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Pokémon Scarlet/Violet has been on the brain, have a little Katy
#pokemon#pokemon sv#pokemon katy#just a quick little thing#had all day to draw yesterday but nothing was looking right#so i just doodled a bunch#and this katy turned out way cuter than expected#im committed to posting weekly#even if its just a doodle#even if i have to force myself#bcs otherwise im going to not draw this whole semester#bcs of how packed my schedule is#and that wouldnt be fun for anyone#with luck ill have some full drawings too but#i do want to allow myself more freedom with what i post#doodles oc stuff works in progress whatever#i wanna loosen up 👍#anyway scarlet violet is so much fun#the most fun pokemon game gameplay wise#having the time of my life#also inching through it at a snails pace#ive beat almost every gym leader ✌️#larry and iono are my favs so far#even though larry murdered me the first time i tried his gym#ill try to draw them#eventually
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1850s Tumblr Dashboard Simulator
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It really makes me sick to see people giving money to penny weeklies when Franklin's expedition STILL has not been found 😭 There are good men out there trapped in unimaginable temperatures and literally all that's needed is a little more funding for another rescue mission yet all you guys seem to care about are your vulgar little stories...
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the franklin expedition is dead as hell
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Disgraceful thing to say but I'd expect nothing more from a M*lville fan
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👨🏻❤️💋👨🏻 hartgrindisreal
Sorry for posting so much about Tom Gradgrind/James Harthouse from Hard Times lately. It turns out that I was getting arsenic poisoning from my wallpaper? Anyway I took a seaside stroll and I'm normal now. Check your walls y'all
#whyyy did i assume they were committing unlawful actions together like where did i even get that from lol #hard times isn't even that good by dickens standards tbh
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Just painted this
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RIP Napoleon... you may have been unable to conquer Alexander's Russia but you sure as hell conquered Alexander's bed
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HERITAGE POST
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How does this have less than 100k notes you could literally not avoid this post back in the 20s lol
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poets just aren't dying young in mysterious water-related incidents like they used to :/
#as useless and degenerative as i find 'the living poets' and i'm glad we're finally moving on from them #i have to agree with op in this respect
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I finally got a daguerreotype of myself ^_^ Porcelain urn for scaling
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i think i hauve consumption
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They found oil in the ground??? WTF. THIS IS LITERALLY THE WORSTTTT. FUCK MY LIFE FOR REAL THIS TIME
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I swear this website has 0 reading comprehension skills. Darwin NEVER claimed we "evolved" from apes like if one of you guys actually bothered to open his new book you'll see all his arguments are backed up by evidence. He actually makes a lot of sense
#sure there's nuance like i don't fully agree with all of it #but his general theory of natural selection seems pretty sound imo
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Of course these are the finalists lmao this website is so predictable. Anyway vote Heathcliff if you dont i'm going to assume you're a phrenologist
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It's not problematic to acknowledge the fact that Heathcliff was a brute like he literally killed dogs in case you forgot. #rochestersweep
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I love the implication here that Rochester never did anything cruel either. He literally locked his wife in the attic and lied to Jane about it 😭 like that was a pretty significant thing that happened
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And? God forbid women do anything
#why'd you have to pit two bad bitches against each other #anyway i'm not attracted to men but still went with rochester #bc in terms of living quarters thornfield hall > wuthering heights easily
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👨🏻❤️💋👨🏻 hartgrindisreal
Not the Russian tsar dying immediately after hartgrind became canon
#i know dickens hasn't technically confirmed it yet but like. SOMETHING was strongly implied ok #see: my previous post #dickensposting
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LORD HELP ME. THE BODY LANGUAGE. THE WAY THEY'RE LOOKING AT EACH OTHER. AHHHHHH
#this installment!!! im-- #dickensposting #i can't fucking cope #dickens wants to KILL us he wants us DEAD....
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Hi guys sorry I haven't been posting lately it's been so difficult getting to California 💀 I'm finally here now though just need to find a pickaxe and soon I'll be digging! :-) wish me luck lol
#gold #gold rush #gold rush grind #california #adventure
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-facedown lying on the floor- i have SO MANY POLLS that are so INTERESTING but i ahve to wait to post themmmm ;A; why have i done this to myselffffff
#i have several polls in my drafts but there are like 3 that im REALLY EXCITED to post#but i cant. because ive committed to weekly polls.#tragic. unbelievable. homophobic even#illuspeaks
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re: hope they caught us
EDIT NEW MASTERLIST HERE
so, after a lot of thinking, i've decided to take hope they caught us down from AO3 and will be taking it from tumblr down today.
this isn't because im abandoning it, but rather because i want to refresh and rewrite it, with me uploading it back here and on AO3 soon.
lately, i've been learning a lot about myself and one thing I've noticed is that when i'm giddy and happy about something, it feels infectious in my work. i feel it even when i read it back.
this series is missing that in it's current form and i think it's because when i began writing it, i wasn't that happy in myself. while the beginning feels like me, it quickly doesn't by chapter three, and rereading it back made that so obvious to me. i think it's why i began to feel on edge about the series, why it was so easy to put it on hiatus.
but deep down, i love them. i want the best for these two characters I've spent a lot of time with. but the piece misses my voice, the one you love, the one I LOVE and the one i'm proud of. and that's why I've made the decision i have.
at the core, the story will be the same. so if you loved the premise and the ideology, that won't change. but that romcom-esque charm in the first part of the series that got lost along the way will be back. because that isn't an accident, that is me at my core.
that is my writing voice.
and i want to reclaim that back, and the only way i can think of doing that successfully (and by making myself happy) is to knock the house down and rebuild it all over again.
this does also mean I'll be changing the name, more for my own headspace than anything else.
i know that some of you will be disappointed, and it's okay if you don't understand my reasoning, just as it's OK if you're disappointed - they're both valid feelings for you.
but, i need to do this for me. and i'm pretty confident in thinking that you'll support me regardless (and i think it's okay to say i think you'll love what I've been concocting).
if you've reached the end of this message, thank you for your time.
i don't usually do tag lists, but if you're interested in being notified when the first chapter is re-uploaded, please let me know and I'll be sure to let you know. it's the least I can do.
AN: i won't be committing to a weekly schedule, but it will be more routinely posted and I'm hoping the first chapter will be up soon.
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maxander head canons
@ant-thebooknerd requested this in my comment section so here it is. @hathorneheiress helped with this post. some hcs might suck and i apologize if anything doesn’t make sense cause this isn’t proof read. i haven't gotten any real sleep in 3 days so my hcs making brain juice has almost run out. hope you like it! i will make a part two bc i love them and these were so easy and fun to make.
max gets annoyed sometimes cause she loves reading but hates having to hold the book open, and those contraptions you buy online don't work. xander built her smth just for her.
they're the type of people to kiss each other's feet and bow down to each other as a joke
when they can't sleep, they read smut to each other.
when they’re out in public, xander clings onto her arm like a baby.
although they’re in a relationship, they’re both really shy when it comes to telling the other i love you. either that or they make it a competition like who can go the longest without saying i love you accidently.
they're the type of people to always be on call. it doesn't matter if they're sleeping or at the bathroom, they will NOT hang up.
i can see him asking her to prom with those super cliche embarrassing posters with puns and stuff. max squealed like a seal when he did it.
they do those challenges on tiktok where someone puts the karaoke version of a song on and the other has to guess what song is playing (search it up if you don’t know what im talking about).
speaking of singing, they make the weirdest parodies of songs and sing them during their weekly dinners with the rest of the family.
when xander doesn't want to wake up and get out of bed, max shakes her ass in his face and jumps all over him.
they both love lying down sprawled on the floor quietly, staring at the ceiling, questioning their life decisions together.
they love scaring people when they're in his lab and people are passing by saying stuff like 'harder, xander! ah you’re so big. yes that's it right there". they always succeed.
they love pretending like they're their favorite historical romance couples like elizabeth and darcy from pride and prejudice. they go around acting out all of the scenes and stuff.
whenever their favorite artists release an album, they have a listening party with popcorn, candy, balloons, confetti, etc. its this huge thing and it basically becomes a holiday for them (which obviously doesn't have a set date bc albums are released randomly)
they post those weird cliche cheesy prank videos like "pregnancy prank on my boyfriend"
when they cuddle in bed, max is the big spoon and xander is the little spoon.
they’re both cuddle addicts. they’ll be at a super important event and they’ll be sitting on the floor in each other’s arms whispering things to each other. alisa gets so mad and thinks its bad for their image.
ever since they started dating, xander doesn't use his pillow anymore, he lies down on max's chest bc he think boobs are better than any pillow.
they love watching crime series and trying to figure out who committed the crime themselves.
max loves making paper flower bouquets for xander.
max wanted to learn how to twerk so she got xander to teach her. she's now an expert (even better than xander)
xander loves picking up her hand and bowing down to kiss it like some historical romance boyfriend saying stuff like "why hello there, mlady"
they are constantly sending each other tiktoks. one will wake up the next morning and see that the other one sent them 20 different tiktoks. they send the other their thoughts on each and everyone of them in a numbered list.
max becomes a literal monster when she’s on her period. she’s constantly screaming at xander to get her chocolate and stuff and xander’s running around trying to get it for her. she also asks for the most unreasonable things ever. she’ll ask xander to get her a book blanket or some shit and xander will sit there, terrified, wondering what he’s supposed to do.
max is always bragging about the fact that she can eat more than xander even though he’s much bigger than she is.
max will only swear for real in front of xander. they make a competition out of it: “who can out swear the other” usually sweet cinnamon roll xander wins surprisingly.
they sneak around hawthorne house together to try to get all of the juicy gossip. i can see them acting like they're in a comedy movie hiding behind cleaning carts and stuff.
they call each other stuff like 'my sexy sweet sugar plum dusted with pepper" and "my hot little apple pie sprinkled with glitter"
they draw stuff on each other's arms with sharpies. they're too scared to get actual tattoos so this is the next best thing.
when max has a bad day, she loves lying down completely on top of xander and placing her head in the crook of his neck. it allows her to decompress and relax.
nose kisses are their favorite type of kisses bc it always makes the other blush and scrunch their nose, and they find it adorable.
they have matching shirts that go like "if lost return to max"/"i am max"
#the inheritance games#jameson hawthorne#grayson hawthorne#avery grambs#nash hawthorne#xander hawthorne#libby grambs#maxine liu#maxander
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so glad to see the age regression and de-aging tags split. I love both, but when i'm searching for fics they are very different vibes and it gets a bit old having to scroll past a bunch of fics im not interested in reading
ALSO the idea of chuuya having made the room for dazai before he left hurts so much. Like if they were to the point that chuuya felt like he'd be able to spoil his baby that much without him being too overwhelmed and THEN they get separated hurts my heart too much to think about.
We're just throwing around thoughts here, so do you think it's more likely for PM skk or 22 skk to get to that point? I personally think dazai needs the ADA to settle in to regressing no matter chuuya's efforts because the PM is no place for a baby and I don't think dazai would ever get comfortable while close to mori. I think it would make 22 skk's reunion so much more bitter sweet because chuuya DID do everything right and dazai DID do his best to let chuuya help him and they loved each other (however you want to view that love) but there was no way that arrangement could have gone on long term healthily in that environment. I would absolutely adore the idea of chuuya playing with the idea of building a room for dazai in his head before he left and then once they reunite him dropping everything to get it done because that's His Baby and now that he's in a safe place he deserves everything chuuya can give him <3
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Purely just for organizing reasons, agere and deaging gotta be separated. While both lovely, they’re sisters not twins and shouldn’t be grouped together 🩷 I’m glad to see them separated as well
I definitely think 22 skk will reach the point of Dazai having a regression room in Chuuya’s house. They’ll get a few furniture pieces before Dazai leaves like a rocking chair, but I think post 22 reunion after they’ve kinda fallen back into a routine again is when the room happens.
Shortly after they discuss Chuuya being Dazai’s caregiver again, they also set up the weekly regression sessions. Chuuya picks Dazai up from work for maybe the third time since their reunion, and while sitting on Chuuya’s bed Dazai notices the rocking chair is gone and his desk is shoved awkwardly into the corner of the bedroom.
Chuuya then takes Dazai into the old office room and it’s been completely transformed, the boring white walls are a soft pastel blue, and there’s a big circular rug that looks like the ocean. The familiar rocking chair is in the corner, next to a shelf with picture books. There’s a set of drawers where Chuuya has moved all Dazai’s baby clothes, and there’s a starfish night light. In the corner is a crib with matching ocean sheets, and a mobile with different fish.
Dazai would definitely probably feel overwhelmed at first and like he doesn’t deserve any of this, but Chuuya just wants to show Dazai his feelings haven’t changed and he really means it when he says he loves him 🥺 Chuuya’s serious and committed and Dazai doesn’t have to move in but he always has a place here with Chuuya, and after a good cry session Chuuya puts Dazai down for a nap in his new crib and maybe sits on the floor and stays with the baby while he sleeps to make sure he’s okay and not too scared in the crib 🥺
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How do you write such long fics? Do you have to set out time for it? Are you just very inspired? Is everything planned out beforehand? I struggle so much with longer fics and was wondering
it's a combination of a lot of things! i don't usually plan out chunks of time for writing fics, but i try to find time that i can spend writing fics, which is generally easier for me over summer/winter breaks when i don't have classes in addition to work. sometimes i'll know i have a free hour or two in the near future and decide to work on a specific fic then, but ive found that strict writing schedules/quotas easily turn into a grind for me so i write a lot more spontaneously.
i am very inspired/motivated to write the fics that i end up posting. but there are always points in time where that inspiration/motivation runs dry and i have to rely on discipline to keep working on a fic. that's why im very selective in the long fics i do choose to write. i have dozens upon dozens of long fic ideas, but i only seriously focus on the ones i know im passionate about to keep working on even when that initial creative spark isn't there any more because i care too much about the concept to not finish it.
this post explains how i plan out my long fics!
how much of a fic i post before i finish it also factors into my writing process for that fic. i was posting each chapter of slippery slopes as soon as i finished it which was fun when i ended up getting a large response to it and people wanting more kept me motivated to keep writing it (in addition to my passion for the story). but when i didn't have the time/couldn't muster up the motivation to write the next chapter for months on end, i felt very guilty about stalling the story for so long. (this was not because of any of the lovely readers! i was putting this pressure on myself!)
ive committed to not posting the courtney time travel au until its completely finished which relieves me of the pressure of writing for it frequently. but it also means i'm not feeling any obligation to work on it for months at a time when i'm not feeling motivated or being disciplined about it. which is why ive been working on it for a year and a half and it's still not even halfway done.
amicus curiae strikes the best balance between the two, with most of it being written before i started posting weekly updates. that buffer has been good for putting a healthy amount of pressure on me and keeping me motivated to finish it due to readers' responses to previous chapters. but it also gives me a lot more breathing room than i had for slip slop.
all this to say, planning out how you write your long fic is important in addition to planning what happens in your long fic. if you're struggling with long fics, i would suggest working on some shorter but still multichapter fics (a five chapter fic where each chapter is 1k-2k words for example) and experimenting with planning how to write those fics so you get a sense of what works best for you. is it more motivating to try and write a chapter every week? do you want to write half of the entire fic before you post the first chapter? does trying to write 200 words a day keep you working on your fic, but in manageable chunks?
learning about how you write best is important if you want to write more in a way that's satisfying for you! and im always happy to give (longwinded) advice from my own personal experience if anyone asks!
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ive never actually watched a stardom match and im really bad at learning new things, so how would you recommend watching matches? and do you have recs for what matches to watch first?
AHH I'm so so happy to hear you're even thinking about checking them out I love getting asks like this!
Okay so idk what your familiarity is with pro wrestling but if you've like never watched wrestling at all my friend wrote a guide to starting with Japanese pro wrestling here. It's targetted towards people also learning Japanese and much more comprehensive promotion wise than just Stardom so the part you'd want to read is the one labeled "How プロレス storytelling works".
As for how to watch Stardom like the literal steps of how to find Stardom matches, I answered that in my sort-of beginner's guide here. (I talked about a couple other companies as well but me being me it's mostly Stardom.) tl;dr kind of the only way to watch Stardom matches in full and in decent quality is just paying for a sub to Stardom World. There are pirate sites but they tend to only have big shows and top out at 15 year old cellphone quality, and there are highlights (though I think those have become more rare?) and the weekly show on youtube if you're really not sure about the like $8, but World has everything.
As far as specific matches I have sort of two answers for this. I did, pretty recently, recommend a bunch of random matches in this post right here, and stand by those as matches I really enjoyed. Also I have since watched the QQ vs OT cagematch I mentioned there and can confirm it owns and I think the emotions will still come through even if you didn't follow the whole story.
However. That is where the second answer comes in - following stories. To be quite frank I think watching old wrestling matches is overrated, I think most of the fun is in following along with wrestling; wrestling is something happening right now. This is probably an ironic answer from someone who is like chronically a month behind bc I can't stand to ever skip a show but I am who I am. Maybe it's more accurate to say I think rewatching matches is overrated.
But anyway the simplest way to put it is my rec for matches to watch first is matches that you think look interesting that have happened pretty recently. Natsupoi and Saori Anou had a strap match on July 2nd, which is just as gay as it sounds but not in the way it sounds, I haven't watched it yet but I've heard good things. The 5 Star Grand Prix, Stardom's yearly big singles tournament, just began last weekend on the 23rd, and is a great way to get introduced to most of the wrestlers. I know the time commitment of a wrestling show can be daunting, I'm very familiar on a personal level with the way it eats time, but I think you can still get a lot from just watching a little if you can't get through everything. If you pick one person in each block and only follow their matches, you'll still get a little snippet of every other competitor to see if they hook you, y'know? Caveat if you do begin with that show though that the main event ended with a real injury, which obviously isn't fun to see happen.
If you decide you're enjoying it and want to try and start following along, my translation blog is here (it's not exhaustive and I'm behind with some stuff but I do what I can) and my asks and DMs are always open if you have questions about any stories or characters or anything.
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“Very controversial, Wilbur should just pick one. lovejoy and touring or streaming. This qsmp stream is just not good 😭 either he’s committed to the lore and story or he’s not. He’s trying to commit but he can’t and it shows”
agree with this anon so much… just comparing his late 2022-2023 streams to 2020-2021 era… he’s really not into it and it’s quite obvious, he just doesn’t show the same enthusiasm or persona. his streams aren’t even very enjoyable (sorry 😭) because idk… it just isn’t the same I guess? it feels like a lot of the time he’s just doing it for the fans even though he’s a very different person now. i feel like fans also need to let this go and stop pestering about him about not streaming, like it’s pretty obvious his streaming career is gonna fade out, and soon
anyway if he wants to talk to his fans in a just chatting style… hey and stuff. bring it back. less of a commitment and way more enjoyable imo
tbh even tho im an advocate of wilbur quitting streaming one day, right now his streams are still doing insanely well and its great to have an audience of 40k people who actually care enough to buy your music and watch you make gay sex jokes in minecraft
i do think it was interesting how he brought up the weekly slap cus thats kind of what youre suggesting in terms of a streaming replacement (but more focused on his various fixations instead of on giving advice which is so quintessentially wilbur lmfao) but idk he'd never be able to commit to that either, he's worse at committing to youtube than he is at twitch lol (lovejoy management please give me the youtube password id make so many damn community posts & shorts)
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Monster prom au would be cool. Although it's not much of an au if they are actually in high school. It would be funny to see regular high school for monsters.
Vera committing crimes and her dad posting affirmations and compliments like a Facebook post like a dorky dad, embarrassing her. Valerie teasing her over it and immediately regretting it because their dad started telling stories about Val
Aaravi using posts to find party members for whatever dungeon shes doing (she's actually just breaking into people's houses).
Liam and Brian arguing about what's a underground party if the invite is on Monster ver of facebook.
People cyberbullying Leonard for his take on anything.
Weekly school lunch menu and school events but for monsters.
School being delayed because of the 5th dimensional squid.
Stuff like that
oooh i saw your other ask about the fact that i said social media au, but i still really like this idea! like maybe i do a series of one shots and short fics about chatacters but it's all in the same dimension of that makes sense.
like in an aaravi fic i mention something that vera and y/n did in another post i made. and they can also have monster ver. twitter and stuff.
and to keep track of it all, each character could give their reader a nickname like redactedverse...
mmm im having ideas, thank you!!
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Hey lofty
So your Catholic right? Im curious and kinda considering becoming a Catholic but don’t really know anything about it, if it’s not to much could you give like a basic explanation of what you believe, what you have to do, what you can’t do, etc?
Thank you
Well hi! :D
I am Catholic, yes, and very happy to hear from you. :) There's a lot to Catholicism, but the basic premise of our beliefs can be found in a prayer we call the Nicene Creed. I'll post it below, along with more specific answers to your questions. I feel like it's hard to go into a blanket statement about all of this, but I will try. Please feel free to reach out to me via dm (or if that's too intimidating you can do asks without anon and I can answer privately if you like) for details because it's a lot of info and details and I tend to be hesitant about posting complicated things for the whole world to see an misinterpret. I think I'm still just a little bleh from earlier, though, so if you truly aren't comfortable you can simply ask on anon too.
So! "basic explanation of what we believe" = our Nicene Creed, also called our profession of faith that we pray weekly:
"I believe in one God,
the Father almighty,
maker of heaven and earth,
of all things visible and invisible.
I believe in one Lord Jesus Christ,
the Only Begotten Son of God,
born of the Father before all ages.
God from God, Light from Light,
true God from true God,
begotten, not made, consubstantial with the Father;
through him all things were made.
For us men and for our salvation
he came down from heaven,
and by the Holy Spirit was incarnate of the Virgin Mary,
and became man.
For our sake he was crucified under Pontius Pilate,
he suffered death and was buried,
and rose again on the third day
in accordance with the Scriptures.
He ascended into heaven
and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
He will come again in glory
to judge the living and the dead
and his kingdom will have no end.
I believe in the Holy Spirit, the Lord, the giver of life,
who proceeds from the Father and the Son,
who with the Father and the Son is adored and glorified,
who has spoken through the prophets.
I believe in one, holy, catholic and apostolic Church.
I confess one Baptism for the forgiveness of sins
and I look forward to the resurrection of the dead
and the life of the world to come."
There's a lot to unpack in that, so if you want to talk more, please feel free to each out. :)
Next questions! "What you have to do/what you can't do" We have something called the Ten Commandments that serves as a basic rulebook we go off:
I am the LORD your God: you shall not have strange Gods before me. (i.e. prioritize God first)
You shall not take the name of the LORD your God in vain. (self explanatory)
Remember to keep holy the LORD'S Day. (go to Mass on Sunday)
Honor your father and your mother. (give respect to elders)
You shall not kill. (do not harm others, do not wish them harm in any way, do not hold grudges or anger towards others)
You shall not commit adultery. (do not lust, do not use others or look at others as objects for your own pleasure, respect your body and other's bodies)
You shall not steal. (self explanatory)
You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor. (don't lie)
You shall not covet your neighbor's wife.
You shall not covet your neighbor's goods. (these last two essentially are about not being jealous and not being selfish, respecting others' boundaries and their worth)
Jesus himself summarizes it all pretty well into what we call the Golden Rule: "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you." Essentially, the commandments break down to "respect God and put him first in your life, respect others and treat them with love."
Hope this helps! :)
#you ask skye answers#lovely anon#ngl talking about my faith on this website makes me nervous sometimes#because of exactly what happened before#but I love it dearly and will happily explain it to others#sorry to rope everyone into it LOL I know this is a zelda themed blog
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What are your thoughts on Haruaya friendship? I wish it was explored more in canon
they are so best friends and the gossipy crush talk they forced on ayano and takane in canon really truly belongs to ayano and haruka. *shakes fist* i completely agree. they deserved so much more focus together:( i understand why they didn't cuz there's a lot going on but Man what a wasted opportunity
especially post str heheheheheheheheheheh cuz i can go crazy insane in this setting god bless post str. with shintaro and takane and their fucked up insane codependency haruka and ayano understand each other's struggles a little bit. i think haruka would be the one to talk ayano into therapy LOLLLL cuz like!!! she is trying to keep herself together for her siblings bc they were alone for so long and she wants them to be able to let go and let her take care of things but girl... LIKE AYANO UM SHE IS DEPRESSED. she literally committed suicide and ya it was cuz of a plan but also *plays additional memory* and also both her parents died. like her parents are deadddd and she LOVED THEMMMM and she has to act like a big sister bc shes been away this whole time and feels like such a failure and like she abandoned her siblings and ON TOP OF ALL THIS SHE JUMPED INTO A RELATIONSHIP WAY TOO QUICKLY AND HER BOYFRIEND IS A MAJOR DICKHEAD so she kinda. feels like she has no right being upset abt the family stuff bc she truly feels like she's abandoned her siblings all this time and needs to be strong and do her part so she is like Basically the only reason i am sad is shintaro doesnt pay attention to me (it is 1000% not the only reason and she knows it). she is depressed in general, traumatized, feels like a failure of a big sister and a girlfriend. #slay
takane keeps relationship therapying her and shintaro per ayanos own request bc takane is the only one able to talk sense into shintaro when he's being a total ass which is like a weekly thing. and ayano is accidentally growing to resent takane because whyyyy is SHE the one who can talk sense into shintaro and not her. cant he see ayano is trying her best!!!!!! its not fair!!!!!!!! and she remembers all this stuff she thinks abt her being no good for shintaro bc he needs someone to drive him and how takane felt called out to the point of staying with him all that time and now it's still like this and ayanos like. ohhhh my god. what if he likes her and not me. takane is clearly better for shintaro than me. BUT ITS NOT FAIR I LIKE HIM MORE *silly girl moment* the whole thing sounds like stupid hs crush crap because thats exactly what it is minus the hs and plus the trauma so ayano also feels incredibly stupid bc she's like god there are bigger issues and im here being jealous over a boy. but she cant help it. and also its like she was rly robbed of her silly crush time because she was so busy fucking investigating her dad trying to kill her family and friends. so its like she mentally relaxed a little bit and unconsciously focusing on stupid things out of spite for this. like dammit. so what if i want to be fucking irrational and be jealous of takane. it's just such an easy feeling to feel. its so much easier to hurt over this than everything else. so she's really jealous even if its super stupid ayano is utterly jealous of takane. AND THATS WHERE HARUKA COMES IN
ayano going to haruka cuz aren't YOU jealous and haruka's like well yeah a little but lol ayano u should talk to shintaro instead of me abt this issue. and ayanos like hehe No. SIT WITH ME AND DO MY NAILS♥️ and haruka's like 😐... hehe ok😊
they kind of find this middle ground. ayano intended to go to haruka bc if anyone understands its him but haruka.... the thing with haruka is that he doesnt rly entertain the jealousy thought and he's rather like yeah this is just a very convoluted relationship dynamic all 4 of us need to work on♥️ and ayanos like EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE?!?!IN OUR QUARTET!?!? AND ITS NOT ME!?!?!??!*spirals again* and it kind of. forces her to look at things differently. i dont wanna make it sound like haruka is completely out of the unhealthy bit i could go in detail for instances where haruka shows to be pretty perceptive of the ppl around him but maybe another time. so he totally realises the dynamic going on and he talks to takane abt it but he's all like. "BUT ITS OK TAKANE I UNDERSTAND WHY ITS HAPPENING AND I JUST WANT U TO BE COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY DONT WORRY ABOUT ME OKAY BABY STEPS ♥️ how about one night you sleep over with me and the rest u sleep at shintaro's. oh you also wanna bring him over when we should be alone? THATS OKAY LIKE I SAID BABY STEPS♥️(slowly going crazy)" like he's very much aware but also a little (very) spineless and like ayano well he is also jealous at the end of the day. but unlike ayano being like WHY NOT MEEEEE WHY HERRRRRR haruka is more like. terrified of takane breaking up with him. bc he knows if it came down to making takane choose between him and shintaro she would say shintaro. he'd rather have every date with takane bringing shintaro than not have any dates at all. so hes scared that if he presses the issue takane will be like byeeeee (she wouldnt but haruka is so. yknow takane is super best friends with the dan and the whole thing with shintaro and etc and harukas like what the fuck does she see in me) (harutaka are so insane they feel so undeserving of each other but ill go on abt that probably some other time)
SO yeah he is aware but approaches the situation with painful painful painful hesitance and kid gloves which. doesnt really DO that much. like he brings it up enough that takane is aware its an issue at least but shes also so much like nahhhhhhh whaaaaat shintaro and i codependentttt naaaah ur craaaazy and harukas like haha yeah it was silly. *both know its true and sit there awkwardly* and then takane can be like yeah ok sorry we'll work on it but its difficult bc she needs the help of a third to tell her what to do very firmly like she needs haruka to be like DONT bring shintaro over or else i just wont hang out with you but ofc haruka isnt gonna do that but if takane doesnt have that she'll just keep talking herself out of the problem and haruka is completely like. YEAH ITS OK IF U SAY ITS OK (DONT BREAK UP WITH ME PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEEE DONT DUMP ME) its also difficult to talk abt bc haruka doesnt wanna say it in front of shintaro and his ass is ALWAYS THERE
erm. oh yeah haruka and ayano. yeah they clearly find a bit of comfort in each other during this lol but what i originally wanted to go into before getting sidetracked with the shintaro and takane circus was that haruka kinda also talks ayano into talking abt her other issues about her siblings and parents bc he's like yeah all this shintaro stuff on top of all ur family stuff... and ayano's like MY FAMILY STUFF *breaks down*
because. no one else had pointed it out before. ayano thinks she is totally undeserving of mourning before her siblings can. idk if that makes sense. like ofc she can be sad but not sadder than her siblings, she has to be strong, and she feels like such a failure because her siblings are used to rock and rolling by themselves by now and shintaro wont open up to her and basically ayano is sitting there like. i need someone to need me so bad but no one seems to need me but in case anyone suddenly DOES need me then i am 1000% available. so i cant cry abt my parents clearly :3 and for haruka to casually bring up "yeah ur going through a lot with this and that" ayano feels so validated bc its truly the first time someone realises and says it and if he is saying that then it means she isnt selfish and a horrible person for daring to be sad. and she feels so ashamed bc haruka is someone she had also failed to protect back then but he comforts her and takes care of her and tells her its ok and everything she is feeling is completely valid. also they both cry together abt kenjirou bc haruka also loved him as a dad. *goes crazy*
anyways lol she starts therapy👍
they have 0 self confidence. they think they can smile their way out of emotional constipation. they can't bring up an issue without immediately chickening out. they are best friends forever.
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im also old and have a love hate relationship with fall out boy. your pinned post resonates with me as well as your post about fobs cryptic mass email, haters unite
Yeah like there's a new Fall Out Boy album so everyone is going to get hyped and then people are going to hate it and fight about it like it's literally life or death. I think it will probably need to grow on me personally because that's how music usually is for me but I am not looking forward to the fighting
Also people are going to be completely over the top about every little thing that happens like they always do. Like I remember when MCR came back and posted the group photo everyone was unironically freaking the fuck out like "NO OTHER ROCK BAND EVER has taken a photo in normal clothes standing against a wall THIS IS CRAZY." like MY GOODDDDDD
And then everyone does it about EVERYTHING and the fights are worse because everyday you open the app and there's like a 16 year old that faked their own suicide or accused Josh Dun of rape because they got in a fight with someone who accused them of being aphobic because of their favorite Panic! at the Disco song or something and then everyone wants you to take a stance on if the Panic at the Disco song is aphobic and will include you in a callout if you say the wrong thing or don't unfollow the right person. (Aphobia part is hyperbole but the other stuff happened)
Also because it's Fall Out Boy people are going to do the weekly morality crusades where they go around campaigning that you're going to hell for committing the unforgivable sin of listening to a pop rock band. And then people fight about it and say and do things that are incredibly harmful to justify committing the unforgivable sin of listening to a pop rock band. Like I've been on both sides of that kind of thing in various stages of my teens so I get it but still. Lord
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noone wants you to burn out and you are a good writer. but if you committed to a weekly series you should do that first before writing other work imo.
i mean, fair. you're right.
but also, like... things change. muse and circumstances change. it's not as though im saying i'm not posting it, or even moving to irregular posting (not that there's anything wrong with that either), but merely that I'm considering instead of weekly, it would be once every two weeks, alternating with other pieces too.
this isn't just to follow all and every whim (again, not that there should be a problem even if i did), but because this alleviates some pressure for me, let's me have fun in what I'm doing too, because i write for me first, and i have to be a priority in all of this. which, i'd hope is why you follow or like the work i put out.
if you've been here a while, you'll know I'm someone who uploads regularly. but, i do want to say i don't commit to here. this is a fun outlet for me, a place i share the work i write. i do my best here, and i try, but i have to put myself first and what i want too, especially here, when i don't get to in other forms of my life.
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Okay updates on various things:
- Talas ref is done, legally, but pending me changing a marking that ive been struggling with for a While because im a bastard so I'll get that done this week hopefully and make a big post about it (basically including this ref and the big eel one but with the tweak. Yes again. Sorry)
- I also have made a reference for a new character for a new oc project that i cant talk about yet because its WIP but if you're wondering what my 1core/horrorverse tag is, its that. If you have completely unhinged scifi memes please send them. I need a collection with which to torment my friends
- Also. bully me into committing to the weekly violence bc i have so many ideas. I do have a sketch for this week too so hopefully i will get that done as well (its all generic edgy drawings babeyyyy wooooo as it should be. I WILL be drawing the same thing over and over and over)
- i need to talk and gush and dev stuff about hollowridge so much its unreal. I should make a doc. Oohh yeah its all coming together (stirring the soup in my brain without any cohesion)
- I made small playlists for my four main ocs so i could share publicly, and was planning on drawing a little cover for each but I may just recycle some art for them so i can share them djkfgk. I lov musique
#thunderclap#dunno where im going with this?? hello im so fuckikg sleep deprived today#hopefully at least one of these things is interesting to someone#the talas reffie thing is quite literally eating me alive. i dont know why. staying true to character i suppose (heh)#i really need it done and settled or im going to succumb to madness i need people to see this ref bc i love how it looks#and. desperately needed to draw it houghhh
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im sorry if you have answered this before, but i was wondering if you would be posting prism weekly or biweekly as part two begins? Also, how many chapters do you expect part two to be in full?
hello!! No don't be sorry at all!! We'll be posting Prism bi-weekly as before, so every other Friday. We'd love to post weekly but it's a big commitment and we both have other projects. We should have the same number of chapters for Part Two as Part One, so eight chaps in total, though this might fluctuate as we work on it 💕💕💕
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