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buwheal · 1 month
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I'm sorry, Spamton. I know you won't believe me, but I'm sorry we hurt you.
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waking up means starting the day's long battle of fighting to stay conscious
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riz wip 👍
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doublerainebow · 7 months
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Lee Felix-Centric with bits of Lee Felix x Reader
PIRATE AU FELIX PIRATE AU FELIX AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I have yet to think of something concrete, but... depending, Stray Kids are either a band of pirates under Bang Chan's leadership, ORRRRR each member is a captain of their own ship, and they all form a fleet with Bang Chan as the head of the pirate fleet "Stray Kids Pirates" asdskldfjds
~ Masterlist ~
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Focusing on Felix as the pirate of the Sunshine Pirates (yes, it doesn't sound very intimidating, but that's where you're WRONG). Felix looks harmless, but don't let that fool you. He's damn good at what he does. I imagine he has the fastest ship of the fleet, so he's more of a get in quick, get in some good damage, and get out fast. His gunplay is really good also, but he's way better at hand-to-hand combat... and by hand-to-hand, I mean serving some painful kicks. He also uses his youthful features to his advantage in that he takes advantage of the fact that his enemies think he's weak.
As a captain, he's really just and fair to his crew. His crew adores him and is extremely loyal to him. However, to enemies, he can be intimidating and even cruel if need be, but he prefers not to be. He leaves that kind of work to Minho or Seungmin. I feel like he's better at making negotiations and he uses his charm to get what he wants
As a pirate LOVER 👀👀 he's definitely gentle and kind, with a healthy dosage of mischievous and teasing. If you're in his crew, or even just a part of any of the members' crews, he's definitely keeping you by his side. He might even try to negotiate with other members for him to take you into his crew lmao. He says it's to keep you safe, but we all know you're more than capable of taking care of yourself if you're in a pirate crew. If you're a villager he just so happened upon on an excursion and he takes a more than just a liking to you, he'll definitely make the effort to visit you as much as he can, or send you letters if possible. It's definitely hard, and he has long since came to terms with the fact that you might move on from him if he's gone for too long. However, when he visits you, he showers you in love, affection, and gifts that have been... borrowed forever, let's just say. While he doesn't prefer to talk about any... plundering and pillaging he does, he does like talking about any misadventures that have happened on his journeys.
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I'm running out on fumes trying to think of more things to add here, but it's a start LOL maybe I'll expand this better in the future, but I just wanted to put something down at the very least.
Please feel free to use these as ideas for your fics, just tag me so I can read them too lolol
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guhroovi · 1 year
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movie night
This is what happened during that one scene right??? Right??????
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cloverstarsys · 4 months
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So I have made some blinkies!
Specifically genshin ones
More are coming I promise
I still wanna make more lol
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Free to use anywhere with credit!
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todayisafridaynight · 2 months
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That prev anon was right about calling you mine people always talk about how Mine is so horny for daigo when in reality he probably shuts down at the thought of holding daigos hand it’s too much for him!
Hes so real for that tbh like i get it ……. I really do …….
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lycheefruiit · 9 months
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Something I ADORE, which you can also notice in a piece of art (by denuuuncia on twitter) that is currently in the museum, is that you can see how much thought or research people put into their Richas designs by prosthetics alone. People not drawing Richas with realistic prosthetic is fine, but it's nice to see it once in a while.
In this art it shows Roier, Richas and Cellbit running (I would post a ss of the art in the museum, however I don't wanna repost someone elses art) so the artist has given Richas a prosthetic that is designed for running specifically - your standard prosthetic isn't helpful for running as they aren't made for that. They are made for some simple walking and most aren't even helpful on some terrain. They're also more of a flat foot that doesn't bend, mean whilst your running ones are more like springs.
It's simple things like this that I love to notice in fan art - also learning about prosthetics is something that I've enjoyed doing for so many years now, I genuinely find them so cool and so I never understand why I used to NEVER see them in media until recent years.
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liquidstar · 2 months
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As I'm writing little practice excerpts for my oc projects I realize that before I can even think of making anything truly cohesive I need to properly plan out a timeline. One exists in my head of course but I need to iron out the creases. Does anyone know any good websites for making timelines like this?
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jorrated · 4 months
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bought 2 of these to try them out. the red one striaght up tastes like watered down cough syrup
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arthur-r · 9 days
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(stupid vent in the tags i’m maybe struggling a lot. not feeling particularly real or handling my life and relationships maturely at all)
#i love i LOVE how i can write out three fucking pages of how well and normal my life is going and then just fall apart#is this directly correlated to whether i take my anxiety medication? certainly but the side effects are SHIT and its not mandatory anymore#(realizing the amount of my shit relationship that i spent fucking drugged up by myself is SHIT!! i wasn’t a real human being i was so#fucking out of it all the time and he DIDNT FUCKING CARE and i’m upset. that being said i’m anxious as shit now without my meds)#anyway i’m meeting up with two people tomorrow and they’re both the most fucked up sorts of relationships where they’ve been almost my#entire life at certain points of time but are also people who have made me FUCKING UNCOMFORTABLE but with no ill will just fucked situation#problem is one is just an asshole but the other is an incredible person with delusions attached. i think. i’m struggling#i was so fucking healthy two days ago and i thought its a good idea to say hi when i’m in town. but no actually i’m fucked in the head#i feel like he’s either going to kill me or fall in love with me. he’s ten years older than me. and has done NOTHING WRONG IM JUST INSANE#should i not show up?? this is a normal fucking person this is a normal person and i want to say hi. already sent him a long fucking email#so we’re a little late to lose this relationship. and it’s FUCKING NORMAL. normal fucking person. mentor figure positive fucking role model#what the fuck is wrong with me!!!! i’m so fucking normal i just get insane. i’m being like my nemesis actually. ex-bandmate who fucked me u#and didn’t fucking care about anyone and saw me as a character i’m doing her fucking thing. im talking about a normal man who cares about m#a normal amount. ​and interacts with me in a NORMAL FUCKING WAY. who SAVED MY FUCKING LIFE. what is WRONG WITH ME#aside from that…. i’m just feeling sick and awful. my little sister is really struggling and so am i. and i talk so much and never listen#and i could have fucking sworn that i was doing well. fucking LAST NIGHT i wrote all about how fucking stable i am. how i’m going to be oka#AND I AM. i just feel like shit. and i don’t know what’s wrong with me. i’m going on testosterone TOMORROW if all goes well. why can’t i#just fucking focus on that?!!?!?!?? and i’m dysphoric as shit it’s half of what’s wrong with me right now. maybe t will just fucking fix me#but what the fuck. what the fuck. i dont know. all of a sudden i’m in a bad place. i just want to be okay.#i hope everyone is well and i’m sorry for venting. i would almost not post this but i don’t feel real#i don’t know. sending love…. let me know if you need anything please. be well 💛#friends only#vent cw#like if read#delete later#ask to tag
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good-beans · 8 months
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Repeating to myself There is no harm in making a mistake. There is no harm in people knowing you made a mistake. There is no harm in people thinking you're stupid. There is no harm in making a mistake. There is
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moving-to-dreamwinged · 6 months
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my dad came in and saw me on the couch (for the first time all day and i had literally just sat down for less than a minute when he came in) w heating pad and immediately goes "you have two options" (different chores to do) (as if i was like 10 years old and getting punished for something that i didnt even know i did wrong). what about secret third option where you treat me like an adult or i don't come home for winter next year. Lol
#.mei chats#soryr really my family is. great i need to stpo complain#i just wish theyd realize that im not incompetent#i do a really good job taking care of myself for the entire 10 months out of the year that i dont live with them#and im proud of the independence ive developed bc i worked really hard to feel ANY sort of positive feelings about myself#but they just dont recognize it at all when i come back#trying to tell me how to microwave my food and reminding me of paperwork i have to do#Thanks i literally managed the entire program tasks myself for the last 6~months but yeah you better remind me about the medical forms#or else ill totally forget and mess up the whole thing :'333 bc im just so stupid!! thakn you soooo much for taking care of me!!#<- not like ive been hypervigilant and anxious about making sure i do every little thing with it perfect#in fact there was actually an issue w one of my forms bc they made me submit it even though i didn't think it was filled out properly.#they were like “itll be fine youre overthinking” guess who got an email 3 days later saying the form was completely invalid.#god just bottom line why cantthey trust me when i say im on top of it. fucking trust me this program is my entire life right now#i am putting literally eveyr ounce of effort i've got into not ruining it. they just dont see the improvements and growth ive made at all#so frustrating bc ive worked so hard to pinpoint and fix that specifically but what can ya do#god this got long. sawry#.not f/o related
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pepprs · 7 months
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my depression is getting really really bad. like it’s been bad before but this is like… consistently really bad. like a long unending stretch for several weeks (and tbh months) now. to the point where no inoculation actually sticks (and im isolating myself from most of my inoculations anyway and feel unable to stop doing it even though i know it’s self destructive). im either helplessly unbearably miserable or numbing out on video games. i just don’t feel like it’s going to get better for me and i KNOW that is factually untrue but the feeling is louder than the knowledge and it’s just utterly immobilizing. ive been sinking in quicksand for 2 years.
#purrs#longer than that too ofc but i think ever since i moved to campus in 2021 and shit started hitting the fan my life just started snowballing#and picked up speed majorly when i moved back home and ive been stuck in this horrible limbo ever since. like im scaring myself with how#deeply profoundly unhappy and unwell i am. i am just detached and scattered and bewildered by everything. and the only way to break free is#to fight it but i don’t even have the strength. like in order to fight it i have to have the strength and it s exactly the thing that is#being stolen from me. and i work really really hard to suppress it when im around people so no one can tell but on the inside im being eaten#alive and every day that goes on the pain gets harder to bear except im numb most of the time so i can’t tell except for when i can#one of the things that makes me saddest is ive pushed everyone away either by ghosting them or scaring them. when what i want and need the#most is love and comfort. but then when i get it it isn’t enough. idk. im not explaining it well i just feel like. horrible. unbearably#i think i need to go on meds like i truly cannot go on like this not even in a s*i cidal way it’s like i just can’t take living like this#delete later#i know im causing the people who love me pain by being unable to accept that they do love me and that’s the worst fucking part. is hurting#people by being like this. scaring people by being like this. and being so disconnected from myself#and feeling completely and utterly beyond help like nothing ive tried has fixed it but also there are a lot of things i haven’t tried but i#feel so terrible or my freedom is limited so i can’t. idk.#also the crushing knowledge / sense that i have lost the most precious important years of my life both bc of the lockdown and bc of mental#illness lol. except that’s not true bc of all the stuff abt how your best years are always ahead of you and you can make them. but it doesnt#feel like it for me and then i beat myself up bc my job is literally to exude that belief and help other ppl feel it and i increasingly cant#i remember in high school having the thought that one day i could be depressed and being conscious that i wasn’t and now i look back on that#and am like… how. and will i ever not be. i don’t think so. it just feels unending
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underlockv · 1 year
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more claire offerings
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useful-boy · 6 months
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Hate when bitches at this store try to tell me "Ummm I need you to start the audit already, we're supposed to leave by 11" like damn that's crazy maybe if you left me a better store or did anything to help me out I wouldn't be starting so late after picking up all your bullshit
#literally the first thing i did was walk the entire store to see what all still needed doing and then i told the manager who still had#Several clerks on the clock 'hey the womens bathroom needs to be hit and all the counters need to be wiped down' and she went 'okay!'#then of course. wouldnt you know. when i get back in from my lot sweep (basically picking up excess trash or emptying trash cans#that got full after they took out trash earlier) (of which there were a Lot tonight. very unusual when most nights i can get by#without changing any of them)#none of the things i told her about had been done <3 And the kitchen was a fucking disaster#'you got clerks for that you coulda made them clean it' 'no ill do that later they did a lot today' okay sweetie whatever you say#they always wanna leave Me a shitty store to come into and then get an attitude when they have to stay late because again#I am spending more time fixing things that they should have taken care of already before i got there#wasting Both our time on clerk tasks just to get the store down to manageable levels of filth before i do the audit#and then you wanna complain like its My fault? whores#only One of the managers here ever leaves me a decent store (not Perfect but its still a huge improvement over other days)#and no matter how many times i give the same feedback to every manager i relieve or who relieves me in the morning#shit does not get better#i love it!!!!!!#meh.#mild vent#i guess#its just me bitching about work so whatever#also? you Told me you were gonna stay an hour late already? why are you fucking complaining about me being 'too slow'#to start the audit. bitch
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