Characters 21+!!!

I cannot get the idea of bunny Yuuji and Nobara out of my head after reading ch 8 of Kabukicho Love (by @yuujispinkhair) help.

I said I'd sketch it out, clearly I got carried away?? I don't even know how to colour, when was the last time I did that??

remembering tonight "变得不适应因为它们原本来自江河大海 世上本不应该有池塘" (said by a monk character) and thinking about the sea being repeatedly suggested to be the place with the last traces of lxy - and llh - in this world

Fuxk im going thru Ace's death for the 1st time..

living in my own home away from my dad but he still waits up for me to get home

bruh i& think some cat outside is yowlin like CRAAAAAAZY.

general tag masterlist (wip)

my brain slippin dont got no time

#wing anatomy -this masterlist (might change)

#og munchies -original posts

#eagle screech -announcements relating to me #red velvet cookie -my favorite things I've made/stuff im really proud of! I make a killer red velvet cookie batch fyi

#milk duds -reblogs of stuff that makes me think

#warheads -reblogs of emotional shit that make me feeell eee #craving squirms -want interaction in the form of rambles #hunger pains -want any interaction with any personality, GIMMIE YOUR THOUGHTS I HUNGER #desperate for candy -please give this post traction I worked hard on it pretty please m begging uuu #drooling -reblog of a creative's wip that I wanna see more of #stuffing my face -reblog of other peoples stuff that I am CHEWING ON IN DELIGHT. MMMMMM LOVE THIS #button smashing -reblogs of other ppls polls #button making -my polls #distant smashing -reblogged propaganda (i can hear you from here) #rebloop -reblog (not in use(can you tell its 2am and m making these up as I go so I don't forget, ill edit it in later)) #wriggles -rambles, any length and any size, will be put w the other ramble-ish tags if the post is rambly enough #heated blanket -positive stuff in my life rn, typically just little snippets #weighted blanket -life rambles that are generally positive and generally a long form post #the hat man -random thoughts that are typically weird or disturbing but I feel like I should share em #the eyes -paranoid thoughts and shit, maybe a littl intrusive thoughts thrown in there too #foggy -this post was typed in a haze and might have massive grammatical errors and not make sense. I'll mark this on any post where I feel like I didn't get my point across #jfc -discourse posts where I share my opinions, usually in tags #stranded -need advice or personal accounts. Typically posts that were written with a great deal of adrenaline #trainwreck -small vents, typically with a comedic slant (not currently in use (no posts to use it on... yet)) #shredder -serious vents, will come with content warnings. Not for the faint hearted, it can get extremely disturbing. I am seeking therapy and doing pretty well but I also suffer from some pretty severe mental problems so there will be uncomfortable stuff in there. (not currently in use(none yet))

MOAR LATER BRAIN EEPY AGHHHHHHHHHHH

nice guys

i invited this guy to come over my place late at night and he literally stayed until 2am and we still didnt get no action 🙁 this is the same guy who said he likes me and would always try to talk to me (texts only tho so that proves nothing much to me) so im just confused why is he not making any moves on me? like jfc im not going to call the cops on you if you express how u feel about me in person. i mean i get it, youre a nice guy. i wouldnt want to be alone with you in the first place if i knew you werent. But wheres ur masculine energy man. even the nerdiest and introverted guy ive ever been with got his courage last minute to say he wanted to kiss me and there you are just asking me what else do i wanna know or talk about like bruh. im tryna have a good time and be affectionate with you. but you're also kinda blocking me with all these stupid things you tell me its like your shoving it to my face that theres nothing special with me and our date is going nowhere bc its not that REALLY good. so i dont even know why you still want to go out with me then if i bored you that much. im slowly losing my interest now tbh. thats why i ghosted him for 3 days. he followed up on me and told me he misses me?? but i just dont feel i have time for this if its going nowhere. i have better things to do with my life. i have a strict routine and i'm sacrificing some of that to make some time for you and were getting nowhere and i hate how unproductive it is.. like i'm sorry i sounded like just a fuck girl but idk i feel like like im not getting anything out of this like idk man..help me?

12/10 11:52PM

today was very weird for me. i mean i get manic often but not like this. my eyes have never been so dilated from being manic. but when im manic i always try to take advantage of it and do what ive been putting off. i was on my phone til around 2am, then i started manic cleaning my room til 9am. my room wasnt very messy to begin with, but with my autism, cleaning is SO overwhelming. it could be the easiest job for someone to do but just the site of my messy room and knowing i was going to try to clean it would put me on the verge of tears. ffs i paced around my room for a good 5 minutes with a shoe almost crying not knowing where to put it. i tried on almost every article of clothing i own while cleaning my room, and i had to just try everything i found in my room. such as perfume, makeup, video games i lost, whatever. it took me hours to clean because my brain is so stupid. 

my mom called me and told me she had forgotten her vape at her house before leaving for work so she asked if i could bring it to her and she would give me some gas money. so i did that and my dad had also given me some money so i bought gas and a hair straightener, i cut my bangs yesterday so i need to straighten them to look good. on my way home from that i got that god complex and decided im over my ex.

my friend picked me up and i went out of town with her, her friend, and 2 of our guy friends. we went to the hotsprings and it was amazing. it was snowing but we were warm. i live in a v small town so theres no fast food so we also got some mcdonalds. her friend was very nice, she sat next to me the whole way i mean there was 5 of us in that tiny car so there wasnt much room but we were talking the whole way and shes rlly cool. 

then i got home and ate dinner with my family and my sister and her boyfriend came over so that was nice. 

my dad bought a fake christmas tree this year, its white and it has lights attached to it so i set that up on the table. its a small one. we have to have it up because we have 8 wiener dogs who r very annoying and they like to ruin everything. theyre so cute so its fine but jfc.

this time of year is sad for me, just like a lot of people. but its hard for me because i feel like nothing will ever be the same. im not wrong there, i mean last year i was probably wrapped up with my ex in his bed and feeling complete bliss. but now i am in my bed, writing about my day on tumblr. oh how the tables turn. nor will anyone read this im sure. this is mainly for me tbh, but it would be cool if someone gaf enough to read this shit. not like my lift is crazy, im just a alcoholic teenager going through a breakup. boohoo. 

now i am on the phone with this boy. hes nice, i met him back in 2020 but we stopped talking for a while. last night while we were on call, i asked if we could play fortnite but i said it in some sort of pouty voice so he said “heh. youre cute”. does that mean he likes me? i mean i cant get in a relationship or anything. i need to work  on myself or smth but i used to like him a lot and i like him now too. its just different now because of my trauma and im scared. but he is really nice. 

anyways if u read this far, i love you. 

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JFK stands for Jesus Fucking Khrist

just listened to the newest ep of wtnv (ep 195 silas the thief p1) so spoilers incoming

i spent the whole episode going "he's some kind of animal. he's like a hamster or smth. maybe hes a cat?" and then at the end when hes like you're leaving already?? i was like "yeah he's def a cat"

but i literally audibly gasped when he said khoshekh and knocked over the stuff i was working on

like oh my god fam

horny on main for satoru 🔥🔥

https://youtu.be/2Bmec1VVYxw

This is the song for Adrienette because it literally starts with Jack/Adrien going "My dearest ~friend~" and then ends with them wrapping their arms around one another and possibly kissing but idk how tf they kissing when one of them ain't even got no lips and they're both singing "We're simply meant to be~" and if that isn't Adrien confessing to his Good FriendTM Marinette without it ever really happening, then I don't even fucking know anymore

stans love language is def words. to get going through the day, stan needs encouragement or nice compliments to keep a good mood going. if [insert character you ship stan with] hasn’t told him “i love you”, “you’re doing amazing” or any encouraging words/statements, he’ll probably start to feel like he’s doing something wrong and start over-thinking the littlest stuff. (for example, whether he’s doing something wrong, if he isn’t acting like a good partner, etc) he would probably hit a depressive mood soon after

"You don't get to make your headcanon Canon [...]"

All kudos to writers that have to deal with this sort of fans online, especially for the ones that take their time to reply.

The story you are consuming is not yours. Just because you wish something was different does not mean that you are right, the writer (you know, the actual creator) is wrong. If you don't like something on a piece of art/media/literature you:

a) stop consuming / reading /watching /investing

b) vent online! To follow FANS

c) have you ever heard of our lord and saviour, Fanfiction?

For the love of whatever, don't insult a creator for not making THEIR story in the way that YOU want.

JACKPOT.   me,  softly:  what the fuck why are you   perfect    for dmc5 dante.