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cooking is definitely one of my love languages like let me nourish you let me create something beautiful and delicious for you let me fulfill and satisfy you
#i take a lot of pride in my cooking and i also always have music playing#it's one of the few things that has always relaxed me bc i never feel guilty for cooking#like it's not a waste of time bc i mean i have to eat#so i don't feel bad if i have other more pressing things that need to be done and i spend time cooking instead#does that make sense?#anyways feeding people putting my time and my effort and sometimes my blood sweat and tears into making a dish is one of my love languages#posts
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Thought I’d get out for the night, so I’ve been sitting in this gaming lounge for the last hour and it’s… meh. Ordered an overpriced milkshake, just kind of hanging out. Honestly, I’d rather play games by myself at home than deal with whatever’s going on here. Well… it was worth a shot 😒
#haha this sucks#it’s hot and boring and I’m annoyed#only came bc my therapist has been bugging me to get out and try to be social#but… like… I’m a hater. I’m about to hate on some people… even if I wanted to be social there’s no one here I would ever talk to#the dudes that hang out at places like this are not the kind of people I make small talk with#tbf talking to dudes irl is majorly unappealing to me#what do we talk about? their favorite marvel character? guns? vin diesel? I dunno. I’m lost.#also ordered a milkshake that took them 30 minutes to make which I mean I’m amenable I’m cool and relaxed#but it’s literally just me getting anything to eat or drink back here the whole time so I dunno 🤷🏻♂️#dropped my brother off here so he could play in a Smash Bros tournament so it’s not a total waste#god I’m whiny#I need to just leave#I’m sure I could have had a better time but tbh I’m tired and already had a negative outlook on this before even showing up#video game lounge sounds cool but it’s like $10 an hour#and I dunno I have no desire to spend cash to play some new game I’m unfamiliar with in public or whatever#now if it was an arcade I would be so psyched. but no it’s like rent an Xbox for an hour kind of deal#just gonna go home get fucked up and play fallout and I’ll be so fucking content l#writing all this down so I can remember what to whine about in therapy next week#ok yeah this was doomed to not be my style. that’s fair. maybe look for a D&D group in the area or something instead#okay lemme stop complaining and just leave#I love you. I’m bored. and I’m dying. and I’m bored.#goodbye forever#text
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bleh i wish hearing was something u could turn off 100% at will (´-﹏-`；) how am i overstimulated at 12:15am
#i mean#i know why lol last night and today gave been HELL and it's hot and i didn't eat enough and have been suuuuper busy n things r taking#SO MUCH LONGER THAN THEY SHOULD'VE!! SIMPLE STUPID THINGS!! I HAD TO GO TO 8 DIFFERENT STORES FOR#A FUCKING APRON!! at first only 2 had a single kind of apron for $15 before fucking Daiso saved the day finally#and then i was busy until like 11:30 making an ad-hoc mount for my switch's dock so i can play it on the projector#and I'm glad that's there now. but (´-﹏-`；) i still also have to bake and shower n make frosting and then frost the cupcakes#and it won't rly b until that's done that I can truly relax but rn “everyone and everything shut the fuck UP!!!!!!” is such a BIG mood#i need 30m-1hr of absolute silence with nothing bothering me at all. we'll see if Bandit will cooperate e.e she has def not been helping#aaaaaaaaaa#I'll feel better after sleeping but I'm also NOT sleeping out of spite bc I've been so busy n had so much time wasted like nah#i gotta enjoy at least A Bit of my night. Sunday can't be my only good day this weekend before i gotta work for a whole week again.#technically by now Sunday will be the only good day (｡ﾉω＼｡)#my only silver linings r the ppl who were nicey 2 me yesterday ‚ the cutie at the body jewelry shop today n the con tomorrow#(´-﹏-`；) kinda want to schedule at least one day off this week actually... like nah...
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#once again begging myself to quit this FUCKING job#i swear i can feel myself becoming a worse person with every passing day#bc i hate it here & everyone else is ALSO jaded and annoying here and i can hear myself mirroring that & just letting my annoyance show mor#and the newest victim i mean employee i'm (badly) training doesn't deserve that and it makes me have honest self-loathing#when i hear myself#i just. SCREAM. CAN THINGS JUST WORK CAN I JUST DO WHAT I HAVE DO WE HAVE TO ADD MORE AND HAVE ISSUES#WHY IS THIS EMAILS JOB CAUSING ME MORE DISTRESS THAN RETAIL EVER DID#there are other annoyances bc everything just loves to pile up at once but UGH#would love to have energy to actually APPLY for other jobs once i finish wasting my allotted Anxiety Hours at this one#not that those fuckers reply either but at least i'd feel like i did something#but also sure would be nice if literally anyone ever replied or said yes!!!!#i have a college degree™ and for WHAT#sure it allegedly allows me to apply more places but they sure as fuck don't respond#hate and misery on planet earth#personal#negativity#edit: and now the fast food place i was already mad about having to eat at due to time constraints gave me the wrong sandwich. Of Course.
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i wish i'd reblogged that one video i saw talking about The Tray (tray of food in fridge that you can just snack on like an Executive Dysfunction Charcuterie) bc i actually tried it and like. i am Eating More? i think?? The Tray is much more powerful than i expected
#and it also makes it easier for me to eat food in time without it going bad??#like- most of the time i don't eat certain foods bc brain labels it as 'snack' so that means i am Not Allowed to eat it for meals#because brain is weird like that#and then other times i forget it's there bc i don't look at where it's stored#but the box is like a Zero Effort Meal Box so brain is able to label the box as a Meal instead#because. brain is really damn weird#and since it's all in The Box i can see it there easily and don't forget about it#so i'm eating produce and shit without it going bad immediately and like. actually eating the whole container of things#instead of everything just spoiling and being wasted#anyway i had a Meal today of little bits from the box and it Worked Well and i am happy about that#i had some bits of cheese and summer sausage and carrot matchsticks and peanuts and pretzels and sauerkraut :3#i'm learning how to store food in ways that makes it easier for me to eat too#like the summer sausage- if i just cut the whole thing into little bite-size pieces and put it in a tupperware it's easier for me#and carrots- i like them but they're too hard to bite through so i got those matchstick-sliced kind and those are way better#so i'm actually going to get some real vegetables in my diet for once thank fuck#it's very satisfying and nice to find Ways Around things i struggle with#it's nice that i might not have so much trouble#like it's obviously not going to solve it and i'm still gonna struggle some but it's something that'll help at least
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im gonna make a big coffee when i get back to raleigh tmrw
#I love my coffee sm and my espresso machjne lol#I brought my creamer and almond mjlk and dairy products like cheese and my yogurt in a cooller over break bc i was gonna be gone for 5-6 da#days nd was scared itd go bad nd go to waste but i didnt like eat all of tehse things or go thru the entire products#But i did a little yk but not like everything has been eaten bc thats a lot and ive been eating other food yk but i still#used some of the food i broughtl ol#maybe im neurotic nd didnt need to do that#but like now i had used some of those foods up nd have less left if thatmakes sense vs 5 days passing and eating none of it#and itll go bad sooner in my fridge w out having eatej any of it or used any of my milk etc etc#IDK#i just dont wanna waste foodd <3 but maybe it wldnt have gone bad in a week i mean it didnt but#then id have way more left to have to get thru before it actually gos bad. U know#but anyway im prob gna pht all my food back in a cooler and take it back cuz i have a little bit of almond milk left some cheese left yogur#yogurt too cuz i ate some while at my parents but still have some left idk if itll go badnsoon im scared it will#Last time i got yogurt i forgot i had it for a week and it molded lol bjt so far tbis one is good so Idek magbe food lion brand just sucks
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i'm hangry and tired this is not a good combo
#ordering pizza so that'll be solved but like#my biggest pet peeve is when i'm trying to decide what to order and my brother doesn't respond#cuz his stomach has been quirky the past few days so i wanted to take that into consideration#just for me to have to go knock at his door and ask what he wants bc he can't fuckin answer discord messages ig#and then for him to say order whatever#like why didn't you say that a fucking hour ago when i asked dipshit#if i eat another microwave veggie meal i'm gonna kms so no not eating that#why do humans need to eat to survive ugh#which means if i was tired enough to nap i can't because i have to be up to get the pizza#and then up to eat it. and then i can't lay down for like 20 minutes after eating#i'm just very >:((((( i hate it when people waste my time n he does this so often on the days when my hunger signals actually function#vent
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#delete later#tw eating issues#tw eating#im having real fuckin difficulties with food atm#like its been happening for a bit but i can't dtop thinking about it rn. like every possible food feels just ew at the moment aside from#very specific things that often are outside of what i have or outside of my energy level or capability#like i cant eat bread atm bc every time i think about it i can taste mould#i can't eat chicken dippers or nuggets or fingers etc bc the chicken texture feels like sandy mush to me rn#im forcing myself to eat the foods my brain currently feels are safe but it really is like that could all change#at any moment#it means i can't get like large amounts of food in bc theres no stability to what i can and cant eat. which means im having to like stock#up more often which makes me anxious bc it feels lke im wasting money#i know it isnt a waste bc eating is essential and anything that gets me to eat is a win but fuck man#i need to buy a fucking frying pan so i can at least try frying again bc im running out of fucking meals to make#only a matter of time before this shit gets unpalatable!#fucking brain#i also did a bad thing and checked my BMI which i shouldnt have done and thats defo making it worse even though i know bmi#is a scam and there is no longer a reason why i feel i need to stay small and unnoticeable#so now i feel too tall and too lanky and too much and that i should be small enough to hide. and my brain tries to tell me#all food is rotten. im having A Time
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why is it i go through the trouble and effort of cooking and baking myself food and then when it's done and i'm hungry i don't want to eat it
#frustrating myself by trying to do nice things for me and making food and then like. i don't wanna eat it#am i just depressed or what like#it's not even that i won't eat or i don't try and eat it#i do try and i'm not interested. i went through all that to not want the results. is it because it's not good? not really#i mean it's not superb and i could have done better but it is edible and in fact it's tasty#but i just. don't want to eat it#i do not understand and it makes me Mad bc i'm wasting time and effort and food by doing that#meh#the analogy of being an adult is the same as being a toddler but you are your own parent feels apt here somewhat
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first meal of the day at a humble 10pm. #adulting
#not my silly ass w the. concerning tendencies!#nah its actually because like. we dont have a lot of groceries rn to make stuff w or to snack on#so i have frozen pizzas. but the last two times ive made one its gone to waste (which i hate)#and then we have. pasta... which im just not in the mood for#i dont want to use up more hamburger. i havent attempted making pork chops on my own#i cant sustain myself on cookies. i cant sustain myself on a can of green beans#do you see my issues?#like we HAVE FOOD. thats so true. but unless im Hungry and not just hungry. i usually snack on things like cheez its or smth small#throughout the day. because i mean. growing up we werent really a family that cooked. so i dont know recipes. and i dont know single person#recipes. bc every recipe i look up will be WAY too big for me. and i dont want to just cook for myself if i dont have to#because i like making sure everyone like. has the chance to eat when i do! thats fairness. it bothers me when im the only one eating#something that i made. but not in the 'they think i suck at cooking' way. in the 'they arent eating :(' way#and then on top of ALLLLLLL OF THIS. im a picky eater. so even recommended recipes may not land w me#the journey to get this pizza (see: i will eat the leftovers of this one. i will not do that w the frozen ones) was fucking horrendous but#i have it now. and i am no longer hungery :)
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#dude it's so........... im trying to read these sources for my thesis and i'll read a paragraph and be like ohh this is so interesting!#and then i will check whatsapp youtube tumblr. go back to the source. read a page. think oh this is so interesting i can keep going like th#this. but then i see ive only done two pages and it's overwhelming and i switch tabs again. take some notes. youtube. back to the source#(article i mean not source djfhjdfh my english is so shit these days rip and so is my dutch sigh)#and then inbetween im fidgeting with my earphones#and my nails and then my hands feel dry and it irks me and then im Too Bored so i need to eat smth but i don't want to eat the stuff i have#so i wait until i can make lunch. have lunch. watch video. stare at source. stare at the time ive wasted and how can i#possibly get back on track. WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE PULLING TEETH WHEN IM ENJOYING THE CONTENT#this has to be adhd right or am i just. unmotivated and scared to fail???#and my other question -- yesterday i was feeling so overwhelmed and tired bc lack of sleep + thesis stress + life stress right?#and i went to a friend with another friend to work on my thesis but like every noise just... annoyed me#but i also didn't WANT to work on my thesis and it's this kind of anger i get when im ignoring how stressed i am yk??#so what is that??? IS that overstimulation when it's just me waking up stressed??? no right??#anyways as always feedback is welcomed if you're still reading fmfmgnfmgn ily all hope the weather is a nice where you are#as it is here (blue skies!!!)
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hi my love, my sweetness!! congrats again on 4K you deserve it so much and I love youuu!!
I know the cafe is technically closed but I thought maybe if I flirt a bit with the owner, who’s such an amazing lovely person who writes excellent fics, I thought I might be able to order a drink or two (only if there’s time and of course fine if not<3)
so could I order a macchiato over ice for Frank or Hotch. how would they be/react if they saw you in their clothes? I think both are so territorial and like daddies and if they saw you just in their sweatshirt or jacket or whatnot in a completely innocent situation they’d lose it. Let’s not even get started on at home or bedroom related
love you thank you for sharing your writing with us <333
SWEET BABY D!!!!
oh i've missed you so. thank you so much my sweet. you can order anything you want <3
sjdkshdsjkd do you know how absolutely feral hotch would go if he came home after a shitty week & saw you wearing one of his dress shirts bc i'm going feral just thinking about it so let me paint you a lil picture
as a reminder, over ice means it's spicy ! (minors dni)
headcannon below the cut
aaron hotchner likes you in his clothes
let me set the scene for ya. it's been a long week for our bau daddy, dealing with narcissistic psycho killers & keeping all his kids in line (the rest of the bau), & the frustrations are high when he finally steps off the jet. he doesn't even stay back to handle the mountain of paperwork waiting for him, that's how fed up he is
when he finally makes it home, it's well after midnight, & he's so tired he doesn't even wanna take a nice hot shower like he usually does to unwind. he just wants to fall into bed & let the exhaustion take over
but when he passes by the kitchen, he instantly freezes, bc there you are standing by the counter, having a lil midnight snack (eating ice cream straight out of the tub), wearing nothing but one of his dress shirts. and when I say nothing, I mean hotch can tell you are wearing absolutely nothing underneath
his eyes quickly darken with pure lust & his cock is already half hard when he stalks over towards you with determined steps
the spoon is still in your mouth when you notice him, a smile stretching across your lips around it before you lick off the sweet remnants & slip it out of your mouth
"hey, how was the c-"
you don't even get a chance to finish that sentence bc hotch cuts you off by grabbing the back of your neck to capture your mouth in a heated kiss & he does not hold anything back as he pushes you up against the counter
his kiss is aggressive & needy, & the muffled moan that escapes you tastes delicious on his tongue. his fingers make quick work of unbuttoning the few buttons you'd had done, but he doesn't push it off your shoulders. oh no, he wants you to keep it on
his hands roam over your newly exposed skin, greedily grabbing at your breasts to squeeze them roughly, his thumb & index fingers toying with your sensitive nipples knowing it'll get you all riled up for him, & the sounds you make let him know it's working
he grabs your hand & guides it to his belt, & without hesitation you follow his silent command, your nimble fingers unbuckling it while he sheds his suit jacket & tie
in a flash he swiftly spins you around & bends you over the counter, bunching the bottom of his shirt up around your hips, & he spreads your legs further apart with his foot
he wastes no time pushing forward, burying his cock deep without warning, his hand quickly covering your mouth to contain your sharp moan. his other hand has a bruising grip on your hip as he leans forward & hisses in your ear
"be quiet."
the sensation of your warm, tight walls completely enveloping his cock makes his brain go blank. he can't focus on anything else other than how good you feel. he immediately begins snapping his hips, fucking you hard & fast while grunting in your ear
with every powerful thrust, the stress & tension built up in his body from this week starts to fade, & the pleasure rapidly builds. even though he's chasing a much needed release, he's not selfish, so he slips his hand between your thighs & begins to strum swift circles over your clit with two of his fingers
he lets out a quiet, wrecked groan in your ear when he feels your pussy start to contract around him, the muffled moans against his palm only heightening his arousal. as badly as he wants to hear you fall apart, he doesn't wanna wake up jack
when he feels your body seize up as you come, hotch squeezes his eyes shut & lets out a strangled groan, gripping your waist tightly with both hands as his hips start to stutter
"fuck fuck fuck."
he comes hard, spilling deep within your snug walls, emptying himself completely. the way your cunt continues to contract around his cock milks him of every drop he has to offer, & it makes him let out a shuddering breath
placing both of his palms down on the counter to steady himself, he buries his face into your hair, panting heavily. if he wasn't exhausted before, he sure as hell is now, but he's definitely more calm. a breathless laugh leaves your lips before you speak
"well, hello to you too."
letting out a breathless chuckle of his own, hotch smiles & wraps one of his arms around your waist, pressing a soft kiss to your neck
"sorry, hi."
reaching one of your hands back to caress his face with your hand, you hum softly with a grin
"missed me that much, huh?"
leaning into your gentle touch, hotch's smile turns into a full blown grin
"always. but I have to say, I love your choice in pajamas tonight."
glancing down at yourself, it clicks that seeing you in his shirt is what set hotch off, & a devilish smirk spreads across your lips
"i'll keep that in mind. sir."
in conclusion if you hear screaming from across the world it is me
#court's 4k followers celebration#court's 4k friends celebration#court's cafe#aaron hotchner#aaron hotchner x you#aaron hotchner x reader#aaron hotchner x female reader#aaron hotchner x fem!reader#aaron hotchner x f!reader#aaron hotchner headcannon#aaron hotchner smut#aaron hotchner request#criminal minds#criminal minds headcannon#criminal minds smut#criminal minds request
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Sukuna NSFW Headcanons
Warnings: fem!reader, nsfw, smut, trueform, overstimulation, degradation, fingering, oral (fem receiving and giving), creampie, breeding, doggy style, cowgirl, mating press, light spanking, hairpulling, fingering, blowjob, dom! sukuna, p in v, no protection, double-dickery, and that's all (I think)
A/N: hiii! I have never really written a fic on tumblr so i'm hoping it goes well- plz have mercy on me and my horny ass
Thank you @roseschoices for the beautiful banner!
♡- Dominant. A rough dom at that. Also kind of demanding, but only bc he knows you love it
♡- He loves being in control, refuses to let you top or call the shots. If you think riding him helps, you are so wrong. Sukuna's just gonna grab your hips and start pounding- best thing to do is hold on tight and enjoy it
♡- His punishments are never like BDSM extreme with whips and chains. In his mind, sex has an end goal and prolonging it can be fun, but not when it feels like a chore for him. Sukuna loves some bratty behavior, but it gets on his nerves sooo fast
♡- Sukuna just expects you to be an obedient little girl, but if you're not be prepared for some rough backshots and hair-pulling that leaves your scalp sore
♡- He won't slap your ass hard, more so as a way of warning you when to shut up
♡- Speaking of hair-pulling, he uses your hair/head like it's some fucking handlebar- especially when you give him head. Bc he has you in an iron grip, he gets to choose the pace, how deep you take him, and whether you swallow or not
♡- He has definitely said shit like "Come on, slut- I'm keeping you here until you swallow" and he means it. So either guzzle that baby-batter or get ready for a long night
♡- You'll have one of his cocks in your mouth while jerking off the other. That's not enough tho, best believe he wants both sucked dry
♡- Sukuna doesn't just like getting head, he'll dive into your pussy for hours. And he's not just gonna eat it, he's gonna take his time sucking on your clit and scissoring open your cunt until you're crying
♡- Your thighs will be clamped around his head, hands pulling on his hair, begging for him to give you a break. Sukuna just chuckles and watches you shiver from the vibrations before he uses one pair of arms to hold your thighs open and the other to work you to your next orgasm
♡- He degrades you in the best ways, not that "You're my bitch" type shit, but the really good stuff
♡- "My poor little slut's getting sensitive" he says as he speeds up his thrusts, "Don't worry, just need you to cum again for me. Promise this'll be the last one" fucking liar
♡- One of his favorite positions is the mating press. One cock fucking you open, the other bumping against your tummy while you beg for more- or in you ass, depends on his mood
♡- He cums so much, it's thick and a little sour but very creamy. One load from just a singular cock leaves your mouth flooded. And bc of his double-dickery, expect to be stuffed full
♡- Sukuna believes the only place his cum should be is inside you, he doesn't care if it's your mouth or pussy, long as it's not wasted
♡- When he is in the breeding mood, expect at least six rounds. Three for each dick, and atleast two orgasms for you each round
♡- He loves fucking you stupid, overstimulation is his favorite thing. The main reason is because Sukuna loves watching you go dumb on his dicks
♡- "Fuck- that's my girl" you can barely hear him over the sound of his thighs slapping against your ass, heavy balls smacking at your clit "Can feel you getting closer- that's right, princess, come for me"
♡- Sukuna's pride is also a big reason why he loves making you cum so much. He wants you to know that nobody else will make you feel anywhere near as good as he does. Gets a shit eating grin when he feels you tighten onto his cock for the fifth time
♡- No matter how much of an asshole he is, he knows that taking both cocks at once is a process. The day you finally give the okay is gonna be when he spends twice as much time prepping you
♡- For once, praise is going to be flowing from his mouth "Doing so good for me, baby" and "Just a little more, you can take it" are just a few examples
♡- He'll eat you out, then finger you for hours until you're begging for his cocks
♡- Which I forgot to mention that one of his fingers alone is as thick as like two of your own
♡- Back to the fucking- he wants to get you into a fucked out headspace to help ease the pain, so prepare yourself for five rounds, eight orgasms, and atleast two squirts until he finally gives you both cocks
♡- You will be thankful he did all that prep cause damn, those cocks are big. One alone is like 9 inches, and so thick you can barely wrap your hands around it. So both at the same time is a tight squeeze
♡- Enjoy the view though, cause this man is going to lose it. You're tight pussy squeezing both of his dicks is gonna make him forget everything and just jackhammer your pussy
♡- Sukuna will be whimpering "Oh shit- fucking best pussy I've ever had. Fuck, that's my girl, take it- take it"
♡- By the end of it all, you'll be stuffed beyond belief and practically passed out
♡- If it means anything, his aftercare is. . . okay. He'll clean up the mess he made, give you some water, and fall alseep with you wrapped in his arms
♡- Overall, 10/10 experience- would recommend
#fanfic#sukuna ryomen#sukuna#jjk sukuna#sukuna x y/n#sukuna x reader#sukuna x you#sukuna smut#sukuna imagine#jjk#jjk x reader#jjk smut#smut#mdni#breeding k1nk#i want this man so bad#jujutsu kaisen
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dont even have any pictures of my food to post to feel better
#i like when my food is pretty#also a reason i binged today is bc i had already eaten bad food#so i didnt feel worthy of eating my good restriction foods#like i had strawberries and greek yoghurt but i felt like i couldnt eat it because i had been bad#idk it makes no sense nut if im not actually restricting i feel like im wasting that food by eating it#considering how much of a mess my eating is atm i cant believe im still losing weight#or i mean. yeah im losing bc im restricting.#but i feel so out of control ad i have binged several times this week#just not on calorie dense food except for today that is#idk. if i had gained i would obviously have been distraught and probably binged about it#idk. wish i had more fun food#to eat. that made me feel like im having fun even when restricting#atm that’s just my daily monsters#and maybe coke zero vanilla#im rambling so fucking much
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Hey do you think you could write about like the reader having an attitude when she comes home from work and mikey fucks the attitude out of her?
18+ under the cut - includes: cut to sex scene, unprotected sex. abby is like at a friends house or smth so dw just bc she’s not mentioned doesn’t mean she’s in the house
this is actually the worst thing i ever wrote im sorry but this is all i could give
you slam the door shut once you get inside. you kick off your shoes rather roughly, practically throwing your keys on the coffee table. mike looks to you, a little taken aback by your demeanor. usually he’s the one coming home throwing things and stomping around. it’s not like you’re a happy-go-lucky person, but you’re not one to be this upset about something unless it’s really bad.
and honestly, you didn’t know what you were upset about. it just seemed like today was the worst day in your entire life. you’d woken up late, didn’t get to eat breakfast, had the worst lunch ever, your meetings at work were a waste of time, and traffic was bad. the list could truly go on. so you weren’t really in the mood to plant a smile on your face and pretend like you weren’t irritated.
“hey, how was work?” mike asks. “fine,” you huff, walking to your shared bedroom. you change out of your work clothes, feeling as though they were suffocating and uncomfortable all day.
mike stands up from the couch, following you. “are you sure it was fine?”
“yes, mike!” you shout. “can you just drop it?”
mike reaches out to touch your arm. “i just want to make sure you’re okay.”
you twist your arm out of his grip, feeling like every little thing could just set you off. “i said i’m fine.” you try to keep your cool, but you can feel anger bubbling up inside of you.
“you can talk to me, you know. i’m here for you.”
“i don’t want to talk!” you yell. “just leave me alone for fucks sake!”
mike blinks at you like you just killed somebody. “o-kay,” he says after a long pause. “sorry for checking up on you,” he mumbles.
you groan, “can you not play the self-pity, nice-guy card?”
“i’m not! this is genuinely how i feel! imagine if the roles were reversed. you’d be feeling pretty shitty, too, right?”
“no because i’d know to leave you alone,” you say matter-of-factly.
“well, i’m not going to leave you alone.”
“why?” you ask, ready to throw something.
“because i believe that you need to tell me what’s wrong so you can not have an attitude.”
“well, if you’re just going to pester me, then i’ll just leave.” you slip on a pair of slippers that are by your bed, grabbing a jacket and heading out of the bedroom.
“where are you going?” he asks. “anywhere but here!” you shout.
“you can’t just run away! you’re starting to act like me.”
“yeah, well, maybe i need to not be around you for a while, then!”
mike rolls his eyes at you, knowing you’re just saying all this because you’re mad at him for some reason. he knows he should’ve left you alone, but now the conversation has gone too deep for him to just give up.
as you put a hand on the door, mike grabs your wrist and yanks you back.
“let go, mike. i’m a grown woman and can do what i want.”
“which is precisely why you’re staying here.” he looks into your eyes, his brows furrowed with determination. his grip on you is tight, but not harmful. there are small beads of sweats lining his forehead and his cheeks are slightly flushed from becoming worked up. his eyes are wide and pupils blown out, meaning that he’s been thinking of you in some way in between your fight.
“make me,” you say lowly, in almost a whisper.
you’re on top of the kitchen counter now, sweatpants and panties scattered on the ground. mike’s shirt is somewhere in the living room along with his belt. his jeans are pooled around his legs as he leans against the counter. your nails are digging into his shoulders, head thrown back and rubbing against the cabinets. mike’s face is buried into your neck, pants and whimpers becoming muffled into your skin. his cock is throbbing inside of you as your walls clamp down around him.
“mike, oh! right there, yes!” you moan, your eyes rolling behind your eyelids. he’s balls deep inside of you as he hits that spot expertly.
“fuck, baby. you feel so good,” he mumbles into your shoulder. he can feel your heart thud in your chest as he presses up against you. the sweat on your bodies mix as he thrusts faster. you wrap your legs around his waist, seemingly pulling him in tighter, making him push deeper inside of you. your hands grip his hair as you feel yourself orgasm and you cry out his name.
you feel him come inside of you in hot spurts, coming to a complete stop as he finishes. you both groan as he slips out of you. he grabs a piece of paper towel and wipes up his cum that’s running down your leg.
you’re still huffing and puffing, savoring the feeling of the cold wood and granite on your back and legs. mike gives you a small smile and you lean down and kiss his cheek.
“not so stressed now, huh?” he remarks. you roll your eyes and punch his shoulder. “it’s just a coincidence.”
“mm, maybe i should try this next time then and see if it correlates,” he says.
“maybe you should.”
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Hobbit/LOTR characters when their s/o is upset with them
yes i'm reusing this trope and i dont care its easy-- also lmk if u want more characters and which onessss :3
requests are open (seriously please give me ideas)
Thorin
honestly
his reaction is so dependant on when you're upset with him
if its during the journey he will notice right away
he refuses to go to bed angry at each other
he makes time for you guys to talk every night
if its during his dragon sickness bit
yeah
no
he doesn't give a single shit
telling him that you're upset doesn't even do anything except make him mad
like you're wasting his time
AND
not looking for the stone so like
what the fuck are you doing
if we're talking like after the war
everybody lives au ofc
it probably takes him a little while to notice that you're upset if you don't flat out say anything
he's just slightly busy rebuilding a kingdom
honestly when he does notice or when you tell him
he feels bad
he decides it's time for a break
even if it's just for an hour or two
will take you through the halls just to talk through things
or he'll sit and have tea with you
honestly whatever you wanna do he's down
you are his only priority
if only for an hour
Fili
i would say that he's probably pretty in tune with your emotions
hes a sweet dwarf
will make you tea because he knows your upset
sometimes forgets that hes a little shit
like doesnt realise that things he does can make people upset
let alone you
right over his head
you will have to sit him down and talk with him
he will feel bad immediately
will apologize
offers to make it up to you in any way he can
I feel like if this happens after like the battle and the reclaiming of his future kingdom
he might be a bit busy
but he wants to sit and talk to you every night before bed
even if its just for a few minutes
so when you went to bed without him one night
oh he knows he messed up
theres no way to misinterpret that
will wake you up with kisses and apologies
even if he doesn't know what he is apologizing for
hes just a big sweetie
Kili
sweet boy
another kind of clueless one
id assume that you probably get upset at him sometime during the journey
while yes he is sweet
he can be kind of neglectful without meaning to be
he feels like he has to prove himself to his uncle because he is different from the other dwarves.
has a lot on his mind
i feel like he deffo neglects your relationship at times bc of it
which is why you pulled back
not pushing for affection as much as you did before
letting him get himself into bad situations
reminding him to eat/sharpen his sword
setting up his bedroll while he goes off to help with camp set up
it takes him a couple days to realize something is off
bc he totally doesnt realize how much you're actually looking out for him
it hits him one night after dinner that his bed roll isnt set up? and its not next to you? and you're already asleep?
wait when did he actually sit down and talk to you last?
doesn't sleep that night, just sits and watches you while thinking back on the past like week
as soon as you wake up he's by your side and asking if you guys could take a walk before the journey starts for that day
you agree
he immediately starts apologizing and explaining himself
i think the best way to deal with it is to like
have a nice sit down and talk it out
maybe not right at that moment but
eventually you guys have a long talk where you both talk about how you're feeling with the relationship and just emotionally and i think that solves a lot
like he lets u know just how insecure he is bc of how different he is
and you can talk about feeling neglected
at the end of it all he promises to put more effort but also wants you to know that you dont HAVE to do all those things for him to notice you/love you
very healthy tbh
#aure writes#kili x reader#thorin x reader#fili x reader#the hobbit x reader#kili durin x reader#fili durin x reader#thorin oakenshield x reader
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