billy would massage your back and hips n it would turn into sex. who said that

oh my god ih my god oh hmhdo oh my god oh my god ou my god

18+ | nsfw | mdni

laying on your stomach in bed, wearing nothing but your panties as you rest your head on the pillows, moaning softly as billy’s calloused hands massage deeply into the ache of your lower back.

he’s straddling your thighs as he works your hurting body, checking in with you periodically with phrases like, “does that feel good, honey?”

but he’s also looking down at how great your ass looks in your panties, and his eyebrows furrow at how quickly his cock is hardening in his boxers. and seemingly, without thinking, he’s humping his bulge against your ass and you can’t help but grin to yourself. it’s almost as if you knew this was how things were going to end up.

in a mess of desperation, you’re pulling your panties to the side to allow billy to stuff his cock inside your wet pussy, using his grip on your hips to fuck himself into you.

“sorry honey,” billy rasps as he rapidly thrusts in and out of your cunt, leaning down to kiss at your shoulders and the nape of your neck. “couldn’t help m’self. looked so pretty — ah… fuck,”

and you’re telling him that it’s okay, and that he feels so good inside of you in between moans until you’re both cumming hard together.

im a simple guy! i think about puppy Barnaby. i promptly explode into bloody heart-shaped confetti

7.3

guy who looks a bit sad whenever they see wizard of oz

what i wouldnt kill for dispensary-grade edibles rn -__-

anyway 😊!!! alim's got no hard feelings abt being sold out, honestly he woulda done the same, he likes anora

im interested in mythology (religion) bc like!!! it is soooooo fun to be alive like?? i just get a rush from it all. our stories, our bread, our wine! the joy and merriment of creation!! like being alive and finding meaning and creating LIFE is literally so divine like this is all a gift. love.

good evening ! im super early today bc im dying lmao

man, it was so fucking hard to fall asleep after my war against that fucking stinkbug, and someone i wont name fucking deserted and left her leader to fight this great and horrifying enemy

anyway, i checked which fucking painkiller i can take, and the only one i can is paracetamol but this fucker does nothing to my headaches, so im switching entirely to water from tea bc it works better than a fucking painkiller

i slept bad (what a surprise), my father woke me up bc he couldnt find me (man, the only day he wants to know where the fuck i am is the only where i dont wnat him to find him), a headache is there and my nap didnt help ;-; but at least i finished my second watch of glass onion (started last week) and watched the episode of dunmesh and now i can say w/o any doubt that chilchuck is my fav -he was from the very beginning but ude, now im sure)

ill be able to finally sleep in my bed tonight yay

and here a picture the coward from this morning (or icecream, or latte, or whatever you like to compare her to. my friends call her "table basse" [coffee table] or "chieng en format familial" [familiy-sized doggo]. youre too kind with your nicknames for her lol)

have a wonderful morning with your partner my friend !

o how decadent is her lounging !! would that we could all feel the same peace 😌❤️

(no that is not proper English grammar don't copy me 😭😭)

hehe tiny emojis 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🍃🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸

immmmmm so excited to hang out with people I felt like I was withering lmfao

I think I'm gonna go up to see all my friends next weekend, since all of them are once again living in their dream life shared apartment with the besties ughhhh I can't wait to live there

the new office manager at my job is so cool :3 he's incredibly gay lmfao

I've officially caught up on apothecary diaries. ugh what do I do with my life now

obviously the answer is wait impatiently for every new episode and write analysis posts in the meantime

mmm I wanna reread witch hat atelier...... next week downtime obsession found 👍👍

egg salad last night was all right! I accidentally added too much mayonnaise and then had to overcorrect from there, so it ended up not having as much egg per volume as it should have. but still tasty and nutritious :3

speaking of food you're SO valid about Chilchuck. he's just ❤️❤️❤️ This Is A Divorced Father Of Three With Extreme Communication Issues ❤️❤️❤️ who looks like a middle schooler 🥰🥰🥰

also chatted with a friend about our fic ideas, which was really fun. the problem is that I have a really fleshed-out AU, but I don't know what actual plot to put in the AU. lol. ahhhhhhh

girlfriend weekend!!!!! girlfriend weekend!!!!!!!!

hope your headache goes away in time for you to get good sleep tonight!!

Chillax, I got a load of cash for my monthly allowance. ‘Rents got money and all that. I wouldn’t use this till I got trashed in college, i can hang with F2F stuff, and If u want I’ll give the cam right away . TTYTT my ‘rents are not wcool with me going out into the woods, sketched out by it and stuff, but I’m an absolute master at sneaking out. It would totally be worth it to see you get some good shots out there ☻!!!!!1!

last time i met up w a dude i met online i caught him trying to fill my vents w cayenne pepper dust and i had 2 kick him out. made a whole scene TT hard 2 believe it happened it was fucking crazy dude. ill figure out a way 2 blame the cinnamon challenge 1 day

so immmmmm not 2 keen on it anymore LOL but like. idk mayb u could send it 2 me or smth? idk sorry im just like generally kinda skittish

Finna start logging what I eat/drink on here daily bc I just binged 🙂

Also I’m start running

I plan to either stay up all night or sleep for a bit then wake up at like 5 am n go run ( it’s 12 am rn for me soo)

But idk I just literally have to run and lose this weight it’s not even really funny anymore to even see all this weight it’s just honestly sick

I had to go to the docs yesterday to get some medication and UGH I’m supposed to eat something with the pill I take or else it would upset my stomach but see what immmmmm thinkin of doing is just not eat and take it and then my tummy should hurt wayyy to much to eat anythingggg YOU SEE WHAT IM SAYINNNN AHHH😝😝🤓🤓

Anyways I’ll show yall my steps and all the cals I have daily or as much as I remember to🙂‍↕️ and if I don’t then it either means I didn’t eat at all or I BINGED😞

SEE YA LATER LOVELIES 🩷🩷

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being socially autistic wears me the fuck out tbh and im getting really sick of it I wish ppl would TALK TO ME DIRECTLY about why they felt a specific way. because I'm *just now*, after obsessing over it, understanding why the RN I work with on tuesdays really doesn't like me, and is upset with me she thinks I'm undermining her / being conceited when I just. have a shit memory and I get worried easily I got scolded at today because I apparently scared her student bc I was too blunt while explaining why I needed an ROI from both patients in the same room and I told her like... I needed to make sure that was fine to do before we did it. and I didn't think to mention, the last time we brought two people back together....... a different RN asked me to have the patients do those first before seeing them together.............................................................................................................................. so she thinks immmmmm trying to act like I know better than her when I was thinking I'd be in trouble for not asking the pts to fill out ROIs first fuckin. christ being socially inept is a fucking curse and nowwwwww im sure she hates me and will also complain to my boss about me 👍 whoops

Aweeeeee you’re welcome!!!!! You are special:) Calling my praise kink cute hehehe <3333333333 you’re wrapped around my finger huh? That makes me giggle you’re so cute sorry I say it a lot you’re probably sick of it by now but it’s true everything about you is cute as fuck. I would leave the best marks on you. I’d take my time and make sure you’re marked up real nice and when they fade, I’ll make sure to make more<333 Can’t leave that pretty complexion of yours be unmarked

You wanna know my eye color huh? Tell me yours first and I’ll tell you;) Im torn between thinking you have brown eyes and blue eyes. My first thought was brown but then I thought about blue and was like hmmmm I can see that. “I need to hear you say you're mine so bad” <3333333333333 the way you’re so into it too. Every day you get more and more attractive to me. I love making you feel fluttery I want to learn all the things that make you feel that way so I can say them ^.^

Asking me so many things about myself damn you really do like me heh you’re precious AWEEEE not you feeling embarrassed about how much you think about me hehe you should never feel embarrassed about that. I love that I’m on your mind it makes me happy. I think about you so much too:] and I also get embarrassed and then feel better when you say stuff like that hehe how much do you think about me? Tell me baby. AHHHHH you’re a hoodie person YUP I called that you 100% have the vibes. What’s your favorite one? I would love to wear one of them soooo bad. Glad that you like the idea of it too:) glasses huh? You fucking nerddddd<3333 NO WAY HAHAHA I WEAR GLASSES TOO Oh you have no idea haha if you saw the amount of effort I put into writing these I’m sure it comes across but I put a lot of effort it often takes awhile bc I want them to be perfect for you!! You’re worthy of this effort you really really are:) ANOTHER PHOTO you know exactlyyyyyy what you’re doing to me oh my fucking godddd hahahaha you’re driving me insane teasing me like this kwjsjdjdjdjd I want more of you so bad but I respect you wanting to be private but omggggshdjdjdj god I can actually see your hand this time YEAHHHH the glove….hot…..your fingers mhm I would love to have your fingers in my mouth SORRY AKSJDJDJDJ your skin is so pretty I like looking at it you have so many bruises I wanna kiss them all once again I want to be in your lap so incredibly bad would love to just melt there THE FROG !!!! MY FROG IS ALSO THE BEST TO CUDDLE WITH, too bad I can’t attach a picture;) I showed my frog your picture he loved it^.^ he would love to have a frog friend!!! Oh?? What would you do for me if I asked I’m curious AHAHA I’ll never abuse that though don’t worry heh I genuinely want the best for you and I want you to be happy and loved:] IM GLAD THE ACHE IS GONE!!! I think it definitely worked YAYYYY OOOOO you know my favorite show really depends on what I’m currently fixated on. Lately it’s been reality tv haha I’ve liked reality tv for awhile. My all time favorite show though is black mirror:] what about yours? yes your binge!!! I’ve seen your posts about it heh I hope your binge is going well. Who’s your favorite doctor? Tell me about your favorite companion and episode heh yk fun fact I loved Doctor Who as a kid I was quite obsessed:] another thing in common my heart<3333 omg you would actually add my timezone??? Omg…. Jwkwkwiwuwjwuwiwi immmmmm so tempted to give it to you bc that’s so owowiwiwiwjsjsjxjxud speaking of timezones I’m guessing your first language isn’t English wowieieie the detail about your hair oh?????? All these little details I’m gathering mhm good that way I can fantasize about you more accurately in my head god I’d love to run my fingers through your hair yk I can definitely see the bootleg Frank vibes ahaha from the gloves to the hoodies to the hair

BUYING ME A STUFFED ANIMAL STOP my fucking weakness you’re killing me wiwiiwiwueidsidjdj making me squeak n shit I would definitely think of you each time I cuddle the stuffed animal hehehehe I’d give it so many kissessssss I can picture myself being indecisive and fidgeting trying to decide which one I want n you being patient with me iwiiwuwjeueje sometimes I fr imagine you just being patient and sweet and understanding with me wiwiwjwj you have the vibe you would be

OOOO you could take me to any concert honestly if it was with you I’d be content. I’d like to see local unknown bands you like:) you’re so cool>.< I like a lotttttt of music!!! I really hope you can see Bokassa you deserve to!!!! I’m gonna try to manifest it for you I saw you say they’re coming there but you’re not sure you can make it. I hope it works out let me know if it does and if you do end up going I hope you have the best time!!!! I can’t lie some of the stuff you say makes me all jealous I don’t blame people for wanting you but hmph >:((((

I don't think I could get sick anything you say cutie <3 We'd look so pretty with matching marks hm <3 Hehe my eyes are actually pretty weird! I'd say they are green, but depending on the clothes I wear they can look more grey too hah, back when I had red hair they looked really green. Just know that whenever I ask something about you, you don't have to answer. I'm interested in you cutie but you never have to respond to something you don't want to <3 Oh baby you make me feel fluttery so often, I don't know how you do it, I'm so into anything you say <3 I like that you think about me a lot, that makes me feel fluttery. I thought about you last night, I was reading fanfic but I just got so distracted thinking about waking up in the morning to a message of yours, I ended up falling asleep before I could finish reading the fanfic cuz I couldn't keep my mind on track <3 My favourite hoodie is my Hollywood Undead hoodie, it's way too big and reaches all the way down to my thighs and it's got this unique acid wash pattern, I've had it for like four years now and have to keep mending it because I wear it so often haha. I also have an MCR Swarm tour hoodie, and a lot of plain ones with different fabrics, almost all of them black haha. I bet you'd look so cute in my fluffiest hoodie, sweater paws and everything <3 Haha I am a nerd, I wear fucking square black glasses xD I'd love to show more photos of myself to you, but my face is never gonna go on this account haha, if anyone is in my area they'd recognise me immediately. Mmm you'd look so cute with my fingers in your mouth baby, you'd look so pretty sucking them <3 I'd love to have you on my lap and wrap my arms around you, bury my face in your shoulder, maybe scrape my teeth over the junction of your neck hm? Our frogs would be such good friends I just know it hehe. Thank you for making my tummy ache go away cutie, you're the sweetest <3 I love watching YouTubers watch shows like Love Island, I don't think I could sit through a whole episode myself but I love reality shows when I'm getting drunk haha. Oo I haven't watched Black Mirror yet, never been really interested in it, is it good? Maybe I should watch it sometime. Okay, don't laugh at me I'm really lame, but my favourite show is Frasier. You know. The Cheers spinoff xD

I'm a little torn on my favourite Doctor tbh, when I watched the show first I didn't get further than the first four seasons of the 2005 show, so I haven't watched all that many different doctors. I love the tenth Doctor, of course, love the way David plays him and love how just... goofy he is and how he changes after he loses Rose, but I have formed somewhat of an attachment to the ninth Doctor, there's just something about him. I don't think I could say what my favourite episode is. I'm a little bit obsessed with the Dalek's and love every episode they're in. I really like Donna as a companion, I think the Doctor needs someone like that, someone who isn't in love with him, someone who doesn't look at him with heart eyes. I don't think I'll ever get over Rose though, I could watch infinite episodes with her. Also special shoutout to Captain Jack, first openly LGBT character in Doctor Who, love him!

Yepp my first language isn't English! I started English classes when I was like 9 or something though so English comes nearly as naturally to me as my native language does (though there's definitely things I say wrong or clumsily in English all the time haha) :] I love it when people play with my hair <3 I love playing with other people's hair too, would you let me make little braids in your hair? Pull on it a little perhaps ;) You'd be so cute picking out the perfect plushie, what kind of plushies do you usually go for? I like the really big ones, so comfy to cuddle. I'd make all the plushies give you kithes so you can decide which one is just right <3 I really hope I can see Bokassa too! I'm trying to find someone with a car who would be willing to go with me (and stay sober the entire show :/) but I honestly am considering just going there and staying just for Bokassa. It'll be a very expensive trip to solely watch an opener, but I had so much fun when I saw them last year that I want to go again (wouldn't it be so cool if they recognised me?! They approached me after last year's show to told me how cool they thought I was) Thank you for manifesting it baby, you're the cutest, I'm manifesting good things for you too <3 I hope you get whatever you want <3 Aw baby I'm sorry for making you jealous, but just you know, you're the one who's messages I'm always waiting for and am always eager to answer, don't you forget that my darling <3

(Just finished Higurashi Ch 2 Watanagashi, Ch. 11. No spoilers plz!)

WH

WHEN THE HORROR GAME IS SCARY

WHAT IS GOING ONNNNNNNN

DONT read Higurashi if u WANT TO KEEP UR BRAIN CELLS IMMMMMM AAAA??? 😭😭

I shouldn’t have been reading scary game before bed 😭

I genuinely love this game soooo much Im obsessed HEKP MEEE

It’s so GOOD and MIND TWISTY and SCARY AAAAA

im just saying if it gets to a point where i have to move back in with my mom immmmmm done.

it feels weird i feel like i can only “offer” art in fandoms and nothing else i cant shitpost i cant make compelling arguments and essays or whatever it’s too hard i cant interact and scream about characters with others my only thing i have going is. posting mediocre art. every once in a while. and complaining and letting aus go to waste. GOSH i’m so lazy and mediocre with art not even in a self deprecating way i’m just not compelled to put in the work to improve or evolve or even put any thought i just only can ever seem to make simple doodles?? i literally bought a class and never used it immmmmm idk im goin in a spiral i’m hungry

HAD A RELIGIOUS EXPERIENCE AT THE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE SHOW (hearing fashion statement and skylines live)