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kamwilliamsonn · 11 months
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The Captain - Leah Williamson
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When you reunite with your best friend after 2 years of facetime only, it was bound to get emotional.
You had deployed into the Royal Navy the moment you turned 18, started off as a Petty Officer, and making your way up the ranks until you were a Captain. You were only 23 when you got the rank, but your first mission was a 2 year long stay on your ship - the HMS Medway - in the Carribbean, you were allowed to Skype and text your family, but you couldn't see them.
It was never much problem not to talk to your birth family, they never agreed with any of your decisions - sexuality or career especially.
But not being able to talk to the Williamson's - to Leah - was definitely difficult.
Leah had been your best friend since birth, the both of you growing up in Milton Keynes, neighbours for your whole life.
You went from seeing each other everyday, to once every couple months, to your only source of communication being Skype.
You were overjoyed for your best friend when she got the role as Interim Captain at the beginning of 2022, and we're even happier for her when she got announced as the actual captain for the Euros.
You knew you needed to be there.
And not just for the final, you wanted to be there for the first match.
So you spoke to your Commanding Officer, your Admiral, but you didn't want to just take a break. You asked him to discharge you.
It was a hard decision, but after 7 years of service, and no life outside your ship for 2 years, you knew it was about time that you take on your next challenge.
Away from the Royal Navy.
But back in London.
He understood greatly, and told you that should you ever wish to come back, your ship would be awaiting you.
And while you gave him a gentle smile,
you knew you were never coming back for good.
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6th June 2022.
The opening of the Euro's.
England V Austria.
Kick off was at 8pm, in Manchester, Old Trafford.
You arrived in Manchester at 5pm, still fully kitted out in your captain's uniform, your cap set snug on your head.
As soon as you touched down, you messaged the person you trusted most - other than Leah - Lucy Bronze.
You'd known her since Leah broke out in the England squad, and Lucy had become somebody you confided in pretty easily.
You knew she could keep the surprise from Leah - unlike her counterpart, Keira - and would help you out.
So, 10 minutes later, Lucy pulled up at the private airstrip, helping your bags into the car and smiling proudly at you.
You pulled her straight into a hug, relishing in human contact from somebody who wasn't your employee.
"Y/n, it's so good to see you. Two years is way too long." She told you, opening the car door for you and letting you sit in her passenger seat.
You sighed, taking your cap off and placing it on the dashboard in front of you. "I've missed you, Luce."
"Not as much as you've missed Leah, though, I'm sure."
"Well, I hope to never miss her again." You told her.
Her head snaps towards you. "What d'you mean?"
"I'm never going back to the Navy, London will be my home now, Leah will be my home again."
The drive was comfortable, music playing as she drove you to the hotel everybody was staying at, they didn't have to be at Old Trafford until 6:30, ready for warm ups at 7:30, so Lucy organised with Sarina for you to come to the hotel for a bit.
Sarina was more than happy to ablige, a captain of the Royal Navy, one of the only female ones out there.
But as you turned up to the hotel, Lucy couldn't convince you to get out of the car.
"It's been two years, Lucy, what if we aren't the same!" You worried, making her hold your shoulders and force you to look at her.
"Okay, if you're truly that nervous, don't go in there as y/n, 18 year old who first started out in the Navy. Go in there as Captain y/l/n. The youngest female Captain of the Royal Navy. Go in there and stand proud. You are in your uniform, show them why you are what you are."
You took a deep breath and picked up your cap, placing it on your hand.
Lucy patted your thigh softly. "I'll get your bags. You go get your girl."
A blush grew on your face and you looked at her with wide eyes. "I have no idea what you're talking about."
She just scoffed. "Yeah, sure."
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None of the lionesses were in the Lobby, but Sarina was, waiting for you. She greeted you with a warm smile and a handshake, thanking you for your service - even if she wasn't English, she was honourably one for the rest of her time as the England Coach.
She told you that she was going to call a meeting, that you can wait in another room until everybody was in there and then you'd sneak into the room.
You nodded with a soft smile, agreeing with the plan, knowing that the Lionesses were going to see a very different side to their captain.
And that they did.
With all 23 girls sat in the little meeting room, Lucy having been the last one in, you quietly opened the door and slid in.
A trick you'd learned in your 7 years of service.
Keira, who'd been facing the door, instantly opened her mouth in shock, about to speak until you put a finger up to your mouth.
Slowly but surely, each of the girls figured out you were there - not that they all knew who you were - but didn't say anything, Leah was still unaware.
You snuck up behind her and took off your cap, putting it behind your back, with your arms interlocked - standing at ease, the most comfortable you could feel anymore.
You bent down slowly, until your breath was fanning on her ear. And as she began to turn around to face you, you spoke.
"Hello, my darling, it's been a while." She gasps and stands up instantly, turning around like the flash.
She threw her arms over you and pulled you into the tightest hug she ever had before.
You snuck your arm around her and placed your cap on the table, letting your arms fall tightly around her waist, breathing in her scent.
The comfort of your best friend.
Without even thinking, as soon as she pulled away out of the hug a little, to speak, you pushed your lips against hers.
The rest of the lionesses let out hollers, but neither of you paid them any attention.
She kissed you back with just as much passion.
It felt like just the two of you.
Just as it had many years ago.
Idk how much I like this, but I love the premise, and as somebody who spent many years of her life as a sea cadet, there are some things in life that my heart will always find peace with.
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seokmattchuus · 3 months
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Na Kamden as a dom
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Prefacing this by saying I am very delusional.
This is in no way accurate by any means bc all I've seen from other content is the opposite of this.
I wrote this for the sake of my sanity.
But moving on.
Somewhere in the middle of hard dom and soft dom but if you push enough, you get a brat tamer.
No, I will not elaborate because I don't even know what that means.
It just makes sense, y'know?
Like,
He's nice until he's not?
But when he's not nice anymore, he will fuck you up?
Definitely might take him some time to get there, but you can't tell me he wouldn't make the best brat tamer.
Like,
On the regular, he's not too strict but he's also not the most lenient.
Mostly because he uses his height to his advantage.
He doesn't need to you the voice because all he has to do is take a little step towards you and look down at you and boom, a natural brat-be-gone.
Can't blame you, though.
If he stepped towards me after being a brat, my five-foot-one-and-a-half ass (the half counts, okay) would cower like the chihuahua that I am (got that dog in me, y'know).
Like.
My hypothetical timbers shiver at the thought (in a good way).
But brat tamer Kamden?
:3
He likes to use pet play as a funishment.
Because he's still trying to give you a chance to make it up to him.
And he's also not trying to ruin you completely.
Just a little bit.
The degradation of having the full kitty get up is enough to humble you so you're not pushing it.
Ears, collar, tail, no clothes.
Because kitties don't wear clothes.
He uses the leash to keep you in place.
Or keep you from looking away.
He'll pull you up to be right in front of his face and hold you there.
He's a lover of forced eye contact so he can watch you struggle not to close your eyes.
Which leads to my next point:
If he is trying to ruin you completely, the tail might be a plug.
That vibrates.
Ororor
Maybe cuffs you to a cage and refuses to touch you.
Maybe uses a fuck machine instead. Because you obviously aren't going to listen. Why would he even try?
And he'll be mean about it.
"Awe, does someone want me to let them out?"
"If I let you out, don't think I'm going to make you cum."
"You get the machine, or nothing at all."
Or you're only allowed out if you're going to get yourself off.
Bc he's not about to reward you.
"You didn't want to listen, so you obviously don't need me."
"Show me how much you need it, and I might touch you."
I will not expand on this for my own sanity because I'm not trying to give myself thots. It's almost 4am.
Moving back to regular dom Kamden.
He loves reminding you how small you are compared to him.
All the time.
Holding hands and talking about how small yours are in his.
When you're sitting on his lap and he just towers over you.
Or his hands on your thighs.
Or when he has both your wrists in one hand.
Or when he's holding your wrist and his hand is just. So big.
He loves to verbally remind you, too.
Usually cooing at you.
Gives caregiver vibe lowkey, but he also just seems like the type to baby you anyways.
"My little baby."
"Look at how cute you are." (usually while pinching your cheek)
When he's feeling generous and wants to see you correct your own behavior, he likes keeping track of how much you're misbehaving.
I'm talking using a clicker all day.
And the final number could be anything, really.
How many times he's going to deny/keep you cumming.
How many spanks you'll get.
How many minutes he'll go without touching you (he might multiply it by two just for funsies)
Or how long he'll go on teasing you.
If he's feeling not-so-generous.
He's using the three-strike method and announcing them very loudly.
Does not care if you're around others.
Nope.
Counting down from three while walking towards you.
Or giving you silent signals to check you.
Bc he knows you're looking at him after messing up.
But he loves the attention.
And loves that you're doing it for his attention.
Wouldn't have it any other way, truly.
He also likes to threaten you with what he's going to do to you once you're both alone.
Just to rile you up some more.
But his aftercare game?
Unmatched.
He's gonna let you both nap before he washes you up.
Let's you relax in the bath after cleaning you so he can work on some food or snacks. Whichever you're in the mood for.
But you do get a big glass of ice cold water.
With a bendy straw :)
He gives you his softest hoodie to wrap yourself in while you both cuddle and watch tv.
Wraps his big ol' arms around you and holds you close while feeding you and maybe the occasional forehead kiss.
And asking if you're okay.
"Are you sure you're okay?"
"Nothing hurts, right?"
"My baby eats so well."
"Let me know if you need anything."
He's completely different from before. Total 180.
Big ol' softie.
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solarwoniii · 1 year
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kamden fic. is so long. you guys are going to hate me. im sorry. i just. love him. so much. i think. its going to be. the longest. in the series.
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ohsunnyboy · 11 months
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the people have spoken! it's gonna be a kamden fic :0 ngl it sorta surprised me but i'll deliver 🫡
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beomgewz · 2 months
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LINGER
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[SYNOPSIS] , despite all of your efforts, you still cannot get over your 5 year crush on the shy boy from high school. to top everything off, he has a long term girlfriend of 3 years!
[PAIRING] , park jisung x fem!reader
[STATUS] , on going , updates weekly
[START] , 24 february 2024
[END] , tba
[GENRE] , strangers to friends to lovers, she fell first but he fell harder, college!au
[FEATURING] , nct dream , (ZB1) sung hanbin, (TXT) choi beomgyu, choi soobin, (ENHYPEN) sim jaeyun, (AMPERS&ONE) na kamden, ++ more!
[WARNINGS] , unrequited love (at first), angsty(?), more to be added !
[NOTES] , this is going to be my second smau so im sorry if its not good, this smau will hurttt to write omg
ask to be added to the taglist !
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operation: find yn a man | jisungs backup dancers
chapters !
one , no more insane
two , marks girlfriend ?!
three , detective yn
four , passenger princess (621 words)
five , wanna hear a funny joke?
TBA…
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skzooe · 1 year
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i absolutely love the lipstick stain trend!
i need a part 3 with junhyeon in it, pretty pleasee
you are doing great, keep up the good work! :)
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lipstick stain trend,,💌 p.3
BOYS PLANET
p.1 p.2 p.3
with; taerae, keita, kamden, gyuvin, junhyeon, matthew
[note;; i waffled towards the end bc i ran outa ideas but not sure if this is still in trend so sorry for the wait!! ❣️]
for those who don't know 💋💋💋
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taerae;
such a romantic guy
will place roses and candles around you to "set the mood" of the video
HE'S SO EXTRA I LOVE HIM
"waitwait, we need more flowers"
a perfectionist fr
he's so into it as you place kiss marks on his face
you can just tell how he's trying to hide his huge smile
honestly fighting the urge to kiss you back
he couldn't help it, so he ran his thumb across your stained red lips, holding your hips for support
turns into a LONG ASS makeout sesh
you both pull away and hes just staring at you with love in his eyes and just smiles so beautifully 😭
“i could spend the whole day doing just this.”
(promoting my taerae picnic date fic bc why not🤷‍♀️)
keita;
when you show him the video he gets SO SMILEY
his smile literally lights up the whole room its so cute
how could he say no
when you cup his face and start kissing him he literally WONT STOP SMILING
"your lips are so soft"
he loves it too much that he starts giggling like a girl uncontrollably
when you finish the video he just blurts out the most random things
"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH"
"I'M SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU"
is he drunk???????
tight cuddles and kisses straight after bc he's just like that
kamden;
we already know how kamden is
he's an average user on tiktok so he might know about it already
so when you ask him he's just like: 🙂🧍‍♂️
he doesn't really mind since he's down for anything with you
"im down"
he just sits there in silence as you pepper kisses on his face
he doesn't really make eye contact with you because he's SO SHYY
when you start giving kisses on his neck, he gets so flustered and his ears turn red
he didn't want you to see how red he was, so he pulled you in and cuddled you as tight as he could on his chest
you noticed his ears which you found adorable
"you're so cute when you're flustered"
"you make me lose control."
(honestly got me kicking my feet while writing this icl)
gyuvin;
sooooo clingy
physical touch king
would do ANYTHING to spend more time w you
"do you-"
"YES."
dawg im not done talking?????
while you put on the lipstick you picked out, gyuvin is just laying on your lap playing with the strings of your hoodie
istg he's never separating from you
cup his cheeks and he will MELTT
you try to kiss his cheek, but he swerves his lips onto yours 🤧
he thought he was so slick with it
"i really, really want to kiss you again"
as you're about to lay kisses on his cheek, he pulls you close and places his lips onto yours
only bc he just cant get enough of your touch
goes on for ageeeessss
you both pull out with heavy breaths, looking so flushed and dizzy with pink cheeks
he has smudged lipstick all over his mouth which you find so cute
he just chuckles
"you got lipstick all over me"
junhyeon;
you're sat on the counter of the kitchen as junhyeon heats up his food
you stumble across a video of the trend which you found soo cute
you show him and he is just so goofy and confident about it🤧
"do you wanna do this?"
"SAY LESS"
you get the lipstick from your bag and apply it to your lips while he approaches you
he's hovering over you with hands on the counter, each on your sides
as you're kissing his face, you accidentally smudge one which makes him whinee
"i think i deserve a kiss."
he's smirking sooo slyly
he puts his hand on your waist as he pulled in close
you're both lost in the moment as he says
"i wanted to do this so damn bad"
(the food hello??????)
matthew;
you're both snuggled up on the couch watching tiktoks together when you both come across this trend you wanted to try out
matthew rushes to get your lipstick because he's so committed to helping you
he's so sweet about it that he won't stop asking questions
"is this colour okay?"
"does my outfit look good?"
"should i fix the lighting?"
you tug on his collar to apply the lipstick onto his face
which makes him sooo shy and cute
his ears automatically turn red in which he tries to hide with a smile
as you film the video, he just looks at you with a huge smile
"you look heavenly."
literally cant take your eyes off you
the comments go WILDD
💬: find me a man that looks at me like that
💬: HE'S INLOVE
mattew will treasure that video FOREVER
shares it to everyone he knows. his friends, his family, EVERYONE
"was that okay? i'd love to do that again"
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© skzooe
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zerobaseonefics · 1 year
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reaction to the lipstick trend (pt.2) ㅡ park hanbin, junhyeon, kamden
boys planet trainees x gn!reader
genre : fluff
I HAD SM TROUBLE WRITING FOR JUNHYEON FR. YOU WILL PROBABLY FEEL IT </3 hope y'all like it tho 😔🤙🏼
pt. 1 here
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• P.Hanbin
at first, hanbin bring that trend up as a joke... but he didn't expect you to be so hyped up about it and to run to find the lipstick. he's not complaining tho, he thinks you're cute when you're excited about something. even more if the something is peppering his face with kisses.
when you came back, you had two different colors. you plopped on his laps, sitting sideways, as you showed both of the colors.
"which one do you prefer?"
an idea bloomed in hanbin's mind. you know, there are basic principles for an healthy relationship. one of the main point is to trust your significant other. however, you made a mistake by trusting hanbin, because he was literally going to scam you in order to get more kisses.
faking hesitation, hanbin chooses the pinkish one.
you fell into his trap with no problem, applying the lipstick on yourself with hanbin telling you when it was good since you had no mirror with you.
your attention went back to him, and with no hesitation whatsoever, you started planting soft kisses all over his face. they were longer than a simple peck, to make sure the stain would be visible enough.
hanbin closed his eyes, a shy smile that he tried to refrain on his face. you started with his nose, then moved down to his chin, back to his cheeks. he savored the feeling of your soft lips on his skin as you kissed his jaw. your kisses ended up going to his forehead and you finished, looking at his pleased face.
hanbin didn't open his eyes yet, thinking you would kiss him more. when he felt one of your hand ruffling his hair, only one of his eyes popped open.
"you're already done?" he asked.
"yes! i think you have enough marks on your face."
"could've let you kiss me all day" he muttered inaudibly as you grabbed your phone. it was okay, he had a plan anyway.
"should we record now?" you said and he nodded.
you recorded the video the same way it was done on tiktok, and you sat with him to review it, making sure it was good enough to post. you loved it. hanbin loved it. but it isn't about love right now, it's about being a fraud. hanbin was a fraud but that is a okay, because scammers also deserves a love story!
"i think we should do it again because the color isn't suitable with the light of the room. it's not pretty enough with the color of my hair neither. when i think about it, maybe we should try again with your other lipstick."
everything goes according to plan because you were completly oblivious to his stratagem. you simply grabbed something to wash away the stains on his face and the color on your lips. he let you cup his face while you softly brushed a tissue against his skin to take off the previous kisses. that's how hanbin, a mastermind, succeeded in making you do that trend three times in a row in order to have more kisses.
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• Kamden
"i would rather stand naked in alaska cornered by a hundred people than do this."
you felt like your jaw dropped to the ground when kamden replied this to your request. sure, you knew he would be reluctant, but not that much! he just couldn't take this seriously, the whole concept sounded stupid to him.
"so. you want me to sit here in front of a camera while you reapply lipstick but you fail just for the sake of failing and i use my finger to do... whatever they are doing on that tiktok and then i have to look at you like i'm.... yeah no. do it with your teddy bear or something."
you whined at his brutally honest opinion, a bit shocked considering the fact he spit his venom with a straight face.
"what? it's cute, right?" you insisted, sure he was going to change his mind for you. he looked at you as you gave him dejected puppy eyes. kamden scoffed, looking away. there was no way he's falling for this. no, he was stronger than this. in his opinion, intimacy was supposed to stay... intimate. why would people on the internet have to see this kind of content from you two? plus, it just ruins a moment to turn on a camera while he's with you. it's staged. it's not natural.
you sighed in defeat, realizing there was really no way in hell kamden would do this.
"right... that's okay, i'll ask a friend to do it with me."
"yeah, just do tha- what?"
an alarm has been triggered in kamden's brain. if you did this with a friend, wasn't it weird? and what friend were you going to do it with?
"what friend?"
"you mean 'who'?"
"yeah, who?"
"i don't know, maybe jay."
it was enough for kamden to change his mind. he pointed his finger at you, with a new found energy.
"bring that damn lipstick." your face lit up at his words.
"we're doing it?" you exclaimed.
"yeah, only if you don't post the video."
you nodded frantically. after you went to grab what was need for the video, you sat next to him. "you're ready?" you asked, "yeah, whatever".
despite his grumpy attitude, you weren't oblivious to the way he played nervously with his fingers when you planted the first kiss. you weren't oblivious to the fact that he was biting his inner cheek in order to not smile, either. you knew he liked it, otherwise you wouldn't have done it.
kamden knew he liked it as well. but how could he show it? it would be embarassing after all the fuss he made not to do the challenge. you guys filmed the video, and you respected your promise by not posting it online, keeping it to yourself. this was the day kamden realized he loved cheek kisses the best, and he waited for you to sleep to send himself the video secretly.
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• Junhyeon
you literally asked the wrong person. yes, junhyeon accepted your request, but there was something about him you forgot. junhyeon would combust if he didn't create a mess each day. even a little one, it was fine by him, but this menace could not go to bed happily if he didn't participate into chaos.
"how about i apply the lipstick on your lips for you?" he proposed. you didn't think about it twice, handing him the makeup supply. you felt the makeup on your lips as junhyeon was putting it for you. at first he did it right, but you noticed that little by little, a smirk appeared on his face and he started to go overline. pulling your face away, you jokingly hit his arm.
"what are you doing" you said, acting like you were mad even if you find the joke funny.
"what? isn't overlining the lips trendy?" junhyeon responded, acting innocent.
"yeah, act like it wasn't one of your jokes" you rolled your eyes still pretending to be annoyed.
"you were so pretty i couldn't stay focused, that's why" junhyeon explained in a dramatic tone.
you made an exaggerated grimace after hearing his cheesy words, hitting him once again. junhyeon's laugh ringed through your ears while you were catching a tissue to clean up your lips. he looked at you from afar, a smile on his face. junhyeon got up from the couch he was sitting on and went to backhug you. you put your hands on his as you felt his lips planting soft kisses to your jaw.
"i'll do it properly this time, if you still want to do it" junhyeon said, resting his head on your shoulder.
"is it another joke" you answered with a straight face.
"yes."
you whined while he started laughing once again. hearing your complaints, he didn't let go of you to make you turn around and face him. then, junhyeon leaned in to kiss your lips quickly. "i'm kidding, i'll be serious this time. i want kisses too."
after that, junhyeon got kisses from you indeed, but not because of the trend.
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gunwookrae · 1 year
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na kamden hcs
🤍 🤍 🤍 🤍 🤍
- holds your pinky while you walk together
- he loves to watch the sunrise with you
- always asks for your input on the rap he writes
- because of the height difference, he loovess to kiss the top of your head
- when you cuddle he loves to intertwine his legs with yours
- brings you a flower on each date
- love language is definitely quality time or gift giving: loves to hand make you small gifts and enjoys when youre together even when youre both doing your own thing
- his favorite date with you is going shopping for books or café dates
- loves to share things with you
- gives you his hoodies all the time
- king of piggyback rides
- loves to kiss your knuckles
- after a long day, he loves to rest his head into the crook of your neck and mumble how much he loves you into your ear
- when you play with his hair he melts
- def knows how to skateboard and loves to teach you and tease you when you cant do it right
- loves to drive with the sunroof open blasting music with you
- when you give him a pou plush he just "🤔😧🤭" (he keeps it on his bed)
- he makes up the cutest pet names for you like sunshine 🤍
- loves to praise you
- will literally show up at your door at 3:00am with his signature 😦 expression and just cuddle w u
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kamwilliamsonn · 1 year
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pretty - Vivianne Miedema
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request : here
of which Viv gets a little too drunk at one of Katie's parties
"y/n come join us, please!" Leah pouts at you, asking you to come and join with them.
"I think I should probably stay sober, mate, somebody has gotta look after you lot." You smiled at her, laughing as she slouches herself against you.
She drunkenly points across the room to wear your favourite Dutchie stood, clearly out of her mind. "Think she might need it more than the rest of us."
The blonde was staring over to you and Leah, a small pout on her face, one arm holding a glass that she's drinking far too quickly, while the other is holding onto the table to keep her standing.
You laughed softly and pulled Leah off of you, passing her over to Jen instead, and made your way over to Viv.
She hadn't even noticed you make your way over until you had plucked the glass from her hand.
"Hey, pretty, let's get you home, ey?" You mumbled softly, putting your arm around her waist.
Her head instantly leans down onto your shoulder - it was a struggle because she was a little taller than you - and nods tiredly. "y/n/n, I'm sleepy." She mutters out and you smile down at her.
"Hey, everyone! I'm gonna take Viv home, does anybody else want a lift?" Beth instantly took the invite and headed towards your car, climbing in the back seat while you help Viv into the front.
Ever the animated drunk, Beth talks to you the whole way to her house, only having her seatbelt on because you had forced her to.
Viv, on the other hand, sat quietly in the front seat - a comfort-loving drunk - her hand was resting on your knee, as she stared at you driving, her eyes flickered all over you, ignoring every word that Beth said.
Beth was the first to be dropped off, you walk her up to her door, your eyes flicking to Viv in the car, making sure that she didn't do anything dumb.
You grab her keys from her hands for her and unlock the door, watching as she collapsed onto the sofa and falls asleep instantly.
You grab two aspirin from your bag and grab her a bottle of water, leaving them on the coffee table next to her.
"Goodnight, Beffy." You mumble softly before leaving the house, shutting the door behind you and making sure it locks.
When you get back to the car, Viv is practically crying in her seat.
You instantly sit down and shut the door. "Hey, what's wrong?" You ask her, only to be met with silence. "Vivianne." You warn her softly, letting her know she should answer.
She looks over to you, and the pout and tears almost make you start crying yourself. "I thought you forgot about me." She mumbles.
You lean over and give her a soft kiss on her forehead. "I would never."
That makes the tears stop, her hand instantly goes back to your knee, drumming a little beat as you pull your seatbelt on and start the car once more.
Once you arrive at her house, you ask her for your keys, and see the tears form once more. "I left them inside. And Beth is the only person with a spare key."
"That's okay. It's okay, don't cry. You can crash at mine and we'll get your key from Beth in the morning, how does that sound?"
The blonde nods softly, a pout still on her face as you start the car again.
The moment you pull up at your house, you shut the car off completely, pulling your keys out.
You get out of your side and walk around to Viv's side. You unlock the door and help her out, wrapping your arm around her waist once more.
Her head drops into the crook of your neck and in her drunken state she starts to press soft kisses.
Your breath hitches softly as you try and ignore it, walking her up your steps, unlocking your door with your left hand - it wasn't easy.
You walked her up to your bedroom - you'd use the guest, your bed was nicer and you didn't want Viv to be uncomfortable - and found a pair of jogging bottoms and a t-shirt that would fit her before placing them on your bed.
"I'm gonna grab myself some clothes and go get changed in the guest room, then, I will bring you some aspirin and some water, and you will go to sleep. Understand?"
"Can't you stay with me?"
"Do you really want me to?"
"Yes. Really." She nods energetically. "You're pretty, I wanna share the bed with a pretty girl."
"You're so drunk."
You still ended up getting changed in the other room, and she got changed in yours, you went to bed with her in your arms.
And the next morning, even with your hair a mess, and a little dribble dripping down your chin, she still thought you were the most gorgeous girl in the world.
And even with a pounding headache she made sure to tell you. Her head once more resting in the crook of your neck as she mumbled to you,
just how pretty you were.
What do you think? I feel like the writing sucks a little, and it could have been written better, but I adore the idea so- yay :)
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bp-zb1fics · 1 year
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hi! i love how you write bp trainee!reader fics and i was like ‘omg imagine jay x g group trainee!reader’ so i came here to request something. i wanted to request jay chang confessing to g group!reader during the boys planet finale, or something a long the lines of that. i wanted to see your take on how he would confess to someone, you can always switch up the plot or even ignore this ask if you don’t want to write it! <3
If this was a movie
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pairing: jay x g group reader
genre: canon, fluff
tw/tags: lots of pining, confessions, a kiss or two, some swears, jay kinda dramatic and very in denial, kamden, matthew, ricky best wingmen, a lil hui vs jay action but not really 
wc: 1731
summary: it’s the sleepover night before the finale and jay has something to tell you.
a/n Hi! First of all thank you so much for this lovely request, it was an utter pleasure to write and I really enjoyed it and I hope you will too! I'm always a sucker for canon fics because it's so fun to take the show we all know and love and hate sometimes bc mnet kinda shady and write about it. I've lifted lines directly from the sleepover segment from episode 12, just be citing my sources. I definitely would have included reader/ mc/ y/n's pov but ended up keeping it to jay's pov for some reason, idk maybe it's like writer brain. If anyone wants a "your pov" version, do let me know~ that would be a fun part 2
Check my pinned for more fics~
Italics mean it’s spoken in English.
Jay tips his head back and exaggerates his cringe, laughing along with everyone at Gunwook stealing Junhyeon’s aegyo. Only he can’t help but let his eyes linger back to you giggling quietly from where you’re leaning against Hoetaek, the elder playing with your hair. 
And even if he knows that Hoetaek is a little more familiar with the former Cube trainees like you and Matthew and Sung Hanbin, he can’t help but feel the smallest twinge of jealousy. He wanted to be close to you like that, to mess with your hair until you pout at him and he can’t help but-
“By all means, keep staring, we might as well get a neon sign that says I LIKE YOU and put it on your head.”
Kamden mumbles from beside him, effectively snapping him out of his maladaptive daydreaming. 
“Oh my god dude, shut up.”
He hisses, still keeping one eye on you as you lean into Hoetaek’s touch. Think positive, Jay. Even if you're also a fellow English speaker, at least you’re far away enough that you probably won’t overhear them. Ricky snickers from his other side.
“You’re so subtle, man.”
He levels them a look. It’s their last night, can’t he get a break?
“It’s our last night Jay, you know, you should tell them.”
Apparently not. 
He looks up and Kamden manages to look even more unimpressed than he usually does, head tilting a little more than 45° for emphasis.
“Nah, it’s cool, besides, they’re definitely not into me.”
Jay deflects, ignoring the sinking feeling that begins to take hold. 
“You don’t know that.”
“I’m pretty sure I do.”
“Just try.”
“You’re being very persistent today, Kam, I dunno, it’s kinda sus.”
Before Kamden can fire back, the whole conversation about memorable first impressions turns around and bites Jay in the ass because the universe loves messing with him.
“So who was your best first impression, Jay-ah?” 
Suddenly everyone’s looking at him expectantly. Kamden and Ricky look like they already know and Jay knows that they know that the answer sitting at the tip of his tongue is just across the room, Hoetaek’s arm around their shoulder. Still, Jay hesitates.
He’s had a crush on you ever since the Star Level test. You had immediately caught his attention walking in. Sure, there were perfect visuals like Jiwoong and Hanbin but you were the most attractive person he’s ever seen. And you were talented, Jay could swear your performance was one of the best but Kamden’s convinced that he’s just biased.
But even though you’re both from G-group, you’ve always ended up in different teams, leaving Jay with not that many opportunities to talk with you. When he does end up around you, he just can’t, defaulting to his usual over the top expressions for laughs. While he’s always thought of himself as a confident person, he just finds himself fumbling around you. It doesn’t help that you seem to stick to Hoetaek or Sung Hanbin or one of your team members. You’re friendly with each other, sure, but nothing more than that. 
Right, back to the question.
“The person I remember the most is Yujin.”
He immediately feels the collective disappointment that emanates from his corner of the room as the rest of the trainees react, Matthew even sitting up to hit him with some bombastic side-eye. He pretends he doesn’t hear Kamden sighs, doing an impression of Yujin which looks more like a possession honestly. The others laugh. Jongwoo’s comment is the crutch he needs to limp away as he holds Yujin in check as competition.
Of course, it wouldn’t be that easy.
“For me, as soon as I heard Jay sing, I felt like I was in trouble.” 
Hoetaek speaks up and Jay forces himself into another exaggerated look of surprise and shoves down the ugly feeling that jumps out at the way you hug one of Hoetaek’s arms. 
“Your competitor?” One of them jokes.
Not just in singing, Jay thinks.
“But you did watch Love Me Right, hyung?” Jongwoo asks. Jay really wants this conversation to move on.
“It was so hard to watch Love Me Right.” He watches as Hoetaek shifts so that you can lean more comfortably.
“That’s not the only thing that’s hard to watch right now.” Ricky breathes out. Now Kamden and Matthew are snickering.
Just smile, Jay. 
“Honestly, I wanted to give up when I saw you, hyung.” He manages to grit out without giving himself away, hopefully. 
Everyone laughs and Jay desperately sends a prayer to the universe to let his pain end. Ironically, it’s Kamden and Matthew who come to his rescue.
“Actually, I’m curious about something. Did I give off an American vibe?”
The conversation swerves towards Matthew’s imitation of Kamden, the apparently routine mispronunciation of Jiwoong’s name and Kamden’s impressive first impression of Ricky’s hair.
By the time they move on to Keita’s first meeting with Zhang Hao, Jay thinks he’s in the clear.
He's not.
Kamden proceeds to smack his arm and he meets eyes with Matthew whose usual bright smile was beginning to border on shit-eating grin territory.
“If you didn’t notice, they’ve been looking at you the whole time we were talking.” Kamden says lowly, Matthew nodding in agreement.
“Nah, you’re capping.”
“No, for real, Kam and I were literally right here giving some top-tier content and all they could see was you.” Matthew insisted.
“That doesn’t mean anything.”
“It definitely means something.” Ricky counters because he was apparently listening in on them the whole time while everyone else watched Jiwoong wax poetry over Hao’s violin playing. Jay shakes his head.
“It really doesn’t.”
Kamden looks like he wants to jump on him and start shaking some sense in. Matthew sighs. Ricky just shrugs and lies back down.
“Ah well, we’ll have to see then. I didn’t let Kam slander my hair and my catchphrase for nothing.”
After having to spectate the absolute trainwreck of awkwardness that is Zhang Hao and Kum Junhyeon, there’s the slightest chill that goes down Jay’s spine that he ignores, figuring it must be the weather.
It was definitely not the weather. He should have run while he still had a chance.
“Actually, there’s another pair I want to see.” Matthew speaks up. Suddenly he feels Kamden and Ricky both watching him like hawks as if he’s going to bolt any second now.
After Matthew names you and him, Jay actually wants to bolt. Kamden and Ricky are extremely helpful in explaining to the others the minimal interactions you two have had as the “least close trainees in G-group.” You look like a deer in headlights as Hoetaek gently shoves you towards the middle of the room, whispering something to you before he goes back to his spot. 
“Wah they’re both so red.” Jay becomes acutely aware of how much his cheeks are burning as he sits across you. You don’t seem to be any better, making eye contact before looking literally anywhere else.
Well, might as well get over it so he can go back and die of embarrassment.
“Uh, the first time I saw you was during the Star Level test. I thought you were very talented.”
Damn, when did Korean become so hard? Maybe it was the way your hands were holding his, can you feel how fast his pulse is racing? Okay Jay, you can do this, just speedrun it.
“And I really liked the song you performed, it really fit your voice. Your stage outfit was also very pr- very noticeable, it made you stand out. And I really wanted to get to know you more but we were in different groups all the time which really sucked and you don’t know how many times I wished you chose Home so we could perform together or the Star Creators would put us both in Over me and I understand, you’re really perfect for the concepts of your songs and it’s crazy how much I like you, seriously so crazy.”
Pin-drop silence. Three things, in order, that Jay realises.
Speedrunning this might not have been the best idea.
Switching to English midway through the conversation is a skill that he didn’t know he was capable of considering his level of Korean would definitely be more byelingual than actual, intelligent multilingual like Matthew.
He might have confessed his feelings to you. No actually, he did. Fuck, now would be a great time to get on the next plane and fly off to the States and cry to Beomhan for a month. Forget debuting, he’d settle for a nice normal life without the evil editing and the screen time robbing and the utter stress of eliminations.
But before Jay can actually bolt, you speak up.
“Uh- uhm…” You look so unsure that it freezes him there, seated in front of you, holding your hands like it’s his last lifeline.
“I really like you too.”
Everyone gasps and begins murmuring quietly.
“Wait, my English is bad, what are they saying?”
“Finally, they’ve confessed, I knew it.”
“Wait who confessed?”
“That was like an American romance movie, wow.”
Then the clapping starts. Jay tears his eyes away from you for one second to look at Kamden in utter disbelief. His co-conspirators don’t miss a beat.
“Congratulations, you finally did it! Thank fuck.”
“Be happy together, you two!”
And because Ricky apparently wasn’t satisfied with the slander he had put himself through.
“Now kiss.”
Which turned into a chant because even the trainees who didn’t speak English fluently knew what they were talking about. Someone even helpfully throws a blanket over Yujin to protect his eyes.
Jay turns back and finds you giggling. While it looks like embarrassment, now he could feel the way your fingers interlocked with his, your eyes flitting to his lips. The chanting becomes background noise as he leans in, pressing his lips against yours firmly.
Fireworks explode in the background as you pull away.
Everyone applauds with the occasional whistling, oohing as Jay tugs you to sit between his legs, Ricky graciously scooting over to make space.
Kamden claps him on the back and Matthew flashes both of you a thumbs up.
God, he loves hates these guys.
As the conversation settles back down and everyone decides to actually sleep, you sneak another kiss before cuddling up to his side.
Jay smiles. Maybe this is a movie.
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bubbleseo · 9 months
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Omg I just read that you write about Jay, he is very underrated in the NSFW community. Btw I need to get this out of my mind.
Jay screams Dom! (You've seen him with Kamden, I get down on my knees) but at the same time he looks so sweet that he probably wouldn't stop complimenting you during the act, yk?
jay is so sweet that he borderline lets you walk all over him. he hates punishing you and will put it off until he absolutely can’t let you get away with anything else. he’s very much a soft dom which shows in the way he holds and talks to you during sex. his hand is always intertwined with yours or holding your face as he praises you the entire time
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ohsunnyboy · 11 months
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i've got a really cute fic idea that could work for either one of them but you decide !
ofc this will have to wait until i've finished fleshing out the hao fic so you all can decide while i write ehe
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fryuteih · 10 months
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I'm Into Older Guys!
Na Kamden x Reader
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High School AU where reader is into older guys to the dismay of Kamden, who's in the same grade.
Note: The writing in this post probably sucks so read at your own discretion if you hate bad writing ✍️. (First work too & it's too many words long)
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It was a well-known fact to those who spent time with you, that you took an interest to older males. Your friends, most especially, knew this.
Said friends would often find themselves stuck, listening to your banters about how this celebrity in his late 30's had the "most beautiful" jawline, how this senior from photography club was so "passionate" about his craft, how this upperclassmen looked at you with the "dreamiest" eyes a bit too long in the school cafeteria, and so on. Your banters were, to put it, "over excessive and delusional" in the words of your best friend named "Keita".
"Can you shut your delulu-ness for 1 second?" Keita exasperatingly whisper-screams infront of you.
Currently, Keita, Kamden, Jay and you were seated at the school cafeteria. The four of you often spent breaks together and had frequent hangouts or study sessions after school. So, it was no suprise that the lot of you were currently seated together during lunch.
"No! Look behind you! He literally is shooting me love-eyes!" You whisper-scream back, trying to make a point.
"I think he's shooting love-eyes at Karina" Jay pipes up from beside you, gesturing behind him with his eyes.
"Exactly! You're just a delusional idiot" Keita happily claps and gives Jay an affirming shoulder pat.
"Hey, I'm not taking sides, ok? I'm just saying what I think is happening."
"You guys are just haters, for real. Kamden, tell them he's shooting love-eyes at me!" You expectantly waited for Kamden who was beside Keita, to prove them wrong.
In response, Kamden sighs tiredly and rubs his forehead with his unoccupied hand. The boy was quiet up until this point as he was trying to eat in peace, and so, was tuning out to your group's banter. He was especially skilled in zoning out, but somehow, he couldn't whenever you were talking. You were assertive and loud when you wanted to and it was difficult to ignore, right now was a prime example.
"Well..?"
"Leave me out of this" He whispers solemnly
"Look you made him sad!" Keita points at Kamden with a mouth full of food
"One: Gross, Two: I didn't mean to!"
"Awwww, Kamden are you sad? C'mere" Jay tries to comfort his friend by attempting to hug him, arms outstretched towards the boy infront of him and upper body leaning forward. Leading your hand to forcefully stop him by the stomach in an attempt to avoid the tray of food infront of him splattering on his shirt. Kamden instinctively rejects Jay's efforts with his body and seemingly had lost his appetite, dropping his utensils down.
"Jay can you stop? You're making a scene." You try to mediate the situation as people started side-eyeing at Jay and his antics.
"This wouldn't have happened.." Keita takes a big bite of food "..if you weren't delusional over older guys way out of your league." He finishes with a mouth full of food
You grimace at the boy infront of you "One: You're actually disgusting, you need to stop that. Two: Are you trying to make a point?"
"Yeah, stop making everyone uncomfortable over your addiction on ancient men and start going for guys age-appropriate."
"Please, a mere one to three, sometimes even five year age-gap isn't that bad." You were going to continue your tangent, already opening your mouth to say the next words, but was soon interrupted.
"You should start eating, lunch is going to end soon and you've barely touched your food." Kamden says before you could continue talking
"I didn't know their salad was going to be this bland." You defend, still restraining Jay "Anyway, back to what I was"
"Here, you like potatoes right?" Kamden nudges his tray of food containing an already one-fourth eaten dish with some potatoes on it towards you "Next time, think about what you're going to eat thoughtfully."
"I-" You were going to reject the offer, guilty that the boy was giving you his food out of pity, but was once again interrupted
"I lost my appetite anyways, it's better to not waste it." Kamden shuts you down
You accept the offer, taking Kamden's tray of food with your hand that wasn't restraining the persistent Jay, "If you change your mind and still want to eat, I can buy you food later after class."
"Whatever, eat already." Kamden says while Keita shoots him a look, raising one eyebrow
You sweetly smile at the boy that offered you food and start eating, then you refocus your attention to Keita, "Anyway, age doesn't define whether or not their out of my league."
"Nahhh, anyone older than you is too mature for your kid attitude." Keita argues, yet again with a mouth full of food "If you don't want to be a kid, maybe stop your obsession over older guys for a bit, yeah?"
"I'm not gonna change my standards just because you're a hater, besides, why should the world care when I'm not hurting anyone."
Kamden scoffs, seemingly at your statement which makes Keita howl in laughter causing him to choke on his food. You laugh, trying to muffle your laughter with your hand as Kamden stares at you, head resting on his right hand. On the other hand, this makes Jay stop his incessant attempts to hug Kamden and transfer his attention to patting Keita's back profusely.
You were about to go off at Keita about how karma had bit him, patting his back lightly as you were shaking from laughing too hard, but his continuous choking was starting to become concerning. Too concerning that people were full-blown staring at your table now. Too much concerning that the Kamden who usually ignored your group's antics had started hoisting Keita up to get him to the clinic, putting one of the boy's arms around his shoulders. Most concerning when Keita had started spitting out his food. You started to wrap Keita's other arm around your shoulders and helped Kamden lead Keita to the clinic. Jay trailed behind the three of you, telling reassuring statements to Keita while the on-goers you lot passed by stared at the predicament and Keita, well, continued letting out the most gruesome choking sounds.
Once the group reached the clinic, the nurse quickly ushered Keita to sit on a bed. The nurse then made Keita lean forward and gave him the loudest back blows you've ever heard. The boy almost had his eyes gauging out but it wasn't for naught as the food he was choking on, went out from his esophagus.
"Rest here for a while boy." Keita was one step ahead of the nurse, moving his body to lay sideways on the bed. The nurse then looked at Kamden, Jay and you, "The bell rung a few minutes ago, all of you go now, I'll give you an excuse slip for being late to class. The youth should really learn first-aid" The nurse whispers the last part
You all comply with the nurse, taking your slips and bidding farewell to the silent Keita. Walking down the hall together, you finally reach the intersection where you would part ways with Kamden and Jay who had class in the other hallway.
"Jay go ahead without me, I need to buy water" Kamden says pointing to the hallway you were going
"Isn't there a vending machine with water there? Why waste the time, you might get in trouble for being too late" You question pointing to the hallway where Jay and Kamden's class was.
"I don't like the water there, it tastes fishy." Kamden scrunched his face while waving at Jay to go.
"Alright, you're dead meat to Ms. Lee tho. Enjoy walking together while I walk in loneliness" Jay bids farewell, shooting Kamden a look, eyes squinting.
"You should bring your tumbler next time to save on money." You direct to Kamden as the two of you walked down the hallway.
"Hey [name]"
"Hi Kamden"
"Don't feel guilty about what happened, Keita was bound to choke on his food these days"
You chuckle, "Yeah, I can't help it tho. He did keep talking because I kept talking to him."
He chuckles back, "That's how you always are, huh?.. Besides, this'll probably stop him from talking with his mouth full."
The both of you stop at the vending machine. Kamden raises his eyebrow at you.
"It wont hurt waiting for you a while, yeah?" You say
Kamden smiles, buying two bottles of water. He offers you the other one, "Here you didn't drink water after eating, right?"
"Oh right, how much is a bottle of water again?"
"No need to pay me, it's a hassle if you give me money now."
"You already gave me your lunch, I don't want to use you that much." You say guiltily
"Come on, we're going to be even later now. Just take it, you said that you would treat me after school, yeah?"
You reluctantly take the bottle of water from Kamden, "I'll remind you everyday from now on to bring your water bottle"
Kamden silently nods and waves goodbye at you, walking fastly to his class. You don't think much of what he did and paced to your classroom, thinking heavily on what Keita had said to you.
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Once classes were dismissed for the day, you rushed to the clinic, thinking that Keita would still be there. Just like what you had thought, he was there, sleeping soundly.
You sat down on the chair beside the bed where Keita laid. A few seconds passed and you watched as Keita's breathing pattern started to slow down. You panic and guiltily reminisce about what Keita had said to you earlier at lunch that had led to him choking. Was it really that bad that you liked older guys? Keita did just want what was best for you, because who would he pester if you weren't fine? Jay would only get too apologetic whenever someone was bothering him for whatever reason and Kamden would only avoid someone annoying him. You felt the same way about Keita, he was your good friend that you could always rely on to not hold grudges for something idiotic. Keita wouldn't necessarily forgive but he would get back at you, it was a mutual friendship.
Your thoughts then wandered to times you and Keita spent together.
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"Keita! Look, look!!" You excitedly brought your phone up to your best friend's face
"Okay, okay! Be glad you're my only friend right now" Keita mumbles "What? A 50-year old man's profiting off a concert?"
"One: He's 37 years old. Two: let's go together! He's going here."
Keita thinks for a second, "Admit it, dogs are better"
"Cats are superior"
Keita sighs at your stuborness and then thinks for another second, "You're lucky I like his music, otherwise I wouldn't agree."
"So you're going?" You excitedly ask
"Yeah, it'd be cool to actually see an artist in action. Besides, I want to see how he's attracting so many people."
"One: Omg omg you're actually agreeing. Two: He has a jawline that can slice a person in two."
"That's weird"
You decide not to argue with Keita as he had already agreed to go with you and might take his word on it back if you provoked him. You were going to show Keita in real-life anyways how handsome this male artist was and how influential his career must be with all the fans at the concert as evidence. An experienced artist like him knew the ways of life and used that to uplift his career, it was admirable to you and so was his jawline.
When the concert was finished, to put it, Keita officially was a fan with you as the both of you blasted his music on the way home.
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You stood at the front door of your best friend's house. After pestering Keita to let you visit, he finally let down. Was there an ulterior motive for wanting to visit? Yes. What was it? Well, you rung the doorbell to Keita's residence and only a few seconds later, the door opened to reveal Matthew who was smiling so very brightly. Matthew was Keita's older brother by 3 years and that meant 3 years older than you.
"Oh hey [name]! So nice to meet you, Keita said that you were coming!"
"O-oh yeah, nice to meet you too" You bowed at him, hiding the crimson rising to your face
"Yahhh, no need for formalities around me! It makes me feel old." Matthew ruffles your hair "Come in, come in!"
Matthew leads you to their living room where Keita was residing. Keita looks at you with an unpleasant look and pats the space beside him on the couch repeatedly and loudly.
"Be nicer to your friend, Keita!" Matthew playfully berates "Their a guest!"
"Yeah, yeah, stop shouting. You'll make my ears bleed."
"Be nicer to your older brother" You pipe in
"Don't tell me what to do, guest!"
Matthew laughs at the two of you, "I'll prepare drinks for the both of you! You like iced tea, [name]?" He looks at you
"Ofcourse! Anything will do haha" You smile
"Great! I'll get that prepared!" Matthew pats your back lightly and sets off to the kitchen
You sit down next to Keita as he stares at you in disgust, "Try not to drool over my brother challenge" He whispers
"Your brother is so cool, I can't believe you two are related." You whisper back
"I'm actually going to curse you out, be happy I even let you in here."
"Gosh, your brother is handsome and well-kept." You continue whispering as Keita deepens his disgusted stare, "So well-mannered and kind, he even asked if I liked Iced tea."
"Iced tea is all we have, idiot."
You shoot him a look, "Try being like your brother and maybe you'll get someone to look at you."
"DANG OKAY"
"Hope you guys are having fun!" Matthew comes in with two iced teas. It couldn't be helped but to notice his smile. His smile that showed so much of his pearly whites, it felt illegal to see premium content for free. The way that he sets two coasters for the iced teas so that the table wouldn't get wet was so endearing, his mother must have thought him well. The way that he told you and Keita to enjoy your time at their home made you think of how he must be such a caring brother and person overall. After finishing drinking your refreshments, he refused your help to clean up, one could only imagine how he must be a person of service.
Let's just say that Keita was even more reluctant to invite you over again.
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It was a Friday and classes were dismissed, but unfortunately, club time was scheduled so students couldn't go home yet. Well, it was unfortunate for most but not for you. Why? Club time was a time to see the person you joined the club for.
"Hurry up Keita!!"
"Damn be patient for one second, he probably isn't there yet!"
"Well I can't risk wasting a second to see him"
"Ok dang!" Keita huffs as he quickly shoves his things into his bag.
The two of you set off to your club room as you shared the same club, photography club, to be exact. As you reached the club room, a second-year classroom, it was already set in groups meaning that every four desks were put together to face one another. You hurried to sit at the group table upfront while Keita followed you. Both of you sat, facing one another.
"Remind me why I even joined."
"Because the club president is always open to share his limitless expertise on photography." You matter-a-factly say
"Well, well, well, don't we have two early-birds here."
You turned around towards the entrance door to see Park Hanbin, a senior and the club president, in all of his glory. He struts towards the front of the classroom and sits on the teacher's desk, "Don't mind me here, let's wait for the others to come. Go do whatever you kids do these days."
You try to subtlety stare at the blue-haired man who was looking at his camera's gallery, he was chic and never afraid to make a statement hence the blue hair. A confident man was so appealing as they would hold themselves in a manner that is sharp and takes your attention in a fraction of a second.
Keita couldn't help but roll his eyes at you and the situation he was in. It seemed as if his eyes would roll out of his eyes until two people approached your table.
"Uhm hey are these seats available or are you guys saving it for other people?" A boy with brown hair questions the two of you, behind him was another boy with black hair seemingly trying not to look at the both of you.
"Those seats are free, you can sit with us if that's what you intend." Keita answers for the both of you as you were to occupied admiring the club president still on his camera.
"Awesome! Thanks!" The brunette ushers the other boy to sit beside you and then sits beside Keita, "Oh, my name's Jay by the way and my friend over here is Kamden!"
"Eyy, I'm Keita and that over there is [name]. I wouldnt blame you if you forget their name, their pretty irrelevant." Keita smiles warmly at Jay and Kamden
"I think they're pretty cool.." Kamden murmurs side-eyeing you
"Really?" Keita looked like the whole world was upside down
"Ohh yeah! I think [name] is pretty cool too! Me and Kamden think everyone's cool!" Jay tries to laugh it off
"You guys sure are enthusiastic.. I like that!" Keita says enthusiastically to which Jay smiles widely to
More people started pouring in and soon Park Hanbin started to lecture the people in the classroom about types of photography. He shows his own examples of the type of photography he was explaining, be it shadows, clouds, and the lot.
A person listening to him could see how passionate he was about photography and what he was doing. The way he led the class on photography was exemplary and showed off the authority he had in the matter which was so very intriguing to you.
While you stared at Hanbin, Kamden stared at your focused state. Your eyes didn't waver from Hanbin at all and your hand jot down notes so quickly about what the club president was lecturing. Your dedication was entertaining compared to the long and never-ending talks of Hanbin.
Soon, another bell rung, signaling that club time was over but Park Hanbin didn't let anyone go yet. He had already locked the exit door prior and was guarding the entrance door. He had the key to exit door and was tauntingly showcasing it on the palm of his hand. His wit was applaudable to you and you didn't mind doing overtime unlike the others who were waiting to go home.
Once Hanbin had actually finished his lecture and dismissed the class, he didn't forget to tell everyone that he was free for any questions anytime. You couldn't help but sigh, you were enthralled at how the boy was willing to sacrifice so much time on photography.
"We should definitely hang out together sometime!" Keita finger-guns Jay and Kamden
"Yo, that'd be awesome! You love that idea dont you, Kamden?" Jay wiggles his eyebrows
"If it's alright with [name]"
"Eh, don't worry about them. Hey, [name]!" Keita calls for your attention
"Y-yeah?" You say caught off-guard by your day-dreaming
"Y-y-y-yeah" Keita mocks you
"Not cool" Kamden says while Jay laughs and pats Kamden on the back, seemingly trying to play what Kamden said as a joke.
"Because I'm a nice person who's considerate of others' feelings, I would like to ask you if it'd be alright to hang out with these fine gentlemen." Keita shows off Jay and Kamden
You roll your eyes and finally get a good look at the two boys whom you didn't pay much attention to earlier. You pointed at Kamden, shaking your index finger. He was familiar and you were trying to remember where you knew him from. Kamden starts to fidget with his hands under the weight of your stare.
"Leave the poor man alone, [name]. I'm your only friend, don't scare off potential other friends."
"N-no, it's alright." Kamden's face starts to turn slightly red and the pace of his fidgeting hands quicken.
You suddenly snap your fingers, "You were my classmate once, yeah?" You excitedly ask after remembering
"Oh, yeah" Kamden cooly says, stopping his hands from fidgeting.
"Great! You know each other, let's hang out!" Jay excitedly claps, jumping up and down.
"Yeah, you guys totally made that boring lecture fun." Keita smiles
"You wouldn't be saying that if you listened." You defend your club president.
"I did try to, but I couldn't because it was boring." Keita shows you a thumbs-down.
"I thought it was fun" Kamden says monotonously
"Ofcourse you found it fun" Jay wiggles his eyebrows
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"[name]" A gruff voice calls out to you
You look over to Keita and see him awake
"Whew, you're alive" You jokingly whisper, though a part of you wasn't really joking.
"I've been awake for a while now" Keita admits to you
"Oh"
"And I've been thinking that I should just let you be on your love for older guys."
"Yah, let's not talk about that for now." You say not wanting to feel even more guilty.
"I can actually hook you up with an older guy, you know?"
"What? I said let's not talk about that right now."
"You were born on 2001, right"
"Same year as you" You say, giving up and soaking in your guilt.
"You know Kamden was born in the year 2000."
"He's in the year level as us though? Our year is only filled with people born in 2001 to 2002, as far as I know."
"Yeah he and his twin were placed in our grade level during first grade, for some reason, probably enrolled late."
"Oh"
"He always acted older than us, no?"
"Oh"
"I could help you guys get together"
"Oh"
"Did I mention that he was the older twin?"
"Oh"
You sat in silence as Keita kept talking. You didn't know that Kamden was older than you, you always assumed you were the same age.
"Keita, you're awake! You wouldn't believe how mad Ms. Lee was at Kamden!" Jay threw himself at Keita
"Hey" You jumped slightly on your seat as Kamden placed his hand on your shoulder, "I just said hey, no need to be scared." Keita chuckles lowly at you, his Adam's apple moving ever so slightly.
Was Kamden's voice this deep? Did Kamden have eudermic hands all this time? Why is Kamden looking at you so intensely?
"Did you drink the water I gave you?"
You could only nod. This make Kamden tilt his head at you and scrunch his eyebrows together. He looked like a lost cat, you thought. His eyes were sparkling like a cat's. His hair was fluffy like cat's fur. His pink pout resembled a cat's smile when its purs.
"Yo Kamden, what's your type?" Keita loudly asks for the boy's attention, holding Jay in his arms
"Hey, hey?" Jay questions, smiling and wiggling his eyebrows like he always does
"Why?" Kamden plainly asks
"Oh you know.." Keita ponders for a short while, "Someone might be interested in you and I happen to be their helper."
"Well, they shouldn't really change themselves for me if that's the case."
Was Kamden always thoughtful? You asked yourself, and then your thoughts started to spiral. Did Kamden ever care for other people? Was Kamden always this considerate of others? Now that you thought about it, Kamden always acted more mature than the average person your age.
"It's club time right?" Keita asks and everyone turned to look at you expectantly. That included Kamden, who was now looking back at you.
Unknowingly you had been staring at Kamden but you didn't break your gaze as he reciprocated your stare. His eyes were intriguing, a really dark brown that was almost black. It was under small lids and small eyelashes and over slightly dark eyebags. Kamden always took his studies seriously, it wasn't a secret to you that he didn't want to be overtaken by his twin brother, hence, why he worked hard. Kamden always worked hard, you remembered how he would always be awake at late hours of the night. Citing the times you would message him during those late hours and he would always respond, under the reason that he was awake because of an assignement or studying. Now that you thought about it, Kamden was always available for you, when either Jay was asleep or Keita was ignoring you, Kamden always answered whatever idiocracy or academic question you had. His attentiveness towards you had made you more motivated as his his constant help made an assignment easier, a sad moment less sad, and a day happier. You could always rely on Kamden to be there for you, always.
"Earth to [name]" Keita mimics an echo, repeating your name repeatedly and each time in a softer volume all the while smirking
"Oh yeah what is it?" You snap out of your trance and look over to Keita
"I said, isn't it club right now?"
"Ohh yeahh" You suddenly remembered
"So, I can't go and I need someone to bring me home because my mom can't pick me up" Keita smugly says
"Maybe [name] can bring you home." Jay suggests as he quickly brings his index finger to Keita's mouth to sush him and quickly retracts it, seemingly trying to stop Keita from refusing his suggestion.
"No, club is important to [name]. I can bring you home." Kamden refutes Jay's suggestion
Kamden really is thoughtful, you thought.
Kamden's statement seemingly makes Jay and Keita smile knowingly at each other, "You know what? I remembered that I left my house key in Jay's locker. Jay should bring me home."
"Oh yeah, right, totally. Kamden and [name], you guys go to club without us, I'll bring Keita home." Jay says gesturing the both of his hands for the both of you to go.
"Alright" Kamden looks suspiciously at the pair and gently pulls on your forearm, signaling for the both of you to go, "You don't want to be anymore late, yeah?"
Kamden really was well-mannered, you remembered how he would always touch you gently whenever needed. You also remembered how he would always remind you of things whether it'd be to take care of yourself or of other things, Kamden was always so put-together, "Yeah".
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"Well, well, well, I'd never thought the two of you would be late." Park Hanbin's voice booms in the middle of his lecture as he sees Kamden and [name] entering from the front door, "Especially this late"
"Apologies, our friend wanted to see us at the clinic before going home. Keita and Jay won't be present." Kamden says quickly to Hanbin
"Ahh, yes, yes, I guess one of you youngsters was the one who choked earlier lunch." Hanbin clasps his hands together, "Well, hurry up and get seated, I'll excuse your tardiness today. Try not to get in any more trouble, kay? [name], right?"
Kamden nods for you as you seemed to be pre-occupied being in a daze and softly grabs your wrist to lead you to the unoccupied seats at the back.
Once the two of you were seated, Kamden found difficulty in letting you wrist go. Sure, the two of you had frequent physical contact but it led for the boy to yearn for more. You were warm on days that he wanted warmth and you were cold on days that he wanted to cool down. Simply holding you for a few seconds wasn't enough.
But Kamden had to have boundaries, he didn't want to make you uncomfortable, that was what he didn't want to do the most. So, he lets go of you. He stares at you longingly, you were looking down at your desk, so he couldn't necessarilly see your face well. It didn't matter though as he remembers your face well, already having memorized you from his moments with you, moments where you were afar, and moments in his imagination.
Whether you were frowning, smiling or resting, Kamden found his eyes at ease in making you the default to look at. When your face rests, Kamden rests, making looking at you an easy job that paid in time seeing you, a better pay was almost non-existent. When your face frowns, Kamden worries. He doesn't frown incase it would lower your spirits down, rather, he tries to cheer you up indirectly, whether it'd be buying you drinks or taking care of measly tasks for you. When he knows what's making you frown or when you tell him yourself, he's more than motivated to give you small words of encouragement. When your face smiles, Kamden tries not to smile. It's almost impossible but he manages everytime to hold his smile in. He's the happiest when you smile genuinely because it's what makes you happy.
Kamden wants to be happy. That's what a normal person wants.
So, he started talking with Park Hanbin a while ago. He asked for an opportunity to see the upperclassmen in the guise that he wanted extra photography lessons. The ulterior motive was to get the older boy to take an interest in you. In the so called "extra photography lessons", he would slip in a good word or two about you. After the lesson, he would ask for another one, continuing his act of making you look good infront of Hanbin. It wasn't hard as he would just list down the things he liked about you. When he would take pictures of clouds, he would tell Hanbin how you were imaginative and creative, how you frequently said how a cloud resembled a persian cat you once owned named "Grill", no matter how far from the truth the cloud was. When Hanbin would tell him to change his shutter speed, Kamden would relay how you would always explain the different shutter speeds to him for different outputs, saying how diligent of a club member of the photography club you were and how you would always listen to Hanbin's lectures.
Soon enough, he didn't have to try and involve you in the lessons as Hanbin would now be the one to frequently ask questions about you. Hanbin was well-mannered, passionate and most importantly, older than you.
That's what you had always wanted in a partner, the two of you would be a good match, you would be happy. Kamden would always think about you being happy. That would make him happy.
Kamden reminisces the older times
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It was a sunny day, much to everyone's luck from a certain class in 4th grade. It was this class' class field trip day to an aquarium. Kamden wouldn't lie, he was happy to spend time with his friends socializing for once. So, he looked forward for the field trip.
On the bus ride to the aquarium, obnoxious noise resounded from the back. Kamden looks back and sees the infamous group of boys from his class who were known to be free-loaders on group assignments and obnoxious in general.
Unfortunately, Kamden was groupmates for school projects with one of the boys from that group. What was worse was that he was the group leader and had just enough of the free-loading boy. This led to Kamden snitching to his teacher about how the boy had never contributed anything and pleading for fair treatment. Kamden could only surmise that the teacher had a talking-to with the boy as the boy was unusually less-vulgar around him, it made him uneasy. This uneasiness wasn't reduced in any way as he would be almost sure that he'd hear his name every now and then whenever the group of obnoxious boys talked with each other.
Once the bus dropped off the class at the aquarium, the field trip went smoothly. Kamden was having fun with his friends, pointing at sharks and unique sea creatures along the way. That was until a bucket of ice cream was splattered across the hallway they were walking on. The culprit? The group of obnoxious free-loading boys, though some of the boys were missing and that included Kamden's free-loading groupmate.
"Oh no. Hey Kamden fetch us a mop would ya? You're the tallest after all." One of the obnoxious boys smugly asks
"Why should he? You guys made that mess." Kamden turns his head to see that you were the one to defend him.
"Well Mrs. Ban sure would stop this field trip if she found out that we made a mess, that's her nature. Doesn't matter who did it, everyone will face the consequence." One of the obnoxious boys seethed, "Let's not waste time, shall we? The sooner you get this cleaned, the more chance that Mrs. Ban won't find out."
You looked like you were going to say something back but Kamden wanted to get this over with, "Alright, I'll get a mop." Kamden turns to the other direction to set out for the cleaning supplies.
Kamden remembers that an aquarium staff had instructed the class to clean up after any mess they made and mapped out where the cleaning supplies were.
"So you're just going to follow me?" Kamden awkwardly side-eyes you
"I thought that maybe the mop might be too big or heavy for you to carry alone."
"Oh" He dryly says
"Where's Mrs. Ban anyway, isn't she supposed to watch over us?" You try to make conversation
"Yeah.." Kamden really didn't know how to respond to you
The two of you walked in silence, Kamden never really interacted with you in class and never bumped into you in past school years, so, it was akward to talk to you now. Kamden and you further set out to the cleaning supplies and then reached the echinoderms part of the aquarium. The aquarium became quiet. He guessed that no one found echinoderms interesting. Though, that silence was quickly shattered,
"Well if it isn't the snitch, Kamden." His free loading groupmate tauntingly says, "The snitch Kamden, fell right into my trap."
The other missing members of the obnoxious group laugh, revealing themselves.
"And now, he's gonna pay for being a snitch." The obnoxious boys crack their knuckles while Kamden is paralyzed, not knowing what to do. He was outnumbered, but so he thought.
"Did you know that starfishes are part of echinoderms." You say matter-a-factly rather than questioning, "Starfishes unlike their organism name aren't actually fishes, they don't have gills, scales, or fins like a normal fish, and also have no blood."
You continue your banter, not letting anyone interrupt you by raising you tone of voice whenever someone did try. Kamden stares at and listens to you. He never really saw this side of you, you were loud and guarding when needed to, he guessed. The more he listened to you, the more he assumes that you were passionate about certain things, like starfishes, he guessed. Though he was confused at your sudden banter, he couldn't really complain, as it was preventing him from being beaten up. Soon enough, your banters were becoming interesting to him.
"Starfish are actually edible and safe to consume but certain species are poisonous and dangerous, so, be careful on what kind of starfish you eat. That's how my cat died." You suddenly halt your banter.
Kamden snaps out of his trance and looks to where the group of obnoxious boys were. They weren't there anymore.
"Seemed like you scared them off." Kamden tries to awkwardly joke with you, "Oh uh, sorry about your cat."
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"Hey Kamden, what club should we join?" Jay excitedly shakes Kamden, "There's so many options"
As Jay jumps up and down, Kamden stares at you and Keita who were conversing, just infront of him and Jay. It was club opening day, wherein multiple booths of each club were placed in the school field, to let students to choose their clubs and for club officers to recruit people into their clubs. Though it was noisy and there were a lot of people passing by, he could still hear your's and Keita's conversation.
"You're joining photography club for a singular guy?" Keita asks in disbelief
"Well, that singular guy is extremely talented."
"Extremely talented at scaring and boreing people away."
"You don't have to join me, I'm not changing my mind." You cross your arms, "Besides, I'm not hurting anyone by my own choice."
Keita groans, "You do know that you're my only friend right now, can you be a little lenient?"
"I'm joining photography club."
Jay seems to catch on to what Kamden was distracted by, "Heyy, you're staring at them again"
"Huh, oh what, no."
"Hmmm sure, what's their name by the way?"
"[name]"
"So you were staring at them! No less eavesdropping!"
Kamden's eyes widen, "Lower your voice, would you?"
"Photography club, huh. I heard the club president is scary but I guess their adamant on joining."
"Their always passionate on what they like."
Jay wiggles his eyebrows at Kamden who has not stopped staring at you, "You know what? I kinda want to join the photography club, Kamden."
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"Here" Kamden gives you a drink
"What is this for?"
"Nothing, I just thought to give you some."
"You keep buying me drinks, I'm starting to feel guilty."
"You always feel guilty when you shouldn't. Besides, you buy me food a lot of the time, don't you remember?"
"I guess.."
Kamden sits beside you on the bench. Silence sets in, the both of you don't hang out much alone without Keita and Jay. It just so happened that you and Keita fought, and Jay went off to cool Keita down.
"Do you and Jay fight alot?" You break the silence
"I ignore him alot but Jay isn't the type to argue."
"Do you argue?"
"Not really, arguing is tiring." Kamden pats your back gently, "Though, it's normal to fight. It happens when you care enough for something or someone."
You stay silent, sipping on the drink Kamden gave you.
"Not to say I don't care for Jay." Kamden laughs awkwardly, "It's just that people have different ways of showing how they care for things."
"I get what your saying now, you can stop being uncomfortable. Sorry I involved you guys." You take a sip of your drink, "You know, you sound like a 70-year old guy sometimes."
"So you're into me?" Kamden joke
You laugh and clutch your stomach, not being able to stop laughing. Kamden chuckles, your smile was enticing. It was serene and alleviated the stress he was currently going through. He then realizes that it was always like that, his problems seemed to be solved whenever you were around, even if you just simply smiled. What you did to him was amazing.
"You know, I started liking older guys since I was a kid." You said in between laughs, "There was this teenager who worked at the zoo my family frequented at and he would always entertain the kids. He was handsome, confident but well-mannered, would cheer up any kid crying, and would slip a piece of candy every now and then. He'd tell me facts about wildlife, but he was especially passionate about sea animals, more specifically, starfishes. He said they were the easiest to look after. His words influenced me so much that I would beg my family to buy me a starfish but they found it weird. One day the guy asked me if I wanted to look after something for him. I said yes because I wanted to impress him and so, he gave me a white fluffy cat. My family was mad because they'd thought that I stole an animal from the zoo. So, they took me and the cat back to the zoo, only to find out that the cat wasn't part of the zoo's care and that the guy that gave me the cat quit the day of. My family decided that I should just keep the cat. I don't really remember much of what happened during that time but a thought always stuck to me, I'm going to marry a guy just like him."
Kamden listened to you intensely throughout your talk.
"I'm sorry, I probably bored you to death" you chuckle
"No, no. I like hearing whatever you have to say." It was true, he always did, and he always wants to hear you. He always wants to see you, he always wants to be close to you, but he wasn't your type. So, Kamden tries ever so slightly to not smile at you, afraid that he might want you more. He didn't want to reach a point where he would try to take you, try to ruin your dreams of marrying an older guy.
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Kamden stares at you, you were still looking down at your table. He couldn't deny the fact that he didn't want you, he loved you. Wanting you was superficial, he didn't want to claim or force you to be there with him 24/7, he just wanted you happy. He realized that when he started setting you and Hanbin together. If he wanted you, he wouldn't be doing what he did. Who didn't want you to be happy though? Your face was too loveable, your eyes yearned for passion, your lips creased to spread melodies of joy, and you were staring back at him.
Kamden gets caught off guard, how long have you been staring back at him?
"And that's it for today! You're all dismissed, except you, [name], can you stay for a bit?" Park Hanbin disrupts Kamden's thoughts.
This was it. Kamden thought. He gently pats your shoulder and gives you a thumbs up. You look confusedly at him.
"Good luck" Kamden whispers to you, subtly pointing at Hanbin with his thumb.
As he starts to walk towards the door, you stand up to follow him but he stops you at your place, "Don't ruin this for me" he whispers to you and quickly exits the scene.
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It was 4 A.M. in the morning, Kamden had trouble sleeping. "How were you doing?" Circled in his mind a lot. He didn't reply to any messages Jay and Keita sent him, asking him how his time with you went. Infact, he had turned his phone off as soon as he reached his bed from school.
"Ding"
A notification went off on his phone. It was you. He only had his notifications on for you. He rushed to open his phone.
"Can you come to that Cafe next to school tomorrow? 12PM? I'm nervous. Bring your tumbler by the way"
Before he rushed to respond to you, he saw a text message from Hanbin that was sent earlier at 6PM.
"Hey, hey, hey, Kamden! tha cafe nxt to the schol tmrrw @12PM!!!"
Hanbin had asked you out on a date. You were probably nervous so he responds to your text message to agree to be the third-wheel.
"Yeah. Goodluck. Dont be nervous, I'll be there :)" Kamden responds only to you. He waits for your reply that doesn't come.
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11:00AM, Kamden was one hour early. Due to the lack of sleep, he had forgotten his phone but somehow remembered to bring his water bottle.
11:30AM, You arrive, Kamden doesn't make himself known, to try and not disrupt any momentum on your date with Hanbin.
12:00PM, Hanbin was supposed to arrive by now, maybe he was just a little late. You start texting away on your phone.
12:30PM, Hanbin still hadn't arrived, Kamden started to get angry. He would've texted Hanbin himself asking where was he but he didn't have his phone with him.
1:00PM, It seemed like you were stood up, so you left the cafe.
Kamden couldn't express how angry he was, you? Were stood up? Kamden thought that Hanbin was a man, a man good enough for you. But he assumed wrong. He was angry at himself for assuming so wrong, for letting you get stood up. He follows you out the cafe.
"Hey, [name]! I'm sorry, I didn't know he would be that type of guy." He says catching up to you
"Oh, there you are. Where were you?" You ask seemingly upset at Kamden
"I was in the cafe, I didn't want to interrupt your date with Hanbin but he never showed up." Kamden sighs "I'm so sorry [name]"
"Date? I just texted you to meet me at the Cafe at 12. What do you mean date with Hanbin?" You ask, growing frustrated.
"Oh, you weren't going on a date with Hanbin?" Kamden looks confusedly at you, infamously tilting his head.
"No! I just wanted to talk with you, what made you think that?"
"Oh well you guys talked alone yesterday, so I thought.."
"So you thought what? Look, I just wanted to talk to you. I don't know how you reached to that conclusion." You look away at Kamden, too frustrated.
"I'm sorry it's just that I was trying to make Hanbin like you by telling him nice things about you and that's why I thought he asked you out on a date yesterday." Kamden confesses to you
"What?" You look back at Kamden
Kamden stays silent, accepting his fate that you were going to end your friendship right then and there.
"So, you were just trying to set us together?" You gulp down on your words, "So, you don't like me?"
Kamden's eyes widen, "I like you! No, I love you! Wait, where? I love you a lot. Where did you hear that, love?" Once he ended his sentence, he wanted to end his life. Why would he say it like that?
"So, you like me?" You confusedly ask
"I love you" He couldn't stop his mouth from opening and releasing awkward things out in the wild
"I love you too then."
Kamden doesn't believe your words, "What about Hanbin?"
"Hanbin? He told me that you liked me alot. He said that you wouldn't stop talking about me."
"Oh"
"I love you" You smile awkwardly at Kamden
Kamden puts his hands on either sides of your shoulders, "I was born on June 9, 2001, emphasis on 2001, the same year as you. I'm not any older than you are."
"Oh really?" You weren't surprised anymore that Keita would lie to you, "That doesn't change anything though. I love you." You smile awkwardly yet again at Kamden.
"Why though?" Kamden raises his voice, bringing his hands up to the nape of your neck, "I'm not older than you, like that guy from the zoo."
"You remembered." You say not surprised, "That's why I love you."
Your answer was vague but Kamden understood you, he always did, "You know I'm the younger twin right?" He asks in disbelief, bringing his hands up from your nape to cup your face.
"I love you."
Kamden doesn't say it back but he does bring your faces closer to one another. Close enough that his lips touched yours.
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This story has reached to its end. I don't know whether or not Kamden is the younger twin or not, I pulled it out of my ass. A lot of what I wrote was pulled out from my ass. If you saw that Chainsaw Man reference, you didn't. I'm sorry if you read all of that and found it underwhelming or not good in general. I tried my best. I might make a ZB1 x reader fiction story, might. Thank you for spending your time reading.
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helloo!! i just want to say thank you so much for writing for ampers&one, they really need the appreciation even here on tumblr and im excited for your future works!! i am also getting so excited for the comeback, it came so quickly i cant believe its been over a year since I've started supporting kamden on boys planet!!🤗
also i wanted to ask about your thoughts on which position would the hyung line prefer? i will surely request more detailed fics in the future so im so exited to see what you come up with! keep up the good work 👍🏻🥰
i’m so glad to be here and starting this journey with you all! i can’t to see the fandom grow and more fanmade content to start showing up~ i’ve also supported kamden since boys planet! i voted for him every day and celebrated when he made it to the finals 🥰
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warnings illustrated sex positions linked for visual purposes, mentions of penetration and oral sex
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⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ kamden, i think, prefers something like doggy on the edge, keeper and full nelson. he likes exciting sex. loves positions where you can feel him deep inside you. ones where all it has is a roll of his hips to have you gasping and babbling about.
⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ brian, i would say, prefers ones such as french kiss, lotus flower and the classic cowgirl. he likes the closeness and intimacy of being able to kiss you easily in positions like these. as for cowgirl, he likes to be able to touch every part of your body - your chest, your hips, thighs, anywhere.
⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ jiho, in my opinion, would prefer positions like car mechanic, hunger and thirst. he loves being between your legs - eating you out is one of his favorite pastimes. and when his face isn’t shoved between your thighs, he likes to be wrapped completely in each other, skin to skin.
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harus-simp · 1 year
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Bombastic side eye 🙄
-Shuaibo x reader-
Warning:a little bit angsty maybe, but not really (ends up in fluff)
Requested: may i request shuaibo x reader please i love you writing.
can you write a scenario when hes jealous because reader was getting too friendly with the other trainees🙌(Anonymous)
Author's note: hey sorry for taking too much time on it anon, but I just didn't have any inspiration :((
Anyways, hope you like it and that it was worth the wait :))
Thank you for requesting <3
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Visiting your boyfriend on a day out of practices and occupations makes him so happy, however seeing how you spend your time with other trainees makes your day not too enjoyable
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Ah, what a nice day to rest for all the hard work shuaibo had done memorising the choreo and the lyrics! He couldn't help but think he was gonna sleep so much and just forget everything for one day. How wonderful does that sound? Just enjoying his free time without doing nothing already felt good for him,but could you blame him for being like this? Absolutely not.
However, his nice and cosy morning and day would be soon interrupted by all his team members, aka the Switch team, coming to wake him up sneeking into his room tiptoeing quietly and then looking at him with a stupid smirk on their faces.
Shuaibo observed them with a look that settles between a weird look and a confused one.
"What?"he said with annoyance of being disrupted from his beauty sleep, as he watched how everyone was looking at him almost laughing.
"It seems like someone is looking for you"pointed out park hanbin.
"Huh?"he responded with confusion written all over his face.
"Go see it yourself"
He reluctantly got up and changed his clothes to something casual to look at least presentable for whoever was trying to visit him. He went through the long corridors with his hands hidden on their pockets, until he got where he was indicated by his team mates.
However, he wasn't expecting his girlfriend to be right there waving to him happily.
"Hey there!!!"
"What are you doing here y/n?"he asked astonished.
"Can't I come and check up on my boyfriend?"you answered with a pout.
He smiled slightly at your question and eventually brought you to a warm hug finding you absolutely adorable.
"Well, yes you can but I wasn't expecting you here".
You hugged him back with a wide smile spreading through your face.
"Well, so what are we doing just standing here?"you asked ready to walk through the corridors. "Won't you present me your friends?"you pointed at them, who were kinda spying on him a lil bit because honestly they were curious to know who you were 👀
"Ah...yeah"
"Are you his girlfriend?"asked Kamden.
"Yes I am, it's a pleasure to meet you all"you smiled kindly at them.
Oh, when I tell you the chaos you just formed...
"Really? We can't even get him to talk much about him"
And with that they literally dragged you to interrogate you, leaving shuaibo a little bit behind watching them all with a kinda disgusted expression.
How could you be spending more time with the Switch them instead of him, his boyfriend? You even offered them a box of cookies wich you had made for him. Shuaibo knew it wasn't your fault tho, you were a really kind and generous person in general so you couldn't help but offer them what you brought, but still he was salty about it.
When you finally decided that enough talking had been done you went up to shuaibo to go to your house and have an indoors kinda date. He just nodded kinda coldly and grabbed your hand to get you both out of there, without having an opportunity to wave the others goodbye.
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When you got home, you noticed him a little bit distant and he was annoyed at every little thing.
"Hey baby, would you like some cookies I made?"
"Ha, so you are giving me the leftovers I see"he said glaring at you.
Oh, he was definitely jealous.
Really jealous.
You went up to him with your secret tool, your puppy eyes. He had never ignored those cute little eyes you made to him, so you just hugged him looking directly at him:"Please forgive me babe?"
He answered you by giving you the biggest side eye and looking away from you, knowing well that if he kept the eye contact he would have given up to being mad, but he couldn't just forgive you right away.
"Please it wasn't my intention to ignore you, but your friends just dragged me away, what could I do? Please bubs?"you said
That was it,that cute little nickname? Hell no, he couldn't stand it anymore, he couldn't keep being mad at you. You managed to make him crack up a smile as he hugged you tightly.
"Alright I forgive you"
"Hehe"you laughed at him softly, making him want to protect you at all costs.
"What, should I do with you?"he asked sighing loudly.
"Well, for now you can help me make more cookies for the both of us"
"Hm,that sounds tempting tho. Girls night?"
"Girls night it is"you smiled softly going to your room to grab beauty masks and nail polish for both to use while you just gossiped and talked shit about mnet those you didn't stand 💅💅💅
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pink-horizon · 1 year
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reasons why u should vote na kamden on boys planet:
he's good at rapping and writing raps ‧₊˚✧ ✧˚₊‧
good at dancing \(^▽^)/
main dancer + main rapper energy ♡̷̷
incredible stage presence 𐐒𐐚⁺ ✶˚
can be a great leader 𒊹︎︎︎➪
very patient ☕︎
has a cute personality ☁︎
good listener ⩩𓄹   ∿ ៸៸
relatable person 🥕🤓
amazing visual ꒰ ⛸ˎˊ-⁣
he's cool シ︎
no screentime but still able to catch our hearts <3
smart guy 👓
strong babie ⤷  ୨🎐୧࿐
very worth it to vote ᨳ ﹅♥︎₊˚
- so please vote na kamden on boys planet [mnet plus app] thank u so much 🍓🥢✨
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💭🥢 his performances links:
youtube
youtube
youtube
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