#it'll happen again <3
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This is a post that is probably not gonna be well recieved, but oh well lol. Gotta let these things out too.
I miss Moon, and I meant the Old one. He was a funky character, even if he had many faults. The fact that his final wish came true, a version of him that would treat Sun better, in the form of New Moon, makes it a little bittersweet.
I'm ultimately happy Old Moon can rest, and that New Moon got the chance to live, because he's a sweety who deserves good things, and does not deserve the stress he is placed under thanks to certain forces.
But alas, this is time to go down memory lane, cuz I've been seeing people hate on Old Moon, and while yeah sure he did terrible things, he was ultimately not the monster New Moon and some fans make him out to be.
Because whenever I see someone say Old Moon was never a good brother, I sometimes begin to think if we've watched the same show or not. Yeah, he was more times a questionable brother than not, but he did have his fair share of sweet moments, even if the circumstances, which lead to his bitterness, hatred and depression, rarely let such softness shine through.
Remember how in the first SCP video, which was in VRCHAT, when Sun ran through the Tesla gate, Moon immediately went "Good job brother"? Or when later in the same video, after looking at SCP-096 or 'Shy guy', when it starts going into it's murderous rage, Sun's panicking, and Moon says: "Brother, brother! I'm okay! It's okay! Brother, I'm here!"?
Remember when Eclipse first appeared, in the "Sun and Moon TRANSFORM into ECLIPSE in VRCHAT", Sun quietly asked if he was going to die, and Moon immediately went: "No, no! Out of anything, I won't let that happen!"? He offered to go back, to be back to square one in the same body, which we know is basically his worst trauma, because he didn't want his brother to die. His brother being alive, was more important to him, than his own freedom.
Remember when in the Wither Storm Saga 3rd episode, when Moon's in a panic about the bomb not killing the Wither Storm, Sun calms him down, and brings up how the book can be used for something else probably, and how that leads to Moon figuring the solution out WITH Sun, both leading one another? Remember how Moon said to Sun: "You tiny little genius!"? How sweet he sounded while doing it?
Remember when in the lore video directly after the Wither Storm Saga, how Moon said if he ever gets into an episode like Beta-10 again, that Sun get someone else immediately, because he doesn't want to hurt Sun?
Remember when in the video "Eclipse TRAPPED Sun and Moon in The BACKROOMS! in VRCHAT" the light suddenly went out, and Sun went into a panic, the way Moon gently guides his brother towards the light? Calmly and softly saying "Over there, over there"?
Remember when in the video "The DEATH of SUN and MOON in VRCHAT", how Moon just quietly says "I don't wanna lose you"? Or when he cuts off an anxious and unsure Sun, to say "I love you too brother"? When he says to Eclipse in front of Sun, "You are gonna take away the only thing, the only person I care about"? When he says that Lunar isn't fighting him for control, because he knows the moment Sun is gone, Moon will just give up? His quiet admitance that he did not want Sun to think less of him? How when he promises Sun, that he will get him back, they are holding hands? Something that Moon hates, and he will freely do for his brother, because his brother is more important than his own discomfort. Because even if he did mistakes, he loves Sun more than anything.
Was he perfect? No. No he wasn't. He did terrible things, for no reason at all at times. But he wasn't just a monster. He was a person placed in a terrible situation, with a code in his head telling him to do horrible things, and before KC, we did not know it was possible to go against one's nature, one's coding, one's very own being, and yet, Moon fought his killcode. He fought what was essentialy a loosing battle, and came out battered and bruised, with victories that were only temporary. But he still did it, because there was a person (later persons), who wanted him around. And because of that he made damn sure to fight his nature everytime.
Could he have been better? Yes.
Did he treat Sun terribly? At times yes!
Were some of his actions truly horrible? They were.
But was he a heartless monster, who cared for no one? No. No, he wasn't.
He was a person, trying to live, with everything stacked against him and his brother from the very begining. And he immensely fucked up. No question about that.
But he did care
(Sorry about the long, depressive post lol. Got into a mood, and wanted to get the depression off my chest for a bit. But yeah, I love this guy. He was funky. The New Moon is funky. Sun is funky. Lunar is funky. KC is funky. Eclipse is funky. Ruin is funky. Bloodmoon is funky. New Bloodmoon (I call that one Harvest(moon), and yes, I differentiate between them, cuz they be different. sue me) is funky. Earth is funky. Solar is funky. Solar Flare is funky. Everyone is funky. And I love them all.)
#sun and moon show#tsams#the sun and moon show#sams#sams moon#tsams moon#MemoryTimeswithSunray#MemoryMonday#sorry I fell off the memory cliff#it'll happen again <3#btw that “Everyone is funky.” part doesn't include the Creator#screw him#moon beloved#“MemoryMoonday” lol#this is just what i can remember off the top of my head
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uh oh another long covid fantasy. this time yandere!batfam flavored.
so I imagine this happening after having lived with them for some time (aka you were kidnapped, but it wasn't recent) so you've mostly come to terms with being around them all the time. Maybe one of them got you sick unknowingly, maybe you're at a stage where they trust you enough to take you outside with them sometimes. Either way, you get covid.
They take care of you as well as they can (which is VERY well. they're rich and smart as fuck), but you simply... don't get better. Well, you do kind of, you test negative again, but you develop long covid.
Anyways, their already fucked up protector instincts go haywire. So much research gets done, doctors get bribed, they experiment in the batcave, they do everything they can trying to find a cure. In the meantime they're still taking care of you of course.
Making sure you don't hurt yourself, don't move too much, don't make your fatigue worse. Getting you everything you want. They relocate your room to the ground floor so you don't have to go upstairs to get to your room, but get an elevator/etc installed anyways, in case you do feel like going upstairs but are too weak.
Extra cuddles in your bed when you're napping and too weak to push Dick out of your bed. Tim quietly watching movies with you when you feel up for it. Jason reading to you. Damian walking around the garden with you if you feel good enough to walk, if not he'll push you around on a wheelchair so you can get some fresh air. Bruce making you sleep in his bed when he's worried you're not breathing right, so he can immediately hear if something sounds wrong.
Maybe at some point their research dies down, you're not in any immediate danger and they like taking care of you like this... I mean, you still used to complain and fight them a little even though you've been with them for so long, how bad could it be to have you a little bit more dependent on them than before? A bit more helpless? If you get better by yourself in a few weeks, or months, or years, so be it, they'll still have gotten some quality bonding time in. And if you don't get better? Well, I don't think they'd be as disappointed as they first thought they'd be...
#it's late I'm going to bed might expand on this tomorrow. or maybe not we'll see :)#yandere batfam#yandere dc#yandere#batfam x reader#x reader#batfam & reader#reader insert#sorry (not sorry) for long covid posting. it'll happen again probably. idk how many ppl relate lol#long covid havers make some noise in the comments!! or take a quiet nap. whichever. <3
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Who's gonna save the baby...
#me procratinating 😔 it'll happen again#käärijä#my art#mine#tiny käärijä#tiny käärijä :3#my art.kay🌙
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they were out of line for this. by the way.
#snap chats#LIIIIIIIIKKKKKEEEE STOP YOU BETTER STOP#reminded myself to make this post after that other ask..... heh...#i feel like i did call attention to this before. 🧍♂️ idk i think about it a lot..#too late lamers im doing it again because it still makes me scream and want to eat metal#this family is disgustingly intertwined with each other im going to throw up#like the more obvious parallel with ichi and the arakawas is him going out for new years dinner with arakawa. or attempting to#buuuuuttt this one is almost shot-for-shot the same bit and its OUGH. STOP. im GOING insane#theyre fam whether they like it or not </3#wahh...... lad8 come soon i wanna see these two's relationship progress. or whatever weird situation it'll be in#i wonder why jo even points ichi to akane... is it to REALLY close that chapter of their lives for good ?#is it some feeling of responsibility for what happens to ichi now that arakawa's gone ?#is it guilt for keeping ichi from the truth of his birth parents for this long ? wowzers...#ok bye im gonna go be sick elsewhere
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there are a couple changes i would make to the keyboard if i could:
wiggly exclamation mark
bleeding heart emoji
varying snake emojis (more poses would be fun)
question mark with a little heart for the dot bc, well,
more explosions
and that is all thank you
#just me hi#i need these a lot#wiggly bc it makes a lot of sense#i am saying something but with a sort of ~~~~~~ to it!!#/bleeding heart because the other night (it musta been about 3 a.m.) i was looking for an emoji to really get my point across and i sadly#realized that i had imagined the existence of it. the disappointment was immense <//3 hfhs#/SNAKES. need i say more? :>#do i know a lot about them? not yet. am i scared of them? yes. but i love them a lot thanky#/i am asking a question but it's with love#<3#/explosion emoji my beloved#we NEED to diversify hfhsvb#a mushroom cloud would be cool :3 or one that clearly has shrapnel in it#or one with a little heart that's like the exploding head emoji. because it's like that#i'm mentioning hearts a lot bc the heart is willing but the brain is. trying#//anyway in the other newsings i'm remaking those pi.e refs again lmao 👍#ik they're only so many months old but man i changed some of the designs a bit during those months hfhs#funny how i made refs because i thought 'oh i haven't changed their designs in forever - it's not like it'll happen anytime soon yea?'#and then..........#oath's design has changed the most minimally during these - how many ? two‚ three-ish years - so i thought Ahh nothin'll happen#but Then--#aura has morphed So many times - she was at least 3 different people before i actually Got her so hfvhs <3#kinda knew that would happen. but she's actually changed the least so Lollll#hid's usual look has not changed at All - only his actual form‚ which i tweak every second day or something#and i've neglected kira so badly fvfsh - so now i've added and removed and swapped things for her in worldrecord time ! i think i've got he#in a way i like though so :D#but bc of all these changes now i gotta make new refs bc they are Inaccurate#not a big deal. but oh it IS#wonder how long it'll take me this time lol :) only one way to know ehegh#//anywho ciao ! i've got the things and stuffs to be doing.. ooo toodles :33
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@goferwashere u were my inspo as per usual .. ur drawing of Don in S3V3R's "I 🖤 DON FLAMENCO" shirt changed my life so i had to draw the counterpart .. Bull wearing the "I ❤️ BALD BULL" shirt i made ft. low rise jeans that he loathes
Turkish text reads:
"bu şimdiye kadar gördüğüm en kötü kıyafet"
English translation:
"this is the worst outfit i've ever seen"
also its that tiny bcuz its a crop crop top on me and he's over a foot taller than me soo 🩷 BullDon strolling around in their fan merch + low rise jeans combo drawing WHEN yall
#punch out!! wii#punch out wii#punch out#bald bull#dewdlebug#srry if u dont wanna b @'d I TALK TEW MUCH but i felt it was relevant 2 tag my inspo :3#srry 4 drawing beefed up boxing men in tiny shirts and low rise jeans guys It'll Happen Again#yall think the paparazzi would photograph him in this fit and put it in those dumb articles like “remember __?” this is him __ years later“
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in the light of the dark hour
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i wish it was acceptable to ask to dtr friendships
like are we treating this as bfs or acquaintances or talks casually every other month or every day gm and gn or what
like please tell me what amount of energy and care you are willing to reciprocate without pingponging between loving me and not even giving a fuck if i die, just stop with all this hot and cold bs
#like okay i get going into depressive slumps or shutting off sometimes but fuckin tell me#so i dont think you are ghosting me again with no forewarning or reason#its not like it'll be the first time#it's been more than a week#and going from gn gm and every single detail about your day from straight up no reply?#is it gonna be like last time(s) again then#dropping me for months and then getting all sorry and self destructive#its already been twice (ik i am pathetic for forgiving her but ffs i thought you had changed)#argh#ARGHHHHHHH#friendships#i swear#i hope she's just busy and nothing jas happened to her#rant#but just in the tags the post i still think is fair#thoughts#desiblr#eph#</3
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imagine holding your f/o when they need comfort from their lover (even if they don't make it known and/or try to deny it). they feel safe in your presence and can finally let their walls down and release all of their pent-up emotions while in your embrace.
#my favorite war criminal <3 would sometimes avoid letting herself let her emotions out#half the time its because her mission takes priority and she wants to avoid distractions and the other times she denies she needs it#when she first came back to the citadel after she died and got brought back she shoved all her emotions down when she saw me again#a friend of hers convinced her to go over to me while i was watching skycars go past in the market area#she came up right next to me and said my name quietly to get my attention - all i could do was stare at her confused#she started to stumble out what happened and to tell me everything but she started talking too fast and the tears made it worse#i pulled her close to me and told her it was a story for another time while she mumbled apologies into my neck#she held on to me like i was going to disappear into thin air#during the war she just refuses to give herself a moment's rest since the galaxy is depending on her to save it#she always tells me her emotions can wait and goes off on her next important mission#unless we're all alone between missions she won't let her emotions out as they could compromise the task at hand#if those conditions are met she finally lets her emotions out while i hold her close to me for as long as i can#corporate necromancer has a hard time letting her walls down and at one point it caused an argument between the two of us#she doesn't like/want people to see the vulnerable side of her#she thinks it'll make people think less of her or make her look weaker#she slowly opens up to me and after some time she doesn't keep her walls up around me#its hard for her to admit she wants to be held while she lets her emotions out but one of the times she did was before the o4 relay mission#oops only two characters on this one since i have too many thoughts on this#f/o imagines#imagine your f/o
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so i need 1600 words by tonight ;;;; oh boy;;;; wish me luck
#why do i always end up writing so much tho like once again#this is supposed to be like 50% done and im not actually anywhere near that :')))#but it IS gonna be at least 5k#which isnt actually........ what eeds to happen... it SHOULD be 50% of whatever its gonna end up as..............#but i have no idea what it'll end up as bc i can never predict that#so we're just gonna try and write fast and hard through dec-jan bc ill have more time off :')))))#and try and get the story to a good point#i man i know what the ending will be but im trying to hit all of the scenes i wanna include ;;;#i think.....#maybe once we get through the beginning.... we can do a story of montage of shorter scenes???#and then go back to another longer scene at the end ????????#like 2-3 Long Establishing Scenes -#5-6 Short Connection Scenes -#2-3 Long Finale Scenes#????#that#.....#that may work......#ok so really what i need to do tonight is get through the opening introduction scenes#cus that'll at least get me to 1/3 the way done.......#it won't quite reach 50% cus that's be including some of the shorter scenes#but it'll be SOMETHING#ok#ok we can do this#i need to go back and write the first scene with Kevin#and then I'll need one with everyone.......#but we need to get a little bit more of just the one first.............. ok......#I'm 1600 words or more. shouldnt be too big a problem.....#i ahould. move to my desk for more confortable sitting.....#shh ac
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The Stranding - Chp 64 - Getting Through It
Hey everyone! So so sorry for the late update, this week has been intense and I had hoped to get it finished and out yesterday, on time, but things just... well, you know how it is. Happy I managed to get it out my birthday, at least!
She's a long one, 27 pages apparently! but I hope you all enjoy it <3 The next little arc is going to be a fun one, and I'm glad to finally be posting it (it was written during NanoWrimo last year and I've been trying to get to this coming moment ever since then, hahaha).
Hope you're all having a fabulous weekend! Much love <3
~ Belle
#The Stranding#gentle giantess#g/t#giant/tiny#giant tiny#g/t author#g/t writing#gtauthor#author thoughts#gt#big little thoughts#Melanie/Henry#The gang is ALL HERE#SO MANY#There was so much dialogue in these scenes that just... wound up getting cut because of the sheer amount of talking that was happening#Sorry Chase I loved your joke but it'll have to come up again some other day#Excited for y'all to see the next coming chapters <3#We finally got to my Nano stuff! Woo!#And because it's already written#I get a few weeks of buffer to write The Rescue again and just focus on that#Woohoo here we goooooooo#Words Georg back at it again at Krispy Kreme
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Me trying to mentally prepare for the possibility of Hilda season 3 being bad like 🤩
#and we circle back to sadies post.#i trust the hilda writers. i trust the hilda writers. i trust the hilda writers. AAAAAAA 2/3 OF MY DOPAMINE LEVELS HINGE ON THIS SHOW#THE WAY WE KNOW IT. i trust the hilda writers#i am ONCE AGAIN promising i wont be the toxic type of fan if this happens. the creators deserve to go wherever they want to with their art#it'll just be a matter of trying to distance myself from it if it brings more discomfort than joy. which will kinda hurt#but its just life#wife speaks
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i think something a lot of people are already forgetting is that the doctor specifically told Kongo/Phos to burn the bridge once he crosses it, and are already getting antsy about what happened in chapter 98. To me this feels like him crossing the bridge? we still have, I believe, another volume or so At Least left to hnk and I think this next volume will be Phos’ process of ‘burning the bridge’. Like, we still don’t even know if Phos’ praying is bringing the result that is wanted, we just saw a giant explosion of sorts. That could lead to anything.
#Houseki no Kuni#Land of The Lustrous#HNK Spoilers#like it COULD be that nothingness that was desired but ppl r ALSO forgetting achmea and kongo saying there was a way to help phos#and that topic wasnt further explained right#so we might see more on that whether it be flashbacks or what happens to phos after he prays#or again this could lead to the burning of the bridge#i dont think we're just gonna skip on to ohh happy and reincarnated#that just doesnt make sense for how ichikawa writes.#a lot of the things that people tend to hate in hnk is done so deliberately by ichikawa and i think with hnk wrapping up#hopefully! it'll all be addressed#including whats happening in chapter 98#+ i feel like the parallels with welegato/achmea and antarc/kongo are going to be addressed??? i mean i hope they do#bc i...................................really fucking hate the fact welegato and antarc are seemingly besties LMFAO#god. well. time to wait another month to get any form of answer </3#aechmea******
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i hate the need for privacy, man. i hate the danger of the internet. do you have any idea the amount of ridiculously cool facts i desperately want to share, but can't for the danger of doxxing? HELL! hell!!
#man#a month ago something happened that i cannot share. i [redacted] a thing that was sooo in the news & on here but i can't say shit#(it'll happen again next week!!!)#i can't share any more of my franklin research and the parks canada meetings#i can't share any more of my spn family lore#just know#my life is stupid#and it has stupid coincidences and happenings#griffin and tish get to know. they have privilege#but it takes everything to keep my mouth shut man#i've overshared w/ what i do go on about#but trust me. oh there could always be more#you just have to believe me<3#i'm also up for a really fucking cool award thingy. but if i win it i can't share bc it's a nation-wide thing and i'd be instant doxxed LMF
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Kashiwagi has this kind of scowl on his face 24/7 while he's in the yakuza (Y0-Y3), but in Y7 the bartender has a lot more relaxed base expression. Bro didn't have a resting bitch face after all, he just needed glasses this entire time.
bro he got big ass frames he's just hiding the scowl
#snap chats#thats what glasses will do to ye it'll hide yer brows...#also hi everyone. i should not be awake let alone alive right now you can stop reading im just gonna ramble bout my night now#im grateful i did not post much last night for im scared of what my brain would have posted while it was on autopilot#my brothers in christ i was trying to watch the booze off like i just put on one of my fave movies and all that ya#so who wanna fuckin tell me why i got teleported to me room with my laptop on my bed with twitter open#that shit has never happened to me. UTTERLY whimsied but also horrified#i didnt even make it an hour into the movie until i APPARENTLY just decided 'twitter time :)'#gonna finish watching it after breakfast but yeah anyways. not drinking again after this <3#only downside to hanging with my peepaw is that he gets me to party with him 😔 wedding was fun at least :)
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What is up with the pearl that the infected messenger gave you?
#rain world#rain world oc#yeah there's another complication trapping pom in her situation#yeah it's something she cant fix because of her situation. another one. sorry. it'll happen again <3#I FEEL A LITTLE BAD BECAUSE I KEEP SEEING PEOPLE GET SILLY ASKS#WHILE I'M STUCK IN ANGST HELL#I PROMMY IT GETS BETTER FOR HER#PROBABLY. DEPENDS ON HOW THE EVENTS I HAVE PLANNED GO#EDIT: ANSWERED THE WRONG ASK. AUGH
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