my hair is essentially a 60s cut you know the one but sans the bangs which is fine ig but i think i should just suck it up and get bangs

today i found out he still wears a black + silver belt in 2019

To the anon who sent me the ask regarding Loki. I won't be posting it since if it is true, they would be major spoilers.

Anyway, i dont know if its true but thank you for the heads up! I will manage my expectations accordingly.

Also, if it is indeed true how absolutely fucking awful.

i hate dysphoriaaaaa

Feeling a debilitating sense of dread and despair 🤨 Which probably means nothing😍👍

so how do I reconcile with just having big baby loser brain that decided I'd be mentally ill and perpetually stuck suffering instead of having just dealt with my shit in a more normal way? or is there some neuroscience that can explains that I don't have a cringefail brain but it's actually something else??

i mean. it's shame. shame I feel for struggling with things i consider i shouldn't struggle with, which i guess is kinda stupid bcs when i take a step back i realize it's understandable that im struggling with certain things ive lived through. being stuck in them doesn't entirely make sense, but I'm willing to accept that my past shaped me. not to mention that I'm also somehow kind of constantly going through really hard situations on top of also dealing with my past? but it also all (mental illness and emotional sensitivity, I mean) started with something, and my early childhood was my parents getting divorced.

but I consider that banal, plenty of parents get divorced and it doesn't mean their kid suffers from treatment-resistant depression and ptsd. I guess divorce is so normalized now that i don't consider it a valid thing to be traumatized over, at least not to the extent to which ive experienced symptoms. but I was separated from one parent, always missing one or the other, without any explanation that could make sense to a child's brain about why any of this happened and why i have to suffer because of it. can I get rid of the shame by validating the struggles I went through? would that make me feel better about having been disabled by my life experiences?

these are terrible im sorry

losing something you once had feels so much worse iv learned then realising youll never get something you never had

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Underrated Sibling Moment is actually mitsu being like ‘i dont want to go back to the captain alone are you insane’ after ichi fumbles the loan collection and ichi has to ditch him for a few hours and mitsu can only kill time and Not think of The Inevitable until they can go back to sawashiro together as if that’ll save them from The Inevitable like if you get it You Get How Real That Was

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FINISHED KINNPORSCHE!!!

-obsessed w the vegas and pete dynamic but i HATE that they romanticized it. they almost got there w pete and how hes traumatized and how vegas being there in his rock bottom moments led to obsession with him (even tho those rock bottom moments were VEGAS’S FAULT) and then they almost got it again when i thought they were finally killing vegas off (seriously they baited it like five diff times) and letting pete mourn him while still making it clear vegas was never good for him but ugh. nope vegas survives and he and pete fell in love and theyre fine ig. what the fuck ever (booo)

-kim being so fucking down bad for chay is soooo cute to me. chays a sweet nerdy little guy and kim’s obsessed with him. in a completely unhinged (but like. normal not like fucking vegas) way afksdjfdsl........ theyre cute or whatever <3 hope kim learns to actually talk to chay tho lmaooo

-ugh. ugh. kinn and porsche <3. guys of all time theyre both so fucking cute and in love holy hell!!!! little bit frustrated that theyre both staying in the mafia after they had that whole conversation about how its not really what either of them want........ where’s porsche’s beachside bar with kinn and/or chay singing/playing live music huh?????? wthhhh but whatever. its a mafia show i can handle them romanticizing the mafia lmao. related to kim and chay too but im also obsessed with the cousins fakeout (but not really but kind of) x2 combo like akjfdlksjfdslkhagkjdsfjksjdklfjsd that was so funny.........

-anyway the shows pretty well done :) besides the aforementioned issues with vegas seriously like. what the hell. but i had fun hehehe

i've watched 4 different people get locked/suspended on twt for saying kys in the past 3 weeks despite valiant attempts to avoid getting caught . i don't think that place is real

HOW DID I GET ON PRO-*NA TUMBLR WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. I HAVE ALL THE TAGS BLOCKED BC ITS A MASSIVE TRIGGER AND NOW ALL THE POSTS... TUMBLR I KNOW YOUR ALGORITHM FOR CHOOSING POSTS TO RECOMMEND SUCKS A BAG OF DICKS BUT MAYBE TAKE A HINT HOLY SHIT?? I DONT WANT TO SEE IT??

i feel like an easy way to determine if someone is being homophobic or sexist or ableist or whatever is to think about how likely it is that the same person would get mad at like a straight or neurotypical person for the same thing, as well has how likely it is that a straight or neurotypical person would be doing what you’re doing (with maybe a few changes depending on the situation).

Like is this person getting upset with me because I’m making out with someone of my same gender? Or are they getting upset with me because I’m doing it in public?

Is this person getting upset with me because they don’t care to understand my neurodivergent tendencies or are they getting upset with me because I geniunely don’t understand that I’m being rude and as such won’t change my behavior?

And I feel like if it happens enough to warrant an upset post about it, there should definitely be a point where you ask yourself if you’re being the asshole here. They could very well be making a post about how rude and inconsiderate you are at the same time you’re posting about how bigoted they are.