a literal bug. anyway

i hate to do this but i just found out i lost both my health insurance and my foodstamps AND that i owe the government over $600 all on the same day. so if anyone would like to help out my v/enmo is michthememelord

i hate doing this but i got let go from my job a month before i expected my contract to end and i haven’t been able to rebound with a new job yet. i only have enough money for rent and internet, but that means i can’t afford anything that isn’t that (like toilet paper, ibuprofen, cleaners, etc.). i literally would not be able to eat rn if it weren’t for food stamps

my venmo is @/michthememelord if you have a few bucks to throw my way i’d sincerely appreciate it <3 but only do so if it’s money to spare i don’t wanna make poor people poorer

there are so many polls nowadays but if a character i like is on there then it literally doesnt even matter what theyre in the running for i will vote for them regardless. like oh teru is in the Kohl's Discount Rack Shoppers Poll??? well yeah i guess he does shop at the kohl's discount rack now. and he does it the best out of any of them

my hc is that mob is gay but it takes him sooooo long to figure it out compared to his fellow teen espers. like it’s beyond the one year timeskip when he’s talking to tsubomi more frequently over the phone and he just keeps talking about teru even when he wasn’t in the original conversation. and tsubomi eventually is like “hey mob, you’ve mentioned teru like. 12 times today. whats going on with that?” and mob is like ??? so tsubomi just laughs and tries to walk him through his (very obvious) crush on teru. 

then mob shows up to work the next day and the following conversation ensues: 

mob: master, do you think i’m gay? 

reigen, caught completely off-guard but immediately assumes mob is asking this because some kids at school are bullying him: wh--OF COURSE NOT, MOB! just because some kids are calling you that doesn’t mean it’s true!!! this is your life, mob!

mob: are you sure...?

reigen: of course i’m sure! here--let’s go get some ramen on me.

later that night, mob calls tsubomi: 

mob: well master reigen said i’m not gay so i don’t think i am. 

tsubomi: wh

thinking about minegishi is really so funny like. just imagine:

you are 16. you have psychic powers that let you control plants (and god knows how you managed to figure that one out). somehow, you are recruited into joining a secret terrorist organization of espers that help to hone your skills. you are still 16 and you are doing terrorism. you are having fun with it.

now you’re 19 and your boss is finally ready to do The Ultimate Terrorism. you take control of a city and are told to scout the area to make sure nobody’s trying to stop you. you see the boss’ son attempting to stop you. you beat up his weird friends. you then see a different middle schooler attempting to stop you. you fight him and a former member of your terrorist organization comes and helps. you defeat his spirits, only for one of your dipshit coworkers to unleash the most dangerous demon known to earth on you all.

you are 19 and a giant tree demon is about to kill you, but the middle schooler from before manages to give him a speech about friendship or whatever and you are spared. the middle schooler just kinda leaves after that. you basically decide this isn’t worth your life and stop trying to help your boss. you then see your coworker get shot out of a building, along with your boss’ son and some random salaryman(???). that coworker was always nice to you so you save them. then there’s a huge explosion but everything turns out fine. the smoke clears on a ravaged city. you are no longer a part of a terrorist organization. you are still 19. you haven’t stepped foot inside a classroom since you were in middle school. you have to figure out what you’re going to do with your life now that you are no longer a terrorist.

you are also nonbinary btw

hiiiiiiiiiii this is just a reminder to tag any pics of the spamton stream with unreality! bc it definitely crossed into that territory and people w psychosis or schizophrenia might not wanna see it! 

i need 4 million teru images beamed into my brain as celebration for doing that interview

i’ve mentioned this in tags before but i love serirei so much bc of how pathetic their relationship is and would continue to be if they got together. like this isn’t some yaoi-rific bullshit of the uwu little guy and the tch strongman. these are two dudes who would have their first date at a tgi fridays and spend half of it refusing to make eye contact. these are two guys who don’t know a THING about making a move on another person. reigen tries to sidle up to serizawa and trips on his own foot, resulting in his fifth head injury that month. serizawa spends 9 hours researching pick-up lines and then ends up saying “hey. you uh. hi” before suddenly feigning illness and not showing up to work for a week.

and yet somehow. SOMEHOW!!! they are still enamored with each other to the point of it being physically harmful to witness. when they’re in a room together it’s like a cringe bomb went off. tome has specifically been ditching work because if she has to be trapped in a small space with those two fumbling old men for one more minute she’s going to throw herself into traffic. ritsu’s aura prevents him from entering a 500 foot radius of spirits and such. dimple literally exorcised himself to get away. mob thinks it’s sweet but his opinion is irrelevant

to summarize: i love when sopping wet men get together and be sopping wet as a unit. thank you for coming to my tedtalk i will not be taking questions at this time :-)

it is very very interesting to me the patterns noelle describes, especially coupled with the audio. like we’ve known kris dreemurr--through other people’s admission--to be a very good pianist. or at least competent enough to entertain the receptionist at the hospital. and, in a way, noelle is kind of saying this in her blog post by describing it as “a concert just for her” and it lulling her to sleep. that kind of represents being good at playing piano. 

but the audio is....not that. it’s erratic and clumsy and a string of notes going slower and slower and slower until eventually................nothing. in the beginning, it sounds like nonsense, just a jumble of notes and a slurry of keys being pressed. but as it slows, a melody forms, and we are eventually able to hear this very ominous, lonely piece of music. 

it kinda sounds like grief. 

now maybe this is just me projecting too much onto them, but what if kris is using these moments to process the grief and struggles of their current situation  in the only way they know how (judging by the linguistic skills, noelle is older than she was in the ice e post, meaning this is post-dess disappearance). and it’s clumsy and erratic because thats just. how they feel. and thats how its coming out. and whenever they remember it, they just have to go release it. 

or, to tug at the theory brain a little more, what if this was an early sign that something was “wrong” with kris. that something bigger was at play here. i’d like to remind everyone that the cage in their room is rusted and old (as if used) and there’s a dark stain next to it (as if something has repeatedly landed in that area). and the way they know to rip their soul out of their chest suggests this is a skill they’ve learned over time. 

so what if the possession had been gradual and could only take hold for a little while. this would explain why the beginning sounds so erratic and off-putting; whoever’s controlling kris doesn’t have the ability to play piano. but, as kris gains control, they’re able to even out the playing and turn it into actual music. and them shutting the piano whenever noelle caught them was them quickly gaining control and trying to play it off like nothing happened

(because they don’t know how to explain to noelle what’s going on, how sometimes their words aren’t their own to speak, and sometimes they walk where they don’t want to go, and how they wish things were normal so they could have asriel and dess to help but they know it’ll never be the same and so they’re content to suffer in silence, letting the rift form bigger and bigger between one of the only friends they have left in this world)

either way, very interesting post thank you toby fox

terumob and ritshou are so funny to me bc you have this dyamic of one very like. successful/powerful/rich person going absolutely head over heels for the most average fuck out there. 

like teru is a relatively popular, handsome, rich (judging by the fact that he lives alone in an apartment) kid who literally every girl fawns after. but then you catch him giggling at his phone as he texts mob, who is just responding like “okay.” “yeah.” “oh okay.”. giving absolutely Nothing but teru is so cheesed over this guy who loves milk and frogs. there are so many canonical moments of teru being so fucking smitten over mob being just like. average. and ordinary. like i know thats the whole “ur not special bc ur an esper” thing but i also find it incredibly funny that teru took it so to heart that mob’s averageness has become so appealing to him

meanwhile shou is the son of a powerful man, one of the Most powerful men in fact, with enough influence and wealth to form his own terrorist organization that was set to span worldwide. and he literally lights up like a goddamn puppydog whenever ritsu’s :-/ face comes into view for half a second. he practically pries open the front door to the kageyama house when he sees ritsu is the one who answered it. i have no doubt in my mind that he was thinking “omg its ritsu!!!! yay ritsu!!!!” when he opened that door. he has so much power and wealth, yet he chose the guy who repeatedly has said “i am so normal”, keeps a spoon in his pocket at all times, and has boiled pork as one of his favorite foods 

the kageyama parents probably see those two with their incredibly affluent boyfriends like “hey. at least we got a retirement fund now.  dont know how they managed it but whatever” 

manifesting the reigen manga ova going great rn

the waiting game for this job is actually the worst bc i had such a good interview but they still have other interviews to conduct so now i need to sit here for God Knows How Long and wait to hear back from them. and every day im at my current job i just think about getting word back from the job i interviewed for and it makes me rlly anxious :-(

Idk if this counts as fanart but I made it for tfs so maybe kind of

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