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hangingoffence · 11 months

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i think that ppl forget how much body horror and blood and gore is in jjba. all the queerness and sweaty bulky men overshadow that. i mean for example in part 2 with the pillar men and especially in the santana fight. the dud just breaks every bone in his body and twists himself so he can fit his entire body inside a stroheim so that he can hide from the sunlight

#every part has its ugly gorey moments but i just love the invasive nature of santana's intrusion<3 #it makes my skin crawl #jjba

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chongoblog · 2 years

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So I haven’t seen ANYONE talking about this scene in the new DHMIS show, and I just want to go on record and say that between the original series and the new show, this scene is probably what made me the most viscerally uncomfortable and I literally cannot watch it on rewatches. And yeah, that was probably the point.

So yeah I just wanted to say good job Becky and Joe. Idk if it was just me or if people just dont wanna think about it, but god, this scene is something else......

#dhmis #dont hug me im scared #dhmis spoilers #i think it has to do with the facade of mourning idk #i just #it makes my skin crawl

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ubejamjar · 1 month

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Current mood: Angry because the rose smell is suffocating and she’s pretty sure the people are cannibals.

#I hate Eulmore #it makes my skin crawl #enter Alphy stage left #to tell her stop glaring at everyone #shb spoilers #kinda?#ffxiv screenies #ffxiv screenshots #spoilers #Shadowbringers #ffxiv oc #ffxiv #ajisaijar #raen wol #raen au ra #ffxiv au ra #gposejar #Shadowbringers spoilers

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secretagentsagainstwhatever · 14 days

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my autism: i really really hate the shower

me: that’s ok we can bath

my ocd: i really really hate the shower curtain

me: no guys it’s really really ok we can just bath

my epilepsy:…..🥲

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metallatch · 10 months

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i thought it was a joke. i thought the internet was making a distasteful joke about a real tragedy.

but no.

holy sht it was actually driven by a video-game controller.

#it makes my skin crawl #this is so sad and so insane.#text post #oceangate #oceangate submersible #submarine #oceangate submarine #photo

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wanders-in-stars · 2 months

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If I get one more porn bot in my dms so help me I will not be held responsible for my actions

#i will stab somebody #i cannot express the utter rage and disgust i feel each time i get one of those #it's like if some rando came up to me irl and opened with “hey sexy”#it makes my skin crawl #i hate it so much. so so much.

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letsoulswander · 16 days

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If anyone knows how to block half a couple on AO3, please,

#i want stardew valley fanfic but not of the player character #it makes my skin crawl #my pc isn't me hes just a little guy

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kaiwrites-if · 2 years

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Lancelot: Why does Merlin call you "baby girl"? Arthur: How about we ride our horses in silence for a little while? (Arthur is baby girl (gender neutral) <3)

Merlin: r u lost, baby girl?

Arthur: I will kill you.

Lance: wtf?

#ask #anon #c: arthur #c: lancelot #I hate that ‘r u lost babygirl’#it makes my skin crawl #it would make arthur commit acts of violence #nsft…but calling him baby girl in bed when he’s subbing…bites lip #he hasn’t got a degradation kink for nothing #bullying arthur hours

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teletyped · 1 year

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theres something really creepy about people headcanoning characters as lesbians to "protect them from the shitty male characters" like idk once again bisexual women are victim blamed and reduced to the stupid idiot who dates men at her own peril ykwim

#text #it makes my skin crawl #biphobia

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ghostfoolish · 11 months

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#vent incoming #I hate being in videos and pictures without my permission #I hate it so SO much #like it makes me so bad when it’s not me taking my own pictures #my mom just tried to do a video with me in it when she didn’t ask first and I ended up knocking her phone out of her hand without thinking #and now I feel bad 😞#I apologized to her and everything but fuck I hate it #I hate when people feel like they can just put a camera in front of me without asking first #it makes my skin crawl

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evankinard · 1 year

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oh my god there's literally no bigger ick in the world to me than people calling nipples "chocolate/choco chips"

#it makes my skin CRAWL

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badolmen · 5 months

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Everyone talking about adopting Palestinian kids needs to read Scott Carney’s The Red Market and a brief definition of genocide outside of the physical destruction of lives.

#ra speaks #personal #adoption #palestine #the red market #it’s been years since I read that book #but the sections about the trafficked kids has always stuck with me #about the family who had their son stolen. who tracked him down in America. who asked the family to see him #not to take him home not to be a part of his life but simply to speak with a now young teenager #and tell him how much they loved him and missed him and were happy he was safe #only for the family to deny them.#like Jesus fucking Christ man that shit has fucked me up #idk maybe it’s just cause my countin died recently #and she was adopted and her graduate psychology work was with adopted kids because she was passionate #about the flaws and dangers of the system she grew up in #but every person who talks about saving the children when they mean taking them away from everything and everyone they’ve ever known #it makes my skin crawl #we should be putting effort into keeping track of families. of finding family friends and connections for these kids.#not throwing them into a new country full of racists who will give them shit for where they were born no matter how American they’re raised

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buckieduckie2 · 1 year

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i made a bunch of anti "mikey" pet name memes

i was reading a fic and it seemed like it was going to be sweet enough like will is doped up on pain med right (aww) uhhh naur cause then he starts acting like a child and he came in with the "mikey" and i just-

absolutely no hate towards the author on the off chance that they see this, im sure it was a wonderful fic from what i could tell, im just sorry because i couldnt </3

#we are anti mikey in this household #anti mikey #i hate it sm #you dont understand #it makes my skin crawl #i physically cannot take it #goodness my #byler

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rodjanikov · 6 months

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I thought I was over it, I am indeed not over it and it still very much triggers me when people talk about that kind of stuff and I can still feel her hands, eyes and words all over me and I want to set myself on fire

#it makes my skin crawl #I am terrified of meeting her on the street #I don't even know what I would do #I still blame myself for what happened #I still hate her for what she did to me #A* making me realize that it wasn't consensual and making me plummet in a dark spiral #although I am grateful for the fact that she opened my eyes #it's been five years #and I'm still there #I'm still in that bed #rodja.txt

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mythicalthing · 7 months

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Does anyone else have an irrational aversion to people saying "supper" instead of "dinner"

#it makes my skin crawl #i know this is not logical

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kg-clark-inthedark · 1 year

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Chapter 7 of Beyond the Spheres by kg_clark

I can recall only two moments in my life when I felt completely helpless. The first was the day that changed everything, seventeen years ago when I was suspended motionless in the air to watch Daud drive cold steel through Jessamine’s heart. The second was that horrifying realization that there was nothing I could do as Delilah cast my daughter in stone before my eyes. Now a third moment of powerlessness is coming glaringly into focus as I’m following Alastor into his apartment upon our return from the wedding and he suddenly just…vanishes.

One instant he’s leading me inside, smiling beautifully back at me, and the next he has disappeared into a plume of inky, fading smoke. It happens right in front of me with no warning, just like I had secretly feared it might. I’m not even quick enough to grab his hand, instead swiping the empty air where he had been just a moment ago.

For a few seconds I simply stare in disbelief. Surely I’m imagining things. This must be a cruel trick my mind is playing on me. If I blink a few times, Alastor will be standing before me again, won’t he?

But the seconds keep passing and my pulse begins to pound in my ears as the apartment remains empty and silent around me. Blood rushes through my head and I eventually stagger forward with a delayed gasp.

“Alastor?” I call out to nobody. My voice sounds so harsh and alarmed I barely recognize it as my own.

Please, no.

As I stand frozen, glancing feebly around the apartment, my fingers find the back of my left hand to seek comfort in my rising panic. An onslaught of questions begins, all rattling against one another inside my skull with potential answers too terrifying for me to fully face: What is happening? Was that the same Void-mist I watched Alastor materialize from and fade back into all those times as the Outsider? If so, he couldn’t have gone back to the Void…could’ve he? After all this time, like it’s nothing?

Another, more sinister thought arises as I begin involuntarily pacing the floor of the apartment. If it is the Void that Alastor disappeared to, I doubt he went with intention. He seemed…happy here. He told me the first day we saw each other at the bar that he was enjoying his freedom. He wanted nothing more than to be rid of that abyss for good. No, there’s no way he would’ve chosen to go back all of the sudden like this. He must have been pulled away against his will. In that case, will he be able to escape?

If I’m right, Alastor must be so frightened. It’s that thought, the notion of him trapped and scared with no way for me to help him, that mutates my panic into a sickening despair.

I’m usually shown some type of direction when I’m faced with situations like this. However I don’t know where to begin now. I no longer have any way of accessing the Void. Alastor and his runes were my points of entry. And it’s with uncertainty that I even theorize that’s where he’s gone. The only clue I have to his whereabouts is that fleeting moment of black mist that he left behind. If I had blinked I would have missed it entirely.

Seconds turn to minutes with me pacing the small space and eventually becoming so overwhelmed by what-ifs that I find myself sinking to the floor in distress. I hold my head in my hands. What am I supposed to do here?

I think about earlier today and the shift in our relationship that occurred. All I’ve been able to think about since the moment I found him is getting to the point that we got to today. Today brought certainty, a certainty I’ve been lacking ever since I lost his mark two years ago. Now the future of it all has suddenly been brought right back into question.

I was never a man of faith even before I fell into the Outsider’s favor. Growing up the way I did, losing my father young and needing to fight for a decent life, the teachings of the Abbey of the Everyman always came off as too pious and out of touch for me to include them in my personal beliefs. I’ve watched too many rely on the Abbey for guidance instead of bothering to come to any true understanding about themselves or their situations. However, in moments like this when I am entirely at a loss, I feel myself aching for external guidance. I used to turn to Alastor himself all those years, but now…

I’m drawn over to the window to look out at the night sky. Much like an overseer studying cosmological signs, I search the stars’ shimmering lights for clues. Sokolov described them as guide points in a perilous, black, howling chaos.

Taking a steadying breath, I let go of my pride and ask the cosmos above to bring him back to me. A prayer of sorts. Whatever the endless blanket of fireballs and spheres truly is, whatever its motivations may be, I beg its mercy for the first time.

Please, bring him back.

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#beyond the spheres fic #dishonored fan fiction #dishonored fanfic #corvosider #trying to get back into self promotion #it makes my skin crawl #but I shouldn't keep avoiding it #dishonored

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