just an fyi, and it feels like it needs to be said here: your blog is your own space and you should be able to say whatever the fuck you want. if you’re sad? vent. get sad. maybe put it under a cut, definitely tag it, but get sad. if you feel like you need someone to talk to? drop a freaking message about how you’re feeling like you could use a buddy, or anything randomly engaging. if you’re having a hard time, you should feel safe and okay to talk about it in your own space. we’re writers and we’re people and while there’s a lot to be said for how engagement outside of oneself is necessary in rp (and really really needs to improve), i think there’s a lot that must be said about people reaching out to others. it’s become so solitary here — the whole ‘reblog from source’ thing when it comes to shit like about and musings is absurd. the whole refusing to like things is ridiculous. yes, curate your space, that’s important, but curating your space into a studio apartment only you live in doesn’t make this a community anymore, it makes it a studio apartment you live in.

just be yourself here. do whatever you want. but i’m always saying: remember you’re not alone, and don’t let yourself feel that way.

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Honestly, I really love how poetry and wordplay is such an integral part of Yuma and Makoto's character. How they use such words to reflect on themselves and the world around them.

It truly shows that despite their logical side, despite being dubbed as the "greastest mind of the world", they're still human in essence. Because they can still view the world through colored lenses and the ambiguity of imagination. Of emotions and ideals that are not actually completely rooted in hard cold logic.

The clash of the ideals Yuma and Makoto shares and the creed forced upon them by the WDO meld into a fascinating multi-faceted character. Whose multiple sides we can see and share due to their odd coexistence via strange circumstances. It also somewhat makes it hard to talk about one of them without mentioning the other when they're so interwined together.

I really do love it.

thank you to the 3 people on this website who tag kissing so I can filter it out 🙏

Me: God I feel like shit. Lonely. I'm annoying. No one actually enjoys my company. Why do I try to talk about things that I love when it's just an imposition on everyone? Why do I bother writing when it's never going to improve and I won't ever reach the end of the series? Why—wait...

Me, Ctrl-F'ing the last mention of period in my bestie's DM: Ah-huh.

im sick how did anyone have crushes in highschool. how did y'all pass your classes

amazing how you can put effort and love into a friendship and then...be mocked for putting effort and love into a friendship. how dare i find you lovable, shouldn't i have known all along you didn't love me back?

The urge to draw is surpassing the fact I broke my left elbow so I can’t

even after all these years and a few somewhat successful romantic fanfictions I will sometimes be writing these things and then have the small crisis of "does this feel weird to me because it is out of character and/or unrealistic, or does this feel weird to me because romantic feelings make no sense to me"

So, I've been dropping hints about OCs I've been obsessing over lately that I haven't properly introduced yet and I can't figure out who to introduce first, so... I figured, in my indecisiveness, I'd finally use the poll feature and let YOU decide, my lovely followers! And these intros come with a special treat, because, on top of the usual moodboard-playlist-combo, I made manips (or, in one case, a gif) for them!

Anyways, without further ado:

noticing a trend in my recent wips where i end up with at least one scene of people standing by/in the ocean listening to the waves n seagulls n shit with saltwater lapping at their feet

Downside of rping such a messy, complicated, utterly insane maniac of an asshole of a character like Host: I cannot touch thoughts related to what Host might think about doing or planning when I want to wonder about the future of the rp with a ten foot pole unless I am already in character. Because his thoughts are so violently disgusting and disturbing that its begun to make me Physically Ill recently

Wow y'all usians are PUSSIES when it comes to hot weather, 25 °C (no I'm not converting se vira gringo) is literally the best temp to be, 3 °C colder is too cold and 3 °C hotter is too hot (also I HATE cold weather I'd never live in cold weather) (I mean colder than 18 °C)

I hate the current media so much

Buckingham Palace: the Princess of Wales had a successful surgery today, she will recover at home for a few weeks, she won't go out in public until Easter.

Media when the Princess of Wales is not out in public before Easter:

"WHERE IS KATE, SHE MUST BE DEAD, SHE MUST BE IN A SERIOUS STATE, WHY ARE THEY SO SUS, BECAUSE SHE WASN'T SEEN IN PUBLC FOR WEEKS NOW!"

New hyperfixation unlocked moodboard

Okay.

Let’s get this shit over with!

Parallels

Or

Seeing Patterns in Things that Aren’t There.

Part 12

An Illogical House in the Ocean: The Sum of their Memories (or lack thereof)

1. Doctor Who:

Flux (2022)

Hell Bent (2015)

2. The House in the Ocean (2022) (also part of the Nixonverse, the Crescent King and the Perfect Youniverse. Sort of…it’s complicated)

Idk

I might be reaching a bit with this one.