spent like 50% of his time outside and the other 50 in my room, 2. i wasnt sure if the apartment would be big enough for two cats 3. i wasnt sure how hed adjust to yet another new living place, because he took some time adjusting when we got him from the shelter and would meow/yell a lot when no one was with him until he got used to his new home. when i moved out i was about to start a new job training-ish thing which required me to not be home for some hours 5 days a week so the cats would be on their own a lot. and reason 4., which is were i felt kinda selfish: cat 1 is a shorthair cat and cat 2 a maine coon so all my clothes and stuff would be full of hair all the time, even when we tried to prevent it. i didnt really care as a child growing up bc we had a lot of long hair cats but i was kinda thinking that a new space with less cat hairs on everything would also be kinda nice)
i only told my mom and her bf reason 1, 2 & 3 bc i felt like a dick for reason 4. i love all of our cats a lot and leaving any of them at my moms place was really difficult because i was just so used of them always being there all my life. my mom told me after i moved out that cat 2 was still around my old room a lot and started spending even more time outside bc me and cat 1 weren't there anymore. and while hed start purring and cuddling when they pet him outside, he wouldnt spend time with them on their laps or on the couch a lot bc hed just get up and go somewhere else a lot of times.
thats kind of the backstory for this.
now for the (additional) reason i feel like i could be the asshole: my mom and her bf started going on trips a lot like 2-3 years ago, and he only moved in once i had moved out. so whenever they were on trips or she was visiting him, id take care of the cats and cuddle and play with them. once i moved out, they redid parts of the house (kitchen & bath) and got a lot of furniture from her bfs home. her bf likes the cats too, but he doesnt want them to be inside the house that much when they arent there bc he thinks they shed hair everywhere and could damage his furniture or something? so when they went on their next few trips, the 3 remaining cats would mostly be outside with access to a kind of sunroom? attached to the house. and either my grandparents or a friend of my mom would come and feed the cats every day.
me and my siblings didnt really like them suddenly having to be outside so much when it was normal for them to be inside the house even when we weren't home for all of our lives before that and told our mom too (by now she has seen our point and convinced her bf to let them be inside more so its getting better over time. but i wish we would have gotten our point across sooner.)
during one of their trips near christmas last year, when one of her friends was taking care of the cats, cat 2, the maine coon, disappeared. we dont know if he ran away or someone took him because his fur is so pretty or if he got into an accident. my whole family was really sad about him being gone and kept hoping hed come back and asked around irl and online if anyone had seen him. to this day, he hasnt been found. and i know that thats a (unnecessary) risk you take with outdoor cats. and that it was my moms and her bfs decision to keep the cats mostly outside and go on 1-3 week-long trips. but i still blame myself for not just taking him with me to my new apartment. looking back on it, all the reasons i had dont seem to have any weight at all and if i had taken him with me, hed still be around and id know hes healthy and doing good. and he wouldnt have been separated from me and his cat buddy.
so, was i the asshole for not just taking him with me to my new place when i moved out?
pet tax (in order):
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prpfs · 19 days
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🦢🕊️ hello there! mun is 25+ looking for 18+ (preferably 25+) writing partners to write some really angsty, slow burn, LARGE age gap ships (20-30+ years)! i will be writing the older male (40s-50s) and would love to explore healthy age gap relationships with high levels of compatibility! basically being perfect for each other and just happening to be from different generations, and all the angst that comes with its intrinsic forbidden nature. bonus points for affairs and other messy forbidden situations
I’m looking to write one of the following:
professor/student - my muse is y/m’s teacher and has been extremely supportive of y/m in her studies. y/m isn’t used to praise and having someone be proud of them, and my muse has started to realize he loves y/m’s mind. but of course they can’t act on these feelings… can they?
dad’s best friend - he’s watched y/m grow up and everything was innocent and paternal until he moved away for a few years. y/m sure did grow up a lot over those few years and when my muse returned to visit, he couldn’t help but notice how much y/m has changed. Even more… how shamefully attractive he finds y/m. begin the tension of pretending he isn’t intensely attracted to y/m and y/m discovering lust for the first time
y/m is pregnant with the baby of a guy her age but their relationship is rocky. y/m takes on a new job and my muse is her boss. caring and reassurance and gentleness ensues, protecting her more than her bf does. one night at work, after everyone else has left, y/m gets vulnerable and is comforted by my muse. afterwards, neither of them look at each other the same way. y/m sure needs a better man to be her baby’s father, and my muse feels inexplicably protective over her… and what is this instinct y/m has to let him?
If any of these plots interest you, please like this post and i will reach out!
like if you're interested and op will reach out
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glitterandgoldrush · 9 months
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hi! This is kind of a weird question but since we don’t know a lot about Kris’s life before he met Cooper, do you think he had any like past relationships? Just curious, love your work btw 🩷🩷
I have Thoughts many Thoughts
*minor minor spoilers for oouib*
now prior to oouib, I had operated under the assumption/headcanon that kris came to the us when he was roughly ~15. At the very least, I assumed he had been there for a few years, since he barely has an accent.
HOWEVER, in oouib, cooper says he hasn’t met ANY of kris’s family except through FaceTime, leading me to think that he actually moved to the us solely for college, because otherwise his parents would live there with him, no?
of course, in maeve’s bonus chapter from oouil, she mentions that “kris is visiting family tonight” which I always took to mean that he had family in the us bc otherwise surely she would say “kris is in germany” but now I’m suspecting that his family was visiting HIM not the other way around and he has in fact been alone the whole time (though again, this means it is possible that he moved over here with his family and then they all left and he stayed, but that seems less likely to me)
all this a very long winded way of answering your question - yes! I do think kris has bfs before. We know he’s been out since junior high, so plenty of time to experience relationships. My headcanon has always been that he had one ex that he was like, very friendly with, and it was a first time, sweet romance that didn’t work out to no one’s fault, and one ex that just absolutely sucked. I’ve talked about it on my blog before so you might be able to find it if you do some digging lol
but knowing that Kris has likely come to the US alone, I love the idea of him having an ex-bf back in Germany who he broke up with when he left, and this ex always being like “nah he’ll come back it’s fine whatever, he’ll always want me” and then kris turning up on the cover of people magazine with his undisputedly hot boyfriend who is a future superstar athlete, clearly madly in love with each other.
and then bringing cooper home and his ex, who is still friends with all of kris’s friends back in Germany, meeting cooper and trying to like be super tough and like “ugh so YOU’RE the boyfriend then” and cooper, who is just a ray of sunshine, doesn’t even pick up on the fact that he’s trying to be rude and instead is like “yeah!!!!! so nice to meet you, man!!! how great is Kris, god I love him so much, so nice to meet his friends!!!!” and the guy is like 😀😀😀 uh. yeah. um. okay.
No matter how hard he tries, he can’t get cooper to crack because cooper keeps assuming the best of him and taking all of his questions at face value. (“so what, you’re gonna be some kind of baseball star, then?” “A STAR?? oh that’s so nice of you, thanks!!! I’m certainly gonna try!!”) and eventually kris has to pull his ex aside and be like “first of all, he’s never gonna take the bait so cut it out and second of all, we’re never ever getting back together (like ever) so leave us alone.”
Cooper doesn’t figure it out until the plane ride home and then he’s like “oh my god…. That’s Stephan Stephan???”
Kris is like “I love u so much never change”
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peachiesnake · 6 months
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My little tl;dr and questionnaire for @sonic-oc-showdown !! tl;dr/questionnaire:
Genesis was born as Project Genesis! Due to his constant emotional outbursts and effectively ripping a hole through the ARK, Genesis was deemed a failure and put on lock down in the worst corner of the colony. There he was mistreated horribly to the point of becoming selective mute and losing the smile he always had. Shackles were also placed upon his wrists that effectively drew out his chaos energy and made him useless, only a select few could remove them with a certain key. On a late night walk with Shadow at her side 3 years later, Maria happened upon Genesis' pod, she wasn't supposed to even be in that area. She sets him free every few nights and he hardly ever speaks but when he does his voice sounds torn and like it hasn't been used in forever. Eventually they find out they found Genesis and allow him to live with the siblings as their big brother. (SKIPPING THE FALL OF THE ARK AS IT'LL GET TOO LONG HERE) Genesis awakes in a pod decades later, after the events of SA2, and finds himself with mild amnesia, not really understanding why hes not on the ARK but instead inside a home to a rabbit and doctor named Vita. They spend their time looking for Shadow and Maria not knowing shes passed.
Questionnaire:
✨- How did you come up with the OC’s name?
I knew I wanted something that meant first or original! I couldn't find anything for a while that I really liked until I asked my bf his thoughts and he just said Genesis!
🌼 - How old are they? (Or approximate age range)
His mental age is 18! But he can as a trauma response age regress.
🌺- Do they have any love interest(s)?
Hes with a rabbit named Vita!
🍕 - What is their favorite food?
He loooooves Taro! Specifically the raw root that you get slices of at hotpot!
💼 - What do they do for a living?
Doing usually what he wants but for a majority of his time in the beginning he spends it looking and hunting for Shadow.
🎹 - Do they have any hobbies?
Not really, he plays around with Cream a lot when Vita visits Vanilla!
🎯 -What do they do best?
Pretty much everything that's physical like Shadow, but hes exceptional at puzzles!
🥊 -What do they love to do? What do they hate to do?
He loves gardening! It can calm him down usually. He HATES being in groups, when there gets to be too many people even if he likes them he can feel trapped.
❤️ - What is one of your OC’s best memories?
The second time Maria and Shadow came to visit! He wasn't sure of them at first, even scared. But he could see the kindness in Maria's eyes and felt a familial buzz in his ears looking at Shadow the second time around!
✂️ - What is one of your OC’s worst memories?
The abuse he endured that almost made him catatonic but was forced to live with because they threatened to do it to Shadow too if he didn't cooperate. (empty lies he had no choice but to believe).
🧊 - Is their current design the first one?
No actually!! He had one other design to him that was a bit more gnc but I didn't like how the quills looked so I scrapped it.
🍀 - What originally inspired the OC?
I was originally making me and my friends as sonicsonas!! Just some silly fun but then I became deathly attached to Genesis and Vita and made a story with them with my bf!
🌂 - What genre do they belong in?
I'd definitely say more psychological horror/thriller. A lot of what makes Genesis, Genesis is his mental state and how he views things. When he's done most of his healing then maybe slice of life?
💚 - What is your OC’s gender identity and sexuality?
He's male, but you can call him they or it too he doesn't care so long as you don't call him a girl. His sexuality is gay and he's aro!
🙌 - How many sibling does your OC have?
Two!!!!! Shadow and Maria. :)
🍎 - What is the OC’s relationship w/their parents like?
His relationship with Gerald was actually good! Though he very much still felt like a new kid around him despite knowing Gerald cared for him even a little. Genesis didn't meet doom, during the events of Shth he was looking specifically for Shadow to kill him and midway had a horrible mental break.
🧠 - What do you like most about the OC?
He's got a huge heart despite it all!!!!!!
✏️ - How often do you draw/write about the OC?
NOT ENOUGH!!! I have a full time job that usually takes a lot of my energy away, esp as the holidays are approaching.
💎 - Do you ever see yourself killing off the OC?
I mean! Not officially. More like au's or for what if's.
💀 - Does your OC have any phobias?
Yelling, small spaces, being restricted in any way, the dark. ect
🍩 -Who is your OC’s arch-nemesis or rival?
He doesnt have one yet! I made some fun art with Moss' oc Franz but nothing official. If anything, he fights Shadow but thats more personal and less rivalry.
🎓 - How long have you had the OC?
A couple months!! Hes just a baby :)
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patrice-bergerons · 1 year
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now you need to tell everyone about your 00q idea set in istanbul
OMG thank you Faatimah for indulging me 💖
The elevator pitch goes like this:
First as background, Q had a (OC) Turkish bf back in uni and they got along like a house on fire; only broke up when the bfs parent got cancer or sthing and he decided to move back to Istanbul. They kept in touch though and for Q it was one of those easy, wonderful relationships where you can not see or talk to someone for months but when you do see them again you just pick up where you left off. The dude (I want him to have an old fashioned name like Bülent) was also always talking abt moving back to London someday and altho what they have never stopped either from dating other people, I suppose in the back of his head Q always thought they would one day find themselves in the same city and get back together again.
The fic opens when this friend falls suddenly and fatally ill and Q wants to visit him before he dies. Q has also been put in some peril on the job a couple months back and he is emotionally still reeling from it, so not wanting to brave the trip alone, he asks Bond to come with him.
Now onto Bond--he and Q kinda dated a few years ago but Bond (self)sabotaged it and it took a lot of time for them to find their rhythm as friends again. But then when Q was in peril, everything fell into place for Bond. He realised that he loved this man, that he messed up before bc he was scared and that he wants to build a life with Q; if he gets a second chance (which he then thought he might) he would do everything in his power to make Q happy. And hell, even if he doesn't get that second chance he would still just be there for Q in any way Q needs him. Which is also why Q felt so comfortable asking him to come along, bc he has been so good subtly being there for Q in the aftermath of this traumatic event.
Except, Bond has been dragging his feet re making another romantic overture, bc, he has been saying to himself, Q is still vulnerable but its also low key bc he is scared--of the answer he is going to get, of the ways he can mess it up again. It's one thing to decide you will be the perfect boyfriend in your head and another to commit to it day in, day out. It's no matter he thinks, there is no rush, they have time.
So then SURELY in Turkey while Qs friend is dying is the worst possible time to bring any of this up, which is...fine up until Q says he's got this offer from a hedge fund in new york and he will accept it bc he just needs a fresh start somewhere else.
So I guess it's a fic about second chances and being too late - Q grieving for his friend and all the time they wasted and Bond - while pulling a masterclass in looking after Q - grieving for much the same, this realisation that Q will slip away from his fingers, and after everything Q has been thru, after everything Bond has done in the past, how can he ask him to stay?
I LOVE using descriptions of imagery to set the mood and I can go on and on when it comes to Istanbul; I also have a lot of pain and grief in my relationship to that city which would transpose very well onto Q and Bond's grief here I think. Especially as, they would have some time to kill between the friends death and the funeral so they would be going here and there in Istanbul so as to get out of their heads a little, Bond wanting to visit maybe the traumatic places from Skyfall, and bc Bond has that cushy inheritance they would stay at a posh hotel right by the Bosphorus with a view of the strait from their rooms.
And idk after all this angst and pain maybe we can still have a happy-ish ending, perhaps featuring Bond following after Q to NYC and offering his services as a bodyguard.
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leorawright · 1 year
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Hello! Could i request a romantic tf2 matchup please?
-I’m a heterosexual/heteroromantic woman
-my pronouns are she/her
-im a Mexican woman who’s slowly gaining confidence in herself and her capabilities! Im pretty antisocial, but get very excited when I get to talk about a topic i love and enjoy extremely! I tend to have a hard time making friends, but deeply cherish the ones i do have. I try to be as creative as possible whenever i can, which includes trying to be more optimistic in my outlook on life. I tend to overthink a lot, but only to find different ways to get through a problem or situation. People have told me that I give off a very serious persona, even some telling me Im like their mom or even “45 years old”, but honestly i just have a different way of thinking. I tend to examine life though many means, either psychological, literal or spiritual, and often find myself lost in thought. Other than that, i just enjoy talking about my interests whenever i can and just trying to be a better person every day.
What i look for in a partner:
-i look for someone who listens to what im saying and feeling - meaning that they take my feelings to heart and actually listen instead of trying to fix the situation, putting in their own personal opinion as a way to fix the situation, trying to fix me, or just ignoring me in general.
-im a pretty sensitive person, so i want the kind of partner who compliments you when you do something right/are proud of instead of someone who will call you things like b*tch or something like that (its just not my kind of thing)
-i want someone i can trust and will apologize when they do something wrong instead of making an excuse to avoid the blame when deserved
-someone who will stand up for me and teach me how to stand up for myself when someone or something is trying to bring me down (basically a supportive bf)
-i have depression and anxiety, so i would love if they would find different ways to comfort me when im not at my best
-ive never been in a relationship before, so i want someone who will make me feel safe and secure with them as well as remind me that its ok to not know how to do things and help me when I feel embarrassed or ashamed of it
-i have many insecurities about my body, more specifically how people point out how skinny i am, my poor posture, messy hair, and especially how i never smile that much (its hard for me sometimes for some reason), so i want someone who will make sure i am loved in a way where I’ll actually learn to love myself step by step
-sometimes i feel like there’s always something preventing me from having someone like me romantically (either my personality, appearance, interests, etc), so i want someone who will make me feel loved no matter what im into or what i look like
My hobbies:
-i love to draw! Ever since the 5th grade, ive been drawing almost every day, specifically characters from tv as well as my own! I grew up always loving cartoons and animation, and hope to one day go to art school and hopefully get a career in animation! I specifically love 2d animation since i grew up with it and tend to adore movies and shows from the 1980’s-2000’s that show the different types of animation accomplished within those years.
-i love watching old cartoons from my childhood! Whether it be Hey Arnold, Invader Zim, or Spongebob, i always enjoyed watching the characters on screen, even becoming inspired to hopefully make my own animated series one day!
-ive been learning to sew stuffed animals and dolls for a few months now! Its been really fun trying to study different patterns and making my own little dolls of my favorite characters!
-i love Space! Although i dont know much about it anymore, its always fascinated me how beautiful the solar system can be. My favorite planet was always Jupiter, and whenever my family used to visit Mexico, I would be captured by the beautiful scene of stars dancing among the sky. It was as if it was so pretty that even merely touching the solar system would make you pretty too!
-i love to listen to music with basically everything i do. Whether it be drawing, getting ready for the day, going on a drive, or going into a store, im always playing music through my earbuds. It helps to calm me down, which is definitely needed for me. My favorite bands are Ninja Sex Party, j^p^n, Tom Lehrer, The Dreadnoughts, Shadow Academy, System of a Down, and Falling in Reverse to name a few!
-i like to listen to comfort audios every now and then. These are basically audios where your put yourself into a scenario with another person (aka “speaker x listener” format). These audios can range from “slice of life” and “domestic settings” to things like “talking with your local barista” and even “alien saves you from your dying planet”. It can get pretty creative, and can honestly bring great comfort when i need it most!
-i like listening to musicals, with my taste mostly residing in musicals people most likely havent heard of before. My favorites at the moment are “Twisted: The Untold Story of a Royal Vizier”, “Something Rotten”!
Hope this wasn’t too much lol, but thanks for the opportunity!
Okay I really appreciate all the information you gave me and I was stuck between two mercs so I did both and you can pick which one you like better!
For the first Merc I've picked
Demoman!
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Demo is definitely one of the sweetest people and one of the most in touch with his feelings
He does things pretty spontaneously so he doesn't give you a chance to overthink
He listens intently whenever you tall especially if it's about what you do and don't like
He'd never insult you and he always tries to see your point of view on a situation
He's smart enough to recognize when he's wrong in an argument and he'll apologize
He's super supportive of anything and everything you do
You: *breathes* Demo: YEAH THATS MA S/O!!!!
He couldn't care less about how you look
You could have just woken up and he thinks you look absolutely gorgeous
If he could he'd spend hours watching cartoons with you since he absolutely loves them
You and him go stargazing some nights to just relax
Please show him your music tastes he'll listen to every song of your favorite artists
He's such a musical theater nerd and you and him gush over different musicals
Or if you're looking for someone I bit more thoughtful I'd suggest
Heavy!
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Whenever the world feels overwhelming and you feel so insecure Heavy will be right beside you to tell you you're beautiful and to shield you from the outside
He does research whenever you two have a disagreement and he comes to you when he realizes he's wrong to apologize
He always waits to think about what you feel before he says anything
No one can say anything bad about you bevause Heavy is standing behind you and daring them to say it again
For him, looks don't matter in a relationship but since he knows you're insecure he goes out of his way to give you a different compliment about your outfit or hairstyle every day
Sometimes you two draw together even if it's not Heavy's speciality
Long walks at night are one of Heavy's favorite ways to bond with you
He does research on your favorite musicals and he'll definitely take you to some of them as a surprise
Hope these were okay! I tried my very best and thought about each Merc carefully for around 10 minutes!
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List of things that make me feel like I’ve opened up a portal and am now in some obscure Hannibal AU
- before I watched Hannibal I took up fishing and hunting with a few friends from high school , and found out I really enjoy fishing but I really DONT enjoy people
- I’m an Empath to an almost extreme extent like I can just FEEL when someone has a bad vibe and it makes me VERY uncomfortable in public sometimes
- I own 6 dogs (Buddy, Athena, Raven, Bailey, Mo, and Porkchop)
- I lived in the south most of my life so I have a country drawl…living the last three years in West Virginia
- I was living a very boring life, a very boring LONELY life and I didn’t realize I was so lonely and boring until I met my BF in Maryland for the first time
- my BF has family on his mothers side who live in Lithuania which means he spent two summers there and considers it home in a way
- my BF is definitely more European despite living most of his life in the states…he did visit Europe a lot with his aunt for a while so he speaks several languages and dresses very European…but to an extreme!! It’s like pulling teeth trying to get him to dress causal and then he complains the entire time he’s out if I manage to get him to dress in normal clothes…
- I was going to be a police officer but couldn’t because I was put in a mental hospital and then when I came back they said I was still too unstable to work law enforcement…so now I’m getting a degree in forensic Psychology
- my Bf is currently in medical school in Maryland…graduated early with a 4.0 and is halfway to a bachelors degree with an associates degree in psychology because he says his backup plan is to be a psychiatrist (not a therapist he says he hates when people get the two confused so I make sure to correct myself)
- The day after we met me and my Bf went on a date and I shit you not this man took up 99% of the conversation and I have no problem with that because he’s nice to listen to…I like his voice but it’s very Hannibal
- we insulted each other the first time we met face to face I said something along the lines of “idk how this is gonna go you seem like a tightass” and he told me that my shirt was quote “horrendous” and “cheaply made” so I told him he looked like a moron in slacks and long sleeve dress shirt in 90 degree weather
- despite me basically insulting him the entire time he was basically in love with me from day one…he’s told me now that it was instant but it wasn’t so instant for me
- I tried to cut things off with him because I felt he was genuinely a douche but when I did he hung up on me and three hours later he was at my house…for context he’d never been to my house before and I’d NEVER given him my address so he found it on his own somehow
- a couple weeks after that incident he told me he loved me for the first time and then was eerily?? Eerily??? Idk how to spell!! He was oddly quiet…I said it back because I’d honestly been holding it in but didn’t want him feeling trapped just because I was in love with him…idk early on I felt he was really too good for me and he should leave me
- five or six months into the relationship I was over at his house at a dinner party with a few of his friends…he was cooking and early on I was very suspicious of him because he reminded me WAY too much of Hannibal so I went snooping in his room and found an engagement ring with our initials engraved into it…he caught me and was visibly upset…sent everyone home and “went for a walk” he came back about an hour later and I could tell he’d been crying so I tried to comfort him…but he looked at me kinda like Hannibal did when he thought Tobias had killed him and told me “I expected that to be the end of us” and was clingy for the rest of my visit because he really thought his impulsive ring buying was going to scare me away
- he moved to West Virginia right after that happened because he felt it brought us closer…it kinda did ngl and we had a conversation where we both said we would never get married…and always hated the idea of marriage but later on we could both see ourselves being married
- my Bf cooks most of our meals and makes everything from scratch basically…not all the time sometimes he doesn’t have the time since he’s very busy with college and all his fuckin hobbies
This ain’t the complete rundown of everything but it’s all the main events ya know…minus the spicy stuff because idk if it’s even important to the plot of my Hannibal AU but I will say the first time I was allowed to get HIM off was on New Years and it was after I said “if you wake me up before my alarm goes off I’ll kill you” and then he asked me “how exactly would you kill me” and I told him “with my bare fuckin hands” and then it was boner city for my refined, I’m too good for polyester, never a hair out of place, Hannibal Kinnie bf
But honestly look at our timeline and TELL ME I’m crazy for not thinking I’m in some elaborate Hannibal AU
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What a way to start a day!
Last night one the the wife's former BF's from 2 years ago sent me a text out of the blue. He told me to meet him at 05:30 this morning at a breakfast Cafe, and make sure I had panties and stockings on. I explained I wouldn't be able to get all "girly" because I would also be heading to work. He told me not to worry, just wear what he told me. (He caught me at home dressed like a slut and was able to get a couple pics before I knew he was there. He's held that over me since and used me before.)
This morning I got on my sexy red lace thong and a nice pair of stay up thigh hi's under my boy clothes. I met him and we had breakfast and talked about everything normal people would. My clitty had been leaking in anticipation since leaving the house, but we were just visiting like old friends.
We finished and walked out to leave. I was parked further away than he was and we stopped at his Suburban. He opened the back door and told me to strip to my panties and stockings. I started to climb in when he grabbed me and slapped my face. He said, "Did I tell you to get in?"
Puting my head down as my face stung I said, "No Sir." He told me again to strip. I pointed out we were in the parking lot and by a road. Slapping the other side of my face he growled, "Did I fucking ask your opinion? Now I am going to humiliate you. Take your fucking clothes off now you pathetic faggot!"
As I started removing my clothes he got in the back seat and held his hand out. Removing each piece I handed them to him until I stood there in only panties and stockings. Several cars passed by while I was stripping and even more now that I looked like a street whore.
I went to climb in and he stopped me. Taking his cock out he told me to stand right there and suck his cock. He is VERY well endowed with 7" and very thick. I can't get even half of his beautiful meat down my throat. Completely humiliated I leaned in and started sucking. Once he grabbed my head and began face fucking me I forgot all about being on display. I just wanted his cock.
After a few minutes of sucking hom to a slobbery mess he pulled me in the truck and closed the door. Laying me on my back he put my legs on his shoulders he moved my panties aside, leaving my clitty trapped, and guided his dick to my fuckhole. Feeling him pressed to me made my clitty throb like mad.
He leaned in and gave me a very passionate kiss as he pressed his cock inside me. INSTANT sissygasm! He continued to kiss me as he worked it in deeper with slow strokes. I couldn't stop cumming. I felt it flood my panties and leaking down over his cock making it more slick as he fucked my cummies into my pussy. He got balls deep and started pumping me. Fucking harder and harder as he kissed me harder and pulled my hair. Raising himself up he spit in my face as he began pounding my fuckohole. Calling me a worthless cock slut, fag, bitch, and more...
I felt him swelling up and begged him to cum in me. Almost crying out as my sissygasms kept rolling thru my clitty I kept begging for him to give me his baby.
He shoved his cock so hard and so deep in me it made me cry as I felt his balls pressed against me and he exploded!!! I could feel his dick throb and pump his load so deep inside me. He just kept pumping as his load spilled out and ran down my ass cheeks.
He pulled out and put my panties back in place just as his load started to flood out. Moving up to my face he stuffed his cum covered cock in my mouth and fed me his remaining spurts. When he was done he fixed his jeans and stepped out. He reached in and flipped me over rubbing my face in the pool of our mixed cum on his leather seats. Holding my hair he scrubbed the seat with my face then told me to lick it all up.
When I was done he made me get out. Standing by his truck I could feel his cum running down my legs. Reaching for my clothes he slapped me again as this time cum splattered from the slap. He told me to go to my car and he MIGHT bring me my clothes. Crying I said, "Sir my car is at least 10 spaces away and along the street."
He laughed and said, "You WILL sway like the bitch you are too. Convince me what a whore you are and you will get your clothes back."
Crying, humiliated, and yet SO turned on I started walking and swishing my hips for all I was worth. His cum now pouring down my legs! A couple of cars honked which only fueled my exhibitionist humiliation. When I got to my car I couldn't get in because my keys were in my pants. He slowly pulled up and parked beside me. Handing me the clothes and made me dress between the cars. While I was dressing he was stroking his cock. Once dressed I leaned in and began licking and sucking it again. Surprisingly in only a couple minutes he grabbed my head and shot another load down my throat. I desperately swallowed every drop as I moaned in pleasure.
He sent me on my way and left. About 30 minutes later he sent me a text saying I am to meet him for lunch but his cock and load will be my lunch while he eats... CAN'T WAIT!!!
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Hi. It's been quite a while. But now I'm back.
Now I'm pretty sure, I only write whenever I am sad or feeling down. Anyway, let me recap what happened in the last few months.
Dec 5, 2021 I received a random friend request, I checked the profile and saw the he looks pretty decent. I remember saying to myself, "Kung kani muchat, mu reply ko." He said Hi, I said Hello, and the story went on.
Dec 6, 2021 We decided to meet up and have dinner. He picked me up at the clinic, and we drove a few minutes to eat dinner and have coffee. Mind you, this was my first time meeting with a stranger outside a mall.
Dec 7, I went to Manila. I decided to fly back on Dec 9 via Davao to meet some friends. I told to come visit us to meet my friends. He drove 3 hrs in the middle of the night and drank til we passsed out.
Fast forward to May 28, 2022, him and I got official.
Now, just 2 months into our relationship I'm already doubting myself if I made the right choice. He's a nice person, yes, but I just realized that he lacks so many things that I search for a partner. 🥺 I think I might have been love bombed. 😅
I'm so sad right now. It's our 2nd monthsary but he did not even greet me. He didn't even made even just one special gesture to make this day special. Not even a tiny bit. Even just a simple message would suffice. But no, nothing. 😭
On our 1st month, it was me who greeted first. So this time, I want to know if he will remember or even just greet me. So what I did, I sent food to his office yesterday to feed them because they have overtime work. I even told him that it's an advance monthsary gift and said happy motmot. It was a heads up that our monthsary's fast approaching. Still, there was none.
Haaaaaaayyyy. For months, I've been very vocal that I crave physical intimacy, but he would always "reject" my advances. I even told him that I want to receive a love letter or any message. Still, there was none. Sometimes I can't feel like I have a boyfriend. It feels like he's just a friend, or a companion. Just someone who's willing to drive me around. Huhuhuhu
Idk, maybe I'm just mababaw. But I don't know what else he can offer in this relationship. 😭 After years of being single, I've become quite independent, so I thought a "companion bf" would suffice... But I just realized now that I need someone who I can a healthy competition in life, someone who pushes me to become better and at the same time tries soo hard to match the energy I'm giving towards my career. Someone who's smarter and better than me in many ways. Someone who can provide well for our future family. Someone who we can depend on. Someone who'll be the best and most romantic partic, and the best and most responsible father to our future kids.
I don't know if I made the right choice. And if I didn't, I hope I can realize it sooner and be able to correct and choose whatever is better for me and my future.
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Odds for Jinae?
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distract me pls
1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?
Nope. I do have a little crush on someone, though.
3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”
Kitty
5: Are you afraid of falling in love?
Yes.
7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
Yes, I have.
9: Name the last four beds you were sat on?
Mine, a friend's and that's it.
11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
I don't really plan things and just see how things go? Because I hate planning things and they don't go the way they should.
13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?
Neither? I'm not really a dog person.
15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?
Zoo!
17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?
My first phone contact is my brother, so very long.
19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?
I think I'd rather be set on fire.
21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?
I don't know. I don't really have too many good thoughts and memories about marriage.
23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?
Right now, none.
25: What’s on your mind?
I want to go swimming!
27: What is your favorite color?
Any pastel color.
29: Who are you texting?
Right now, no one.
31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?
Plenty of times.
33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I don't think so.
35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?
I'd feel a little hurt about it but I wouldn't mention it because I'm not dating that person so it doesn't matter.
37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
Yes, I am.
39: Has anyone upset you in the last week?
I don't think so.
41: Where’s your last bruise located?
On my knee.
43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?
I have those thoughts occasionally. Only because I'm used to moving around and never staying in a place for too long.
45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?
All of my shoes are favourites! I have a shoe obsession, honestly.
47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?
Oh gosh, that would be a funny look, don't you think?
49: Does your bedroom have a door?
Yes.
51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping?
A couple of my friends do, I don't know why. Shopping is fun!
53: Are goodbyes hard for you?
Not really. I'm used to people leaving, so I learned to live with it.
55: How is your hair?
In desperate need of a trim and maybe some deep conditioning
57: Do you think two people can last forever?
When I was younger I was convinced of that but as I got older, I started hoping for it more rather than believing it.
59: Green or purple grapes?
Both!
61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
I wish I was at a nice beach with a cocktail.
63: Where will you be 5 hours from now?
I have no idea.
65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes.. unfortunately
67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
No, I haven't.
69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
A lot of times, yes.
71: How many fingers do you have?
10
73: How old will you be in 5 months?
Still 26
75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?
They tried to kill me, so that was dealbreaker!
77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
A few.
79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?
No.
81: How many people have you liked in the past three months?
One.
83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
I don't know. Maybe
85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?
Yes, I would care. Because I can understand it.
87: Who was your last received call from?
A co-worker
89: What is something you wish you had more of?
Self respect.
91: Do you sleep with your window open?
Yes. It's nice.
93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
Maybe. I have lots of secrets, but I'm not sure if people need to know about any of it.
95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?
Nope, no problem at all.
97: Did you sleep alone this week?
I have.
99: Do you believe in love at first sight?
No, I don't.
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9.11.23 Monday
9:25 am
Still, have windblow trap... hmm... Uncle Jun it is somehow weird though we talked about the food on Ate Liza's CarinderiaZ....This week I already gave a 1k but I still have creditz on other people... Uncle Jun told me that our creditz on his name is 3k then when I went last Saturday, Ate Liza said it is 4k already...
Aside from 6k under the name of Uncle DD...
I still have creditz on other people and I need to buy my own lotions... The last time my facial wash was given by my friend Ely... I'm just new in Iqor but I'm doing my best... I need money for myself and I need to pay some creditz still... I'm a beggar of my friends these days,angels...
I also want to visit sand dunes hopefully at the latter part of the year... I need some collagen on my feet and hands and down there....I feel ugly, fat, and wrinkled...
I love to be in Iqor but in a lil while I wanna transfer in ilocos after 2 years...
I really do appreciate whatever trainings that I have and can get in Iqor... But it is part of my plan to transfer in ilocos, after 2 years or 3 years...
The Cavite people want some acknowledgement and I'm sensitive and I have etiquette... When it comes to etiquette my etiquette is so high,higher than the mount Everest, higher than Eiffel tower, higher than Mount Taal...
I voted here but my main party I wrote that I'm with ilocos...
A lot of people are so judgemental here in Cavite... They don't know the real story of everything... I have my own freewill... I have my own mind...
A lot of back side stories and a so many side weird stories... A lot of parinig or people who are giving hints... A lot of things to learn and understand... Knowing and learning the art of letting go but knowing genuine people it is enough for me...
I wanna grow old having my own place and going to starbucks everyday.... Fixing my beauty and be with the people that I want and my baby John. I wanna grow old that I can pay my bills such as my water, electric that I can have ac and washing machine, and I have my simple car and motor, I have my home internet. Getting the position of being the product manager in call center and owning my own Pet Store.
Now, I wanted that dread-lock guy coz I wanna get some x-factor...I know how to use in a good way... I have etiquette in life.
Rodel knew I have plans and I'm now thinking and how... He knew how pure I was...
I talked to Christian last night,he sounds very concern on me... ( I asked him a favor if he can connect me on thier wifi just for few minutes.) He said ate Pie you are getting older though I wanted him to call me Peachy but i just flowed on our conversation...
How old I'am now... I said will be 42 next month... Christian said if I wanted to settle up or to be with someone... If I wanted a baby.. I told him I don't know Christian, now I'm liking the dread-lock guy in Iqor but I don't know him that much... Getting married with someone now that I have maturity it is difficult unless I know the intestine of that person...
12:43 noon
Let's talk about tying a knot... First everything must start as bf and gf right? Then, before getting someone as to be his gf, I must also know if that guy will like me that I'm into dogs and I'm so fucking vain, even down there... I feel irritated now coz I can't fix myself... I'm so fucking irritated!
I just said I like the dread-lock guy, I find him interesting in Iqor I saw for a couple of times coz 7 year old girl that trying to be 18 will find him amusing coz of his artful hair dread-lock. I saw him in elevator, I saw him inside the Iqor... I saw him twice at around 11pm, walking towards us, one time I was with Bella when our schedule was 3pm up to 11pm... I saw him and Bella talking... Walking on the pathway of SM, the shed pathway... This dread-lock guy is something that can lift my dying x-factor but if he will like me? I'm into dogs and I'm super vain... Stuff like that... Bella said he gotta wife but we're not yet sure...
What if Bella is just jealous of me? Possibly though I considered Bella as my sisterhood. Possible that Bella has a secret thing for that dread-lock guy... Who knows? Until I figure out....
There are so many things or factors to be considered before marrying someone...
Sometimes, a bf and gf are just on that phase coz they can't agree on some other things... I like my dogs and I like more dogs and I want my vanity... I don't wanna gain that much... I love dogs but I want my vanity.
There are some men it is their rule that no way to a woman who love dogs... Some men wanted a model kind, totally a model kind. Some men will totally love a model kind and will never allow that model kind to cook. This is true ok some men will not allow their woman to cook, it is degrading for their image.
But some men want a queen that is mystery on everyone.... Some men want to be with women who love dogs and at the same time can keep their beauty... Partly,this is somehow a better life.
But this is as well a better life and money matters coz having dogs it is like having babies... I want more imported dogs... It is expensive... My collagen as well and my botox on my deep smile lines...
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I’m so tired of not being believed. People wanna say that I make up stories? Only tell people what I want them to know? All of these assumptions. When do I get to tell my side. About EVERYTHING. About my psycho ex co worker? Everything. I’m not sure exactly why I’ve been pegged as such a liar. I may lie accidentally about things that don’t hugely matter because I truly do have an awful memory about some things. The only huge and full lie I ever told was that I let someone believe that I faked a pregnancy when I was 19 in Idaho. It seems like the universe is throwing that back in my face so maybe it’s time I get it off my chest. When I was 17, I lost my virginity to a dude I met at church camp. He was hot as fuck and I loved hanging with him. After camp we went our separate ways and stayed in contact here and there. Before prom my senior year, he messaged me on MySpace and gave me his number and that he had something important to tell me. When I called he told me that he couldn’t stop thinking about me after all this time and that he realized he was in love with me. He asked me if I would ever consider moving to Idaho. And that if I did, there would be a ring waiting for me. We were long distance of even that for about 8 months before he told me he didn’t believe I was serious about the relationship or about moving up there and broke up with me. In April 2010, my mom and I went up to visit at another church camp his family was hosting and I told him I would be there. When he came to visit me. We talked and he asked me to move in with him. I obviously wasn’t comfortable with that since we barely knew each other and I told him no and that I would find my own way. He said he would come back to visit and left. He never did. During camp I became best friends with his younger sister. To this day I fucking love her and have some of the best memories with her. Despite Nate, I wanted out of Cali so bad I was ready to go wherever. Brittany proposed that her and I get an apartment together and say fuck her brother. So we did. I moved up there in August to find that he already had a new gf living with him. I was hurt but told him it was whatever. After a few times visiting and hanging together, he spent the night. We fucked. He cheated, and it was one of the most awful decisions I to this day have ever made. So when I say I don’t cheat. I don’t cheat. I have been the other woman to a boyfriend and girlfriend situation that I reaped my karma for like a thousand fold and I would never be so selfish or stupid again. But anyways. I started having pregnancy symptoms right away. Just like I did with Hazel. The first time though and not knowing what it was, I thought I was just going crazy. I took multiple pregnancy tests and they all came out negative so I was very confused because the symptoms persisted. But I knew my body and I just felt pregnant. I took more tests. Nothing. My roommates boyfriend who had began living with us had told me that the same thing had happened to his ex wife and that I needed to tell Nate so that he could be prepared just in case. I told him that I didn’t want to say anything until I was sure. I was also struggling with an eating disorder at the time that no one knew about and was very under pressure to lose weight and control my body that seemed to be hungry and gaining weight no matter what I did. Phil told me not long after that if I didn’t tell Nate, that he was going to. So I did. I told him that I wasn’t trying to trap him and that I just felt alone and afraid and was completely confused about it all. He told me that if I was he wanted a paternity test and I agreed. He told me that I should come visit soon but it would be awhile before my schedule was going to let me. In early December, I was starting to struggle with my bulimia a lot. A fucking lot. And it was winning. Especially because I still had no actual answer that I was for sure pregnant. One night my roommate and her bf decided to take my car up to Bonner’s Ferry to visit his kids. I was finally home by myself for the night and my eating…
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i-cant-sing · 3 years
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I know requests are closed so this isn’t a request I just had an idea based off an ask you got about hawks and the Todoroki clan. What if the reader escaped from yandere Todoroki clan (Dabi scared the reader/took it too far with the threats, or because endeavor and the brothers had a fight and the reader got scared)and they ran into hawks, crying and panicked thinking that he would help. But hawks recognizes them from the pictures in endeavors desk and offers them a lift to somewhere safe. Only for hawks to fly the reader back to the Todoroki estate where the whole family is waiting for them.
The reader feels hurt and betrayed and everyone is angry, but hawks being hawks tries to diffuse the situation by saying,”stop scaring the poor kid. They came to me scared out of their mind, but being the outstanding godfather that I am, I made sure to bring them back safely.” (Or something like that)
And endeavor just accepts that hawks claimed himself as the readers godfather, and tells the reader to get inside and to clean up.
So now hawks takes it upon himself to hang around the estate more to fulfill his “godfather” duties, spoiling the reader as much as he can.
Yandere Godfather Hawks x Todoroki clan reader
I was going to write boyfriend Hawks, instead of Godfather Hawks but this was just too good. I kinda thought that the age gap between Hawks and reader would be too much so maybe Godfather would be a better role for him, but the chaos that would follow if they find him dating reader would be just *chef's kiss*. I think I just might write bf Hawks too. Let me know what you guys think.
Anyways, enjoy!
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Yandere Hawks:
You didn't know how long you had been running for. You didn't know how far you had gotten away from their house. You didn't even know where you were going, to be honest. But you did know that you had to get away from there as far as you could.
Sure, you only had a few hours headstart. But for them, the most powerful family in Japan, this wasn’t enough time for you. 
You had planned your escape with their schedule in mind.
Enji would come home from his office at 9pm; he used to return at 11, but ever since you were kidnapped adopted by them, he tries to come home early.
Natsuo had already visited you during the day. He habitually comes after his shift at the hospital. Once he would check you over for any injuries and be satisfied with your overall health, he would join you, Rei and Fuyumi for a quick lunch before leaving.
Usually, you would spend the day with Rei, Fuyumi and Shotou, then Enji would come by the time dinner was served. And once everyone went to sleep, Dabi would come to visit you around 2 am. He would tap on your window and disturb you from your sleep, but its not like you have any engagements in the morning anyways. Once you would let him in, he would talk to you and maybe watch a movie too. If he's pissed, he might "accidentally" leave a burn mark on your arm (and you've tried asking your family for help, but they wouldn't do anything. Natsuo would just bandage you up, while Shotou would comfort you. Besides, you've learned not to snitch on Dabi because he would even get angrier than before.)
That was your routine ever since they had took you, almost 7 months ago. Well, they had actually adopted you an year ago, and everything was going well. But then you started noticing their odd behaviour. You thought they were just being protective of you at first, but as time went on, their obsessive tendencies and no regard for your personal boundaries started weirding you out.
Then one day, they just stopped letting you out of the house. No matter how much you cried, begged or fought, they just wouldn't let you go outside, telling that you its for your own good.
At first, they would use cuffs to keep you bound since you fought so much. But then you started behaving, and they slowly started trusting you more and stopped putting on the restraints.
What they didn't know was that you were just biding your time, waiting for the perfect opportunity to escape. Like today.
Shotou had to go to his friend's house to work on a school project, so he wasn't able to join you at lunch today and would be coming home late.
After lunch, once Natsuo had left, you asked Fuyumi if she could go to the mall and buy you some books. You had been complaining to her about your boredom for quite sometime now, so she agreed and left to go shop for you.
So that only left you with Rei in the house. And while she had a weaker quirk than the rest of the family, your quirkless self was no match for her either.
But she was easier to fool. You told Rei that you were going to take a nap in your room and to call you when dinner was ready. Rei nodded before going to the kitchen to start preparing for dinner.
You went to your room and opened the window to get out. It used to be bolted shut but after months of working on it slowly but stealthily, you had managed to pop it open. It was 6, and you were sure Fuyumi and Shotou would be coming home by 7, so without having anytime to pack, you ran.
It was stupid. You should've at least gotten your coat and shoes on, but there was no guarantee a chance like this would appear again, so you left without them.
You kind of regret it now, as you winced in pain at all the rocks and twigs pressing into your bare feet. You shivered in the cold, which didn't bother you at first because of the adrenaline pumping through your veins, but now as you slid against a dumpster in an alley to give a break to your legs, you wished Rei could've given you some proper clothes, instead of the light, pastel pink dress. In her defence, the house was centrally heated during winters so you didn't really need warm clothes inside the house. But now, looking at the dark clouds forming in the sky, you wished she could've at least given you a sweater.
It had soon started raining, and the wind had picked up as well. Shivering, you decided to stay put by the dumpster and wait until it stopped. It would be easier for them to find you if you ran now because the streets will be empty because of the rain. And its not like you could go to a police station either. How will you explain to them that the no.1 hero had kidnapped you?
Sighing, you closed your eyes. You just have to vanish from their eyes until they give up on you, or at least find someone else to replace you.
Hawks was flying home when it had begun raining. Tutting, he flew back to the ground to walk his way home. It was dangerous to fly during the rain; his feathers would get heavy and weigh him down.
As he was walking, whistling to himself, he heard someone whimper in the alley to his left. He walked in the dark alley, bracing himself for any sudden movements. The little whimpers came from near the dumpster. The alley had no light, so he couldn't see much. He walked closer to the source of whimpers and he could make out a silhouette of a shivering girl, who was completely drenched. Her eyes were closed so she hadn't noticed Hawks yet.
He took a step closer. "Hey. You okay?" As soon Hawks voice reached her ears, she snapped her eyes open and backed away from him. Hawks backed up a bit, raising his hands in surrender. "Its okay. I'm a hero." He said, calmly.
Once she seemed recognise him, or at least realise he wasn't dangerous, she relaxed a bit. "What are you doing in the rain?"he asked. She paused for a bit, before replying in a tiny voice,"none of your business." Hawks smiled. "It kinda is. Now you can either tell me, or I can take you to the cops and you can tell them. What's it gonna be?"
Your breath hitched at his question. If he takes you to the cops, Enji will surely find you, and the punishment that will be waiting for you...you didn't even want to think about it. "I'm just...running." you mumbled, hoping he would leave you alone. "From who?" When you didn't reply, he sighed. "Okay. Can you tell me why you're running?"
You thought for a bit. Would he believe if you told him the truth? You knew he was close friends with Enji and you heard from Enji that he was very loyal to him, so you doubted that he would believe you if you told him the no. 1 hero had been holding you hostage for 7 months. But maybe he could help you. If you just tell him that someone's after you, then maybe he could drop you off somewhere safe?
Gulping, you answered. "I- I was kidnapped. And they've probably noticed that I'm missing now and- and I need to hide before they can find me. I can't, I can't go back there-" your voice broke down as you slowly started crying.
Hawks's eyes widened as he heard you confess. He hugged you, rubbing your back soothingly. "Shh, its okay. I'm here now. Tell me who it is." You shook your head no. "Don’t be afraid. I'll keep you safe. Just tell me who-" "No!"you cut him off, realising that you would be putting his life in danger if you told him the truth. The Todorokis have done it before, with your old family and friends; you have no doubt that they will do it again.
Hawks was taken aback by your outburst. Who were you so afraid of? Was it a crazy ex? Or a family member? Maybe you had gotten in trouble with the wrong crowd? Whoever it was, fear was evident in your voice. He had to help you.
"Okay. I'm sorry. How about we get out of the rain? Maybe to a cafe, where we can get a coffee to warm ourselves up?" He asked you again, trying to look at your face in the dark. You shook your head again, before speaking. "Could you- could you just get me out of this city? Or at least as far away from here as possible?"
Who were you so scared of that you wanted to leave the city? He could investigate that later, but first he needed to get you out of the rain. 
He nodded. "Alright. It should stop raining anytime now, so I can't fly you out right now. How about we walk to my apartment and warm ourselves and then, I could take you anywhere you want?"
This was the best you were going to get. You know you need to leave the city right now, but he was your only chance of leaving. So you agreed. Hawks smiled at that. "Can you walk?"he asked you. You nodded, but as soon as you took a step, you yelped in pain, almost falling down. Thankfully, Hakws was near to catch you. He laughed. Noticing your chattering teeth, he gave you his jacket. "You're going to catch a cold." Once you had worn his big, warm jacket, he lifted you up into his arms and started walking out of the alley and towards his home.
As he got out of the alley, the street lights finally illuminated your face.
You looked familiar, like he'd seen you before, but he can't seem to remember where he saw you. His eyes scanned your face. Your brows were furrowed in worry, and you kept looking over his shoulder. You looked scared, almost like a child. Looking down, he noticed your pink dress was completely ruined. He moved his gaze to your feet. They were bleeding, due to the stones, twigs and broken glass that had pierced them. Your legs had tiny burns, some had faded, others looked still fresh.
Were you being abused? Is that why you're running? He wanted to ask you these questions but he knew he had to wait for you to open up.
"Thank you."your tiny voice brought him back to reality. Hawks gave his famous heroic smile. "No problem." You gave a tiny smile of your own. It was kind. "Why do you keep looking back?"he asked you. Your eyes widened slightly, looking like a kid who got caught stealing cookies. "Are you worried about them taking you away again?"he asked, not really sure who he was referring to. You started tearing up again. Your lips wobbled as you slowly nodded your head. He stopped walking, causing you to look up to him. "Its okay. I promise I'll never let anyone hurt you again. I promise." His voice held such sincerity, you started crying into his chest as you kept on thanking him.
Hawks meant every word. He's going to make sure nobody ever lays a finger on you. How could anyone harm such a sweet thing like you?
He rubbed your shoulder with one hand to calm you down. Once you had stopped crying, he spoke again. "Hey, look. It stopped raining." You looked up and he was right; the sky had cleared up. "Well, are you ready to fly?" You smiled slightly before nodding. He told you to hold on to him tightly, and you buried your face into his chest before he took off.
Once you guys were in the air, Hawks told you to open your eyes. You did and the view was breathtaking. Tall buildings and sky scrapers were all over the city, and tiny lights from cars and street lamps looked like stars. It looked like a scene from an anime. Really pretty.
"Wow."you finally said. Hawks chuckled at that. Your looked like you just saw Santa. So adorable.
"I'm glad you like it."he said, as he started flying towards his home. You smiled. "Hey! You never told me your name."he said, mocking fake surprise.
You giggled at that. "I'm Y/n."
And just like that, Hawks finally remembered where he had seen you.
A year ago Endeavour had asked him to find everything he can on this one particular girl. Hawks thought that maybe you were linked to some case, but your records were clean, so he thought that maybe Enji was just looking for someone for Shotou. Hawks thought it was weird when you suddenly disappeared from the public eye a month later. He tried to ask Enji about you but he would just brush him off, telling him he had mistook you for someone else. It was odd, but Hawks eventually let go of it.
Wait. Does that mean Enji had been hurting you? No, that can't be it. Enji had been working with him on a lot of missions abroad, and the burn marks on your legs were rather fresh. 
"Whats wrong?"your soft voice brought him out of his thoughts. "Hmm? Oh nothing. Why do you ask?"Hawks faked a smile. You stared at him. Something was off. "Nothing. Its just you were lost in your thoughts, I guess."
Hawks laughed at that. "You’re really observant, aren't you?" Deciding to test out his theory, he continued. "Well, you're right. I was thinking about a work colleague. You might've heard of him. Endeavour, hm?"
At the sound of his name, you stiffened, confirming his suspicion. You were connected to him somehow. Hawks didn't know how, but he was going to figure it out. "Um, y-yeah. He's the no.1 h- hero, right?"the fear in your voice had returned, although you were trying hard to hide it.
Hawks nodded. "Yeah!" He had to find out how you were linked to Enji. Suddenly, he turned around and started flying back where you guys had started.
"W-what are you doing? Why are we going back?"you asked him. He looked down at you and replied, "we need to get bandages for your wounds. Otherwise your feet will get infected." You nodded. "Oh. Okay." With that you closed your eyes to prevent them from drying against the wind.
After maybe half an hour or so, you opened your eyes to look where you guys were flying to. You looked down and to your horror, saw a familiar house coming up. You looked at Hawks and he seemed to know what you were thinking. "We're going down there."he nodded his head towards the Todoroki estate. Your eyes grew wide, and your body started trembling. "No! No! We- we can't! We can't go there!" You started shaking your head. "And why not?"Hawks stopped flying towards the estate, simply flapping his wings to remain in the air. You just shook your head. "We can't. I can't. Just drop me off somewhere else. I'll be fine on my own." Hawks wanted to know the real reason. He frowned. "Tell me the truth right now or I'll take you down there this instant."
You gulped, his eyes were showing that he wasn't bluffing. Your eyes started to glisten with unshed tears as you finally told him the truth. You told him everything; about how Enji had kidnapped you, how he got rid of your real family, how he and Rei had tried to keep you a secret from everyone, how their kids found out about you but instead of helping you out, became attached to you just like their parents, about how the famous villian Dabi was Enji's son and how he would sometimes burn you. By the time you were done, tears were flowing down your cheeks as Hawks tried to process what you had just confessed to him.
"Do you trust me?"he suddenly asked you. You looked at him confused. "What?" He repeated again. "Do you trust me?" Did you? Honestly, not that much, but he was the only one who was going to help you so you slowly nodded. "Yes?" Not really sure of it yourself but Hawks accepted the answer anyways. "Good." As soon as he said that, he started flying again, towards the house. You started thrashing in his arms again. "No! You said you wouldn't take me back here! You said you wouldn't!"you were full on sobbing against him, trying to wring yourself free from his vice grip, but Hawks was neither listening nor relenting his tight hold on you.
You looked down and that's when you saw them. Enji, Rei, all of them, were standing in the garden looking at you and Hawks. Even Dabi was there. Rei must've panicked and called everyone. And from the look on his- everyone's face, you could tell you were in deep trouble.
You thrashed in Hawks arms, begging him to fly away, but he didn't listen to you at all.
Once you reached the ground, you didn't pull your head out of Hawk's chest. You don't want to see their rage or the punishments they have planned for you.
"Hey, Endeavour!" Hawks broke the silence first. "Mrs Todoroki. Kids." He nodded towards them. "Hawks. Who do you have there?"Enji asked, pretending as if he doesn't know you. Hawks laughed. "You don't have to pretend! I know everything." At this, Dabi activated his quirk, ready to cremate him but was stopped by Shotou.
Thinking that this was some sort of blackmail, Enji asked, "What do you want? Money?"
Hawks smirked. "Nope! Look, I know you kidnapped her and all but you are providing her a good life, right?" He paused to look at them. Everyone nodded. He continued. "And you're just keeping her home to protect her from harm?" Again, everyone nodded. "But she still managed to escape you all even though she's quirkless and you all are not."
"Get to the fucking point."Dabi said impatiently.
Hawks sighed. "Clearly, you need all the help you can get. You need me. I can help you help her keep safe and healthy!" He paused, before his eyes lit up. "I can't have my goddaughter getting hurt again." Everyone looked at him weirdly. Goddaughter?
"How about you hand her over and you'll still be able to fly." Dabi threatened, blue flames engulfing his hands. Hawks laughed again. He was right. It wasn't Enji who giving you those nasty burns, it was Dabi. "If something happens to me, I have enough evidence gathered against you" he pointed to Dabi, "and then cops will get involved and maybe take away Y/n away."
The threat of someone taking you away from them, made their heart drop. Rei, who had been previously sobbing, put a hand on Dabi's shoulder, telling him to calm down.
Hawks grinned at Enji, raising his eyebrows. "So what will it be, Endeavour?"
Enji understood the ultimatum Hawks was giving him. Either let him in the family or risk losing you to the authorities. And he knew Hawks wasn't one to make empty threats.
Enji's eyes snapped to you. You were trying to bury yourself into Hawks chest, trying to hide from them. He wasn't that mad at you for running, more worried if anything. Had his family really spooked you that much? He'll have to worry about that later. First he needs to get you back into his and Rei's arms.
Enji sighed, before nodding. "Fine. We'll do it your way."
Hawks beamed at that. "Great!" He was glad that Enji had accepted. "Now, you need to take Y/n in before she catches a cold; although I'm certain she already has. Oh and tend to her bloody feet too! Poor thing was just running around barefoot." He chuckled. Shotou moved forward to take you from Hawks but you clung tightly to Hawks shoulders.
"Please. Please. Just take me out of here. Please." You whispered to him, fresh tears pricking your eyes now.
You looked so scared. Your eyes were saucer wide, nose red from cold and cheeks flush. Fear. That was were you emitting. But the longer he looked at your face, he found something else too. Hope. Innocence. Naivety. And while fear was the predominant emotion, the latter were the ones that he wanted to protect. "Hawks." Enji's voice broke him out from his trance. Hawks smiled. Addressing you, he started rubbing soothing circles to your back. "Hey. Hey. Its okay, princess." You kept on crying, your eyes begging him to whisk you away anywhere but here. You looked so much like him when he was little. So afraid. "Listen, do you remember what I promised you?" You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion. You're so endearing. "I promised you that I'll never let anyone hurt you again, didn't I?" You nodded slowly. "I intent on keep that promise, dove. Infact I'll talk to your dad tonight! But you need to go in and take warm bath. I don't want you getting sick, okay?"
You had seemed to calm down as you slowly nodded and let him hand you over to Shotou, who quickly ushered you in, with Natsuo, Rei and Fuyumi quickly following behind, leaving Hawks with Dabi and Enji.
"Lets go to your office, Endeavour! I have to go over some details as Y/n's new godfather." Enji nodded and went inside to go to his home office. Hawks was about to follow but was stopped by Dabi. "What game are you playing, you freak?" 
Hawks chuckled, before swiftly pulling out a very sharp feather and pressing it against Dabi's jugular. "I'm just here to make sure that no one hurts Y/n again. And if I see another scorch mark on her, I'll find you and carve your skin into ribbons."
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I will be accepting requests and asks for godfather hawks and Todoroki clan!
Oh and don't worry, I'm working on part 2 of rei hurting the reader. It'll be done soon! :)
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Dating Light Yagami Would Include :
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— assuming you begin dating in high school
— one time he casually asks if you want to go on a date with him. with him being collected as usual he looks as if your answer won't even matter. but honestly he's lowkey panicking on the inside. i mean he really likes you, for years even, so if you were to reject him it would leave him crestfallen
— what does she not like about me i'm everything you wish to have for a boyfriend
— how he asks you to be his girlfriend?
— " [y/n], would you mind? "
— " mind what? "
— " being my girlfriend? "
— can't look at you in the eye. i mean, sure, but for like 2 seconds before he finds the walls suddenly interesting
— wait is that light yagami really sweating?
— boy basically almost stutters you find it amusing and almost chortle
— i mean this boy right here have always been collected so to see him lose a wee bit of his composure is straight-up entertainment
— LIGHT INVENTING THAT “BOYFRIEND VIBES” LOOK
— I MEAN HAVE YOU SEEN HIS WARDROBE
— he's not exactly the biggest fan of PDA especially when you're at school
— school is a place to study not to flirt
— though sometimes he will in the most SUBTLE ways that you don't even realize it
— protective boyfriend check ✔️
— someone catcalling you? he'll look at them in the eye and they'd be dead right on the spot
— you don't want to mess with yagami
— when you two walk together you walk side by side. occasionally holding hands but if not then at a really close proximity
— though he likes it too if he were to walk behind you real close just so he can watch over you from the back
— feeling down?
— " it's okay to let it out [y/n]. i'm here to listen, okay? "
— forehead kisses 🥺
— gives the BEST advices like oh gosh where does he get all that stuff from and how much has he actually experienced in life???
— and he's sort of like a mom friend actually
— not the biggest fan of small talks. well, sure, sometimes it helps him. but often it wears him out and he doesn't really get the point of why he and the other party should be talking about something that isn't conducive in any way
— being good at socializing doesn't mean he always enjoys it
— some peeps honestly wear him out tsk
— he's the type of person who looks deeply into stuff that has your brain turning its wheels at 3a.m. so if you're that type of person too then he'd be more than happy to discuss it with you and he'd be so in love ugh
— i mean he doesn't sleep at 3a.m. because that definitely is very much unhealthy but you get the picture
— though sometimes he has trouble sleeping because of overthinking
— he won't admit but it really helps if he can talk about it with you before the day ends
— you two often debate lightly but at some point it gets a wee bit serious
— but no one gets mad ofc it actually clears both your minds and gives you new perspectives
— if you're that person who asks someone else for homework answers then i'm sorry but light says N O
— he loves you, really
— but please learn to do it yourself
— he will help you understand the lesson if you had trouble doing so but it only goes that far
— oh AND I CAN TOTALLY SEE HIM HAVING A STUDY SESSION WITH HIS S/O <3333
— IT HAPPENS OFTEN
— AND IT'S ACTUALLY VERY RELAXING
— just there in the silence enjoying each other's company while reading
— either in his room, yours, or in a small coffee shop that's barely visited by anyone
— classrooms can work too only if the other students had already left
— also when he's really really bored he picks up the most random things he can see
— coughs the notebook coughs
— then proceeds to stare at them for like five minutes straight
— " why is he staring at a pencil like that— "
— " i think he's about to make-out with it "
— don't disturb him he's somehow managed to get lost deep in thought and if you dare interrupt it's adios for you
— when he stumbles upon the death note, he contemplates about telling you about it but thinks better and decides to keep silent at first
— but once he's sure that the notebook isn't just some kind of prank he gravely swears to himself that he'll never tell you about it
— he's not himself for the next few days because he. just. killed. a. bloody. person. and has a shinigami wandering by his side how. messed. up. is. that.
— and when you ask him what's the matter, he'll just look at you—look away—then shake his head
— because of his pride shyness he will not ask you to comfort him
— but when you do he'll just close his eyes, sigh, and indulge himself in that very moment
— then he'll whisper a barely audible " i love you "
— and he MEANS it
— once he recovers from the shock and knows just what to do with that bloody notebook a point where he has to break up with you will come
— the thought will pain him at first, but he's got to
— which is probably for the best because if you were to stick with him any longer he'd eventually kill you since he says you're not a very useful piece on his chessboard
— but that happens only if he survives
— in which case he doesn't
— well. . . moving on
— in conclusion, he's that type of bf who shows his love for you subtly. he respects your personal space because he has his own too. and he knows that although you two are in a relationship there are other things that require your attention more. being in a relationship does not mean smooching nearly every second of the day. love can come in many forms.
— please distract him so he doesn't find the notebook i just want my cinnamon roll back
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