"When Sycamore left when he was a child, he read his parents' books at home, packed all of his things, went out on a sunny afternoon, and while watching the flowing clouds he thought "I'll buy some glasses". And then, he left home for good."

i have this picture of me and my bf i love so much i have to physically resist posting it

so we can all agree that it was crowley that pulled away from the kiss right.

california and me by laufey is haunting me.

when mike is hopelessly trying to get nacho out of the drug business and gus’s threats at the end of BCS s5 - and gus isn’t giving him an inch - and mike says ‘I don’t think fear is a great motivator’........ and in ??? years gus IS going to be a kinder man he IS going to try and spare jesse and even order mike to babysit him

and mike has FAILED in all imaginable senses. he’s not saved anyone from gus’s ruthlessness, he’s not preserved any of his own morality, he’s followed orders and gone deeper and darker and that’s where we leave him the the end of BCS

but when we meet him in BrBa. already ossified as the ‘right hand arm man’, no longer arguing with gus about showing mercy. and YET now we know something’s happened. he’s rubbed off on gus. perhaps without either of them noticing. he’s brought some light with him into the darkness

an INSANE amount of characterization to pack into a SINGLE FUCKING LINE

[parasocial bestie] i dont think about Kissing but like i DONT THINK. ABOUT KISSING. in the way most ppl think and u rite i despise it in the romantic way idek if its an aro thing But Like. i do think about kissing in that kinda way. like uh.

like ur first qpr xiaolumi fic....... when lumine just kinda,... screw it ill just do the thing i kept thinkign,... and kiss xiao's lil crown on his sweat matted hair after his breakdown. and his lil surprised face and wide-spread but still faint blush. i just. i Think about that type of kissing. i think bout that Kiss. something so convenient something thats really Needed yknow and it hurts in a good way cus xiao NEEDS IT YKNOW.

i also think bout kissing in my own context like my xiao dead(ish) brainrot when he sleepge perpetually on bed. lumine waiting after hours of her one-sided convo to him. just waiting, kinda. it gets tiring it gets a lil hopeless a lil dull to keep seeing him like that but she still sits there. she waits for him. wishes him well. even if she leaves once in a while bc she knows he wouldnt want her to wallow like some wet sludge by the bedside and ye need to touch some good ol grass.

she wishes him well. one day he'll wake up. so like. gosh. i guess theres something to give yknow. as somekind of guarantee, or anything to assure herself, what she needs to think more than to wait more of.

and lumine gives a featherlight peck on his cheek, just below his eye. they call it an angel kiss, usually for those who wants to wake up their sleeping loved ones in the morning. yeagh. just once.

i also hate kissing but i also think about kissing in that specific way yknow i just aueutjnajjdjdbfbbsbfjdhskzkcksjfjkshfbsbdbhajfjsjcjdjfjhdvdgshsgajfhdhfhshshjfjsj

"and kiss xiao's lil crown on his sweat matted hair after his breakdown. and his lil surprised face and wide-spread but still faint blush" now tell me why i literally wrote this scene months ago and reading this still made me want to burst immediately into tears. EVERY TIME I IMAGINE IT OR ANYTHING LIKE I I JUST. MMMMMMMMMFGNMNGMNFGMFNM

SLEEPGE........ crying. i love -ge on words but i dont Think ive seen sleepge im obsessed now okay anywyas

AN ANGEL KISS......... FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO WAKE UP THEIR SLEEPING LOVED ONES IN THE MORNING.......... JUST ONCE....................... EUEUUEUEUEUEUEUEUEUUEUEU

im fine. this is fine. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Fic where the sides bcome human apart from thomas & logan just fucking leaves & he is so so happy abt it.

ummm if i wrote a longpost about bo burnham's art is dead, specifically the green room performance, would you guys be interested in that

The way people keep telling Carmy he's dead (because they mistake him for his brother), not even that he should be dead like his dreams say, but "you're dead," "aren't you dead," and it makes him seem like a ghost, like nothing more than a reflection of loss, but at the same time he keeps the restaurant alive because he IS still alive and he knows it so he keeps on making food (which obviously is massively connected with life and life-giving) he keeps on going into the restaurant because he's! not dead! Even though people keep telling him he is! Alexa play Hesitant Alien by Gerard Way!

(I still haven't been able to watch more than two episodes but I am Always Thinking About Them)

no but like!! that's the thing!!! is he keeps being told he's dead and it's not even on purpose but his dreams tell him it SHOULD be!!! and YET!!!!!! he keeps choosing to live and to try to get better and to try to make things better for other people!!! and WITH other people!! and this is very clearly illustrated specifically in the way he consistently apologizes to people when he screws something up/is a jerk!!! he is TRYING. trying for life and connection and healing and hope. Alexa play Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance

Nothing scares me more in this world than a man being behind me. I am filled with genuine, gripping panic any time i cannot maintain visual.

Turnabout Goodbyes is about karma and I keep waiting for you guys to ask for the essay but you never do. Maybe you're waiting for 11:50 on Christmas Eve. I understand

me trying to explain how steve being bisexual and dating a dude actually would resolve his romance arc perfectly

not romantic not platonic but a secret third thing [what would happen between earth and the moon if the earth stopped spinning as illustrated by xkcd randall munroe]

still one of my favorite bits i ever got to commit was pretending not to know who jesus is when a street preacher was evangelizing to me. he was like "do you know who jesus is?" and i had so much time before my next bus and i wanted to know what would happen so i said no. and you know what. he had clearly never been told no to that question before because if i hadn't actually known who jesus was, his baffled and fumbling attempt sure wouldn't have told me. literally reversed the roles. now you get to stand here feeling very uncomfortable and wishing you could be somewhere else because guess what buddy, this is my bus stop, im early (and can catch like five other buses from this exact stop), and im now thoroughly invested in hearing about this mysterious jesus figure. you're locked in here with me. im eating the key as we speak. i will kill us both before i let you out of here.

very highly recommend this bit if you can pull it off and if you have time to kill

1.05 / Battle of the Labyrinth

something something she left the tower

been thinking about traffic pearl too much

this was done fast because i have school work to do, so thats why its messy