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dearasiyah · 1 year

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I’m having a really hard time. 365 days ago a piece of my heart went to Jannah. Today marks one year since I delivered our stillborn daughter. There has been so much pain, guilt, anger, regrets, and still so many questions. Over the past weeks, I’ve been avoiding my feelings & trying to stay positive.. but I’m feeling absolutely shattered, especially today.

To my daughter, I thank Allah every day for allowing me to be your mom. My beautiful journey with you went south all of a sudden, and losing you is the hardest thing to accept. There hasn’t been a single day that has went by that I don’t think of you. I’m not entirely who I used to be, but I do have you to also thank for that. Even though the time we spent with you was so short, your dad and I just wanted to do things the right way & to do what was best for you.

And no matter if I experience joy, you are always on my mind and my heart will always have a void. I would give anything to have you back just for a second. I miss you more then words can express, my sweet dear Asiyah.

01.15.22 💜

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ourmissed-conception · 2 years

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#pregnancy loss #ectopic pregnancy #infertility #miscarriage #infantloss #ivf

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sineadshinelight · 1 year

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If I can’t live with you, then I have to live for you, and I will keep your memory alive in the most positive way I know how. Kindness creates a ripple effect, touching lives you don’t even know about. Kindness is good for the mental health of not only the one who receives the kindness, but the giver of kindness also benefits from positive mental health Lets spread kindness 🥰 Repost from @moreandbest10 • I will say your name and tell your story to all who will hear it. I will do good because of you. I will let the world know that you were here. Lives will change for the better because of you. I will not sit quietly. I will not let them forget. You were here. You were mine. Your life has purpose and you matter. My final act of love is keeping your memory alive. #grief #griefjourney #griefsupport #griefawareness #normalizegrief #childloss #infantloss #miscarriage #stillbirth #tfmr #neonatalloss #parentingafterloss #lifeafterloss #grievingmother #babyloss #babylosscommunity #lossmama #heylossmama #bereavedmother #bereavedparents (at Kindness Inspires Kindness) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpvUu4aM2r0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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ecstilson-blog · 5 months

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My Son Died…

We're walking along a beach, and I find myself holding his hand even though we haven't seen each other in years. “I've dreamed about this," I say, tears in my eyes.

“So have I."

We continue like this for miles with bits of sand gathering between my toes. It’s so chilly then that I use my free hand to pull a shawl closer to my shoulders. I should fasten it with both hands, but I'd rather die than lose contact with him now.

After a time, we both turn to the sunset. “Once,” I say, “when I was very young, I said a prayer."

He smiles. “And what did you pray?"

“For God to give me a sign that He still loved me."

“Did you doubt His love that much?” he asks.

“I guess I did." I pause, wondering over the small moments that make up our lives. “I expected something huge to happen after I prayed, but almost the entire day passed without anything. Finally, I knelt next to a rock and cried, begging God for an answer.” I took a big breath, just remembering the power of the moment. “I didn't hear His voice at first because it felt… like silence. Then, after a long while, I looked at the sunset. The clouds stretched orange—my favorite color.”

“And you knew God loved you because of the orange sky?” He still gently holds my hand as he looks down at me. “You thought He answered your prayer?"

“I knew He answered it. I realized how He painted the sky for me—for each of us—every single day. His love shines everywhere, through almost everything."

“And that's what you hold onto whenever bad things happen?” He studies a shell by our feet, and I don't say a word. “You remembered that, even when I died?”

I don't want to talk about his death, not when he's standing beside me. I need to answer his question though; he deserves the truth. "Not at first, but yes. I remembered that sky. I couldn't lose sight of His answer to my prayer or the gifts God has given me each day of my life."

Zeke—MY son—just nods. I can tell he's thinking hard about something before he breaks the silence. “I'm glad God picked you to be my mom."

His words hit me like a hot iron, shaking the core of my being; they're something I always longed for and never thought I'd hear, even in my dreams.

“But we’ll see each other again," he continues. “Orange is my favorite color now, too, a reminder…”

Tears fill my eyes. He's so strong and healthy, much different from the infant who died after two and a half months in the hospital.

He did love me. He WAS proud, although I had to take him off of life support. I remember how hard he fought to live, even as he took his last breath in my arms.

“I'm so proud you're my son. You never gave up on life. You never would have given up on me." I try acting brave in that moment, so my pain, guilt, and regrets can't hurt him. "I've done everything I can so people will know you; your life won't be forgotten."

My eyes close and a deep part of me starts fading. A heart once full, seems a bit empty, and my fingers close on themselves because HE is no longer holding my hand.

I breathe slowly. It's okay, though. Peace remains because the warmth of his touch stays on my skin like perfume, and somehow it will never leave. "Please know I won't forget you," my voice drifts away just like my son did.

When I’m just about to leave, I feel something. It’s just a nudge at first, then a word surfaces through the silence: “Look."

My eyes turn toward the sunset. Those colors wrap around me, giving me new reasons to live. I no longer simply long for eternity because I realize the truth in its meaning: Eternity is part of right now.

My spirit wakes up with an unflappable resolve. Someday we'll see each other again, someday beneath a golden sky.

Happy 21st birthday Zeke. You are not forgotten.

To learn more about my oldest son and his story, you can find that memoir here: https://a.co/d/e8GFSP1

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asouriyalife · 6 months

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In October I've lost two family members in one week. One of them being my son. No I didn't have a miscarriage he was older than 20weeks. He had hair, fingernails, fully developed beautiful child. People say you can try again but that real hope of your first child coming to this Earth went away like my hopes of being a parent.

So, now you see, What makes a Mother. It’s the feeling in your heart. It’s the love you had so much of, Right from the very start. -Author Unknown

#bereavement #infantloss

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fit2b · 1 year

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Yep, climb right on into that tub and squat down. Rather than leaning way over it from one side, snatch the chance to work your core and pelvic floor from a more upright angle + improve your squatability! Use one hand to wipe, one hand to balance, and switch back and forth. Imagine wearing a crown, and don't let it fall off which will help you keep your body more upright and tall. Think: Long, lean & lifted through your torso and trunk.

Struggling with your squat? Here's a FREE video with tricks to hack your squatability really quickly: https://fit2b.us/little-things-squats-introduction-squatting/ or google "Fit2B Squatting"

I'm 44 and I couldn't squat deeply in my early 30's at all. I learned those tricks and I'm squatting better and better as I age! How cool is that?!

Being able to squat well can take a LOT of pressure out of your core because you can keep your torso taller and more upright + manage how much your pelvic floor has to handle. It's amazing!

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solutiongiven · 1 year

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SIGNS OF A MISSED MISCARRIAGE

Miscarriage is the most common type of pregnancy loss, and most women who miscarry do so before they even know they are pregnant. The signs of a missed miscarriage are usually the same as those of a regular miscarriage: vaginal bleeding, cramping, and the passing of tissue from the vagina. However, because a missed miscarriage is often only discovered after a woman has had an ultrasound or other pregnancy test, she may not experience any symptoms until she has her test. If you think you may have had a missed miscarriage, speak to your doctor.

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thestarhospital · 2 years

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Ectopic Pregnancy means when embryo grows at some other place rather than its usual place of inside the uterus. Most commonly this happens inside tube. One may experience pain and fainting sensation. Treatment can be with injections in early uncomplicated cases and laparoscopic surgery in advanced complicated cases.

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COMMON TYPES OF TREATMENTS FOR INFERTILITY

TI – Timed Intercourse – Egg is formed by the help of medication and the right time to try naturally is recommended.

IUI – Intra-uterine Insemination – egg is formed & at the time of rupture, semen sample is prepared in lab & injected in uterus.

IVF – In-vitro Fertilization – eggs are formed in more numbers & removed from ovaries, fertilized outside in a culture dish by keeping the eggs and sperms together.

ICSI – Intra-cytoplastic Sperm Injection –when sperms are incapable of fertilizing the egg or in case of previously failed cases ICSI is done which is injecting a single sperm into the egg with the help of a very advanced machine called micromanipulator.

MALE SPERM PROBLEMS

Oligospermia – Reduced count of sperms

Teratospermia – Abnormal morphology (under 4% of normal sperms) – structure of sperms is defective. Problem can be at the level of head, neck or tail of the sperm.

Asthenospermia – Abnormal motility (movement) of sperms.

Oligoasthenoteratozoospermia (OATS) – Problem at all levels of sperms. ICSI is indicated in these cases.

Azoospermia – No sperms in the semen.

Cryptozoospermia – No sperms in the semen but found after centrifugation of semen in lab.

Hypospermia – Decreased volume of the semen.

FEMALE PROBLEMS

Tubal Factor – Tubes are found either blocked or non-functional & can be operated upon or bypassed by IVF.

Ovulatory Disorders – Polycystic ovaries needs egg formation which may be simple but if it fails it needs aggressive management in the hands of an expert. Ovarian failure needs donor egg.

Endometriosis – menstrual blood flow gets deposited in pelvis. Surgery / IVF or both can be done on case to case basis.

Fibroids – Only the ones pushing the cavity need surgery. So a detailed scan from an expert is required. Surgery can be done laparoscopically.

Adenomyosis – Uterus becomes bulky and enlarged. Mostly it is suppressed with medicines but sometimes very large uterus neees surgery.

Thyroid Disorders | Hyperprolactinemia

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apreciousheart · 2 years

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It is with great sadness that I announce Goldie left us on July 14th 2022 aka today at the ripe age of 23. A little backstory on Goldie: He was abandoned by the neighbors when he was 3 years old & my landlady adopted him & has remained my building’s cat for 2 decades. I remember hearing about Goldie for the first time & my face lit up as I was excited to meet the cutie of the building. Goldie, thank you for helping me get through all of my darkest nights in 2020 - early 2022. Thank you for all the cuddles that got me through painful times, every hug/cuddle meant the world to me especially when we were locked indoors. Your affection, the greetings every morning & for always being there for me whenever I needed you the most. I’ll never forget these precious moments 😭 You lived a long boujee cat life, requesting steak & fine foods that I’m thankful to have shared your final 2 years with you. Saying goodbye was the hardest as you were frail & I couldn’t bear to cuddle you one last time without the fear of hurting you, but your head rested on my hand & refused to let me go. Thank you for being my friend, a companion & to many others as well. You’ll be dearly missed & forever adored. Your name matched your heart as you were truly golden 🥹Rest In Peace 😿♥️xxx #loss #grief #love #griefsupport #griefjourney #griefandloss #grieving #death #bereavement #mentalhealth #healing #griefawareness #life #griefquotes #hope #lifeafterloss #family #miscarriage #childloss #depression #poetry #lossofalovedone #pain #griefsucks #support #mourning #infantloss #babyloss #trauma #selfcare (at London, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CgCO3fHDkjf/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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dearasiyah · 2 years

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“I’ll never forget that moment when… “ — Missing you a lot these days. Without even looking at the calendar my body just knows that it’ll be the 15th & my mind starts thinking about all the possible outcomes again but with you in it.

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ourmissed-conception · 2 years

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#pregnancy loss #ectopic pregnancy #infertility #ivf #infantloss

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ryvnchvn · 5 months

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kuyavancreations · 6 months

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You will grieve, but your grief will suddenly turn to wonderful joy. John 16 : 20

நீங்கள் துக்கப்படுவீர்கள், ஆனாலும் உங்கள் துக்கம் சந்தோஷமாக மாறும்.யோவான் 16 : 20

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thebikerbookforcharity · 10 months

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rainbow-babies-unite · 2 years

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Pregnancy Loss is not prejudice- Candice and Lydia share their journey through pregnancy loss, infertility and getting their rainbow

Today begins #pregnancyloss, #infantloss and #infertility awareness week. This story is to help raise awareness of #pregnancyloss and #infertiliy. Women from 2 different backgrounds both suffered through a similar storm. Please share their stories!

Story Introduction by Sariah Luna Candice Morris-Pregnant with rainbow baby after 5 miscarriages Photo Credit: Reflections by Luna “Our rainbow baby was a complete shock and surprise to us,” Candice begins. “After five losses and years of heartache, we finally found peace and contentment in the Lord and his plan for us and our family… In December of 2021, my husband and I were on our annual…

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fit2b · 1 year

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Your nerves know the last thing they sensed. If your abs haven't felt anything "good" since they experienced a trauma such as surgical slicing, damaging abuse, pregnancy loss, panic from danger, or pain from disease or illness, then is it any wonder you feel disconnected and hesitant to exercise them? If you do try exercising them, do they even respond? Do they hurt?

If you feel and look worse after an ab workout, and you have a history of any trauma to your core or pelvic floor (the bottom of your core) then give yourself grace to tally up all that things your belly has been through. It's probably a lot, especially if you're a female.

I wish I could reach through this screen and instantly heal your past and your pain. I wish I could undo what happened to you. I wish I could talk to you right after your trauma and get you pointed in the right direction sooner.

What I can actually do is keep showing up in this space. I can be here for you with my heart and my passion to help you and all those in your shoes with gentle, non-traumatizing workouts. I can offer you home exercise videos that help you meet your core where it's at like the following titles in our fitness library:

Kelly's Grief Routine Dark Days Purple Press Gentle Blend Red Redemption Orange Openers Pelvic Floor Connections

Those are just a few that we offer to people who are processing deep things in relation to their Diastasis Recti and pelvic floor issues.

Google "Fit2B PTSD" to preview more titles related to post-traumatic stress disorder. Google "Fit2B Pelvic Girdle Pain" for a free podcast with a free set of exercises Google "Fit2B Comforting Core" for our course to help with miscarriage and infant loss

We are here for you. We have been there. We can help get you moving gently and safely again.

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