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On one hand, I’m firmly set on never having kids, on the other, I know EXACTLY what I‘d call my kid
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people lump tomoko into the current trend of hopeless fail girls as a sort of OG pull and I get it but for those unaware 10 years of manga chapters has seen tomoko grow from a fumbling socially inept loser to a fumbling gay loser with friends
#watamote#Its actually a strong story about how making friends is less a matter of doing certain things right its finding people who like you#And BOY HOWDY do women love this absolute disaster creature
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I've seen a few things primarily citing alloros people as the reason for like. romantic / sibling dichotomy but i am going to be honest. being aro does not absolve you of benefitting from thinking more critically about your own amatonormativity and prioritization of the nuclear family
#vwoop.noises#Unfortunately things r not that cut and dry Pensive#I lived thru the d**p fandom .#And it's okay . It's okay to have a certain view on society#But subbing out the romantic relationship at the top of relationship hierachy for a qpr is like. It's all the same#And like. This is as a partnering aro#Anyways. This isn't a grand take (tm) and I am turning my reblogs OFF i just. idk. It's something to talk about I Think#And a dichotomy i am guilty of sometimes myself! Idk it's chill#I just posit You can be bad at theory and/or annoying with any orientation. Because. Well That Fandom was primarily aro#And boy were there takes.#And a third Like you can do whatever you want It's not really a huge deal. But it is probably personally beneficial to think more abt#relationship theories tbh just like. For yr own wellbeing. I feel better now. Personally.#But also so I have to see less nuclear family hcs /Silly#This is in the lowest key a vague to the post i rbed on my main I liked it!!! Just as a cowards addition Ig... Aros can do better too
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There's a difference between knowing many people have not heard of Pandora Hearts and then finding out people see this guy and thinking "oh wow that human/anime Cheshire cat is hot"
He's not human. He's not hot. He's like... A mentally unstable spirit of a dead cat who was manifested into a Pandora Hearts fantasy race "chain."
#{domino talks}#Pandora Hearts#i am being ridiculous on purpose!#while it does constantly hurt me that even vnc fans don't know Mochizuki's other works i'm not actually hating anyone#i honestly mostly find this funny to think about#'yes yes this anime boy you think is hot even though you're not a furry? yeah man that's basically a literal cat. it's complicated.'#i honestly didn't know the design was circulating out of context that this is a legit character in a real manga series#i get it that's a certain brand that cheshire has going on#but man...#so the thing is a consume media different than a lot of people. i'm gonna see that image and find the series and read the series#i literally watched madoka magica because i liked sayaka's design and wanted to cosplay her (and then i cosplayed kyoko instead)#i'm aware of it but I still think people are weird for not being like that? do you not feel the need to know everything?#that probably comes with less stress actually#good for them
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listen i like david and michael as a couple but also if they did actually get together i think they would never ever break up even though they argue constantly and never actually communicate with each other about anything. they’re a nightmare for everyone they know to be around and they’re going to be together until they die.
#i do also think that they would argue less the longer they're together#although that's not cause they're actually solving their issues it's because they just stopped giving a shit about certain things#and also there's only so many different topics for them to fight about#the lost boys#tlb#kate's bad takes
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Uk im just thinking about it but like, how would our Bill react hypothetically if after this is all said and done Dipper Flinches when Bill reaches for him? Like ik that shits gotta be traumatizing and it would make sense for Dipper to react like that for a bit right after but i’m just dying to know what Bill would think about that or how he would cope with those reactions knowing why he’s getting them
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This is fun because Bill is great at nightmares, torment, and all kinds of nasty shenanigans - but reassurance is so far outside his wheelhouse he couldn't see it with a telescope.
Once Dipper flinches, Bill's going to be stuck with his hand in the air, not quite touching Dipper. Definitely not smiling anymore. And experiencing a rare moment of having absolutely no idea what to do.
....So I give it about a minute before his frustration boils over and he defaults to finding something to obliterate.
#I don't think Bill gets to that point though#Dipper knows his husband is shit at this stuff#Bill needs something to go off of to put him on the rails of doing something actually useful#Time to hug onto Bill tight#It's better than Bill storming off to murder and the lightbulb goes off#'Oh *holding* that's easy I can do that'#'Man humans are simple creatures when you get right down to it'#I might write an actual oneshot for this later#Oh Boy is Bill still frustrated though - he's spent *so much* time getting Dipper to the point where he *won't* avoid his touch#One ABSOLUTE ASSHOLE just ruined over a YEAR of work#Not so fun when your carefully constructed sandcastle is the one kicked down is it Bill#Part of Bill is aware he should probably Say Something reassuring but what the fuck *should* he say#There's a concept in his head that he's having trouble figuring out how to phrase#Is disconcerting to think of much less say out loud#Congratulations Dipper you've found a way to make Bill shut up for extended periods of time#This Demon Has No Comforting Skills and can't bring himself to say mushy crap#Bonus: Now Bill's off his game and isn't certain when he *should* try to touch Dipper again#This entire situation has thrown him and he's not at all in his element anymore#Imagine throwing the triangle version into the deep end of a pool and you have about the right idea#Gold isn't known for its buoyancy y'know
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today on tumblr user designernishiki’s autistic-with-a-special-interest-in-psychology deep dives: dissecting the hell out of kiryu/nishiki’s childhoods and kazama’s parenting (or lack thereof) and how it all relates to their emotional development (or lack thereof). they will never be safe from my psychoanalyses
#childhood development isn’t actually an area I have a ton of experience researching which is part of what makes this intriguing tbh#because I was basically thinking a lot about how it makes alot of sense that kazama being a semi-absent father figure would result in kiryu#idolizing and idealizing him to the (objectively unhealthy) extent that he does. because he wasn’t around super consistently kiryu would#hardly get to see/experience his flaws and have healthy disagreements and blatant differences with him and etc all-in-all making it so he’d#never really gain emotional autonomy and come to see him as a full-on person rather than an anti-hero character he wants to emulate as much#as possible. and by the time kiryu does come more face to face with kazama’s flaws and moral greyness he’s already well past the age range#where you’re supposed to develop emotional autonomy and have the most neuroplasticity to do so and thus it’s much more difficult for him#to deconstruct the idolized figure of kazama in his head. not to mention kazama died basically just as kiryu started to be confronted with#kazama’s less-than-perfect actions and traits and etc so he can’t humanize him through in-person experiences#it’s. a whole mess#I should save it for the big analysis post and not these tags fhshdjsnd#nishiki may have to be his own post completely because I feel like I’d end up having to talk about why he absolutely reads as borderline to#me and why it makes a lot of sense that certain symptoms/maladaptive thoughts/behaviors grow to be so out of control eventually#I have many thoughts about that boy and I already have many many notes on his potential bpd and image issues in general#hoo boy.#rambling
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for a group of people that like to say "this is a sci fi show, why are you so hung up on realism 🙄" y'all sure seem to harp on about and get hung up on finn's weight and your assumptions about his physical strength waaaay more than the duffers do when they're writing for mike's character but i'm 😴😴😴
#im sensitive 2 ppl flip flopping around like that#i know he's fake and i know finn doesn't need any more shooters okay I KNOW#but like. :/ thats my son boy michael ur talking abt .#and i shall NOT entertain any slander thrown his way#he did Not fight a bully and fight lucas and attack d'art and grab a candle holder and hit vecna and protect will 938373 times#for y'all to say tht bc he's skinny he won't do shit.#it's not funny to me i don't think weight jokes are funny nor will i ever sorry for being the negative nancy here but.#HDBSHGSSJSJ i jus ..... thts sir mike the paladin.... in real life and in dnd..... do Not#lucas is the jock and the actual buff one of the party and still mike has fought more times than he has.#like. be serious.#SORRY I KNOW ITS JOKE I KNOW. BUT. THAT'S MY BOY MIKE THT I ADOPTED ON A COLD RAINY NIGHT...#and i kept quiet abt this but i saw Certain Jokes once and its like. finn carried millie once. he's not going to break while picking up#a milk jug. just shut up about his weight it's not any less worse just bc he's skinny PLEASEEEEE 😭🔫
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😐 bruh
#.mimiming ❜#it's not there anymore#like there are other posts#but this is so annoying#HAIR LENGTH DOES NOT EQUAL GENDER !!!!!!!!!!!!!#IT DIFFERS FOR ALL SORTS OF PEOPLE !!!!!!!!!!!#I LOVE BEING FEM AND HAVING SHORT HAIR AND IM ALSO MASC#IT'S COMPLICATED IT'S LIKE !!!!!!!!!!!#HAVING A CERTAIN APPEARANCE DOES NOT MEAN YOU'RE A CERTAIN GENDER#LIKE I GET FOR GENDER EUPHORIA AND STUFF WHY PEOPLE SAY IT#BUT IT'S ANNOYING SOMETIMES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I LIKE BEING A GUY AND I LIKE BEING FEM GENDER AND PRESENTING AND EVERYTHING IS LITERALLY NOT SO SIMPLE#WEARING SKIRTS AND DRESSES DOES NOT MAKE YOU A GIRL !!!!! HOW YOU FEEL WHILE WEARING IT DOES !!!!!!!!!!#CUTTING YOUR HAIR SHORT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A BOY !!!!!!!!!! HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT IT DOES !!!!!!!!!!!!!#like okay this is still on topic but also off topic#but it's annoying it's annoying how people are like this means youre transmasc and this means your transfem#doing it differently doesn't make anyone any less gender#ITS HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT IT IT'S HOWVYOU FEEL ABOUT IT IM LITERALLY ABOUT TO KILL YOU#'hehhehe theyre transmasc' I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE GOING FOR BUT EVEN IF SOMEONE HAS LONG AF HAIR AND WEARS SKIRTS AND HIGH HEELS AND LOOKS#GENERALLY FWM IT DOESNT MEANS THEYRE ANY LESS TRANSMASC#JUST.#IT'S ANNOYING TO BE PERCIEVED THROUGH THE WAY YOU LOOK#I CANT EXPLAIN IT BUT.#fuck man im just blocking the pros.ekai tag ig#and killing myself
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Ew, essays :[
I miss the old days of kindergarten when we attempted to color butterflies and ate erasers and glue
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I hated kindergarten
Essays may suck but at least now I'm not the weird kid in the corner wishing I had friends
However yes I absolutely despise essays with all my being... in fact!
Achievement unlocked: you somehow found a topic moshie hates enough and on a bad day to start them ranting in the tags...
Warning there are curse words, poor spelling, and caps locks
Sorry in advance
#asks#off topic#seriously tho i hate essays so much#one of them is already 5 pages and thats just the rough draft#i better get a fucking high pass on that shit or i will scream#shes actually making us focus on out writing process and OH HO.HO BOY IS MINE A MESS#I SWEAR ITS LIKE TRYING TO MAKE A SKETCH BUT YOU KEEP PAINTING CERTAIN PARTS BECAUSE IT HAS TO LOOK NICE#ONLY TO RELIZE OH WAIT MAYBE THAT DOESN'T GO THERE AND I SHOULD ACTUALLY SHIFT IT AROUND#OR MAYBE I COULD SWAP THIS TOO BE THAT LOOKS AWFUL AND IT JUST KEEPS GETTING WORSE AND WORSE TILL ITS A RIVER OF BLOOD AND PAINT#AND SHE WANTS TO SEE MY ROUGH DRAFT??? HONNEY YOU WOULD HAVE A BETTER CHANCE AT READING THE MARIO SUNSHINE SPEEDRUN CATEGORY BACKWARDS THEN#UNDERSTANDING WHAT THE FUCK IM TRYING TO WRITE ITS WHY I HAVE TO WRITE IT ALL IN ONE GO OTHERWISE I HAVE TO LOOK BACK AND UNDERSTAND WHAT#WAS GOING THROUGH MY HEAD WHILE LOOKING THROUGH THIS MESS!!! OOOHH WHAT? YOU WANT ME TO ORGANIZE THIS WELL SHIT THATS GOING TO TAKE EVEN#LONGER YOU ALREADY GOT ME WRITING WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME STOP MUCH LESS MAKE ME SWITCH SUBJECTS TO ANOTHER ESSAY HALF WAY THROUGH OH BU#AND GUESS WHAT!???? ONE PAGE! DOUBLE SPACE! AND IM NOT GOING TO GIVEN GIVE YOU A DIRECTION TO WRITE IN JUST ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT WE LEARNED#IN THESE LAST TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS FUCKING HELL DO YOU KNOW HOW INDECISIVE AND FORGETFUL I AM??? MUCH LESS THE FACT KTS ABOUT ETHNICS#I DIDNT EVEN EANT TO TAKE AN ETHNICS CLASS I WANTED ETHICS I FUCKING HATE EVERY SO MUCH RIGHT NOW#LIKE YEA SURE I KNOW THEY'RE IMPORTANT BUT I STILL HATE ESSAYS and j know my teachers are trying their best...#but jeese ethnics is such a difficult topic because on one had yea i relate to what these people are going through im part of the LGBT#are statistics are very similar but im also bery much a white person and not openly trans/non binary i dont want to look like some stuck up#white person going oooo look at the poor minorities i can TotAlLy relate and now im going to talk about me#because im genuinely scared of coming out idk whos accepting and whos not at least online im safe and can block people...#jeese im sorry for the rant i shouldn't have gone on that much less my art blog#this is supposed to be a positive blog but i just need to put this somewhere or i feel im going to cry out of frustration im sorry#rant post#system#oops moshie got emotional
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yknow I play a lot of hard games but usually not "took 73 days to beat" hard
#aka gUESS WHO JUST BEAT RAIN WORLD. AFTER TWO AND A HALF MONTHS#rain world#peridots-nonsense#i got into subterranean like a week ago but have been mostly hanging around by the worm grass shelter for 20 cycles#i went to every region (even if i only spent a couple minutes total in drainage lol). met every echo besides the farm arrays one.#got every passage achievement (every one besides dragon slayer/wanderer in outskirts and industrial within my first few weeks of playing)#and never used a passage anyway. three months!!! rounding up a little! for a game that can be beat in less than 20 cycles.#dh was twelve days (though i'd played through part of it years earlier). stray was seven hours. insc was only a couple days.#i've done two separate ultkill playthroughs so not sure which to count but both were less than a week#hk was actually just over a month. may 24 to june 26th. which is still so much less than this. bftes about a month too#i remember how even just a week into rw i felt like i'd been playing it forever...even just a week in i knew it would be one of Those Games#where i wish i could play it over for the first time again. boy was i right. it almost felt like a second life at times#i loved just running around in certain areas building up stores of food and spears and vulture masks#(what comes to mind are / HI_S02 / CC_S05 / SI_S04 / SB_S07. the first two felt like home!)#(* up in the sixth tag i missed the friend. i was relishing in hubristic bloodlust especially in CC so i didn't have much time for taming)#if the tags here seem particularly incoherent i only falsely apologize. i'm just. reminiscing. i don't think i can do anything else#my heart was pounding as soon as i reached the depths. after 325 cycles. 116 hours. two and a half months. it's over.#maybe a little dramatic but hey it took up an invariable portion of my life for a fifth of a year so. it's just interesting#anyway. a standard ''i took too long on this and now the sun's rising'' goodbye to you tag-wanderer
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So I just binge read the entire jjk manga to catch up a few days ago and I’ve been stewing in the thoughts. Especially thinking about how the story will end, who else is gonna die. Honestly I think it might be a shorter list naming off who I think isn’t going to die and it’s making me very sad. Even the characters I am the most convinced Akutami won’t kill off still have like a 40% chance of dying. God this manga is sad.
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#spoilers in the tags#you have been warned#I’m still sad about nobara and nanami but now gojo too?#at this rate itadori isn’t gonna die surrounded by people he cares about#cause I’m certain my boy is gonna die at the end#I just hope that fushiguro gets out of sukuna’s control so that at the very least they can die side by side#isn’t that depressing#the character I’m most certain is gonna live is maki followed by yuuta#I give them like a 60% and a 55% chance respective of living through to the end#everyone else? I’m convinced has 50% chance or less#this fucking story man#I have seriously been thinking about that gojo chapter and the whole ‘I thought you said no jujutsu sorcerer dies without regrets’ thing#for days now
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if anyone seriously thinks george teasing/jokingly riling up crofty about being allowed to ask checo questions is malicious or shit like that.......... please. i'm begging you to go outside. this banter is as harmless as it gets
#i could not care less about this drama. both sky and red bull are pathetic to a certain extent#but if anyone truly has an issue with george engaging in some light-hearted banter about it#i dont know what to tell yall#other than its really not that deep folks#touch grass. twitter is not real. your favourite millionaire f1 boy does not care. hydrate.#r
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One of the worst things in the world is the pressure we put on people to “network”.
I want people in my life because I want them there, not because I feel like they can do something for me somewhere down the line.
I barely have the energy to keep up with my most immediate loved ones when my mental health tanks; keeping up for “networking purposes” is both gross and improbable.
“Add a minimum of 500 people to your LinkedIn”—girl, I don’t know that I’ve had 500 people I’ve wanted to connect to in my entire LIFE, much less the decade I’ve been working. What is this. Why is this the advice for how to survive in capitalism. I hate this ride, I want to get off.
#talked to an old coworker today about the job market and BOY did I hate all her advice#true or not I don’t care—it sucks ass#do you know how much energy it takes for me to reach out to other humans I KNOW love me?#much less people I barely know and/or haven’t spoken to in years but are in my field?#the idea that you can only succeed in life if you know the right people is revolting#or that you have to know a certain amount of people to be considered valuable#like. the idea of starting over from scratch in ANY field with this kind of advice being handed out? tragic. fucking hate it#the base level of job loss grief has worn off and now I’m just. incredibly terrified about all the future holds#love that for me
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Gender Schmender it is a Thursday morning I don't have TIME for this
#franposting#sorry not sorry for this one folks#im just like. why is this necessary. everything including me is a genderless void#maybe i am just tired of the essentialism. even the casual essentialism that seeps into my brain against my will#this one brought to u by me thinking. im like xyz blorbo but a girl#as a joke#and then realizing that every single one of my projections is a dude#and im like. hm.#does this say smthn abt me. abt the me i want to be. the me i see myself as#less in a physical way and more in a social way. like the societal niche i occupy#i would make a way better dude tbqh! this is not the first time ive thought that#just like. my whole everything! socially and personality#or better yet. just abolish it all. im a person and a void thats it#anyway most likely it just says smthn about the way characters in western media are written#which is fine. we're gonna go with that bc i cant afford existential breakdown#mostly im just. girl but made with boyfriend material. girl but slightly to the left. uncanny valley girl#or. best case. girl but in the way st michael is a boy. genderless but also not#i will simply choose to fill a male societal niche inasmuch as i can as myself#i am just. so tired! of being treated a certain way!! i dont like it!!!! it doesn't feel right or organic!#this makes no sense im sorry im tired and now anxious#i need a snack. a nap. a million dollars#maybe im just existentisllt greedy. i want it all. and feel limited by one. but would feel equally limited by another#cant commit because i want the transcendent wholeness of human incarnate experience#i really dk. i simply. choose not to think abt it#and live my weird gremlin life as is#not unhappy. just. a sense of displacement that i cant shake#hence. whatever is funniest in the moment is what ill go with#everything for the bit
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Ok actually I was wrong in the tags, laserblast was never outwardly a jerk in highschool, not for anything that could be traced back to him. He was Always nice, he was Always the bigger person, specifically just so that no one could ever say "he wouldn't make a good hero, he was mean to me once." Poor guy created his Whole Personality around having a career as the Most Successful Hero Ever, he never did a genuine/true-to-humself thing in his whole goddamn life until he started being Venomous.
#laserblast#okko thoughts#AND EVEN THEN! HE GOT SO CAUGHT UP IN BEING THE BEST AND MOST WELL-RENOUNED VILLAIN THAT HE PUT HIMSELF BACK IN A SIMILAR SITUATION AGAIN#he thought to himself 'if only i could leave POINT then i could be myself'#he thought 'wow i could finally stop having all this pressure to be perfect and to keep up a certain image 24/7 now thats the dream'#AND THEN HE WENT AND FOCUSED ON KEEPING UP A GOOD IMAGE ANYWAY TO THE POINT THAT HE WAS BORED WITH LIFE#you can take the perfectionist cares-what-others-think boy out of the hero spotlight but that mindset will still follow him where he goes#and this time he couldnt even blame his dad or POINT for molding his personality into a tiny box to fit a specific image#it mustve hurt to think about. god. 'i faked my death to escape this why am i putting MYSELF through it'#it took boxman crashing into his life to break him free from that cycle of perfectionism and appearances#dont get me wrong tho. he was way happier as venomous even when he was stuck caring so much about what other villains think#because he Relished doing villainous things. he Loved thinking about how horrified everyone who pressured him so much would be to see this#it felt so so freeing to do the exact opposite of literally everything he was raised to be#and of course. raising fink and spending time with her made him really happy too#fink obviously never made him feel the Crushing Pressures and Judgements of Society#she is one of the few people who ever took his mind off all of that instead of making him think about it all even more#who cares about society when you have a little menace to take care of! a menace who loves villainy purely for the fun of it!#idk i have so many thoughts about pv i want to study him like a bug#i wish i was up for drawing a bunch instead of just writing out my thoughts#but this takes so much less energy than making art or writing fics
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