HOW TO: USING ONLY SONGS FROM ONE ARTIST, CLEVERLY ANSWER THESE NINE QUESTIONS AND THEN TAG 10 PEOPLE.
WHATS YOUR GENDER.
"Henkersbraut" By Subway to Sally
Kein Myrtenkranz im schwarzen Haar
Kein Schleier und kein Traualtar
Kein Priester für das Ritual
Der Brautigam verfemt und kahl
Er nennt sie leis sein kleines Weib
Und mustert ihren dürren Leib
Die Gasteschar im Lumpenkleid
Drängt sich um sie und lacht und schreit
No Flowers in her hair
No veil and no weddingaltar
No father for the ritual
The groom is a stranger and calvous
He calls her quiet (soft); his (sweet) little wife
and eyes her sick body
The guests in rags
dance around her and laugh and scream.
DESCRIBE YOURSELF.
"Wechselbalg" By ASP
Das Innerste geäußert
Und aufs Äußerste verinnerlicht
Ein Wechselbalg
Die Welt getauscht
The innermost exposed
and to the utmost internalized
A changeling
Switched the world
HOW DO YOU FEEL?
"Spiel des Lebens" By Ignis Fatuui.
Ein Spiel, das jeder von uns kennt, bei dem es keine Regeln gibt.
Ein jeder ist hier Spielfigur und jede Runde endet nur
mit einem Ziel, es ist kein Sieg. Weil jeder von uns fliegt.
Es geht um Leben oder Tod, (Wo-o-o-o)
bei diesem Spiel, das "unser Leben" heißt.
Auf uns wartet nur der Tod. (Wo-o-o-o)
Nimm diesen Tanz, als wenn es dein letzter wär.
A game everybody of us knows, without rules
Everybody is the token here and every round just ends-
With a finish. It's never a victory, because everyone of us drops out of the game
It's about life or death (Wo-o-o-o)
In this game that's called our life
Only death is waiting for us (Wo-o-o-o)
So take this dance as if it is your last one.
IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
"Wieder unterwegs" By Saltatio Mortis.
Wir ziehen weiter, immer weiter
Bis der Mond die Sonne verführt
Bis der Himmel die Erde berührt
Immer weiter, immer weiter
Bis der Mond die Sonne verführt
Zu dem Orte wo der Himmel die Erde berührt
Mein Ohr vernimmt
Mir unbekannte Sprachen
Ergibt sich schnell
Der fremden Melodie
Ich singe laut
Noch nie gesung'ne Lieder
Im Schein des Feuers
Und vergesse nie
We move on, further and further
Until the moon seduces the sun
Until where the sky
Touches the earth
On and on, on and on
Until the moon seduces the sun
To that place
Where the sky touches the earth
My ear hears
Languages unknown to me
Surrenders quickly to
The foreign melody
I sing loudly
Songs never sung before
In the light of the fire
And never forget
DESCRIBE YOUR FAMILY.
"Julia und die Räuber" By Subway to Sally.
Blut, Blut
Räuber saufen Blut
Raub und Mord und Überfall sind gut
Hoch vom Galgen klingt es,
Hoch vom Galgen klingt es,
Raub und Mord und Überfall sind gut
Blood, blood, bandits drink blood
Robbery and murder and ambushing are good
High from the gallows it rings
High from the gallows it rings
Robbery and murder and ambushing are good
YOUR BEST FRIEND.
"Orpheus" By Saltatio Mortis
Sing für mich, Orpheus
Wir hatten Kein Glück
Du wandelst ins Leben
Doch ich bleib'
Zurück
Und wenn deine Stimme
Nie mehr für mich singt
Werd' ich erfahr'n wie laut Stille klingt
Sing for me, Orpheus
We had no luck.
You walk back into life.
But I stay back here (with the dead)
And when your voice
Never sings for me again
I will finally know how loud silence sounds.
YOUR HOBBY.
"Tanz auf dem Vulkan" By Subway to Sally.
Du musst tanzen, in der Asche
bis zum allerletzten Tanz,
tanze Krater in den Boden
und zertanz die Schuhe ganz!
Tanze, tanze über Tiefen,
denn wer tanzen kann der lebt,
und du spürst die Erde,
wie sie wogt und bebt.
Dreh dich ewiglich,
tanz und dreh dich,
spring und dreh dich,
beim wilden Tanz auf dem Vulkan.
You must dance in the ashes
until the very last dance
Dance craters into the ground
and completely wear out your shoes by dancing.
Dance, dance over depths
for who can dance, lives
And you feel the earth
how it undulates and shakes.
Turn eternally,
Dance and turn,
Jump and turn
as you wildly
Dance on the vulcan
(Speak: dance with the devil= live dangerously and on the edge)
FAVOURITE TIME OF THE DAY?
"Krötenliebe" By Subway to Sally.
Als wir im Tümpel lagen,
Im fauligen Morast,
Brach über uns die Nacht herein.
Dunkle Gestalten krochen
Auf unser Lager zu
Und stimmten in das Lied der Liebe ein.
As we lay by the pond together,
in the rotting morass,
Night broke down upon us.
Dark figures crawled
towards our bed,
and joined us in our lovesong.
DESCRIBE YOUR LIFE.
"Tod und Teufel" By Saltatio Mortis.
An einem trüben Winterabend
Kroch die Kälte in mein Haus
Umfasste mich mit klammen Fingern
Und zog mich in den Schnee hinaus
Vor meinem Haus standen zwei Reiter
Die Mäntel waren schwarz und rot
In rot gekleidet ritt der Teufel
Ganz in schwarz Gevatter Tod
Die Sonne floh hinter die Berge
Da fing der Tod zu reden an:
"Dein Leben geht zur Neige
Sag mir hast du's recht getan?"
Der Teufel sprang von seinem Rappen
In seiner Hand ein Pergament
Dann trug er vor, ich sei ein Spielmann
Sei ein sündhaft Element
In diesem Spiel gibts kein zurück
In deiner Uhr verrinnt der Sand
Nimm deine Würfel in die Hand
Nimm deine Würfel in die Hand
Doch nach alter Spielmannssitte
Ist es Recht und ist es Brauch
Zu würfeln um sein Lasterleben
Verwetten seinen Lebenshauch
Der Teufel wirft die erste Runde
Dreimal sechs wie's ihm gebührt
Ich werfe bleich die Knochenwürfel
Als mich des Todes Hand berührt
Die Würfel harren auf der Kante
Gehalten von des Todes Blick
Er lächelt in des Teufels Fratze
Und spricht: "Das war ein übler Trick"
Da mich der Teufel wollt betrügen
Bekomme ich noch etwas Zeit
Den Tod zu täuschen ist ein Frevel
Denn Tod heißt auch Gerechtigkeit
Das Leben is ein Würfelspiel
Und deine Seele ist das Pfand
Die Regeln kennen brauchst du nicht
Nimm deine Würfel in die Hand
Nimm deine Würfel in die Hand
On a dim winter evening
Coldness crept into my house
Grasped me with clammy fingers
And dragged me out into the snow
In front of my house two riders where standing
The coats where black and red
Dressed in red was the devil
Completely in black godfather death
The sun fled to hide behind the mountains
Then death started talking:
"Your life is running short
Tell me, have you done it right"
Devil jumped off of his black horse
Holding a pergament in his hand
He declaimed I'd be a minstrel
(I'd) be a sinful beeing
But following the old custom of mistrels
It's law and it's convention
To gamble for ones life of vice
(And to) bet ones breath of life
Devil throws the first round
Three times six like it's due to him
Pale I'm throwing the bony dices
As death's hand touches me
Helt by the gaze of death
He smiles into the grim mien of the devil
And says: "That was a foul trick"
Because the devil wanted to fool me
I get a bit more time
To cheat death is a sacrilege
Since death also means justice
Life is a game of dice
And your soul is the pledge
You don't need to know the rules
Grab your dices with your hand
RELATIONSHIP STATUS.
"Spielmannsschwur" By Saltatio Mortis.
Der Strick, der uns bindet,
Ist noch nicht geflochten,
Der Knecht, der uns mordet,
Hat noch nicht gefochten.
Die Frau, die uns hält,
Ist noch nicht geborn,
Das haben alle Spielleut' geschworn.
Wir sind wie der Wind,
Man sperrt uns nicht ein,
Kein Knast kann uns halten,
Drum schenkt nochmal ein,
Wir sind geboren, um Spielmann zu sein.
The Noose that will hang us, had yet not been braided,
The servant that will murder us had yet not fought (with a sword).
The woman that wil hold us (in her arms) is yet not born,
Thats what every bard had sworn.
We are like the wind,
you can not catch us,
No prison can hold us in,
so fill our cups up again,
we are born to be minstrels.
Hobie Headcannons cs some of y’all be treating this man like he’s some white goth nga that’s never had black experiences 😭😭 these are js off the top of my head so don’t tweak out… JUH VIBE
He’s most likely Jamaican/British or African/British because he’s from the UK
He has had multiple people try to force him into playing basketball at least once because he’s 6’5
“Man, so you telling me you ain’t never tried going D1?”
“Never even played.”
“NIGGA WHAT?”
Has gotten his hand popped multiple times from touching his hair while getting it done
“How many do you have left?”
“Boy move that damn hand.”
Gives horrible advice then says “but I don’t kno, thats just me”
“She cheated on me bru. Like cheated. Called me ON FACETIME while they was hunchin.”
“Me personally I would find the guy and start a gas leak in their house while his family is sleeping. But ion kno, that’s just me tho.”
Played soccer as a kid with a makeshift paper soccer ball
Was one of those kids who were forced to finish their plate before leaving the dinner table so he would sit at the table till the next day playing with his food
Illegally listens to and downloads most of the music he likes
“Wanna do a Spotify blend?”
“Y’all use that shi?”
“who df are you bro…”
Will side eye you till you burst out laughing if you both see something crazy in public
Sung chi-chi man religiously as a child before he knew what the song meant (iykyk)
Takes pictures of white people with braids or locs
Hobie: Attachment: 1
disgusting creatures…
Hangs trash bags on his doorknobs around the house
Had entire debates as a child with older people at the cookout on why he should be able to eat ribs instead of hotdogs
“These steaks for the adults, go grab a lil hotdog and a juice.”
“But why? Can’t we both eat and enjoy the same things without you having to dehumanize me and view me only as a child without preferences for food?”
“Boy go get that fuckin hotdog and caprisun get out my face.”
Had his hairline pushed back astronomically far when he was little (Nigerian boy canon event)
On the other hand he probably never had his hair cut as a kid and started free-forming when he was young (I’m conflicted between both)
Constantly had a smart mouth as a kid (he still does), like CONSTANTLY. Once he got his lips snatched and balled into a fist
Would steal, get caught and say is “it cause I’m black?”
“Yo, were you stealing back there?”
“Why bruv? Cause I’m black?”
“Nevermind.”
Touches hot ass food with his bare hands. Like he will flip pancakes with his hands.
Can literally sleep anywhere.. like anywhere. People in his band have pictures of him hunched over on sinks, sleeping on bathroom floors, in bathtubs with the curtains wrapped around him, on the bus. Anywhere you can think of.
He doesn’t spend much money on birthday gifts or gifts in general. He likes to make things by hand even if he has to spend a few weeks
After his shows he loves to meet people in the crowd, even if they freak out. He isn’t really for the idolizing so he doesn’t know how to express his emotions too much on that.
“OH MY GOD HOBIE!?!”
“i aint think i was that special but thanks luv”
• His jacket makes HELLA noise and he doesn’t realize it. Just like if he had beads in his hair.
“imma get bro good this time..”
“Hobie don’t even try to scare me, i hear that big ass jacket thumpin down the hallway.”
• The first time he kissed a girl with lip piercings like his, they got caught on each other. They sat there for almost half and hour trying to untangle each other without hurting each other.
• He’s definitely been called a few different celebrities before, none really looked like him.
“Are you playboi carti?!”
“Bruv.”
over.
“Your that rockstar dude lancey right?”
“bru…”
and over.
“you Opium?”
“I’m starting to feel this is lowkey sterotypical…”
and over again.
• When he’s in the pit at concerts he looks out for the younger people towards the front to make sure they don’t get thrashed around too hard.
“you good young’n?”
“I CANT FEEL MY FACE”
“that’s cool too”
• He only really steals from big corporations, not small family owned places. Just out of respect. Even when they say he can take things for free he still pays, maybe a few dollars over budget.
• He loves collecting trinkets and little things he finds on the streets or backstage. He has multiple spoons, buttons and scrap fabrics laying around
• When he first learned about capitalism he realized it everywhere, like EVERYWHERE. That boy was pissed.
• He loves girls who can beat him tf up, like whoop his ass. Or girls who will cuss him tf out. Sometimes you both will be arguing and he’ll just sit back and let you go off on him.
anyways yawl that’s it lmk if I should drop some more this was fun asl to make 😛
pairing: (aged up) earth42!miles x femblack!reader
cw: cursing, mama rio being clueless, mention of ass moving like water???
blurb: your recent instagram posts while dating miles morales
a/n: yall ignore the link in the title i js thought it would be funny 😭‼️ also i'm making a fic wit (aged up) earth42!miles and reader based on the song poetic justice bt a lot of shi have been going wrong so idk when it will be out bttttt miles morales instagram while dating you should be out monday!!
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I would love to hear your opinion on 3D and all the talk around it
My thoughts on the talk around it is; "wow, well this is a load of garbage" (no offence to any friends I may have who don't like the song I just disagree that its a terrible song)
Alright. 3D. Let's talk. My thoughts. First, what's with the fucking homeless trousers??
I hate rich people 😭😭😭😭 if I wear this people will wonder why I didn't go back home to change after I fell in mud 😪
Anyhu, before i even say a thing. We should probably all try to remember that JK said this
(Thanks @chicknbunny13)
Yeah sure, even if he doesn't write a song, he may resonate with it. But not everything he does is a reflection of his actual life. This one, is for the Jikook antis btw. This is why my anons are still off. People, I dont have the energy for antis rn. JK sang 'girl' so what? This topic is super old and tired and consider it officially retired from this blog. I'm sooooo over it 🥱🥱🥱🥱
Now that we have that out of the way let's tackle the fact that our JK is a grown, grown adult. I don't need to bring back the live where he told people he's an adult and he is almost 30 and he will do what he wants to do. And if he wants to sing about this, that's exactly what he will sing about.
Oh my,
Even Jimin knows all about it
Tweet
BAHAHAAHAHAHA!!!
Let is be known i am choosing to take that sentence literally. I think JK just means him, the girl, with champagne and confetti. I really don't think it means anything else here. But, seeing as this is another sex song, I won't put it past him.
Anyone else notice a recurring theme here?
Okay then. 😳
Also shout out to this random kid with the horse
I can't be the only one who has no clue what his point was 😂😂😂
While we are on the champagne topic,
I mean....
Make no mistake, SEVEN and 3D are singing about the same thing. If SEVEN was in your face, 3D is subtle. But they are both just talking about sex here. Which is why it doesn't make sense to me why people are so upset??? As a person who likes Harlow and has heard his songs before, this did not shock me one bit. There is nothing wrong with this song. It is meaningless and shallow but guess what, thats the type of music the GP is listening to rn. I understand why Asians have an issue with this line
And I can respect that. I don't have to understand it, but if Asians say its offensive, then its offensive. In which case I think that's just ignorance on Harlow's part. The people behind the song and JK himself are not going to okay something degrading. So it is of my opinion that people are reading too much, way too much into something that aint even meant to be deep.
It's a song, about sex. The only thing deep about it, is the holes that will be getting penetrated.
This song doesn't require to be analysed. Okay, maybe when trying to decipher the analogies being used but that's it. JK has one agenda and one agenda only; release music that the general public will devour, get his name out there and be a huge pop star. And it is working.
Cue Boracity's new video about each member and who their target audience are for each solo project
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JK did not write these songs. If he did I'm sure they would have more meaning. But that's not what he's aiming for rn. Right now the man just wants to put out something that he knows will sell. Wants to put out something that will be a hit. And 3D is exactly that. Just like SEVEN. Mans was asked for the meaning of the song and by his answer, I'm not sure even he knows.
What??
Did anyone understand that???? If you did, break it down for me coz I did NOT understand that 😂😂
This song has no meaning. Its shallow, catchy, easy to remember and move to. Enough with trying to complicate shit! It ain't that deep. Period.
JK cared more about the choreo.
While Jack is calling himself a whore for wanting 4 women, JK is busy dancing throughout. So I will listen to JK and enjoy the song and choreo. Because there is nothing in the lyrics and there was never intended to be.
Idk why y'all mad when we stan a consent king:
Personally I dont have time to be angry because 1) i see no reason to be, and 2) i am too busy admiring JK's body proportions 🤤🤤
After getting back together, Janelle finds out thats she's pregnant. Follow along with Josh and Janelle as they deal with the highs and lows of her pregnancy.
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Janelle is played by Justine Skye
Hopefully this is only 2 chapters but you know me lol it might be more.
Janelles eyes bounced back and forth between Josh and Ximena. Josh was literally shaking with anger. His knuckles were white from how hard he was gripping the island counter separating him , Ximena and her brother - Sebastian. The kitchen was quiet, the only thing that could be heard were the sounds of Josh’s harsh breathing and the theme song to Spongebob Square Pants.
“Have you lost your fuckin’ mind?” Josh asked lowly, he was trying his hardest not to fly off the handle and choke the shit outta Ximena. Ximena smacked her lips and threw her hair over her shoulder.
“I just wanted to see my son Joshua.”
“Man get the fuck outta here with that.” Josh said as he pushed away from the counter and tried to walk closer to Ximena but stopped once Janelle placed her hand on his shoulder. Janelle pulled him closer to her and whispered in his ear.
“You need to calm down. I understand you’re upset. Don’t do something that’ll get you arrested and put your job and Xavi in danger.” He nodded and took a deep breath trying to calm himself back down.
“Awe isn’t that cute.” Ximena said, narrowing her eyes at Janelle. “So you’re the woman that's been taking care of my son?” Janelle ignored her and kept her eyes on Josh. She placed her hand overtop of his when he gripped the counter harder.
“Mommy?” Everyone turned their heads to look at Xavi who was standing by the entryway to the kitchen. Ximena smiled thinking he was talking to her but it quickly disappeared once Xavi walked over to Janelle and grabbed her hand, pulling her down so he could whisper something in her ear.
“Why is my son calling this bitch mom?” Ximena asked and Janelle snapped her eyes towards her.
“I aint no bitch, but ya momma is.” Ximena tried to round the counter and get in Janelle’s face but Sebastian grabbed her arm pulling her back.
“She’s pregnant.” He whispered and Ximena rolled her eyes, crossing her arms over her chest. Janelle’s dad pushed himself out of his chair and grabbed Xavi’s hand leading him out of the kitchen and upstairs.
“Don’t talk like that infront of my fuckin son..” Josh said. “Why are you here?.”
“”I just told you I wanted to see my son.”
“So you had to kidnap him?” Janelle asked. “You couldn’t have just contacted Josh to see Xavi?”
“Kidnap?” Ximena laughed. “I didn’t kidnap my child.”
“He isn’t your child. You abandoned him, left him on my momma’s porch and dipped. Now four years later you wanna come back. It don’t work like that.” Josh said looking at Ximena like she was crazy, cause she literally had to be. Why would she think that taking Xavier from school was a good idea? “You wanted to come back into his life, you should've contacted me first.” Ximena’s brother scoffed. “Man what? You got somethin’ to say?”
“You ain’t no better than she is! You abandoned him first!”
“Fuck is you talkin’ bout?”
“You left my sister to fend for herself when she was pregnant aint come see the baby in the hospital or nothing. Now you somehow parent of the fuckin year?” Josh scoffed and looked at Ximena who was looking down at the floor.
“That's what you told ya family? Man you really are fucked up.”
“Don’t talk to my sister that way.” Sebastian said, stepping up to Josh.
“Fuck you and ya sister.” Josh said, pushing Sebastian away from him. “Matter fact y’all can get the fuck out my house ‘for I call the cops.”
“Okay we’ll go.” Ximena said, grabbing her brother and pulling him towards the door. “You already know we’re going to court, I'm gonna get my son back.” Josh scoffed ,
“Over my dead fuckin’ body.” He said before slamming the door in her face and locking it.
“So that was my real mommy?” Xavier asked Josh as he tucked him into bed for the night. Josh nodded.
“Yeah, I'm sorry if you were scared today, Xavi. It won’t happen again I promise.” Xavi nodded and bit the inside of his cheek.
“She said that I was going to live with her.” Xavi said, his eyes filling with tears at the thought of not being with his dad or Janelle. Josh shook his head.
“That ain’t gon happen.” Xavi sniffled and stuck his pinky out.
“Promise?” Josh linked their pinkies together.
“I promise.”
3 weeks later they found themselves sitting in a courtroom. Janelle and Xavier sat in the gallery behind Josh and his lawyer. Ximena kept trying to get Xavi’s attention from her seat but Janelle blocked his view of her.
She looked over and smiled at Trin and Jon when they sat down next to her. “You guys didn’t have to fly in for this.” She said after giving the both of them a hug.
“Girl yes we did.” Trin said. “He got all the paperwork he needed?.” Janelle nodded and let out a shaky breath.
“I hope so. I can’t wait for all this to be over.”
“Can you tell us why you would like full custody of your son Ms Morgan?”
“Um, because he’s my son.”
“But you abandoned Xavier did you not?” Ximena huffed but didn’t say anything. The judge turned her attention to Josh and his lawyer. “You want to prove to the courts that Ms Morgan is unfit, correct?”
“Yes ma’am.” Josh said and pulled some papers out of a folder. “He was malnourished and was kept in the PICU for 3 weeks after he was in my care.” He said handing the paperwork to the bailiff.
Janelle looked over to Ximena who was squirming in her chair and looking extremely uncomfortable. Janelle watched as the judge read over the paperwork, her from deepening the further she read.
“I also have the police report from the day we found him outside. She just left him there. I don’t know how long he was out there. My brother opened the front door and found him there in his car seat.” Josh said, handing over the police report.
The judge couldn’t believe what she was hearing and reading. She looked over at Ximena and gave her a disappointing stare. “I’m not going to lie to you Ms Morgan.” She started. “I’m not liking what I am hearing. All of the evidence and statements that I have received today point to you not being the right person to take care of Xavier.” Ximena scoffed and opened her mouth to retort but her lawyer grabbed her arm and shook his head.
“You honor, Ms. Morgan is Xavier’s mother and Mr Fatu has Xavier calling his fiance Ms. Porter mom. And I believe Mr Fatu is doing it out of spite.” Janelle and Trinity scoffed and looked at eachother.
“They scramblin’ now.” Jon said with a smirk on his face. “She aint gon win this.”
“Objection your honor.” Josh’s lawyer said as he stood up. “Ms Porter has been helping take care of Xavier since he was almost two years old. Xavier views Ms Porter as his mother and nothing is being done out of spite.”
The judge held up her hand, signaling Josh’s lawyer to stop talking. “I’ve honestly heard enough. And I’ve made my decision. I’m granting full custody to Mr. Fatu and supervised visits with Ms Morgan only if Xavier wants. Court is adjourned.”
Josh let out a sigh of relief, all this bullshit with Ximena was finally over and he could focus all his attention back on Janelle, Xavier and the baby. He stood up and walked over to Janelle and Xavier, picking him up and pulling Janelle into a hug with them.
“I want my visits Joshua, I want to get to know my son.” Josh sighed and turned to face her. Janelle took Xavier and left the courtroom with Jon and Trin.
“You heard the judge only if Xavier wants. I’m not going to force him.” Josh said before walking away.
Dancing with the peaky boys 💃?? Love your writing <33
Tommy
🌿 Dancing with Tommy is intense
🌿 You would be slow dancing, its an excuse for him to get close to you, to hold you, to talk to you quietly and, privately.
🌿 He wouldnt talk too much though, only saying the things he needed to in as few words as possible.
🌿 He'd take dancing with you very seriously, treating it like a privilege
🌿Lots of intense looking into your eyes, his cold blue ones trying to see deep into your soul, youd have the feeling of him trying to read your mind.
🌿 The moment would be so intimate and touching that youd have a hard time controlling your breathing. Almost like hes making you nervous.
🌿 Hes confident, when he asks you to dance he knows you wont deny him.
Alfie
🐻 Now, Alfies a cultured man with an appreciation for the arts. He loves music and he thinks it should be shared, a live language of his is definitely dancing to a song which means a lot, which touches him emotionally, its his way of sharing that song with you.
🐻 He does act grumpy sometimes, might tell other people hes not a dancer... But thats because he believes in only dancing with people you are close with, close enough to be vulnerable with. Which means hes only ever going to agree to dance with you...
🐻 That being said i can imagine him doing it to another man all "cmon treacle lets have a little dance eh, music right its good for the soul aint it, so lets dance..." forcing them to slow dance with him to intimidate them haha.
🐻 But with you he'd be soft and quiet, almost thoughtful as hes dancing slowly with you. It wouldnt be proper dancing, more you and him holding one another, swaying slowly.
🐻 He likes to hold your head against his chest or shoulder, to feel you truly close to him.
🐻 Hes probably a little clumsy when it comes to actually dancing, might accidentally trip on your foot. I think if you cant dance or youre much smaller than him and very shy, hed let you stand on his feet and lead you like that.
🐻 He doesnt ask you to dance with him, he just catches you by surprise with one hand on your waist and pulls you into him.
🐻 I think he would definitely talk to you sometimes, but if the song is particularly special to him hed be completely quiet, watching you listen to the music, wanting to see you appreciate it like he does.
🐻 He might whisper to you to tell you when his favourite part is coming up.
Arthur
🍂 Isn't a confident dancer, he doesnt like it very much, hes quite clumsy, never remembers the trendy dance moves and so doesnt ever know what to do with himself.
🍂 He'll tell his mates that he doesnt see the point in dancing...its just the way you show someone you wanna fuck, so why not just fuck.
🍂 Most likely its you asking him to dance and him watching you, having you teach him the correct steps
🍂 But if he did ask you to dance, if it was him trying to introduce himself to you or make a move, he'd need a lot of encouragement and light bullying from his friends before he'd pluck up the confidence to do so.
🍂 And he'd blush and go bright red and you would have to hide your pity on him, you'd think he was incredibly cute...
🍂 The one thing he does like about dancing is how close he feels to you, and how small your little hands feel in his. How careful he has to be with you, its one of the few times he believes hes really capable of being gentle.
John
🌼 Dancing isnt a serious thing for him, he laughs at how seriously tommy takes it and how scared to ask people to dance Arthur is. To John dancing is just a silly way to have fun. He's lighthearted about it.
🌼 Hes confident to ask you to dance with him and, like Alfie, he won't often bother asking you... He'll just snatch your hand, catch you by surprise and suddenly you're dancing with him
🌼 He'll dance the faster, trendier dances with you, he won't mind making a fool of himself. He'll get steps wrong sometimes just to make you laugh. He thinks laughter and dancing go hand in hand.
🌼 Definitely uses it as an excuse to touch you and be close to you.
🌼 Loves to spin you out from and then back into his body. Also loves to lift you up when hes dancing. He likes how strong he feels when he does that.
Bonnie
🍀 Bonnie doesnt really believe that hes a good dancer, but he's actually very good. As a boxer he has to be light on his feet and, he's been dancing at gatherings and to impromtu songs at the caravans for as long as he can remember
🍀 And he does love to dance with you, even if he doesnt think hes that good. You dont really need to be any good to dance around the fire with your girl.
🍀 Likes to spin you around, lift you up and all of that because a) it makes you laugh and he thinks you get even more beautiful when you laugh/smile and b) it makes him feel strong when he picks you up.
🍀 He enjoys how much smaller than him you feel when he has his hands on your waist or he's holding your hands in his.
🍀 He would be very shy to ask you to dance the first, second, third time... But after awhile he'd know you were going to say yes... And when you ask him to dance he'll definitely blush and perhaps try to apologise in advance or make up an excuse about not being a good dancer...
🍀 But you won't let those stand, and he can't say no to you.. Not when he knows hes the luckiest man on the planet to be asked to dance by you.
🍀 He will talk to you, make you laugh whilst youre dancing, he'll nervously tell you how pretty you look, how beautiful you are.
Isaiah
🐀Definitely isn't shy about asking you to dance, hes confident enough that he expects you to say yes and for all the other women in the room to be envious of you
🐀Hes surprisingly good at dancing too, and knows a lot of the trends... Hes quick on his feet.
🐀He would hold you firmly, slide his hands over your body suggestively. Will tell you how gorgeous you are, probably make a comment on tbe fabric of your dress, how silky or soft it is... Use the texture of the dress as an excuse to touch you.
🐀He would talk to you, teasing you, he wants to make you blush, he'd talk with his nose brushing yours, whisper in your ear, anything to feel you growing more and more flustered in his presence.
🐀Hes cheeky, definitely trying his luck with you.
🐀He is absolutely dancing with you as an excuse to get closer to you, to try and put more lewd thoughts in your mind. You know that hes going to slide his hands down over your bottom when slow dancing with you, push your hips into his hips to show you what he really wants...
Michael
☘️ Would be serious just like tommy, he thinks dancing is a serious thing, and knows its a privilege to dance with the woman you love
☘️ However he would be a little insecure about asking you... He knows he most likely will not be denied however, the knowledge that it could - in some wild and awful reality and - would make him nervous because it would be so shameful for him to be rejected.
☘️ Hes a good dancer as long as he knows the dance. He was taught many dances growing up, he knows the correct way to hold a woman, the correct way to lead a dance
☘️ And when it comes to the knew trends he learns quickly... Though the faster fad dances that come over from america, he thinks arent "real dances" he thinks they are silly. Might not want to dance them with you unless you really beg and plead.
☘️ As Henry, he would never have thought of dancing as a way to get close physically to a woman, he would only ever have held you the proper way... However as a peaky blinder, hes begun to learn the tricks...
☘️ And he will use them, he likes to notice your nervousness, how flustered you get when he leans in to whisper in your ear when hes talking to you. He will flirt with you, tell you how beautiful you are, how lovely your dress is...
☘️ And he'll press his hand into the lower of your back so that he can hold your body tightly to his.
☘️ He will whisper suggestive things in your ear sometimes and then pretend that youve misheard him if you question him on it.
☘️ He does the same intense gaze into your eyes, but his is easier to read, its a little more vulnerable. You feel less like hes reading your mind and more like youre reading his.
hoo boy howdy it's another post where i tell you what tunes are running little circles around the race track between my ears!!
• twen - Seastar. new track by twen alert!!!!! Listen. come closer. here down on one knee, yes just like that. now im whispering in your ear, whoa thats a lotta wax haha im just kidding. LISTEN. i am a twen head. i am deep behind twenemy lines. twen is a reverb heavy psych rock indie pop DIY band I am obsessed with. you've got funky grooves, guitar solos, sing-along-able lyrics, and aint that just the best. my favorite songs by them are Long Throat and Bore U
• kara jackson - Why Does The Earth Give Us People To Love? - FORMER YOUTH POET LAUREATE KARA JACKSON!!! released an album and it is a delight. the lyrics the voice the instrumentation is all *chefs kiss*. deceptively simple elements coming together to make something so special - really transporting, emotional and melodic. great for ruminating on your life or your own original ideas. OVER. EAR. HEADPHONES. REQUIRED.
• Holiday Sounds of Josh Rouse - josh rouse is a lovely (tbh i know nothing about the man besides his music so he could potentially not be lovely i dont know this person at all but BASED ON MY LIMITED KNOWLEDGE of his delightful music he seems nice) man who makes brazilian/bossa inspired music. I really love his holiday album that contains some christmas stuff and some more generalized holiday music. It's all ORIGINAL holiday songs which can be hard to pull off but i think you will find at least one new classic on here to listen to every year in the winter time. my favorites are Mediterranean X-Mas and Easy Man :)
More of me running my mouth about music as inspiration except this time its just Dear Wormwood
Prelude. Prelude. PRELUDE. This is probably just a music nerd thing but its so perfect. Despite my horrible understanding of music theory, a prelude is usually the first piece of music that is meant to represent the succeeding and usually longer movements in a single work, but they could also stand alone. The Prelude to Dear Wormwood works as both. It starts out quiet before building up with just absolutely amazing wordless vocals and its just so great folks. Its a summary of the whole album in a minute and nine seconds its amazing folks
Okay Bitter Water. The first time I heard this one I thought oh, its a metaphor for alcoholism. Yes, it can be a metaphor for alcoholism, but it is also so much more. In the broader context of Dear Wormwood its an acknowledgement of how bad a relationship is and that the singer, the victim, feels like they can never escape it, but it can be so much more folks. It can be a about a love lost, with the one who lost the love pining and wasting away without their soulmate. Said soulmate could be a part of the griever themself. It can be so much. Its also a banger but thats a given for the whole album. “terrible fire of old regret is honey on my tongue” is also eternally amazing this whole thing is poetry mates
There Beneath. Calm and flowy and existential kind of but I make a lot of things existential and where were we? But also the line “I saw the morning lead a cavalcade” is bloody amazing. Its such a great and poetic way to describe the breaking dawn, the rising sun, the beginning of a new day and so many other things mates its amazing. Like a veteran adventurer recalling the times when their friends got them out of hard scrapes or something idk
In the Blue Hours of the Morning. It’s a nice waypoint, a chance to catch your breath before the next song which I will go off about but this bit is really just like its title. The time before the cavalcade, when theres still enough light to see by yet its so calm and still and not quite awake yet
Exeunt, which is. It is. Well, exactly what it says on the tin, an exeunt, which is a stage direction for when an actor goes off stage, but its also the most poetry ever. Everyone loves “Fluttering your lashes like ashes and ember” and rightfully so but everything in that song is so bloody strong. “Crocodile eyes I have seen how you hunger”???? “No I cannot trust what you say when youre grieving”????? Like its such a powerful song with all the musicians going ham on the everything and then the lyrics and then the context? Its great its just great
Caesar. A calm follow-up to the headbanger that is Exeunt, but its no less amazing. Im just drowning in symbolism for this one mates. Not only is the morning back and breaking over a palisade but also historical references!?! The backlogs of random anecdotes and stories are tickled awake by the “Look to the sky where the sign will be shown” bit so much like it aint even funny. Its a reference to Constantine the Great, who saw the symbol of the Chi Rho and went on to become roman emperor with it painted on his shields and its so much potential in just three stanzas
This Will End. Fellows this one just hurts. Its so bloody sad and yet such a strangely jaunty tune like the singer has just accepted their sad life and Im always like no! It can get better! You just gotta try a bit! Mates! Im bleeding out!
Pale White Horse. Ohhhhhhhhhh I can get so deep about Pale White Horse but so much of it is about WWI and the Spanish Flu Epidemic and other stuff I do not care to dredge from the depths of my historical brain fluids but its so great as a thing about war and trauma and abuse and so much other stuff just like recognizing someone doing something terrible and that can be either interpreted as oh thats conformation that they were always terrible or oh goodness thats not possible why no why are you like this you are not like this right and there’s no in between. And both hurt!
Where Is Your Rider. Enough metaphors to fill a graveyard (hey Crane Wives fans. Hey. Did you get it? Eh? Idk I thought it was funny) and then some but also oooooh the lines just go so hard sometimes. “But these bones never rested while living / So how can they stand to languish in repose”???????? Like mate youre dead but youre still going to push on and keep on fighting mates it hurts it hurts too much there are too many characters and situations and just stray thoughts I can peg to these two lines alone help
Soldier, Poet, King. Need I say more? Yes, I need to say more. Everyone above and below knows how bloody legendary this song is but take this as a sign to listen to it again. Its just that good. Someone once tired and broken who has found support and is coming back to finish the job they couldnt finish on their own is just oooooooooooooogh mates. Also funny ha ha DND party. Two sides of the same polyhedral dice. Probably a d100 with all the nonsense I can drag out of it at this point.
Dear Wormwood. The album namer. UGH I cannot get enough of this one. Just some of the lines in this one mates. “And in my hour of weakness / You were there to see me fail”???????? “I know who I am now / I know who I wanna be / I wanna be more than / That devil inside of me”??????????????????? Its just so perfect and so amazing and it gives you a warn hug and it punches you in the gut and it helps you up and gives you hot tea and the works mates its just so great
Danse Macabre. One last instrumental. A Danse Macabre was usually a piece of art with people dancing next to skeletons, representing the inevitability of death and the equality in the grave and so many other sad and mopey things but also its just such a fun jig. It really does feel like a bunch of spooky scary skeletons jamming on their graves. And that’s a one liner I never thought Id need to write.
Thus Always to Tyrants. Bloody hell this is the perfect ending song. The singer immediately starting off with “Let me die, let me drown, leave my bones in the ground”, proclaiming themselves free of the worries and pains they started the album with, singing as the blazing sun rises that yes, they are, if not happy now, then at least better now, and that anyone who threatens that will face the new and improved them is just ooooooogh. Mates. If theres one song you need to listen to if you somehow made it to the end of this thingie without also being obsessed with the Oh Hellos, its Thus Always to Tyrants. But please listen to the whole of Dear Wormwood first. It makes the impact so much better.
summary: just me saying what artists atsv characters would listen to, songs by said artists that js scream "(character)", albums, and lyrics that just make it make sense, yk?
warnings: pretty small spoilers, i suggest you watch the movie before reading this, of course!
a/n: i'm not proofreading this, so there might be some spelling mistakes. sorry if you see any, but enjoy! i also don't expect this to blow up, but reblogs r appreciated! (i will make a pt.2 if this gets enough attention, btw)
miles morales (1610)
miles to me seems like a future, frank ocean, kendrick lamar, steve lacy, PARTYNEXTDOOR, brent faiyaz/sonder and a lil sza, cuz lets be fr, its sza, kinda guy. he's the kinda guy to love music for the meaning, as long as its got a good beat to it. now, song wise?
solo by future, for sure. you can just listen to it and be like "yeah, thats miles." especially the lyrics, "i been solo now, i've been goin solo now". reminds me when he says "nah, ima do my own thing" in the movie.
her way by partynextdoor. this song feels like a song he'd play while he's drawing (coughs, drawing gwen for the 70th time) the lyrics, "She wasn't on a roll, now she roll with a winner" reminds me of gwen n miles cuz at first, when they met, it was kind of just the two of em, but now she's out with the spider society (well, she was) with hobie and patvir, "rollin with winners."
miles + brent faiyaz = perfection. needed portrays miles when he finds out about his friends' betrayal perfectly. "you and your friends, rammed my name to the ground." makes you think about the scene where he realises they knew what would happen to his father all along.
infrunami by steve lacy. ive seen this on tiktok too many dayum times not to include it lmaoo gwen and miles. every word of that song screams gwen and miles, but esp "can you come back to me? cuz I was blind to see that you were right infront of me." just remember that scene where miles was upside down infront of gwen and moved closer to kiss her but didnt cuz he was invisible? yeah, those exact lyrics match that exact moment and we ALL know it!
Let 'em know by bryson tiller. Ian even gonna go into the details but we all know why. "mf im him" (miles is him and always will be fr)
long time - intro by playboi carti. i also will try not to go tm into details but "i aint felt like this in a long time, i aint had shit in a long time" cuz miles hasn't had that "its me, myself and i (corny ik)" kind of vibe in a while. and "i'd rather die before i come in last" but think of it in a sense than he'd rather die than stand back and let his dad pass.
this is how it feels by d4vd and laufey. no explanation needed (ive js been talking tm), gwen and miles and their relationship
open arms by sza! i also think this song really reminds me of gwen and miles but miles' character overall, yk? gwen and miles primarily because "i gotta let you go i must, you're the only one that's holding me down." that "goodbye gwen", the look on his face while he says it and those lyrics make alot of sense together.
and yk what? loveeeeee song by rihanna, cuz why not.
i'm not gonna go too much into details with this so album wise:
sonder son by brent faiyaz
sos (slightly) by sza
starboy and after hours by the weeknd
DAMN. by kendrick lamar
petals to thorns by d4vd
call me if you get lost by tyler, the creator
her loss (coughs, spin bout U) by drake
a/n 2: and, thats all! i hope y'all enjoyed these hcs and found them accurate, as i said ill make a pt2 if this gets enough recognition! see ya'll soon <3
Summery : Arthur is in a daze after disposing a 'rat' in Tommy's request and ended up in front of his friends apartment.
Moodboard | First | Third
this is my first time uploading my fanfic and my grammer isn't great so please don't eat me alive thank you
'Rough night soldier?'
The comforting smell of burnt wood, tobacco and jasmine waken Arthur's tired eyes. Unbeknownst to him, his body took itself to the front steps of a familiar friend's apartment and now he's sitting on the sofa with a hand covered in blood, not his ofcourse.
"Aye" he couldn't bring himself to look anywhere but his shaking bloody hands. Another job to take care off, another body to dispose and another maddening night.
A warm towel envelopes his hands, scrubbing it off the remains of his victim. A victim to his viciousness with a beating pulse and a life, but of course anyone who dares cross the Shelbys will face the consequences. Even if their only sin is to breath at their direction.
'Heads up, let me clean your face!'
He does as he's told, like always, from his father, his comander and now his brother.
It's for the good of the family, sacrifices have to be made, they will all reap the reward in the end. But every time he follows orders, why is he in a deeper pit then the rest? It's so dark
'Hello *snap* *snap* Art!! Don't daydream too much or a spirit will posses your body'
A small chuckle escape his thin dry lips. His friend sometimes have the same superstition as his aunt. How interesting that two people from each end of the earth would have the same believes.
"Don't worry mate, I'm already the devil yeah? No spirits will possess me" He laughs as the other scoffs
'Should have known the only way for you to wake up is to make fun of me' as a revenge the man Infront of him scrub his face HARD and a white shirt is thrown onto his lap as his companion plops onto the space besides him. Watching him
'Thats the last good shirt I have this week before laundry day. You better not come here dirty again!'
This is they're new routine now. Arthur would come to his friends house either drunk, high, in a trance or all three at once and his companion would take care of him until the song bird calls for his return.
He would feel guilty about using his kindess like this but it doesn't seem like the other man mind . So he assumes he's welcome anyways.
When Arthur finish putting on a shirt a loud coughing followed by a puff of heavy dark smoke emits from his companions mouth.
'SHIT'
Another laugh comes from Arthur this time with a booming sound
"HAHAHA Your really bad with cigars eh?"
'SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU PRICK, this shit is strong'
Arthur's snatch the fat cigars from his friends fingers and takes a long hard suck as the heavy smoke travels his lungs, coating his lounge. He puffs out slowly but surely, the kiss of death.
"This shit! Is for real men. Not like yours small ones"
'Whatever Art' he snatches back the cigar he lit and tries to do the same but failing at the last second and was mocked again with the chuckle of the moustached men as they countine to share the cigar between eachother.
Nights like these would make him forget what he was doing just 5 hours ago. It's certainly no Tokyo but it does the trick and usually leave no side effects. Just two best friends together in a smoke filled room, alone.
"Do you think I'll ever be normal?"
'There aints such thing as normal Art. Just work with what you have and try to move forward'
"But what if I'm tired? What if I don't want to move forward? I can't shut the door like Tommy tells me to do?"
'Then you fix the hinge, oil it up and air out the smoke once in awhile. It's not like a door is just for closing'
With that comment, finally every thread in Arthur's body snapped. Another booming laugh emerge, what a stupid thing to say. Tears and sobs accompany his laughter he couldn't stop himself its almost hysterical. The dam is broken and everything is on fire.
'Uh..Art.. the Cigar?"
The last light of the cigar finally went out, burning Arthur's finger in the process but the man was too caught up in tears to react as his companion hold his burnt fingers and rubs it with his own. Arthur laughed and cried for a long time that night and through it his friend didn't say a word while calming the wound. And for that Arthur never felt more thankful.
Notes : YEEHAW!! I hoped you all understand my incoherent writing. I wrote this as I was waiting for my lecturer to come for assistances. I have not sleep and I crave Arthur. YEEHEE!!! 🍉🍉🍉
Also I have no idea the differences of the different smokes, just pulling it out of my ass.
maneskin... tried a couple songs, wanted to like them.... cant do it
a childhood memory that you remember vividly:
this costume contest i refused to enter because my costume was boring and i knew i was gonna lose by the adults were like "no just join come on itll be fun" and i was like... already consumed by the darkness at that point lmfao and i sat watching everyone crying. fun! lmfao
least favorite animal and why:
i hate a snake. i respect their role in the ecosystem but dont you ever put one near me. dont put one within 5 miles of me. no. i dont trust anything that slithers bitch aint got no legs! i dont like that. and the striking? dont like that either. i have to stop talking about them now im genuinely uncomfortable
hot fandom take:
steve harrington is not a good character. he is badly written. yall only like him cuz you think joe is hot. thats literally it. the man has literally zero positive qualities. apply this to every other loved st character as well theyre all bad the show sucks i hope everyone dies
do you were any jewelry, if so, what’s your favorite piece:
i wear a friendship bracelet and a rope bracelet i got on a cruise (i forgot what theyre called. sailor bracelets or something?) and thats about the extent of my jewelry wearing
a movie others liked but you didn’t:
i don't think i've ever cognitively watched a movie and thought that i loved it or hated it. i'm usually just like Well That Sure Was A Movie. <- im keeping prevs because thats what wildest thing ive ever read in my life i need to study you lmfao
as for my answer, insidious movies are bad. youre next is bad. many movies this website loves i havent even seen but i know they are bad thats why i havent watched them.
three things you love about yourself:
my hair is getting real cute lately. i am a huge bitch. i stare at my butt a lot i think its fun
a place you hope to visit in the future and why:
italyyyy i want to trace my roots
an actor that gets on your nerves and why:
idk if theres actors i have beef with for their personality lmao several i dont like because they are overhyped and im sick of seeing them. ariana grande she counts as an actress i cant stand her lmfao the vibes are rancid also stop dating married (taken) men its gross its weird
things you’re excited for in the nearby future?:
for my dog to finally be healed from her surgery cuz god its a lot of working making sure she dont pop her stitches
least favorite ship in a fandom you’re in:
if stancy is endgame im setting fires to buildings i want you all to know this. also fuck a steddie and a ronance but that goes without saying
what’s the most toxic fandom you’ve been in?:
stranger things. riverdales a close second but stranger things... you are all genuinely mentally unwell i would like to speak to your therapists and tell them shit aint working
list three things you find beautiful about life:
the ocean my best friend the ocean. animals just be out here looking for pets... brings a tear to my eye. im really struggling for a third life is bad lmfao my best friend? thats it.
any dreams for the future?
i try not to think about the future it gives me panic attacks
how are you really feeling today?
sleepy
tagging (no pressure): @panickedpenguin @avalonlights @ihaveacorgi @imsodishy
Sometimes I want to write a sims story but I just canNOT... I seriously despise writing dialogue, I'm more of a descriptive writer, and that's kind of at odds with everything a sims story is lol. the visuals are already laid out, so the writing part is more focused on the dialogue. what your sims say and how and when they say it is just so important. Its more akin to like, script writing and film/TV to me. But maybe that's just the more modern trend. I remember when sims stories were more, a few pics for emphasis and then a shit ton of writing at the bottom of the post (the actual story), and I prefer that for the most part (unless someone is just excellent at the previous method with super interesting fleshed out characters, cinamun for example 🙏). But I feel like the text heavy format is less trendy/aesthetically pleasing and that's why there's less of it now. To be honest, a lot of sims stories i see in the mainly edit + dialogue format just run together for me and don't feel interesting. Theres a lot of bloom and their sims are super pretty because of the editing but I'm like... idk it just doesn't stand out to my brain. I just feel like in the majority I see its just yeah everyone's depressed and breaking up or something (seriously, its always a break up post or a couple having issues haha) and idk their names or traits but I hope it goes well for them ig. you put some bendy looking text on every screenshot and its lyrics to a sad song that reflects your sims breakup oh thats groundbreaking lol. Before anyone starts tho, I think those stories are good and I aint hating, everyone should do what they want and not worry about pleasing old fucks like me for sure. Best believe I was writing those sad songfics myself back in the day (always my immortal by evanescence of course!). You better write what you wanna write and feel good doing it. It is an art within itself and theres nothing wrong with that style, yall are really good at it. Its just not really my personal taste is all. And if anyone has any suggestions for stories that are more text heavy id love to check them out. I'd love to see one a little less focused on romance only if there's any out there. Or maybe some more comedic stories rather than depressing? But I know the story community is as small as its ever been so there might not be any. Idk, don't take this too seriously its just my random thoughts. But I'm curious to know what yall think/prefer and any recs if you have any.
Patience by Guns N Roses can be 2 things. Either Curly missing his partner in the reformitory, or Sodapop missing his family and his partner at war. But with Soda's, theres a follow up. November Rain by Guns N Roses. Patience isnt that sad, but with November Rain paired to it makes the song sadder. But, we can make this even more depressing with Live and Let Die. Specifically with Pre Chorus and Chorus.
I just- augh. My mind cant quite with imaginging Curly sitting around in the reformitory, thinking about his lovely partner. I find it sweet. (Im personally imagining his lovely partner as Loop.)
And with Sodapop? Him pulling out pictures of his brothers, his friends, and his girl everynight before bed. He thinks to himself "For them. Thats why im doing this." And it scares him that he wont be able to see them again, but he imagines hugging his brothers when returning home. He imagines cracking a beer with the boys and seeing the smiles on their faces when hes returned home. He's probably called his lovely partner when he can, and always says "We just need a little patience." Months pass while he was drafted, and he gets shot on the battlefield. His mind wonders back to his brothers, upset that he has to leave them behind especially after Johnny and Dallas.
One day, theres a knock on The Curtis door. 2 Soldiers, both in formal unforms. No one ever knocks on the door, but Steve answers it.
"Hello. This is the Curtis residence, correct? We are on the behlaf of the United States Army. May we come in?" They say, and Steve nods as he lets them in. Ponyboy, who was laying on the couch, sits up and turns off the TV.
"Are you Darrel Curtis?" An officer asked Steve, to which he shook his head. "No, he's not here right now. He's working." "Please, call him. Its important that all close kin are here.
When Darry arrived at his house, he wasnt expecting two military officers to be in his living room. "Darrel Curtis?" An officer asked, to which Darry slowly nodded "Whats going on?" "Please, sit down." Darry complied, wearily.
"I am Corpral Jones, and this is Private Staples. " He finally introduced themselves as they both stood infront of the group of boys. "The commandant of the United States Army has entrusted us to express his deep regret that your brother, Sodapop Curtis, was killed in action in Veitnam. "
"Live and let die"