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keulixeutin · 1 year
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Acquiescence
a/n: this is super old, now revamped.  i was just thinking about it and thought i’d clean it up and send it back out into the world.  i would absolutely not count on me to write any dgm right now; that requires an entire reread since it’s been a while lmaoo.
summary: kanda can’t sleep, so he opts for the back-up plan he swore he’d never use. kanda x gn!reader 
cw: light fluff if you squint lol, some skin touching skin. nightmares, comfort. gn!reader, gender neutral pronouns used.
wc: 955.
Kanda shoots up out of the bed.  Sweat clings to the back of his neck and edges of his forehead.  He sweeps his hair off to one side of his shoulder to try and dry his skin, and then he pulls his knee close and rests his head against it, catching his breath.  His heart is loud—embarrassingly so, considering it was just a nightmare.  His reality as an exorcist is worse than whatever his brain can conjure up in sleep.
Or maybe, his brain didn’t conjure up false images.  Perhaps, it was a memory.  It certainly felt…familiar.  Or maybe it’s just a reoccurring dream.  He doesn’t know.
Kanda sighs, groaning internally.  H knows from past experience that he’s either staying up all night, tossing and turning, or jerking away every time he falls too deep asleep.
A thought strikes him then—a voice.  Your voice.  
Plan B.
—No, fuck that.  He’s not doing that.  His pride is strong and it’s late in the night.  Plan B is simply out of the question, he tells himself.
He lays back down.  He’ll just have to tough it out, he thinks.
However, just as he expected, he spends the next thirty minutes shifting and twisting his body in various positions.  His body sinks into the sheets in exhaustion, but sleep feels so far out of reach.  He has just come back from a three-week long mission; the fatigue has been building, and this is supposed to be his first night where he gets more than four hours of sleep, and yet here he is, eye-bags burning in the dark.
When another minute ticks by without any sign of sleep, he rolls over to face the wall and growls irritably.
 Plan B, he hears you say again.
He doesn’t even know why it’s called Plan B.  It should be Plan Z, because the next step should be banging his head against the walls until unconsciousness. 
With a soft snarl at himself and the universe, Kanda swings his legs over the bed.  He grabs a thin shirt form the chair and slips it over his head.  The cool air hits him quickly when he opens the door and steps out.  The hallway is lit with candles and torches; large and ominous shadows dance along the stone beside him as he steps toward your room.  
When he hears a noise, he pauses, tense, but it’s just the machinery and loud groans from the Science Department.  Nothing else but the flickering flames moves in the halls, just the way he likes it—the last thing Kanda wants to do is explain why it is he’s outside his room in slippers and sleeping clothes.
He picks up speed, taking a left, then a right, and another left.  The memory is strong, even though he’s only been there once.
Soon, before he could talk himself out of it, he’s in front of your door, hand hovering over the wood in hesitation.  He tries the handle—it’s unlocked.  He doesn’t bothering knocking.
You aren’t awake, but the sound of your door opening, however soft it is, pulls you from your sleep.  You shift through sleepy sands, back to reality, and push up on your elbows.  Lit gently by the glow of faint flames, Kanda stands in your entrance, hair undone around him, sweat beads along his temple, and eyes glued to the wall right behind you.
“Plan B?” you ask, yawning.
He grunts.
You pull back the blanket and pat the spot beside you.  “Come on,” you say.
He should go back, he thinks.  He shouldn’t be here.  Over a nightmare?  A stupid dream?  A—
“Hurry up,” you say, interrupting his thoughts.
He swallows his pride and then closes the door behind him.  The first step is hard, but the second is easier.  Before he knows it, he’s at your beside and sipping in beside you.  Your body heat immediately greets him; he pulls his shirt off and throws it on your floor to balance the new warmth.  You turn your back to him and face the wall, eyes closing quickly.
He’s suddenly doubting his decision, feeling uncomfortable and unsure and embarrassed.  Plan B is stupid.  A terrible, awful, idiotic idea.  How is this going to help him get any sleep?  How are you going to keep the nightmares—the memories—away?
Suddenly, you reach behind yourself and grab his wrist.  You pull him closer and lay his arm around you, placing his hand on the peek of your skin below the hem of your shirt.
Kanda’s stiff, but he hears you say, “Relax.  Never know until you try.”
“Shut up,” he mutters.  He doesn’t need you to tell him that, he thinks irritably, but the annoyance is just hiding the frustration and fluster.
“Relax,” you whisper.  He thinks you’ve fallen asleep immediately after, and all he wants to do know is follow you in those peaceful shadows.
Kanda closes his eyes and forces his body to unwind and soften.  He tilts his head toward your smooth neck, breathing in your scent of soap and tea.  The hand at your stomach slips an inch under your shirt, pressing against your beauty marks and battle scars.  He hears you sigh serenely.  You reach back and tug on his hair gently; his dark locks spill around the two of you.
He sighs into your skin and finally—finally—falls asleep.
And he dreams.
He dreams of you; he’s sure of it, but he can’t quite remember.
In the morning, though, when you roll over and grin groggily at him, his hair twirled around your fingers like a question and his hand on your waist like the answer, he thinks maybe it was something like this.
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discodreaming · 6 months
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HELLO! i've now opened my inbox for my followers/mutuals to talk to their favorite character!
you can send in random sentences, inbox prompts that you see on my blog or even confess your love!
please be sure to be respectful and kind to not only me but the muses.
this will be very much like roleplaying. to continue communication you can send in more inboxes or you can even link the inbox to a conversation to communicate with your beau/family/friend!
please do not request any minors/anthropomorphic in romantic or sexual ways, I'm begging you. i will only reply to the platonic/familial ones.
you may talk to at least 2 muses at once in one message, all to prevent being overwhelmed. this may change once i get comfortable enough to handle more.
all romantic and nsft inboxes or starters towards muses will require slow burn
all ships are multishipped but can be single shipped if you guys can build up their romance meter!
this will only be reader x character, oc x character i will put on either another blog or a different post.
* note: i will accept 5 oc x character in this post for the time being: 1/5
however for certain events i can bend these rules for you to get a romantic scene with your crushes!
or even just hanging out with your friends!
characters i will write for right now:
note: this list will change every now and then as i advance further into the shows or a character is requested more!
if you don't see a character you like here and would like to see me try my hand at playing them, don't be shy to tell me!
bold = characters I've played before
one piece! ( pre timeskip )
romantic options: nico robin, nami, sanji, zoro, usopp, buggy, sir crocodile, dracule mihawk, shanks, portgas d. ace
platonic options: chopper, franky ( may change ), luffy ( im currently on the pretimeskip )
up to debate: please ask !
rwby ! ( all season 9 ages )
romantic options: weiss schnee, blake belladonna, yang xiao long, jaune arc, taiyang xiao long, raven branwen, qrow branwen, emerald sustari, sun wukong, neptune vasillias, james ironwood, winter schnee, mercury black
platonic options: ruby rose, nora valkyrie, lie ren, pyrrha nikos, penny polendina, professor ozpin, oscar pine, neopolitan
up to debate: salem, cinder fall
fruits basket !
romantic options: shigure sohma, hatori soma, ayame soma
platonic options: tohru honda, yuki sohma, kyo sohma
castlevania animated !
romantic options: trevor belmont, adrian 'alucard' tepes, sypha belnades
edens zero !
romantic options: rebecca bluegarden, weisz steiner, homura kogetsu, kris rutherford, shiki granbell, labilla christy
platonic: happy, witch regret, sister ivry, hermit mio, valkyrie yuna, elise crimson, justice
d.gray man !
romantic options: yu kanda, lavi, tyki mikk, howard link, cross marian
platonic: allen walker, lenalee lee, nea d. campbell, wisely kamelot
psycho pass !
romantic options: akane tsuneori, shinya kogami, nobuchika ginoza, shuusei kagari, yayoi kunizuka, shion karanomori, shogo makishima
platonic: tomomoi masaoka
owari no seraph
romantic options: guren ichinose, ferid bathory, kureto hiiragi, shinya hiragi, seishiro hiiragi, crowley eusford
platonic: yuichiro hyakuya, mikaela hyakuya, shinoa hiiragi, yoichi saotome, shiho kimizuki, mitsuba sangu, krul tepes
yuukou no moriarty
romantic options: william james moriarty, albert james moriarty, louis james moiarty, sherlock holmes, fred porlock, sebastian moran, mycroft holmes, james bond
fate/ ( /zero & /stay night)
romantic options: saber, kirei kotomine, gilgamesh, cu chulainn
platonic: shirou emiya, rin tohsaka, waver velvet
up to debate: kiritsugu emiya, irisviel von einzbern, archer emiya, tokiomi tohsaka, diamuid ua duibhne
please don't: shinji matou, ryuunosuke uryu
fairy tail
romantic options: lucy heartfilia, gray fullbuster, erza scarlet, mirajane strauss, laxus dreyar, gildarts clive, loke, elfman strauss, juvia lockser, fried justine, evergreen, bickslow, rogue cheney, sting eucliffe, kagura mikazuchi, aguria yukino, natsu dragneel, mystogan, cana alberona, gajeel redfox, erik, jellal fernandes
platonic: wendy marvell
record of ragnarok
romantic options: adam, jack the ripper, kojiro sasaki, qin shi huang, hades, beelzebub, hermes
platonic: souji okita
up to debate: the valkyries, nikolas tepes, thor, poseidon, apollo,
obey me
romantic options: lucifer, mammon, levianthan, satan, asmodeus, beelzebub, belphegor,diavolo, barbatos, simeon, raphael, solomon,
platonic: luke
up to debate: thirteen, mephistopheles
kingdom hearts ( kingdom hearts iii )
romantic options: terra, aqua, xemnas, zexion, saix, axel, demyx,
platonic: sora, kairi, riku, roxas, namine, xion, ventus, vanitas, ephemer, skuld, brain
genshin impact
romantic options: wriothesley, albedo, alhaitham, ayaka, ayato, baizhu, ajax, cyno, dehya, diluc, eula, ganyu, itto, jean, kazuha, kokomi, xiao, heizou, shenhe, kaeya, rosaria, yae miko, beidou, lisa, kaveh, zhongli, nigguang, neuvillette, yela, candace, thoma, yanfei
platonic: hu tao, venti, faruzan, sucrose, chongyun, freminet, layla, mika, fischl, collei, noelle, yun jin, barbara, xingqiu, amber, bennette, xinyan
up to debate: keqing, lyney, aether, lumine, wanderer, lynette, kuki shinobu, sara, kiara, gorou, mona, nilou, yoimiya, charlotte
please don't: klee, sayu, qiqi, diona, dori, nahida, yaoyao
final fantasy
romantic options: cloud strife, tifa lockhart, aerith gainsborough, zack fair, reno, rude, genesis rhapsodos, reeve tuesti, angel hewley, sephiroth, vincent valentine.
platonic: barret wallace, yuffie kisaragi
detroit become human
romantic options: connor, markus, gavin
platonic: kara, hank
devil may cry
romantic options: dante, nero, vergil
platonic: trish, nico, lady, v
jojo's bizarre adventure
romantic options: dio brando, joseph joestar ( part 2 & 3 ), caesar anthonio zeppeli, jotaro kujo ( 4-6 only ), rohan kishibe, bruno bucciarati, leone abbachio, narciso anasui, johnny joestar, gyro zeppeli, diego brando
debating: jonathan joestar, jolyne cujoh, weather report
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savagetrickster · 4 years
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D.Gray Man | Kanda Yu (NSFW)
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Okay so I kinda got carried away while writing for this request. Somehow it has escalated to R-rated stuff oops XD But honestly it was so fun writing this! I hope you wouldn’t mind me putting more than you had requested.  
So this is like my first NSFW for D.Gray man. I guess this fandom deserve a taste of NSFW as well since BNHA got the attention for that XD 
Apologies for errors, again.
Warning(s): 18+, implied breeding kink (duh, you even surprised?), unprotected sex, pregnancy
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She thought about how lucky she was to be allocated a relatively simple mission that was only a day away from the branch and partnered with Kanda like he was the cherry on top. 
Missions together were rare. After Kanda was appointed as a new General, the opportunities to spend time with each other became miserably sparse.
He was a busy man then but now with his promotion that comes with bigger responsibilities, he was an even busier man. 
There was nothing but a big empty gap between them. What they have right now felt like a long-distance relationship. Most of the time his room was empty since being a General required his attention outside the branch. 
Even with time granted to them when he was home, kisses were curt and touches were brief. 
That was why being assigned to this mission with Kanda alone was a golden opportunity. Rare and precious to her. 
Even if it meant being attacked by Tyki Mikk on their way back. 
Well, that was what she thought until Kanda appeared before her, standing between a harsh slash down across the air that could have killed her if he wasn’t fast enough to intercept.
Kanda was fast enough to step between them but a second too late from deflecting the attack with Mugen.
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Gloom stayed stubbornly in her eyes as she worked on bandaging the bloodied wound across Kanda’s chest. 
She had set herself straight to work on Kanda the moment she forced him to sit down on the bed in the inn they had been staying in, despite his protest.
Recurring memory of him taking the blow for her. The spray of his blood over her shook her. 
Throughout the rest of the battle against their enemy, she dealt her blows with rage upon witnessing that. 
She was worried, scared, and angry. 
So damn angry at the Noah. 
So damn angry at Kanda. 
So damn angry at herself.
“Yu, what you did just now wasn’t necessary.” Kanda raised his eyes to her. 
He had already given up trying to stop her futile effort bandaging him. His regenerative seal would heal him but she insisted on preventing infection before it did its work.  
“....please don’t do that again.” 
His gaze turned incredulous. “And let you die?” His fingers curled into the bed underneath.
Bitterness clenched around her heart, “Maybe.” 
A hiss sifted through her gritted teeth. “You’re not a shield. You’re someone precious to me and I’d rather die than see you do that to yourself-”
She didn’t know how or when; it was abrupt and too fast.
Her breath shuddered out of her as she suddenly found herself pinned down on the bed by an irritated, glaring glint blazing down from Kanda’s face.
Kanda stared back down at her, towering over her with a hot swirl of emotions swelling in his heart.
Before he felt anything for her, he was just a man drifting aimlessly in this long, suffering war as an exorcist. 
Missions after missions. 
Akumas after akumas.
Battles after battles against the Noahs.
That was what his life was all about. 
It was like a dark tunnel without the light at the end of it. There was no goal, there was no end.
Given how bleak his circumstances were, he had never spared a thought about his future. He was just a soldier or in a technical, more crude sense, a walking weapon.
That was what Exorcists were. Unwilling hosts for the Innocence - a curse that would follow them till death. Even for him, death was hard to come by.
But with (Name) in his life. 
He wasn’t so pessimistic about his circumstances anymore. The future didn’t seem so bleak anymore. He bore hopes for what the aftermath of this cruel war would bring about.
She was the light at the end of this dark tunnel. 
“If what I did keeps you safe,” Kanda felt his restraint over himself breaking. The words he had kept to himself for a long time wanted to spill.  “I’ll keep being that shield.” 
He had always wished she could be taken off the battlefield. 
Every time he was out there roaming the lands as a General he was made to be, his mind was always crazy worried about her. 
Knowing she was also out there risking her life.
He knew he was being a hypocrite here, but the fear and worry that gripped him every time his mind strayed to thoughts of her made him wistful.
The urge to use his higher authority to pull her out of her duty was tempting every single time. Just to keep her safe and as far away from the lurking dangers this war was embodied with.
The emotions bottled up in him fanned with every breath he took, his piercing eyes wavering on her. 
He wanted her.
It had something to do with pent-up need for her he had neglected due to his duties. The emotions in him were not so innocent either.
The last thread of restraint on himself broke the moment she extended a hand up to his face with a tender soft look in her eyes. 
His body wanted hers. 
There was nothing holding back anymore. 
He couldn’t, even with the rational voice screaming in his head. The carnal urge in him was smothering and drove through him powerfully.
A trembling breath left him as his lips met hers and pressed into her with an urgent need, immediately inciting a soft moan humming against his prying mouth. 
Their mingling breaths were hasty and shivering as the feverish kiss deepened with tilting heads and moans.
His hands were busy. Her hands were busy. 
Clothes were shredded off them and tossed carelessly in the heat of their passion. Between their heated actions, wild hands roamed. 
Her body grew more and more ready for his.
And his for hers.
His hands eventually found their way to her thighs and pushed apart with a firm grip on them as he settled himself between them.
Their panting lips parted as their dazed, wavering gaze met.
A fleeting whimper slipped through her lips as he pushed himself into her, completely buried in one powerful thrust.
His toned, chiseled chest stuttered with a shaky exhale as he pulled himself through the tightness gripping onto him. 
Towering over her with raw hunger in his gaze, the thrust driven back into her tore a broken cry from her. 
The blistering white flash of pleasure accompanied the jolting wide stretch inside her.
The bed creaked and protested under them, joining her cries and his growls as he pummeled into her fiercely. 
Strained grunts and growls rumbled in his chest as he leaned into her, his big hands sliding over her smaller ones and her legs responsively wrapping snugly around his waist. 
Under her digging fingers, his taut muscles rippled across his sweaty back, resonating with every thrust.
Everything else fell past them. Fell past her. Fell past him.
Now, they were only a man and woman making love. They were nothing more than that. 
Not Exorcists.
Not a General.
Not pitiful soldiers picked for a mad war.
Just them.
The wet squelches of their mixed fluids became loud enough to join the erotic reverberation filling the room as his thrusts begun to grow hectic. 
Their lips met again. Desperate and heated. 
Muffled moans and growls slipped into the dense air between kisses. 
Her heart felt like it was about to burst from her love for him. There was so much that the soft, breathy ‘I love you’ she murmured against his passionate lips was inevitable.
Kanda said nothing to that. But the pressing need of his lips against hers and the firm squeeze around her hands right after was a clear answer to her. 
The next stronger and primal thrusts he plunged into her also told her all he wanted to say. 
Enough to push her to the edge fast. 
She was close.
Enough to make her snatch her lips away from his with loud moans tumbling out of her.
She was…so close.
The muscles in her hands against his broad back tensed.
Her legs around him tightened curtly.
The next slam through her, his cock shoving inside with a rough prod did it for her.
A broken cry sitting between a sob and a whimper spiked between her moans as her eyes nearly rolled back at the shattering wave of her orgasm.
The shuddering grunt from Kanda joined her as he relished in the warm pour of her arousal over his aching self in her release.
Breathy grunts continued to fall from his lips as he pushed himself up, his hands slipping away from her to hook under her knees.
Now towering over her, Kanda pushed her thighs wider apart to accommodate his raging thrusts.
The curl of his toned biceps clenching and unclenching as his eyes fell onto where every thrust was announced by loud, lewd squelches, watching with rumbling growls as his cock pounded, plummeting in and out of her dripping, clutching heat. 
His piercing eyes looked even more piercing than ever as he raised them to her face, relentlessly hammering into her with fervor. 
His heated gaze raised to her, greedily taking in her as he worked intensely between her thighs. 
Gazing back at him through weak fluttering blinks, her red, flustered face panting up at him was an added fuel to the hungry, animalistic desire in him. 
To his vigorously rocking body.
He could feel himself filling up almost too much. The load inside his cock was a pressure too tight for him to hold in any longer. Together with the lustful urge to let go in the hazy heat, he drove his next thrust into her with a strong shove.
Her dragging moan joined his strangled grunt as a white flash of pleasure ripped through him. The back of his thighs clenched as he pushed his hip pressingly into her, nestling himself snugly into her as he released everything. 
Ropes and ropes of his seeds spurted into her in one hot burst, filling her rapidly as her tattering moan rode through her. 
His own hoarse one dragged through his throat as he snapped his hip curtly against her to every furious spurt of his load.
Accompanied by her fleeting whimpers and his own grunts, his slowing ruts sent one rough curt prod into her after another, till the very last drop of his semen was emptied into her womb.
A blissful stillness fell upon them the moment his movement inside her slowed and stopped.
Their intense stares held with their harsh pants. Until her eyes widened.
“...Oh no, Yu, you didn’t…” 
A soft gasp of horror escaped her. Despite the horror seeping in her widening eyes, she couldn't help trembling and panting with satisfaction at the warmth inside her. 
“Wha-What if I get...”
Her voice trailed off breathlessly with a gulp, his eyes followed her shaky hands as they moved to her lower abdomen, right above where they were still joined.
A knowing glint was in his gaze when he returned his gaze back to her. “When that happens, I will be here with you.”
“But I-”
“I’ll shoulder your duties for you. I’d rather you stay safe, even if it means getting you pregnant.”
Her breath hitched. 
To hear him say that word himself stirred a strange fluttering desire in her. It came out of nowhere but it filled her with wistful longing. 
Was it really...okay for people like them to enjoy something this mundane?
Was it okay to harbor hopes for something like this despite who she was? 
She wasn’t sure but the firm steel of promise in his eyes was enough for her.
That maybe...maybe it was okay.
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celestiaink · 4 years
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Da stehst du. Vor Ihm. Lebend. Die ganzen Monate voller Traurigkeit und Leere kamen ihm jetzt so vergeudet vor. Jetzt wo er dich dort sieht, überwältigen ihn die ganzen Emotionen wieder. Er konnte es nicht glauben: Du LEBST. Und du bist unversehrt.
"W..Wie...?" Kanda wollte nicht glauben, was Komui ihm erzählt hatte.
Es war wohl der Plan, alle im Glauben zu lassen sie sei tot? Niemals. Wie könnte sie ihm das antun. Doch da stand sie. Und schaute ihn an. Ein Ausdruck in ihren Augen den er nicht beschreiben kann.
"Es tut mir leid Yu...Es war ein Befehl." Ein Lächeln umschmeichelt ihre rötlichen Lippen. Doch es passte nicht, fand er. Es wirkte traurig und gebrochen. Nicht echt.
Aber sie waren Exorzisten. Sie waren Kämpfer. Für Gefühle war kein Platz. Und dennoch fühlte er sich Verraten. Er wusste nicht was er gerne hätte. Sie tot zu glauben, aber die schönen Erinnerungen zu behalten oder das sie lebt und die Erinnerungen mit sich nimmt.
Wut und Kälte bereitet sich in ihm aus und schaut ihr ebenfalls in die Augen. "Anscheinend sind wir nicht füreinander gemacht solange wir Kämpfer sind. Dann treffen wir uns wohl in der Hölle wieder."
Mit diesem Satz und gebrochenem Herzen,  verlässt er den Raum und die Frau die für ihn alles bedeutet hat.
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There you stand. In front of him. Alive. The months of sadness and emptiness seemed so wasted to him now.
Now that he sees you there, all the emotions overwhelm him again. He couldn't believe it: You are Alive. And you are unharmed.
"H..How ...?" Kanda didn't want to believe what Komui had told him.
It was the plan to let everyone believe she was dead? No way.
How could she do that to him.
But there she was.
And looked at him.
An expression in her eyes that he cannot describe.
"I'm sorry Yu ... It was an order." A smile caresses her reddish lips.
But it didn't fit, he thought.
It looked sad and broken.
Not real.
But they were exorcists.
They were fighters.
There was no room for feelings.
And yet he felt betrayed.
He didn't know what he wanted.
To believe that she's dead, but to keep the beautiful memories or that she live and takes the memories with her.
Anger and cold prepare in him and also look her in the eyes.
"Apparently we are not made for each other, as long as we are fighters. Then we will probably meet again in hell." With this sentence and a broken heart, he leaves the room and the woman who meant everything to him.
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jintaiyang · 3 years
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Anime characters' scenes that are making my legs feeling weak (for some unknown reason)
Megumi's smile
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Kanda's smile
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Chrono's serious face
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Han in suits
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I just can't explain it.... 😅
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onyxoverride · 3 years
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Solace
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Yu Kanda x Reader
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warnings: soft smut, minors dni 18+ I block blogs with no age indication
note: I had this drabbles in my drafts and finally finished it for @bakugohoex this is for you my love >:]
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Yu Kanda who's mean and cold to you like everyone else in public but once he gets behind closed doors he worships you, getting on his knees like a sinner in church. Shoves his face between your thighs to find solace in the physicality of it all. Plus the connection he can have with you, intimate and understood only by the two of you like a secret language. 
An apology, a sorry for having to treat you like the rest, even if he does treat you just slightly different, softer, from Allen and the others. Pulling his hair out of its ponytail as he laps at your cunt, bringing you so quickly to rapture by prodding at all the right spots that have you moaning. He’d set you onto his bed so sweetly, wrapping your thighs around his waist to go deep, deep inside you, balls tapping your ass. Shoving his face into your neck and chest, suckling and biting at the skin just to taste more of you. His chest sinking into yours as he rolls his hips, your thighs framing them so perfectly. He wants to be as close as possible to every part of you. 
At times like these, so intimate and baring the most vulnerable parts of him to you, he gets shy. Nuzzling his face into your neck with groans breaking through his chest as you stroke his hair and caress his back. Red in the cheeks when you tug his hair just at the base, to get his attention so he can look you in the eyes, moaning from the sting. He sets his forehead on yours, eyes closed in bliss, one of his ways showing he loves you, completely devoted and desperate. Breath ghosting your lips you’re reminded to pull him into a long-winded kiss as he finally lets go completely, coating your insides white even though he is usually so careful. 
Muttering his name against his lips, Yu figures that giving into these little moments of pleasure and abandoning his cold and carefully made persona is worth it. Especially if it’s you. 
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hypnotixstorm · 4 years
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Spin The Bottle with any of the DGM characters that you're comfortable writing????? (but like obviously when Kanda spins the bottle it has to land on the reader [me] because YOU KNOW WHY OK????????) ilysm!!! 😍
I LOVE super cliche shit like spin the bottle and seven minutes in heaven and just yES! Thank you, I’m gonna go a bit nuts with this oops-
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✧・゚: *✧・゚:* spin the bottle *・゚✧*:・゚✧ 
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Okay I think Link is a lil cutie so I had to include him
He’s so cute and innocent that he probably doesn’t even realize what game it is that everyone is playing tbh
And if he has heard of the game before, he probably doesn’t understand what it entails
But whenever he spins the bottle and it lands on you? Poor baby is clueless
You start blushing and he’s so confused until it’s explained to him and then he’s even more red than you are
Link is such a gentleman and will not kiss you unless you tell him that you want him to
It really isn’t about his ego or anything like that, he just doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable
When you’ve finally convinced him that you want him to kiss you, he’ll gently cup your cheek before pressing an even softer kiss to your lips
Lavi and Lenalee will cheer the two of you on, knowing about your crush on him
After the game is over and everyone has dispersed, he’ll pull you to the side to talk about what happened
If you tell him about your crush on him, he’ll get just as red, if not more so, than he did earlier
Surprisingly, he’ll admit that he reciprocates how you feel, he’s just so nervous of rejection and he worries that his job is too demanding for him to have a happy, healthy relationship
After his own confession, he’ll pull you into a loving kiss, signaling the start of your relationship
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I think Allen is aware of what spin the bottle is
In fact, I think it was his idea in the first place, especially after a little convincing on Lavi’s part
When it’s your turn, he is literally bouncing in anticipation
He so wants the bottle to land on him
It’s just his bad luck that it lands between him and Lavi, the latter of which quickly telling you to re-spin to cheer him up
Much to everyone’s surprise, after you’ve gone again, it lands on Allen
He nearly jumps out of his spot to kiss you, causing you to giggle and blush
You’re just too cute when you blush and your little laugh makes him blush as well
Honestly, he grabs both sides of your face before smashing his lips onto yours
The kiss is a bit awkward, but the intentions within it are very apparent
For the rest of the night, the two of you steal glances at each other, looking away and blushing as your gazes meet one another each and every time
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Honestly, no one is really sure why or how he’s here, but it’s too late for them to kick him out, seeing as it’s already his turn
Besides, he’s been well-behaved the entire time and hasn’t caused any trouble
Tyki was originally hoping for the bottle to land on Lenalee, but as soon as he saw you, that all changed
He was certainly intrigued when you entered the room for the first time that night
Who were you? Why were you here? And why had he never seen you before?
He didn’t know and he didn’t like that
It was now his goal to find the answers to his questions, reaching his ears in-between moans and gasps from you as you writhed underneath his body, preferably
Tyki smirked to himself before giving the bottle a twirl
The tension in the room grew to an uncomfortable, suffocating level that was thick enough to cut with a knife
His devilish grin and the sadistic gleam in his eyes would only grow as it landed on you, the object of his desire
Before you, or the others, could protest, he pulled you into his lap
His fingers would tangle in your hair, tugging roughly before locking his lips with your own
As you moaned into the kiss, his other hand would find your hip, his fingers digging into the soft, tender flesh
You could hear some of your friends growl or scoff in disgust, causing Tyki to smirk in response
Before things could go on for much longer, Lavi would rip you from his lap, promptly glaring at the Noah as he did so
Lavi would ask if you were okay as he sat you down between him and Allen but you would be in too much of a daze to answer
As the game came to a close, the others would try to drag you away from him, but you were so intrigued, desperate to know what would happen if you went with him for the night
Or perhaps, the rest of your life
His gaze would linger on yours, prompting you to follow him to some secluded location, where he’d immediately pin you to the wall
He would normally take what he wanted, no matter the circumstances but he didn’t want the others to hear what cute noises you had to make
The rest of the night was very eventful for you
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Omg okay time for my fave
I know I have Lavi headcannoned as being kinda cocky and confident but I feel like if he hasn’t confessed to his crush at this point, then he’s actually a bit nervous
It’s more antsy, he can’t sit still, he’s grinning and blushing like an idiot
But of course, you’re oblivious too, why wouldn’t you be?
There’s no way THE Lavi could like you... is there?
He’s always so flirty with every girl he encounters, you feel like you don’t stand a chance
The truth is, he flirts with them because he wants to get over his feelings for you because wow you are way too perfect for him, an angel, a goddess, not of this world
So, when you spin the bottle and it lands on him? He feels his little heart thumping in his chest in anticipation
But the moment he sees the happiness on your face, all of that disappears
The both of you jump up nearly in sync for the kiss, much to each of your embarrassment
It’s honestly really cute and sweet though
He’s really worried to touch you in a way that would make you uncomfortable
For the rest of the game/night, he’ll have you sitting in his lap with his chin resting on the top of your head
After everything is done and over with, he’ll pull you to the side to talk about your relationship
Honestly, even though his feelings for you are very strong, he’ll try to discourage you from pursuing a relationship
The life of a Bookman is not a fun, nor easy one to live and he wants you to be 100% aware of that
Of course you’re already aware of that and, after some minor pleading, he’ll agree, only a little reluctantly
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I had to save the best for last, didn’t I? Gotta tease ya since I know he’s your fave hehe
Okay, so, neither myself nor Kanda understands how he got into this situation
He just wants to be left alone and to sulk in his room, but Lenalee said something about needing his help
Kanda wasn’t in the mood to fight her on it, so he just agreed, but immediately regretted it
Somehow, the others forced him to stay, but he sulked and grumbled about how miserable he was the entire time
This made you really nervous because this is your big chance, thanks to practically everyone because the two of you are so fucking hopeless, and you were worried you were going to blow it
You held your breath as the bottle spun, coming to a rest on your figure
He sat there, not moving, as everyone watched expectantly
Kanda glanced at your figure before glaring at the others
Before he could leave though, someone pushed him into you, causing the two of you to lock lips
Both you and, surprisingly Kanda, were a blushing mess
That was something nobody had ever expected from the rather stoic male
He would huff and stomp away at that moment but would make sure to find you later that night when the two of you could be alone
Kanda would want to talk about his feelings and yours, even though that would be a massive undertaking in and of itself
Let's just say, everything worked out in the end
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kandaxxx · 4 years
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I’m so glad I found this blog! Can I request for kanda says I love you for this first time to his s.o??
Thank you!!! And your love of fluffy Kanda is keeping me alive!!!
I hope you enjoy!!
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The day had been long. Too long.
Kanda had been sent out onto a mission with both Lavi and Allen as his partners. That should have been the only red flag he needed to know that this would have been a bad mission. 
They all were. He had never particularly enjoyed going on missions. They were no more than part of his job. While his prideーwhether it was pride or arrogance was something that could be heavily debatedーin the skill he had to kill akuma was undeniably present, he didn’t actually enjoy doing so. It brought him no pleasure.
It had started out badly enough. The stupid moyashi had actually managed not to be too annoying on the train ride as he fell asleep pretty early on. The problem was the idiot rabbit. No matter how many times Kanda told him to fuck off or just flat out ignored him, the redhead just continued to prattle on about this, that, and the next thing. 
And then he fell asleep. Not so much because he was tired, but because it was the only way he could successfully leave the one-sided conversation.
Or so he had thought.
He had awoken shortly after he had fallen asleep when he felt his hair being tugged on. When eyes the color of a summer sky opened, they found that Lavi had almost completed the act of braiding his ponytail.
Allen had woken up to the sounds of yelling and fighting and tried desperately to pull Kanda off of Lavi which only resulted in them fighting as well.
The mission itself had been a difficult one. The swordsman counted his lucky stars that it had been short. 
Allen had seen the akuma coming, but they still hadn’t been able to really prepare for what was coming. It was the largest hoard of akuma any of them had ever seen. And they had been accompanied by Road, who apparently was only there because she had missed Allen and wanted to pay him a visit.
Kanda had even managed to take a really good hit to the shoulder that had hacked his left arm clean off, meaning that he couldn’t use his double illusion swords like he had wanted to.
They had managed to kill all of the akuma and Road had left before they could go after her.
His wound had already healed. That meant that, much to the horror of Allen and Lavi who had gone green watching him, he had to reopen the wound at his shoulder with Mugen, place his arm back where it was supposed to be, and wrap it up so that it would heal in one piece this time. Except he hadn’t been able to wrap it properly with one hand so Lavi had been forced into helping which made the whole situation a thousand times worse for Kanda.
By the time they made it back to the Order, he was exhausted in every conceivable way. He grumbled to Allen and Lavi to let Komui know that he’d be in with his report the following morning before he parted ways with them, not bothering to wait for a response or even look back.
Then the head nurse found him. He had no idea which of the two idiots had ratted him out for being injured, so he made a mental note to murder both of them, just to be safe.
He spent an hour sitting on a cot while the woman undid all of his gauze, applied an antibiotic that fucking stings, you old bat! Before she went about the task of rewrapping everything up, nice and neat like a little gift. He snorted to himself at the thought, like temporary amputation was a gift.
Fuck, he just really wanted to sleep and forget about that whole day. He rubbed his palms over his face in exasperation.
As he began walking through the winding corridors of headquarters, he was stopped by the sound of crashing and screaming.
He turned to see another one of Komui’s asinine robots holding Allen while saying something about turning him into food, while Reever was yanking on the moyashi’s jacket in some fruitless attempt to rescue him. He had already begun walking away, completely intending to ignore it, until he heard the sound of Lenalee’s screaming. God fucking dammit!
So he had wasted more time having to destroy the demon robot while fending off a hysterical Komui.
Quiet. Sleep. Being alone. There was nothing more he needed. He was so close.
When he opened the door to his room, he was greeted by the sight of a lump under his blanket. Fuck, he hadn’t considered that they’d be here.
He had tolerated and maybe, just maybe, enjoyed the other’s presence previously, but right now, he just wanted to be alone. Was that really too much to ask for?
They were sitting up now, rubbing their fists into their eyes. “You’re back.” They said with a smile that was quick to falter at the scowl on Kanda’s face. “Do you want me to leave?” Their voice was small, but he knew from experience that if he were to say yes, they would leave. They’d pout about it, but ultimately, they had been pretty good thus far when it came to respecting his space when he needed it.
“Do whatever you want.” He mumbled before shrugging out of his dirtied uniform and threw it haphazardly into the corner of his room. 
The room was silent and filled with a pregnant tension as he went about changing into his sleeping clothing. He should shower, he realized. He was filthy. 
In the morning. Right now, he just needed to fucking sleep.
He pulled his hair from its tail and quickly combed his fingers through it, too irritated to bother with combing it properly. Again, in the morning, he thought to himself.
When he climbed into the bed, he was quick to roll onto his side and away from his partner. They moved to snuggle up to him from behind, their chest pushing into the tensed muscles of his back. They began to run gentle fingers through his hair. 
His partner didn’t say a word. They normally liked to talk so Kanda thought this strange, but was not going to complain right this second. Not even a, “Hey, how was the mission?” Complete silence. It hit Kanda then that they were being quiet and doing no more than soothingly running fingers over his head and through the tangled tresses of his dark hair for him. Fingers ghosted his scalp in their ministrations and he was quick to find his eyelids growing heavily.
“I love you.” He blurted out, his voice quiet and thick with sleepiness, his eyes already having fluttered shut. He was falling quickly into the void of sleep and wasn’t sure whether or not he had said the words out loud or if he had simply thought of them.
Behind him, his partner was grinning ear to ear.
“I love you too.” He heard before he felt lips pressing gingerly into his temple before he slipped completely unconscious.
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OH MY GOSH THAT KANDA SCENARIO WAS SO CUTE I CANT!! It’s my first time requesting but can I ask for a cute kanda bandaging his S/o who was injured? Make it fluffy thANKS!
This man’s beauty isn’t good for my heart. Glad you enjoyed it, though! That makes me happy.
Fandom: D. Gray Man
Character: Kanda Yuu
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Cool hands pulled the bandage taut around your ankle, the actions gentler than the words that followed.
“You’re a fool,” the man spoke, his teeth gritting as he went around the ball of your feet.
“I know,” you smiled back, not minding his harsh words. Hand reaching out for his lowered head you slowly laced your fingers through his loose bangs, enjoying the soft silky feeling.
“Don’t touch my hair,” Kanda grunted as he moved his head, though he took care not to move your ankle, his hands cradling your feet carefully, holding it with all of the kindness he could muster.
“Okay, Yuu,” you responded, though you still held onto one of his long bangs, raising it up to place a kiss against it.
“I will throw you off the stairs,” the exorcist growled, earning a giggle from you.
“Will you bandage me again?” you mischievously countered, to which Kanda avoided your eyes, knowing that it was no use fighting you. “I will gladly whoop myself off the stairs again if you will take care of me?” you continued teasingly, wiggling your now bandaged ankle.
“Don’t you dare,” Kanda growled, arms wrapping around you as he lifted you up. “I won’t let you walk any stairs if you fall down again,” he threatened, a glare headed into your direction that didn’t feel that much like a glare.
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cherry-writes-stuff · 4 years
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can i ask for a scenario with kanda yuu like that chapter where he turned back into a kid, and his interaction with his s/o
a/n: something new after 2.5 years wow aren’t you impressed? also, i didn’t proofread so if i have made any mistakes just dm me. anyway ye i hope you like 😌
ah, your head hurt.
never in a million years would you have imagined what transpired the week to actually happen. never.
and yet, here you were, standing in a darkly lit room-or should you say outside of it, and trying to unsuccessfully lure the kid out...no, not the kid. kanda wasn’t really a kid, he just certainly seemed like it and, furthermore, acted like it at the pressing moment. you were starting to lose patience at your boyfriend, and-
well, didn’t that sound wrong in your head right now. your heart shuddered with repugnance. the situation was weird enough on its own without you having to call kanda, a now shrunk male to a small child, your boyfriend. vampires? zombies? yeah, no, haunting demons was more than enough to fill your quota without having to throw those things into the mix.
so, you did what any sensible adult would in your certain predicament, and broke up with the exorcist that was using his room to brandish mugen by slashing and tearing into the decor and walls. kanda was incontrovertibly pissed. you banged your fist on the door, putting as much vigor as you could behind it, once, then twice, then five times, but still no answer, just more incoherent profanities and increased slashes against something.
ah, maybe this time it was the wall.
you haggardly run a hand through your hair, glaring antagonistically at the door. your heart was lit up, with anger, or annoyance, or both. 
“kanda, listen to me-,” another bang from inside the room, “this is just for now, until you go back to being you, and then-,” a crash, “-and then we can go back to cuddling, or something.”
the noises ceased, and then just as suddenly as it had stopped the door was ripped open to reveal a demon midget-yuu, to reveal yuu, in all his small puffed out glory. you would have laughed at the ridiculous and, quite frankly, cute sight if not for the fact that he was holding mugen-bigger in every sense of the word-in his tiny little fist. the storm in his dark eyes churned, his hair down from their usual style and laying flat down his back and sticking on his forehead. he had to take some of the bookman’s clothes, and the difference in style made his image even more facetious.
the grating and adorable glare on his face-which looked more like a pout than anything, was not helping the situation, and soon you found yourself shielding your mouth to smother the laughter that bubbled up.
“what do you mean ‘back to being me’ ? i am me!” he waved mugen exasperatingly in your face.
“well, yes but also, no.”
“oh, I see,” he seethed, small hands trying to push the hair out of the way, “you don’t like shorter guys, is that it?”
you deadpanned at your temporary ex. “yuu, you are a whole child right now.” you squatted down on his lever and gripped mygen delicately, prying it from his chubby hands and down to the floor before patting his head in comfort. “once lavi and bookman return you to your original size, we can go back to being together.”
the kid huffed haughtily, sticking his nose in the air in superiority and crossing his arms over his chest. your words, it seemed, the fuel to the fire that was raging behind his eyes. a silent statement, strikingly annoying and bothersome.
ah. was it his hurt pride, or the fact that you were getting through to him that pissed him off.
“come on, kanda,” you whined. “work with me here.” you tapped his rosy cheek tenderly, “you know this can’t be helped, it’s weird, and it’s making me uncomfortable.” you put up your best persuading put, trying to convey the message with your eyes.
and just like that, it was like your gaze had swept cooling water over his fiery resolve. his small face relaxed and his eyes softened for a mere second. for you, and only for you. 
you giggled and moved your fingers to his neck, leaving small and feathery touched on the smooth skin.
kanda snarled and grumbled at the sudden abuse and raised mugen in his arms once again. he looked at you, and his dark eyes held something softly fierce, delicate like the dawning clouds and harsh as rain on stone. “you better fucking promise me.”
“pinky promise?” you held out your pinky just as he slammed the door to your face yet again, muttering something about pinky promises are for kids, and that he was not a child, god-fucking-damn it. 
ah, your head hurt.
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kanda44 · 6 years
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Drabble: #2 - Kanda x Reader
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When the Holy War came to an end it was a surprise to all of the people within The Black Order, more so on the people who believed they wouldn’t survive this war at all yet - The Exorcists.
You being one of them, you had thought all this time that the war would be the end of both you and Kanda, your beloved boyfriend who had returned to not only repay Allen for what he had done for him all this time..but to continue to protect what was left in this world that made him wanting to continue to live.
Once the war had ended however everyone went their own ways in promises of seeing one another again someday, you and Kanda ended up getting your own small home to share together.
Everything was nice and peaceful for most but for you it was a bit harder due to the nightmares that continued to peruse you whenever you fell asleep. The nightmares had always been the same...the time that Tyki and Road had taken you away and enjoyed in torturing you just to anger Kanda and your friends.
You tried in the past to pass it off as something that didn’t bother you, but only Kanda knew better then that due to him having to wake you up all the time and promising you in the end that if you were to ever run into them again he’d kill them.
However this time both the Noah’s and The Earl were gone and weren’t ever coming back, so as of right now despite all that those nightmares returned and Kanda woke up to your screaming and thrashing.
“Oi! Onna wake up!” Kanda shouts, shaking you. “Y-Yuu...” You whispered. “Che, did you have that dream again?” Kanda asked. “Y-Yeah...” You replied.
Sighing Kanda brought you into his arms and held you as you cried, even though you yourself knew that those two were gone the dreams still scared you and you still didn’t get over that trauma just yet, using one hand Kanda ran his fingers through your (H/C) hair.
“Hey, Hey, Calm down. They can’t hurt you anymore.” Kanda whispered.
He held you like that for sometime until your cries stopped and he noticed you fell asleep in his arms again, sighing he carefully laid you down on the bed and covered you up once he too laid beside you.
Kissing your forehead he brought you in close to his chest, holding you so those nightmares could be chased away.
“I’m not leaving you alone, lotus.” He whispered.
||A/N: Well here you go, this was the 2nd one requested and I kind of hope for more, writing these were actually fun! :D||
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exorcistcupid · 7 years
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Could you do some headcanons about the main four with a ticklish s/o?
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Allen may seem innocent about figuring this out but. He is not.
He’s very sly about it, though. He pretends to have forgotten you were ticklish.
He tickles you a lot as long as you don’t tell him otherwise. It’s one of his ways of making you feel better.
If it bothers you, though, he’ll stop. He doesn’t want to make you upset or uncomfortable.
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If there were ever a type that didn’t care, if would be Kanda.
He will not ever intentionally tickle you. He doesn’t see the appeal.
The first time he accidentally brushed your ticklish spot startled him. He just thought he brushed his hand against you and suddenly you’re laughing and trying to get away.
Your secret is safe with him, that’s for sure.
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Lavi is worse than Allen, but he isn’t even trying to be sly about it.
Tickles you all the time. He likes seeing your face light up when you laugh. The sight and sound are beautiful to him.
His tickle sessions almost always lead to heavy make-out sessions. If you want him to stop tickling you, kiss him. He’ll stop.
Will also brush your ticklish spots in public. Some people might think you’re crazy for suddenly bursting out in laughter at seemingly nothing. Lavi is a menace that must be stopped.
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Like Kanda, Lenalee isn’t going to tickle you. She herself is pretty ticklish. She knows that Hell.
She’s very mindful of these spots and tries her best to not touch them. She doesn’t want you to be uncomfortable.
She hopes that you do the same for her. Tickling is torture, it really is.
Scolds anyone who tries to tickle you. It’s just not cool, dude.
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celestiaink · 4 years
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Headcanon with Allen, Kanda and Lavi with their S/O on Mission.
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Allen:
☆ is very worried at first but as soon as you sit in the train he looks forward to your time together
☆ In the hotel, he suggests sleeping together in a room.
☆ but as innocent as our little cinnamon is, he means sleeping  in the same room but not in the same bed. Now imagine our poor Allen if he just  stand in front of a queen-size bed.
☆ of course you tease him and say he would have planned it from the start. And he denies this with a red head and tries to explain with stammering and waving arms that he has no intention in this direction.
☆ In a fight with Akumas, he tries to leave you out as best he can and and  to kill them alone. but if that is not possible and you get into a fight then he worries and tries to be with you as soon as possible
☆ back in the black order his worry and tension subsides and he only wants to lie in bed with you and rest.
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Kanda:
▪ Kanda is not a big fan of mixing private and work, so you have to be able to take care of yourself. It would be annoying for him if you would only rely on him
▪ Kanda needs to know that you are fine if he is not around, so he is looking for someone on a similar level as him in a partner.
▪ On the train he is silent as always, but he likes it when you talk to him. Your voice calms him down and he always learns something new about you
▪ In the hotel he booked separate rooms but didn't find it bad if there was only one left. but if there is only one bed, he shows himself unaffected but is more than nervous on the  inside.
▪ Even if he separates private and work, he appreciates the undisturbed time with you. As long as you are not in a fight or inquiries, he has nothing against togetherness.
▪ back in the black order he expects professionalism and a distance. In the room you can keep him company and rest there with him on what he insists to make sure that you also recover your strength.
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Lavi:
♡ Lavi sees it much like Allen. He doesn't like letting you fight alone and always tries to strengthen your back. Lavi needs someone who knows his limits and does not plunge into daring battles.
♡ It is important to him that you can pull back and leave the rest to him when you reach your limits. You have to trust him and he has to be able to trust you.
♡ It is never quiet with him on your train journeys. there is a lot of laughing and joking. Sometimes when you don't feel like talking you can read in pleasant silence.
♡ in the hotel, lavi immediately requests a room with only one bed. this daredevil doesn't even try to hide his intention instead he grins mischievously at you and makes sure that everyone knows that you are together.
♡ Sometimes or always lavi forgets that you are only in the hotel because of your mission then you have to stop him at his approaches. Then he pouts a little but then sets out to finish the mission.
♡ At headquarters, he follows you to the room and just lies down with you. While you want to sleep, he has other plans
" let's continue where we stopped in the hotel"
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savagetrickster · 4 years
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D. Gray Man | Kanda Yu x Reader
Made this angsty. I hope you’ll like this one too :D
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[  Dark Clouds  ]
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It was pouring outside. 
The heavy rain was like a dull, cold grey blanket. It was unrelenting and merciless, sparing nothing from its wet stabs.
As if the room they shared was not gloomy enough, the unforgiving weather outside seemed to be mocking them. 
Ever since Kanda struck the final slash across Alma and ended the former Second Exorcist once and for all, he’d been quiet. 
Quieter.
Brooding than he’d always been.
Withdrawn into himself more than he had ever been.
Before the tragic incident, she could still read him and understand what ran through his head. She’d been the only one who could do that.
Having known him.
Having loved him.
Having worried about him.
Having cried for him.
Eased the walls around his heart and pried open his mouth to lift the cruel weights of his burdens.
But now, there was nothing. Nothing. 
That tragedy with Alma was heart-wreaking, in shambles and devastating. Whatever that was uncovered could leave anyone crumbling to their knees. 
Enough to take their breath away and question their own existence.
It was not in her place to say anything. There wasn’t anything to say. 
The pain going through him...No one else had the misfortune to understand what was exactly running his head and heart alike.
Her eyes shifted its solemn gaze from the curtain of cascading rain on the window outside their inn room. 
The sadness tugging along with her as her eyes landed on the man sitting on the end of their shared bed.
He’d been there ever since they checked into this inn.
Deep thoughts.
Blank face.
The piercing gleam in his eyes was dull and faint.
Hesitating for a while, she walked forward uncertainly and stopped before him. 
His fleeting gaze on her that went back down as quickly as it rose to her told her he was aware of her.
His head remained angled to the floor. 
Her face was soft with understanding as she reached out and pulled him to her.
Her arms around his head eased him onto her heaving chest as she enveloped him in a gentle hug.
“You can tell me anything, Yu, I’m here for you.”
Wait.
Yes, she would wait.
As long as he needed, she would patiently stay by his side until he was ready to open his heart to her again.
A small gasp left her as she felt him pull her closer to him, his arms tightening around her. Almost needy for her warmth and comfort. 
“(Name),”
“Hmm?” Her voice was gentle. 
She was too afraid to speak any louder - the fluttering vulnerability in his usually steady and stoic voice was...too fragile to break.
“I...I can't lose you too.”
Her next breath shuddered out of her.
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hypnotixstorm · 4 years
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✧・゚: *✧・゚:*d.gray-man masterist *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
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kanda
general nsfw headcanons
coming soon
lavi
general nsfw headcanons
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tyki mikk
general nsfw headcanons
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So happy I found this blog! Can u request a dgm imagine where lavi and Allen Keep cockblocking kanda and his s/o ?? 😂😂😂thank ypuu
You got my hopes up for a Lavi and Allen request, but it turned out to be yet another Kanda. Lol. Pretty boy, leave some fans for the rest, will you? 😂
Fandom: D. Gray Man
Character: Yu kanda
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To find a moment alone within the Black Order was to find a silver needle in a forest of spurs. To find a moment of peace was even sparser, what with members like Komui who never respected your privacy to begin with. However, Allen and Lavi really knew how to pick the cherry at the top, finding every opportunity to interfere. 
“[Name]!” Lavi exclaimed, an arm thrown over your shoulder as he pulled you closer. “What do you think of tea?” the redhead suggested, a smirk bright and wide on his face as you eagerly clasped your hands together. 
Curse your unassuming kindness. Exactly as Kanda had feared you actually seemed into the idea, your eyes twinkling in delight as your lips formed themselves, the dreaded words coming out.
“Oh, that sounds lovely. Kanda and I were about to have some!” 
To this Lavi’s grew even wider, knowing perfectly well what plan he had ruined as he threw a wink at his fellow exorcist. “Great, mind if I invite Allen and Lenalee as well?” he suggested, never failing to drag more people into his scheme. “We could play cards as well.” 
This idea seemed to delight you even more as you turned towards Kanda, your whole person positively brimming in excitement as you nearly buzzed at him. “What do you think, Yu?” you asked him, head cocking a little as you remained oblivious to the nefarious attempts of his colleagues (Kanda would be damned to call them friends) to keep you from having your quality time. 
“Fine,” Kanda gave in with a gruff, his eyes shot to the side as he rubbed the back of his neck.
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