#im getting ahead of myself
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I’m gonna have to accept my brain may always be soup at this point. But it beats feeling tortured all the time?
Anyway, pointless tattoo plotting. For myself. I don’t think it’s wise to consider what is basically an upper arm sleeve for my first, but it’s fantasy land if it’s just in the sketchbook and honestly? Anything to kick at the art block.
It’s all birds: blue Jay and Baltimore oriole, with fresh spring green ash leaves and an autumnal red oak. And maybe a hexagon in there somewhere, I can’t sort that out.
Anyway, this would encapsulate a lot of my favorite things in one go. All that’s missing is bugs! And a loon and pines, but that’s going on the other arm!
Maybe it’s futile to say this, but this humble scribble is for my use only.
#sketchbook#birds#wings#blue Jay#Baltimore oriole#favorite colors seasons trees etc all checked!#I had some wholesome moments with my parents when we went looking for orioles around my birthday this year#we found several so I’m giving them more positive associations#also they’re orange and beautiful what’s not to love?#green ash as a sad tribute to an icon I’ve resonated with since I was very young#red oak because blue jays and your stereotypical symbol of strength and perseverance#always loved the intelligence and beauty of blue jays I think they may have been my spark bird at a very young age#a messy sketch but it’s better than a whole lot of nothing#y’all I don’t even know where to begin with which bugs and where!#im getting ahead of myself#as usual!
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udai just itches at my brain because you hear about him from saeko and you're like oh he's just like hinata! and then you meet him and you're like hmm maybe takeru? but you watch him again and go no, it's asahi and they're all wrong even though the responsibility that weighs on his shoulders is all asahi and the bitter curse of obscurity despite his efforts is takeru and the hunger that once almost ate him alive is so hinata and the part of him that still itches for volleyball but is manageable is reminiscent of noya and i just want to crawl inside his brain a little. Like, when did he decide/realize that volleyball wasn't it for him? What made him want to be a mangaka? Big enough to bring life a whole generation of monsters, small enough to never be considered for youth nationals, but there's a whole rainbow to be shaded in between those two lines. His name destines him to the skies and beyond and here he is shackled and someone that hungers for volleyball the way he does, do you think it hurts him to starve himself.
ofc this entire little thought journey is very much so on the precipice of turning him into something a little beyond human and since the narrative demands that you don't, that you understand he's just some guy, let's take a step back. Udai tenma, (volleyball monster, of the heavens and of the sky) goes to the interhigh game alone. Now, we know that volleyball monsters are cursed to loneliness at some point due usually to their monsterousness. So, does Udai at this point in his life, as removed from volleyball as he now is, have close friends or is he still lonely? Let's discuss
#my answer is no#i think he's very introverted and very closed off and very hinata pre kageyama#i think he has plenty of acquaintances and people he's friendly with#but no real close friends#which ofc i will then also solve via akiteru#come on it'd be so full circle#back then it was udai in the center of everyone's eye and akiteru in the crowds and now it's akiteru who's got well a social life and#udai's just lonely and#im getting ahead of myself#udai tenma#haikyuu!!#haikyu#tsukishima akiteru#even if he's not in the actual post#all in all yall should be proud of me because i very rarely am coherent in any way about udai#usually it's just !!!!!*heart eyes**heart eyes*<3 blorboooo
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The Duffers: Let's put a whole flashback/relationship/love sequence of Jonathan and Nancy to show the viewers how much in love they still are no matter their distance.
Also the Duffers: let's give Steve chest hair and maturity, and make Nancy flirt with him for no reason, so peOPLE, CAN GET CONFUSED AND FEEL UNSAFE WITH THIS HOLE TRIANGLE CAUSE ITS FUCKING GONNA HURT SOMEONES FEELINGS IF NOT ALL THREE OF THEM
ᴬˡˢᵒ ᴮᶦˡˡʸ ᶦˢ ᵍᵒⁿⁿᵃ ᵇᵉ ᵖᶦˢˢᵉᵈ ʷᵃᵗᶜʰᶦⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉᵐ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ʰᵉᵃᵛᵉⁿˢ ᵃᵇᵒᵛᵉ
#why?#no seriously#whats the end goal??#WHAT WAS THE REASON??!!#i know#im getting ahead of myself#but i feel very stressed about it#why would you do that#strangerthings4#stranger things#st#steve harrington#nancy wheeler#jonathan byers#strangerthings4 spoilers#spoilers
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My ex texted me a few days ago and we had a small chat. We ended up deciding we'll meet up to try and be friends again since we've known eachother for years and he was my best friend. But ngl, I don't know how to read cues that well so I can't tell the difference between friendly and not😭😭😭
I'm letting it run its course and trusting in God, so whatever happens happens.but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous or hopeful
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[A new muse means icons tho :/]
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omg i kinda wanna write arthur being a complete dick to cullen during the broken circle quest.
Cullen: “They caged us like animals... looked for ways to break us. I'm the only one left... They turned some into... monsters. And... there was nothing I could do.”
Arthur: “Hmm. You know— that sounds so strange.. it kind of sounds like… you had a harrowing experience…”
and Artie is just completely deadpan like
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well i started talking to the guy who likes prog again. i cant help myself. even though he ghosted me for like two months he has me wrapped around his finger. and because he ghosted me im worried that after every long pause in text convos (like hours long pauses) that hes gone and done it again so im like dying waiting to hear back from him. but he says he wants to come over friday so hopefully that means hes serious? its just so rare to find guys 1. my age who like prog 2. who are good looking and appear to brush their teeth regularly 3. who have an interest in me. so i am desperate for this to pan out because hes one in a million. that said we dont know each other that well so everybody please pray for me that prog man is interesting and nice and easy to talk to irl
#like hes listened to fly from here return trip#and he thinks Drama is a good album#hasnt listened to Magnification tho but otherwise seems to be a real Yes fan#ive never dated another Yes fan........ imagine......#we could have sex in all sorts of time signatures#im getting ahead of myself#a beast that can talk
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if all goes according the plan just the first chapter of the part 6 au should end with someone putting a bounty on my head
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i am so, so in love with you.
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Also l'manburg Wilbur X revivebur is my favorite rn - 💀
YES I AGREE okay okay leaving out the sootcest for now just plain them meeting okay so just that would be funny bcs l'bur (thats what im calling him) reacting to finding out everything that happens in the future through revbur and okay (im turning this into noncon) so lbur gets all shocked like no noway theres no way that would happen and hes like in a daze and revbur is like yes it is i can prove that like shit turns band and then lets say they like meet at a cafe revbur rapes him in the restroom <333
#im getting ahead of myself#im rlly sick rn#lmao#cw noncon#sootcest#maybe i wont tag this one#atlas speaks#here are the askers <3#lovely 💀 anon
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i really really love being young and free, but time is moving too quick for me to keep up and i’m growing older as the days go by. i like feeling at home in my body and i like changing with the seasons.
#changing#im getting ahead of myself#i’m getting emotional#im sad and tired#body image#self improvement
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imagining setting up one of those tiered fundraisers with like milestones where every $100 unlocks another rabbit surrendered 😭😭
they might just give me those four other rabbits but if they wont even buy a cage they sure arent giving me fucking $400
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COMPANION MIQUELLA REAL??????? 😭😭
#maybe im getting ahead of myself lol#BUT I LITERALLY CANNOT READ THIS ANYOTHER WAY#elden ring#miquella the unalloyed#uri posts
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..
extra:
(it was a spring morning)
(he was a frail boy with no friends)
(he ran into you from across the wall)
(you said hello to him, and asked him to play along)
(at that very moment, he received his lifelong—)
extra 2: oscar boogaloo
yeahhhh....iykyk
#ozpin#professor ozpin#it never gets less embarassing tagging this#rwby#ugh#wait hm#ozma#salem#not tagging ozlem because its kinda giving ottokallen and ergh#oscar pine#sighs anyways#both of them have the same role functionally#they parallel eachother via#hold on im getting ahead of myself#he really does remins me of otto#theyre like prometheus#but with the gift of flight instead of fire#(haha flight as a heavy-handed metaphor for civilization)#they both give said gift through something of the previous civilization#im playing fast and loose w otto but he gave the gift of flight through ingenuity#thus wooden planes#ozpin gave the gift of flight (quite literally) through his magic#thus#gestures vaguely#i have so much more to say but alas ...#horrible corvid anatomy cw#while ozma is kinda su coded tbh...immortal brown dudes dealing with their megalomaniac white-haired situationship core#if you know what im referencing im so so sorry#EVERY NIGHT BRINGS A DREAM BUT THE DAYYYY RELENTLESSLY KEEPS ME AWAKEEEE#honestly idk where the quote is from kevin said it so it must be true
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"If you asked me yesterday or last week if we had any chance to be in the top five, or even fighting for the podium, I would tell you no. Now, I don't know if I can be so sure, so...let's try."
#hes being very cautious so i dont know what to think#\but im rly glad to hear that the pace is way way better than they were expecting#WE WILL TRY.#<- thats all i care about#we will in fact try!!! and maybe...succeed?#shhhh shhhh im getting ahead of myself#man i have to say tho i miss the floofy bits peaking out from under his cap ahhhhh#old man grow your hair back out#back on my gif grind! wish the back wasnt so blatantly shit but its okay ig. just focus on the old man#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#we do a little bit of f1#2024 bahrain gp
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OMG world cup ask anon here
reader taking gojo to a museum and he tries to pay attention, he really does. but he just doesn’t understand why paintings are so interesting for reader!! so he waits on a bench watching soccer highlights while she explores the exhibit 😭😭
reader promises she’ll take him to the gift shop if he walks around with her
plss thats so cute n funny awwhh 🤧🤣 he sounds like a toddler LMFAOO not the soccer highlights 😭😭😭
i think it wld be super cute if he’s the one that organized the museum date bc he knows that’s what she likes but he has absolutely no idea why she’s looking at each of the paintings for so long n he’s just standing there like🧍
ok but her staring at the paintings but he’s just staring at her bc he thinks she’s prettier than all the art 🤭🙈💕 ehheherhrheh
ITS TOO FLUFFY IM NAUSEATED RN 🙄
lmaoo the gift shop that wld be the most excitinf thing for him 💀 he buys matching vincent van gogh magnets of starry night bc it’s her fave n he puts his on the fridge right when he gets home 😌⭐️
ok anon ur cookin i might have to give u writing credits
#NO BC I WAS THINKING OF WHAT A CUTE FIRST DATE WOULD BE FOR THEM#WHY DIDNT I THINK OF A MUSEUM#sobbing#im getting so ahead of myself here lmaooo#kickoff#asks#anon
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