#im on my period will someone please do this for me
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I've just read your jegulus hcs about reg on his period and it made me cry because i've been in a situation where i got my period mid sex and my ex was disgusted and he didnt want to continue..your hcs made me feel so safe and i felt so happy for reg
Please could you write more of that situation and tge aftercare? Im on my period now too hahahha so it made me so emotional but i love it and you became one of my favorite blogs on here in a matter of few days
Also i'm a bottom barty anon
oh lovie <3 i’m so glad that you felt safe with my hcs! screw your ex for making you feel uncomfy for a completely natural body process!!! this will always be a safe space for anyone to talk about what they need to or share their feelings openly. i’d be more than happy to talk more about the aftercare process! giving you a big ole kiss, nonnie <3
when reg gets his period during sex for the first time, he’s mortified that james will be completely turned off and weirded out by the situation. he’s covering his face, trying to squirm away, but james is firm, holding onto reg and gently moving his hands from his face. he’s like, “love, it’s okay. it doesn’t bother me at all. if you want to keep going, i’d be more than happy to, but if you want to stop, you just say the word, and i’ll get you all cleaned up, okay?” reg maybe gets a little too overwhelmed with continuing because he’s so shocked that james is being so kind to him. so james gets them both in the shower. james is quick in the shower, so he can offer reg some privacy for a bit. he makes sure to lay out comfy clothes for reg to change into after the shower, goes and changes the the sheets, grabs water and a snack for reg to leave on the bedside table. he whips out the laptop and pulls up their show for them to watch. when reg gets out of the shower and is all cozy in pajamas—one of james’ oversized sweatshirts and loose fitting bottoms. his eyes are rimmed with red from crying, and james is so worried, doting on regulus and asking, “what’s wrong, love? what can i do for you?” and regulus breaks down crying again because he doesn’t know what he did to deserve someone treating him so respectfully. he curls up on the bed with james, tucked right under james’ arm. james gently cards his fingers through reg’s curls while they watch their show together. softly, voice full of sleep, reg mumbles, “i love you” and james practically melts on the spot, responding with a fierce, “i love you, too”.
they are just so dear to me. so sweet and special. i hope this brings you some comfort and all the good feels. i’m rooting for you nonnie!!!! <3
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☁️Cuddles and Kisses☁️
[Lee Minho x Fem!Reader]
summary: reader is on her period, so Minho does the only sensible thing: give her kisses and cuddles (and orders her favorite food but that’s a surprise)
genre: fluff
warning: weird writing, idk i wrote this at 1am. tooth-aching sweet Minho, y/n speaking in another language(?), mentions of cursing god(s) lmao
note: okay so I know he doesn’t understand tagalog, but that diff breed filo skz stan in me kicks in and I have to make you speak tagalog😌💚 (it’s not really a warning but just an additional tag idk why it’s in warning lmao)
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“Babe? Can you get me a soda from the fridge, please.” Minho’s shouts are muffled by the thick wooden door of his office but Y/n understood it nonetheless.
She takes small steps, her abdomen aching. She opens the refrigerator door, softly humming a song that pops in her mind. She vaguely remembers a gas station, two annoyed younger siblings in the car, and a steaming engine.
She chuckles, her warm hands touch the cold soda and she shivers. She takes a mental note not to leave her blanket anywhere on days when 40 millimeters of blood is gushing out of her vagina because of her uterus shedding some stupid lining that was prepared for a dumb fetus.
Y/n grumbles when she nears his door, wiping her numbing hand on her shirt then reaching for the door handle when it bursts open and she crashes with an excited Minho.
“Baby- oof!” He squeals, left hand finding her waist while the other grabs the falling soda can that’s about to crash to the floor.
She thanks the gods who gave Minho good reflexes, but curses the one who made him have a habit of not paying attention when opening doors.
“Oh dear, are you okay, hun?” He stabilizes her, his right hand tucking a stray hair that fell to her face. He cups her cheek and she melts to her boyfriend’s touch, leaning in.
He’s soft and passionate with the kiss, despite her neediness. Y/n lets out a whimper, the feeling of a sword stabbing and jabbing right on her abdomen and through her lower back engulfs her senses.
These cramps are messing her up, and yet again she takes a mental note not to miss her monthly chamomile tea before the ‘red’ curse enters (more like violently exits) her body.
“Hah, just peachy.” She huffs out before kissing him again, now biting gently at his lower lip.
“Nngh.” A soft noise slips out of his lips before he can stop it and Y/n stops kissing him, instead staring at him with disbelief etched on her face.
She stifles a laugh, preventing a gush that threatens to stain her pants. “Min?”
He smiles, laughing. This is her first time hearing him being vocal from a kiss, after all that’s always been her job. “Oh come on. You were biting me!” He defends and the look he has is enough to send her to the ground cackling.
“You’re too cute.” She manages to choke out as he pulls her up to carry her, settling her down on the couch. “Mmh, are you spending time with me instead of doing work because of my period situation?”
He nods, rushing to his office, she hears him shuffling around. Probably looking for his phone she thinks, turning her attention to the tv and realizing she doesn’t know where the remote is. “Min.” She calls for him, not wanting to move from her spot on the couch. “Lee Minho, where did you put the tv remote?” She finally shouts, head lifting to go look at what he’s doing in the other room.
He suddenly pops up behind the couch giving her a mini heart attack.
“Oh yeah.” He chuckles apologetically, “I left it in my room, here.” Minho holds her hand in his, giving her the remote.
Y/n smiles, patting the space next to her. Her boyfriend mirrors her, his lips tugging upwards. He lets his bunny slippers fall off his feet as he snuggles beside her, his back on the couch, his chest pressed against her own.
“Good?” He asks, running a hand through her ruffled hair.
“Mmh, as long as you’re here.”
10 minutes later she sees the doorknob of her front door turn, panic digs its claws on her throat and lungs, until she sees Hyunjin by the door. “Uh… Minho hyung, here are the things you asked for.”
[honestly switch to second person pov, im struggling af]
He sheepishly grins, demeanor shy from intruding your cuddle time. “I hope you feel better, Y/n noona.”
After Minho thanks him, Hyunjin bows a few more times before exiting your apartment and locking it with his, seemingly, own set of keys.
“Did you give Hyunjin your keys? Is that why you’re always locked out of your own home?” You tease and he playfully pouts.
“Oh, come on. You know you love helping a damsel in distress.” He jokes, cupping your face and leaving butterfly kisses all over.
You shy away, shifting your attention to the plastic of food Hyunjin brought. “Let’s eat,” you say, eager to taste Hyunjin’s cooking after not having his dishes for a long time.
Your boyfriend nods, standing up to get the plastic, two plates, two pairs of silverware and mugs. “Want the imported tea or the, uh,” he pauses, reading the small writing on the tea bag but not finding the name of the actual tea.
“Chamomile babe, thank you.” You answer, pulling the blanket by your feet over you. “Lamig naman, kakaiyak.” You sigh, complaining about the cold and half expecting him to turn the temperature a bit higher.
“What’s that, baby girl?” He hums from the kitchen, “You know I don’t understand the language, sorry.” He apologizes genuinely, feeling a bit guilty you’re learning korean but he isn’t making an effort to learn your language.
“It’s alright, Min. I’m sorry I didn’t notice, I said I’m cold.” You reply in a nonchalant tone, you don’t care at all, it’s not like he’ll be going to the country, and besides you only learned korean because you were going to the country.
When he finishes fixing you a cup of tea, he brings it to the table in the living room. Setting up everything else for your comfort, and not letting you do anything.
“Alright let’s watch that movie you keep talking about!” He starts excitedly, caressing your cheek before turning to the food and tv.
You relax the rest of the day, receiving absolute princess treatment from Minho. At the end of the day you’ve been pampered with kisses and lulled to sleep with cuddles.
Minho truly is a treasure.
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#i am feeling so ill rn for no reason and i need to shower and wash my hair so bad but i can tell if i do it rn it’ll make the#lightheadedness ten times worse and there is a nonzero chance i will just pass out in there 😭#best guess is bc my period started today and yeah the first two days suck but they’re not usually This bad#personal#also this is the last thing i need rn it’s tech week and all rehearsals lately have been going/are going to go till 10 pm and i have no tim#to do all my assignments and my probability prof assigned a lab today that’s due TMRW AT MIDNIGHT? <- we usually get a class period btwn#it being assigned and the deadline and he’s not even giving us until the next class period to do it now like why is it due at midnight#instead of noon the next day… also i have not one but two exams immediately following this weekend and i really want to see my family for#easter but that sounds like such a bad idea im so unproductive at home and i’ll be busier than usual when i go home on top of that bc easte#and one of the exams is circuits for which exams are worth 90% of our grade and im averaging a 74% at the moment which is NOT#promising and. AAAAA#also have an exam this thursday which imnot nearly as worried abt but still. and i have to meet w someone abt a scholarship tmrw during my#free period so i Still can’t work on that stupid lab due tmrw night like. this sucks okay ‼️#the engineering chronicles#the music chronicles#i know it was only a matter of time before musical started stressing me out but 😭 please give me back the joys of saturday’s rehearsal…#oh also there’s ANOTHER probability lab due day after easter and same day as circuits exam and the prof is the same so he knows full well#what he’s doing like. why are you not giving us the usual period in btwn for these anymore fuck you <3#OH ALSO soldering qualification i need to do for like 3 hours wednesday the night before my thursday exam. nearly forgot abt that one i hat#it hereeee#soldering i could reschedule tho which i might do. but ive already pushed it back once so im like :/ do i really wanna do that#idk. still feel sick as fuck and still need to do physics prelab tonight 😭 it shouldn’t take long but i really don’t want to get up and#stare at my computer even more ifeel so awful rn#ANYWAY. sorry that was oversharing even for me i am just 😐 you know.
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professors will say that they're "disability friendly" and then set hard deadlines with no late work, require mandatory attendance and also not be accessible outside of specific hours like babe. you're not disability friendly and also if someone has to ask you to grant them disability accomodations, they're not accessible.
#im so fuckin tired#of having to beg and grovel and be like#and make up all these excuses#when the truth is like#i forgot!!!!!! and theyll be like#no we cant accomodate that#as if it isnt a core tenet of my disability.#as if forgetfullness isnt a CORE part of what adhd is#oh and lack of focus. and motivation. gee those both seem like things that might affect schoolwork#and instead its like can i have some accomodations please. and theyre like sure! fill out these 5 forms and then we'll give u someone to#take notes for you#and its like i dont need a fucking note taker i need my professors to stop making it mandatory to go to every single class bc i will#not have the emotional or mental energy for that every single day#or! hey give me a grace period w my fuckin homework#and then neurotypicals will be like#'oh thats not a disability u just want to get out of doing work' my guy. shut up#like its just this fundamental misunderstanding of what disability accomodations are#and the inherent practice of needing to go through all these hoops is so. why.
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I was watching Hunger Games (mainly bc I was bored but like. The books and the first movie honestly slap) and it struck hard how Locked Tomb honestly has the potential to be the next Big YA Thing. Frankly the only reason it's not already is probably because every bit of marketing slapped on it emphasises that it's queer
Which. That's what we need. Tazmuir could fucking topple Joanne and piss on her bones! If only more people read these fucking books!
#theres a yt essayest i enjoy called James Somerton#who i particularly respeect bc hes a gay former harry potter fan who talks about how foundstional the books were to him and others#while also explicitrly calling joanne out and explaing how her behaviour has tainted a big part of his development#and he recently made the point regaring shitwarts legacy that. joanne has won at capitalism.#she can say whateve she wants now and still live off the royalties#the most powerful thing we can do to her is make her irrelevant#and the only way to do that is to mke hp this half remembered obscure trivial thing#dwarfed by its successors#hunger games came close to that but was ultimately held back by its own intrinsically ironic marketing and need for a token het love triang#tlt doesnt have that. it is foundationally incapable of having that#and part of its inspo is arguably the biggest godamn influence on internet culture period#it has the potential to surpass all its predecessors if it can breach mainstram#what im saying is. if you havent already.#please find a copy of Gideon the Ninth.#only the queers can defeat joanne and her dark forces of racism and everythingphobia#(side note but as someone who lived in a transphobic home and personally witnessed my mother being fucking indoctrinated uhhhhh#yeah this is kind of fucking a big deal to me)
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AAAAAA I LOVE FANFICTION !!!! I LOVE MUSIC !!!!! I LOVE FAN ART !!!!! I LOVE CREATION !!!!!!! I LOVE LIFE !!!!!
#ro rambles#i am feeling surprisingly good for someone who both has covid and is presumably still on my period#but maybe that just means i deserve the vibes more#anyways im happy.#read a fic & listened to music that sounded new again & i feel like ive felt before but now and just as good#what an unplanned break from school & days of rest does to a motherfucker haha#im so happy. i dont know. feel new.#getting a bit sappy on main but its MY niche tumblr blog no one sees so I can scream into my void all i want.#though i got a bit too many people following me here even if its just bots & dead accs.#SHOO ! begone with you folk!#i do wanna put this somewhere more. i dunno. special lol ??? than my tumblr. maybe in a journal.#LOL HOW CRINGE#ah but i cant even care#eh its fine here for now#i dont wanna forget & i can always delete or edit as i please.
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WHEEEEE
#can i please just have a crush that ISNT my boss#LIKE AAAAAAAAA HES MY TYPE HES SILLY AND GGGRRRR BARK BARK#NO WAY IN HELL IM GOIJ OUT EITH HIM THO CUZ OVI POWER IMBALANCE AND HHH#i almost gave away that i like him romantically to my coworkers by rambling about what i like about him#like they were talkin about how hes intimidating only when u first meet him#and my coworker goes 'yeah when i started talking to him i realized hes just a big teddy bear'#AND I HAD TO SUPRESS MY URGE TO AGREE AND RAMBLE BECAUSE EA AAAAAAAAA#why do i always have to be atracted to those i cant be romantically involved with qwq#hes seen my cry so many times from stress and one day he finally gave me a hug and hhhh hhhhh hhhh i just yeah i just hhhhh#i just fell for him more like at first i was just infatuated with him n i told myself that after that period is over like always id be done#BUT AAAAAAAAAAA#im just so use to feelin comfortable around him and its makin me CRAZY#im so touch starved n when he gives me hugs i just feel so much better its so nice but im so scared that if i let him know... its gonna end#i hste being alone and i always feel like a bother but idk lookin for someone on dsting apps is different#i went on a date a week ago and it was so awkward cux ii was the only one talkin and being looked at gives me anxiety#i couldnt even look my dste in the eye half the time and i was so out of it my verbal tics were goin crazy and i was just messin up words n#onve again the lonley should take me already im suffering so much#ALSO IF UR LOOKIN AT MY BLOG AGAIN LEAVE I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT LEAVE ME ALONE#i would so fuckin name drop but grrrrr#not mutuals or followers#you've hurt me enough and i know how much you hate me already god#i wanted to be friends still but idk after u and ur s/o told me to kill myself and then said it was funny to make me worry for your safety#only to accuse me more it kinda hit hard how much we drifted#xzzt
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Most uncomfortable extra maths support period of my life g-ddammit
#gamer txt.#at max 5 of us show up right#3 of us showed up this time#and those other 2 were called down for the rest of the period#so it was just me and the teacher#being alone with just the teacher doing work as normal is fine being alone with just the teacher who Knows you need help isnt#it doesnt matter if i care or if i know or not. someone telling me im wrong and need help always always makes me tear up#and she decided to fucking sit next to me#listen im fine going to maths support classes#i draw the line at a tutor. i will cry and theres little to nothing i can do about that#and then she started asking me about how i usually did in maths. what did i get on my last test? 8/100?#do i know how id go about getting a better score?#can you fuck off please i dont want to talk about this anymore#do i study at home? NO i dont ok! i hate maths! i dont wanna do it in the comfort of my own home!#and its so embarrassing! doing sometjing im bad at it in school is ok bc we have to. everyone else is doing it too#doing it at home in my free time? to try to get better? and still struggling still failing ? just hit me itd hurt less#and plus my main issue is my memory#i cant even study at home bc i forget everything to do with school the second i leave#it doesn't return to me until sunday night if it even returns me#and if i do remember and go through past paper questions or fucking homeworks i dont understand them#and i dont remember where the lesson for them is#but the lessons dont make sense to me either so finding them wouldnt help me#but no one takes i forgot as a valid answer even if i explain so what does it fucking matter#why dont i ask for help? thats my business! thats personal! im not going to explain my fucking trauma to you#whether or not asking for help makes me feel like im going to be screamed at and cursed out doesnt matter. i cant do it#stop telling me to just do it! thats not possible!#just let me fail it doesnt matter i dont want to be doing maths anyways i dont care and i dont want to be here just let me fail#or kick me out the class! move me down a class! those are options i know they are my friends do nat 4 maths you can move me down#just. stop talking to me about it. i dont want to do maths anymore#it has single handedly gotten me to start making suicide jokes again
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i'm here, i'm queer, and i'm ready to commit murder
#im on my period#so#whichever secret government agent is looking at this#im too full of crippling anxiety to ever purposefully kill anyone#with exceptions#but anyways#dont be a dick#please#so we were playing among us#and i was the impostor#long story short this guy#someone i know#found out i was sus#and just decided to follow me around#instead of#i dont know#calling an emergency meeting??? and kicking me??#idiot#so i just ran around doing nothing#and he was like#if i die haven killed me#like#the fuck dude just vote to eject me#dont be jerk about it gosh#so anyways#my feelings were hurt#and apparently my poker face game is real#so he doesnt know that im holding yet another grudge against him that he will forget about in two weeks#but yeah im on my period#fuck emotions
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Feeling fucking ill in the head and stomach, like there's a fucking black hole spider right connected from the inner side of my tail bone to my gut that's a slow abyss of mmmmmmmm/neg, while my brain feels like it's floating through black fog that is also an uuuuuu/neg.
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Idek why I'm this upset to be honest. Or i do, but its just. Really stupid. Like. My class for gym is doing a four k run out in public one day today for gym, and the very idea is fucking me up because I know I'm shit at stamina.
I'm shit at running, I'm the legitimate slowest in my class, and the very idea of me running through the goddamned town while dealing with that is terrifying and disgusting to me on a painfully fleshy level.
My mom said I could lie and skip and it's fine, mainly cuz she did it a ton when she was younger (I didn't explain all the feels I'm posting abt rn) but I still don't know which day it's on and I hate it so fucking much.
I already don't like gym so much because of how uncomfortable it makes me, how little time there is, and how shit I am at everything. Like you want me anxious and self decapriating and self conscious and stressed to the max and wishing for death?
Put me in the class where no one fucking explains the rules or follows them properly, where every other class is a 'pick your own partner' and the two friendly people I know from last semester team up together and I'm left not knowing what the fuck to do, and the teachers advice is shit for me because my chest is bigger than hers and it fucks me up.
I don't skip school, never have, but I seriously think I will for this because holy shit just thinking about all this is making my eyes fucking water.
It's not even the fucking people too, everyone in the class is super, super nice to me and chill people, i have no reas9n to think they hate me or anything.
But that doesn't stop the instant feeling of 'fuck fuck fuck I messed up I hate this I want to doe why the fuck is this even a class I'm letting everyone down please please please let me die or something rather than do this again oh my fucking god stab me in the goddamned stomach or some shit please' that pops up every time I miss a fucking serve or shot or point, while I feel anxious and stressed and uncomfortable the whole time.
Just. Fuck I hate gym class. I miss just playing dodgeball. That's the only game I like I think, and I can't deal with this stress. Idk. It's fucking me up a lot. Idk if it's tomorrow or Thursday or Friday.
I hate it. So much.
#enea rambling#gym class gives anxiety hehehheheeee#its not even. like body hate or anything.#ive become really happy with my body and shit for a fair bit now.#which is a hard feet with my mom and society.#but like. the fucking performance anxiety and shit fucks me over.#the inyl times i genuinely hate my body: when someone comments on my eating.#when someone comments on my body period.#and when ppl buy me too small clothes.#like thats it.#and its not like- an unhealthy type eother.#like i. not skinny but im not an unhealthy amoint of large i. like any way.#wide hips and chubby- yes. but like- i like that abt myself?? idk. just. fuck gym class. fr#also anxiety shit fucking sucks.#like holy shit i did not need to feel like strangling myself till i could barely breath instead of doing this chill out#and stomache shut the fuck up anout feeling queazy please.#idfk anymore im rambling but its just#it fucks me up and im upset ig.
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WHY DO I STILL FEEL SICK WHY DO I FEEL LIKE PUKING STILL????????????
#please period just start already i cant do this anymore & i only have a few granny smith apples left to help me w my stomachache#oh my god and my hormonal acne started to flare up bcs of course and my whole body just feels . dry. even though i moisturized !!#and my hair feels greasy too mannnn#i did not mean to complain but im tired my body hurts and ive been crying as well and i need a hug and someone to tell me its gonna be ok#alas#in the quietness of the night one starts to nurture the relation with itself whether forced or by choice :/
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post that doesnt matter but im making it so that i can stop thinking about it. how many times do we need to have the clarification that strikes don't have set end dates. strikes are supposed to end when a goal is achieved, usually meaning successful negotiations. they do not end on friday so that we can all go back to our lives and feel like we've done something.
#cannot stress enough how non-specific this is meant to be#literally everytime anything happens theres someone on social media (often tumblr ngl) who gets all 'strike from [date] to [date]!!'#like shut up i cannot take you seriously#im tired and on my period do not start fights with me please
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i should replay error 143. maybe that will fix me. micah yujin....
#i love him so much#i need to finish my 100%-ing of tpof#replay error 143#and#uh#reread sad sack again#and i need to replay the swwsdj demo again#and frostbite#hot guy#tate frost lets get it on aromantically please#i also need to continue the purple demo#and just#i think i need a dachabo as an irl egg#take that bitch with me#but if you interrupt my classes i will end you#...there are many things i should be doing. but im not doing them.#i was made for a short period of time as a funny experiment and now my warranty has bern pushed too far#i am Going Through It And In College#ugh#i want someone to just hold me man#preferably in a qpr type of way since im not sure#idk#ive had this gross-ass cough for like 3 weeks and i feel like killing myself {JOKE}#anyway#this is going on this account because of my word vomit in the tags lol#word from the fuckers mouth
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family sucks :)
#they literally want me dead#and have for over a decade#but wont let me leave#and force me to do their work for all these years#just to still want me dead ASAP#sooner the better#i seriously fucked up my back literally stretching in my chair yesterday#and i cant see anyone about it#and i cant even leave this cat shit filled basement without being forced to pour and move concrete for 2 hours#if i suffer a permanent physical damage from anything here im killing them and then myself#stalked every second of every day if im not free labor im a fucking psychological punching bag for the drunk who ruined my already shit lif#someone please fucking kill me#i dont have cash or the mental or physical help to get my life together & the only family i can depend on wants my work & then wants me dea#i cant even move (literally make a sound at all!!!!) without him hearing and getting up to pace around looking in doors and windows for me#eventually he just drops the charade and comes in to tell me to work#if he isnt drunk already or busy fucking up someone elses day (best case scenario only time im safe to be left alone)#almost 25 and being here reduces me to a neurotic freak just to avoid these people and their bullshit#and GOD FORBID i get caught not having a shitty time during this period or i will be bitched at for not working 25/8#i just eant my fucking life together. i was so FUCKING CLOSE right before the pandemic i had a JOB i was gonna move in with people who dont#hate me or want me dead or anything insane#and then it aaaaall just haaaad to go to shit huh#im just tired#ive been tired#and i will never get real rest here unless im alone#and even then i dread when im not
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Could I get a Joel miller x reader fic where the reader gets her period and her past partners always made her sleep on the couch bc they thought it was gross and Joel is just like wtf at someone treating his daeling like that?
Come Back to Bed, Please?
pairing: joel miller x AFAB!reader
genre: romantic fluff <3
summary: you get your period and freak out over what Joel’s reaction could be.
warning/contents: reader has a period, blood mentions(obv), Y/N is used, AFAB reader, mentions of past relationships, it gets a tad bit angsty.
additional notes: ty for the request!! Im actually AFAB(I identify as agender btw) so I can relate to this 😭
«────── « ⋅ʚ♡ɞ⋅ » ──────»
Your stomach starts to hurt and you immediately realize what time of the month it is. You rush to the bathroom and grab your stash of pads underneath the cold sink.
Knock, knock.
You completely forgot about Joel..
“Uh..Y/N? You..you alright…?” Joel questions worryingly, thinking the worst that could possibly happen to you.
“I’m alright…I’m just on period!” You yell out nervously, hoping that he wouldn’t make a snarky remark or say you’re disgusting.
“Alright, just tell me if you need anything.” He says and you hear him walk away. Fear washes off of you, but confusion starts to settle in when he didn’t give you the reaction you thought we was going to give you. Cleaning yourself up, a cold darkness settles outside, indicating that you should start to go to rest.
“Took Ellie to sleep, she told me to tell you ‘goodnight’” Joel says chuckling softly and you smile.
“Well, I’m tired too. Think I’m gonna head to bed now.” You say as you pick up your pillow and a blanket from you and Joel’s shared bed.
“Woah woah woah! The hell are ya’ doing?”
“Picking up my stuff…?”
“Why?”
“‘Cause I’m on my period, dummy.” You nonchalantly reply, and lay down on the couch. Joel looks at you with the most confused expression ever and realization hits you like a truck.
“That don’t mean you have to sleep on the couch.” His southern deep accent breaks the short silence between the two of you. Opening your mouth, your voice seemingly disappears from your throat, and now you’re the one confused.
“But that doesn’t…that doesn’t make you disgusted? Or something? Doesn’t that bother you?” You say, barely above a whisper.
“No…? Y/N…god dammit.” He pinches the bridge of his nose making you even more confused.
“Wha-“
“I’ve dealt with all sorts of blood before. I’ve seen clickers in front of me, and those shits are nasty. You really think blood like that is gonna bother me?”
Now that he says it, that really doesn’t make sense. His statement lingers in your head for a while before you say something.
“Well- I guess that’s just a reaction I get a lot. My past partners didn’t like the fact that I naturally bled, so they usually made me sleep on the couch.” You admit, looking down at the floor to avoid looking at Joel’s face. He stays silent longer than usual and you look up to see him being shocked.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” You giggle.
“That’s fucking absurd? No one should treat you like that, ever. They’re lucky I don’t know who they are.” He says walking to you and pressing his forehead against yours, pinning you down on the couch. A warm, fuzzy feeling enters your heart and you let your left hand trail up to his cheek. Moonlight hits the floor, brightening the living room.
“It’s not that serious Joel.” You say, playfully rolling your eyes.
“It’s that serious to me, you’re…you’re human. It’s something that happens naturally, if they don’t like that then you should’ve left them.”
Your gaze at him starts to turn blurry as tears show up in your eyes, you kiss him and he unexpectedly picks you up bridal-style. You squeal out his name and he tells you to ‘shush up’. He gently places you down on the bed.
“Get yourself comfortable, I’ll be back in a minute.” The covers of the bed get on top of you and Joel leaves the room.
A few minutes passed, where is this man? you thought, and he walks in the moment you stop thinking.
“U-Uh..H-Here..” you grab a mug out of his hands and embrace the warmth of it.
“What is it?”
“Tea…it’s from a uh..tip that Tess told me that would help with cramps..” Red tints his face, but luckily from the darkness it’s not visible.
“Aww Joel, you didn’t have to do that!” You say as he steps in bed, you take a few sips from the tea and place it down on the table next to the bed. Joel slips more under the bed and fully gets comfortable, and you position to be the big spoon. You arm wraps around his back and you feel Joel kissing your shoulder.
“I love you, don’t let anybody tell you different.”
“Joel…
I love you too.”
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this is me trying - CL16
pairing: charles leclerc x small!singer!reader (fc: olivia rodrigo)
summary: after a twitter thread was made talking about the struggles you faced in a horrible way, you release a song you wrote with charles to talk about it
authors note: i am in no way saying olivia has struggled with or is dealing with anything mentioned in this story. this song means alot to me as someone who struggles with both addiction and my mental health so if im projecting..no one needs to know😁 i honestly have no clue how this is going to turn out but we will see. anything in bold italics is french
warnings: talks of addiction, depression, anxiety and suicide. alcohol addiction, drugs and self harm are all mentioned. the topics of this is me trying are mentioned, for obvious reasons but in a more personally focused way (if that makes sense). unwarrented hate (?). nothing really goes into detail but just regular warnings, please reach out to someone if you are struggling!!
authors note 2: i had to dust this one off and I HATE IT. its literally my least favorite work ive ever done so please feel free to keep scrolling😭😭 i just kept projecting by accident and it honestly kind of got out of hand. im also SO BAD with my wording so i have no clue if any of it sounds how i wanted it too!!
authors note 3: after reading it over i realised i never actually explained what i was talking about in the song thread so quickly, charles’ and yn split for a short period after yn started shutting him out, she spoke to someone (the stranger) who helped her start to extend the branches back out to charles and they got back together around 11 ish months before the song was released!! the fans never knew why they broke up, there was some speculation but most of it was dropped when they got back toegther
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good food, yummy people😋
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arthur_leclerc: you mean good people yummy food right?
yourusername: suuure😁
charles_leclerc: beautiful girl
yourusername: love you!!
user7: what is charles doing in the 5th picture😭😭
yourusername: he dropped his airpod😭
user10: girl have you seen twitter…
user75: charles run as fast as you can
user2: there is no way charles knew he’d never be with someone like that💀
user10: what and he’d be with someone like you??
user6: wait what is happening in these comments what happened on twitter?
user7: someone made a thread ‘exposing’ yn but its just a bunch of bullshit that his fans are using because they dont like yn
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charles_leclerc: my favorite musician💐
charles_leclerc: i love you so much
yourusername: you mean the world to me charlie
pierregasly: kika wants to know if she can come next time
yourusername: tell her to text me so we can arrange it!!
user73: oh my god new music soon
user64: does this mean charles is on her new music?!
yourusername: maybeee
user64: GIRL DONT TEASE US LIKE THIS
user99: im so sorry about whats happening on twitter you dont deserve that
user2: yes she does
arthur_leclerc: can you tell charles to stop talking about your music when im not allowed to hear it, please🙏
yourusername: sorry arthur!! wanna come for a car ride and listen to it with us??
arthur_leclerc: please please please
user82: yn and charles taking arthur on a car ride to listen to her new song, oh what if i cried😭😭
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*text in first picture reads: 🤍🤍* *text in second picture reads: so unbelievably proud of my sister*
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if you had told me a year ago that not only would i still be here but i would be releasing a song talking about the darkest times of my life with the love of my life by my side i would never have believed you.
throughout the past few months i have revisited times of my life i wish i could have left behind but ive learnt that accepting that this is a part of me now is important in my journey of moving forwards, and in moving forwards ive learnt that my struggles do not define me and i wont be embarrassed by things that have affected me
sometimes i wish i could go back and erase that part of my life, erase the way i felt, erase the way i treated the people i loved the most. but i cant, and i wont let people belittle me for that time anymore
if you have struggled in the past or are struggling today, you are not alone. its a cliche thing to say but i promise you at least one other person will be experiencing the feelings your feeling, you may not know them, you may never know them but you are not alone, you never have been and you never will be
you are not weak for struggling, you are not weak for finding ways to cope, no matter what they may be, you are not weak for shutting people out and you are not weak for reaching out for help, no matter how little you think you need it. you deserve help, no matter how small your problems may seem to you, you are worthy of being safe, you are worthy of being happy
i never thought i would release a song highlighting those times for me, but i wanted anyone whose been through these things to know that i love you and i will always love you; this is me trying out now on all platforms❤️🩹
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arthur_leclerc: i am so so proud of you, you deserve all the happiness in the world
charles_leclerc: you mean the world to me, i am so proud of what you have achieved and i will be by your side forever and always
yourusername: charlie i hold so much love for you i feel like i may explode
user55: ive been struggling with an addiction for a while, i cannot express the way this song feels. just, thank you so much
yourusername: im right beind you darling, i believe in you❤️🩹
user81: i fear if i listen to this anywhere outside of the comfort of my room i will break down in tears
user93: 🩵🩵
user42: I😭JUST😭WANTED😭YOU😭TO😭KNOW😭THAT😭THIS😭IS😭ME😭TRYING😭
sebastianvettel: im so proud of you yn, come visit with charles soon sweetheart
yourusername: dropping everything and coming right now
lewishamilton: 💜💜
yourusername: hi lewis🤭🤭
user70: YN HELP😭😭 (just like me fr)
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*text on first photo reads: i hold so much love for you🩷* *text on second photo reads: my bestest friend in the entire universe🩵*
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