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cosmicmakos · 2 years
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imagine holding your f/o when they need comfort from their lover (even if they don't make it known and/or try to deny it). they feel safe in your presence and can finally let their walls down and release all of their pent-up emotions while in your embrace.
#my favorite war criminal <3 would sometimes avoid letting herself let her emotions out#half the time its because her mission takes priority and she wants to avoid distractions and the other times she denies she needs it#when she first came back to the citadel after she died and got brought back she shoved all her emotions down when she saw me again#a friend of hers convinced her to go over to me while i was watching skycars go past in the market area#she came up right next to me and said my name quietly to get my attention - all i could do was stare at her confused#she started to stumble out what happened and to tell me everything but she started talking too fast and the tears made it worse#i pulled her close to me and told her it was a story for another time while she mumbled apologies into my neck#she held on to me like i was going to disappear into thin air#during the war she just refuses to give herself a moment's rest since the galaxy is depending on her to save it#she always tells me her emotions can wait and goes off on her next important mission#unless we're all alone between missions she won't let her emotions out as they could compromise the task at hand#if those conditions are met she finally lets her emotions out while i hold her close to me for as long as i can#corporate necromancer has a hard time letting her walls down and at one point it caused an argument between the two of us#she doesn't like/want people to see the vulnerable side of her#she thinks it'll make people think less of her or make her look weaker#she slowly opens up to me and after some time she doesn't keep her walls up around me#its hard for her to admit she wants to be held while she lets her emotions out but one of the times she did was before the o4 relay mission#oops only two characters on this one since i have too many thoughts on this#f/o imagines#imagine your f/o
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jaeyunluvr · 27 days
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she loves me, she told me
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his palm felt warm, wrapped around yours as you walked through the chilled evening air. jaeyun looked majestic under the dim moonlight, and you couldn't help but stare at him.
it's been almost three months since you've been spending your time as his lover, and you couldn't help but fall head over heels for him, every single day. he was the sweetest man alive, and utterly adorable. you didn't think you'd get this lucky.
despite the blissful existance of your love for him all hidden in your heart, you never told him that you loved him. of course you've showed it in subtle ways like that one time you bought a puppy plushie just because it reminded you of him. like that one time you made him a scented candle with a scent that made you think of him.
but there was something about this moment that made you want to say those words to him. the way his eyes sparkled as he spoke, the way his brunette hair strands graced the side of his forehead, the way he held your hand with utmost care like you would disappear into thin air if he ever let go.
he made you feel comfortable in your own skin, he made you feel like you were worth everything. he wouldn't trade you for the world.
you were walking towards his home, as you begged to walk him home for once and he let himself be your princess for today, only because you were so desperate. jake was talking about this and that you weren't even paying attention to him. you couldn't handle the commotion in your head and heart. you had to tell him.
you were almost at the door of his house, which also meant you had very little time to talk to him.
"jaeyun?" you spoke. he hummed in response, raising his eyebrow at you because you just interrupted him.
you felt your heart beat against your chest, you swore to god he could hear you. he turned to you, holding your face in his palms. he bent to reach your height, locking his eyes with you. you could see the concern on his face. to him, you seemed like you had a lot on your mind and it bothered him.
"what is it, princess?" he asked in the most gentle tone ever. guilt crept over you as you realized you had worried him within the span of seconds.
"i love you." you let out the breath you didn't notice you were holding in for so long.
"huh?"
"i said i love you." you said once again.
jake let out a gentle laughter, both filled with happiness and the heart flutter you just gave him.
"i love you too sweetheart." he inched towards you, engulfing you into the warmest hug. you could hear his heart beating out of his chest and you let out a giggle. he was just so adorable, it made you feel all fuzzy inside.
you both pulled away from the hug and you gestured for him to head inside. jaeyun didn't want to leave at all. he took a few steps backward, his hand still holding yours. he paused and looked at you with a-few-more-minutes-please face, a little pout gracing his lips. you shook your head indicating a no and told him to get inside before it gets too late. for a matter of fact, you didn't want to leave either.
jaeyun dramatically fell to the floor as soon as he closed the door behind him. heeseung raised an eyebrow at him and uttered a 'what the fuck', slightly concerned at his friend's actions.
"she told me she loves me." heeseung rolled his eyes in annoyance as he walked past jaeyun, continuing to munch on the macaroons he was earlier having.
just then he heard a knock on the door. he was clearly confused but opened the door to find you there. concerned flashed in his eyes again. why did you come back?
"baby what is it? did something happen?" he looked around to find some creepy guys but found none. his hands were on your shoulders and he looked at you worriedly.
"jaeyun it's nothing, relax." you smiled at him.
"then what is it?"
"i just..." a little blush crept up to your cheeks. you felt a shiver through your whole body, you were so nervous. you took a hold of his jacket as you gave him a little pull so he can reach your height. your right palm rested on his cheek as you leaned in to press your lips against his soft ones, leaving a tender kiss onto his lips.
jake's breath stopped. quite literally he was gone. you just kissed him? on the lips? he wanted to do this for so long but he was so nervous. he didn't find the right time nor the right place. his heart was beating out of his chest, he absolutely had no idea what to do.
the incident started to sink in as you pulled away and the cutest smile spread over his lips, his pearl white teeth in display. jaeyun was stagnant for a bit too long and you wanted to run away cuz no way in hell you just kissed the love of your life for the first time. you knew he liked it but you were too shy to stay there so you took a few steps back to indicate you were leaving.
jaeyun reacted way to quickly to this and pulled you back onto himself by your hand.
"y/n oh my god. do you want me to die?"he breathed out with a little chuckle. you raised a brow at him as you smiled with utter adoration for your boyfriend in your eyes.
"you should've given me a heads up, i need to prepare for that."
"you're being so cheesy right now." you laughed at him, while you hit his arm a little, the blush on your cheeks getting more and more evident.
your laugh. he loved it.
jaeyun couldn't do it anymore. he was melting into a puddle at this moment. he physically couldn't anymore and he threw himself at you, hugging your body like it was a plushie. he felt like a little kid. you hugged him back, running your palm up and down his back to soothe his excitement down.
"yn i love you so much! i love you! i love youuuu!!!"
"oh i love you too, jakey!"
jaeyun pulled away from the hug and despite his will, he told you to leave because it might be dangerous for you to get home if it's gets too late. you walked away with the widest smile, turning your head back once again, only to see your puppy boyfriend, jumping slightly as he waved his hand to you with the most adorable smile.
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fortune-fool02 · 7 months
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End of the Day
Shanks x female reader
Summary: After rescuing Luffy from the pirates that caused trouble at the bar, Shanks seeks out medical aid.
Warnings: Spoilers for One Piece Live Action. Fluff
This is my first attempt at writing for Shanks so please forgive me if it's bad. Also, I have only seen the Live Action One Piece on Netflix so that's what I'm aiming for.
Thank you for taking the time to read this! Please reblog and comment as it really means a lot to me. Thank you very much.
Please enjoy.
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The cluttering sounds behind her soon died down after a little while, soft rumbles of the sea brushing and lightly scraping against the support beams of the wooden docks and the rocks of land around them filled the air. [Name] stood in the same place she had done since Shanks left to find Luffy. The boy was reckless at times but he had a good heart, a good heart that Shanks had hope in.
Worry gnawed away at her chest, chewing relentlessly since the moment Shanks' rowboat disappeared from her line of sight. She was no stranger to the sea nor the dangers that lurked both beneath and on those waters. The sea was something to respect, in her eyes, as it could either offer you great riches and mercy or destroy everything you spent your life creating in one swift motion; leaving nothing to bury at home.
The light tap of her shoes against the wooden dock was muffled by the hissing waves as she paced back and forth, glancing up every couple of seconds as if the boat would appear out of thin air.
"Come on, Shanks. Please both you and Luffy be alright." She softly prayed, her hands tugging at a loose thread in her shirt, trying to find something to help ground herself and not be swept away in the anxious thoughts that whispered.
What if something happened? What if the bastard who took Luffy hurt him? What if there was a rouge wave or creature that took the boat down? What if-
Her thoughts came to a screeching halt as she spotted a speck in the distance. Something lurched inside of her, she grabbed her telescope and peered through it. Her grip shaking lightly but held its focus long enough for her to identify the speck. It was Shanks! He was alright. Relief flooded through her at the sight of his red-hair along with Luffy waving his arms frantically, shouting something incoherent.
Wasting no time, [Name] moved, rushing down the docks further to meet them as they would dock. The closer they got, the more that relief faded, replacing with that bitter concern again. From where she could see, Luffy was trying to row the boat, his movements a little clumsy but determined. Shanks was slumped backwards a bit,
"Help! Get help!" Luffy's voice became more clear the closer he got, stirring the attention of the other members of Shanks' crew. [Name] barely waited for the boat to come to a stop before she was already in it, moving to Shanks' side and looking him over.
"Shanks? Shanks, what happene-?" Her words were cut off at the sight of red on his left arm sleeve. His arm was missing entirely. Luffy clung to the back of her, wrapping his arms around her like she was a mother of sorts. Apologies spilled past his lips, mixed with sobbing.
"Get Shanks inside, now!" She ordered the others, her arm wrapped around Luffy's small, shaking frame in an attempt to comfort him. She would ask what happened later on, she just needed to make sure that both Shanks and Luffy were going to be okay.
The sun was dipping down below the horizon before [Name] was able to see Shanks. He had been patched up and was resting in his quarters on the ship. The man laid on his be, a damp cloth on his forehead to help and the bandages on what was left of his arm stained red. His shirt had been removed away, showing the other collection of scars he held on his body. Each one a brush with Death and yet he still stood.
"Hey, love." His voice pulled her from her thoughts, drawing a soft smile on her lips to hear his voice. Moving over, [Name] set herself on the edge of the bed beside him, her hand immediately seeking his out, interlocking their fingers together and gave a soft squeeze. "How's Luffy?"
"He finally stopped crying and he's fallen asleep, poor boy was distraught." she answered, her voice music to his ears as always. He could see the worry in her eyes with as much clarity as the sun on a cloudless day. He pulled his hand away from hers and reached up to her cheek, gently brushing his thumb along her skin and smiled.
"You okay?" She asked him, gazing down at him with such a loving expression, nuzzling against his touch. He chuckled softly at her question,
"Can't really feel my left arm." Shanks' chuckle grew louder at the look that flashed her face before he leaned backwards into the bed with that same smile she fell for.
"That's not funny, Shanks."
"Then why're you smiling?" He shot back at her, wrapping his arm around her and pulling her down to lay beside him. Her body heat more comforting and soothing than the sun could even come close to, and he savoured it at every opportunity he could. Her hand found place over his heart, feeling it beating in a steady rhythm, focusing on it to reassure herself. Shanks was alive. He was alright.
"[Name], it's just an arm." He whispered softly, using his other arm to pull her closer. He was right. At the end of the day, he was alive.
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theemporium · 1 year
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[REQUESTS OPEN]
[4.7k] remus is dragged out to a rock pub after being influenced by sirius, but maybe the pretty punk girl talking to him makes it worth the sacrifice. even if she makes him unreasonably flustered. (smut)
based off the prompt: “i’ve never wanted anyone to fuck me this badly”
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Remus Lupin was never one to let peer pressure get to him, especially done by the likes of Sirius Black. 
His resolve was always pretty strong and despite his friend’s annoying persistency, he always did a pretty damn good job of telling him to fuck off before he finally caught the hint. It had been the practice over the many years of friendship the boys had shared and would most likely continue into their many years spent together into the future. 
Except for tonight. 
For some reason that was beyond him, he had broken his own tradition and found himself agreeing to whatever nonsense Sirius was rambling on about when he walked into the common room, dramatically sighing and pouting when he mentioned James bailed on him at the last minute for a date with Lily. 
“C’mon, Moony, it’s just one night,” Sirius had pleaded, half lying on the boy’s lap so he could grab the book out of his hands and gain the werewolf’s full attention. “Prongs is off with Evans and Peter has detention with Minnie. Come on! You’re my only hope!” 
“What about Mary?” 
“It’s not her scene.” 
“And Marlene?” 
“She slammed the door in my face before I could even ask.” 
Remus closed his eyes, letting out a sigh that told the boy his resolve was wearing thin. “And you can’t take Lily and James?” 
“I’m not being the fucking third wheel again,” Sirius scoffed, nose scrunched up as memories flashed through his mind. “Not after New Years. I don’t think I’ll ever get my innocence back.” 
Remus snorted. “Like you ever had it in the first place.” 
Sirius waved him off, eyes wide and hopeful as he flashed his friend a grin. “So you’ll come with?” 
“I–” 
“Brilliant, see you at six, Moony!” 
“I didn’t even say yes yet!” Remus called out after him but the boy was already running towards the common room door, not giving the boy a chance to even wiggle his way out of whatever Sirius had been begging him to attend. 
And maybe that was his mistake. He never asked Sirius what this event was, mostly because it was usually easier to not be an accomplice in his crimes—even by knowledge. But that was clearly the regrettable choice when Sirius dragged him away from the school, using the map to guide them through the secret passages until they were beyond the wards before apparating to merlin-knows-where. 
Because of fucking course Sirius Black would drag him to a punk rock grunge bar in a part of London he wasn’t familiar with.
“Pads,” he murmured in a warning voice, hands tucked into the pocket on his jacket as he followed his friend towards the door. 
“Just chill, Moony,” Sirius called out as the sound of music thumped beyond the closed doors. “Who knows, maybe you’ll have fun.” 
“In a muggle bar?” 
Sirius turned to look at him over his shoulder, eyes gleaming with mischief. “Who said it was a muggle bar?”
Remus held back his own wince the second the atmosphere of the bar hit him: the loud music, the throng of dancing bodies, the smell of alcohol and sweat and the taste of tobacco and marijuana thick in the clouded air. 
No wonder the little prick ran out before Remus could interrogate him on where they were going. 
To his credit, Sirius had stuck to his side for a total twenty minutes before the boy disappeared into the crowd of dancing partygoers, drink in one hand and a half-smoked cigarette in the other. Remus could only laugh and shake his head as he watched his friend go. 
He knew there was nothing stopping him from walking out the pub and heading back. Despite his dramatics, Sirius would understand and wouldn’t hold it against him. But he knew the kind of mood his friend was in, and nine times out of ten, Remus would be needed to intervene before Sirius got his ass kicked. 
Might as well sit around until that moment inevitably came. 
He had tucked himself at the back of the pub where the bar was situated, taking a stool at the very end of the bar where he could sip on his drink and observe. He recognised most of the songs considering Sirius had played them in the dorm more times than he could remember, and he couldn’t deny he enjoyed some of them. But it was difficult to fit in when everybody there was in various pieces of leather clothing, chunky boots and more pieces of jewellry than he could ever imagine.
It was a pub full of Sirius Black’s and that thought was concerning enough for him to order another drink soon after.
He was fiddling with a napkin when a body slid between his stool and the one next to him, arms pressed against the sticky counter and the scent of vanilla overbearing his senses from the smell of the pub. It felt almost instinctive to keep his eyes on the napkin, watching the way the paper shredded with each piece he ripped off until he had a small pile lying beside his glass. It felt instinctive to keep his eyes anywhere but on the pair of eyes he could feel burning into his side. 
“You look like you’ve just been dropped here after your shift at the library.”
But something about the voice was magnetic and he couldn’t help himself from turning his head to peek at you through the mess of brown curls on his head and—fuck, it felt like someone had hit him right in the centre of his chest.
Remus had met many attractive people in his life. Pretty ones and handsome ones and gorgeous ones and ones that took your breath. Everyone had a side of beauty in them that could make them shine and stand out in a crowd, but fuck had he ever seen someone like you. 
His mind went completely blank when he looked at you, almost as though his brain was trying to process the fact you existed and were not just a perfect figment of his imagination. Your skin was covered with a thin layer of sweat, your hair was messy and wild from dancing and the makeup around your eyes looked a little more smudged than usual—but it was fucking mesmirising and he couldn’t find it within himself to look away.  
He opened his mouth to say something—anything—to you. Hell, even just to say hello but the boy found himself speechless as he openly gaped at you. 
“It’s cute though,” you reassured him, painted lips curving up in a smirk and it took him a few seconds to tear his eyes away from them. “Hot librarian is really in these days.” 
“I’m not a librarian!” he blurted out, his cheeks instantly heating up when he realised how loud he had him.
But you laughed and the embarrassment swelling in his chest eased up a little at the sound. 
“Of course not, silly,” you said with an amused tone in your voice. “You’re missing the glasses.” 
Remus could only let out a shaky breath, hand clenching around his glass a little too hard that he was honestly surprised it didn’t shatter in his hold but he couldn’t quite find the words to reply just yet. 
“So, how did you find yourself dragged out here?” you asked, seeming to take it upon yourself to continue the conversation even when the bartender dropped your drink in front of you. But you remained in your spot, tucked between the stools as you took a leisurely sip from the bottle you had just ordered. “Got a girlfriend who dragged you out?” 
His eyes widened a little. “No!” 
“No?” you questioned, not even bothering to bite back your smile. “Boyfriend then?” 
“No, no, I–” Remus paused for a moment, clearing his throat as he tried to string together a coherent sentence. “I came with my friend, Sirius. He didn’t have anyone to go with so…I came.”
You raised your brows. “Do I get to know your name or do I have to keep referring to you as Sirius’ cute friend?”
Remus only hoped the lights of the pub didn’t pick up on his burning cheeks, or the way the tips of his ears matched his blush. “I, uh, Remus. My name is Remus.” 
“Well, Remus, it’s a pleasure to meet you,” you said as you introduced yourself, extending your hand to the boy. You watched the way his eyes dropped to your hand, eyeing it carefully and you couldn’t help but laugh a little. “I promise I don’t bite.” 
His eyes widened. “No, I–” 
 “Unless you want me to,” you added and watched in delight the way his lips parted in surprise. 
Remus was different from every other witch and wizard in this establishment. From the tattered jeans and knitted sweater he wore to the worn trainers and dishevelled hair, he stood out like a sore thumb in a place like this. And yet, you loved it. 
You loved it when you spotted him from across the pub. You loved it when you pushed your way through the crowd and made your way to the bar to get closer to him. You loved it when you could see the way his eyes fought to not glance over as you settled beside him. 
You fucking loved how flustered he got around you. It wasn’t the first time you made a man feel that way and you doubt it would be the last, but there was something different—something more satisfying—when it came to Remus.
“I mean, I just—” he gulped a little when you stepped closer to him, his body seeming to have a mind of its own as his legs parted to accommodate you standing between them. “Yeah…” 
“Yeah? You’d like that?” you teased, head tilted to the side as you raised a hand to his face. Your finger traced down the line of his jaw, watching the way it clenched under your touch before he let out a shaky breath. “Maybe I can add to those wicked scars you have.” 
His heart was thundering in his chest. “Wicked?” 
“Wicked hot,” you murmured absentmindedly as you traced along the scars slashed across his face. They weren’t obvious, the pale marks almost invisible against his skin in the pub lighting but you noticed them the second you stepped between his legs. And fuck, you loved the way they looked. 
“T-Thanks,” he stuttered out, hooded eyes focused on how close you were to him. How fucking easy it would be for him to just lean down and—
“Do I make you nervous, Remus?” you asked innocently. 
His eyes snapped back up to meet yours, a small crease forming between his brows. “I–no, why would you think that?”
“You’re really hot and you’re breathing funny,” you told him, though the gleam in your eyes told him this was beyond concern. You knew you made him nervous and he knew you loved. Fuck, he loved it. You were the kind of girl people would tell him to run for the hills if he ever came across you, but he didn’t want to run. He wanted to stay right where he was even if it was his own ruination. 
“Crowds make me nervous,” he blurted out, smart enough to know you were teasing him but not quite brave enough to admit it. It seems like the Gryffindor within him couldn’t compete with the pretty girl standing between his legs.
Your smile made his breath catch in his throat. “Yeah?” 
“Yeah,” he rasped as your hand fell to his chest, feeling his pounding heart beneath your palm before your hand slid down to intertwine with his.
“You wanna go somewhere a little more quiet?” 
And before he could even process the question, the words left his lips.
“Lead the way.” 
His drink was left abandoned on the bar counter as he let you pull him through the crowd of dancing witches and wizards. His eyes never strayed away from you, his attention completely locked on you as you led him down a dimly lit corridor before you reached a fire exit door and quickly pushed it open, leading him outside before the door closed behind you. 
He glanced around, picking up on the small space as the light chill brushed against his heated cheeks. It seemed like it was a back alley, blocked off from the main street. The space was decorated with some old, battered sofas and chairs but there was an odd sense of comradery in the air.
“Are we allowed to be back here?” he asked, taking a few steps deeper into the back alley. 
“Legally? No,” you stated simply, grinning at the way his head swivelled around to meet your gaze. “But that’s why it’s so fun.” 
“You’re confident we won’t get caught?” 
“Also no.” 
Remus huffed out a little laugh. It was almost like you were reading out the marauders motto and he found his chest tightening a little at the idea. 
He watched as you sauntered across the space, falling back onto one of the cracked leather sofas and grinned up at him. You patted the spot next to you, eyebrows raising a little in your offer and he couldn’t find it within himself to deny you. 
Remus settled into the spot next to you, his thigh pressed against your thigh and his shoulder pressed against your shoulder. He could feel his body tensing at the touch, his hands laying on his lap in tight fists as he cleared his throat a little to distract him from the way his stomach twisted in delight at the lack of space between you. 
“Relax, Remus,” you spoke softly, arm stretching out along the back of the sofa as your hand rested on his shoulder.
“You got something to help me relax?” he joked, though it came off a little flat with his shaky voice but you laughed regardless.
“Is that all you need to let me see the real Remus?” you questioned, bottom lip tucked between your teeth. 
His eyes caught the movement, body working on autopilot when his brain went blank with an array of thoughts that made him want to squirm in his seat. “Maybe so.”
“You should’ve told me earlier,” you grinned at him, watching as his eyes went comically wide as you reached into your bra, only to pull out a joint a few seconds later. “Got a light?” 
“Uh, no,” he murmured as he watched you place the joint between your lips. You raised your brows and Remus leaned forwards slightly, whispering a charm under his breath until the end of the joint lit up in a soft orange.
“Guess the nerd aesthetic isn’t for show,” you teased, taking a deep inhale before softly blowing out the smoke. “Good to see you got the looks and the brains, Remus.” 
But the boy could barely reply, just simply content to lay his head back on the back of the sofa and watch you. The way your body was twisted, turned towards him with your legs tucked underneath you. The way your painted lips wrapped around the joint, staining the rolling paper with the colour of your lipstick but it drove him even more mad to see the marks. Even the way your hair fell across your face, a mind of his own as the light breeze softly grazed your skin, goosebumps raised on your arms but you only grinned when he offered to charm a heating spell over you.
He was completely and utterly enamoured about you, and he couldn’t bring himself to even care or bother hiding it.
“You think you can handle a hit, big boy?” you asked, a dangerous look on your face that told Remus you could’ve asked him anything and he would’ve agreed to it. 
He nodded his head, eyes dipping down to your lipstick-stained joint before he lifted his hand to take it from you, but you acted quicker than the werewolf. 
Before he could even process it, you had swung your legs over him and planted yourself on his lap. Your smile widened when you saw the way his cheeks flushed, his hands instantly dropping to your waist and holding onto you, almost like he was scared you were going to jump off his lap. 
“Be a good boy f’me, okay?” you murmured before bringing the joint to your lips, taking a deep inhale and keeping the smoke in your mouth. 
Your eyes never looked away from him as you gripped his chin, watching his lips part just enough for you to lean down and slowly blow the smoke into his mouth. 
The boy beneath you let out a soft groan, your lips brushing against his and his grip on your waist tightening as he pulled you a little closer. 
“Keep it there,” you ordered him softly, nose nudging against his as you watched his face. As you watched the way his eyes started to water slightly and his lips trembled and only then did you whisper again. “Let it out.”
His breaths were a little shaky as he stared up at you, eyes a little hooded and hazy as your hand still gripped his chin. You murmured a soft praise under your breath, thumb fanning over his pouty lips but it wasn’t enough. 
“Please,” he let out, his voice low and guttural and fuck, you couldn’t lie at the way your stomach clenched a little at the sound. 
“Such a gentleman, Remus,” you murmured before you threw the joint somewhere behind you on the ground, both hands grabbing his face before you pressed your lips against his. 
The boy shamelessly moaned against your lips, squeezing your hips as his lips began to move against yours. It was slow and lazy at first, no rush as your tongue teased him before you deepened the kiss. And then the pace started picking up and your hands were running up and down his chest, along his neck and through his hair and Remus felt like he was going to fucking explode. 
The way your fingers tangled in his messy brown hair, tugging his head to the side before your head dipped down to kiss along the expanse of his neck and jaw, nibbling on the skin softly just to hear the way he whimpered into your ear when your teeth bit down on the spot just below his ear. 
But no matter how passionately you kissed him and no matter how much he moaned, his hands never swayed away your hips. They stayed firmly planted at your sides, squeezing whenever you did anything that made his head fucking spin but they never moved. 
He didn’t want to push your boundaries or cross a line you didn’t want. The boy could barely comprehend the super hot witch grinding against his lap and kissing him until he couldn’t breathe, he wasn’t about to ruin it with wandering hands. 
But then you pulled away, lips red and swollen, and gave him a look that made his jeans feel tight around his cock. 
“Do you want to fuck or not?” you asked bluntly, eyes darkened by desire and lust for the werewolf beneath you. 
“I’ve never wanted anyone to fuck me this badly,” he blurted out, cheeks tinted pink by his confession but it was the least of his problem when a smirk split across your face. 
“Then touch me like you mean it,” you said as you slid your hands over his, guiding them along your sides and up your stomach until both hands rested over your tits. “Get it?” 
“Got it,” he confirmed with a nod of his head, hooded eyes stuck on your chest as he gave your tits an experimental squeeze. 
“C’mon, Remus,” you murmured as you leaned down to kiss along his jaw and towards his ear, lips brushing against him as your warm breath fanned over his skin. “Show me your wild side.”
Remus couldn’t get enough of you from that point on. Maybe it was the liquid courage. Maybe it was the weed that finally relaxed him. Or maybe it was that Gryffindor courage that finally made him get his head out of his ass and take what he wanted. 
Because he wanted you. Fuck, he wanted you badly. He wanted you the second he first laid his eyes on you and now here you were, sitting on his lap and practically ordering him to touch you, and he honestly thought he was seconds away from waking up from the best dream in his life but this was real. 
You were real. 
And Merlin, did Remus want to bask in every fucking moment of attention you gave him.
“Fuck,” you whispered between kisses, your fingers tugging the fabric of his knitted sweater over his head. “You taste like chocolate.” 
He lifted his hands, letting you chuck the sweater to the side before his hands were all over you again. The way he wrapped his arms around you, tugging you closer to him as your head dipped down to press kisses along his scars. The way his hands grabbed your ass, groaning at the way your jeans fitted you because it was just another thing added to your list of many perfections. 
“Are you particularly attached to this top?” he asked breathlessly, fingers digging into your thighs as he impatiently tugged on the denim fabric. 
Your hands moved to the button of your jeans, your belt already long gone and your jeans soon following. “Not really—” 
You hadn’t even finished talking before the sound of fabric ripping echoed against the brick walls of the back alley, your top now in shred and abandoned to the side before Remus’ face was nuzzled between your tits, his hands groping any inch of skin his lips couldn’t kiss. 
“Fucking knew it,” you moaned as your head fell back, nails digging into his shoulders as he began to leave pretty purple marks along the swells of your tits. “Wild side.” 
“Just wanna make you feel good,” he muttered as a pathetic defence, but defending his honour was the last thing on his mind when he could feel the fabric of your soaked panties pressed against the bulge of his jeans. 
Remus whined when you pulled away, even if it was for a short few moments to shed the remainder of the pieces of clothing keeping you away from each other. But then you were grabbing his face once again, fingers pressing into his cheeks as he stared up at you with wide eyes. 
“You gonna let me fuck you, baby?” 
He nodded. 
“You gonna make me feel good?” 
He nodded again. 
“Good,” you murmured before kissing him senseless, letting your moans be muffled by his lips against yours as you reached down to stroke his cock. He whined and bucked against your touch, letting out a pathetic whimper when you squeezed his tip before you slowly sunk down on him, eyes falling shut and curse words leaving your parted lips. 
“Shit,” he hissed, squeezing your hips as he watched himself disappear inside you. “You feel…so fucking good, sweetheart.” 
“Fuck, Remus,” you breathed out, nails digging into his shoulders but he couldn’t even bring himself to care about the sting of pain. Not when you were squeezing around his cock, making the werewolf whine in response. “That’s it, baby, let me hear it.”
The idea of silencing charms and spells were the last thing on either of your minds. It wouldn’t take long to do, maybe less than thirty seconds. But you would be lying if he didn’t fucking love the idea that anybody could walk through that fire door and catch you both. That anybody could come out here and see the flustered, needy boy beneath you. That anybody could see the way he begged for your touch, your kisses, your filthy words whispered in his ear.
“Remus,” you moaned, your words seeming to get choked up in your throat as you bounced up and down on his cock, as you listened to the way he whined about how good you felt. “Fuck, that’s it, baby, just like that.” 
He could feel the way you were clenching around him. He could see the way your eyes were fluttering shut, breathless remarks made as you tried to catch your breath but he knew you were struggling. Your legs starting to shake and your nails digging further into skin and you were close, so fucking close but you just—” 
“Shit!”
You could barely comprehend the wizard below you as he lifted you, his hips bucking up into you at a relentless speed that made it difficult to fight the orgasm washing over you. You whined as he kept going, kept fucking you as stars started to dance in your vision and your muscles tensed but he never stopped. Never stopped fucking you until you were whining his name. 
Your hands laid on his chest, your own lungs heaving for air as you rolled your hips against his, biting back the whimpers of pleasure that wanted to escape. “You didn’t—”
“Wanted to make you feel good,” he whispered as he kissed you, soft and chaste kisses that were pressed along your neck and chest as he continued to speak. “Wanna see you come again. You look so pretty when you come.” 
“Fuck,” you murmured as his hands on your hips started to move you on his cock again. “Remus, I can’t—”
“Shhh, relax,” he whispered between kisses. “Let me make you feel so fucking good, sweetheart.” 
And you didn’t have it within you to argue when he shifted you with unreasonably ease, picking you up like you weighed nothing until your back was pressed against the tattered leather sofa and he was crawling above you, kissing up your stomach and between your tits before he met your lips once again. 
Your legs wrapped around his waist like instinct, ankles locked behind his back as he slowly guided his cock back inside you with a guttural groan, his face nuzzled into the crook of your neck as he slowly began to thrust. 
“Right there, baby, right there,” the words left your lips in breathless praises, seeming to spur the boy on as he gripped your hips, his tempo speeding up shit. “Shit, yes!” 
“Fuck,” Remus whined, his cock hard and desperate for release. He didn’t know how much longer he could last inside you, last with your nails raking down his back and face scrunched up as your second orgasm was so close. He couldn’t help himself as a hand disappeared between your bodies, pressing his thumb against your swollen clit and watching as your lips parted in a silent scream as you came, him following you seconds after. 
It took you a few minutes to ground yourself. To catch your breath and open your eyes, taking in your surroundings before you glanced down at the boy laying on your chest, his arms wrapped around you and soft kisses pressed on your skin that made your heart swell. 
“Did you really throw your joint on the floor?” 
The question caught you off guard before you laughed, your fingers running through his hair before he lifted his head up to look at you. “Want another hit?” 
“No, I just—” Remus flashed you a sheepish smile. “I felt bad, don’t want you to waste it.” 
“You’re quite adorable, aren’t you?” you commented casually, and despite the fact this boy had just given you two of the best orgasms of your life, he still had the audacity to blush at the simple compliment. 
“Thank you,” he murmured before pausing. “I think.”
“It was a compliment, Remus,” you hummed as you pushed some of his hair away from his face, eyes scanning the small details you hadn’t noticed before. The small scars you couldn’t see unless you were up close, or the freckles sprinkled along the bridge of his nose or apples of his cheeks. “More people oughta tell you how pretty you are.” 
He let out a slightly nervous laugh. “I don’t think anyone has ever called me pretty before.” 
“Tragic,” you muttered before smiling at him. “I guess I gotta change that.” 
His mood seemed to perk up a little. “You mean like…you’d wanna do this again?” 
“You don’t?” you teased.
“No, I do!” he blurted out before clearing his throat. “I-I would love to see you again.” 
“Good, because I wanna see how many other pretty ways I can make you blush, baby.”
And fuck, there were many ways a girl as pretty as you could make Remus Lupin blush.
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Day 15: Begging - Bucky
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Kinktober Day 15: Begging - Bucky x f!reader
Tags: 18+ readers only, smut, shy!reader, teasing, anxiety, handcuffs, vibrator, masturbation, begging, desperate bucky, creampie, nicknames, no use of y/n
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You had never felt determination like it, you weren’t just the sweet-looking girl that they all thought you were, you could do this, you could get Bucky to beg.
It all began after speaking with Natasha, the topic of which had your body flushed in embarrassment. The assassin was describing in detail her latest sexual adventure and you were too much of a prude to ever do what you were doing which only in turn caused the Avenger to tease you.
“I knew you would just lie back and take it”.
“I’m dont” you muttered, already feeling defensive.
Natasha leaned forward across the table, looking at you with a keen eye, “Oh yeah? So what..do you like to take control then? In fact let me ask you this, has Bucky ever begged? Ever held him down and taken control?”
Your silence was answer enough for Natasha as she smirked, throwing her hands up in the air, “see I knew it.”
Natasha taunts ran through your thoughts all day causing you to fall back into old habits, biting on your nails and bottom lip, zoning out for who-knows how long in the kitchen whilst trying to wash up that you hadn’t even noticed your boyfriend's return.
One warm and one cold hand circled your waist, the temperature fell through your thin vest as a brief kiss was placed on your cheek. It was instantaneously that all your worries seemed to disappear, becoming lost in idle conversation, having dinner together and his sweet soft touches that distracted you enough to forget.
This was until the two of you were tucked up in bed, his body hovering effortlessly over yours, full lips moving steadily against your own until his tongue slipped between causing you to gasp, wanting, needing more of him.
Then the thoughts returned, here you were, already prepared to lay back and have Bucky ravish you like he did every single day, you wanted to be more, you wanted to show him you could be just as dominant and in control of the situation.
So without another moment to overthink it, your legs wrapped around his slim waist, gripping tightly and with all of the force you could muster, you spun your bodies with surprising ease as Bucky was suddenly on his back with you now hovering above. He clearly hadn’t expected this, that's how you managed to move him onto his back, his face alight with surprise.
Sitting on his stomach you tried to ignore the butterfly sensation in your stomach as his hands wandered up your thighs and before you lost any more of your confidence you moved to interlock your fingers with his, smiling down innocently at him.
“I’m going to make you beg, Mister Barnes”.
Bucky didn’t seem to take on your words, just biting his bottom lip as his eyes danced across your still clothes body, “Oh I'm sure you will, Doll”.
From this reaction, you knew he wasn’t convinced so you huffed and rolled your eyes.
“You’ll see Bucky, I will,” he noticed the uncertain wobble in your voice and only smirked up at you, knowing he always had control over all situations in the bedroom.
Taking a deep breath, you brought your joined hands up the bed, holding them by the bars, looking deep into his stunning blue eyes, “keep them there”. Without waiting for his reaction, you leaned across the bed and pulled out two objects, one of which was a set of handcuffs that you’d stolen from his bag.
Bucky watched with a laid back expression as you handcuffed both of his wrists to the bars on the headboard. “You know I could easily snap out of these right?”
“Please don’t” you responded, already forgetting about the dominant persona you were trying to portray, noting that his eyes had softened.
“I will, seeing as you asked so politely, Doll”.
You bite the inside of your cheek, looking straight ahead at the blank wall trying not to show the embarrassment that hides within, you could do this, make him beg!
Setting your plan into action, you began by reaching for the hem of your shirt and lifting it up and over your head, displaying your now bare chest, seeing the way Bucky’s eyes dropped to your breasts, watching the nipples perk from the cool air.
The next step was the one that had your hands slightly shaking as you shimmied out of your shorts, leaving you bare on his stomach, Bucky's eyes now going frantic with where to look over your body.
Finally, you grasped the other object that had been found on the bedside table, a small bullet vibrator, one that you kept for when Bucky went on missions. Leaning on his hard abs, you kept a close eye on him, beginning by rubbing your bare wet cunt on him, making sure he could feel and see how aroused you were, noting the way his breathing hitched.
Then as you revealed the vibrator, turning it on and laying it against his stomach, his eyes darkened, a small groan leaving both of you as you ground against him and the vibrator, feeling the contrast between his warm, chiselled abs and the cool shiver of the metal.
Your hips move slowly at first, warming yourself up to the sensations, letting your body awaken with each shift of your hips back and forth, not once looking away from Bucky who was already shifting around, hands clenching in the handcuffs.
Bucky didn’t even seem to be blinking as his eyes moved from your pussy, up your body, noticing every breath, shiver and moan you produced, up past your breasts to your face, wishing he could kiss every inch of you before dropping his eyes back to your pussy.
It was an endless cycle, one that only drove you on, moving faster, turning the vibrator up.
“Bucky” you moaned, feeling the cord tighten in your cunt, moving faster, feeling your juices coating his stomach, thighs aching from the movements but not caring you were so close.
“I’m cuming” you rushed out, eyes closing, head tipping back and finally the relief pulsed through you causing you to jolt but ride out the waves.
As you turned off the vibrator and placed it back into the draw, you were about to move your fingers down to tease yourself more when Bucky made a small grunting noise that almost sounded like desperation.
“You ok there mister Barnes?”
He doesn't answer, looking almost like he was losing control as he bared his teeth, contemplating his next words before deflating. “P-please” his voice was hardly even audible.
You paused, blinking down at him, “what?”
“Please” you can’t believe what you were hearing, expecting it to be a few more orgasms and teasing before he even remotely became close to losing control.
“Please what Bucky?” this caused him to growl in frustration.
“Please let me fuck you”. You begin to open your mouth, intending to taunt him more when he interrupts, “I’m not going to ask again.”
“Ok”.
Bucky was snapping out of his handcuffs before you could even blink, finding yourself flat on your back once more. “I want to taste you so fucking bad right now,” he swipes a finger across his wet abdomen, moaning as he sucked it dry, tasting your arousal. “It’s going to have to wait I need to fuck you so bad right”.
He rushes to undo his jeans which were the only article of clothing left on his body. You couldn’t help but giggle at his rush, having never seen his fingers not look steady before, can’t quite believe the mess you’d turned him into.
Your laughter was cut off as he finally freed his cock, not even bothering to take off his jeans fully before lifting your legs up and over his shoulders, exposing your cunt further to him. Bucky swiped his cock up and down your folds for only a moment, coating his cock in your moistness before pushing into your eagerly awaiting hole.
You both moaned loudly, Bucky almost sighing in relief as he bottomed out, holding your thighs tightly as he only gave a second to adjust before fucking you hard.
Every thrust was powerful and deep, stroking against all the perfectly sensitive spots within, his hips slapping against your own, the bed shaking with his efforts as you gripped tightly to the pillow beneath your head, screaming out his name repeatedly.
It felt so good to have him acting so frantically, chasing that high he desperately needed but also bringing you closer and closer to your own orgasm, needing to hear you and feel you reach your peak and you knew it would be soon.
“Fuck I can feel your tight cunt clenching around me, Doll, cum for me” you reached forward, gripping his hands that still tightly held onto your legs keeping them in position, toes curling as the intense orgasm rippled through you.
It didn’t take long for Bucky to join you, his body shaking as he groaned deeply, his cum filling you up and then he all but collapsed next to you on the bed, hand resting on your stomach.  Your own hand raised to caress his cheekbone, smiling like an idiot at him as he mumbled, “you can make me beg any day Doll”.
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03 - More Questions than Answers
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Her hair seems longer spread around her pillow like this.
Wriothesley mused, his thumb and index finger playing with her locks. After (y/n)'s panic attack, he was told that it's better to sit somewhere she can see him, and to have the lights on. The next time she wakes up, he would be able to ground and reassure her that she's no longer in danger.
His eyes watched the curve of her nose, and the lashes that twitched ever so slightly as she slowly regained consciousness. He stroked comforting circles along the baby hair that grows close to her forehead.
His heart seemed to skip a beat when he saw her eyes slowly open, blinking a few times before her eyes focused on him. She has such beautiful eyes, he mused to himself, but then felt a pang of hurt when she involuntarily flinched from him.
"Good morning, (y/n)."
"Wrio-" (y/n) coughed
Wriothesley grabbed the glass of water on the bedside and helped her drink.
After he laid her back down, (y/n) was dazedly blinking at him, as if she couldn't believe her eyes.
"A-am I dead?" (y/n) started, looking down at her body which was tucked underneath the blanket, a hand that wasn't held down by the IV went to touch her face, 
"Is this.. real?"
He took her hand in his and placed a gentle kiss on the back of it. "You're alive (y/n), and this is real. You're safe with me now, no one's gonna hurt you anymore, not on my watch."
(y/n) nodded, as if still processing his words.
Wriothesley wanted so badly to gather her in his arms and kiss her on her lips. She was all bandaged up, and her hair stuck up on some areas due to the pillow, but in his eyes she had never looked more pretty. He cleared her throat. The nurses would be against such actions, for fear that too much physical contact would trigger another panic attack.
"I should get the nurse, tell her you're awake." He stood up, lightly squeezing her hand. She only nodded, still eyeing him as if he would suddenly disappear into thin air.
Soon enough, the nurse came in. It was a middle aged woman with grey hair. She smiled at (y/n), "good afternoon, my name is Komaki, can you tell me your name?"
A pause.
1102.
"I'm... (y/n)"
Nurse Komaki smiled hearing her response, her eyes glued on her charts, "how old are you?"
"I... I'm not sure."
"Where are you right now?"
(y/n) paused and looked around. She could clearly see her room now that the lights are on. While it was clearly a hospital, it was not the same one as... wherever it was with doctor Arderne. She shivered.
"I-in a hospital?"
"Which city?"
(y/n)'s eyes locked with Wriothesley's, who had been silently watching from the doorway. He gave her an encouraging smile.
"Fontaine I think."
Nurse Komaki smiled, "very good!"
Turning to Wriothesley, she nodded to him. "I'll keep checking her memory, and I'll need to do a physical examination of her vitals and wounds. If you don't mind, sir?" She tugged at the privacy curtains around her bed. Wriothesley got the message.
"I'll go uh... walk around." He nodded at nurse Komaki, and promptly left.
(y/n) is awake at last. A new wave of nervousness swept over him. He was almost afraid of the results of her checks. What if she lost her memories? Her feelings for him and his for her? What if she had no recollection of the time they spent together? Chlorinde and Aether still couldn't find her vision aside from the metal bit, so what if...
He pushed the thoughts out of his head. In any case, he has some important matters to attend to.
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Wriothesley rolled his shoulders, feeling a bit sore from sleeping on the couch for multiple nights in a row. He stayed there despite the urges from everyone, telling him to go home and sleep in his bed, only leaving occasionally to help with the investigation and get a quick shower. He didn’t mind the hospital meals. As long as it nourished him, he didn't care what food was served. The tea, however, was terrible, and he started to miss his office in the Fortress of Meropide.
Walking briskly, he found himself standing before Monsieur Neuvilette’s office doors, which he promptly pushed open. Neuvilette, who was seated behind his desk, nodded towards him in greeting, along with Navia, who Neuvilette hired to help in the investigation.
“So you had updates?” Wriothesley skipped the pleasantries, noticing the two’s somber expressions. He sat on the unoccupied chair beside Navia.
“Yes.” Navia handed him a file.
“We went back to the building where (y/n) was kept. As we all guessed, it was a facility used for human experimentation, under Dr Arderne.”
Wriothesley winced at the name. How could he not notice anything about the man? Arderne has been under his nose all this time in Meropide, that is… until he escaped and took (y/n) with him. But even so, he was a great Doctor while he served his sentence in Meropide, he was in his best behaviour that Wriothesley overlooked him.
Neuvilette leaned forward, “We also found some tapes and files on the things they do there. They have files for everyone, including (y/n).”
This made Wriothesley frown. “What was in it?”
Neuvilette and Navia shared a knowing look with each other, before turning to Wriothesley with sympathetic looks. Neuvilette gestured at the file handed to Wriothesley, “Hers was not complete, some data were taken by the accused party. But in general, they did… a lot of experimentation on her. Something no one should have to endure.”
Wriothesley opened the file and flipped through the papers, the voice of Neuvilette and Navia sinking to the background as he read through the pages.
Subject 1102.
Log 01
Subject 1102 is aggressive, and would not stop fighting the doctors. Despite the restraints used, Subject 1102 refused to take any treatment from the facility. She will be subject to two weeks in the padded room with one meal per two days to treat her aggression.
Treat. He knew it was another word for “to break her spirit”. Wriothesley gritted his teeth and continued.
Log 09
Subject 1102 was severely weakened after the padded room, but still refused to cooperate. Dr Arderne now personally handles her. He reports that for a higher chance of success on vision tests, the subject has to be physically weakened-
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Returning to the hospital  his head swam with the new information. Navia said she will continue to investigate  but they would also need information from (y/n) and the doctors.
Damn the missing files.
He swore to himself that he would get to the bottom of this, hopefully without the need to ask (y/n) herself.
First he spoke with Nurse Komaki, who told him (y/n) didn't seem to have any brain damage, at least not on her memories. She thought this was weird considering how (y/n)'s vision was missing, normally people with their visions taken would lose their memories, their sense of self, and their drive to achieve what they wished for in the first place.
Other than that, her physical wounds were healing nicely. The melusine healers had done a great job at helping her recover.
He thanked Komaki, and proceeded to walk towards her room. Where he knew his fiancé was probably, hopefully, awaiting his return.
(y/n) wanted to go home. She never liked hospitals, and after what… happened, she felt herself hate it even more. She felt constantly on edge, especially after Nurse Komaki left to check on her other patients. The nurse did not say anything to her about her results, but the puzzled look on her face says a lot. Something is not quite right. Wriothesley was not back yet, but she knew he will return, right? She could trust him. If he said that she’s safe, and that this wasn’t a dream, then she should be okay, right? The walls felt like it was closing in on her.
It’s okay, youre safe now, breathe (y/n), breathe.
Despite her efforts, she felt panic rising. The feeling of the sheets against her skin felt too much. The ticking of the clock too loud. Why are the walls so white? Everything looked too bright. Pain. Pain. Pain. No more please- she couldn't let her thoughts drift back there-
The door opened, and Wriothesley’s figure appeared promptly.
(y/n) was not sure what expression she was making, but Wriothesley’s smile morphed into concern.
“(y/n), are you okay?”
“I- I’m safe, right? You trust this hospital?”
Wriothesley was instantly by her side, “May I touch you (y/n)?”
(y/n) hesitantly reached out and pulled his sleeve closer to her. Taking this as a sign, he brought her closer for a hug.
“You’re safe now, (y/n), your room is watched over by Navia’s men, remember? Spina di Rosula. They are very capable, and they will not leave their post unless told otherwise.”
“They’re not going to get me again right?”
Wriothesley kissed the top of her head. “Never. I’ll make sure you stay by my side, sweetheart.”
(y/n) froze. Sweetheart.
Deep breaths. You’re safe, it’s just Wriothesley, it’s not-
“Rise and shine, sweetheart” a kick to her ribs, “you’ve stayed in this boring old padded room long enough, don’t you think? Ready to cooperate with me now?”
“...Go to hell, Arderne.”
“Looks like you still have some fight left in you huh?” Arderne bent down and grabbed a fistful of her hair, "maybe some electro-slime therapy would work better-"
"GET AWAY FROM ME!" (y/n) screamed, her leg connected with Wriothesey's stomach, making him stumble backward, wincing. Hearing the outburst, the two men stationed outside burst into the room. Wriothesley signalled to them that there is no danger  and the two went back outside. He made a mental note to thank Navia again later.
"(y/n)," he groaned, slowly making his way back to her, "it's not real, you're safe."
He watched her helplessly as she continued to hyperventilate, her eyes glued on to jim but ay the same time, seeing nothing. She' having another flashback, but why? Was it something he said?
"Sweetheart-"
Tears rolled down her cheeks as she curled further into a ball, shivering.
"I- Please no more. I can't-"
It finally clicked. So they had been calling her sweetheart there huh… Wriothesley felt anger bubble up. It was how he always called her, a term of endearment. How dare they taint that.
He took another step closer, "(y/n) please come back to me. It's Wriothesley. You're in Fontaine's hospital, guarded by the Spina di Rosula. You're safe here with me."
Blue eyes met hers, and he noticed how her eyes seemed to slowly focus back on him. He took that as a good sign.
"Yeah, no one will hurt you anymore. I promise."
A few seconds of silence.
"...Wriothesley?"
"Yes darling, it's me."
"I'm… what?"
"You had a panic attack (y/n), you were screaming," Wriothesley took another step. "May I come closer? Please?"
(y/n) silently opened her arms for a hug  and Wriothesley took the invitation as a yes. "I'm sorry Wrio, I don't know what happened." she mumbled against his chest.
"Sshh don't be," he kissed her forehead, "it' not your fault okay? Your brain is just having some horrible flashbacks."
A few moments of silence fell over the two, with Wriothesley rubbing comforting circles on her shoulder.
(y/n) hesitated. "can you… stay with me for the night? Like this?"
"Of course, anything for you, love." Wriothesley shifted them both so that they both could fit comfortably in the small hospital bed. Rules be damned. He wanted to make sure (y/n) feels safe through the night.
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A long one this chapter, it was one of those moments where I start writing with a plan A in mind but the characters decided plan B. For now it's just everyone being confused, but there will be more answers in the next chapter!
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Love is a drug|| JJK|| 7
Pairing: Yandere CEO Jungkook × Female Reader
Genre: Yandere Themes, a bit fluff, angst, betrayal.
Warning: Yandere jjk, use of drugs, stalking, the characters are all fictional.
Summary: After knowing Jungkook's intentions YN was horrified trying to get out of his life as soon as possible. But Jungkook's there, he'll always be there.
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CHAPTER 7
Tears streaming down her face as yn remembers what she heard before. You trusted him, maybe you didn't at the start but you still wanted to give this relationship a try. You loved him. You loved Jungkook.
"I regret meeting her" that's what the love of her life Jeon Jungkook said to his side chick or whoever she was. Sarah didn't mean anything to you. You thought that Sarah must have gone after Jungkook for his wealth.
It was still not bad until it got worst. You couldn't believe her own ears but bitter pills are hard to swallow.
You could feel goosebumps on your skin arise as soon as she heard him confess
"I could even kill her for you baby!!"
Was Sarah that beautiful , was she that enticing to him that he was ready to murder you, to get her. Why did he even proposed you, acted like a Loverboy following and pestering you to get him to say yes.
You were confused and scared at the same time but all you knew was to get away from him as soon as possible. But could you really get away from this situation?.
Yn's phone rang, waking her up from her thoughts. She picked it up, hearing Sana's as usual cheerful voice.
"Are you coming for the component?" Sana asked.
YN remembered that there is a blood camp held in a far village, and she didn't want to go there because she couldn't celebrate her birthday with jungkook. She sighed as she remembers the earlier incident. She should go for the blood camp for reason.
1. She needs fresh air after the betrayal
2. Jungkook might kill her while she stays here.
"Can I go to the blood camp instead?" Yn asks nervously. There's a rule that if you won't go for camp you should do component, and they make a list beforehand. Hence, changing it in last moment is slightly difficult.
"But why? You don't want to celebrate your birthday here. In Seoul city." Sana was now worried but you reassured her that it's nothing.
This was wierd. You always shared your feelings with your best friends. And here you are now. Lying to them. You wondered how a simple man can change you so much. But Jungkook was anything but simple. He was a devil with a innocent face. At the end of the day he was a rich brat who can play with every other woman.
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You were now sitting in a bus with your colleagues. Nayeon and Sana were going to do component in hospital. Nayeon didn't ask you any questions and simply obliged you. That made you worry, it felt like she was aware what's going in your mind but still unaware.
You sighed as you leaned against the window. You need to end it now. End your relationship with jungkook, end your suffering, your miseries as well as your chances of getting killed.
You wrote a break up message to your ex boyfriend, the network was slow. You hoped he would get the message and leave your life for better.
Jungkook woke up with a migraine headache, it looked like he just woke up from comma after years. That's how fucked up he looked in his mirror. Jungkook couldn't get his thoughts straight, it looked as if his memories of yesterday just disappeared into thin air. Jungkook thought it was enough, now he had to get his shit together and know what's going on with his life. He knew only one person could help him with that. His family doctor as well as his big brother.
"Jin hyung, help me please."
"Jungkook, do you remember what kind meals you have everyday, any idea?" Dr. Jin asked the question with confusion written on his face. He knew that it was drugs but he refused to believe that Jungkook will ever take drugs in his consciousness. Jungkook was a brat for sure but he wasn't a bad guy.
" I don't fucking know hyung!! It's like I'm in my own world nowadays and when I come back from that world all I get is my worsening health"
Jungkook let out all his frustration.
" Jungkook, you're being drugged by someone. And it's in the form of food. If they drug you one more time, you might be paralysed."
Realisation dawned upon jin as well as Jungkook at how serious this matter is.
Jin removed his gloves as he glared at Jungkook. " As I remember you're not a kid but a ceo Jungkook, who could have possibly fooled you"
It was taunt as well as hint for him.
He will fucking kill Sarah. Torture her to death. She didn't just drugged and manipulated him but used yn, his yn as a pawn to get into his bed.
But that was not his first priority, his first priority was you, only you. Jungkook remembered the fight, he remembered how upset you were when you walked out of his house. He could feel you now because he would have reacted the same if he saw you with any other man. Jungkook was determined now to make it up with you.
Jungkook had a nervousness building up in his guts as he drove to your apartment. He brought your favourite flowers as well as your favourite dessert. He knew that's bare minimum, but he wanted to make it up. Slowly. Baby steps. You always loved that, slow and sensual romance. Maybe that's why you were horrified when Jungkook bought you buggati while he was still courting. He chuckled as he remembered how you called your bestfriends saying he was some kind of maniac, while he was just standing there with confused face.
Your apartment was locked. You were not there. Jungkook was such an fool, ofcourse you must be in hospital. He turned around walking towards his car. Suddenly his phone pinged, he saw the sender's name. It was you, Jungkook opened your message eagerly but froze once he read it.
You told him that you wanted to break up and wished nothing but his happy life. Jungkook swore he felt his heart crack. It looked as if the ground had slipped from his feet. You must be kidding. This must be a dream more like a nightmare. Jungkook calmed himself before making a call to you, he can't lose you just like that.
You blocked him, was this seriously happening now. When he recently got his life together, he was losing you. Jungkook demeanour suddenly changed, his face lost all the emotions. No , he can't lose you. You were his, he was yours. An small hurdle like Sarah can't seperate you. Name of that bitch left a bitter feeling in his mouth.
On the very moment his phone ringed, it was Sarah. His priority was you, will always be you but he needed to show you that no one can ever replace you.
Jungkook smirked as he picked up the call. Sarah started the game but he will end it with pure malice.
"Hello!!! Jungkook, can we meet?"
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YN came back from her camp, her colleagues celebrated her birthday. And yn felt loved and cared after a very long time. The village environment boosted her positive energy. You always loved blood camps that's the reason you this career to begin with.
You searched for keys as you reached your apartment but halted your steps. You couldn't believe she was here, how did she find your apartment moreover why the hell was she even here to begin with.
You were stuck to floor confused and baffled by the women standing infront of you. You bowed to her, there she was standing with a bodyguard behind her in all her glory. Mrs. Jeon. Jeon Jungkook's mother.
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marvelsmylife · 2 months
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Running from Your Problems Part 4
Pairing: Azriel x reader, Bucky Barnes x reader
Plot: news of your disappearance spreads across all of Prythian and the news brings a secret to life.
a/n I know i just posted part three a few hours ago but I couldn’t keep you guys waiting. Things get HEATED in this chapter.
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It took a week for Rhysand to hear back from the other highlords about your disappearance. Unfortunately, they informed him that you were not on their lands either. That caused Rhysand to stress about how he was going to break the news to Azriel that you couldn’t be found.
After talking it over with Feyre, Rhysand decided to sit Azriel in private to break the news: “What do you mean she’s not in any other court” Azriel shot up from his seat: “One of those high lords is lying!”
“Careful how you speak to me Azriel, you may be my brother, but I’m still your high lord,” Rhysand warned: “The other high lords have already said y/n has not been seen in any of their courts.”
“Then request a meeting with the other high lords. One of them is lying; y/n couldn’t have vanished into thin air. I want my mate back !” Azriel demanded.
Knowing how stubborn Azriel was, Rhysand granted his request and sent a request to the other high lords to have a sit down with them. He omitted that you were Azriel’s mate; he informed them that you were a vital member of his court, and he feared you were taken as revenge.
The other high lords reluctantly agreed to meet and met up two weeks later. 
Azriel anxiously waited as the other high lords entered the room with their entourage.
Everyone was quietly talking amongst themselves as they waited for Tamlin to arrive when suddenly Tamlin stormed through the door: “Where is my daughter” Tamlin demanded; puzzled looks appeared on everyone’s faces: “Y/n, where is she !”
There were gasps at Tamlin’s revelation: “Y/n is your daughter !” Feyre gasped at the news: “Why didn’t she tell us you were her father.”
Azriel tensed at the revelation because he didn’t know you were Tamlin’s daughter either. “Because she wanted nothing to do with me,” Tamlin replied: “I left her and her mother when she was an infant. She came to me when she was older, when her mother died, and said she wanted to have a relationship with me, but she looked so much like her mother that I told her to leave and never step into my court again. To this day, I still regret what I said to her and wish we’d mend our relationship.”
While everyone at the meeting tried to process this new information, Rhysand and Cassian quickly held onto Azriel when they noticed the shadow singer had gotten angry at Tamlin's story. “How could you abandon your child, my mate just like that?” Azriel growled; his shadows were going wild as their master grew angrier by the second: “She was an innocent child.”
“You’re y/n’s mate?” Tamlin glared at Azriel: “I knew her mate was in the night court, but I didn’t know it was you. Oh, I feel even more sorry for my daughter, having to be stuck with someone like you as her mate. She deserves better than you.”
Azriel had no idea why, but Tamlin's words got to him, and he tried even harder to get out of his brother's grasp. “Can we please get back to the situation that brought us here today” Beron inserted himself into the discussion: “I had every intention of refusing to help one insignificant female, but seeing as she's the daughter of a high lord, you can count on the autumn courts army to help find y/n.”
It took everything in Azriel not to lunge and strangle the high lord for speaking about you in that manner. Do not let him get to you. He just agreed to help. Azriel heard Rhysand’s voice in his head.
The rest of the courts also agreed to help in any way they could. They started discussing a strategy to track you down and find you when Eris decided to give his two cents: “Have any of you thought that maybe y/n wanted to get away from her mate?” Azriel growled at Eris' suggestion: “I’m just saying, if she is nowhere to be found, maybe she made a deal with a witch or something to get as far away from her mate as possible. I would. If I was in her position.”
“Eris is right; why didn’t we think of that before,” Feyre added before turning towards Azriel: “Not her wanting to get away from you, but that maybe she crossed paths with a witch, and they did something to her, sent her somewhere else.”
“Why don’t we contact all of the witches that reside in our respected courts and see if they know anything?” Thesan suggests, and the other high lords agree.
The meeting ended shortly after the suggestion, but the night court stayed in the same spot. They were trying to list every witch in the night court when Tamlin walked up to them: “You better hope my daughter is still alive, or I will stop at nothing to destroy everything you love and cherish,” Tamlin threatened before he exited the room.
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sleekervae · 5 months
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New York Romantic .3
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pairing: Tom Blyth x ballerina!oc
summary: hotdogs in central park
word count: 3441
taglist: @watercolorskyy @carolanns-world @alana4610
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October was always an exciting period in New York. The brownstones were decorated top to bottom in thick spiderwebs, glowing skeletons and some of the most incredibly carved jack-o-lanterns one could find. The air had picked up a distinctive chill and many people's denim jackets and summer shorts had been traded for thicker-lined coats and scarves.
And of course with the turning of the seasons came midterms, written essays and memorized monologues that had to hit emotion, rhythm, believability, and of course, a time limit. While Tom had spent his evenings memorizing his lines, Noelle was busy practicing her combinations. She wouldn't come home until seven or eight at night as opposed to her usual four-thirty. Dragging herself through the hallway, bleary-eyed and exhausted, she could discern the sound of preaching through the paper-thin walls. Tom's voice stood out distinctly, booming and self-assured, a stark contrast to his usual timid and bashful demeanour.
Because midterms never held back, Tom was curious when one of his professors instructed them to come in loose-fitting, easy-to-move-in clothing. Their next lesson was on movement, and they were to have the honour of having some training from the second year ballerinas.
Tom picked out a simple t-shirt and some baggy, grey joggers, he felt more like he was on his way to the gym than he was school. He found Sunny was already up, munching on a bowl of frosted flakes while he watched some YouTube videos on his phone. He looked up curiously when Tom walked in, noting his baggy attire.
Tom threw his hands out at his sides, giving a listless shrug, "How do I look?" he asked.
Sunny shrugged back, "Like you should be asking for pennies on the street corner," he replied.
Tom glowered at him, "Are you serious?"
"Well, you don't look professional!" Sunny replied honestly, "Unless that's the assignment, today?"
He shook his head, "We're learning about movement with the ballerinas,"
Sunny stifled a laugh, "You're gonna learn ballet dance?"
"Not ballet, just movement. Posture and stuff,"
Sunny shook his head, "Well, you can't go like that," he scoffed.
"Why not?" Tom asked, glancing down at his outfit, "They just said loose and easy to move in,"
His roommate stood from the table and started for the hall, "There's a difference between easy to move in and wearing your pyjamas to school," and he disappeared into his room, "How tall are you?" he called suddenly.
"Six feet. Six one, maybe?" Tom shrugged back.
Not a moment later Sunny returned with a pair of black training pants. He unfolded them before his eyes, the crisp white Adidas logo on the pant immediately catching Tom's attention before he focused in on the rest of the look.
"Here, I wear these for football. Freshly washed," he tossed them to Tom, and he barely caught them at his chest.
"Are you sure?" he gawked back.
"Sure I'm sure. You wanna' make a good impression for the ballerinas, right?" he patted Tom's shoulder before taking his seat again at the table.
Tom's brows furrowed, "I'm not -- I'm not gonna' be scouting for a girlfriend, if that's what you mean," he said.
"I know, but still -- give them a reason to remember you... that's not those trousers, anyway," he replied simply.
"What's wrong with these?" Tom cried, somewhat defiantly.
"You look like a chav who just finished up at his nine-to-five and's about to settle in for a twelve hour GTA marathon," Sunny explained, "Trust me, mate,"
Tom changed into the training pants nonetheless, and he had to admit they made him look way less baggy than before. With that, he grabbed his notes and bag, his jacket, and was out the door in a split.
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"Come in! Come in, everyone! Come have a seat!" the professor for the ballet's morning class, an older man with a moderate Eastern European accent, bellowed out to the acting students as they filed into the studio space. It was a gorgeous, large room with wall-to-wall mirrors, all accept for the window space that overlooked the bustling Manhattan streets below.
Jordan, a twenty-year-old first year acting student, had been bellyaching all morning to Tom about how ridiculous this all seemed. He was nice enough, but he had a proclivity for complaining.
"This is so dumb," he grumbled, falling into line with the others, "They're gonna laugh at us,"
Tom glowered at him, "They're not gonna laugh. We're just here to learn," he whispered back.
"Learn to do what, Swan Lake?" he scoffed.
"Would you just relax, please?" Tom grumbled back.
"We could be doing our monologues, right now," Jordan pointed out.
Tom simply shook his head and remained silent, sitting cross-legged against the mirror as the others filed in. The ballerinas were already here, clumped in their groups and sneaking glances at the actors. A handful of girls and guys, statuesque, lithe, adorned in shiny black leotards, tights, and some of them had leg warmers on. Among them was Noelle, sitting in the corner with Bianca and another dancer while she laced up her pointe shoes.
"Oh look, your ramen buddy's here," Bianca muttered. Noelle caught Tom's eyes when she glanced up, that dazzling, gentle smile pulling at her lips and she gave him a wave. Tom smiled and waved back subtly.
Their friend, Iseul, scanned the faces, "Which one?" she asked.
"The one who looks like he's shitting his pants,"
"They all look that way,"
Noelle rolled her eyes, "Would you guys keep it down?" she muttered.
Jordan spotted the small interaction from the corner of his eye, "You two friends?" he asked.
"She's my neighbour," Tom replied simply.
"You lucky bastard,"
Noelle quickly got to her feet as her instructor, Stanis, began to debrief the actors, "You originally came here to learn about acting. How to show character, evoke emotions, but a major part of theatre is how you use your body to show, not tell. Just like in a good book, you become much better story tellers when your body reflects pain, joy, agony," the man paced slowly across the studio, his hands flourishing with every exaggerated word. The dancers stood at the ballet bar behind him, casually leaning, watching, handful of eyes were passing over the doe-eyed first years some with boredom, some with intrigue.
Jordan leaned over to Tom, whispering, "Is he a ballet instructor or a high school teacher?" he was referring to Stanis' moppy jeans, beaten sneakers and band shirt. Tom hushed him.
"Of course it's impossible to exhibit any of these emotions if you're stiff," he straightened his posture but stood as still as a statue, "Or if you look bored," he slouched outwardly, posing like a delinquent teenager outside a convenience shop, "Or you look like a geek --" he hunched his back and pulled his shoulders in, making his limbs stuff.
A couple students tittered behind him.
"Now, obviously I am a ballet teacher, I am not a theatre teacher. But some of the key principles of dance are posture awareness, balance, coordination, spatial awareness, and physically expressing your emotion. These are principles utilized in ballet, and these are principles you will need if you hope to -- quote-on-quote -- break out in the industry," a hand went up from the end of the actors' group, "You there! Kip Dynamite!" Stanis called on him.
The attention turned to 'Kip', a lanky boy with thin hair and glasses, "I just wanted to ask -- are we expected to learn actual dances? Not many of us have any experience," his squeaking voice traversed the room.
Stanis chuckled, "Don't you worry, I don't expect you to performing grand jetes. You will however be learning these principles over the course of your studies," he explained, "Today we will start with the basics. Everyone please take up a position at the bar. Don't be shy!"
The actors took up spots along the bars against the mirrors. Jordan however raised his hand. Stanis nodded to him, "Ichabod Crane! You have a question?"
Jordan's face twisted momentarily, not quite sure how to respond to the nickname as he spoke up, "I don't mean any disrespect -- but why are they here?" he pointed to the ballet students.
Stanis shrugged simply, "To laugh at you, of course," he replied. Whatever little confidence Tom was struggling to hold on to, figuring there was no way in hell he was being serious. Luckily, Stanis began to chuckle, "No, no. They will be helping you. Directing your posture, your form, and I gave them permission to kick you if you're doing it wrong," he smirked.
"He's joking!" one of the dancers called, sensing the fear within some of the actors.
Stanis ignored her comment, instead he turned to his students, skimming them one by one until he settled on, "Bianca! Come be our przykład!"
The acting students glanced between each other, though Bianca didn't bat an eye as she stepped forward. Her expression was different from when Tom first met her, she had a little more get up in her step, more sparkle in her eye. That being said, her smile was a little too stiff.
"Assume first position," he directed, and Bianca did just that; shoulders back and head poised high, "Now, in this position our heels are touching and knees are squeezed together. Your bottom is also squeezed. First position improves awareness and control in your body, imbues confidence; you essentially feel like you have a string pulling you up. For some of you I imagine this may be the first time you've ever held a proper posture like this,"
He then turned to the actors, "Now, keep your right hand on the bar and assume first," and they did as they were told. Some had more poise than the others, some were loose in their arms or hunched in their shoulders, "My little soldier ants will be coming around to silently judge -- I mean help you,"
The ballerinas came around, some shyer at the approach then others, while Stanis continued to have Bianca demonstrate positions and stretches.
"When we warm up on the bar, we bend our knees into a demi plie, really focus on that plumb line being brought down from your crotch and between your heels, making sure your butt's not sticking out like a chicken," he too paced around the room, inspecting his new pupils one by one, "Keep your shoulders stacked over your hips. I'm talking to you, Kip!"
Tom followed along as best he could, he wasn't the worst but he certainly wasn't the best. He kept his eyes focused ahead, following along to Bianca's changing positions, but now and again his vision wandered to the rest of his classmates.
Jordan was two students ahead of him, and he was as stiff as stiff could be. When the female ballerinas walked by especially. It was then Tom realized why he was so opposed to this in the first place: he was trying to look cool in front of them.
Out of the corner of his eye he spotted Noelle making her rounds. He tried to keep his form as best as he could, realizing that he was suddenly no better than Jordan in the moment. Noelle approached him with curiosity in her eyes, hands clasped behind her back as she inspected.
"Hey,"
"Hi," she admired his dedication to try, but she could tell from his tight grin, his stiff eyes that he was a little uncomfortable, "You doing okay?"
"I'm great," he nodded, "Your instructor seems like fun,"
Noelle simpered, "He's got a zany sense of humour. You get used to it after a while," she said, "You ever do dance before?"
Tom shook his head, "Not as much as I should've," he replied with a sheepish grin, "How bad is it?"
Noelle stood back and looked him over, all in all she thought he wasn't doing too terribly, "Push your chest out," she told him, "And bring your toes in a little more. You'll have better balance when you bend down,"
He did as she told him and she nodded in approval, "Way better. You won't feel as much strain in your arches now,"
"Thanks," he smiled at her.
"No problem. You got any questions?" she asked.
Tom mulled it over, the exercises were the last thing on his mind though. He glanced down at her pointe shoes, the satin a pearly pink and the heels peeking out from under her long leg warmers.
"I have one,"
"Shoot,"
"When you stand in your shoes, are you fully on your toes?" he asked, chuckling, "Sorry -- is that weird?"
"Not at all," she shook her head, stepping before him and placing a hand on the bar, "My feet are fully vertical, no pressing," she pushed herself up on her toes, her long legs perfectly straight and with hardly any shake. It was such a simple move and she made herself look so elegant at the same time. They were just about at eye level.
Tom cocked a brow, "Doesn't that hurt, though?" he asked.
"No. If you stand a long time then they cramp a little but... ya know," Noelle stepped back and forth to make her point, " -- And I gain a couple inches,"
Tom gave a little smirk back, pushing up on his toes and towering over her again. Noelle scoffed and gently smacked his arm as she dropped back on her heels, "Dickhead," to which he only laughed like a rascally child. Her skin tingled at the sound, she picked off how his eyes crinkled and his chest shuddered.
"Noelle!" Stanis suddenly called for her, garnering their and everyone's attention, "Are we giving a pointe lesson today?" he asked, a snide smirk playing at his lips.
Noelle smiled politely, giving a simple shake of the head, "Just previewing what's to come," she replied. Tom simpered beside her.
Another student piped up, "Wait -- are we gonna have to wear those shoes?"
"No, no. It was just a joke," Stanis assured him, "But if anyone slouches or slacks off today, they're going to be laced up and have to work on a solo for next class!" that statement seemed to light a little more fire under Jordan.
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Tom's legs burned a little more than what he was expecting, his walk was a little stiffer and his face contorted when he had to go up some stairs. Noelle walked beside him, virtually unscathed by the warm ups and practices from the morning class. She watching him move with a little concern.
"Are you sure you're okay?" she held the door open for him as they exited the campus, eager to get some lunch.
"Yeah, I'm fine," he replied, "Haven't done that much bending since... well I don't know," he shrugged listlessly.
"The more you practice the better you'll feel. Like with any workout," she assured him, "What do you want for lunch?"
Some good food was sure to cheer him up, and he hadn't really had a sustaining breakfast either. He wondered it momentarily, glancing around at the plethora of signs for cafes, sandwich shops, and hot dogs stands. In fact there was one right on the corner, vending just a block away from the gates of Central Park.
"Would I be a terrible person for suggesting a hot dog?" he asked.
Noelle's eyes went wide, "Have you not tried an nyc hot dog yet?" he shook his head with a knowing grin, "Well, c'mon then!"
Fifteen minutes later they'd found a little bench to park themselves up, bags disregarded on the cold cement beneath them as they unwrapped their foil-lined lunches. Tom opted to get the typical New York style dog with mustard and onions, while Noelle just stuck with relish on hers.
"Now -- you gotta promise not to tell my dance instructor, or my classmates, or even Bianca. Because I will be strung up for eating this," she looked at him with a point of pure earnest, leading Tom to panic for a moment.
"Wait -- if this is gonna ruin your regimen or anything --" he stumbled over his words, but Noelle began to laugh.
"I'm kidding! Relax," she patted his shoulder and he settled, "Besides, what is the point to life if you deprive yourself of all the good things it has to offer? Like cat-meat hot dogs," she spoke just as Tom was about to take a bite of his, pausing momentarily and side-eyeing her hard. She was trying to stop herself from laughing.
"Eat your fucking hot dog," he grumbled before chowing down. The meat was perfectly salted and the mustard tangy, the sweetness of the onions and bun cut the edge off of the pure sodium bite.
"Sorry," she giggled, taking a bite of her own. This was the first time she'd ever heard him swear and she wasn't mad about it.
Tom simpered back, "Have you ever eaten anything really weird? Like totally weird? No one would ever think it should exist?" he asked.
Noelle mulled it over, her pink lips pursed and her brows furrowed, "Balsamic vinegar on vanilla ice cream," she decided.
Tom gawked at her, "No!"
"Yeah," she nodded bashfully.
"On purpose?"
"... Kinda," she shrugged, "There's this fancy shmancy restaurant in Soho that has it with strawberries for a ridiculous price, and Bianca and I thought -- what's the big deal?"
"... And what was the verdict?" he asked curiously.
"It's actually really good," she admitted with another giggle.
Tom refrained from making a face, "But it's dairy and vinegar! Wouldn't it curdle together?" he asked.
"I don't know, but it's kinda' good," she replied.
"So, we've gone from 'really good' to 'kinda' good'. I'm not convinced," he smirked.
Noelle rolled her eyes, "Okay smart-ass, next time you come over I'll make it for you," she decided.
"I don't eat desserts,"
"Since when?"
"Since forty-five seconds ago,"
"Oh, please," she shook her head, "Alright, what about you: weirdest thing you ever ate?" his lips curled up, menacing and eager to spill what she only could perceive as some sort of harrowing secret, "What?"
"You're not ready," he told her.
"No, no, I'm ready," she assured him, "What was it?"
Tom didn't even have to think about it, "My mum used to make mashed potato sandwiches," he admitted.
She cocked a brow, "Mashed potato sandwiches? Like -- wait, really?" she set her hotdog in her lap and rested her chin in her palm, intrigued to learn more.
"Yeah, she's psychopathic," he nodded, trying not to laugh himself, "Mashed potatoes -- usually from a packet -- scooped between two slices of bread and some butter. And when she was feeling a little fancy, she'd put mayo on it,"
"Nooo, shut up!" Noelle gaped, "Was it good?"
"It was bread and mashed potatoes, of course it was good!" he laughed, "It was her comfort food, believe it or not,"
"That sounds very comforting," she giggled with disbelief, "Oh, bless her heart! Okay -- if I go to England, I'll visit you, I'll meet your mom, and I'll try a mashed potato sandwich,"
"You got a deal, then," he raised his hand and they shook on it, "You can bring her balsamic vinegar and ice cream and have her throw you out of the house,"
"And why would I want to disrespect your mom in her own home?" she teased back.
"Just forewarning you," he smirked back. She liked that he was opening up to her a bit more, his louder side was coming through and his quirky personality was beginning to shine through.
"How gentlemanly of you," she simpered.
Tom knocked her shoulder with his, growing increasingly at ease in her company with each passing moment. He wasn't an idiot, he could recognize that his feelings for her were starting to spark into a small crush. He found himself hanging off every word she spoke, every time she moved her hair behind her ear or she always found something new or intriguing to talk about. His stomach was flipping at every enthusiastic giggle and reaction he got out of her. It was as if her enthusiasm had a magnetic pull, leaving him captivated by her every word and gesture. The way her eyes lit up and her laughter bubbled forth filled him with an intoxicating blend of excitement and nervousness. His heart raced in sync with her infectious energy, and with each positive response he evoked from her, a cascade of warmth flooded through him, leaving an indelible imprint of happiness amidst the fluttering sensations in his stomach.
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miguels-wifey · 9 months
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HIDE AND SEEK
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WARNINGS: NSFW, fluff, bit of angst (or a lot, i could be lying)
WORDS: 1.8k
SUMMARY: he usually knows where gabi hides, why doesn't he know today? he isn't your miguel, but you're his y/n.
A/N: my neighbors are arguing, i wrote this at 2:35 am.
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“Ay, Dios. Gabi.. where are you, mija?” Miguel looked around the house, playing hide and seek never ended well. Considering that he was the leader of their Spider-Man cult— thing, Gabriella always hid in good places.
“She's right over there, Mig.” you whisper to him as he walks past your bedroom. “Papa! You found me!” she giggled as Miguel took her in his arms. “As much as I love you two, Gabi, baby, you have school tomorrow. It's late, go to bed. Darling, you have work in the morning.” the father-daughter duo huffed in disappointment but reluctantly said goodnight and retreated to their bedrooms.
You peered over at your husband as he sat on the edge of the bed. “What was that back there?” you asked, not a serious question. You were simply asking why he needed you to help find Gabriella. Usually, he would find her pretty quickly. “What do you mean, cariño?” you shrug, brushing off your slight curiosity. “Nevermind, maybe she just hid well today.” you muttered as you flipped through pages of your book. “Okay... Goodnight, mi amor.” your eyes hovered over his wrist. He wasn't wearing it. When you two became started dating, so many years ago, it's funny now that you recall it all. You made him a bracelet with your initials and his— cheesy, you knew it too, but he loved it and wore it till now. The only times he took it off was when he showered, before work and during sex. Always managed to remember to put it on right after work.
“Babe, where's your bracelet?” you were replied with soft snoring by your waist. What has gotten into him? You quietly set down your book and turned off the bedside lamp. “I love you.” you thought you heard Miguel mumble against your skin as he pulled you closer. “I love you too, big guy.” you leaned forward to press a gentle kiss on his forehead.
Miguel has been... more affectionate, no— you couldn't really describe his recent behavior. But you knew his love for you and your daughter didn't change. It felt like he was grasping onto what was left of his life. As if you and Gabi would disappear into thin air. You did. But you don't need to know that. He seemed forgetful. His daily routine seemed out of place to you. He would forget things, or that was what he told you at least. He forgot to take Gabriella to soccer practice after school one day. He never forgets.
“Mierda. Lyla, I need you to pull up the damn anomaly diagnostics. I don't want anything messing up.” Miguel grumbled as a hologram popped up from his watch, “you got it grumpy!” he looked at the diagnostics. Everything was okay. Everything was perfectly fine, just the way things should be. “Thank you.” he took off the watch. He never glitched— for some odd reason, it only happened to the other spiders. Maybe because he went through so many universes to find you, you and Gabi.
“Honey, we're home!” you shouted from the living room, loud enough for him to hear. “Papa! Look what mommy bought for me!” the little girl held out a teddy bear almost taller than her. It had beady eyes and a little bow tie. “That's so cute, mija! Did you thank mama?” she nodded with a huge grin on her face, “it's so fluffy. I love it!” she squealed as she ran to her bedroom.
“Gabi wanted pizza for dinner, sooo we are ordering in. Thank God, I didn't feel like cooking tonight.” you groaned as your smaller frame was engulfed by Miguel's arms. “How was work, Miggy?” his fingers ran through your hair, “boring. No lab explosions today.” you snickered at his words. “That does seem pretty boring,” you say with a click of your tongue. He chuckled as you moved to look at him. “Y'know, your mom said that it was about time Gabi had a little brother or sister.” Miguel's smile grew, “she did?” you hummed, “mhm... although I think she just wants another grandchild.”
Without any further questions, you found yourself laying in bed on your back with your husband's hands gripping onto your waist and your nails digging into his back. “Slow down, Miguel!” you whined as he pounded into you, “I'm sorry–” he catches his breath as his movements slow down, “are you alright? Did I hurt you? I'm sorry- I didn't mean to..” you shook your head. “No, I'm fine. I'm okay, Mig. Still in one piece.” you laughed as you brought your lips to his cheek. “It's not funny, cariño. I'm not laughing.” he pulled out of you and slipped his boxers back on. “My husband usually gets my jokes. Are you sure that you're him?” you joked, not knowing that your little joke would cause him to freak. He froze at your words, “what? What's wrong? Darling?”
“Nothing. Everything is just fine,” perfectly fine.
Nothing was perfectly fine. He wasn't your Miguel, and he knew it. He wouldn't get your little inside jokes, and your suspicions grew, but thankfully, he managed to get past your questions. He tried to get as much information about your universe's Miguel from HQ as he could. He knows that you two went to the same high school, you became friends in college, and then started dating. He proposed 4 years into your relationship. A year later, you got married, and your dress was classy, elegant. “Men wear boring suits you can never depend on one for fashion advice”, you said that in your toast to him. The wedding was on the beach, it was spring. Not summer– you loved summer, but a summer wedding would've been too late into the year.
You were pregnant with Gabi a year and a half after your wedding. The three of you celebrated Gabi's 6th birthday at Chuck E. Cheese, she begged for a birthday there but ended up terrified of the robot rat. Or is he a mouse? You never knew the difference. But, she was so scared of him that she slept in your bedroom that night.
A few months later, your Miguel died. You didn't know. You didn't know he was Spider-Man. He died saving the city. Although it was a sad thing, Miguel couldn't help but take his place. So he took it. He knew you. You were just like his y/n. The only difference was the memories you shared.
“Shit, that's the pizza guy.” you got up from the bed and swiftly put on your clothes. You sprinted over to the front door, paid and thanked the delivery guy, and set the boxes on top of the dining table. “Miguel! Gabi! Dinners here, come on.” you saw them pop out of the hallway and take their spots at the dinner table. “Mommy after I finish eating dinner, can we play Hide and Seek tonight?” Gabriella asked, her little legs swinging back and forth from her chair. “I don't see why not. Who's gonna be the seeker, baby?” Gabi smiles and points at Miguel, “Papa!”
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yeollie-plz · 10 months
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Let Me Go
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Joel Miller x GN! Reader
Synopsis: Six reasons you wanted Joel Miller and one reason he wouldn't have you.
Genre: Angst, with some fluff for backstory purposes
Warnings: age gap, heart break, cuddling, mentions of fighting
Gif credits to owners!
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When you had met Joel, he was this tough guy with a rough exterior. But as time went on there was something warmer about him. Something almost comforting.
This comfort soon turned into reliance and then dependence and sure enough you were in love with the older man. It wasn't just one thing that had led to the fall, actually it was six. You had counted them all, it was exact. Just like his exactly one reason to not have you. The one reason he broke your heart and ignored what he truly felt.
One: Little Gestures
The two of you had met in winter, the snow was falling lightly onto the streets of the Boston QZ. You were freezing, still not used to the chill of the winter air. Not to mention your jacket was thin.
You had met Tess a few times, traded a few things. But you had yet to meet her "guy". This "guy" was Joel, someone she had formed some sort of attachment to. This time Tess had brought Joel along.
He didn't say much, didn't really even make eye contact with you. Instead he sat there, scanning the surroundings.
You shivered slightly as a gust of wind passed the three of you. Not thinking much of it, you continued your conversation. Out of the corner of your eye you noticed something grab Joel's attention as he sauntered off to investigate it.
When he returned, he passed closer to you dropping the jacket that was once donned his shoulders onto your own. Your eyebrows furrowed at the gesture and when you went to question him, he had once again disappeared somewhere. So instead, you gladly accepted the thicker material and its collection of body heat.
You also accepted the flutter in your heart the gesture had given you.
Two: Eyes
Number two was a pair of things: his eyes.
The brown orbs held so much pain, yet every time they passed over5 you there was a softness behind them. It was like he could read everything your mind was trying to tell him. Sometimes they were even trying to scream out to him.
You never needed to bring up the hard stuff to Joel, he just knew. He knew you had pain just like he did. He knew not to dwell on those facts. They were the past and although he didn't see his future he knew yours was as bright as your eyes.
Three: Protector
Tess told you Joel was a protector. He'd do anything for the people he cared about. Even more for those he loved.
"This is why he's so good to have around." She told you. You had always thought there was something between her and Joel. That was until she told you otherwise.
One night you had gotten yourself into a little bit of danger. Some guys were trying to rough you up for some ration cards and luckily Joel happened by the situation. He fought off the men and walked you home.
You were now safely inside your apartment and about to close the door, when Joel held it open with his hand. He looked like something was on his mind.
Neither of you said anything, just held eye contact. Until he finally sighed and let go of your door, leaving.
A few days later you had a meeting with Tess. She brought up the events of that night, apparently Joel had told her. She laughed as she recounted the way he told it.
"I don't know what spell you casted on him but he's entranced with you."
Four: Listener
Joel wasn't much a talked, but he would always listen. You had always had an inquisitive mind. When the world was normal it used to bother your parents and friends, even your teachers sometimes.
But all your questions never seemed to bother Joel. He would sit and listen to them all, even when he didn't have the answers. Even when there was no answers to be given!
And in the rare times he did know a thing or two he would respond, gaining a huge smile from you.
These were the times his heart fluttered.
Five: Cuddles
I know what you're thinking! Joel Miller, a cuddler? You didn't believe it either. But after one particularly long night, you had both fallen asleep on his couch.
There was still a bit of a chill in the air, so naturally your body had gravitated closer to his in search of some warmth.
You were never sure whether it was a conscious decision or not but by the time you woke up the two of you were intertwined together. And this became a habit of yours.
Even when it was no longer cold out, the two of you would cling to each other.
Six: Pretending
After a few months of hanging more with Joel and Tess, they invited you to meet Bill and Frank. It was nice to get out of the QZ and have a normal meal like the whole world wasn't a complete shit show.
At one point you had found yourself inside with only Frank. You had insisted on helping to wash the dishes. While scrubbing a plate, you had caught a glimpse of Joel through the window. Craning to get a better look, you smiled to yourself. All of a sudden Frank laughed, causing you to look over at him.
"What?" You questioned.
"You two are so in love with each other and neither of you see it. It's just funny."
Your eyebrows furrowed and before you could contest, Joel walked into the kitchen.
"Why don't you two go and chat with Bill and Tess? I'll finish this up." He suggested, holding eye contact with you.
Joel wouldn't take no for an answer and ushered the two of you outside. Only to stop you before you made it out the door. He bent down and tied your shoe lace, you hadn't even noticed it had come undone.
Across the room you heard a throat clear and your eyes met Frank's. He gave you a knowing look, mouthing a "see".
One: Heart
The very foundation of a human is their heart. If it stops beating, you no longer have a living being. Only a body.
Joel told you once that his heart had stopped beating a long time ago. And when he was about to leave he told you again.
"I haven't had a heart in years. I haven't felt anything in years. Only pain. Only desperation. But I met you and I had felt my heart beating again. It skipped a beat or two a few times." He let out a small laugh before continuing.
"But I'm not what you deserve. I'm not what you need. I've lived a life and yours is barely starting. You have a beating heart, mine is more like Frankenstein, stitched together."
You couldn't help but to correct him, "Frankenstein was the scientist."
He took a deep breath in, "Then I'm the monster and you're Frankenstein, you stitched me back together."
"But I don't understand, if I've done all this for you, why are you leaving?"
"I can't watch your heart stop beating because of me!" He almost shouted at you.
"You leave and it will stop!" Okay, you were shouting. Grabbing his shirt, pleading him to make eye contact with you.
"I need you to let go. Let me go, Y/N." Finally his eyes met your own and you knew that the man you had fallen in love with was no longer yours.
You had six definitive reasons why you loved Joel Miller, but he had only needed one to leave.
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xoxo-honeyy · 10 months
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comforting jinx hc's
authors note: jinx is the absolute loml and i need to comfort her so bad, she just needs a really good hug and it would solve all her problems :(
wc: 758
warnings: run-on sentecnes, over use of commas, not proofread, mentions of sex under cut, tit-sucking (mentioned once), the voices in jinx's head, silco (proud hater)
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ok ok, so we all know that jinx is kinda (very) crazy, buttt that doesn't mean she doesn't deserve some love! and who better to turn to than you, her wonderful, amazing, doting girlfriend.
starting off strong, jinx looooves it when you play with her hair, there's something so soothing and domestic about it that immediately relaxes her. especially when you unravel her braids and massage her scalp, she would be putty in your hands.
going off of that she would absolutely love cuddling and/or cuddlefucking, like cuddling in itself is so intimate and caring but adding fucking to it? she would melt into you on the spot. like just imagine the two of you laying down, chests pressed together and hips moving in sync, quiet moans mixing together and bouncing off the walls, the smell of sex filling up the room, and the feeling of your slick cunts moving together to please each other. yeah, jinx would be in heaven.
after the two of you had your little session, jinx would immediately fall asleep. no matter if you hadn't cleaned her up yet or your bodies were stuck together, poor baby would be out like a light.
speaking of lights, jinx would totally sleep with a night light. no matter how stupid or childish other people thought it was, the small light in the corner of the room made the monsters and voices go away. and it wouldn’t bother you at all, knowing how bad her nightmares could be, the light was another source of comfort for her to turn to, especially if you weren't there.
but let's just say that jinx came back from a really bad mission, nothing went her way, sevika is giving her shit, and her head feels like it's about to explode. the first thing she does when she gets back is go to your shared room and seek you out. she would immediately fly into your arms and shove her head into the warm crook of your neck. breathing in your comforting scent. you would cradle the back of her head to ground her and be ready to listen when she's ready to ramble.
on nights she wasn't feeling well or just needed to be held, jinx would absolutely be the little spoon. feeling safe with her back pressed against your chest and your arms wrapped around her waist. your loving embrace made her feel safe, nothing bad could get to her as long as she was safe in your arms.
one tiny thing that bothered me about the show is how jinx's nails were chipped, (i know this was symbolism but it pained hurt my soul every time her nails were on screen, still love her tho) so one activity the two of you like to do together is nail painting! she would especially love it if you massaged or played with her hands, one of my headcanons is that she picks at the skin around her nails/fingers so rubbing a soothing lotion on her hands would be ideal for her, it would be even better if it was a lotion that you used often.
jinx is a boob girl !! i will die on this hill (did you see that top she was wearing, she was def projecting) one of her favorite activities would be to bury her head into your plush chest, no matter how big or small jinx would be an absolute feen for your tits. always finding an excuse to mark them up or even suck on your nipples (oral fixation much?)
but, there were some nights that she was absolutely broken. her visions were getting to her and nothing was going right. on these nights jinx needed you to pull her back from the edge of insanity:
"are you, real?" jinx's voice cracked as she asked the question.
tears formed in your eyes, she looked so heartbroken and sad. her eyes were boring into yours, almost as if she looked away, you would disappear into thin air.
you gently cupped her face with your hands and ran your thumb under her eyes to get rid of any remaining tears.
"yes, i'm real." you affirmed. "and i'm not going anywhere."
she sighed a breath of relief and wound her arms tightly around your midsection while burying her face in the junction of your neck. you gingerly laid her on the bed and rocked her side to side in a comforting manner. jinx started to relax as the rocking motions lulled her to sleep.
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callsigns-haze · 28 days
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Come back to me...
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Pairing: Rhysand x reader Warning: This chapter contains explicit sexual content and emotional turmoil SMUT. Summary: In a moment of passion and vulnerability, Rhysand implores YN to come back to him, but she grapples with the weight of her responsibilities as High Lady of the Court of the Lost Gods and yet returns to him.Series master list (but can be read alone) So now I made part 1 and part 2 into a series, It's now called light into darkness and please do check out the previous chapter, smut is included in them and I hope you enjoy this series
As Mor wandered through the halls of the court, her keen senses picked up on the sound of quiet sobs drifting from one of the balconies. Concerned, she quickened her pace, following the sound until she found Rhysand standing alone, his shoulders shaking with silent tears.
Without hesitation, Mor rushed to his side, her heart aching at the sight of her cousin in such distress. She wrapped her arms around him, pulling him close as she held him tight, offering silent comfort and support.
Rhysand buried his face in Mor's shoulder, his tears soaking into the fabric of her dress as he trembled with emotion. "She's my mate," he whispered brokenly, his voice thick with anguish. "And I let her go."
Mor's heart clenched at his words, knowing immediately that he was speaking of YN. She held him tighter, her own eyes stinging with unshed tears as she struggled to find the right words to comfort him.
"You did what you thought was best," Mor murmured softly, her voice gentle but firm. "And YN knows how much you love her. She'll come back to you, I'm sure of it."
Rhysand nodded against her shoulder, his grip tightening on Mor's waist as he sought solace in her embrace. For a long moment, they stood together in silence, the only sound the soft rustle of fabric and the steady rhythm of their breathing.
And as the weight of his sorrow began to lift, replaced by a glimmer of hope, Rhysand knew that no matter what the future held, he would always have Mor by his side—a steadfast beacon of support and love in even the darkest of times.
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As YN returned to the Court of the Lost Gods, she couldn't shake the feeling of unease that settled over her like a heavy cloak. The atmosphere in the court was tense, with an air of apprehension hanging thick in the air. It was evident that security had been tightened in her absence, with guards stationed at every corner, their watchful eyes following her every move.
Despite the increased security, YN couldn't help but feel a sense of isolation as she made her way through the halls of the court. The once-familiar faces of her subjects now seemed to regard her with a mixture of fear and suspicion, their whispers following her like a shadow as she passed.
With each passing moment, the weight of her responsibilities grew heavier, pressing down upon her like a suffocating blanket. It was clear that her sudden disappearance had caused turmoil within the court, and YN knew that she would need to work tirelessly to regain the trust of her subjects.
As YN navigated the intricate web of politics and power within the Court of the Lost Gods, she soon discovered that her return was not met with open arms by all. The circle of her deciders, wary of the events surrounding her sudden disappearance and subsequent return, had implemented a set of strict rules aimed at keeping her away from the members of the Night Court.
These rules cast a shadow over YN's every move, restricting her interactions and isolating her from those she cared about most. She found herself barred from seeking counsel from Rhysand, Azriel, and Cassian, the very allies who had stood by her side through thick and thin. Their absence left a gaping hole in her heart, a void that no amount of courtly intrigue could ever hope to fill.
Despite her protests, YN found herself bound by the dictates of the circle of deciders, forced to navigate the treacherous waters of court politics alone. Each passing day only served to deepen the sense of isolation that consumed her, leaving her feeling adrift in a sea of uncertainty and doubt.
But even in the face of adversity, YN refused to be cowed. With a steely determination burning in her heart, she resolved to defy the rules imposed upon her, to seek out her allies in the Night Court and reclaim the bonds of friendship and camaraderie that had been torn asunder.
For YN knew that no matter the obstacles that stood in her way, she would always fight for what she believed in, for the love and loyalty that had sustained her through even the darkest of times. And as she faced the challenges that lay ahead, she did so with the unwavering conviction that no decree could ever extinguish the flame of her fierce independence and unyielding spirit.
As YN grappled with the suffocating weight of the rules imposed upon her by the circle of deciders, a familiar voice whispered through the depths of her mind, a beacon of hope in the darkness of her despair.
"YN," Rhysand's voice echoed softly in her thoughts, his presence a comforting presence amidst the turmoil of her inner turmoil. "I'm here."
With a surge of relief, YN reached out to him telepathically, her thoughts swirling with a mixture of longing and desperation. "Rhys," she whispered, her mental voice tinged with emotion. "I don't know how much longer I can bear this."
Rhysand's response was swift and sure, his words a soothing balm to her troubled soul. "You don't have to bear it alone," he reassured her, his presence a reassuring presence in the darkness. "We'll find a way to overcome this, together."
And as they shared their fears and hopes, their dreams and desires, YN felt a glimmer of hope ignite within her once more. With Rhysand by her side, she knew that she could weather any storm that came her way, standing strong in the face of adversity and reclaiming her rightful place as the ruler of the Court of the Lost Gods.
As YN immersed herself in the telepathic conversation with Rhysand, her surroundings faded into the background, her focus consumed by the connection they shared. Unbeknownst to her, her vacant expression and distant gaze caught the attention of a passing guard, his eyes narrowing with suspicion as he observed her from across the room.
With a sense of foreboding, YN felt the weight of the guard's scrutiny bearing down upon her, a cold knot of apprehension forming in the pit of her stomach. Realizing her lapse in attention, she hastily attempted to regain her composure, but it was too late—the guard was already making his way towards her, his footsteps echoing ominously in the silence of the hall.
As he approached, the guard's expression hardened into a mask of stern disapproval, his eyes boring into YN with an intensity that made her blood run cold. "High Lady," he said, his voice cold and authoritative. "Is there a problem?"
YN's heart raced as she searched for an explanation, her mind racing to come up with a plausible excuse for her distraction. "I... I was just lost in thought," she stammered, her voice betraying her nervousness. "It won't happen again."
But the guard remained unmoved, his gaze piercing through her defenses with unnerving precision. "Be that as it may," he replied, his tone tinged with skepticism, "I would advise you to remain vigilant. We can ill afford any lapses in security, especially in times such as these."
With a curt nod, the guard turned on his heel and strode away, leaving YN to grapple with the unsettling feeling of being under scrutiny. As she watched him disappear into the crowd, she couldn't shake the sense of unease that lingered in the air, a stark reminder of the precarious position she now found herself in.
Gathering her resolve, YN squared her shoulders and resolved to proceed with caution. For in a court fraught with danger and deceit, she knew that she could trust no one but herself to navigate the treacherous waters that lay ahead. And as she braced herself for the challenges that awaited her, she vowed to remain ever vigilant.
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As YN prepared to retire for the evening, the weight of the day's events hung heavy upon her shoulders. Seeking solace in the quiet tranquility of her chambers, she decided to indulge in a relaxing bath, the warm embrace of the water a welcome respite from the chaos that surrounded her.
With practiced ease, YN filled the tub with steaming water, the gentle sound of the rushing liquid a soothing melody in the stillness of the room. As she undressed, her mind drifted to Rhysand, his presence a comforting presence amidst the turmoil of her thoughts.
Slipping into the warm embrace of the bath, YN closed her eyes and allowed herself to surrender to the sensation of the water enveloping her body. With each passing moment, the tension in her muscles began to melt away, replaced by a sense of calm and serenity.
Yet, even as she relaxed into the comforting warmth of the water, YN couldn't shake the image of Rhysand's bare hands from her mind. The memory of his touch, gentle yet possessive, sent a shiver of anticipation coursing through her veins, igniting a fire within her that she couldn't ignore.
Lost in the depths of her thoughts, YN allowed herself to linger in the bath, savoring the sensation of the water against her skin as she indulged in the fantasy of Rhysand's touch. And as she surrendered herself to the intoxicating allure of her desires, she knew that no matter what challenges lay ahead, she would always find solace in the memory of his bare hands, a reminder of the love and passion that burned brightly between them, now and for all eternity.
As YN stood before the mirror, her hair still damp from her bath, she lifted the brush to her tangled locks, each stroke sending a cascade of sensation through her senses. But as she brushed, a sudden, unexpected sensation stole over her—a gentle pressure against her neck, as though someone's hands were caressing her skin with a feather-light touch.
Her heart skipped a beat as she froze, the brush stilling in her hand as she searched the reflection in the mirror for any sign of an intruder. But the room remained empty, bathed in the soft glow of candlelight, with no one else in sight.
Yet, despite the absence of any physical presence, YN could still feel it—the unmistakable sensation of Rhysand's hands wrapped around her neck, his touch tender yet possessive as he held her close.
A shiver of pleasure danced along her spine as she closed her eyes, allowing herself to surrender to the fantasy of his touch. In her mind's eye, she could see him standing behind her, his breath warm against her skin as he pressed kisses along the curve of her neck.
With each imaginary caress, YN felt herself drawn deeper into the allure of her desires, her pulse quickening with every heartbeat. It was as though Rhysand's presence filled the room, his essence woven into the very fabric of her being as she lost herself in the intoxicating fantasy of his touch.
And as she brushed her hair in the quiet solitude of her chambers, YN couldn't help but revel in the sensation of Rhysand's hands around her neck, a reminder of the passion and desire that burned brightly between them, igniting a flame that would never be extinguished.
As YN slid beneath the covers and settled into the welcoming embrace of her bed, a wave of overwhelming emotion washed over her, threatening to engulf her in its depths. Despite her best efforts to push them away, tears welled up in her eyes, spilling over and tracing silent paths down her cheeks.
The weight of the day's events pressed down upon her like a leaden weight, each burden and responsibility bearing down upon her with relentless force. The memory of Rhysand's touch lingered in her mind, a bittersweet reminder of the love and longing that burned within her heart.
But even as she longed for his presence, YN knew that she was bound by duty and obligation, unable to follow the desires of her heart. The rules and restrictions imposed upon her by the circle of deciders loomed large in her mind, casting a shadow over her every thought and action.
With a heavy sigh, YN buried her face in her pillow, the fabric absorbing her silent sobs as she allowed herself to release the pent-up emotions that threatened to consume her. Each tear that fell was a testament to the pain and longing that gnawed at her soul, a silent plea for solace in the darkness of the night.
And as she lay there, her heart heavy with the weight of her burdens, YN couldn't help but feel a sense of despair creeping in, threatening to overwhelm her fragile resolve. Yet, even in her darkest moments, a glimmer of hope remained—a flickering flame of determination that refused to be extinguished, fueled by the knowledge that no matter the obstacles that stood in her way, she would always find the strength to endure, to persevere, and to keep fighting for the love and freedom she so desperately craved.
As YN's tears flowed unchecked, a familiar voice echoed softly in the depths of her mind, cutting through the veil of despair that threatened to consume her. "YN, please don't cry," Rhysand's voice murmured, his tone filled with tenderness and concern.
Startled, YN lifted her head from her pillow, her tear-streaked cheeks glistening in the dim light of her chambers. "Rhys?" she whispered, her voice wavering with emotion. "Is that you?"
"Yes, it's me," Rhysand replied, his presence a comforting presence amidst the turmoil of her emotions. "I can feel your pain, YN. Please, let me help you."
Tears continued to trickle down YN's cheeks as she struggled to find the words to express the overwhelming tumult of emotions that churned within her. "I miss you," she confessed, her voice barely above a whisper. "I miss your touch, your presence... I miss everything about you."
A heavy silence settled between them, filled only by the sound of YN's ragged breathing as she waited for Rhysand's response. And then, like a gentle caress, his voice echoed in her mind once more, wrapping her in a warm embrace of love and reassurance.
"I miss you too, YN," he confessed, his voice soft and filled with longing. "But no matter the distance that separates us, know that my love for you remains as strong as ever. We will find a way to be together, I promise."
With those words echoing in her heart, YN felt a glimmer of hope ignite within her once more, banishing the darkness that had threatened to consume her. And as she closed her eyes, she allowed herself to surrender to the comforting embrace of Rhysand's presence, knowing that no matter the challenges that lay ahead, they would face them together, united in their love and unwavering in their determination to overcome all odds.
With a surge of determination coursing through her veins, YN reached out to Rhysand telepathically, her thoughts swirling with a mixture of longing and resolve. "Rhys," she whispered, her mental voice tinged with urgency, "I can't do this anymore. I want to leave my court and join you in the Night Court."
Her words hung in the air, heavy with the weight of her conviction, as she waited with bated breath for Rhysand's response. In the silence that followed, doubt gnawed at the edges of her resolve, threatening to undermine her determination.
But then, like a beacon of hope cutting through the darkness, Rhysand's voice echoed softly in her mind, his presence a reassuring presence amidst the turmoil of her emotions. "YN," he whispered, his tone filled with both caution and affection, "are you sure about this? Leaving your court would be a monumental decision, one that could have far-reaching consequences."
Without hesitation, YN nodded, her resolve unwavering. "I'm sure," she replied, her voice steady with determination. "I can't ignore the longing in my heart any longer. I belong with you, Rhys."
There was a moment of silence, filled with the weight of unspoken understanding, before Rhysand's response came, his voice filled with a mixture of relief and affection. "Then come to me, my love," he whispered, his words a promise of a brighter future filled with love and possibility. "Together, we will forge our own destiny, free from the constraints of duty and obligation. I'll be waiting for you, always."
With a surge of hope and determination, YN allowed herself to surrender to the exhilarating prospect of a new beginning, her heart filled with the promise of a future filled with love, adventure, and endless possibilities. And as she prepared to embark on this daring journey, she knew that with Rhysand by her side, she could overcome any obstacle and seize her own happily ever after.
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mishapocalyse · 1 year
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When We Were Young
->Anon asked: Reader was in love with Ben before he became soldier boy like as kids and then grew old watching him become and asshole and then “die” and imagines what their life could have been (would be heartbreaking to read but hey let’s get emotional)
Description: The fond memories of growing up with Benjamin Gilman, the man who eventually became America's Greatest Superhero, become a thing of the past.
Pairings: Soldier Boy x (Eventual Supe) Reader.
Warnings: Soldier Boy is his own warning, language, sexual content.
Note: I twisted the request a bit and made the reader a supe. This is still the most devastating piece I think I have ever written. Please read at your own risk.
To the children you both used to be, growing up on the streets of South Philly. Two peas in a pod; inseparable. Never one without the other.
You were the child of a farmer and a midwife, the two who absolutely adored you, showering your childhood with the love that you deserved.
It was 1934, he was 15 years old, and you were a year younger than him. Benjamin Gilman sat beside you on the front porch swing, barefooted, the warm summer air, scents of the floral attributes that wafted amongst you both. The scenery was just as peaceful as his hand intertwined with yours.
"My old man kicked me out again." Ben hesitated.
You sigh, leaning your head against his shoulder.
"I don't think my daddy would mind if you slept in the barn again. As long as you don't bother ole' Tessa." You chirp, as he looks down at you while you turned your head to glance up at him.
"Yeah. I know. Thank you, Y/N. You're the best." Ben exclaims.
"You say that to me a lot Benny." You joke, nudging him with your shoulder. Ben leaned up from you, letting go of your hand to dig around in his pocket for something.
You raised a brow, to which he noticed.
"Hold on. I got you something." He chortled.
When he pulled out the object you were stunned at first. In his hands he held a locket. The gold piece was gently placed around your neck as he clipped it together for you.
"Ben.."You started.
You could hear your mother calling from the kitchen as she peeked her head out from the kitchen window.
"You kids should come inside! I about have lunch ready. Ben, sweetheart! Could you be a doll and fetch up Y/N's father, that man is going to get a rash if he isn't careful?"
Ben nodded, standing up to straighten his tapered trousers, and pinstriped cotton shirt. Snagging the thin velveteen coat from the swing seat, he gave you a serene smile as he trudged off into the field. In the distance you watched Ben disappear into the rows of corn towards your father who was manning the tractor.
The both of you were young, and you smiled to yourself while your mother called your name once more to come inside and wash up--the locket beautifully adorning your neck as it glimmered.
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In 1947, the beautiful green eyed boy, who was no longer the boy, but a man that you had waited for to come home.
Your mother had wanted you to start working with her as an apprentice as to which you had been over the moon to start. So when you had seen Ben sitting on your front porch swing, you practically threw yourself into his arms. The 28 year old Ben, chuckled to himself, as he pulled you up into his arms.
"Hey there sweetheart!" He was polite, as he set you down.
"And good afternoon Mrs. L/N. Please...let me help you with your bags."
Your mother jerked her things away from him.
"That is quite alright Ben. I got these. You and Y/N should catch up. It has been what? Almost three years since you two seen each other?" Your mother added, moving around Ben to go inside of the house.
Ben dragged your back into his chest, picking you up. The patterned dress material spinning with you while he twirled you around, the wood creaking underneath him. You giggled wildly, as he peppered soft kisses to your cheek.
"Oh Ben. I missed you." You cried.
"I missed you too, Y/N. You know I will always come back home to ya'. You know that right?" He asked, his hands on your shoulders.
From the short distance you took him in. His appearance was surely different from when you last saw him three years prior.
He was exceptionally taller. The lankiness of the young man you remembered had filled in the rest of his clothing leaving a firm and toned man standing in front of you. His hair freshly combed, he was wearing an army uniform, a proper man he had become.
"Was it hard being away from home for that long Ben?" You queried, his hands finding yours, tugging you to sit down next to him, like the old days on the porch swing.
"Being away from you, hurt like hell. All I had were them letters you sent me." He stated, his free hand rose to brush a stray lock of hair from your face.
"Now you’re home." You whispered just loud enough for him to hear you.
Ben's expression slowly saddened, as he let go of you. You raised a brow, tilting your head.
"You are staying around, like you promised in our letters? Right Ben?" You continued to question.
----
Over the years it had worsened.
The world was not like it used to be.
Thirty five years had passed since Ben had seen you. He recalled 1947 as his “golden days” where women flocked to him after he was dosed with Comp V and became known as Soldier Boy. However, he also pulled out the long forgotten memories of the young woman he had left behind.
Soldier Boy was seated in his penthouse, wearing nothing but a silk robe, fisting a glass of bourbon while half-hazardously trying to calm his nerves. On the table in front of him laid a bottle of Bennies crushed and ready to have been snorted. Yet, Soldier Boy hesitated. A heaping wave of regret washing over him.
The year Soldier Boy was getting himself riled up for Herogasm in 1982. The iron embroidered clock struck 8:30 in the evening and he knew if he was going to be fashionably late he should leave before 9:30PM. It was hard telling how the others were doing.
He had promised Couze, Crimson Countess-his publicity stunt of a girlfriend that he would meet all of the team there when he himself felt like showing up. Which was going to be now.
Soldier Boy sighed, dragging himself into the bedroom, to head towards the shower.
Once he got into his suit, the helmet slid over his chiseled facial features as he took one last look in the mirror before disappearing out his front door.
“Where the fuck have you been? Don’t you think it’s a bit unprofessional to show up to Herogasm four hours late? The fucking thing started at 5.” Countess bitched, while Soldier Boy rolled his eyes, turning his gaze towards the crowd of people mingling, and to others fucking each other senseless in more ways than one.
“To be fairly honest with you Couze. I’d appreciate it if you would shut that cumdumpster of a cockholder you call a mouth.” He hissed, taking a sip of his drink.
“Go fuck yourself.” Crimson spat.
“Already did, whore.” He replied.
----
Soldier Boy had eventually moved away from Countess and the others, ending up on a balcony outside of the main event. It was a bit more enjoyable with the cool night air. He pulled out a pack of smokes and took one into his mouth.
Digging a lighter out of his pocket, a throat cleared.
He tensed while he slowly looked back.
“Had no idea you smoked, Benny.” The glass shattered on the floor as Ben whipped around.
“Y/N?” He shook his head.
“Who else would it be, Benny.” You cooed.
“Looks like you got some work done.” He stated, taking a step forward.
“I gave up on you a long time ago. When you left me on that front porch swing. After my daddy died.” You gritted your teeth in frustration.
“You were dead, I was told you-“ you had to laugh.
“Is that what Vought wanted you to think? No, when they got word you had someone back home-- they wasted no time hauling my ass up to the superhero factory. They pump me full of fucking poison. I waited and waited with a small sliver of hope that you-“ you trembled, the words not wanting to come out.
“Forget it.” You turned from him. “Looks like you took that offer huh? Became a weapon-a toy for Vought American to profit off of.”
You stared back into the party, the patrons visible, sick slapping of flesh and putrid moans escaping the lips of the many who partook in this disgusting festival.
"I wanted something more." Soldier Boy started.
"Here you are then. You have got everything you wanted. The money, the fame...hell you even have someone back home. Keeping your bed warm." You interjected, as you whipped back around your face expressing how utterly livid you were to face the man that had once been your entire world.
"Shut your fucking mouth, Y/N. You got no business talking to me like that. Everything back then was temporary, whatever was between us, the things that happened, were merely one of those things." He hissed, shoving himself away from the railing, his attention on you.
Your lip quivered, you were on the verge of snapping.
"I wanted to show you the life you could have lived if you would have just stayed in Philly. We grew up together, ran the streets, we were two against your father's entire regime. It was just the two of us. I loved you, Benjamin." You couldn't help the couple of tears that rolled and stained your cheeks. You weren't finished, you never were when it came to facing Benjamin Gilman.
"You know, before you just disappeared, back in 49', my mother had asked about you. She wanted to know if you would be coming to celebrate the holidays. I didn't have the heart to tell her that you had--" You quickly swiped the tears from your eyes again.
"Your letters stopped coming. I waited and waited until I couldn't wait for you anymore. And here we are... both of us back together again. It is truly pathetic." you quipped, a small whine escaping from your lips.
"There was no us, Y/N. There never was. When I came home in 47' I was ready to tell you I was heading to New York, that I was leaving you, but I couldn't bring myself to tell you. Because why should I? You were just another girl. There's more of them around me now. I have a lot of them I can choose from." Ben sneered.
"Decided to choose the one that hates you huh? Real classy, Benjamin." You spat.
He stomped towards you, backing your back into the hard brick as it hit the siding. Caging you in with both of his arms, he leaned close to the side of your head, his lips inches away from the tip of your ear.
"You're nothing to me. Fucking nothing. Shoulda' never came here, Y/N. Don't belong with the big leagues. You keep your mouth shut about things you have no idea about" He pushed off of the wall, his back to you again.
"This is what you call the big leagues? More like a bunch of super abled brats, running around with their knickers in a twist. I wanted something amazing for you. I wanted you to have a life. This? This isn't a life. This is a place where you're going to end up dying." Your cheek had burned when he slapped you hard, as you fell onto your ass. You furrowed your brows, silencing yourself, rubbing the side of your face.
"I fucking warned you to shut your fucking mouth. Get out. Start walking. I moved on, Y/N." He gritted his teeth, pushing past you and back to the railing.
"Is this how little you think of me? I don't regret meeting you. You made me happy. Even after everything, even just the interactions between us now, I still love you. I never stopped. I don't think I ever will." You reached out to try and touch Soldier Boy's shoulder. When you placed your palm onto it, he let you. Letting out a sigh, he slightly turned his head to look at you from the corner of his eye.
"I know somewhere deep down in that heinous, arrogant heart of yours, there is a part of you that still cares about me too. I don't hate you, I don't hate the person you used to be--the Benny I adored. I hate the person you have become. Maybe things could have been different in another life." Pulling away from him, you had begun to walk away, until his hand wrapped around your forearm and pulled you back.
He tucked his head into your neck.
"Life was much simpler when you were gone, when I thought you were dead, Y/N."
You loosened his arms, as he let you go. Your hands moved to touch the clasp around your neck, as you unclipped the locket he had given you. You then placed the piece into his palm, closing it.
"Then I guess this is the end to our little fairytale story." You stood on the tips of your toes, planting a light kiss to his cheek, to then make your way back through the crowds of people.
"Wait-don't go! Y/N! Please!" The sound of Soldier Boy's voice had been drowned out by everyone before you could even look back at the man you had grown up with.
Only time would tell when you would see him next.
----
Two more years pass, the wad of pain that erupted from within your chest, brought you to your knees. The news of Soldier Boy, Benjamin "Benny" Gilman, had died to save the lives of the American people.
Not much was said after that, besides the array of memorial celebrations that honored his death, countless events, holidays created that brought inspiration to the new generation of people.
Even when Crimson Countess found out about you, she had somehow ended up at your front door, with a folded up flag. Since he was out of her life, she donated the rest to museums. Countess did not want the man to plague her even after death.
Y/N did warn him that she didn't love him.
----
Present day was much worse than what you had expected. You hadn't aged a bit, it had taken thirty years for you to even age one year. Even then, the memories still haunted you.
Payback had dispersed, becoming run down entertainers to scrounge up whatever money they could to keep their lives luxurious.
None of them had aged well.
You had become numb to the world around you, watching the Seven become popular, rising to the top of the rankings, watched their leader make a fool of himself. It was a position you gave yourself. You didn't have to work, you didn't have to eat much, nor sleep. Practically immortal, actually you could have been immortal. You were starting to believe the latter.
William Butcher and his team had met with you on some occasions after digging into files and finding your name written within. Wanting to know information about Soldier Boy. You had given those fucks the same answer that he was dead. Gave his life, like in the documentaries.
They had buried him in the cemetery, whatever was left of him of course. They had a closed casket funeral, for the sake of those who attended.
Now, you visit his grave, every Tuesday, and you sit with him. Talk about how your life was going. You wished you could have had more time.
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It had been in the middle of winter, a Tuesday. A coat keeping you warm, while you made a place to sit, continuing the routine. The cemetery was silent, not a noise within earshot. That is until you heard the sound of crunching footfalls within the snow. Chalking it up to other people visiting their loved ones, you quietly returned to your conversation.
Someone cleared their throat.
A man.
"Still pissed at me, Y/N?"
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songofsoma · 6 months
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take her apart
kinktober day 16: strap-on
pairing: karlach x f!tav words: 970 rating: explicit
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“Hands and knees,” Daefina ordered. 
Karlach obeyed, but slower than Daefina would’ve liked. Her muscles still felt like jelly as her body had just finished its trembling from the orgasm that had just rocked her. She wasn’t completely sure how long she’d be able to hold the position. 
Daefina admired the view of Karlach on her knees for her, stroking the glistening faux cock as she inspected the wetness still dripping over down Karlach’s inner thighs. She had done a number on her already, and she was nowhere near done. 
A hand smoothed over an asscheek, loving how spread open this position forced her to be. She watched Karlach clench around nothing as fingers trailed from her buttocks to the back of her thigh.
Then a yelp filled the tent after the crisp smack of hand on skin. 
Daefina soothed the spot she had spanked with a tender touch. “You like that?” she purred, nails dragging down the scarred flesh of her face until she reached the base of Karlach’s tail, making her shudder beneath her touch. 
Karlach blew out an exasperated breath but nodded, arching her back as Daefina stroked the sensitive base of her tail. 
“Words, Sparky,” she reminded her. 
“Yes, I like it,” Karlach breathed. 
She smirked as she watched Karlach’s fingers curl into the thin blanket on their bedroll. Surely, her nails would shred the thing by the time Daefina was through with her. 
Daefina rubbed the tip of the toy against Karlach’s clit, the bud already swollen from the earlier abuse. “You want more?” she asked, sliding the toy up to brush against her entrance, moving forward just enough so the very tip parted the folds of her cunt. 
Karlach held the blanket tighter. “Daefina,” she complained in a whine. 
“So naughty today,” she clucked her tongue and stepped back, chuckling at the guttural groan of frustration that sliced through the air. “You know the rules. You get nothing until you use your words.”
“Just fuck me already!” Karlach looked over her shoulder. While her words were an attempt to be demanding, she could see the plea in her eyes. That sight had to be one of the sexiest she had ever seen in her life. 
Karlach opened her mouth to say something else but she spluttered as Daefina drilled the faux cock into her. 
Immediately, her arms gave out and her shoulders slumped into the bedroll. She buried her face into the flimsy pillow to muffle her moans as a brutal pace was set.
Daefina wore a face of self-satisfaction. Their hips met with every thrust, the sound of skin slapping skin melding into the moans and gasps echoing through their small tent. 
She caught Karlach’s tail, pulling it up so she could have a better view as she fucked her. And by the Gods, what a view. Something about watching the way the toy disappeared with ease into her dripping cunt drove Daefina crazy. It was as if Karlach’s body was begging for her. 
“This what you wanted?” Daefina asked, her voice breathy from exertion. “You just wanted to be fucked that bad?”
There was a muffled answer captured by the pillow. That just wouldn’t do. With the hand not gripping Karlach’s tail, fingers sunk into the back of her hair, pulling to force her head up. “I asked you a question.”
Karlach’s upper body arched backward, the pillow no longer available to hide her mewling. All she managed was a strangled, “Yes!”
“You wanted me to fuck you until you couldn’t remember your own name?” she continued, loving the control Karlach gave her. It was a powerful feeling dominating a brutal warrior. But now, Daefina played her body as if it were an instrument. She knew exactly how to move and where to touch to turn Karlach’s brain to mush. Daefina was aware that with every rough slam of her hips, she would hit that certain spot that drove the tiefling crazy. 
She hadn’t waited for an answer this time. Instead, she let go of Karlach’s hair to snake her arm under her abdomen, fingers finding her clit. 
Her name left Karlach’s lips in a whimper. She was clenching tight around the toy making it harder to thrust. It was clear she was climbing closer to her climax. 
Karlach was panting, unable to escape the cage of pleasure Daefina had captured her in. 
Daefina hiked her tail up once more, wanting to fully watch Karlach come on her cock. Judging from the way she heard her whimpering and mewling into her pillow, she knew it wouldn’t be much longer.
She applied more pressure to her clit, fingers moving in tighter circles as her hips kept a steady pace driving into her. 
And with one last “Oh, fuck!” Karlach tensed and gripped the bedroll for dear life.
Daefina slowed to admire the way the faux cock glistened and how cum was dripping from her cunt down her thighs. “I think you might need a bath after this, big girl.” She rubbed Karlach’s hips affectionately as her shuddering began to cease. 
Karlach huffed. “And whose fault is that?”
She smiled, bending down to kiss between her damp shoulder blades. Hands slid from her hips and up the sculpted plane of her stomach until she caught small breasts in her hands, the pads of her fingers brushing over the metal balls of her nipple piercings. 
Daefina squeezed once, making Karlach gasp. “You’re still talking, clearly I haven’t fucked you hard enough.” And just to prove her point, her hips pressed against Karlach’s as she ground the toy deep within her. 
She swore brokenly, head dipping down so her forehead pressed against the ground. 
“You’ll learn your lesson one of these days,” Daefina mused.
To which Karlach muttered, “I hope to the Hells I never do.”
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In my defense, I have none (Miguel O’hara x reader)
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Warning: Sad. Angst-ish.
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It had been a year since Miguel Disappeared from Neuva York. She didn’t know that he gone to a different universe, where he had a daughter and was happy. She just knew one day he stopped answering her calls. She took the time to grieve to allow herself the space to become a whole person again. She would go for a run in the evening, she would swear she would see him at the bus stop. She didn’t. She went to see more movies. She had time to see as many matinées as she had money to buy a ticket.
She didn’t really seriously date anyone, how do you open that conversation up? “Oh my Ex? He vanished into thin air one day.” That sounded believable. She didn’t take down the pictures of their days together until A few weeks ago. The things he left? Still in a box under her bed. Sometimes she takes it out and held one of his oversized hoodies and just thought to herself.
“It would've been you” She moved on differently than anyone expected her. She acted more like he died then they broke up or he just ghosted her. She would say she liked to imagine that he was off on his on his on adventure. Doing all the things they had talked about. She never was a typical girl, and it was never a typical romance, but it was theirs. It was fun, they had fun, and they could’ve still had fun. She tried not to think about it anymore.
She was walking by a fountain on her way home one day and she looked at the copper pennies littered on the bottom. At this point in time pennies were completely obsolete as currency but you could buy a pack of two at some tourist shops to use in wishing wells or fountains. She thought about the time that she had convinced Miguel to do it. They had stood at a fountain near his place.
“This is silly chiquitita, I can’t believe you actually convinced me to do this”
“C’mon Miguelito, it’s just for fun, what are you just worried your wish won’t come true?” She teased as he rolls his eyes with a smile on his face. They had thrown the pennies in and Miguel leaned in
“What did you wish for?”
“I can’t tell you or It won’t come true! You know how it works dummy.” If her wish had come true he would be standing next to her right now, teasing her about believing in such a silly notion. As she walked on, she swears she sees him at the bus stop again, but she blinks and no one is there. She couldn’t help but wonder to herself.  
If one thing had been different would everything be different today?
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