#let me tell you now. thats gonna be a dumbass mistake you make if you go along w that belief lol
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cis women really resent having to not see all men as violent or rapists. like its the worst thing for them to ever work on about themselves lol.
#to them its like. all men are guilty until proven innocent and its like#why is it even worth it to try to prove to you im not a threat when there's ppl who aren't analyzing my every move for any possible sign#that im secrelty horrible and skin cats or whatever#also its wild when they're not terfs bc. what if i suddenly identified as non binary and changed my whole aesthetic and everything#then suddenly im more trustworthy for some reason?#let me tell you now. thats gonna be a dumbass mistake you make if you go along w that belief lol#i think a lot of cis women put to much energy into seeing men as horrible bc of their trauma#that having to deconstruct that feels like they've built an entire tower and now have to tear it down#so it hardly seems worth it to them and theyd rather get defensive over it. even if being in that tower only make their quality-#of life worse. they put so much energy and work into this that to them there has to be a reason that belief should stick around
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Gale Reviews: ML Season 5 Episode 2 Multiplication
Spoilers below
-Wow they continuing from the previous episode like almost exactly, that is impressive Continuity. I feel like I wrote it XD
-So recap, and They are addressing Felix. Smart move!
-So Gabriel is being a salty b**** but evil monologue as usual
-And su han is pointing out their mistakes and Chat noir tells him that he needs to shut up
-OH SNAP THEY ARE TAG TEAMING HIM. Couple goals
-Su Han got distracted by modern stuff! Thats actually kind of funny. I enjoy this bit. Su han is still an idiot tho. HE GOT DISTRACTED FOR 4 months on Cat videos! Okay I don’t hate him as much as before.
-Ladybug and Chat noir dealt with that well.
-Su han going to get back up. Well that will take a while. But at least he is doing something.
-So they are heading to Felix!
-FELIX FATHOM! OH DAMN. He got a wiki page.
-WHO MADE THIS PAGE THO?!
-Damn Felix, and here I thought he was just a typical rich kid. He graduated highschool already. Well we knew he was smart.
-They are talking to amelie. I am amazed.
-Amelie seems concerned and doesnt know where he is and promise to look for him.
-Felix is on the run, of course he would!
-Marinette blames herself, and it seems its a dead end.
-I’m sus of Amelie
-Holy crap the finale, the Evolution and the first part of this episode take place in the SAME DAY! Ladybug ain’t kidding. It’s been a long day
-AWWW SHE MISSES THEM kwami
-Marinette asks for company, baby girl is sad.
-Adrien returns home and is thinking about what felix did.
-Adrien realizing that if he just stood up for himself that would have saved everything.
-Adrien told his dad?! That was way too easy. He was WAY too okay with it
-meanwhile at the sleep over
-Alya trying to assure her that it wasnt her fault (cute sleep over)
-STATUE REFERENCE @gentil-minou now grows more powerful! Also Alya loves cringe
-Marinette vowing she is done with adrien until monarch is down JUST AS HE CALLS! Because Life ain’t that simple
-Alya answers for her like a bro.
-Adrien just wanted to let her know he quit modelling.
-Marinette was so happy for him! So cute. She forgot she was pretending to not be there
-ADRIEN YOU BEAUTIFUL BABY
-Adrien is clearly simping
-Marinette is trying not to look into it. Alya is me rightnow
-Adrien is GUSHING. I CANT TAKE THIS KIND OF SWAP
-Plagg calling his fake ass out!!!! drag him! he knows
-REVERSE CRUSH LETS GO
-Oh, Nathalie is back. She is gonna call out Gabriel.
-Nathalie seeing adrien and smiling. She cares for her psuedo son.
-MR. ALIM TELLING THEM THAT HIS DAUGHTER IS BUNNYX! TO THE CLASS
-CALINE IS PREGNANT! It wasn’t me
-The class is worried about Alix but are staying motivated.
-Nino is right, stats are cool, but max, Shut up.
Also his stats are wrong
-And Chloé is being a salty b****
-Oh Lila, you have a role in two episodes, amazing. Also I saw that Back hand compliment you bitch!
-Sabrina looks a bit different. Also sweetie, Roger is a dumbass.
-A MONTAGE!? Of them being vigilent but no akumas.
-Tomoe is there! I see drama in the rise.
-Oh, this is awkward.
-MARINETTE! STOP COCK BLOCKING YOURSELF.
-Anaisi training DJWIFI! I love it!
-Wait, are they making an ADRIEN HOLOGRAM!? OH SO THATS HOW HE IS GONNA GET OUT OF MODELING.
-Gabriel hasnt been active for weeks so everyone is relaxed with no akuma.
-Felix hasnt shown up. His mom has to be covering for him
-OH SNAP AN AKUMA PERFECT FOR COCKBLOCKING!
-Adrien you awkward boy.
-AH YEA GIANT MILF AKUMA
-Oh damn Ikari Gozan is agile for being so big
-OH S*** SHE CAN MULTIPLY! SHE GOT THE MIRACULOUS.
-so many milfs
-I mean so many monsters
-Ladybug and chat noir are asking her how she got a miraculous.
-Chat noir still got his cataclysm active
-FISHING ROD LUCKY CHARM
-oH!!! I think I got it.
-Chat noir got the rod
-I am living for this teamwork!
-Wow they handled this a lot easier than I thought.
-Tomoe seems to not know what happened. Just something about a park being in the way of her development plans.
-They ask if she has a miraculous. But she says she doesnt have one.
-I am sus. She has something.
-They give her a lucky charm.
-Tomoe you lying bitch! THE PROTOTYPE! The rings! That’s what it was! That why he got those rings!
-THE TECH! OMG THE TECH! ITS AMAZING! IT LOOKS SO CLEAN
-WTF IS WITH THAT ALL WHITE LOOK
-Its a communication tool
-ITS CALLED ALLIANCE! SO ON THE NOSE! YOU EVIL BASTARD! THATS HOW THE RINGS GO.
-Its an alliance of two companies.
-so thats why he did the scan thing!
-Amelie straight up lied to keep her son safe, shady, also Felix what you gonna do boy.
-Felix sounding OMINOUS!
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Okay so I am LOVING this continuity. The flow is nice. It seems like they are actually USING the characters! Season 5 seems to really seems to be an improvement. The writing is much more crisp. The pacing is a lot better, the drama is more apparent. It’s like they took the best aspects of season 3 and 4 and fixed it.
I enjoy the ladynoir and adrinette. Solid stuff
Felix’s mom is awesome. (And she is single)
Gabriel seems to have a new plan that involve those rings and Tomoe seems in on it.
I’m hoping it’s the rich cult from season 4.
Adrien finally waking up and realizing Marinette is special is about DAMN TIME!
And just in time for Marinette to try and keep her distance. A little late, but a reverse lovesquare would be lovely.
Overall I will say that this is a solid 8.5 out of 10.
It is a bit dialogue heavy but I think it’s crucial in setting up the next episodes. Now some might call that boring, I call it world building.
If season 5 can keep this level of good writing and execution it will be a great season.
#gale reviews#ml spoilers#ml season 5#multiplication#ml multiplication#miraculous ladybug s4#ml#adrinette#ladynoir
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tinkerbell and the great fairy rescue liveblog!!
- i’ve actually seen this movie a few times but i remember the plot vaguely
- i love how each movie happens in the transition of each season
- THEY HAVE DIFFERENT OUTFITS EACH MOVIE I LOVE THAT FOR THEM
- TERENCE MY MAN HES HERE
- apparently he’s not a regular now :(
- BLAZE IS BACK I WON
- yaassss
- TINK DONT BE A DUMBASS AND FOLLOW THE HUMANS THATS THE ONE FUCKING RULE
- vidia isn’t mean she’s right. don’t go close to the fawking HUMANS
- oh god the dad. he’s a flop i remember him being a traitor
- why did he let his kid go to the meadow alone? she looks 9
- how does silvermist be a water fairy and manage to not get wet?? if being wet makes their wings not work, how does it not constantly happen to her? and she’s not immune to it bc i’m pretty sure it happens to her later on in the movie
- my conclusion is that it only happens when they get soaked w water, not if a drop falls on them. thank u
- how did the kid manage to be right ab the fairies painting the butterfly wings 😭
- what a nice little house for the fairies she made. i wish tink wouldn’t go in it like a FOOL
- okay vidia is right she’s not a bitch she’s just blunt
- can’t believe tink let herself get kidnapped by a little house made by a human, what a gullible little fairy. jk she’s curious! curiosity kills the cat me thinks. poor cat :(
- so true vidia
- AW FUCK
- NO THE DOOR IS STUCK
- WHY DOES TINK NOT BELIEVE HER
- SHE ALWAYS DOES THIS
- that lil girl must be so excited while tink is so scared
- NO DONT SHOW UR STUPID DAD HES A FLOP LATER ON
- oh her name is lizzie
- thank god the dad is stupid and doesn’t look
- HE TRAPPED THE FUCKING BUTTERFLY YOU ABSOLUTE PIECE OF SHIT
- HUMANS ARE MONSTERS
- I HATE US I WISH I WAS A FAIRY
- so true lizzie is smart to not show her dad tink after that
- NO THE CAT SHADOW IS SO MENACING PLS CAT
- AW HELL NO WHAT KIND OF CAT
- I LOVE CATS BUT THIS ONE SUCKS
- vidia watching the whole time, shows that she does care ab tink <3
- MR TWITCHED THE MURDEROUS CAT
- WHY IS SHE IN A CAGE
- oh she unlocked it
- ok maybe tink x vidia makes more sense now
- nvm unlocking the cage doesn’t do shit
- this is the first time i genuinely feel bad for her
- yas vidia go
- nvm she can’t
- oh she is
- oh she fell
- nvm
- good job vidia telling everyone so true
- aw vidia cares!!
- okay i’m gonna stop live-blogging for now so i can eat an ice cream sandwich. i’m still gonna watch tho
- i’m back and while i watched while eating i saw that vidia was sad when the fairies all did a handshake thing and that made me sad
- anyways now they’re going to rescue tink in their boat while tink is chilling w lizzie
- i like how some of them are british
- I KNEW SHE WAS 9
- she’s asking so many questions
- tink would be good at charades
- this is so cute , the best day of lizzie’s life
- fawn is so pretty
- A WATERFALL SHIT
- “ROSETTA COME GRAB MY FEET” “what” LMAO
- YAASSS SILVERMIST MY WATER FAIRY QUEEN SHE SAVED THEM FROM DEATH
- oh they’re all unconscious nvm
- LOL THEYRE FUNNY
- i like how he’s scottish . i forgot his name
- bobby is his name he’s scottish
- holy shit how’d she make a pop up pixie hollow
- what a talented child lizzie is
- aw she’s letting her go
- lizzie’s gonna grow up and tell her grandkids this story bc of how unreal it is
- doesn’t she get captured by the dad why is she free
- oh nvm she watching lizzie telling her dad
- what a rude dad
- lizzie’s gonna need therapy when she’s older
- wait is tink going back
- big mistake made by tink part 2
- part 1 being going into a human made fairy house
- no don’t fix the leaks are u crazy
- ah the iconic rosetta scene
- she’s a mood
- will vidia accept friendship now is this the scene
- OH HELL A FUCKING TRUCK
- YAS IRIDESSA
- SO TRUE FAWN BIG BRAIN
- how do people fall asleep so quickly i could never
- tink don’t be a dumb bitch and fix the leaks
- phew i don’t think she does that
- oh so he does care ab his daughter
- NO SHE IS GOING TO FIX THE LEAKS
- BIG MISTAKE MADE BY TINK PART 3
- poor butterfly :(
- aw that’s sweet
- oh tink released the butterfly
- this dad is such an asshole
- fuck u dad ur a piece of shit
- aw poor vidia she is regretful
- they’re so sweet i love them i wish i had irls like them
- tink is now lizzie’s therapist
- i wish i was a fairy too, lizzie
- oh to be covered in pixie dust by a fairy and fly around my bedroom
- SHIT THE MURDEROUS CAT IS BACK
- LMAO THE CAT IS FLYING??
- the dad is such an asshole. SUCH AN ASSHOLE
- YOU ASSHOLE BITCH DUMB FUCK IDIOT I HATE YOU DAD GO SUCK AN EGG
- OMG VIDIA SACRIFICED HERSELF FOR TINK OKAY I SEE THE SHIP I LIKE THE SHIP
- the fate of their lives is in the hands of a 9yo flying to london
- i miss terence
- okay i’m lowk tired of this movie i’m glad there’s only 15 minutes left
- LMAO MS PERKINS
- vidia being concerned for tink <3 okay i ship them now enemies to lovers
- vidia is a lesbian it’s canon
- i’m glad tink isn’t annoying in this movie, just lowk stupid
- is dad gonna get a redemption arc or
- omg they’re making him fly now
- aww he did get a redemption
- yay vidia has friends and a gf now
- awww they’re really cute
- good for the dad and daughter
- OMG VIDIA AND TINK R HAVING A TEA PARTY
- OH LIZZIE IS HERE TOO
- AND THE DAD??
- awww now he’s spending time w her :)
- BLAZE MY BABY
- OH THEYRE ALL HAVING A TEA PARTY AND THEY ALL MADE HER A FLOWER CROWN
- MURDEROUS CAT YOU LEAVE CHEESE THE MOUSE ALONE
- they’re listening to the dad read her book :’)
- TERENCE
- MY BAE IS HERE I WON
- what a sweet ending
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so i liked this one a lot, i’ve watched it a lot so knowing what happens lowk ruined it but i like it!! i think it’s my second favorite, the first being the lost treasure movie :D
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SPOILERSSS for Twisted Wonderland Chapter 6 : 1-16!!!
*rubs hands* aight it wont take long before genshin has me in its gacha hell grasp again, I just barely escaped this time— NOW ITS TIME TO SEE THE BOIS CHAPTER 6 omg— wtf happened last time lol it’s been too long
So, no voice over because of some problems which is understandable but— meh I don’t feel like reading lol So I’m watching otome ayui translations this time, because im that one dumbass student who skipped kanji class and now i cant read without sounding like im five _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): “what up im yume im way passed 19 and i never fucking learned how to read”
Also watching Hanayura Kanon stream for the rest that’s not yet been translated lol Because he’s very good at voice acting for the characters and he’s funny af lol
- OKAY OKAY— WTF HAPPENED EXPLAIN
- Fun fact : I haven’t watched Hercules yet so I legit don’t know what’s about to come lol
- Aw, that’s cute— We called over Ace and Deuce late at night AND THEY REALLY CAME OVER AAAAA
- I forgot how fckin pure their friendship is _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):
- Aight, so we actually have a huge-ass scratch from feral Grim lol That’s just fantastic, isn’t it
- FINALLY— We’re talking about Mickey and the stones my monster cat has been eating with Crowley AAAAA
- “Yeah there’s this bitch called mickey and i took his photo—“
- WE’RE FINALLY TALKING ABOUT THIS. AFTER 6 CHAPTERS.
- Bruh this crystal of blot sounds really dangerous why are we discussing this just now
- Speaking of this crystal, Crowley— you were looking for this crystal in chap one and when we asked you about wtf you’re trying to find you just went— “oH itS NothING.”
- I SUPPOSED ITS NOT NOTHING NOW IS IT
- I didnt see you searching for crystals after every chapter mr. crowley where were you 👁👄👁 dont you think it was weird that you didnt see a single one after like— five blotting incidents
- Oh so its rare i see— BRUH R U SURE ABOUT THAT grim literally found one every single chap LMAO
- Okay okay— see, he may be violent but listen— you aint gonna throw out my fucking cat okay
- Wh— THERE WAS A FESTIVAL!? Im dumb so its not just VDC LOL
- Listen LISTEN— GRIM IS FINE. HOLD UP— NO NEED TO THROW HIM OUT JUST LET ME HAVE ANOTHER LOOK AT HIM
- Aww, Ace and Deuce looked pissed about it too AAAAHH THE TRUE DEFINITION OF THE BOIS
- BRUH NO— ALL THE DORM LEADERS TO GO AND CAPTURE GRIM?? HE’LL DIE
- CROWLEY PLS— WE CAN TALK ABOUT THIS, HONEY
- #Grimportectionsquad
- “It’s bout time for them to come” Who?
- FUCKING— CROWLEY STOP SAYING ITS NOTHING— This is why this school is so fucked, you never tell us anything ahead of time _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):
- Aight he left, Ace Deuce hurry help me what you guys got
- He may be a monster but see— the worst he did is eat the whole tuna stack SO PLS HES STILL BABY AND I LOVE HIM
- THATS RIGHT DEUCE MY MAN GRIM CAN DO NO BAD I SWEAR
- HE WOULDNT EVER AGAIN I SWEAR
- Ace ヽ(；▽；)ノ The character development— im so proud of you, son
- THIS IS THE BOISSS— LETS GOOOO
- Fuck this is so beautiful— just me and the bois on our way in the middle of the night to find our MISSING CAT I—
- CROWLEY REALLY DID ASSEMBLE THEM DORM LEADERS AAAAAAA AT THIS HOUR TOO WTF
- BRUH WE CAN TALK
- Kalim Kalim Kalim Vil Vil Vil— Pls we’ve been through so much last chapter ＨＥＬＰ
- Leona…A big fat ｍｏｏｄ honestly lmao
- Ey ey riddle pls— dont make this any more difficult—
- Shut up azul stay where u are all you’ve done is nothing but chaos since you arrive so SHHH
- MALLEUS IS NOT HERE AGAIN LILIA PLS— where is he when we need him the most LOL
- Ortho, your bro where?? Also— SURVIVAL STATUS BRUH—
- YES PLS DONT HURT HIM OMG
- oh i forgot idia lives in his tablet LOL OF COURSE
- Omg he’s in the apple trees still looking scary as shi aaaaaaa pls kitty come home u just had too much catnip
- OH GOD 15m HE’S CLOSE
- “Starting operation” ORTHO WHAT TF
- EY EY EY oh good he’s knocked out sighhh
- Aight I know this has been translated but I can’t help but to look at the original japanese and im just— wtf is RTS and TAS idia i dont understand this advanced gamer otaku language
- But Idia and Ortho really do be speedrunning on who can fucking kick my cat the hardest LOL
- THATS RIGHT IDIA You understand me— Fellow cat lovers unite, Grim is very cute, he can’t do no bad
- …so can i have him back pls—
- Can we just appreciate the fact that these bois are willing to take the risk of getting their heads chopped off by Riddle by doing all this for us??
- If this isnt what you call true friendship then i dont know what this is
- Lol ambrose is going to appear in this festival again and crowley’s prideful ass is QUAKING
- WHY are we not allowed to see him crowley im sure we can handle it— We’re the BOIS. CMON
- Imagine if they just summon a fcuking— magic vet or something lol
- It’s the next day lol
- HAH ITS THE VDC LOSERS BY ONE VOTE SQUAD
- I mean the NRC Tribe— ٩( ᐛ )و
- VIL. what you have my queen
- Vil pls dont remind me that my cat isnt here but thank you for saying thank you i do not deserve—
- AWW THE ADEUCE SQUAD LOOKS SO SAD AAAAA
- Vil i miss the bad bitch but absolute oneesan energy but the apology— yeah are we gonna cry again lol
- AAAAAAHH why am i so proud— THAT vil is apologizing
- You dont need to maam what we had in chapter 5 was a fucking journey i regret nothing
- I swear if rook goes like— bitch that aint beautiful imma bonk him I WILL DO IT dont think i forgot what u did last chap
- Man i love me a man who can openly admit his mistakes MMMGH
- Rook i swear—
- Im glad that we’re not toning down ace’s brutal honesty lol
- BRUHHH I DONT LIKE IT WHEN VIL US TAKING ALL THE BLAME i mean what he said was kinda true BUT STILL
- Cheer up Vil, it’s not like it’s a complete failure anyways (；ω；) it was fun at least
- Hearing Jamil encourage Vil like this feels surreal BUT YES BOI U TELL EM
- What is this beautiful character development
- Ooff way to hit where it hurts the most vil my queen lol
- AAGH IT HURTS VIL RECOGNIZING NEIGE’S HARDWORK LIKE THIS— THE PRIDE I CAN FEEL IT ＣＲＡＣＫ
- Bruh we appreciate Neige’s impeccable smile in this household— REMEMBER WHEN EVERYONE WAS LIKE NEIGE’S GON BE A BAD BOI??? WELP—
- It was me, i was that person and i shall drown in apple juice for it
- Of course, the ultimate Neige simp already knows that lol
- Bruh the background music has no business being this sad ｓｔｏｐ
- I hate it when vil is right sometimes omg— TRUEEE KALIM especially wouldn’t be able to stand properly on stage after knowing Neige’s own hardships aaaa
- NOO BABY DONT CRY
- Vil redemption arc??? 👀👀 you can help us cure our cat—
- !? Are we gonna get that money promised in that poster?? 👀👀
- WHAA FUCKING WAHAA VIL IS GONNA PAY THAT US??? THE WHOLE 5 MIL EACH??!! VIL CALM DOWN WHAT I SAID WAS A JOKE
- Damn vil is ＳＴＡＣＫＥＤ He really didnt want to owe anyone anything LMAO YES QUEEN
- WHA— KALIM IS ACCEPTING??? OUT OF EVERYONE HERE, I DID NOT EXPECT YOU TO ACCEPT THAT KALIM
- Kalim is making my heart go boom boom again baby boi ✨👁💧👄💧👁✨✨
- HE’LL DONATE IT TO THE RAMSHACKLE DORM BABY BOIIII
- …sumimasen kalim for having a very rundown dorm 👁💧👄💧👁 but thank you for being nice about it lol
- OKAY OKAY KALIM YOU DONT HAVE TO LIST ALL THE THINGS WRONG IN MY DORM PLS—
- THIS IS EMBARRASSING PLS KALIM IM SORRY FOR BEING POOR
- But this man be such a sunshine holy shit i cant even be mad about it lol
- AW YEAH RAMSHACKLE DORM IS GONNA GET A MAKEOVER
- EVERYONE BE DONATING THEIR MONEY TO US AAAAA Were they always this NICE
- Aight adeuce pls— y’all dont have to force yourself to donate my guys (´；ω；`) being friends is enough lol i get it my bois
- Find me a man who can make me feel like this the way Vil can
- Man if only Grim is here :’) he’d be soo happy :’)) you can have all the tuna you want buddy :’)))
- GRIM PLS ADEUCE IS WILLING TO TREAT YOU TO LUNCH BABY
- Bro this is so wholesome omg
- Im sorry but still up to this day, my understanding of Epel’s accent is still ｌａｃｋｉｎｇ lmao
- Aight they be talking about how Rook already knew that they were going to lose from the very beginning
- The FORESHADOWING LOL The difference with how Rook said “What a wonderful performance” rather than “What a beautiful performance” sigh
- Honestly we gotta respect Rook’s resolve here lol man just knows what he wants
- Rook and Vil’s friendship lmao
- 👁👄👁 …!?
- EARTHQUAKE WTF How dare you ruin such moment—
- WHAT IS GOING ON
- EY WTF DONT DESTROY MY DORM WTF ARE YOU GUYS
- WHAT ARE THESE ROBOTS OUTSIDERS KILL THEM WITH FIRE
- They look like something that belongs to the Ignihyde dorm HUH
- Oh bruh— Vil in his Dorm Leader mode is so cool AND YES I KNOW THIS IS NOT THE TIME BUT wheww~~ Vil YAS QUEEN
- KALIM TOO AAAAAA JAMIL’S 「はっ！」SO COOL
- so SO— the dorm leader’s have a protocol for outsider attacks like this 👁👄👁 OMG THEY’RE SO HOT
- They don’t seem like our bois anymore aaa just pure professionalism at this point—
- GOD I FORGOT HOW COOL THEY ARE OMG
- HEEEYYY OUR DORM IS GETTING DESTROYED WTF ARE THESE GUYS’ PROBLEM
- We were just talking about renovating it too wtf
- AAAAAHHH HOW DARE YOU— VIL R YOU OK
- Bruh i dont know what is going on but dont touch my man’s face
- They’re targetting Vil and Jamil WHY— overblot men!!??? WHERE ARE YOU— GIVE THEM BACK
- I didnt understand what epel said here lmao BUT—!?
- THEY HAVE GRIM TOO FUCK HE’S BACK LET GO OF MY FUCKING CAT
- WHAT IS GOING ON DARLINGS
- BUDDYY >:’0000 Grimmm MY HEART—
- Are they kidnapping the overblot men?? What— the fucking absolute ｂａｌｌｓ on these robots
- God we’re getting absolutely ｆｕｃｋｅｄ in here
- AND THERE’S A CAULDRON IN THE BACKGROUND LOL DEUCE WENT HAM
- BRING ME BACK MY FUCKING CAT— >:’0000
- I thought there’s going to be a festival not a fucking kidnapping event HEY
- Oh 👀 Rook pls help
- AAAHH SERIOUS ROOK IS HOT—
- IS THE OTHER DORM LEADERS CHILLING WHERE ARE THEY KALIM PLS BE SAFE
- OH RIDDLE IS NOT ANSWERING THEY GOT HIM TOO
- Oh ghad they got him during clubs WTF HOW—
- *nervous hornii chuckling* …angry expression silver 👁👄👁 im sorry
- AAAA Dorm leaders actually be acting like dorm leaders is soo cool i cant—
- Bruh the story is all chaos what is this chapter
- Are they gonna get Leona and Azul too what—
- RIDDLE BABY Jesus christ dont overblot like this again lol
- DAMN HE STRONG FOR A SMOL BOI THO
- Whoever made these robots wtf is their deal lol TO BE ABLE TO BEAT A DORM LEADER—
- …Bruh where is our horned friend when u need him
- Silver and Sebek theorizing with dorm leaders but they took Jamil tho?? It’s probably the overblot men they’re after
- Also Malleus is probably good so you two calm down lol Lilia’s probs having tea with him right now
- Okay, Leona how are you going to get captured KING.
- Omg everything is getting destroyed wtf
- AW LEONA SAVED RUGGIE THATS CUTE AND COOL AF
- Bruh leona these are material robots— cant you just turn them into sand lol
- Oh they do have some kind of brand cmon just turn them into sand pls
- WHAT THE FUCK
- LEONA-SAN!? WHY ARE YOU GIVING UP— OJI-TAN!!!
- OLD MAN WHAT—
- *hearing leona whisper his reasons ✋ 👁👄👁 🤚 okay sir im sorry
- Damn Leona acting like a real prince right now— it’s kinda hot 👀👀
- BRUH PLS COME BACK DONT TALK LIKE YOU AINT GONNA
- BRO WHERE ARE THE TEACHERS
- THE BOARD GAME CLUB
- Idia : “bro we just chilling be cool— MY CHESS PIECE“
- “Aight ortho what’s the situation” “ｆｕｃｋｅｄ＂
- So Idia of course knows about this— why does he look like he’s so done lmao me getting the feeling this isnt the first time idia has encountered this situation before lol
- Man i want to see azul in action too but mehh— Idia told him to settle down cries
- LOL WHAT IS THIS KARONE ROBOTS
- Wait— are they taking idia too?? OH IS THIS THE DOING OF IDIA’S FAMILY
- WHERE IS CROWLEY— THE TEACHERS, YOUR IMPORTANT STUDENTS ARE GETTING KIDNAPPED
- AH THEY ALSO KNOW ABOUT THESE STYX BITCHES WHAT— and they’re just letting them GO whaaat
- Sounds to me that this must be idia’s family taking care of the overblotting students?? Like to protect Idia or something?? I DONT—
- “Gather all the dorm leaders” No, sir, they’re already gone besides my sunshine and the horn boi
- Malleus??? 👁👄👁 TSUNOTAROU
- Pls kill the robots they destroyed my place
- AAH UPSIDE DOWN LILIA long time no see lol
- Bruhh the diasomnia students are so lucky to have Malleus as a dorm leader omg
- BRUH LILIA’S RINGTONE IS SO CUTE LMAO
- Kalim sounds so desperate im so sad
- ARE WE— ARE WE GONNA MEET MALLEUS AGAINNN
- Bruh they just goku teleported their way out of the dorm lol
- AAAAHH EVERYONE IS HERE THIS IS SO FUN
- Wait jack is not here lol did they just forget about him wtf
- Oh shit we here too i did not know LMAO
- S-So are we just gonna..continue school like— like these styx bitches didnt just ruin half the school, my dorm, injure my bois, and took my cat or…???
- GASP AAAA STYX IS A BLOT RESEARCH FACILITY WHAAAT
- So that’s why leona and idia be like bro this is not worth it
- O-Oh yeah— they…they didnt know that Vil overblot— PFFT
- Malleus pls information who are you talking about—
- WHO— LILIA MALLEUS OH NO
- Ey, overblot squad are assembled lol this looks so dangerous
- LMAOO Riddle was sleeping on Leona’s lap for three hours THATS SO CUTE
- Where the fck did they take them, ITS CRAMPED AF
- Bro they’re just exposing Vil and Jamil’s overblot that’s supposed to be a SECRET LOL
- Oji-tan can sound so wise and reliable like this if he really tried lol sugar daddy energy
- Wtf these guys never thought that idia was from a big shot family??? They thought it was just coincidence that they had the same family name PFFT
- AZUL AAAA He was right there my guy BUSINESS OPPORTUNITY MAN
- oh. They finally opened— isn’t this the ignihyde dorm what
- WHAT THE FU— IDIA
- Bro— WHAT WAS THAT IT WAS IDIA ALL ALONG???
- WHAT IS THIS CHAPTER
This chapter is a fucking roller coaster like— literal 0 to 100 ＱＵＩＣＣ From having a moment with Vil and the bois to a FUCKING TERRORIST ATTACK LMAO IM HYPED FOR NEXT CHAP—
It’s been so long, I hope they released the next part soon (๑>◡<๑) I forgot how fine these men are lol at least I want to hear their voices again 👁👄👁
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Comforting Mob Rafe
Blurb: After Rafe had lunch with Ward, he comes home upset because Wards a little bitch who likes to put down his son.
Word Count:793
Warnings: swearing, grammar and spelling mistakes, i think thats it
*note: u found this in my drafts and I have NO IDEA if I posted anything like this or maybe had two drafts of this and posted it already cause i know i do that sometimes so im gonna post this anyway and if i already have something like this then I'll delete it and we'll pretend it never existed*
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You heard the door slam and immediately knew Rafe was home and in a mood. The only problem was that the door slam didn't tell you what mood.
Rafe had had lunch with Ward that afternoon and he found himself nervous. For years, he thought he finally got over trying to win his father's approval but that was proven wrong this morning when he found himself looking through his clothes and panicking, deeming everything not good enough to wear.
You'd woken up that morning to him coming up from the basement, his footsteps heavy on the steps, and placing a bin down at the foot of the bed.
"Whatcha doing, bubba?" You asked, drowsiness lacing your voice as you sat up.
"Looking for clothes." He answered, shifting through the shirts and pants that were in the bin.
You cleared your throat which caused Rafe to look at you and you pointed towards the closet and dresser that seemed to be filled to the top with clothes.
"I need something nice." He told you and you stood up from the bed, stretching before walking over to your boyfriend.
"Since when are you overly concerned with how you look? You showed up to the club in sweatpants and a tee-shirt that didn’t get washed for three days just a week ago." You asked, wrapping your arms around his waist.
"Since I'm having lunch with my dad."
"Oh," your hands dropped from his waist.
"Yeah." He breathed, turning back towards the bin.
"Well, where are you going to eat?"
"Some fancy-ass lunch place that just opened up."
You nodded before going towards the closet and within 5 minutes had three choices laid out for him.
"I would go with that button-down and the khakis because it’s casual but not too casual. Pus, the khaki’s make your butt look phenomenal." You grinned.
“I will have you know that my butt always looks phenomenal.” He told you before walking towards the bathroom to shower, allowing you to smack his butt.
You listened for any sound, whether it be something breaking or a maybe a whimper, but heard nothing. You quickly put the personal pizza that was your lunch into the oven and set the timer before walking into your room to find Rafe under the covers, back facing you.
“hey, bubba.” You greeted quietly, lifting the covers to slide in next to him.
He grunted in response and you wrapped your arms around him, pressing your cheek into his back.
You waited a few minutes before speaking again. “Dumb question that I already know the answer to but I’m going to ask anyway, Do you wanna talk about it?”
“It’s Ward. I think you can guess what happened.” He grumbled.
You stayed quiet and Rafe sighed. “You should go date Topper.”
Your eyes widened and you sat up, leaning over his body so you can look at him. “Why would I date Topper when my heart is already taken by a polo wearing man?”
You saw Rafe bite back a smile and you leaned over him, face in front of his.
"Why on gods green earth would I want to date a guy named Topper when I'm dating someone named Rafe? Hmm? Besides, you should know me better than that. I'd go for Kelce. He's stronger."
Rafe bit the inside of his cheek, wanting to stay upset a little longer.
It was true though. You would go for Kelce but so would he so he wasn't upset with the statement.
You climbed over him and laid down in front of him, looking into his eyes.
Rafe sighed. "Ward asked if we were still together. "
"Cool. Did he die from a heart attack when you said yes?"
"No. Just asked why the hell you're still sticking around and how much I'm paying you."
You rolled your eyes at what Rafe told you. "I'm sticking around because on the first date you agreed to try the dirty dancing lift with me."
Rafe let out a small laugh and you smiled. "You can’t be upset anymore. You laughed. That’s the rule. You laugh or smile, no more being upset."
Rafe wrapped his arms around you and pulled you closer.
"In all seriousness though, I’m with you cause you give amazing hugs and because you're an amazing, thoughtful person." You told him.
"Am I now?" He cocked an eyebrow.
"Yes, you are. And don't let dumbass Ward tell you otherwise." You said, kissing his nose. “And I hate to break it to you bubba, but you’re stuck with me.” You sighed as you wrapped your arms around his neck, playing with his hair.
Rafe closed his eyes, nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck. “That’s good news to me, babydoll.”
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Soulmate September - Day 7
Day 7 - There is a string tied around your pinky that only you can see, the end of it leads to your soulmate.
Pairing(s): Kid AU! Intrulogical
TWs: Remus being Remus [though not overly so, he’s like, 9 here], some swearing
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Remus Castillo and Logan Smith were two very different children; former was creative and bursting with chaotic energy, while the latter preferred to be more logical, more stable. One studied hard into the night despite his young years, the other decided that a good time was filling a blender with crayons and silly putty to see what would happen. Both attended different schools, lived a good distance apart, and neither of their families knew the other existed.
What could possibly bring together such opposing forces?
If your answer wasn’t being forcibly dragged kicking and screaming from the local museum by security for tampering with the exhibits and screaming about historical theft, then congratulations; you’re most likely still sane.
How did these very different children meet, you ask?
The story began on a Friday lunchtime - as all good stories often do - when Sanders Elementary and Faraday Academy For Gifted Children both booked their museum visits for the same time slot. Thankfully, the museum staff speculated that they could indeed handle two classes of fourth graders at once - those poor, unfortunate souls - and decided to start both classes off on either sides of the museum with a little overlap.
Logan entered the foyer with his peers, gazing around at the array of trinkets and treasures adorning the space. Though he hungered for knowledge of all kinds, his heart was set on the cosmos, reaching for a copy of the museum’s map when his hand was blocked by another. He recoiled and turned to face the other; a boy with tanned skin as opposed to his own pasty complexion, with wild green eyes that bore into Logan’s own, and a grin like a shark about to snap Logan’s hand up in it’s jaws.
“I call dibs, four eyes!”
Logan huffed, straightening his glasses, “There are plenty of maps to go around, there is no need for rudeness-”
“Why do you talk like you’ve got a stick up your ass?”, the boy asked with no hint of remorse nor shame, “Just talk like a regular kid, jeez!”
Logan was flabbergasted. No one had ever talked to him like that before. Then again, no one ever really talked to him in general. Perhaps that was why his lonely little brain could only think to stammer out,
“Who ARE you!?”
The boy roared with laughter, “Wow, thats all you have to say!? And they call ME weird!” , he shot a hand out towards Logan’s, not removing the one touching the map, “I’m Remus! What’s your name, frankenstein?”
Logan huffed, “Logan Smith. And you know,”, he began, puffing his chest out proudly as he yanked the map away, “Frankenstein was the scientist, not the monster, therefore, you’re not insulting me-”
Without hesitation, Remus leant into Logan’s space and licked the map, causing Logan to jolt back and drop it. Picking up his spoils, Remus chuckled manically, “You look smart but you’re super dumb. Frankenstein IS the monster, dumbass, that’s the whole point.”. Without waiting for Logan’s rebuttal, Remus made his way back to his class, leaving Logan to frustratedly grab another map and return to his class, unaware of the string that formed around his pinky…
The tour was everything Logan had hoped for; an informative romp through space and time, enjoying the sights of the planetarium and a walk through a tunnel lined with geodes. And yet, all Logan could think about was that stupid boy who stole HIS map. Hmph! How dare Remus call him stupid! Whatever, at least they would stop soon to have lunch in the Polar Exhibit and he wouldn’t have to think about-
Oh god dammit.
As they entered the wide circular room, he laid eyes on the boy from before pretending to have gotten his tongue stuck to the giant fake iceberg in the centre of the room. Cheering him on was a gaggle of other children while their teacher seemed more content to just eat his own lunch and try to pretend it wasn’t his problem. Logan huffily stormed over to the nearest empty seat and popped open his Big Hero Six lunchbox, ready to moodily munch his jelly sandwiches when a painfully familiar voice stopped him in his tracks.
“We meet again, professor!”
Great.
“Remus.”, Logan hissed, though he tried to maintain composure, “A pleasure, I’m sure but I must be-”
“- crazy to run away from your soulmate?”, Remus finished, leaving Logan, once again, speechless.
“E-Excuse me!?”
“Check your pinkie, dingus.”
Logan checked and finally noticed the string, and to his horror, the end of it that tied itself around Remus’ pinkie.
“Looks like you’re stuck with me for life! Unless I die, then you’re stuck with my corpse. Oooh! Maybe you can bring me back to life! Really earn that Frankenstein nickname-”
“This HAS to be a mistake!”, Logan squeaked, flustered and shocked by the news, “There’s no way YOU are my soulmate!”
Logan made eye contact with Remus and for a moment the boy looked hurt, but he plastered on a grin and poked Logan in the arm, “Nope! Fate thinks you’re my future husband, so suck it!”
Groaning, Logan let out an exasperated sigh, “Fine, then I suppose you should tell me about yourself, Remus.”. Logan would - for eternity and a day after - deny that the smile Remus gave him made his little heart flutter for the first time.
As the two ate, Remus went into a long tangent about his life and Logan found himself absolutely fascinated.
Remus Castillo had a twin brother, Roman, who enjoyed Disney movies and being “an overly wordy drama queen”. They had a single father, much like Logan’s own, whose wife had apparently decided she was destined for greater things that didn’t involve unplanned twin boys (Remus’ words, not his). Logan listened as Remus told him all about his family’s culture, having moved from Aguascalientes to Florida a year ago for work related reasons; retelling fond memories of watching the parade of Calaveras along the Avenida Madero with his father and brother each year. Logan found Remus really enjoyed a mixture of colourful and morbid subjects, each tangent sending Remus on a fun winding road down memory lane or through a vague memory of some educational book.
Logan Smith had wanted nothing to do with the boy who’d licked his hand and stolen his map, but as lunch ended and both classes were being called away to their respective classes, he found he didn’t want to be separated from Remus.
Very apparently, Remus didn’t want to either. If they way he was gasping Logan’s arm and hauling him towards the class from Sanders Elementary instead of his own was any indicator.
“Come on! You can hang with us! Roman won’t mind! And my buddy Remy’s lotsa fun too-”
“Remus Castillo, stop right there.”
Remus indignantly ignored his teacher, plowing through his sentence, “You’ll LOVE my class, they’re all weirdos like us-”
“REMUS!”, barked his teacher, already done with the nine year old terror, “You let that boy go this instant!”
Remus defiantly clung tighter to Logan’s arm, “No!”
“Remus Castillo, you’re to let go NOW.”
“But he’s my soulmate!”, Remus yelled, causing his classmates to chatter excitedly. It made Logan feel a little self conscious, but Remus didn’t seem to care, “Pleeeeease let him come with us!!”
His teacher rubbed his temples as if it could massage the exhaustion away, “That’s nice, but you are NOT going to cause more trouble, soulmate or not!”
By now, even the children and teacher from Logan’s academy were watching the commotion. It came to a head as Remus’ teacher tried to separate the two of them, earning the tiniest war cry from Remus as he stomped on his teacher’s foot and clung fully to Logan like his life depended on it.
“I’M NOT LEAVING WITHOUT HIM! I’LL STAY HERE UNTIL WE’RE A GROSS MUSHY PILE OF SKIN AND BONES IF I HAVE TO!”
With that pleasant image in his brain, Logan decided to perhaps appeal to his own teacher,
“Miss, can Remus perhaps stay with our group so we may avoid further-”
“Absolutely not,”, she turned up her nose at Remus’ display, “Our school has a reputation to uphold, I will not have it sullied by such a rude child.”
Well that backfired. Now both teachers were having to try and separate the two of them. It took two of the museum’s security personnel to finally haul Remus off of Logan, carrying the writhing child as they assured his teacher that they’d put him in the tantrum room. With the way they handled his feral yelling and attempts to grab at any nearby exhibits for something he could use to bash them with, this probably wasn’t their first Rabid Child Rodeo.
Logan watched dejectedly as they hauled his soulmate out of sight while his teacher ordered him to get in line as they continued their tour. He couldn’t focus on any of the various bewitching artifacts that the guide presented to them on their tour of the ancient world though, all he could think about was Remus. Alone. Stuck in some room. Missing out on the exhibits. Missing him.
“....Emile?”, Logan asked the boy standing to his left.
“Yes, Logan?”
“I’m about to do something very, very impulsive.”
“.... Okay?”
“And reckless.”
“...Right-”
“In the name of fate.”
“........”, Emile sighed, “What do you need me to do?”
“Either talk me out of what is likely a terrible decision that will without a doubt go on my permanent record and possibly disappoint my father. Or encourage me so that I may spend time with my soulmate for as long as possible.”
Emile shook his head, “Well, if cartoons have taught me anything, it’s that you’re gonna go for it no matter what I say so...”. He placed a hand on Logan’s shoulder, “Make it good, Logan, I wanna remember the day the untouchable Logan Smith lost his mind.”. With a shared chuckle, Emile let him wind up for whatever he was about to do, while Logan waited for his moment. The tour guide was gesturing to an exhibit of ancient Mayan armour when Logan chose to strike, raising his hand while Emile awaited the fireworks show to come.
“Sir? I have a question.“
“Of course, what is it?”
“Did the museum ask permission to have that armour?”
The guide looked confused while Logan’s teacher looked ready to have an aneurysm.
“I… don’t understand what you mean. Anyway this-”
“I’m merely asking,”, Logan interrupted, ready to keep pushing until he would be hauled off by security, “because I believe that if it were my culture being mercilessly appropriated and stolen from, I would be rather upset.”
“We’re allowed to have it because it’s for education-”
“But it’s still stealing. And stealing is always wrong, correct?”
“Well, it-”
“It’s a yes or no question, please answer as such-”
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Remus hadn’t expected company in the tantrum room, but he wasn’t complaining as Logan was marched in, looking positively proud of himself in spite of the way the security guard nearly tossed him inside with obvious frustration. With a bright grin, Remus pat the beanbag next to him, positively writhing with unbridled joy, “Spill! What’d you do?!”.
Logan tried to play stoic and prideful, but the excitement cracked through in his voice, “I merely inquired as to why museums considered their historical thievery to be ethically justified until the tour guide got angry and attempted to ignore me.”.
“Sick!! Then what!?”, Remus’ delighted eyes met Logan’s with a similar sparkle of mischief.
Logan chuckled as he admired their string of fate, as people called it, slowly pulling his eyes from it to meet Remus’ again, “I screamed. Loudly. For quite the duration. I must say, I’m rather proud of my own lung capacity.”
Remus rolled his eyes, but there was a fondness in it.
“Naturally, security came to try and calm the situation.”
“And then they brought you here?”
“No, they attempted to calm me down”, Logan snickered, “But, one of them put a hand on my shoulder rather rudely. So I bit them-”
“YOU BIT ‘EM!?”, if Logan could bottle the light that radiated from Remus there and then, he would have, his own smile growing while his soulmate’s grin threatened to tear through his cheeks, “Logan, mi alma, you’re insane! I love it!”
“Mi alma?”, Logan queried, his cheeks losing the great blush war as his face radiated a nice rosy crimson.
“Oh, right!”, Remus explained, “It means ‘my soul’, it’s what people call their boyfriends ‘n’ stuff back home. I figured since you’re my soulmate, it makes sense to call you that!”
For a moment, Remus faltered, “Uh…. if you don’t mind I guess? It’s whatever, I’ll stop if you hate it-”
“No, no, I rather appreciate the sentiment,” , Logan awkwardly smiled back at Remus, “Mi alma?”
The wilder of the two threw his head back in a roar laughter, “Man, your pronunciation sucks! And that’s an easy one!“, he teased as he shuffled his beanbag closer to Logan’s and continued with a wild smile, “Looks like I gotta stay with you for sure now and make sure you get it right! You’re stuck with me, Nerdy Wolverine!”
It would be hard work convincing his father to let him move schools to be with Remus, Logan knew that. Despite the fact his father adored love in all forms and regarded the bond of soulmates as sacred, Logan knew it’d logically be a hard sell to ask his father to not only pull him out of an expensive academy, but also to have him possibly move home or make a rather lengthy commute.
But as Remus’ had met Logan’s, the latter found himself locking fingers with his wild soulmate, banishing that thought while they still had time together. Whether it would work out right away, after a couple of months, or even over the course of a few years, they’d make it work.
“Falsehood,”, Logan smirked, “I believe it’s you that’s stuck with me.”
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Okay, this one’s the cutest thing hands down. I’m so proud of this one!
As a tidbit, I had it in mind that their single fathers were Janus for the twins and Patton for Logan.
@tsshipmonth2020
Taglist: @somehow-i-got-an-account @cateye-glasses
#intrulogical#logan sanders#remus sanders#tsshipmonth2020#soulmate september#my fics#fanfics#theyre so cute i cry#also incase its confusing#i figured that in this universe#people probably still get married and such like#to people who arent their soulmates#if they feel they want to just settle down but that they won't meet their soulmate#so thats the explaination for Janus being a single parent#as for patton#i like to thing he just adopted logan
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Episode 14 - War-Mantle
[Star Wars: The Bad Batch]
Tears: Out of stock. Will to live: Never heard of her. Will to absolutely fucking smoke Dave Filoni: Very much fucking extremely present.
(Also: Sorry there was no post last week, I was dying over Tech’s light bomb)
——
What’s goin on
clone
who
hold up
that’s a monster doggo
he has weird armor
IS IT WOLFFE
OR GREGOR
ITS GREGOR INNIT
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH OMEGA TWIRLING HER LITTLE PEN THINGY LIKE HUNTER
HUNTERS FACE
REX??????
BY BOY
AN OLD FRIEND HUH
HOW THE FUCK DID REX AND GREGOR MEET THO
IS IT WOLFFE??????
what was rex doing huh?
TELL ME
CC- 5576
THATS GREGOR INNIT
YE ITIS
yea exactly listen to echo dudebros
okay now listen to MY CHILD OKAY
ya need food brothas
no okay now it’s omega
what the fuck is happening
okay THAT IS HANDS DOWN THE FUNNIEST WRECKER SCENE IN THIS SHOW
Echo’s got a point… OooOah yeah, Tech’s got a point… Well the kid’s got a point… BEST THING EVER
ALSO
THE SMILE AFTER HE SAYS ECHO HAS A POINT
HSBAOSIDVS AKDJDHEHSJD
SOOOOOO CUTTTTEEEEEEEEE
hunter looks as confused as i was
YEAH HUNTER
CHECK IT OUT
kamino?
wha?
CRISSCROSS😘😘
RAMPASS🤬🤬
hollup
are they evacuating kamino
are the clones gonna be completely removed now?
well of course they are dumbass the EPISODE IS CALLED WAR MANTLE ITS LITERALLY THE DECOMMISSIONING OF THE CLONES
cadets🥺
sad life
they are never gonna become soldiers 😭
bish
whaddareya plannin
ya gonna leave or sum
ah yeah they are
why is it so satisfying when ships exit hyperspace
WHY IS ECHO GREEN
WHAT THE FAASAAAAAAACKKCKCKCCK
i am angy
come on tech
tHAt dIrEcTIoN
please
if anyone’s gonna know north and south and shit it’s tech
TECH MY BOY I STILL LOVE YOU REMEMBER THAT
hold up hunter gonna sniff something
sniff sniff
how the hell can he make out whether he was dragged or not
and how did he know the clone was hunted
how the f do hunters senses work??
TECHS VOICE IS SO ADORABLE I CANT FUCKING EXPLAIN IT
omg hunter is the daddiest dad to ever dad
WRECKER HOLDING A HAND BEHIND OMEGA
CAN YOU NOT
HOW DOES HE KNOW A SHUTTLE LANDED ON THE FUCKING GROUND
OH MY GOD
DID TECH JUST SLIP ON THE ROCK
he did didn’t he
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
how fucking fast are they climping
they are skilled af
damn brothas
OMG YOU CAN SEE HOW HARD THEYRE BREATHING
BITCH
TECHS EYES ARE SO PRETTY I CANT
those are stormies
i know it
stormy stormtroopers
oh no
i have a feeling this is bad
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ECHO MY SON
SKAKO MINOR
BITCH
AH MY BABY
I CANT
IM CRYING SO HARD RIGHT NOW
AH
THEY HAVE TO RESCUE CROSSHAIR NOW
HE IS BEING HELD AGAINST HIS WILL TOO
omg what is that game
ARE THEY PLAYING ON GONKY
AAHAAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
they are gonna die
i know it
those commanders look hella scary
hold up
is that delta squad
it’s the armor
TK TROOPERS
I KNEW IT
that clones voice is weird
GREGOR IT IS THEN
he also has two eyes so wolffe
HIS LAUGH
YES
AH
CT-99’S
THEY HAVE A FULL ASS REPUTATION JUST WITH THE FIRST TWO DIGITS OF THEIR NUMBER
gregors arms are… uh… very defined
oh no tech failed
ITS OKAY BABY I STILL LOVE YOU
WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES
some are graver than other but uh….. nevermind
how the hell does a droid popper work on humans
pew pew pew
OH MY GOD SHES HUGGING LULA
BABY OMEGA IS STRESSED
SHE NEEDS HER EMOTIONAL SUPPORT PLUSHIE
uh
wrecker
they definitely do not have everything under control
they are basically dying over there
HOW DARE YOU HIT MY CHILD
HE HIT TECH
HE KICKED TECH
YOU BITCH ASS FUCKING INCAPABLE FUCK HORSE ASSBUTT I WILL MURDER YOU
eyyy
echo blew up too
bond bitches
bond
HOW DOES TECH THROW A BOMB THAT CASUALLY
OMG OMEGA IS FLYING THE SHIP
TECH HAS TAUGHT HER HOW TO FLY THE SHIP
HOLY FUCKING SHIT I WANNA SCREAM
I STILL CANT BELIEVE TECH TAUGHT OMEGA HOW TO FLY THE SHIP
WHERE DID THEY DO THE TEST FLYING
WHEN DID THEY DO THE TEST FLYING
I WANNA SEE THAT
AH
TECH
SWEETIE
AH
I CANT
GONKY TO THE RESCUE
OMEGAS THEME
I CANT
gregor looks positively terrified
this stresses me out
HUNTER
NO
STOP
WHY
NO
I DONT LIKE THIS
HUNTER
STOP FALLING
STOP IT
STOP RIGHT NOW
WHERE IS A JEDI WHEN YOU NEED ONE
OH THATS RIGHT
THEYRE DEAD
GONKY
NO
NO
HUNTER YOU LITTLE SHIT
DO NOT
I ORDER YOU TO STOP
RIGHT NOW
OMEGA
STOP
NO
I CANT HANDLE THIS
STOP
I CANT BREATHE
HER VOICE
THE PANIC
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
GO BACK THIS INSTANT
NO
I DONT LIKE THIS
stop
HUNTER
WAS THIS WHAT THAT FUCKING TWEET WAS ABOUT
“sometimes even the bad batch has to follow orders”
FUCK OFF
lama su is gonna die i just know it
oh
oh no
stop
i know what gonna happen now
crosshair
that’s what’s happening
nuh uh
i dont like it
it hurts
IT HURTS DO YOU HEAR ME
CROSSHAIR AND HUNTER MEETING LIKE THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANTED OKAY
I AM CRYING SO FUCKING HARD I CANT EVEN
DAVE FUCKING FILONI YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS
——
I know exactly what’s gonna happen now:
Hunter is gonna die
Crosshair is gonna die
Everyone’s gonna die
Filoni actually is kind for once and lets the batch have a nice reunion and be a family again.
its one of the above
and i am pretty sure it’s not the fourth…
#the bad batch#bad batch#star wars the bad batch#clone force 99#star wars tbb#bad batch spoilers#tech#crosshair#omega#echo#hunter#wrecker#bad batch tech#bad batch crosshair#bad batch omega#bad batch echo#bad batch hunter#bad batch wrecker#tech bad batch#crosshair bad batch#omega bad batch#echo bad batch#hunter bad batch#wrecker bad batch#commander gregor#i wanna die
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Yandere! Bakugou X Reader
I got an ask by someone but accidently deleted it, sooo here you go. This ended up way longer than expected. No beta we die like heroes.
You've Known Bakugou from childhood, being friends with both him and Deku.
Bakugou was always jealous of Deku because you were closer to him.
When Bakuboi discovered his quirk, he decided at that point that he was able to protect you, not deku, you had to be with him!
Thats when he started to bully Deku for being 'weak' - too weak to protect you.
Naturally when you took Deku's side, he was enraged, how DARE you?!?! Can't you see he loves you?
Thats when Bakugou calms down with bullying deku (while he was training).
When had to move away for your parents job, both boys were devastated (despite Bakugou not showing it).
Two years later
In a few years you were able to transfer into UA in class 2A.
You weren't too shocked when you realised that you'd be in the same class as Bakugou and Deku as you kept in touch with Deku.
Bakugou however was so shocked when you waltzed into the class, that famous smile on your face.
'Why didn't you tell him you were coming back?'
He is so happy to see you but he can't say anything, he has a reputation to keep up.
When you walk in and go straight to Deku and hug him, ohohoh boy is so mad. How dare you go straight to that nerd.
100% goes up to you in class with the rest of the Bakusquad and everyone is surprised when he asks why you didn't say anything.
Like 'you know them?!'
As he's in his 2nd year, he's calmed down a lot, however with you back, that obsession has come back 2x as much.
I mean you've changed, you are stunning and mature, now he HAS to have you, there is no way deku is getting in the way this time.
Bakugou calls Deku out one night and fights him, telling him to back the hell off.
Deku does not, however he does put in a good word for Bakugou and with the help of Kirishima, you become an honorary member of the Bakusquad.
It doesnt take too long for you and Bakugou to become close again, I mean the boy is E V E R Y W H E R E.
After a while of being in class 2A some guy from the buisiness course asks you out.
It's not a surprise that this didn't go well with Bakugou, oh no he is FURIOUS how d a r e some extra even think of asking you out.
Well back to you, you've always had a crush on Bakugou but having given up on him, you decided to take this offer, even going as far as asking the girls in the class to dress you up for it.
Bakugou thought of intervening and refusing to let you go but he knew that would push you away, oh no he had to let you make your own mistake and then he'll be there with open arms.
The girls (and aoyama) help you get ready (Mina being in on the Plan with Bakugou, letting him know what is happening) and they hype you up about the date.
Bakugou follows you the full way there and hides so you don't see him. When he realises that you've been stood up, he is madder than he's ever been, what is wrong with him (the other guy).
He walks up to you sitting in the park.
"Haah? What are you doing here alone? Where's your fukin date?" He asks acting like he hasnt been there for the last hour. "O-Oh bakugou.... I uh... I was stood up" you say shocked that he was there. "why are you out and about?" you ask curiously as he sits next to you on the bench. "The idiots wanted to watch a movie but I got bored so I left" he flawlessly lies. With tears in your eyes, you say "oh right, sounds like something you guys would do, I kinda wish I had tagged along instead of wasting my time with some guy that doesn't like me".
"Haah? He's an asshole anyway, you don't need anyone like that" he states looking away from you. "T-thank you katsuki". He whips his head around to look at you. "What? Did I say something?" you ask insecurely. "No, it's just... I've not heard you call me that since ws were kids" he states, once again looking away to cover his blush. "Oh right, sorry" You say suppressing a shiver.
He loks down at you once again, noticing your lips turning blue. "Dumbass why aren't you wearing a jacket? Trying to get yourself sick?!" he shouts. "No it just ruins the outfit, kinda silly now that I think about it" you say pouting. He shrugs his jacket off and throws it at you. "Kats- I mean Bakugou, why?" you ask. "Don't let it get to you, I just don't want you sick and have to take care of you" he huffs. "won't you be cold?" you ask concerned. "not if you move your ass, we can go back to the dorms and watch a movie, maybe pickup some food because I know your dumbass hasn't eaten today" he states standing up and pulling you with him. "I-" he cuts you off. "Don't talk, I always said I'd protect you, I'm doing it...... And you can call me Katsuki" He grumbles walking ahead, never once letting go of you, adoring the feeling of your hand in his.
You pick up some food and watch some movies in his dorm room.
"Hey Katsuki?" you ask, turning on your side to look at him. He grunts but glaces over to you. "Thank you for tonight" you state reaching for his hand. His eyes widen at the movement. "Don't worry about it idiot, why did you even agree to go with that jackas he isn't really your type" he says glairing down at you. "Hmm you're right, but it's not like the guy I like likes me back... Well I don't think so" You state looking down at your intwined hands.
He follows your gaze and smirks. "Oh? And who do you like?" He asks. "I'm not gonna tell you that!" you state looking him in the eye once again. "What? Come on, is it that Damn Nerd?" He glares at nothing in particular, making you giggle. "What? No of course not" you state.
"Is it someone in our group?" He asks "mayhaps... Anyway I should probably head back to my dorm" you say getting ready to leave. He tugs you back "I think the hell you are, I'm N O T letting you leave until you tell me!" he shouts. "Why do you care?!" you ask back. He just glares at you, waiting for an answe. "I-fine..... Its you okay?... Its always been you but I know that you don't-" He cuts you off with a kiss.
It's a short but passionate kiss, leaving you both breathless. "You're mine now, got it?" He asks, trailing kisses over your shoulder, he bites down and claims you as his.
You never do find out about his Yandere tendences. And you never found out what happened to that guy. (Kiri, Denki, Sero and Mina took care of him that night, never mess with the Bakusquad)
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semi eita x reader where y/n is a vb player too, they dislike each other but are usually civil til one day one of them get jealous and they start insulting each other badly but then they make up and realize they actually might like each other
semi x gn!reader enemies to lovers
warnings: swearing
requests are open!
oh god- this one was so fun to write, thank you for requesting!! i kind of altered your request (just a teeny tiny bit), i hope you don’t mind !! i also didn’t specify if reader is on the boys’ team or not, so the story stays gender neutral <3 i couldnt come up w a title to save my life so- but i still hope you like it !!!
* you seriously have no idea why you and semi hate each other
* like ?? objectively theres nothing wrong with him but if you look at him you kinda wanna punch him
* like ,, no hate involved?? he just has a v punchable face
* both of u being volleyball players at the same school you’d think you’d get along
* but nope
* whenever he gets the chance, semi just starts relentlessly dissing you and your plays and thats another thing u wanna punch him for
* “your posture was off and the way you attempted to spike that ball was terrible”
* you always have a comeback that includes at least one profanity and (only, if hes lucky) one attempt to knock him out
* everyone involved in volleyball at shiratorizawa tried to get you to get along but it never worked
* one time tendou locked you in the storage room and you had to climb out the window and endure semi’s constant commentary on how the way you’re climbing is inefficient
* so, you were both pretty fed up with each other
* it was no surprise the whole thing exploded in your faces
* it was after a match that semi started talking about your mistakes again and oh boy
“seriously, if you just paid attention in practice, you’d know how to hit a damn line shot, but no,” semi said, and you finally had enough.
“why would i take advice from a replaced setter? go back to practicing pinch serves, maybe you’ll actually be useful to the team.”
okay, well, that might have been too low of a blow, because you actually thought (though it was hard to admit it to yourself) semi was a decent player and reliable teammate. even as a pinch server, he always did the best he possibly could. but he was not going to hear about these thoughts of yours. ever.
you took in his appearance and duly noted the traces of hurt that were visible in his eyes for a split second.
“you’re a bitch. whoever thought you playing volleyball was a good idea, was clearly a fucking dumbass. you could not get a single point if it weren’t for everyone else dragging you along,” he spat back, arms crossing as he spoke. you tried to not be visibly surprised at the way he just pulled up a facade from out of the blue. his words, though harsh, didn’t sting as much as they should have; he clearly just said these things out of pure anger.
“fuck you, semi,” you replied, fully ready to leave the conversation, when you were suddenly grabbed by tendou, and taken to the locker room.
“tendou, if you don’t put me down i will set your fucking house on fire,” you said, struggling against his grip.
before he could reply, ushijima showed up, with semi dragging behind him. who’s the dog now?, you couldn’t help but think.
“you are going to figure out why the hell you can’t even be in the same room together. now. knock three times when you finally decided that you were going to be civil with each other. if either of you tries to escape, i will personally report it to the principal. toodles,” tendou said, while ushijima nodded along. seemingly satisfied with themselves, the two men left the room and you hear the faint sound of the lock turning. great.
you heard semi huff, and undoubtedly he had that stupid pout on his face that irked you so much. you just rolled your eyes.
“what, no comment about my posture?” you mocked, unable to stop yourself from picking a fight.
you did not expect semi to stay quiet; he always bit back when you attempted to pick on him. the only thing you could think of that could have fucked him up was your comment, but there was no way he was so affected by it, right?
“whatever,” you mumbled, crossing your arms and fixing your gaze from the wall in front of you to your shoes.
the silence was practically eating you alive. you were not used to just being in semi’s company without bickering, and it felt horribly wrong that you were both quiet.
you just opened your mouth to make a comment about how much tendou and ushijima suck, when he spoke up, finally: “you’re a bitch, you know that?”
oh, now that you could deal with. “and you’re a dick. what’s your point? you thought you could constantly pick on me and i would just take it? think again,” you spat, glancing at him.
he was hunched over, elbows resting on his knees, hands supporting his chin as le leaned forward. he did have the pout on his face.
“you’re so fucking dense,” he settled on saying, and you just rolled your eyes. before you could form a comeback, he continued: “tell me, did i ever pick on you, as you put it, without commenting on a mistake of yours?” he tilted his head to look at you and there was something unfamiliar in his gaze.
you thought hard about his question; thinking back, he never did anything but point out mistakes you made that you were not always aware of. he must have seen your answer on your face.
“exactly. did you manage to work on your posture while spiking? did your line shot improve?” and you hated that he kind of had a point; you did spend hours perfecting your form and your line shot after he commented on them. “i was trying to help you,” he added, seemingly as an afterthought.
now that just made you confused; helping you? why? “and why would you help me? aren’t i your mortal enemy or something?” you mumbled.
“where did you get that from?” he asked, eyebrows furrowed. “i just wanted you to improve because i think you have a bright future ahead of you if you continue to play volleyball.”
“what?” you deadpanned. “you’re just pranking me. you’re gonna make fun of me for believing you.”
“yeah, sure. this is all a ploy, i want you to know you’re a wonderful player all your faults aside just so i can go and laugh behind your back that you believed me,” he said, rolling his eyes.
you firmly nodded and he sighed.
“you know what, whatever. i thought you’d understand, clearly, i was mistaken.”
you just stayed quiet and tried to think of why he would lie to you about it, but no matter how hard you thought about it, he wouldn’t benefit from telling you you’re a good player. so you decided to believe him.
“i- i don’t actually think you’re a useless player, either. the team wouldn’t have made it as far as it dd without you,” you confessed, fiddling with your fingers.
“yeah?” and oh, he sounded genuinely surprised and his face kind of brightened and oh.
“yeah, i just... i never knew why you would comment only on my plays and not the others’ and i kind of thought hurting you back would be a good way to deflect,” you said quietly, rubbing the back of your neck and avoiding his gaze.
“yeah, i admit, i could have been nicer about it but... i didn’t want to seem soft, you know. that’s not very impressive now, is it? and also, maybe i was kind of jealous of how talented you are,” he replied, smiling slightly. and- impress and be jealous of? impress who and why? you?
“i personally would have been more impressed, to be honest,” you said, finally meeting his eyes. “and the jealousy i can maybe understand, but why would you want to impress me?” you asked, confused.
“god, you’re lucky you’re so talented at volleyball, cause you can be a real dumbass sometimes,” he said, straightening up and turning his body towards you. “i wanted to impress you because you’re cute and delightfully annoying and i think the moment i first saw you i almost fainted and every goddamn thing nowadays reminds me of you and i wanted to get closer to you and kind of wanted you to see me in the same light i see you in.” everything kind of fell into place after he finished his speech; you finally could place why his pout irked you (it didn’t, what irked you was how cute you thought it was), why you wanted to cause him bodily harm (because, again, you were attracted to him and you subconsciously buried that deep down and thought instead of kissing him, punching would do more good) and why you worked on your mistakes after he pointed them out (it wasn’t spite, it was because you valued his opinion).
“and what light is that?” you asked, smiling widely.
“i- you’re really gonna make me say it?” you just nodded, trying to bite back a laugh. “i like you. there, happy?” he grumbled and you finally let the laugh bubble out of you. “what’s so funny?”
“we could have been dating for the past three years if you could have just chosen a different tone to call me out,” you replied, grinning.
“wait- you like me too?” he asked in disbelief.
“i’m like 99% sure i do,” you said.
“what about the remaining 1%?”
“well, i might need some confirmation. maybe a kiss? we’ll see if i can make it a hundred,” you replied cheekily and semi finally let out a laugh himself.
“don’t mind if i do,” he mumbled, taking your face into his hands and pulling you in for a kiss.
you have just closed your eyes and could feel his breath on your lips, when the door burst open. you tried to lean back, but semi held your face in place.
“uh- i-“ a very flustered ushijima started, “tendou asked me to check up on you two and i- i think i need to get back to- to practice. good day,” and with that, he closed the door again. both you and semi burst out laughing.
as your laughs dissolved into giggles, semi glanced down on your lips and you took a sharp breath. you were getting impatient.
taking matters into your own hands, you crashed your lips to his. you felt him smile into the kiss and you knew that the missing 1% has been added to the 99%.
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𝙮𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬 — 𝙝. 𝙝𝙟
fic type // letter fic - 2.0k words
summary // hyunjin finds his pile of hidden letters for you and he decided to write one last time
pairing(s) // hyunjin x fem!reader, hyunjin x oc
genre(s) // PG16 & angst
warning(s) // mentions of food, cussing
author's note // hello hello the second part of unspoken words is here <3 im sorry you all had to wait such a long time! but here is hyunjin’s pov from the first part which is y/n’s pov. please listen to coldplay’s yellow while reading as it was the inspiration for this! this is slightly crappier than the first but its okay :’) i hope you all enjoy this! thank you for reading muah muah
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[20/03/14, 10:30pm]
hey y/n/n,
im writing these to let out some things i've been holding in,, some of them i cant say in front of you because im so scared of what will happen, to you and more importantly to us. i'll write another one soon, goodbye.
- your jinnie
[19/04/14, 03:00am]
hi hello dumb dumb,
your smile was gorgeous, as always. i just wanted to say that because you seem like you've been in the dumps lately. i hope everything is okay at home. i'm glad we video called today, you seemed so alone. if i were you, I'd say thank you, haha,, i'm bringing you something tomorrow. i hope you like it since you always liked these sweets. i'm bringing some for our new friend too! i'll see you tomorrow, princess.
- your prince hyunjin
[19/05/15, 12:30am]
hi lovergirl :)
i hope you have a really good birthday, i can't wait to see you and yeon. were gonna have so much fun at the beach, with the sand in our feet and the salty wind from the sea. i'm bringing my disposable camera tomorrow and i hope we'll use it well. other than that, i hope to see you happy for the rest of our lives. promise me to stay strong? thats my best girl! thank you for being here since the start, i can't imagine how life would be without you. i love you so much, lovely.
- your lil berry jin
[09/06/15, 08:39pm]
hey y/n/n,
i hope you're doing well there at home. you're probably dying of hotness and boredness without me hehe,, but i'm sorry, it's called a family trip for a reason. germany is so pretty and it's wow… you would love it so much. maybe i'll take you here one day, just the two of us :) i mean, yeon can come too if she likes, it's no biggie. but,,, you, yknow? for old times sake. by the way, do you know why yeon keeps calling me? she says it's because she's bored but i'm not sure if i quite understand,,, as you're bored too. why don't you both be bored together? the trio will get back in the fall don't worry about it but for now you guys be lonely together :>
- your puppy, hyunjin
[15/06/15, 2:19pm]
hey y/n/n,
i bought you some local snacks. i can't wait to see you again. i love you, dork.
- your hyunnie
[30/06/15, 3:00am]
y/n,
i'm glad to see you still being.. you even after we stopped talking regularly. yeonnie tells me you've been trying to interact with others at your school? i'm so happy for you but don't forget me loser hehe. i'll see you soon, hopefully, alright?
- your dandelion, hyunjin
[18/07/15, 2:15am]
yo y/n/n,
i hope you're doing okay. i think i have feelings for yeon but i'm not sure,,, i just get butterflies when i'm around her and i think she has it too. what do you think? maybe i can confess to her soon? idk why i can't tell you this, directly i mean. am i scared? i don't know. im sorry we talk less than we already do. i really am. maybe i'll text you later, who knows. i'll see you soon.
- your starlight, hyunjin
[25/07/15, 5:00pm]
hi,
it's been a while. i guess you heard that yeonbin and i got together a few days ago. i dont know why i'm writing a fake letter to you when we don't talk anymore but i hope you're not too surprised over it. she's so incredible, y/n. she makes me so so happy, i don't even know how she does it,, and her little dimples. god, i may have just met the love of my life. she radiates such a blue-ish colour. i see a little bit of you in her everytime she smiles though, is that weird? no- i don't know-,, i think you'll say 'i think you're in love with me instead of her' and you'll put on a smirk. dumbass. well, i'll figure it out soon. see you around.
- hyunnie
[25/05/15, 04:30am]
y/n/n,
i think i still love you.
- your angel, hyunjin
[20/??/15, ??:??]
im sorry
y/n i'm so so sorry that she did that to you. i had no idea she was this cruel. i told her that y'know maybe i still love you. keyword maybe. she freaked out. this is all my fault. y/n im so sorry please forgive me, she went through my stuff without asking. i don't know what has gotten into her lately. please, please, forgive me. oh how i could just hug you right now if i weren't so selfish. again, i'm so so sorry.
- hyunjin
[15/12/15, 5:00am]
hello
i miss when we used to stay up and stare at the stars while they shine for us. i miss your stupid questions whenever everything was quiet. i miss the way you would kiss my forehead when everything was going numb. i miss you, so so much. please, come back. i don't care if you would be my best friend, please, just be in my life again.
- the one missing you
[01/01/20, 12:00am]
hey, you
happy new years! its been a while, hasn't it? i hope you're doing okay. i am, too, fortunately.
im writing you for the last time to tell you something i should have,, many many years ago.
i love you, sweet moonlight. i'm sorry i didn't say it sooner. i wish i did, i wish i was the one holding you through the night. i wish i was the one who makes you smile every day. i wish i was the one who made you breakfast in bed on our anniversaries. i wish, i wish, i wish i was yours, y/n. i don't know why i'm releasing so late that i should've asked you out after that failed attempt. im sorry, y/n, that i made your life such a burden. i'm so sorry that i loved you so much that i let you go too early. i'm so so sorry.
i would go back to you if you'd let me. i would be your best friend again if it made you happy. i would be your boyfriend if we fell in love. i would turn back time if i could, to go back to when i confessed to yeonbin. it should've been you, y/n. it was always you. please, i want to feel your touch and your soothing voice. come back to me, because i would go back to you. i love you, i love you, i love you.
i miss your smile that gives off yellow. i miss the yellow flowers you used to give my sister when she was down. i miss the yellow hat you used to use all the time. you're my favourite colour, y/n. you're my yellow.
- the one that made a mistake, hwang hyunjin.
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what IFs do you trust? I like recs from ppl with picky tastes 👀
Hewwo nonny I'm answering this from work rn, I will either reblog later with links or edit them in. But for now Okay edit time bc I just spent hours looking for gpus that wouldnt make me go broke and failed.
I feel like its important to note that when I say the writing is good, if I don’t like the prose or style of writing I will literally stop reading something. So when I say the writing is good it’s something that I legitimately enjoyed reading without having to get caught on awkward phrasing, prose, style or grammar mistakes, because I don’t power through that shit I just stop. Also if I think the premise is just straight up dumb or ridiculous I will also just drop it. It’s why I stopped reading so much I literally have so much trouble finding books I can actually sit through and read.
The first three are Manor Hill, Bad Ritual and Hybrid [Masterpost]
The writers dev blog is Heart-forge.
All three of them are well written with fun and interesting premises. The responses and dialogue branches feel like something an actual person might say or respond to. Every demo uses routes instead of flirt options (❤) so the development of the relationships feels normal. They're also all twine based. And lastly, Forge is just a chill person who has repetitively stood strong against some of the bullshit with in the community.
The fourth or second? technically? Is a sci fi cog called Valhalla by Palette_Jack on the(Cog) forums [Link] [Tumblr]
I totally didn't become attached to it because it let's the MC use a double trigger sniper rifle. But in all seriousness it's a cog that is very obviously inspired by other sci fi shows/movies/games but doesn't drip with obviously copied terms, premises and references. There's multiple alien species you can play as that obviously take inspiration from other things but the lore and customization for them completely overshadow that. The writing is good. there's a sentient weird spaceship and a roomba. You can be a raging dumbass and the worldbuilding is fun and well developed. All the characters have been great so far and it captures the spirit of a dramatic wacky sci fi adventure, honestly whats not to love? Palette Jack also comes off as chill and very positive and I'm super impressed that they turned what was originally a fairly dark original fiction concept into what the cog is now and I'm excited for the rest of the story.
Next, and I’m gonna put it under a cut because these will get long, are other general IFs that I found entertaining enough to read through, but didn’t really hook me for various reasons which I will list. I’m also not going to give you recs with hiatus or dead wips (but i can lmaoo)
Mind-Blind I have to include mind blind bc it’s literally the exact opposite of fhr. Writing is good, im not always fond of all the pop culture references and one of the ROs is british but I will give it a pass bc you can reenact the exact conversation I have with my second graders whenever I tell them I’ve been playing pokemon since before they were born. Oh and I am a sucker for close sibling relationships. No but seriously its a well executed and interesting premise, I wish MC could be more feral as usual. But in all kudos to Jo for making what could be an extremely dark story comedic while still hitting some pretty serious and heavy notes and doing it well.
OFNA Birds, thats like all you need to know. Is magic bird cult. Literally my only nitpick is the authors lack of encyclopedic knowledge of birds but thats literally my own problem for having an encyclopedic knowledge of birds and the author unknowingly placing it in the northeast where I live and actively birdwatch.
Spellbound Is a great premise bc you’re literally just a ghost getting dragged along for the ride. Writing is decent, the entire premise is very fun. I love the idea of being a formally powerful person being stuck as a completely powerless and ancient ghost that everyone refuses to treat with any respect despite being centuries old and once leading an entire army. Not all that fond of the ROs but it’s fine I’m a ghost. This is one where I really wish you could be more jaded and a raging asshole and feral. I just feel like MC deserves it. As a treat.
Atollo wacky sci-fi cyberpunk setting that branches into the supernatural and superhero genres. Just a good time overall. I died in like the first minute to a fishman I accidentally pissed off. MC’s very bad no good day. World building is very elaborate. You are Canadian. I’m from Newfoundland and could not be a simple fisherman. Again just another one where the ROs aren’t really my cup of tea OH got asked out on a date by a the leader of a bunch of anarchists and I could not say yes :(( he even gave me his jacket.
The Exile I actually really like this one. Can be an absolute raging dumbass and a feral bastard. Also the romance routes! ! are not just like two options that are (flustered) and (flirty) they actually make sense for the MC and corresponding RO. If I’m being super nit-picky I’d say it’s hard to play a MC that isnt a bastard and the worldbuilding is I guess either a bit heavy handed or too on the nose.
Sentinel and Project Hadea Both are good with good writing, project hadea so far i just <3 <3 <3 i honestly cant think of anything too nitpicky, we couldnt name our AI in Hadea which kinda sucked. Oh. Are twine games with very good aesthetics. Or actually idk if the author fully converted sentinel over yet.
The Nameless magesmith my beloved. Fun premise I like the ROs fun to play through. Yeah sorry akjslhd there really isnt that much to say about this one
Those are just the ones felt worth linking. If you’re hanging in the cog forums and are bored you can check out
A Mage’s Rebirth which has like such a fun dramatic premise but I don’t vibe with a lot the worldbuilding or ROs
The Golden Rose which like is great a lil purple prose sometimes but it just leans this going to sound insane but it leans towards being a just lil too straight and trust me u will know when u read it, which honestly makes it kind a slog to playthrough but u can be feral and dumb
Bloodmoon which is werewolves ooo
I, the Forgotten One, which you can only get to in the +18 section. I could say A LOT and I mean A LOT about this one. There’s a lot a like about it and a lot I don’t but it is interesting and entertaining to play through.
Theres a few more but i honestly a lot of them are dead in the water or I can’t remember them or feel like tracking them down.
Anyway if you actually read this far down wtf dude
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gyadl episode 8 liveblog
- let me just start out by saying
- oh my god this mask looks so stupid 😂
- ok we can continue now
-and like- ‘master has instructed us to follow you and listen to ur orders’
-why’d he tell them to listen to his orders is he mocking xxc 😂
-ah yes pretend to be making a phone call great idea. cool phone tho!!
-aww hong lan looks so cute in bed with her dog ☺️
-she’s just so pretty 🥺
-surprised she played along tho
-‘i see that in the future you’ll be a good wife’ ??? ‘and mother’ dude wtf??
-oh her green outfit with the hat is cute!! must resist giffing her every time she comes on screen 😂
-and her choker is cute!!
-wait their outfits actually match colors 😂
-that is not the same mask as in the preview of the episode... it’s like someone cut the bottom half off
-stupid boy why did u get her stiletto heels. ofc it’s gonna be hard to walk, shes not used to them!
-‘you must get used to them because you have to dance in them’??? when did u start being so stupidly bossy? oh right when u asked her to give u her most prized possession as a symbol of her acceptance of u 😒
-oh my god i see her mistaking him for someone else wearing the same mask. hopefully my boy lfs???
-girl u don’t wanna be with someone that inconsiderately controlling
-and another boring montage 😂 am i being a bit mean? maybe. but they bore me as a couple
-time for sad lfs ☹️ ohhh he’s making her poster into a boat!
-ofc he saw them dancing. poor dear
-I DONT LIKE SEEING HIM SAD IT MAKES ME WANNA CRY
- and ofc i giffed it. i am nothing if not entirely predictable. z1l + angst? im sold. thats the entire reason i started watching this show in the first place 😂
-oh tianying actually looks cute with her hair in a bun!
-ofc lfs is wearing a sleek black suit 😍
-ohmyGOD xxc *still* thinks lfs betrayed him? 😒
-stop being a bitch to ur best friend dumbass
-omg ofc hong lan is stunning in her masquerade outfit 😱😍😭
-where did all these girls who want xxc to drink come from
-awww gremlin brother is here!! he is precious to me
-OH SHIT DID SHE GET RUN OVER
-lfs is such a good friend!!!!! xxc u don’t deserve him 😒
- omg the scene in the bathroom i cant
-I WAS RIGHT ABOUT HER MISTAKING LFS FOR XXC YES GIVE ME THAT ANGST. that sweet sweet angst
-omg is he gonna notice her arm??
-wait weren’t those shoes pink and not silver? or maybe it’s the lighting
-omg he can’t talk cause she’d recognize it’s not the right voice. the intrigue!
-OFC there’s drama. i love it
-ah my boy got shot!!!!!
-girl cant you tell already it’s not xxc?? it ain’t even the right hair 😂 i mean. stress i guess
-are you REALLY trying to talk about tianying when he’s LITERALLY CUTTING YOU OPEN?? my god he’s got no emotional intelligence whatsoever
-‘it seems our relationship is really very complicated’ no it’s not?? you’re making it complicated by not trusting him dumbass
-let him operate on you already!!! god they’re both so stupid
-MY BOY QIKAI IS HERE
-OH NO GREMLIN DIDI IS HERE TOO I DONT WANT HIM TO BE SAD
-ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME HONG LAN??? GOD WHY ARE THEY TURNING HER INTO THE JEALOUS HARPY
-ohh my god the drama! ofc tianying is the only one with a compatible blood type 😂
-poor guy has to operate on two of some of the closest people in his life i kinda feel bad for him
-ofc he’s sitting with her and not his best friend, the one who, you know, almost *died* 😒
-‘i still can’t believe that the both of you could survive’ of all the stupid things to say xxc???
-ofc i don’t get to see if my bb lfs is ok. ughhh i should probably not watch anymore tonight it’s late
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if i saved a whole bunch of prompts to help me with starters thats my business... all these starters are sponsored by twd prompt makers and google number generator oops
❛ It happened. Now it’s done. You live with it or it eats you up. ❜
❛ My people have guns. Yours don’t. ❜
❛ You keep choosing this life, you will die. ❜
❛ If you have to eat shit, best not to nibble. ❜
❛ They don’t attack this place. They don’t kill us. ❜
❛ Most of the people here don’t even know how to fight, even if we had ammo. ❜
❛ We need food. You have it. We’re willing to work for it. ❜
❛ Confrontation’s never been something we’ve had trouble with. ❜
❛ Y'all are worse than a bunch of evangelical second graders. ❜
❛ I’m still me, but better. I lost everything and it made me stronger. ❜
❛ I killed so that I could live. I stopped counting when I hit double digits. ❜
❛ You wanna make today your last day on Earth? ❜
❛ What if it’s the last day on Earth for you? Or someone you love? ❜
❛ I’m a sinner. I sin almost every day. ❜
❛ It was a sanctuary. People came and took this place. ❜
❛ I’ve been bitten, you stupid pricks! I’m tainted meat! ❜
❛ We can walk away, and we will never cross paths again! ❜
❛ Nightmares end. They shouldn’t end who you are. ❜
❛ The second it isn’t, the second we lose sight of that, it’s all over.. ❜
❛ We’re all gonna die and you let this happen for nothing. ❜
❛ Welcome to the human race, asshole. ❜
❛ You’re not the person people think you are. ❜
❛ Why don’t you say what’s really on your mind? ❜
❛ Some days, I don’t know what the hell to think. ❜
❛ You had no idea what you were talking about, did you? Did you?! ❜
❛ You hear me? I’m not giving up! People like me– people like me, they can live. ❜
❛ I like it here. I like the people. But… they’re weak, and I don’t want us to get weak too. ❜
❛ Yeah, you used to be somebody’s, huh? Now you’re just yours. ❜
❛ You know, everyone’s been through it somehow. Everyone. ❜
❛ I met a lot of bad people out here doing a lot of bad shit. ❜
❛ The evidence seems to go in that direction. ❜
❛ You well know that I’m not combat ready or even for that matter combat inclined. ❜
❛ God, you’re really that much of a coward? ❜
❛ It’s their world. We’re just living in it. ❜
❛ You don’t go outside those walls anymore. Not by yourself, not with anyone else. ❜
❛ It’s gonna get people killed. It’s already gotten people killed. ❜
❛ Play your cards right, maybe you don’t have to die. ❜
❛ Things don’t get better because you– you want them to. ❜
❛ Starting right now, we have to live in the real world. ❜
❛ When you care about people, hurt is kind of part of the package. ❜
❛ I’m gonna take a group out. Best not waste any more time. ❜
❛ When I fell on my ass, they should have just left me out there. ❜
❛ Everything we’ve been working so hard to keep out, it found its way in. ❜
❛ Everybody makes it, till they don’t. ❜
❛ I killed two people and you haven’t said a word about it. ❜
❛ You can’t think forever. Sooner or later, you’ve got to make a move.. ❜
❛ I mean, what the hell is going on in this cabin? Were they storing those biters? ❜
❛ I could use a vacation. Get away. Just for a weekend. ❜
❛ Is this what you want? Is this what any one of you want? ❜
❛ Now you put down your weapons, walk through those gates you’re one of us. ❜
❛ Get in your cars, get your guns. We go in, kill them all! ❜
❛ I’m a piece of shit. Why would you want my help? ❜
❛ I’m sorry. I’m not very good at making boys your age laugh. ❜
❛ So you tell me how in the holy hell did you possibly kill this truck? ❜
❛ We’re not too far gone. We get to come back. ❜
‘i know, stranger danger. but, um .. i’m a friend.’
‘son of a bitch!’
‘was he bit?’
‘you know best how to work this thing.’
‘you don’t want this!’
‘holy shit.’
‘i’d like to start pulling my weight around here.’
‘put it down.’
‘it’s classified.’
‘help! help!’
‘hey you, dumbass. yeah, you.’
‘there are others. it’s not just us.’
‘you ought to be more polite to a man with a gun.’
‘what’cha doin’ out here?’
‘i thought i heard him say something.’
‘pissin’ our pants yet?’
‘before we take this any further, i need you to turn over weapons.’
‘is this a joke?’
‘trying to make a get away, huh?’
we’re not just fighting to survive anymore. we’re making a new beginning.
it’s about the small moments and getting to have as many of those as possible.
i think we can beat it.
if we wait, we’ll wind up drawing that other herd.
you’re lucky it’s not infected.
i just felt stupid.
ready to take on anything.
it’s fine, i’ve got this.
they could be lying.
we could do it. we have the surpluses.
you’re welcome to stay the night here if you’d like.
you’d be a great dad.
i don’t need you people telling me what to do.
i get what you’re trying to do here, and it’s the right thing.
if not today, when? i deserve a damn answer.
i don’t have much, but i still got rights.
i got no one else. i got no place else to be.
i think it’s not my call.
no one is right all the time.
we need to build something that’s bigger than any one of us.
i like doing it. it feels intimate.
i think some decisions are too big for one person to make.
i think you’re a good person, and good people can disagree.
you made a mistake. you lost yourself, but you came back.
they’re treating me fair. it’s more than i deserve.
and i forgive you. you hear me? god forgives you.
i’ve been trying to see you every day.
i was drunk, and i was weak.
you think i made a mistake?
i’ll make sure they’re protected.
so they work for you and you protect them, huh?
some people can be redeemed, but others can’t.
i’m so sorry this happened to you.
when the dead started to rise, i thought i was seeing the end of everything.
it’s not the end of the world anymore. it’s the start of a whole new one.
we don’t talk about your past, but mine’s fair game?
that’s a real pretty picture you paint there.
don’t you ever get tired of acting like you’re still in charge?
we’re thriving without you.
we’re building a future.
when the day was done, they came together.
it’s not the future. it’s a monument to the dead.
you’re not saving the world. you’re just getting it ready for me.
why don’t you take a break?
i can think of another way to build for the future.
stop this shit.
we’re gonna find out who did this and we’re gonna make sure it never happens to us again, alright?
us means all of us.
i’ll try to find a way to make everyone feel safe, alright?
couple of guns and the right people might calm things down.
you trust me, don’t you? how about trusting a few other people who made a change?
killing each other when the world already belongs to the dead? it’s not the way, not anymore.
when the time comes, they’ll get what they deserve.
i need to build life, not take it.
it’s us or the dead, and every life counts now.
you followed me?
the first thing that goes wrong, and they suspect me.
leave with me.
every life counts.
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Camila Mendes//Twenty Minutes
Request: Camila menses x reader where she takes care of r after they break their arm and their leg in like the upper thigh
Okay, so I decided I’d do this as a headcanon because it fit better and I like headcannons. I hope you like it either way!
- Okay, so Camila would be at work or hanging out with friends when her phone would ring
- Her face would light up when she’d see your face flash up on the screen
- Like the literal definition of the heart eyes emoji
- The two of you had only been dating for a few months
- So you were still in that ‘honeymoon’ stage
- Anyway
- So she’s super excited to hear from you because she’s been missing you all day
- And so she excuses herself from whatever conversation is happening around her and answer the call all cheerily
- ‘Hey baby! I missed you!’
- She was literally so happy to hear from you
- Basically, her most favourite person in the world
- But then you wouldn’t reply...
- A man would
- And to say she was confused, would be one hell of an understatement
- ‘Hello? Is this Miss Camila Mendes?’
- The voice would be all serious and time would stop
- Everything bad that could have possibly happened, would be running through her head
- You’re dead
- You’re dying
- You’re in a coma
- You’ve broken every single bone in your body
- And then she’d realize that she hadn’t replied to this man
- So she’d stutter out a small ‘yeah’
- And the man would tell her that you’d been involved in an accident and that you’d been brought into hospital
- And her heart would stop
- Now a whole new set of questions would run through her head.
- What type of accident?
- Were you dead?
- Could they tell you that over the phone?
- But she’d shake the thoughts from her head, mainly for her own sanity
- And tell the man she’d be right there before hanging up
- Rather abruptly
- Which she would feel bad about before remembering that you could be dead
- So she grabs her stuff and basically runs out of wherever she was
- She’ll text an apology later.
- She just needs to know that you’re okay
- She makes it to the hospital in like twenty minutes
- Like, she was running red lights
- And what’s a parking space?
- Who knows?
- Not her
- And then finally she gets to the hospital
- Twenty minutes too long after she got the phone call
- Her heart is literally in her throat
- Her hair is a mess because of how much she’s ran her fingers through it
- ‘I’m here for Y/n Y/l/n’
- Her voice would be shaky because well she’s been on the verge of tears for about half an hour
- But the man at the reception would give her a reassuring smile before directing her to your room
- She would recognize that it was the man from the phone and she’d remember to thank him this time
- Before running off down the corridor
- And then she’d get there
- Her hand hovering over the handle...
- Her breath caught in her throat
- She has no idea what she’s walking into
- What state you’re going to be in
- But she wants to see you
- She needs to see you
- She takes a deep breath and opens the door
- She’s expecting the worst
- With wires and tubes coming out of you
- But there you are
- Lying on the bed with your arm and thigh in matching bright yellow casts
- And you’re high off your ass on pain meds
- ‘Hi babyyyyyy’
- Your voice is slurred and bubbly
- And she furrows her eyebrows because what the fuck?
- This isn’t what she was expecting
- She thought you would be at deaths door
- Not giggling at a wall and happy
- ‘I thought you were dead’ She’d say as she approached your bed
- ‘Me? Nah. I’m invincible.’ You’d say casually and she’s just stare at you like
- ‘...’
- But she’d recover quickly because you’re not dead!
- And so she’s ask what happened and you’d turn to her, a soft smile on your face and say
- ‘Oh you knowww. I was just coming home and then a car hit me and then someone gave me an injection and now you’re here.’
- Her jaw would drop
- ‘You got hit by a car?!!’
- The man never said that.
- He could have prepared her
- She thought you’d just fallen or tripped or something
- But no
- A whole ass car had smashed into her baby
- And you genuinely could have died
- So she starts to get upset
- And you’re so confused as to why she isn’t as happy as you are
- (because she isn’t on pain meds ya dumbass)
- But you’re like ‘oh no. my baby. whats wrong?’
- And you’d move along so she could sit beside you on the bed
- Well, first you’d welp in pain and she would be next to you in an instant
- ‘Are you okay?’
- ‘Do you need a doctor?’
- ‘Some water?’
- ‘What do you need?’
- You’d look at her with wide eyes and a pout
- And say in a small voice
- ‘cuddles?’
- Which of course she would agree to
- Her arms would wrap around you gently and from then on she’d refuse to leave your side
- She would do literally everything for you
- Even at the hospital
- ‘You do know that the people that work here are paid to look after me. Like for some of them thats literally their job.’
- ‘Yeah, but I like looking after you sooooo?’
- And of course this doesn’t stop when you get home
- She would wheel you out of the hospital and help you into the car
- Then she would help you up to your apartment and onto the sofa
- She’s already sent one of your friends round to make sure your apartment was good enough for you coming home
- And to get your favourite movie and snacks ready
- ‘I was gonna throw a party but I thought it might be too much’
- ‘Good call babe.’
- ‘I’ll just throw one when you’re better’
- ‘Of course’
- As soon as you were settled she would wrap her arms around you again
- And she would refuse to be the one being cuddled
- Because she needed to hold you to remind herself that you were still here
- And that you hadn’t died
- And then she’d start to get upset thinking about it
- Because you had only been together for a few months but she was already smitten
- And so were you with her so it was okay
- She was the first person to sign your cast
- ...both of them
- And they both had stupid messages/jokes written on them
- She basically moved into your apartment
- ‘to look after you’
- But when you were better she just didn’t leave
- Which you of course didn’t mind
- You loved spending everyday with your favourite person
- So maybe getting hit by a car wasn’t so terrible
- (I mean it was, but ya know. You’d take on 100 cars for her. But if you say that to her she calls you stupid)
- Anyway
- She didn’t let you do anything for yourself
- You wanted food?
- She’s getting it
- Even if she has to go to the store at 2am
- And you’d tell her that you could just wait until morning to get it yourself
- Would she listen?
- No
- You want the TV channel changing?
- She’s already up getting the remote
- (even if its literally right next to you)
- You need to pee?
- She’s helping you stand up before you even have the chance to finish your sentence
- And she’s constantly finding ways to touch you and be close to you
- Like with the cuddles
- But its not just cuddles
- Kissing?
- Hell yes. All the time
- ‘to fix your injuries’
- Hand holding?
- Constantly
- But she has to make sure she’s sat on the right side of you so she’s holding your ‘good’ hand
- But after that cast comes off, she’s making up for lost time (in more than one way)
- She made the mistake of holding the hand on your broken arm
- And when you cried in pain because she knocked it
- She actually cried
- And don’t get me started when she accidentally knocked your thigh
- She refused to go anywhere near you for a good day and a half
- Even going as far as putting a pillow wall in-between the two of you in bed so she couldn’t hurt you
- But when she fell asleep you took it down (obviously)
- Telling her when she woke up that it ‘must have fallen down’
- Basically she did everything for you
- And she made sure you were okay
- And in no pain
- And not mentally scared by ‘almost dying’
- Protective girlfriend mode
- Because she loves you and she was so worried when she got that phone call
- So she’s going to do everything she can to stop anything like that happening to you again
- Which of course you don’t mind
- Because you love her too
#camila mendes#camila mendes imagine#camila mendes x reader#riverdale#riverdale imagine#veronica#veronica x reader#veronica imagine#veronica lodge#veronica lodge imagine#veronica lodge x reader
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im oversharing this got long sorry. just reminscing on shit ive thought about a million times over again
theres so much art i want to create and so little motivation. i should start smoking weed again bc every time im high i get my best ideas or at least like, it takes away the layer of film over my brain that stops me from being able to come up with creative ideas, but also im scared its going to send me into mental hell again. like i need to be in a perfect state for it lest i fear im going to invoke my months long existential crisis again and i Cannot be doing that shit rn. but also i wonder if its going to be worth it anyways if i can create something to leave on this earth again. like ive been so bad at creativity lately like i want to draw and produce things and im bubbling over with energy and i feel the ideas fermenting in the deep recesses of my brain like theyre nestled into the grooves and folds but i cant access them yet. and i know i can if im stoned. i might turn into a hermit hunched over my tablet all hours of the day just making shit tbh. i absorb so much of the things around me and i know if i try to make something now its going to basically be direct copies of the things i saw but if im high im sure i can actually create something new and beautiful. im scared of being intoxicated again but i was scared to drink again too and i got drunk and proceeded to love it and want to drink every single day because surprise surprise i have alcoholism coded into my dna and consequentially have an addictive personality in general. which is why i felt like my life was useless without weed. all up until i was finally able to get my hands on a stash that would let me smoke whenever i want versus when i would get a small amount every couple of months and completely and utterly fail at ratioing it out and binge it all and then have ridiculously introspective trips where id start to go a little crazy at the end (i have a distinct memory of looking at a meme that had a woman on it and thinking ‘jesus christ... what the fuck is that’ and then spiraled into thinking about how life is pointless but i didnt have enough weed to continue with that train of thought and if i did i may have had my crisis a lot earlier, it was just inevitable) i just felt like being high was the only time i could actually get in touch with my inner self again. like i used to before the thick clouds of depression and psychosis settled in. but then i finally was able to get high for longer than short bursts of time and it all came to a head where my brain broke and i have existential terror now that i feel im going to not be able to deal with confronting again. but every time i say that it never ends up staying permanently, it comes in waves, it all comes in waves. back and forth. i feel beauty in life and then i feel fear. i feel like its all worth it and then i cant stop thinking about the inevitable heat death of the universe and the pointlessness of it all. and then i get a hug or listen to a really good song and i feel like its worth it again. i wonder if this is just a period in my life im not a total stoner or if its actually permanent. anyways point is i want to make so much stuff that my hands ache and my brain rots when i think about how many things inspire me. thats why my aesthetic tag is #inspiration, its been like that for many years now, its stuff that inspires me. but at what point am i going to turn that inspiration into reality? im bad at initiative. my initiative is going to be when i pick up the pot again because im too lethargic and procrastinatey to create the things i want any other time. but when will that be? i cant see a therapist or anything rn and working it out on my own has been mildly successful, not bad, im not spending every single day in terror like i was at this point last year. it started all going away around august after starting in march. march 30th in fact. from then on its been a constant battle with dissociation. funny because just earlier in march was some of the best experiences of my life. i think if lockdown never happened this never would have happened either but at the same time im left wondering how anybody can go through their life without wondering about the meaning of it all and coming out the other side with purpose and resolve. mine was to enjoy myself and find as much beauty and love in life as i can before i die and enhance the lives of the people around me while i can because i feel too small to do anything on a grander scale. and im fine with that, for the most part, but i still get attacked by these waves of thought where i wonder what the purpose of reality is . i always have to smack myself and remind myself no dumbass you already went over this a million times, just enjoy yousrelf while youre here. but when im high its a million times worse cuz the only time i can get my mind off it is when im replacing it with horny thoughts and thats not the only thing i wanna do when im high ofc i want to experience and create and listen to music. but i mean i havent smoked since june. i think the 15th ? i could go back and read my journals to tell exactly when it was but yeah its been almost a year now and i feel like i might have it in me again. i used to love getting high and working on shit so much. some of my best works and most creative projects and honestly just most enjoyable periods of my life were when i was high. going back to what i was saying about early march 2020 being the best time of my life, idk what it was about me but i was just having a grand old time experiencing absolute beauty playing ark with my friends, feeling so creative and developing new ideas and experiences, and using the freedom and motivation i felt ingame to also want to explore the world irl. i seriously was close to actually finally reading my survival manual and start camping and shit and i wanted to visit my relatives in their hella secluded farmhouse in the middle of fuck nowhere kansas, cuz i did visit there during that time period and i loved it to death, i felt so free. two different relatives actually and they both had that same aesthetic about them. of course they were horribly racist but i mean, thats rural kansas for you. i just wanted to camp in their woods. its funny because that month was simultaneously the best and worst of my life. all because of weed! if i never started smoking or rather never found a reliable source at that point in my life i wonder how i wouldve turned out? id like to chalk this up to fate that im like this, maybe its for the best, maybe smoking again wont help me but maybe it will. i have a way to ease myself back into it i just need that leap of faith and bravery like i felt when i was drinking again. its funny because i used to be such a fucking druggie and i wanted to get high all the time and then after my existential crisis that all just. stopped. i feell ike everyone i know is sick of me talking about it but it really fundamentally changed me on the inside even if it doesnt seem like it much on the outside so i feel its right of me to talk about it sometimes. it makes me feel better at least. like this is jsut a thing t hat happened, not a fated break from the universe i cant come back from yknow? i dunno. ive rambled on way too fucking long and idk if anyones gonna read this. tldr i want to draw and create so many things and i have too many ideas to deal with but i only feel ill be able to unlock my creativity and motivation if im high but due to bad past experiences im terrified to get high again. i mean ive done and made some pretty cool stuff since then but the motivation and ideas are much fewer and far between compared to the absolute deluge i get when im stoned , whether any of my ideas are actually any good or if they were just high ramblings is up to debate but i think it gave me a really good way of looking at things and i made some pretty cool stuff and i miss it a lot but i dont know if going back to it is going to be a mistake or not and im not brave enough to find out if itll hurt me again or if im ready. yyyyaaaayyyyy hahahaha ✌
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You both like friends.
You: heyo
Stranger: hey
You: wanna hear a really cool song?
Stranger: sure
You: hold up
You: name or link?
Stranger: name
You: okay
You: young the giant mind over matter
Stranger: okay hold up
You: take your time
Stranger: Damm he is getting into it
You: Yea right? ahah
Stranger: Yeah lmao
Stranger: lmk im prolly gonna regret this but let me use my best pick up line on you😂
Stranger: lmao
You: Go ahead 😂
Stranger: nah nvm I'm bouta say some dumb shit
You: I don't mind 😂
Stranger: wtf nah that shit is cheesy asf
Stranger: like cheesy cheesy
You: Cmon
You: I mean, it's up to u
Stranger: fuck im really gonna regret this alot
Stranger: okay okay game face on
You: 😂
You: you don't even know me, why would u regret it? ahahah
Stranger: Damm you remind me of the 20 letters of the alphabet
Stranger: bc it me I regret alot of things and now I'm regretting this shit rn
Stranger: fuck why do I gotta be so dumb
You: 20 letters of the alphabet? why?😂
Stranger: oh shit I'm dumb there's 26 letters how can I forget about u,r,a,q,t
You: AHAHAHAHAH
Stranger: See that shit is cheesy
You: I was gonna ask "what about the other 6?"
Stranger: Lmao found the other 6
Stranger: wait there is 27 u can get the d later😂😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Stranger: okay imma prolly go kill myself now
You: that's it? 😂😂😂😂
Stranger: I'm so so sorry u have to hear my dumbass
You: AHAHAHAHAHAH
You: You're freaking hilarious
Stranger: I hate my self now
Stranger: I'm so cheesy wtf
You: AHAHAHA
You: Stooop
Stranger: I'm never listening to tik tok ever again😂😭
You: AHAHAHA TIK TOK REALLY? 😂
You: I'm dying
Stranger: Okay no what I'm boerd and that app is okay
Stranger: and no o don't post i just scroll through
Stranger: i
You: Yea dw, I do the same😂
Stranger: Lmao im still so sorry u had to hear that
Stranger: Yo boi is running on like 2 brain cells rn
You: hey, shut up, it was cool 😂 I mean, you're funny
You: ahahahahahhaha
Stranger: funny who tf is funny everyone keeps on talking about funny but I still don't know who that mf is
Stranger: I wanna meet that dude he is obviously famous
Stranger: or her I don't really know yet
You: Who's obviously famous?
Stranger: that guy named funny
You: and well, it's funny just because it's not funny
You: AHAHHAHAHA OH MY GAWD
Stranger: yk its funny bc im dumb
Stranger: told you those 2 brain cells are kicking in
You: well, at least that made me laugh so..
Stranger: Fuck yeahhhhhhh
Stranger: look mom i did something finally
You: AHAHHAHAHA
Stranger: oh wait she is gone
You: Would she be proud?
You: ooooh
Stranger: She went to the grocery store 2 hours ago
Stranger: so we will find out when she gets back
Stranger: she will prolly still hate me but yk what thays cool
Stranger: thats
You: what mother doesn't hate her kid, right?
You: you're not alone trust me ahahaha
Stranger: Haha facts tho
You: what's ur name btw? lmao
Stranger: yk she told me that I was a mistake and yk what I'm not I won that race me I won
Stranger: all those other kids aren't here are they they are the mistakes
You: Wait, seriously?
You: I was kidding but maybe i was a mistake as well
Stranger: yes I won something and ik thats hard to belive but I did I did not get a trophy when I should have
You: ahahahhahahahahahah You won that race, you did it!
Stranger: wait they did give me trophy
You: I don't think so
Stranger: ur my trophy so I can finally show my trophy off okay that was bad I promise that was the last one
Stranger: Omg I'm going to hell
Stranger: why do I think of this shit
You: I wasn't expecting but 😂😂😂😂
Stranger: that sounded so much better in my head then I typed it out I was like wtf are you doing like are you fr fr bouta send that
You: You're fine 😂😂
Stranger: Okay I give you promise to shoot me if you would like
Stranger: I get i totally get it
Stranger: promision holly fuck my phone won't let me type
Stranger: Your like wtf he is dumb he obviously did not pass the second grade
Stranger: well jokes on you I am in the second grade
You: I'm dying actually, you're stupidly funny😂😂😂😂
You: Are u always like that?
Stranger: sadly yes do I want to be no
Stranger: God was like lets make this kid dumb asf and say cheesy things to ppl
Stranger: and I'm good at it
You: at least you're good at something, isn't awesome?😂😂😂
Stranger: obviously did you not read my pickup line like bro master piece
You: you know, you seem like that kinda person who gets embarrassed easily 😂
Stranger: Like God told me to use that pickup line on everyone so i did the only person that did not seem to care or even talk to me was the light poll outside my house
Stranger: Idk imma get it to talk to me one day
You: the light poll outside your house 😂
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: I've been trying for years can't seem to crack it yet
Stranger: I'm telling u one day its going to talk to me
You: I don't think u should do this but if u need me i'm down😂
Stranger: for what
Stranger: I should not do what
Stranger: oh shit
You: hey hey hey liste
You: listen*
Stranger: Okay im listening
Stranger: all I hear is music omg are u connect to my speaker
Stranger: Connected
You: ok so my family's calling me to lunch...i really gotta go, but can u keep in touch?
You: AHAHHAHAHA
Stranger: yes
You: yes?
Stranger: yes
You: yes!
You: what do u have?
You: idk even ur name
You: i'm sarah by the way
Stranger: Um Noah and snapchat insta Facebook venmo
Stranger: PayPal
Stranger: uber eats
Stranger: Yeah
You: ahahahhahaahahah
Stranger: I can text you on any of those
You: oh uber eats? really? i didn't now that
Stranger: yeah im ceo so I get all the secret stuff
You: ooooh you're ceo damn
You: anyway 😂
You: I do have insta & snap so..
Stranger: yeah did you know u can order food on there
Stranger: Lets do snapchat
You: yeah ofc i know that
You: ahahahhahaha
Stranger: oh you did
You: okay so it's scarval
You: ooops
You: scarvalhando
You: ***
Stranger: Boom added off uber eats
You: can we order food someday?
You: it would be awesome
Stranger: yes
You: okay noah
You: what's ur insta btw? i could follow u there as well
Stranger: I forgot I told u my name i was like omg I told a hacker my cheesy pick up line
Stranger: I'm fucked
You: 😂😂😂😂😂
You: Yeah omg i'm a hacker
You: I wish i were tho
Stranger: Oh shit please don't go through my history unless u want to see alot of cars like alot alot of cars
Stranger: And when u scroll down far enough you will see how to talk to a light poll
You: obsession with cars?😂😂
You: ooooh yeah okay
You: it seems nice, i mean, talking to a light poll, isn't?
Stranger: um a little😅
Stranger: idk it has not talked back yet
Stranger: I think its shy
You: oof that hurts 😂
You: okay okay okay
Stranger: I don't know find out on next weeks episode of dose it talk
You: 😂😂😂😂😂
Stranger: featuring little turtule and big fish rick
You: I'm gonna watch this
You: 😂
You: see ya on snap then?
Stranger: its gonna be lit and okay
You: i gotta gotta gotta gotta go
Stranger: by Sarah thank you for letting me use my cheesy pick up line on you
Stranger: bye
You: Anytime!!! 😂
Stranger: and u will hear more from my dumbass
Stranger: oh and ill lyk what my mom thinks
You: I hope 😂
You: okay i'll be waiting
You: Cya
Stranger: Okay byeeee
You: byeee
You: skip
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