need to scream in a field

after hours on the Hazbin Hotel tag, my genius conclusions are:

Viv sucks, i wish Amazon had imposed an editor or three on the writing process

animation is hard, please don't hate on the team they're trying to work and pay bills like the rest of us,

no, i don't know how much control they have over their own work, read points above

that said i am rather proudly i pirated the whole season (its bad enough its been living in my head rent-free since its release)

my brain is a mess, i need to touch grass, drink water and eat not-coffee

downscrooling thru tags of hell cartoon mixed with real world news is a bad idea;

"A little family day, so we won't have any regrets"

AND WHAT IF I DIED?! WHAT IF THIS WAS MY LAST STRAW?!

I will actually commit ropeneck. I am entitled to emotional compensation actually.

Saw a bug today.

isnt it so funny to watch all the people you thought liked you form better relationships with everyone elss but you

i am so gosh darn eepy

MY PHONE HAS BEEN RETRIEEEEVED- for now?- uh.. w t f d o i p o s t h e r e ? ? . . .

Anyone else have big dreams and no idea how to realistically achieve them and a fear of inadequacy so they're worried they're going to stagnate in their current situation because they're too afraid to leave it or is that just me?

I'm so torn cause on one hand the Vampire Chronicles has such good fanfic and I'm loving reading and commenting as all these gorgeous fics update

But on the other hand I usually hang out in bigger fandoms and filter for complete fics over 40k

So while I'm loving the community I'm also so overwhelmed by all the stories coming out in small chunks and keeping track of them all. It's becoming a lot of mental work after many months because I usually only read one fic at a time. I read really really fast so I'm following 30+ ongoing fics rn

I haven't dropped off the earth I'm just reading 405k Star Wars fic and might read a few more insanely long things to reset myself. If I'm reading your WIPs you didn't upset me or anything I'll come back soon

(much warmth to @weather-mood @revolution-starter @apoptoses @angstosaur @dancermk I still love you)

tl;dr I'm taking a (hopefully) quick break to go dunk my head in some insanely long Star Wars fic as a pallette cleanser but I will come back I promise

like, i feel at the same time incapable and unwilling to work. I can't make myself do it and i don't want to do it

ugh im bored and sleepy and i am. incoherent in the head. miss bein on the phone or just talkin to someone in general after a day like this.

Can yall stop placing so much on Shotos shoulders jfc

Also wtf why is Hawks eavesdropping I'm so sick of this dude

Everything about this show is a dumpster fire. Absolutely everything. The honest to god only things I’m clinging to are my girl Marinette and the people who are really there for her. I’m angry, I’m sad, I’m tired. I want to see her being sweet with Luka. I want to see Alya and Nino go on cute dates and work on projects together. I want to see Kagami working through her mom’s expectations and learning to find her true self. I want to watch Marinette learn that not everyone deserves her kindness. I want this all to stop. I just want it to stop.

AS & Freakum Will Return!!

Hey, y’all! How y’all doing?

I’m alive. I’m just busy ASF. We have an artist in residency at my college (Rosie Herrera Dance Theater), plus BHM Showcase rehearsal, and I am SWAMPED.

A lot has happened since I’ve been gone! So much interaction has been happening on my blog lately and I’m beyond thankful (Big love to @angrythingstarlight for the shout out)!So, to those who are new, welcome! And to those who are still here, thank you for waiting on me.

I hope to get back to writing soon— but I am swamped with performances and deadlines for the next week. They got me running around like crazy during this BLACK ASS MONTH 🤦🏾‍♀️ It’s crazy.

However, graduation is eminent ✨

Pray for ya girl.

Ricky and Gina kissing at the end was homophobic to me, personally, but god it must have been so satisfying for Larry Saperstein to say he's bi on screen