My physical pain and my mental pain are like a creature chained to me. Sometimes it goes for a walk but it always comes back like the loyal pet it is.
My pills might be a ball i thow at it so it goes away for a while but it always comes back.
Substances can help me ignore its presence snuggling against my chest at night.
Will it ever go away?
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i had to get my hater out but otherwise i have nothing to say im not listening lmao. speak now was the last album i liked when i was into her as a kid though lol i remember when red came out i was like “oh. alright.”
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wow today kinda fucking sucked
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do i really have to record my screen with my phone like a caveman to shut people up about what they think was said on radio
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ive had enough. nobody fucking cares. i don't even know why i still try.
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there is a fairly distinct reason i dont interact w my family more than i have to and its for exactly this reason
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i am so tired of writing essay for fuck sakes
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you know what boils my blood.
over the last 2 weeks, i've seen countless patients walk into my urgent care center, symptomatic for so many things, refusing to get tested for covid and flu, citing that they don't want to knowingly bring it to their holiday tables. i had a patient tell me, verbatim, "i don't want to test for covid, because i don't want to be the asshole who brings it on a plane."
i understand that - i understand that holidays are times where people look forward to meeting loved ones that they might only see once a year, or where they get a break from the hectic back and forth of their lives.
but here's the thing - whether they get tested or not, they will bring whatever they have to their holiday tables. it's pure recklessness to know that you're sick, and walk into someone else's house spreading the disease.
today, january 2, i saw 91 patients, many of them who have tested positive for covid and flu. many of these patients are the same ones who didn't want testing 3 days ago, until their events were over, and now, they will have to reach out to everyone they know to let them know that they were positive because they were showing symptoms well before their event.
the next week or two? we're going to see many, many more, all people with symptoms that started around christmas. these are the only two viruses we test for rapidly in our office, but they are potent and can be fatal in many people.
so here's why i wrote this post, and maybe it's a little late, but - if you care about your loved ones, please get tested if you know you're sick. it doesn't have to be at a clinic if you don't want it to, because the over-the-counter tests work just fine too (if you test within 5-7 days of symptom onset). just...please don't try to run from the knowledge that you might have covid, because immunocompromised people, elderly people, people with co-morbidities like asthma, pregnancy, diabetes, etc...many of them may not recover. and they may not be sitting at your holiday table in the future because of it.
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i'm such a friend lover. i genuinely believe that my friends are the coolest funniest loveliest most ridiculously joyous people out there! im biased as hell!! i think theyre all rad! and the universe just so happened to slip all these beloved people into my orbit! and vice versa!! wtf!
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