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#im too young for this
plusvanity · 5 months
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Someone somewhere soon will take care of you. I repent, I'm sorry, everything is falling apart
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shadow-ray4 · 2 months
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(To the tune of my neck, my back) my back, my back, oh dear lord my poor back
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lukahaslosthismind · 3 months
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I'm sick and ill never get better
There is no cure
I'll be forced to watch my peers run and jump and play while my own body breaks down
Joints swelling and discolored the pain nearly unbearable
And yet I'm forced to bear it
I'm supposed to be to young for this
I'm supposed to have a healthy body until I'm at least 20
I wish I could get better but I'm getting worse
I'm falling and the pain is near constant
I'm going to die like this and never get better
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starz222 · 1 year
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otw to grind fr 🥲🥲 don't work too hard tho,, burnout's a fucking shit
TYSM and literally i hate it sm, but i'll be careful HAHFDJH me when random ass boost of motivation
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artisonal · 1 year
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Ok, is it just me or has all of the past 2-3 years just been a fever dream?
Like it's just beyond my mortal knowledge as to how time has passed by so fast! Seriously does anyone remember how old those animation vs minecraft videos are?! Especially season 3 cause that one was like a year ago!
And also, I HAVE A BONE TO PICK WHATEVER DEITY DECIDED THAT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO GIVE ME THIS STUPID EXESTENTIAL CRISIS AT 9:30PM!!!!!! >:[]
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kikehernandezs · 7 months
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The dodgers are going to give me a heart attack.
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25th April
Fuck so much rests on the next few weeks, if I don't make these grades my life will be so different from how I want it to be, please god please please please I really need this one
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tsukokage · 1 year
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"I've lost enough to never need another lesson in heartbreak. " -Autumn
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gender-hellbender · 1 year
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Fuck I'm older than a main character it's happening... It's happening 😖
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mordeiswrld · 1 year
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“Im drained...im unmotivated...im tired...im done. So many hurtful things have been said to me by the ones who were supposed to care for me...i still rememeber it, and some of it still goes on. Why do I remember the things that hurt me...?”
“Wear some makeup maybe that’ll make it better” -because i wouldnt smile for a picture i didnt wanna be in
“She’s a grown woman she knows what she’s doing”- my great grabdmother & mom when i got mad about my siblings (1-2 and 6-7 years old) being out without me and with my grandma who hasnt had a baby in over a decade
“You need to stop dressing that way”- my great grandma when i showed up to my her house in an oversized sweater
“Your too young”- my mom when i told her i wanted a binder and that i was a boy at 11-12 years old
“ive always wanted a boy”- my mom. Then she got what she wanted and started being ‘better’ as if she couldn’t do that with her 1st 2 kids
“Yeah mhm, or girl what?😒”-my mom, dismissing me whenever i try to tell her something im happy about
“You need to start talking to your grandparents”- my mom everytime i ask her for something, now im scared to ask since everything i ask for is “too much” even though she buys herself stuff everyday
“Ill talk to him”- my mom whenever me and my dad get into our fights...it never gets better and she never talks to him and always takes his side
“Shut the fuck up”- my dad whenever i try to explain something to him even if it’s not that serious(its never that serious)
“Stop being selfish”- my dad whenever i say no to my siblings using my stuff that is strictly MINE and that i dont have to share if i dont want to
“Watch your brother” my dad almost all the time everyday and they’ll just be lying around doing nothing with the excuse of ‘i work i need a break’ you dont need a break all damn week while i have to go to school and handle your wild 3 year old while your in your mid 30s
“Sounds like a personal problem” my mom whenever i tell her that I genuinely can't handle my siblings and am on the verge of snapping (violently)
“Maybe if you had a bedtime then yknow...i dont wanna have to say it”- my mom around her friend talking about my low grade in a class and thinking its bc of electronics when in reality my mental health is in hell and ive been crying more than usual and i dont have the motivation to keep pushing on anymore, but she thinks im up at 12:30 bc of a phone...
“Congratulations”- my mom when i show her my all As. But won’t be as nice and be a bit irritated that i got a low C in something she knows I struggle in
“I'm so proud of you”- my dad hugging me for the straight As. He doesnt hug me ever and he never says those words to me. Not even when its a minor accomplishment
“Has your father ever told you he loves you?” my mom years ago in a random parking lot that got me realizing last week that he never says he loves me willingly, he has to be forced
“I'm obligated to be there” my grandfather after getting married and never calling us to see how we are
“Your ___ eye is bigger than your ___” my friend. I always liked my eyes growing up...not anymore
“She ugly as hell” my 9th grade classmate he just says it whenever he can. I dont even have to be talking to him
It’s getting worse day by day...nothing i do is enough...im tired..
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bitchatcloudtower · 2 years
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Me 🤝 Aisha
Our first loves dying young
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emmamountebanks · 2 years
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every single one of my joints from my hips down are snap crackle popping i wish to perish
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dolfin · 2 years
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nerve pain is the absolute worst
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learningfromlosing · 2 years
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my birthday is coming up shout out to the depressed birthday club
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avatar-aaang · 2 years
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love how my left hip is acting up and now my right knee is too and I would like to ask Why
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xpoolboy · 2 years
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back hurty
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