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This advertisement is for The Archive Undying—a debut science fantasy epic from Emma Mieko Candon, and book one in their Downworld Sequence, featuring commissioned fanart of Sunai, the book's main character. The artist is Caitlin Ono.
WHAT IT’S ABOUT
Plugged into his AI god when its corruption renders him unfortunately immortal, sad gay disaster Sunai takes a die-again-or-die-trying approach to his tragically unending life. Despotic police states want to leash him and giant robots want to eat him, but reuniting with the small handful of people he cares about is what’s actually horrifying.
Adrift in the wilds, Sunai makes several unwise decisions such as:
Scavenging old ruins haunted by hostile fragments of another shattered technological deity
Allowing his mind to become further compromised
Sleeping with his mysterious employer for information and fun
Joining a haphazard crew of pirates who all have different motives for hunting a feral remnant of the same god that cursed him, all those years ago
This brain-melting series-starter is like a Neon Genesis Evangelion AMV set to a bass-boosted cover of George Michael’s "Careless Whisper."
#caitlin ono#fanart#the archive undying#emma mieko candon#immortal and emotional about it#gay books#mecha fiction#science fiction#science fantasy#tordotcom publishing#tordotcom#books#bookblr#lgbtqia+#giant robots#mecha
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intertwined forever
Cross belongs to Jael Peñaloza
Killer belongs to Rahafwabas
#hey guys what if they simply just were (<- about to combust)#armageddon art#cross sans#killer sans#cross x killer#killer x cross#kross ship#criller#sanscest#undertale au#sans au#utmv#au sans#undertale au fanart#feeling emotions about fictional skeletons hours i’m in a constant state of brainrot#lyrics from immortals by fall out boy go listen to it it slaps#killer!sans#cross!sans#is this anything at all
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astarion can still give tav eternal life as a spawn.
he can play your song at a tavern, cook your favorite meal for his new lover, tell your cheesy jokes. new companions ask who you were and astarion will give a taste of your adventures, just enough to satisfy them while keeping some memories only to himself. those memories aren't a ballad of heroes saving the city, they're precious, priceless moments he spent learning how to live again. how to do all of this without you
#dont mind me i'm trying to not hyperventilate#i've never thought so much about the shittyness of immortality until i fell in love with this fucking vampire. i hate it#god he makes me so fucking [??????] indescribable emotions#astarion#astarion x tav#baldur's gate 3#bg3
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i've never even seen the show First is from and yet i love your First x Chase Young ship so i have to ask. If anything did HAPPEN between the two of them what sort of emotions would they be dealing with afterwards?
Wow, this is such an unexpectedly nice compliment for me? Cause it means, you are a Chase/XS fan, who saw my crack ship and went 'I don't know what's going on, but I enjoy your silly little ship, funny crossover shipper.' and you know what? It's very nice and made me happy. ;) Thank you!
And well who said nothing ever happened between them lol IF anything happened between those two (be it emotional or physical ;3), their default way of dealing it would be DENIAL DENIAL DENIAL, in similar but also in slightly different ways.
Chase Young is a man who seemingly doesn't do softer emotions. Any possible feelings and reactions who could be attributed to him actually caring about First Ninja, are re-labeled in his head into him doing all of this because he is trying to manipulate First on his side (and he totally still is, but he also now wants to feed that man, talk with him during long evenings and perhaps take a nap with him, you know, disgusting cute domestic stuff amidst oh i dunno- taking over the world and being evil together. >;))
First Ninja on the other hand, is very much aware that for things to go this far means that he is absolutely having emotions about Chase. But he is also in denial, because how can he betray all of his moral standing and beliefs, if he starting to care about someone like Chase Young? So he shoves it so far deep, he is in denial about denial, and turns completely blind to anything even resembling them being something more than opponents who tentavely respect one another.
#que?#ninja showdown#my immortal soul#is it strange that out of those two i absolutely view Chase is the one who would voice out his wishes& feelings first#if only because Chase Young isn't one to deny himself things he really wants#(of course he has to realize that he wants them in that way first and that might take awhile)#and First Ninja is the one who WOULD deny himself anything just because it doesnt line up with his responsibilities and morals#even if he most likely will be the one to realize his emotions first. he also would have hard time believing sincerity of Chase's feelings#a very strange juxtaposition between the one who puts himself first and the one who never puts himself first#also not gonna lie. I wrote out. like several paragraphs about my headcanons about physical intimacy between those two &how they view it#but than I realized that its probably TMI for an anon ask that didnt ask for that xD so i decided not to subject you to my rants &deletedit#but still sorry
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Hetalia nations having the only remaining copy of their favorite play or book. Special first editions of certain books, sometimes gifted by the author themself. Portraits done by artists no one else cares to remember. Stories never written down that they only remember parts of and wish they could share again with their people. Little knick knacks they picked up over the centuries with value only to them. Things that remind them of who they are, who they used to be, that are so important they can't part with them.
Then there are those things that only live in their memory, that they wish they could see again but it just wouldn't be the same.
#hetalia#getting a little emotional thinking about their immortality#all the things they've experienced that they can't anymore#the things humans used to do but don't anymore that they miss#old fashions and traditions they keep despite how the world thinks of them#how fast things keep moving and expecting the old souls to keep up and deal with it no matter how much they may not want to#remembering people differently from history but their memories aren't the business of nosy humans#just wanting a simple life but not granted one because they are a Nation
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Thinking back on it, it’s so obvious Solomon isn’t as emotionally intelligent as I additionally thought he was. Which knowing his childhood and background…yeah that makes a whole heck of a lot of sense.
#obey me#obey me Solomon#obey me nightbringer#obey me shall we date#like no wonder this super intelligent man can’t tell people don’t like his cooking#no wonder he treats 13’s attempts at getting his soul like play#((tbh she obviously cares a lot about him. that’s just their friendship))#it also explains why he gets along with some many emotionally intelligent people#MC. Simeon. Barbatos. Asmo. Satan etc!#he’s got repressed trauma AND emotions#he can’t even openly talk about what happened to him to the person he cares most about without having to stop#he can’t even say it all outloud :(#thats not even addressing his immortality. whatever the heck happened with Barbatos and losing control of his powers OR his insecurities#about MC and their relationship#LIKE THIS MAN NEEDS A HUG#I love him so much
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e2 gunpowder boys au I love you
#fwhip fanart#pixlriffs fanart#empires s2#gunpowder boys#It’s a wip Au it’s not concrete#rambled with my friend Ender I love ender you guys she’s so cool and epic#anyways yeah fast fowards years and years.. pix knows everything from e1 becusse he’s the same guy#immortal Pixl ur so cool#but fWhip is ‘new!’#All the other empires were reincarnated or something idk#but! fWhip still has his voices and maybe the voices from the vigil too…#he doesn’t remember anything but they tell him to light this candle#pix has candles permanently lit for all the empires but himself#so when he sees that fWhip somehow knows about the candles and that he has one lit for HIM.#it’s a tad emotional#<3
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this probably won't happen BUT since kuras almost destroyed the world (i think so? i gotta refresh my memory) once, what if in a bad ending he gets affected by the main character's hands and actually goes through with it?
what if he destroys the main character along with it?
his precious friends, his precious lover, all of it would be gone. just as fleeting as he said it would be
#touchstarved game#touchstarved kuras#i get emotional thinking about kuras' supposed immortality#whether or not he destroys the world he'll end up alone
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Ever the gentleman
#the old guard#kaysanova#joenicky#tog#immortal husbands#tog art#yusuf al kaysani#nicolò di genova#yusufnicolo#digital art#fanart#photoshop#accessible fanart#i have SUCH a fun time drawing wrinkles and ageing them up like i cannot tell yo#this made me think of my grandfather so much i miss him everyday and the way he would talk about my grandmother with glittering eyes#old people in love just make me emotional excuse me#reference from ''out in america'' the link to the post no longer works so i couldn't put it in#and tumblr doesn't like it when we link stuff from other sites
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Gods above and below, I guess I'm stuck having emotions over fictional Minecraft characters forever.
Shadow of Israphel
Blackrock Chronicles
Flux Buddies
There was several series I watched from the Creatures and idk what each was called
Dsmp (Ranboo, Philza, Techno)
Origins mod smp (Sneeg, Ranboo, Philza)
A bit of Hermitcraft (most recent season, so season 9, Grian's pov)
The Life series (only have watched Double, Limited, and Secret all from Grian's pov)
Qsmp (Philza)
I'm just.... *sighs* I'm old.
#cried on tumblr about not having money for minecraft back in 2012 and anon bought it for me#argo-bolo originals#yogscast#origins mod smp#hermitcraft#dsmp#qsmp#i did watch achievement hunter minecraft but it didn't carry weight for my emotions#i think the creatures ones were spookycraft from immortal and a modded minecraft series from slyfox#but i want to distance myself from that as far as possible#mcyt
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This advertisement is for The Archive Undying—a debut science fantasy epic from Emma Mieko Candon, and book one in their Downworld Sequence.
WHAT IT’S ABOUT
Plugged into his AI god when its corruption renders him unfortunately immortal, sad gay disaster Sunai takes a die-again-or-die-trying approach to his tragically unending life. Despotic police states want to leash him and giant robots want to eat him, but reuniting with the small handful of people he cares about is what’s actually horrifying.
Adrift in the wilds, Sunai makes several unwise decisions such as:
Scavenging old ruins haunted by hostile fragments of another shattered technological deity
Allowing his mind to become further compromised
Sleeping with his mysterious employer for information and fun
Joining a haphazard crew of pirates who all have different motives for hunting a feral remnant of the same god that cursed him, all those years ago
This brain-melting series-starter is like a Neon Genesis Evangelion AMV set to a bass-boosted cover of George Michael’s "Careless Whisper."
#the archive undying#emma mieko candon#immortal and emotional about it#gay books#mecha fiction#science fiction#science fantasy#tordotcom publishing#tordotcom#books#bookblr#lgbtqia+#giant robots#mecha
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nightbringer lesson 14 FUCKED ME UP in several ways but primarily I've spent the last 48 hours making myself sad over the solomon backstory we got. specifically I have, for no reason, latched onto that one chapter in the Kids event where baby solomon cried because he felt so guilty over being responsible for that spell. and that just feels a touch more depressing in context
#nightbringer spoilers#obey me on side#went back and unlocked the event again because i could not get this out of my brain i know it's probably not that deep#but it is that deep TO ME. okay#baby solomon has been on my brain since thirteen told that story so that's probably why it's sticking in my brain so hard but whatever#in case anyone was wondering the other things to make me sad are:#he has such a deeply excessive amount of lights in his room in purgatory hall there are SEVERAL chandeliers and lamps#there's a good handful in his room in cocytus hall too (his horror dg showed it) if a more normal amount#but that with the 'dim and gloomy' detail. ☹️#i've also always thought that solomon's loneliness wasn't all about the immortal angst but like.#having it confirmed that he's had reason to be lonely since he was a child- before he was old enough to know he was using magic-#totally crushed me girl why can't I be wrong#had emotions about lesson 14 in general but solomon backstory steals the show every time for me so i haven't gotten around to the rest#i'm enjoying the nightbringer story so much (not talking about the game design. that's a different thing entirely) but man#the pacing is WILD it feels like every lesson could be a whole lesson block at the least. it's giving me a lot of room to speculate#which I always love! but i do wish they would slow down a little and expand on some of these concepts they're bringing up#because the basic idea of the game alone is REALLY INTRIGUING and it'd be a shame if they raced back to the present imo#what was i even talking about. sorry my brain fast forwards as soon as i get into the tags there is not one sequitur to be seen#so curious about solomon's friend now too. like my guess is it's going to be lilith (and hopefully not in a popular fan theory kind of way)#because it's more than a little suspicious that they expanded on lilith's views on humans the way they did#in a way that SO PERFECTLY lines up with the expansion on solomon's views on humans#WHICH I HAVEN'T TALKED ABOUT YET BY THE WAY BUT LIKE. HE IS SO RIGHT AND REAL FOR THAT#it's beyond stressful to me that I think solomon is completely justified in his views and being completely reasonable about it#but that it would also mean war between the worlds presumably while the brothers are still recovering from THEIRS#you cannot give me that choice man. not even sure that the human world would be ABLE to win that fight if we're being real#solomon's 72 pacts are a lot yes but he's still only one guy who is NOT on good terms with the sorcerer's society#and mc is powerful but so so inexperienced. and that's IF they choose to side with the human world which#really i don't think the canon mc is likely to do. but anyway i guess solomon's friend could also be adam maybe?#that could be wishful thinking because i like adam though. even if his hair SUUUCKS#deeply offended by everyone thinking solomon got the fucked up hair when all signs point to adam be NICE TO HIM he's ugly already
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I think about this moment a lot.
Like. It feels really rude that Fushi’s just brushing Tonari off like this, jerking his hand away as if he’s annoyed she even tried to touch him in the first place. The fact that we don’t even see his expression when he does this makes it feel extra brutal. But I think a lot of people see this scene as if Fushi rejecting Tonari’s ‘advances,’ so to speak, and I’m not convinced that’s what’s happening here.
Like, yeah we see that big love bubble at the corner of the panel while she’s telling Fushi how important he is to her, but Tonari’s just reflected on how she feels about him and ultimately rejected her own feelings. Romantic love is not something she wants to feel for Fushi. So I don’t think she was working her way up to a confession. At least, not intentionally (it’s not her fault Fushi’s an empath)!
Instead I think this scene is supposed to be a parallel of the moment that happens between Gugu and Rean.
Gugu doesn’t tear his hand away from Rean’s because he doesn’t want to hear her confession. He isn’t running away because he doesn’t love her back. Gugu pulls away from Rean because he’s rejecting the concern she has for him and his safety. He realizes there’s something greater that he needs to focus on, something he feels only he‘s strong enough to take care of. And he wants to take care of it to keep her and the people he loves safe. Gugu loves her, it’s just not the right time for him to indulge in it.
In my opinion Fushi feels similarly to Gugu (not the reciprocation part though). He appreciates Tonari’s concern and love for him- that’s why he smiles a little and thanks her- but it’s not the right time for him to indulge in that. He‘s still trying to prove that the world is at peace (something he’s doing because of her, for her), he doesn’t need or want her getting involved in his fight against the nokkers.
I wanna reemphasize that I’m not trying to argue that Fushi secretly reciprocates Tonari’s romantic feelings- he’s already said he’s never felt that way about anyone before. I just don’t think he’s outright rejecting them either.
I think the hands in this scene are also what get people thinking this scene is a little more romantic than it is. It’s a standard cliche where one character stops another from leaving after all lmao. But this to me is what solidifies this as a scene that’s not inherently romantic.
Them grabbing at each other like this is a much older, a much deeper thing for them. Back when they were on Jananda, they’d often grab at each other’s wrists because they could never quite see eye to eye. Tonari specifically would grab at Fushi’s wrists a lot when trying to impose her will on him and drag him along. Once they start understanding each other, however, their hands actually touch (ex. Tonari pressing Oopa’s blow dart to the back of Fushi’s hand).
This scene is a little mix of the two. Tonari’s grabbing Fushi’s wrist to stop him from leaving (imposing her will on him) but her hand overlaps with his palm a little (trying to understand him). Tonari doesn’t know what’s happening completely, but she knows enough to know something’s wrong. In a way, Tonari grabbing for his hand is her appealing to Fushi to open up, to let her in, follow through on this connection that’s always been theirs.
But he doesn’t. Fushi rejects it.
I think the chapter image shows it all pretty well too. They’re both reaching out for each other. But while Tonari’s solid in her attempts to reach him, Fushi's all fuzzy. It's as if these are his emotions. Like, subconsciously he wants to reach out, but he can't. So close, yet so far…
#TYE Spoilers#Nova Rambles#Fushi#Tonari#Tonari of Jananda#ToFu#To Your Eternity#Fumetsu No Anata E#To You The Immortal#I have no clue if this makes sense I’m actually exhausted and spent the last few hours typing this out#i was supposed to post some art today actually#but I’ve had these thoughts for so long that I just kind of needed to get them out#it drives me nuts how nobody ever points out the GuguRean parallels between these two when I feel like they’re Right. There#Like. I feel like it romance codes them a little#i want to clarify I DONT THINK FUSHI LOVES TONARI ROMANTICALLY#they’re just like. Romance Coded. Oima ships it a little 🤏#but will she ever make them canon? I don’t think so. Her Silent Voice protags were hunted to have romantic feelings for each other#but I don’t think Oima ever actually paired them up. so I wouldn’t be surprised if Tonari and Fushi just never become a thing#that’s not what TYE is about anyway so I wouldn’t be too upset#ive said it before I’m more interested in them in terms of Tonari’s one sided emotions anyway so I’m Ok (even if it hurts 😔)#… or who knows maybe after that 500 year timeskip we’ll find out Fushi and Tonari started dating for some reason LMAO#that’d be so cursed#…. sigh. i guess i shouldn’t rule it out tho. weirder things have happened in this damn series#Anyway.#Goodnight. I’ll post the art later 🥱#if you’ve read this far omg im so sorry
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Even if Skeppy never shows up on the QSMP, I am so invested in the story of these two immortal soulmates, who even when stuck in a time loop that reset their memories always managed to find each other, being forcibly separated for the first time in forever and are now desperately trying to find each other again... I hope Bad can keep drip feeding more lore and story about them whenever he is able.
#badboyhalo#skeppy#i am not kidding all Bad's gradual lore drip feeding#about his immorality#about his loneliness#about how much finding that one person means to an immortal#about how he found that person and now they are separated#it all came together with that call and has just#my god i am so INVESTED in their story 😭#well done ccBad amazing work#and Skeppy for those LINES I am not kidding it was SKEPPY WITH THE STEEL CHAIR on my EMOTIONS#my heart hurts for qBad and qSkeppy ;^;
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happily enjoying some fucking around in the lower city
"oh hey yay I finally found Jaheira's house, I totally missed this on my last game"
".... Rite of the Timeless Body?"
ah.
boy, this game really feels different in small, unexpected ways when you play a character that's in love with an immortal, huh.
#squirrel plays bg3#i originally intended to fight lorroakan today for the robe downstairs#buuuut i guess having Iona have a bit of an existential crisis over her mortality and potential looming death is good too#first Isobel talking about the difficulty of loving an immortal when they were still all... weird about each other#now finding this and having that conversation with Jaheira....#yeah i think Iona might spend a couple nights just thinking about death now#and having a weird uncomfortable but overall rewarding conversation with Astarion about... the future???? maybe???#if they don't both die tomorrow#he's got the emotional intelligence of a teaspoon and she's as open to sharing as a sealed pickle jar let's goooooo#oc: iona raedir
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Yo Aria!! Since you posted the new chapter of SICSIG I thought of making a picrew of Gabe
Here it is
I hope you like it!!
HE'S PERFECT I WANNA PUT HIM IN MY POCKET 😭😭😭🥺
Stars!! You're the best, oh my gosh!!! Look at himmmm he's so sweet im gonna pop 🥰💖💖💖 you got all the lil details perfect!! Like his watch and his button down and gorgeous curls, its so him! And he has the birthday dahlia im gonna cry 💗
This totally made me think -- Gabe getting his first pride pins would be so special for him, right?!
Like, Cas and Luca embellish all of their clothes and accessories and stuff all the time, its second nature for them with their aesthetics, but Gabriel is always so put together, its a part of the whole "perfect President Adalhard" mask, right? This guy owns an iron, for Christ's sake.
But for Cas or Luca to just give him a little present one day, and its just a little rainbow pin (and maybe a polyam pin too!), for him to clip onto the strap of his satchel somewhere, just an understated little thing, i think it'd speak volumes to him. Gabriel's journey in SICSIG is really about finding his sense of self and learning to love himself for who he is; after that whole section where he's thinking about how he identifies, wondering for a time if he was demisexual, and admiring how confident ease with which Cas and Luca use their labels... god, i really think a pride pin would mean so much to him!
Yes he ultimately decided "he was fine just being Gabriel", but for him to have agency around that? To be able to show people that he's actively living as "just Gabriel?" To visibly be part of a community, and slowly unravel the "perfect" mask he puts up by accessorising how he wants, being vocally who he wants to be? That's growth and healing right there!!
HES SO CUTE I WANNA SQUISH HIS LITTLE FACE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!!
#SICSIG#gabe adalhard#immortal desires#aria gets way too emotional about the blorbos again#exactly no one is surprised
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