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killedpink · 1 year

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everyone, please take a deep breath as i present to you: phone sex with felix lee.

🏷 contains: felix x reader, phone sex, mutual masturbation, voice kink, tease felix, mutual pining, a heavy dose of dirty talk, pet names, no prominent dom/sub dynamic, heavy cussing because felix is an aussie and i refuse to ignore that!

"are.. are you getting off right now, love?" felix asked, a mixture of both uncertainty and amusement in his rich, velvety voice. your heart stopped, "no! why would you think that?" your voice wavered, your actions under the blankets halting in embarrassment. he chuckled, "you know, it's okay if you are. its kind of.. i dunno, hot.." you could imagine the thoughts in his mind right now, likely picturing you with a hand over your sex, between your thighs, fingers slowly exploring your wettening slit with your half-lidded eyes and blushing cheeks. he wasn't far off of the money, either.

you brought the phone closer to your ear to hear him better, "you think so?" your voice was uncertain, still, shifting in the bed uncomfortably. "cause if that's the case, i am absolutely getting off to the sound of your voice, lix." you heard him suck in a breath sharply, releasing it with a lazy groan. "fuck, knew you were. y'miss me that much? couldn't even have waited until i got back? what am i gonna do with you, hm?" the sheets from his end ruffled. "sounds like you're gonna do the same thing i am," you chuckled, lips curving into a lovesick grin, brimming with pride.

felix hummed in agreement, granting you the gift of hearing that gorgeous voice of his again, practically feeling the vibrations of his throat through the phone that sat ever so closely to your ear. it sent shivers down your spine, giving you goosebumps and a strong urge to stuff yourself with your fingers, merely imagining that they were felix's in place of yours. "you might be right, there, love." he responded, the cadence of his voice making you dizzy with delight. your free hand sank down between your thighs once more, softly stroking your sex like you knew felix would if he were with you. your heart fluttered against your ribcage as you heard felix curse at the feeling of his own swelling cock finally getting some well-deserved relief.

it couldn't be helped that you imagined him in the moment. was his head tipped back, jaw in the air, with his neck on display? did he still have the bites from you decorating the soft skin of his neck? was his hair tied back out of his face, or did he let it splay onto the pillow below him, and fall into his face, obscuring his ethereal features? your hips rutted into your hand at the thought, allowing the phone's microphone to capture every minuscule noise you let fall from your lips. what about his pace? was felix taking his time, leisurely stroking his hard cock; or desperately fisting himself as if his life depended on it? it made you dizzy to think about, the undeniable need for him settling in your gut. "you make such pretty fucking sounds, love. fuck, let me hear you. don't stop, okay?" felix all but pleaded into his end of the microphone, your speakers doing a great injustice to you.

your hand slipped into your underwear, finally brushing against your needy cunt, earning a lust-filled, drunken whine to bless felix's red-tipped ears. "lix, you have no idea how bad i need you right now," you sighed, fingers swiping the slick that coated your skin and made everything around you sticky and wet, and used it to rub your swollen clit. felix hummed contently when his ears caught the obnoxiously loud squelching emitting from your cunt, his cock twitching in his hands as a consequence. "want you so bad, too. wanna hear you moan for me, wanna feel your tight cunt around my fingers.. fuck, just wanna feel you up, my gorgeous girl.." felix was rousing himself up at the thought of you, raking through his memories to urge him to orgasm. you could hear it in his voice, noted how he slurred, how his australian accent thickened and enunciated certain words, and you especially noticed how his tone dipped in octaves, growing huskier and breathier by the second. he poured his desperate thoughts into the microphone, each one dirtier than the last; sending you into a frenzy.

never in your life have you ever been displeased that you were touching yourself until now. you were hyperaware of every little detail of your hands that differentiated from felix's, completely miserable that it wasn't his thick fingers filling you up and stretching you out, caressing your throbbing cunt and exploring every inch of your sex, massaging your inner walls and attentively kissing your clit, eagerly lapping up any of your slick that would leak from you. it felt so vivid you could almost feel it — although nothing would ever compare to the real man. speaking of whom, you were so concentrated on your own high that his noises almost slipped past you. luckily, he was too loud to go undetected. you heard the way his precum squelched into his palm, the utterly erotic sounds of his hands stroking the entire length of his fat cock, base of his palm slapping against his skin as they reached the hilt of his cock, consequently brushing against his pelvis. his moans grew quicker, deeper, wantoner.

your eyes rolled to the back of your head, lips parting as your body succumbed to your orgasm, your hips faltering. "fucking hell, you sound so hot when you come, gonna make me—" felix started, cutting himself off with a full-bodied, filthily pornographic moan, his voice only spurring your own orgasm on further. you could hear the audible sounds of his cum coating his hand, spreading it all around his pretty cock as he fucked into his hand excitedly. soon after, the only thing you could hear were your mixed heavy breaths of air, almost harmonising. "did you come a bit too hard at that?" you asked slowly. felix sighed in relief, "i thought it was just me.." he chuckled lightly. you grinned, "we have to do this again."

"oh, love, don't tempt me."

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mykoreanlove · 3 months

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Fake date me please?

How Felix and you showed everyone you were dating

“We need pictures!”, he exclaimed cheerily.

“Pictures?”

“Yeah, of you and me. You know, doing boyfriend and girlfriend stuff.”

Your stomach turned again, your insecurity grew bigger and bigger. Felix grabbed you and hugged you tightly while shooting some selfies.

“Y/N, why do you look so uncomfortable? It looks like you want to break up with me”, he frowned disappointed.

“Sorry, I.. I have never been in a real relationship before, so I don’t know how to act”, you answered truthfully.

“Ah, I See.”

He fiddled with his phone and hugged you again but this time his camera had silly filters on, which turned you into cute little dogs.

“What is this”, you laughed happily.

“Just a silly way to get you smile, beautiful. Come on, let’s be silly and have fun.”

His phone battery was about to die because of the plethora of selfies you took.

“They look good”, he smiled proudly. “Let’s upload them later. What do you want to do next?”

This one got you thinking – what do couples normally do?

“Oh”, you jumped up and down happily, “let’s go for a walk while holding hands.”

His face fell instantly, and you feared you had said the wrong thing. Were you even too stupid for a fake relationship?

“I don’t like holding hands, actually. But you can grab my arm or something?”

Relief washed over you.

“Okay”.

You walked along the water and got to know each other. Even though you were total strangers, it didn’t feel that strange at all.

“Y/N”, Felix whispered. “Don’t freak out but people from campus are coming our way. I’m going to do something drastic, okay?”

By now you weren’t sure if you felt nauseous from fear or excited from the butterflies in your stomach.

“Hey, isn’t that Felix? And y/n?” you heard your peers call out.

Felix grabbed you by your arm and turned you to him as he placed his thumb on your lips and leaned in for a kiss.

Your heart was pounding heavily. He wasn’t kissing you; he was kissing his thumb, but no one saw the difference. No one but you.

You closed your eyes and surrendered – this moment, fake or not, was magical. You took in his musky cologne; you felt his long lashes against your cheeks and his strong arm on your back. You sighed internally – is this what love was like?

“Shit, I guess they are really dating.”

Felix took a step back, his cheeks slightly reddened.

“I guess it worked”, you cheered. “Yeah, I guess it worked”, he replied shily.

“Are you hungry?”

Felix insisted on paying but you beat him to the curb.

“Let me show you my thankfulness by buying these delicious treats and this bottle of soju. Felix, please?”

You sat down by the water and enjoyed the food, as well as your company.

“I hate drinking but with you it’s kind of fun”, he exclaimed.

“Really? I thought you were some kind of party animal on campus.”

He chuckled, shaking his head.

“Yeah, people love to make up a lot of stuff.”

“Speaking of people”, you turned to face him, “they have a hard time believing that you and I are dating.”

“And why is that?”

You swallowed another shot before answering.

“Well, it’s because you are you. You are popular and handsome, and you can date anyone but me? I’m a nobody. It makes sense that they are suspicious.”

Felix simply listened. He knew that you were right – in this current reality you were seen like that. Even worse, you saw yourself like that.

“Can I ask you a question?”

He nodded.

“Why are you not with anybody?”

A sad smile spread on his face.

“I have trouble opening up to people, I guess.” This caught you by surprise.

“You do?”

He nodded again.

“Yeah, it’s easy to be with someone for a short amount of time, like all the fun and physical stuff but then it’s too much for me. I don’t want to open up and let someone in, not for real anyway.”

Both of you downed another shot in silence. You would have never guessed that even if you were dating a lot, you would still feel out of love at the end of the day.

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sunboki · 11 months

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lee felix x gn. reader

request . hello! congrats on 2k 🥰 for the event, may I request physical touch with felix in the form of a drabble please? thank you :D

word count . 418 words

notes . so sorry sweet nonnie, i happened to delete your ask but here’s physical touch w/ lix :)

— event masterlist

felix has always been “attached”, most everyone knew that. though once you started dating, the attachment multiplied tenfold if you thought that was even possible. now at first glance it might seem annoying, but your boyfriend is nothing but a sweetie pie in your eyes.

take this evening for example, seated between your lover's legs while he shovels takeout into his mouth — an option that if he hadn’t been so exhausted from recording would’ve been disregarded and quickly replaced by his own cooking instead. eleven pm on a tuesday however was an exception, including all the cheesy necessities a couple would usually do while watching romantic movies.

except, the romantic movies weren’t actually romantic movies, more like legally blonde that lix had begged to watch with you recently, claiming he “missed the bend and snap” that sent you about pissing yourself on the floor; the blonde glaring his nonsensical stare.

“what if i did that.” he suddenly mumbles, eyes darting from the screen displaying elle woods strutting into law school in neon pink wear to where you sat between his legs.

wearing a confused expression, you try figuring out what exactly he was referring to before being abruptly answered.

“wear all pink, no, neon pink for our next comeback.”

“you’re kidding.”

“you wish.” stupid smirk tugging at one side of his ever kissable lips, you’re fast to pull away from his grip, covering your mouth while hunkering down to snort with laughter.

reminding, he reaches for your wrist, pulling you back into his embrace that ushers a short gasp of surprise.

“no — you can’t leave me —-“ he whines his displeasure, frowny face earning your amused coo. snuggled into his warmth for a second time, his hands reach for your chest, squeezing the supple skin beneath his fingers while quietly humming to himself. nothing suggestive, like a cat kneading a pillow. habits you can’t seem to resist.

“you can’t keep me here all night, y'know.” used to this, you huff a sigh, relaxing in his hold you know you’ll be stuck in for far too long to be healthy.

“i can, and i will.”

“all night? you sure?”

“yep.”

you lose track of time, feeling your eyes drift you away off to sleep alongside the fleeting thought of tomorrow morning surrounded by leftover trays and opened cans.

yet upon waking up to his arm loosely wrapped around your waist, you can’t bring yourself to leave his grasp, craving the touch you’d been deprived of. comfy, the opportunity only existing until your partner wakes up. till then, you’ll take advantage.

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horanghaeluvsinniehae · 3 months

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SKZ!BFF DRUNKLY CONFESSING PT.2 pt.1

||BANG CHAN||LEE MINHO||SEO CHANGBIN||HWANG HYUNJIN||HAN JISUNG||LEE FELIX||KIM SEUNGMIN||YANG JEONGIN||

Disclaimer:the beginning might be bad but it gets better i swear!😭

!Also please read my note at the end!

You were so excited to see Lix because well -the obvious- that you like him a lot and you got so so happy when he said he liked you yesterday, even if he was drunk. You stand by the saying that drunken words are sober thoughts so you believe that he actually likes you and isn’t just saying it.

You cleaned up the kitchen (it was a big mess and it’s almost the first thing people see when they come through your door) and got some tea water boiling because you know that Felix likes to drink tea whenever he’s at yours.

After a while a knock was heard on your door and you excitedly went to open it. A big smile was evident on your face as you opened the door and it got even bigger when you saw him standing in the hallway with his signature brownie box in his hand.

“Hi Lix!” You greeted the boy in front of you. “Hi y/nah!” He greeted you with just as much excitement. “Brought you some brownies!” He held the box up proudly. “Aww Felix thank you so much!” You thanked him and took the box. “Come in please!” You told him and went to put the brownies on the counter.

Your heart started beating quickly as you observed the box that had a note on it that said: to lovely y/nah, i hope you’ll enjoy them!. Your heart was literally melting, this boy is so kind and just amazing.

“Is that my tea that I’m smelling?” He asked happily and already moved to the kitchen cabinet to get a mug out. You smiled and nodded your head. “Of course it is! It should be ready by now but don’t burn yourself please!” You warned him because it wouldn’t be the first time that he burned himself trying to drink his tea. “Okaay. You want me to pour you some too?” He looked back at you as he asked and and you nodded back to him gratefully.

While he got your teas ready you sat down on one of your barstools around the kitchen island. When he got ready he sat down next to you and placed your tea down in front of you carefully. You pulled the brownie box open and pulled it between the two of you.

There was a bit of silence, but it wasn’t an awkward one. You were both sipping your teas, munching the brownies and thinking about what to say next.

“Y/n…I would like to apologise for yesterday. I know that you’re not mad at me and that I was drunk but that doesn’t mean that what I did was right.” He looked at you and had a little ashamed pout on his face. “Oh Yongbokah, I told you not to be sorry! It’s all okay, you didn’t hurt anyone so please don’t feel bad!” You said then shyly added-“and i…really liked what you said Lix…” You looked at him with a soft smile and he immediately returned it.

“So you don’t mind that I like you…like a lot?” “Not at all! In fact I really like you too! A lot!!” You said happily and at that he put his hand on yours. “Y/nah, then if we like each other would you be mine?” He asked and looked at you so fondly that you thought you'd melt right then and there. “Of course!! Omg this is so amazing ahh!” You said, being so happy about what just happened.Felix kissed your cheek shyly and you both looked at each other feeling giddy.

The rest of your afternoon was filled with more brownies and tea, but also lots of cuddles and telling the boys the good news. Of course they all cheered and were so happy for you guys. They’ve been waiting for this moment and got so excited that it finally came true.

A/N: hi guys…um I’m so sorry for being inactive:( i just had no idea what to write, but then i got an idea and i think it turned out well(?) anyways! I don’t care of i sound desperate, but i really want you guys to request because i don’t have much ideas(literally like zero) but i love writing!! So please even if you have a small idea or just a thought or a big idea please write it to me in the requests!! Here’s my guide how to request so no-one will be sad that I didn’t do theirs for some reason!<3 I’m sorry again and I hope this one brings some smiles to you and thank you for reading my work!!Please take care of yourselves and be safe!❤️‍🩹

taglist: @justwonder113 (if you want to be on it either comment or write in requests please<3)

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svngiem-remade · 1 year

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TEACH ME | lfx

🧸 pairing. lee felix + gn!reader

synopsis. you're completely clueless on any type of sexual gratification, but your boyfriend is more than willing to guide you through it.

🌙 wc. 1.6k | au. established new relationship; smut; very fluffy at the same time tho

unspecified dom / sub dynamics, oral (m. receiving), handjob, cum eating, he's very sweet and gentle and I need him.

“Lixie…” you mumbled against your boyfriend’s neck, hugging his torso tighter when you heard him softly hum to assure you he was listening, though the constant tapping sounds and swift movements of the arms he’d wrapped around you as you straddled him on his bed let you know he hadn’t paused the game he was playing on his Switch. You started fiddling with his shirt nervously, the words you’d been holding back for days quickly leaving your lips as your face heated up, “I’m ready.”

He let out a quiet gasp as you felt his heart thump faster against your chest, a deep silence now filling the small bedroom. Felix blinked rapidly, turning off his Switch and placing it on the nightstand before wrapping his hands around you, his fingers stroking your back slowly to soothe your obvious nerves. “Are you… are you sure?” he quietly asked, to which you just nodded. A small smile crept across his lips. “I got you.”

“I know, I trust you.” you leaned back to face him before bashfully pecking his lips, moving your arms to rest them on his chest. “I wanna… I wanna pleasure you.” you said as you looked him in the eyes, the timid glint in them making his heart swell.

“I’ll guide you.” he cupped your right cheek with his hand, the other softly rubbing your fingers as he murmured a quiet, “Whenever you’re ready, lovely.” when he noticed the slight tremble in your hands. In no way was he trying to pressure you into sleeping with him— he would never. Felix reassured you multiple times that even if the both of you were butt naked in front of each other and about to have sex, all you had to do was just say the word and he’d stop if you felt even the slightest bit uncomfortable or didn’t feel ready to go all the way. And the same went for oral sex, which you’d stopped about two times in the weeks prior. Sure, he wasn’t thrilled, but he surely wasn’t about to force you into anything you didn’t want to do. And for that, you were infinitely grateful.

You swiftly nodded, a small frown making its way across your face. “Just… please be gentle.”

“Of course.” he reassured you, lunging forward to link your lips in a kiss full of emotion as he placed his hands on your hips, grinding his length up against your sex, which made the both of you moan in each other’s mouths. Your tongue traced his bottom lip slowly before sneaking inside his mouth, your fingers tugged at his hair while you pressed your chest against his, your face heating up when you felt his bulge getting harder and harder by the second right under you.

Felix shuffled up to lean against the headboard more comfortably with you still on his lap, the passionate kiss coming to an end with that sudden action. His eyes locked with yours as he took your hand, which rested on his now bare chest, in his and squeezed it before placing it on his waistband. “Let’s take off my sweatpants first, okay?” he whispered, and you nodded before getting off his lap and helping him slide out of his bottoms, leaving him in his boxers only. He hummed in appreciation of your obedience. “Very good, bub.” You bit back a proud smile.

With your eyes falling on his clothed crotch, you unconsciously licked your lips when you noticed the wet patch on your boyfriend’s gray underwear. Your fingers lightly traced the outline of his girthy length slowly, a subtle twitch of it once you reached the tip causing your breath to get caught in your throat as a low moan left Felix’s lips. “Palm my cock now.” he hissed, and you didn’t need to be told that twice. “Shi—” he groaned when your hand grabbed a hold of his dick and started stroking, tugging, and rubbing it. The vision of your boyfriend’s half-lidded, teary eyes looking at your hand playing with him caused you to chew your bottom lip and sneak your hand under his boxers, eager to make him moan louder.

“Is... this okay?” you asked, pressing a finger against his leaking tip.

Felix quickly nodded, intertwining your free hand, though his agape mouth and red cheeks were all you could seem to focus on— well, aside from his member, who was practically throbbing in your hand. “Mhm. More than okay.” he said, feeling a drop of sweat run down his forehead as he slightly thrust his hips up when you decided to circle his tip with your thumb. “You can take them— ngh… off if you want to.” he moaned, hoping you’d agree.

You hummed, sliding his boxers down his legs and throwing them on the white carpet next to his bed, letting his cock finally spring free. The tip of his hard, curved length slapped against his lower abdomen, and you had to resist the urge to dip your head down and stuff it in your mouth— you’d been dreaming of tasting him since you’d started dating, but your nervousness and literally zero experience in the matter always held you back from taking the first step, so, you waited for your boyfriend’s directions. “How should I... go about this?” you whispered as your hand went back to circling his length, stroking and collecting some of his precum with your fingers before spreading it on his length to start fisting him at a steady pace.

Felix squeezed your hand and wet his lips before speaking in an octave lower than his usual one, squeezing his eyes shut when you started playing with his balls. “Just— start with small lic— licks and wrap your lips around my— FUCK!” he growled when your mouth suddenly completely surrounded him. “Shit— Wha…” he hissed and thrust his hips up unconsciously, which made your gag reflex go off and make you sit up on your knees once again.

His eyes shot wide open when he heard that, and guilt immediately washed over him when he noticed your teary eyes. Him being horny didn’t matter anymore if you got hurt because of him, so he lunged forward and ran his left hand between your soft locs. “Fuck, I’m so sorry, bub! It’s just, I wasn’t expecting you to just go for it, and—” he rambled, but a squeeze of his hand and a peck on his dry lips made him shut up.

“I’m the one who’s sorry. I should’ve listened to you and started slow; it’s just that…” you hesitated, shyness taking over you, as your boyfriend looked at you with confusion written all over his face, “I wanted to... to... you stuttered, biting your bottom lip, and stared at his red, angry tip, which was still leaking precum. You cleared your throat and looked him in the eyes once again, taking a hold of his cock, which startled him, “... to have you come in my mouth.” you whispered, a glint of desperation in your eyes as you looked back and forth between his face and his length.

You almost jumped when a snicker left his mouth. “Oh.” was all he said between giggles, sliding the hand he’d tangled with your fingers to take a hold of your chin. He rubbed his thumb on your bottom lip slowly. “It’s all yours then.” he lowly said before smashing his lips against yours, a passionate kiss initiating as you fisted once again his cock, drinking in all his moans and whimpers.

Felix ended the wet, sloppy kiss a few moments after, feeling his high quickly approaching. With a sly smirk, he told you to bend down and start working him up with your tongue, which you gladly did— swirling your tongue and spitting, as he told you, on his cock, all while looking at his blissed out face in front of you, your heart fluttering when you felt his soft, gentle caresses on your head become rougher by the minute.

“Take your time. Breathe in and out through your nose.” he commanded when you wrapped your lips around his tip and started sliding your head down, listening to his every word like a good partner. “Very good, bubs.” he mumbled as you fit half of his length in your mouth. He wasn’t that long, but he was definitely thick enough for you to struggle.

“Relax your throat for me, hm?” he said when he heard you quietly choke on his member, to which you fought back tears and hummed, causing him to shiver and moan at the vibration. You did as he said, not without struggling at first, and started bobbing your head up and down his length, hollowing out your cheeks when he groaned at you to do it. “You’re doing amazing, fuck.” he thrust his hips upwards as he stared at the sight he was going to ingrain in his memory for the rest of his days— you, between his open legs with a mouthful of his cock, sucking and slurping him dry as you looked up at him with glossy eyes and messy hair.

Just when he thought the sight couldn’t get better, you reached for his hand and placed it on your head silently, still sucking him, a naughty glint in your eyes as you bobbed your head up and down, in your head only Felix’s words were present— breath through nose, relax throat, hollow out cheeks. You’d almost forgot about the little stunt you’d just pulled, until your boyfriend tangled his finger between your locs and lightly tugged at them. “Want me to fuck your pretty mouth, bub?” he breathlessly asked, and you eagerly nodded.

“Tap my thigh twice if you want, or need, me to stop.” he said in a reassuring, loving tone, even throwing a sweet smile your way, before groaning and pushing your head down until your nose touched his groin, a blissed out moan and a gentle, whimpery call of your name leaving his lips when he finally reached his high, releasing in your mouth and at last giving you what you’d been craving for months.

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blossomwritesthings · 10 months

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𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞. | 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐬

𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 →

pairing: felix x fem!reader (afab) // chan x fem!reader (afab)

genre: nonidol/collegegrad!felix. waitress!reader. college au. hurt/comfort. angst. fluff. smut - MDNI, 18+ only. reader pov. friends to enemies to lovers au. slowburn romance. lots of pining. cheating. abusive boyfriend/ex. drama galore. the sexual tension is REAL in this one.

content & warnings: explicit & strong language. very thematic elements. felix is reader's estranged childhood bestie. chan is low-key an asshole in this ngl. heavy topics are mentioned such as: abusive/toxic relationships, cheating, and pathological lying. the summer vibes are real in this one. there will be humor/fluff throughout to balance everything. and ofc smut too because who am i if not a whore for filthy felix smut. 😉

word count: 4.7k

summary: ever since you were born, all you've ever known is living a simple life in the small australian coastal town of bridgeport bay. you're content with working at your parent's beachside restaurant angel waves for the rest of your life, and you're happy with your place in the world - you have good friends and an even better boyfriend. that is, until everything comes to a standstill when a familiar face from the past visits town for the summer. and in the wake of his return, lee felix upturns everything you thought you were content with here in your comforting little beach town.

a/n: ugh I'm FINALLY starting to write/post this... it feels like I've been stewing over this single idea for MONTHS lmao!! 😩😭 a big thanks to all of my amazing stay writer friends in the writer's club... ya'll are so fucking lovely and I adore you're continual support of my work!! 🥹 I have no idea how many parts this will be, but I'm anticipating for it to be at least 20.k words so... there's that haha! hope ya'll enjoy, and lmk what you think - your thoughts are always welcome! 💞

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“Hey Y/N, can you please get the next table? I think Jordan just seated another customer.” Your best friend Yeji asked you in a light, cheery voice. She was walking past you into the kitchens, both hands full of dirty dishes, her midnight black hair blowing in the breeze that rushed into the restaurant from the open windows that lined the entire place.

“Sure thing babe!” You gave her a playful wink, offering up a faint smile before you finished helping ring up another customer’s order.

Just like every other weekend, your parent's restaurant - Angel Waves - was bustling with activity, as a solid line formed outside the doors with patrons waiting to snag a seat in the popular joint. A mix between a tropical tiki bar and a fish shack, Angel Waves - or AW for short - was located just off of the beach. With a wrap-around porch and huge bay windows that offered stunning views of the beautiful cerulean sea just a few feet away, AW had been a critically-acclaimed restaurant by the locals for decades.

Initially, it had been your father’s dream to open up a restaurant. But then he married your mother, and things took off soon after the wedding. In no time at all, she was pregnant with you while simultaneously helping your father build the restaurant from the ground up. To date, he had added three more parts to the place, making it rather expansive. With the bright neon signs and fire-burning torches that lined the perimeter of it, AW could be spotted on the shoreline from miles away. The inside was decorated rather plainly, with bright pops of tropical colors here and there and wooden chairs lined throughout the area.

But at night, the vibes of the restaurant came to life. As the patrons at the seated bar grew louder, the tropical music increased in volume and added to the overall atmosphere of laid-back tourists and locals alike.

Having grown up in Bridgeport Bay, which was a small seaside town in the East part of Australia, you were used to the leisurely way of things. But to some, it would seem like everyone around was just lazy. When in fact, people knew how to have a good time - and that was all that mattered to a lot of locals.

Including yourself.

Your parents had raised you in the small house that was just off the backside of the restaurant, so the tropical way of life had always been the only thing you had known. You didn’t mind living the same daily routine - waking up early to help with chores, then attending classes at the local university, before arriving back at the restaurant in time to help with the night shifts. Plus, it helped that one of your best friends, Yeji, had been working with you at the restaurant since she was a young teenager.

Now, at the tender age of twenty-two, you were well acquainted with your surroundings. You were set in stone about what you wanted to do with your life. And after you finished getting your degree in Environmental Science, you hoped to aid in the environmental impact of Bridgeport Bay, since environmental efforts were one of your biggest passions in life.

As you stared around the dimly lit restaurant that was busy with customers and servers alike, you felt yourself come alive under the energy of it all. And getting a hint of the salty sea breeze on your tongue, you made to help the newest customer in placing their order.

The early June sun was just beginning to set over the horizon of the ocean, painting the brilliant light blue sky in shades of violets and fuchsias. Your attention was momentarily pulled away from your task at hand, as you were completely captivated by the look of the rippling water shining underneath the fading sunlight.

But you quickly snapped yourself out of your daze, already grabbing hold of your notepad and pen as you came up to the new table you were waiting on. Without looking up, you began to write down the time and your name on the top corner of the paper, like you always did before taking an order. “Hi, welcome to Angel Waves. My name’s Y/N and I’ll be your server. What can I get started for you tonight?”

There was a pause on the customer’s end, and the noise of the restaurant overtook all of your senses for a few moments, but then everything dimmed out into a faint hum as the customer spoke.

“Hi… Y/N.”

Immediately, without even giving it a second thought, your head shot up from the piece of paper on your notepad that you had been previously staring at.

Heart hammering in your chest, throat constricting in anxiety, with the flush already clawing up your neck and pooling in either of your cheeks.

All at the sight of…

Him.

Lee Felix.

The boy that you had grown up with. The one that had moved in next door to your restaurant when you were five years old. The one who had attended preschool, middle school, and high school with you.

The boy who had been your best friend in the entire world for over a decade.

And also, the single most person whom you hadn’t talked to in over four years.

But no- he was no longer a boy.

No- as he sat there, peering up at you with that familiar face of his, you suddenly came to acknowledge the years that had passed between the two of you.

Evidently, his time away at university for four years in South Korea changed him. Drastically.

From the long, sandy bleached-blonde locks that fell across his forehead, to the milky, blemish-free skin. His eyes were darker, too. More intense. And the sharp lines of his face were almost startling - with a jaw that could cut through steel, a proud nose, and prominent cheekbones.

He was no longer the awkward and geeky boy he had grown up with. The boy who had short, cropped black hair in his senior year of high school and braces for three years, and cystic acne that lasted well into his junior year of high school.

He looked…

Like a fully grown man.

And you didn’t know how to feel about that.

It made your stomach turn in a sickening kind of way. Made your heart pound against your ribcage painfully.

He was staring up at you, watching your blatant perusal of him in silence with a ticked-up, perfectly manicured dark eyebrow.

But some things hadn’t changed, at least, as he flashed you that tiny, easy smile he always seemed to have plastered on his face.

“F-Felix- wow, hi. I-” You began, stammering over your words in your utter surprise. You felt your eyes widen from your stupid blubbering, and the panic chilled down your spine from the way that he laughed heartily at your reaction to him sitting in front of you. “It’s uh- good to see you again, holy fuck.”

“Yeah, you too…” He finally pulled his gaze from yours, offering you some respite from the intensity of his matured eyes. You took in a deep breath as his focus scanned over the restaurant all around you. “Glad to see this place hasn’t changed one bit since the last time I came around these parts.”

“What brings you back to the coast?” You asked, rocking onto the backs of your heels like you always did when you were nervous. Bridgeport Bay was a small town that was connected to a set of other ones similar to it, which all lined the same coast of Eastern Australia.

After all, soon before he left to study in South Korea, he had vowed to you that he’d never step foot in ‘this hellish beach town’ ever again.

Obviously, he had proven himself wrong.

He shrugged broad shoulders, making you realize how much his physique had changed too. He was fitted in a loose t-shirt and faded jeans, but you could just barely make out the outlines of muscles underneath the baggy fabric. His back was proud and he sat up completely straight in his chair, the opposite of how he used to be in your childhood - always slouched and with thin, frail limbs. He was still petite in stature, but now made up for his lack of height with muscle. Even so, he still outranked you in height by a good three inches.

He was acting like it was no big deal - like none of it was a big deal. Not him coming back to Bridgeport after such a long time and looking so different from how you had known him as. “I just graduated, so I decided to spend the summer back at my parent’s place before I decide what I wanna do with my life.” Felix leaned over in his seat then, leveling you with that stare he always gave whenever he was trying to get a read on your feelings. “What about you? I see you’re still working for your folks…”

His voice trailed off. And if you didn’t know him any better, you’d assume that he had a pretentious air about him. Sure, he was the scrawny boy that had shipped off to South Korea, only to come back four years later looking hot as hell with a solid education and most-likely loads of crazy stories to tell to everyone who’d listen.

You, on the other hand, were still stuck in the same position that you had always been in. Living in Bridgeport Bay, in your parent's house, and helping work the restaurant while attending school at a nearby university.

It was comforting, in a sense, to have the same daily routine. But you could also acknowledge the fact that Bridgeport Bay was a fairly quiet place - in other words, not much happened. Most people your age had already moved away as soon as they graduated from high school, either traveling to the big city of Sydney to get a degree or going overseas to bigger and better places.

And there you were… still stuck in the same turquoise-walled bedroom from your childhood, with the same group of three friends, and waking to the same view every single morning. The brilliant pinks and oranges of the sunrise against the ocean water got old in about… two days.

Folding your arms across your chest, you almost felt like you were trying to protect yourself from him. Lee Felix, who had been your childhood best friend. But who, unbeknownst to you, had turned into this ethereal, untouchable beast of a man in the absence of your friendship. It felt foreign and odd, to have him studying you so intently with those dark eyes. “Yeah, I’m still living here in Bridge… same friends, same habits, you know how it is around these parts.” You tried to laugh off the awkwardness you suddenly felt, but your tone came out all flat and warbled.

Felix was still staring up at you, but this time, his gaze melted exponentially. So much so, that it suddenly felt like you were the one staring into his soul - picking apart his emotions as he sat there in front of you, head tilted up in curiosity. And the feelings you saw dance across his eyes, for just a split second, made your heart tumble in the pit of your chest.

“Same friends, huh?” He asked, but it wasn’t a question he was seeking an answer for. After that, his focus was yanking away from you, as he looked down at the menu before him on the table. You watched his adam’s apple bob up and down, throat constricting as he took in a sharp breath.

You could feel the air shift around you as soon as you mentioned friends. Because besides Yeji and Felix, the only other person you had truly had a connection with in Bridgeport Bay was… Christopher Bang. The two of you had met during your freshman year of high school and had been quite inseparable ever since. You had a raging crush on him, and apparently, he had one on you too - since he had asked you out on your first-ever date at the start of your final year in high school.

By the time you all were graduating from Bridgeport Bay High, you and Chris were the it couple. With him being the popular soccer jock, it was only right that you started to get popular as well - since you were the ‘hot girlfriend’ who was always hanging on his arm. Chris was nice and funny and was friends with literally all of the high schoolers in the area, so you liked being around him.

But the more time you spent with him, the less you spent with Felix. And by the time graduation rolled around, your friendship had suffered big time from your new relationship with Chris. Felix didn’t approve at all of the two of you guys dating. He had always waved off your swooning throughout the years as ‘hormonal imbalances,’ but as soon as the two of you became official, his entire tune changed.

All of a sudden, he was getting angry at you. With such a short temper, he would have outbursts during most of your hangouts. And it wasn’t until the night of your graduation that all of the building tension finally broke, like a pinprick to a fragile balloon full of water.

The night had ended in a colossal blow-up on both of your ends - with Felix’s anger exploding in your face and making him out to be some ugly, dark boy. And definitely, not the kid you had grown up to love and care for. During the argument, he had finally admitted that he hated Chris' guts - that he saw right through his little scheme, and he thought the guy was a horrible match for you.

Of course, you retaliated tenfold by throwing his singleness in his face. Since, during the entirety of your high school years, he had never once dated any girl. That insult was low for even you, and soon had him storming off the scene, throwing his hands up in the air in defeat from your stubbornness. You hadn’t listened to him the whole time, only registering the fact that he didn’t approve of you and Chris being together. Like he was your fucking dad and he needed to give his consent to every man you loved and dated.

And that turned out to be the last time the two of you ever saw or talked to each other for the next four years. Since just a week after graduation, Felix had completely vanished from Bridgeport Bay. When you went over to his house to make things up, his parents informed you that he’d already left for South Korea earlier than expected.

His absence didn’t fully register until you tried to call and text him that night, only to be left with an error message in return. Since he was moving to a different country, he needed to change his phone number. He had already informed you of such a thing weeks earlier, and the two of you had planned on setting up a special app where you could text. But the two of you had forgotten about such a detail in the business of graduation season, so there was no way to contact him.

Instead, you were faced with living in the wake of his departure - you were forced to relive the big fight between the two of you for months after that, rehashing things and stewing over all of the feelings again and again. And finally, after a year of being heartbroken over the shattered friendship with your best friend in the entire world, you decided to move on.

To bigger, and better things.

Like the friends you still had in Bridgeport Bay, going to university, and working at the restaurant.

And, Chris too.

Since your relationship had only blossomed from there, having quickly turned into a four-year ordeal of fun dates and long night chats and walks along the sandy beachside in the late afternoon sunset.

“I’ll have the salmon bowl with brown rice, please.” Felix’s deep timbre pulled you out of your daze of thought, shocking you back into the present. You were still standing there at his table, in the middle of a busy dinner rush, waiting for his order. “Oh, and a side of fried pineapple rings too.”

“Okay, and what kind of drink would you like with all of that?” You asked, mind turning off and zoning into work mode as you wrote down his order. “We have all kinds of-”

“I know what you guys serve, Y/N. I’m not a complete idiot.”

His deadpan retort came out in that unfamiliar voice of his, automatically ripping your eyes away from your notepad.

And there he was, peering up at you again.

But this time, his eyes were a lot more hooded - darker, even. Swimming with tension, his sharp jaw pulled taut in what appeared to be annoyance.

Before you could even get another word out, he was speaking again. In that raspy, deep tone, and you had no idea how you could get used to all of the changes at once. “I’ll take a coke- if that’s okay.”

You nodded, once, your tongue feeling like lead in your mouth. It was heavy and hard to move to form any more words, so you decided against talking and just flitted away from his table altogether with his order.

As you were passing by the open bar, you tossed Jordan, one of your coworkers, a pointed look. “Take care of table seven for me, will ya?” You motioned with a slight tilt of your head to where Felix was sitting across from the window.

Jordan frowned, eyes turning to slits as soon as he registered who was sitting at the table. The two of you had never been particularly friends, since he was a few years older than you. But he had been working as a waiter/bartender at AW for the past seven years and knew all of the regulars who came by. He also knew who Felix was, and what he meant to you.

“The little bastard giving you any trouble, darling?” He asked in a low voice as he slid a full glass of craft beer across the porcelain countertop to a waiting elderly man. “I can take care of him if you-”

“What? No, no,” you said frantically, waving your hands in the air to stop him from going any further. Eyes shifting back to Felix, you registered the way that he was sitting there, shoulders slightly slumped in his seat, as he stared out the large window to his left side, examining the lapping waves of the seashore. “No- I just… I can’t handle all of… that tonight.”

Jordan gave you a soft smile, flashing a wink your way before he was back mixing another cocktail for a new customer. “You know I’ll always cover for your ass, baby girl.”

You giggled quietly at his absurd pet names. You knew that he was never seriously calling you any of them, but it was more in an affectionate, brotherly kind of way. Plus, he was viscerally gay, so you never had to worry that the nicknames were ever alluding to more than just a coworker-to-coworker friendship.

By the time you left the bar where Jordan was busily working and filed into the kitchen, you were once again swept up in the chaos of it all. Servers and managers bustling about, chefs shouting orders out at each other. And in no time at all, your mind was drowned in your work and you no longer could hold any space for the thought of him.

Yeji failed to catch sight of him in her busyness, which you were thankful for. She and Felix had been friends in high school, but no one had been as close to him as you had. At least, until your colossal fight on graduation night. Then, even you weren't close to Lee Felix.

The night passed by rather quickly, as you heeded your parent's commands and helped out with the dinner rush as best as you could - taking orders, scrubbing dishes in the back of the kitchen, and cleaning up tables after customers had left their spots.

By the time closing hour was nearing at eleven o'clock, most of the customers had left for the night - save for a few couples dispersed throughout the place and a rowdy group of men who had steadily gotten drunker on their liquor as the hours passed. Jordan was somehow managing them swimmingly, playing into their flirtations and pouring them drinks that were ‘on the house,’ but really, just made a bigger cut in his tip paycheck.

You were so invested and focused on your work at the register, as you sorted through all of the orders from that night, that you failed to notice the shadow that was slinking across the wall, coming towards you steadily.

But finally, the dark figure was upon you and snaking two strong arms around your waist, pulling you away from the front counter and pressing your back against a chiseled chest.

Already sensing who it was, you giggled softly and turned your head up to look into the eyes of your boyfriend, Chris, whom you had been dating for the past five years. He had always said that he didn’t want anything ‘too serious’ and that he was happy with just dating you until the last of his days. And to be honest, you weren’t complaining all that much.

Although, you sometimes got bothered by the thought of never getting to marry the man you had loved for so long. Once in a while, you’d get into this odd annoying spell where you’d be angry that he never wanted to make a complete and solid life with you - and instead wanted to continue dating happily like the two of you were still in high school.

But in the end, you always managed to push those frustrated thoughts away, deeming everything to be alright since you could do anything if it meant living the rest of your days out with the love of your life, Chris.

“When did you get here?” You asked, as you reached up and twisted a few fingers through his midnight coils. They were curly and stood up at all different ends, something you had always loved about him. That, and his killer body.

“Just a second ago- thought I’d surprise you and take you out to dinner after your long, hard day at work…” His voice trailed off, as his hands squeezed down on your shoulders, long fingers massaging the aches and pains away.

You felt a sly smirk already starting to spread across your mouth as you leaned into him and pressed a wanting kiss to his lips. When you pulled away, you were talking in a quiet voice. “Give me a few minutes, I’m almost done with my sorting.”

Just as you tried to escape from his grasp, Chris tightened his hold over you, arms encircling your waist and pressing your ass into the front of his sweatpants. You could feel the hardness there, just through the line of the thin fabric.

Oh, so we wanted the night to result in that kind of date.

“Nah- I’m not letting you go,” he mumbled in a deep voice, mouth coming close to your ear as he whispered into it, warm breath fanning against the exposed span of your neck. “Been thinking about you all day baby, want you so bad tonight…”

He let the rest of his words trail off, forcing an ugly blush to bleed into either of your cheeks. Then he was spinning around so that he was completely facing you. The darkness of the restaurant cast a shaded glow over his broad shoulders, as he pressed into you with a sardonic smile plastered across his face.

“What’s so funny, mister?” You asked, tracing a finger over the line of his jaw as he tilted down into you and gave your nose a light peck.

“Nothing, just… I love riling you up like this when you’re at work. Feels… exhilarating.”

Then you had no time to react, as his face was moving and capturing your lips up in a lustful kiss. His mouth was plush and familiar against yours, and immediately, you were melting into his firm grasp, moaning softly at the way that one of his hands trailed down the curve of your ass, squeezing the covered skin there.

You guys were practically making out at the front counter of the restaurant, for everyone else to see. And in most normal circumstances, you’d feel embarrassed. But at the moment, you just felt overwhelmed with love and desire for your amazing, handsome boyfriend Chris.

As your fingers carded through his curly locks, bringing his face closer to yours as his tongue swiped across your bottom lip, asking for entrance, your eyes shot open. Scanning the entire room, your focus caught on the front door, and the person who was slipping out of it in silence.

And there he was, once again.

Lee Felix.

Your once-best friend,

Your once long-time neighbor,

Your once-classmate for more than ten years.

He was standing there at the front door, halfway stepping through it. But his body was turned around so that he was staring straight at… you. As you were practically getting groped by your boyfriend in the middle of Angel Waves, as your mouth was getting absolutely devoured by Chris’ lips.

And the look he gave you then, as your gazes locked in a shocking bout of tension, left you feeling both furious and confused all at the same time.

His eyes studied your form, which was so tangled up with your boyfriend’s at the moment. And even from across the room, you could see the feelings that crossed his coffee-brown irises as he watched you in silence.

There was sadness there,

And pain, too.

But also…

An irrevocable amount of… ire too.

The heat of jealousy that you found there burned like fire in the back of your throat, making your heart tumble around in your chest and the butterflies to flicker around in a frenzy just inside your stomach.

The sight of it all forced an agonizing zap of energy to course through your veins, rising your spine and causing gooseflesh to erupt across your skin.

Then, as quickly as you had registered it, it was all gone.

And he was leaving out the front door, the bell at the top of the glass jingling in the remaining trace of his departure.

There you stood, having to deal with the confusion that bled through your mind and the anxious jumbling that floated around your entire body.

And the worst part about it?

Was that the entire time, you had never stopped kissing Chris.

Never stopped yanking on his locks, allowing Chris to take parts of you in front of everyone else.

In front of… him.

You had continued to feverishly make out with your boyfriend, all the while your attention had been distracted on Lee Felix, and the way that he had stared at you so wholly and starkly.

Almost like, the two of you were playing in a silent battle of the wits.

With him, having always disapproved of your relationship with Christopher Bang.

And you, having been in love with Chris for the past eight years.

In the end, you had chosen your respective sides - what with you dating the love of your life, and Felix sitting on the sidelines, giving you an air of rebuttal as he stared on in barely masked disgust.

But you didn’t care what he thought. You weren’t living for him and you didn’t give two shits about any of his opinions. Especially after everything that had happened and from the way that you hadn’t spoken in literal years.

Yeah, you definitely didn’t care about what he thought.

So why, then, did the look he give you just before he left the restaurant, cause your heart to race so much?

Why did it cause a cold sweat to break out across your brow?

Why did it flood your mind so much, that you could no longer focus on anything else?

Like an intoxicating drug, like the most lethal of poisons, he was infecting your entire being.

With his changed physique and persona and voice and… everything.

But especially, the way that he had glanced at you so sardonically.

So darkly.

So painfully.

So…

Sinfully.

To be continued...

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stay-tiny-ville · 4 months

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Lee Felix

Summary ~ just me in my feels and imagining love by Lee Felix (or just some relationship headcannons I had in mind for Lee Felix)

A.N. - these just pop in my head and I write them down so they may not all be coherent but they make me feel so <3

A.N 2 - I plan on writing more for each Stray Kid member but also Ateez bc I love them with my soul but let me know who you want to see first :)

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Angel, sunshine, love, sweetheart, bun are some names I’d personally see him calling you

My baby :((

The softest love and the most beautiful form of it too

It started with nerves, young love and shaky breaths, sweaty palms and avoiding eye contact

One of the first things he build up the courage to do was physical contact and once he got a taste the addiction became too great

Hand holding, arms around the shoulder or waist, anything to feel your skin

You visit the dorms to hang a lot and the first time you cuddled he could have cried

He love, loves physical contact and everyone knows how he is with the members but he was just so scared to touch you

Either it took him a while to build up the courage or you did it first but either way when you relaxed into his arms he felt his heart palpitate

Hugs.

Ohboy

He will never let go

He holds your head to his chest and sways a bit :((

Back to cuddling I just know he would hum his beautiful low notes and the base would carry you into dreams of him

I personally love to bake a lot but what I would love more than anything is him giving you the mixing job and saying you’re doing the most important part while he does the rest

Playing music and during the upbeat songs he would fight you with flour

And once a slow song plays he pulls you into a slow dance :(((((

Dreads going on tour once he found you

Pre-you he would love getting to see stay and would be so excited once he heard the dates

But while he hugs you at the airport he can’t keep the sobs in

He holds you so fragile yet so firm and wants to mold you into his soul so he’s never apart from you

He babbles out rejection after rejection to the members who try to talk him away from you and it hurts your heart

Bin and Chan have to come physically pry him from you and you almost start crying from how he reaches for you

It was a long year away (I’m kind of thinking of maniac tour bc that was a full year) but not without Chan and Hyunjin begging you to call off work/skip school to come to the continent they were in

He sees you sitting in the hotel room/ at the door/ on his bed/ just casually calling to him and his whole body jerks towards yours like magnets

He runs to you and as soon as you stand 2 feet away he yanks you to him, bending over so his forehead presses against the span of your neck and your head looks over his shoulder at everyone who watches with both soft smiles and watery eyes

You learn he had been having bad heartache for a while, it had been a few months and they were the roughest

He had stared at the polaroid of you in his phone case a lot, the same one that collected some tears over the time

The twin to the one in your own case that holds the same salty wetness

His whole day he carries you wherever he needs to go like a koala attached to him

You’re his heart walking outside his body and he just wants his heart back in his body :((

#lee felix x reader #lee yongbok #skz imagines #skz x reader #skz felix x reader #I may have cried at some point #you can’t tell me he isn’t the personification of Sparks or Yellow by Coldplay I will not hear differently #stray kids felix x reader #felix x reader

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mr-hanjisung · 2 months

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OKAY GUYS. I'VE BEEN IMAGINING THIS SCENARIO.

Okay, for some background. This is a mafia au. Let me give you guys a character background.

Chan - Leader

Lee Know (Minho) - Right-Hand

Changbin - Loan Shark

Hyunjin - Sadist Loan Shark

Jisung - Bait/Kidnapper

Felix - Drug Lord

Seungmin - Torturer

I.N (Jeongin) - 'Shoot now, ask questions never' Loan Shark

HMMM? SHOULD I POST THIS AS A SERIES ON MY MAIN ACCOUNT? THESE ARE GOING TO BE A LITTLE DARK AND SIMILAR TO THE CHANGBIN MAFIA POST.

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linos-luna · 4 months

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Toxic ❣️🥀

Felix x Fem!Reader

Warnings: SMUT, Jealous, Oral, Fingering

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As tough as you may act, you weren’t exactly the most confident. You’ve had boys reject you and an ex cheat on you. You were sure that your current boyfriend wouldn’t cheat or leave but at the same time, you worried. What if he found someone prettier? Someone better?

Your boyfriend is cute and it’s no wonder that other girls would like him. You tried to not let it get to you…

It was something small. Perhaps not even a big deal but I bugged you.

You had gone with Felix to get his hair cut. It was a mundane every other monthly occurrence, but today was different. Today it was a woman cutting his hair. Normally it wouldn’t bother you but this was different. She was definitely being flirty.

As she cut his hair, she would do little things like rub his back and shoulders. She would laugh a little too much at his jokes and openly called him cute! You’d be glaring at her from the waiting area but it seemed that she didn’t care. Felix was just as nice to her. Yeah it’s his personality to be friendly but what if… what if he liked her?

She’s small and cutesy. She’s pretty and giggly. You felt she was everything you weren’t. You felt like she’s a solid 9/10 while in this moment you’re a 2. Of course he’d like her more!

You were snapped out of your thoughts when Felix suddenly appeared in front of you. He startled you actually.

“Sorry noona.” Felix laughed nervously. “Do you like my hair? It’s a little shorter than I wanted but it’s okay right?”

“Looks great, baby.” You said with a smile while standing. “Let’s go home so I can make dinner.”

Felix nodded and went back to pay at the counter. As the woman who cut his hair rung him up, you noticed that she slipped him a piece of paper. This annoyed you and you followed your boyfriend to the car.

The ride was silent. You said nothing and while driving, Felix could sense something was off. He just wasn’t sure if you wanted to talk about it. It wasn’t until you were parked that you broke the silence.

“Baby…” you spoke up quietly. “What did she give you when we left…?”

Your boyfriend turned off the car before looking at you a bit worried. He reached into his pocket and handed it to you. Exactly as you thought, it was her number.

“I guess she gave me her number.” He chuckled awkwardly.

You weren’t sure what to say, only ripping the small paper in pieces before shoving them in your pocket and getting out of the car, slamming the door behind you.

“Noona?” Felix got out and followed after you as you stomped inside to the bedroom. “What’s wrong?”

“I didn’t like her talking to you like that…”

“Noona—” He sighed.

“And you let her!”

“It’s not like that…” Felix frowned, confused by your sudden outburst.

“I know, I know!” You groaned while rubbing your forehead, realizing how toxic you sounded. It’s just—… I don’t—… you’re my baby boy! Not hers!”

“Of course I’m yours.” Felix said with a smile as you were hugging yourself. “I wouldn’t want it any other way.”

You felt like shit. Sitting on the edge of the bed and continued hugging yourself uncomfortably, unable to believe how toxic you sounded.

Felix pouted and got on his knees in front of you, putting his arms on your lap and looking at you with those adorable eyes. “Don’t be sad.”

Smiling a bit, you brushed your fingers through his hair. As innocent as he looked, you could feel his hand feeling up your thigh. He didn’t even break eye contact as he rubbed your inner thighs, ever so light brushing over your clothed crotch.

“Y-You want something, baby?” You voice broke as he palmed over the area.

“Mmhm.” He nodded. “I wanna show noona how much I love her.”

The more he touched your clothed area, the more wet and uncomfortable your underwear was getting. Normally, you were the one giving and taking care of him, so this was a little different.

After giving him the okay, Felix got right to removing your pants and leaning in to kiss you over your cute pink panties. You leaned back a little, leaning on your arms while holding back some whimpers.

“You think I’d ever leave you?” He giggled while slipping your underwear off and rubbing his fingers along your folds. “I would never…”

You covered your mouth to hold back the moans as he rubbed at your sensitive clit. Your boyfriend moved your legs on his shoulders, having you lay back on your elbows.

He didn’t give you much time to adjust before kissing your sensitive cunt. You threw your head back and let out your suppressed moans.

“I’d never leave you, noona—” he said briefly before going back to eating you out.

“Fuck—! Agh—! F—fu—” There was no volume control. Felix knew just how sensitive your cunt was, this had your eyes rolled back and back arched.

“Oh wow noona…” He added, his mouth still pressed against your cunt. “What filthy sounds you make.”

With your eyes shut, breathy moans escaped your lips as you bucked your hips slightly, only for Felix to grip them tight.

Your boyfriend replaced his mouth by inserting two fingers, making you cry out as he kissed along your hips and waist.

“B-baby~” you moaned while laying on your back. “A-agh! L-Lixie—”

“Hm? What’s wrong?” Felix smirked as thrusted his fingers slowly in and out. He went deep to hear your whimpers. He then lifted your shirt to kiss your stomach.

You couldn’t really think straight as you were lost in pleasure and pushed your bra up for him. He wasted no time in kissing and nipping at your soft skin. It drove you nuts and it was clear that you were close to releasing.

“Cum on my fingers, noona.”

You came as he curled his fingers and hit the spot one more time. You practically went cross eyed as you panted, trying to catch your breath.

Felix was pretty satisfied and put his fingers in your mouth. “Clean my fingers, noona.”

Almost mindlessly, you sucked your essence off of them. He pet your hair and sighed.

“I would never leave you, y/n.”

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when you asked him for a dance

stray kids x gn! reader

fluff ; christmas special? ; abstract ; just some love found in little moments

a/n: merry christmas 🎄i hope you like this hc as a gift for showing so much love to my small skz blog

• — chan

the way he would have the biggest ‘cheeky’ grin on his face as extended his hand out with a bow, mimicking your favorite fairytale prince. your smile widened at his initiative, doing your best to give a natural curtesy when you place your hand in his. in one swift movement, he had his other hand on your waist as he pulled you closer to his chest, not forgetting to leave a sweet kiss to your forehead. slowly, he took random steps from left to right, a little front and a little back, sometimes twirling and dipping you on your back whenever he wants you to. it was funny how he tried to keep a straight face, but it broke into a huge smile when you gasped at being carried onto his arms before planting a loving kiss to your lips. you didn’t think he would take your request seriously, yet the way his gaze was so soft and blissful, it made you forget that you were just taking a scroll in the park with him. the sound of applause from little kids and some couples (who were also there to see the christmas lights) had you burying your face in his chest. “why are you shy when you were the one who asked me for a dance?” you could feel the vibration of his laughter against your pinked ears as you tilted your head up to look at him with a pout. “i never did say i wanted it now, chan!”

• — minho

it took him a few seconds for your words to register in his head, yet the confusion in his stare was enough to make you giggle. even doori which was in his arms had a blank look that mocked your sudden request. “pretty please? it’s our first christmas together with your family~” how could he resist when you showed your cutest little puppy dog eyes at him. maybe he should stop letting you hang out with the boys if he knew you would pick up a trick or two from their maknae. “just this once,” he sighed and placed doori down. he thought it was those silly dance you would always film yourself doing on tiktok, until he felt your arms circling around his neck. your breath tickling the side of his cheeks when you watched him stiffened at the sudden close proximity. “why is your ears growing red?” you chuckled even though you knew you worded your request so vaguely in order to catch him off guard. it was fun to finally be the one teasing him, but before you could bask in your tiny victory of making him embarrassed, you let out a soft gasp when he pulled you to his firm chest and whispered ever so seriously. “what if my parents were to walk in right now and caught us making out?” not that he would care much about it, but he knew how embarrass you would feel if it did happen. “i hate that i love you so much,” you groaned, to which he replied with a soft chuckle. “i hate you too, baby.” he muttered with a kiss to your temple.

• — changbin

this lovesick boy of yours would not hesitate even for a second when he lifted you up, effortlessly having you sit on his folded arms as if you were as light as a feather. your surprised giggles were like music to his ears, your hands reaching over to cup both side of his cheeks. the way his smile made his eyes crinkle with endearment under the rays of the setting sun, the sound of waves crashing against the shore were the only noise that disturbed the tranquility of your beating heart. it was already ridiculous of you to propose spending christmas by the beach just because you missed the ocean, and yet here you are asking for a dance in padded coats as if it was possible when you both were freezing from the sea breeze. “i thought i asked for a dance?” he nodded his head to your obvious question. “spinning you around also counts right?” and you were almost ready to correct him until he started twirling you in his arms. you squealed at first, but laughed when he slowed down from getting dizzy. and the fact that you realized how much colder it got when he did that. “stop being so cute, binnie.” you pressed a kiss to his lips when he lowered you to the ground. “how to when i’m always this cute?” he beamed adorably, snuggling you into a tight hug just so he could warm you up again.

• — hyunjin

before you could slip a word out of your lips, he was already up on his feet with his phone camera leaning against his water bottle, all angled and ready to record. “how’d you know what i wanted to say?” you could feel his pinky circling around yours as he pulled you back a little. the camera showing a perfect ratio of the lighted eiffel tower behind you two. “how could i not?” he replied with a loving smile hanging on his lips—the kind that even put those christmas lights to shame. if the whole world made you feel small and insignificant, the look he gave you was one that showed how you were his entire world. and when he laid his forehead against yours with a hand by the side of your cheeks, it felt like everything else was frozen in place except you and him. “did i thought of what you have been thinking of doing together, again?” you let yourself sway along with him, your weight shifted from left to right and back to left whenever he did it. “isn’t that what i love the most about you?” he hummed in happiness, only to chuckle at the sight of your cherry cheeks. you tipped your toes just so you could leave a fleeting kiss to the corner of his lips. you knew he would be upset over it, yet it was unfair for him to be the only cheesy one. “i guess we’re just two hopeless romantics who finally found each other to love endlessly with.” if it weren’t for his phone toppling over that made you divert your attention away from him, he would’ve kissed you ever so gently again and again until you had to breakaway for air.

• — jisung

he would shoot you a raised brow, but you definitely could see the amusement hanging from his lips. when you whined about your tired hands that were still outstretched in front of him, he contemplated if he should make you wait a little longer. of course, the moments your lips turned into a frown with your grabby hand movement, he finally held your hand and pulled you to his chest. “did i make my baby wait too long?” he sure did, but how could you stay mad when those oh so adorable gaze he was staring down at you with were filled with nothing but affection. “you’re so annoying,” was the only petty remark you could retort, but he knew what you meant whenever you say that. “i know and i love you too.” he only had to leave a quick kiss to your nose for you to melt in his arms. “why am i even in love with you?” you huffed in defeat, letting yourself fully leaned against him as he supported you with ease. “because i’m cute and irresistible,” but he knew very well no matter how much he poke fun at you, he would never do anything that would make you sad nor would he ever go too far. how could he when you’re always so transparent with your feelings. and that’s what made him so helplessly in love with you and the comfort you bring. as long as you were with him, he could even sing a christmas carol on the streets if you want him to. “and i have an amazing sense of humor.” he finished with a proud smile on his face, making you laugh at the memories of all those silly jokes he used to tell you. “sure babe, whatever you say~”

• — felix

baby boy would be happy to do whatever you want him to do, a gentle smile on his lips as he followed you out to the balcony. before you could do anything else, he was already wrapping you in his cardigan and making sure you wouldn’t catch a cold. and that’s what you love so much about him, for he will never find any of your little favors weird. instead, he would do anything within his capabilities to fulfill whatever it was that you wish, while still looking out for you at the same time. “aren’t i heavy?” you giggled nervously, your hands on both his shoulders to keep your balance as he moved step by step in a slow circle. “you? i’m wondering if you’re even taking care of yourself well with how light you are on my feet.” his words left a fluttering feeling in your stomach as your cheeks grew warm from embarrassment. “stop lying when i can see you perspiring, silly.” he laughed, knowing it was probably from the fireplace and not because it was tiring for him. “really? how about this then?” before you could even guess what he was about to do, you were already lifted up slightly just so he could let you down onto the railings while he had both his arms trapped securely beside you. “what if i fall?” you teased, tracing your fingers over his freckles that seem to reflect the same gems that hung on the night sky. “what made you think i would let you fall? and even if you do,” he leaned ever so closely till your lips were merely an inch apart. “i would always catch you.”

• — seungmin

when you held both of his hands in front of you in order to pull him up, he was not having it. “really? you won’t give in to this too? not even for me?” you tried your hardest to pull the biggest pout and the saddest looking face you could, making sure to sway his arms a little in hopes for him to at least agree to a dance together. he watched you give another tug on the sleeve of his shirt, seemingly enjoying your little desperation to try and convince him why he should get up when he’s really comfortable right now. “don’t you think my room is too small for that?” he explained, giving the spot where you were a few minutes ago a pat. “but they look so cute doing it together,” he chuckled at your reason. “come here,” he gently pulled you down beside him, letting your head rest on his outstretched legs instead. from this angle, you could see the subtle shades of pink that was dusted from his cheeks to the tip of his ears. with his fingers combing through your locks, you decided that perhaps maybe another day would he finally do it with you. “fine, we’ll just have to postponed it.” your tone had him smiling with a laugh that made him cover is mouth upon reflex. “don’t block my precious view,” you took his hand away from his face, not forgetting to leave a soft kiss on the back of his hand. “now you’re blocking my view.” he moved his hand away to tug a loose strand of hair behind your ear, your breath naturally falling into place with his as he left a sweet taste lingering on the tip of your lips.

• — jeongin

he would be reluctant at first, wondering what came over you with his mouth slightly agape. confusion knitted in his brows, his forgotten potato chip still hung between his fingers. with a huge grin, you moved the bag of chips away from him and ate the one between his thumb and index finger. “all of a sudden?” he questioned, watching you guide him to the middle of your living room. “is that okay?” you questioned back, taking a step closer to him as he took another step back. “did someone told you to do this?” you laughed, how many jokes did his members pulled on him for him to ask you that. “no, my love. i just want to feel you close and,” as you wrapped your arms around his waist, you could feel him slowly easing into your embrace. “share a moment like this together.” even though he had always been sensitive to people’s touch, he loved how you would always ask for consent. when he rest his chin on the crook of your neck, you started to hum a slow tune. that one song he had been listening on repeat lately, and the fact that you remembered had his heart brimming with happiness. eventually, he found himself swaying along while his tired eyes fluttered close. maybe it’s okay to drown himself in this moment of love, for he had always been too shy to express such tenderness with you. how could he when your beauty would always made him a little nervous, even though you yourself tend to not realize this yet. if every moment spent together with you were as close like this, would he one day be able to tell you how much he love you?

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skz-streamer · 6 months

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Felix As Reminders

Simptober Reminders M-list

Pairing: Felix (skz) x fem!reader

Genre: Fluff ;))))

Warnings: mention of food

Notes: made this one the most relatable, I think?

-please read responsibly, and remember that this work is fiction and meant strictly for imaginative fun. the idols used in fics are more accurately faceclaims and personality outlines for imaginary characters, and should not be interpreted as factual representations of existing people

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"Have you eaten?

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The room was bathed in the soft glow of your desk lamp as you sat hunched over your textbooks and notes. With an important exam looming on the horizon, you had been deep into your study session, determined to absorb as much knowledge as possible. Hours seemed to pass by in a blur as you lost yourself in the world of equations and concepts.

However, a familiar chime from your phone interrupted your concentration. You glanced at your phone, its screen displaying a text message from Felix. Curious, you unlocked your phone and read his message, "have you eaten."

A pang of guilt swept over you as you realized that it was already 2:00 PM, and you hadn't eaten since dinner the previous day. You quickly typed out a response, your fingers dancing over the keyboard, "no.."

Before you could even set your phone down, you heard the door to your room gently creak open, and there stood Felix, holding a plate of delicious-looking food. He wore a concerned expression as he said, "Please eat something, love."

You couldn't help but smile at his thoughtfulness and nodded gratefully. "Thanks, Lix," you replied, taking a spoonful of the food and savoring its flavors. The warmth of his care and the comforting taste of the meal were exactly what you needed in that moment.

Felix's concern didn't stop there. He continued, "You wanna take a break? We can sit on the couch and watch something?"

You felt a wave of relief wash over you. A break and some quality time with Felix sounded like a perfect idea. "Sure, that would be nice, Lixie," you responded, feeling immensely grateful for his presence and his ability to brighten your day, even in the midst of your hectic study schedule.

With your exam temporarily forgotten, you followed Felix to the living room, ready to relax and recharge.

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Lying in bed, you felt like the world's most pitiful sick person. Despite your insistence that you would be fine, the truth was that you were far from it. The fever had left you sweating and exhausted, and all you craved was the sweet release of sleep, which eluded you like a distant dream.

Desperation had led you to scroll mindlessly through your phone, seeking any form of distraction from the relentless discomfort. As you stared at the screen, your phone buzzed, drawing your attention to a new message. It was from Felix, your ever-attentive boyfriend.

"Have you eaten?" he inquired, his concern evident even through the text.

You sighed softly and texted back, "No, not really. Just don't feel like it." Your fingers hovered over the screen, and you couldn't help but admire how sweet and caring Felix was.

A reply soon came, and it warmed your heart even more. "I ordered food for you. I'll get one of the boys to drop it off. Love you."

Your heart swelled with gratitude and affection. All you could manage to text back was a simple, "Thanks, Lixie. I love you." The rest of your message was a blur as you drifted in and out of sleep.

Time seemed to pass by in a daze, the fevered dreams blending into reality. It was hard to keep track of time, but suddenly, you heard your bedroom door creak open. You expected to see Hyunjin, as Felix would often send him over for various chores and errands. However, this time, it wasn't Hyunjin who entered.

Your bleary eyes struggled to focus as you saw Felix standing there, a gentle smile on his face. He was holding a bag of food and a bottle of water.

"You didn't think I'd let the boys handle this, did you?" he teased, his voice laced with warmth and affection.

You couldn't help but smile through your illness, and with great effort, you reached out to him. Felix crossed the room in quick strides, his concern for you evident in every step. He set the food down and took your hand gently, his touch soothing.

"I love you," he whispered, his eyes filled with tenderness.

You managed to whisper back, "I love you more."

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The hustle and bustle of the workplace surrounded you as you diligently went about your tasks. It was a busy day, and you found yourself engrossed in your work, with only the occasional break to grab a quick snack. However, amidst the emails and assignments, your phone buzzed, momentarily drawing your attention away from the computer screen.

The name on the message made your heart skip a beat; it was Felix. His message read, "Have you eaten?" It was a simple question, but it carried with it a warmth and concern that made you feel incredibly cared for.

You quickly typed a response, your fingers tapping away on the phone's screen. "I mean kinda, just had a few snacks here and there," you replied honestly.

Felix's next message, however, took you by surprise. He texted you a specific time and place, leaving you momentarily puzzled. "What?" you texted back, your curiosity piqued.

He replied swiftly, "Meet me there."

A smile crept onto your face as you read his message. Felix's caring and thoughtful nature never ceased to amaze you. It was these small, unexpected gestures that made your heart swell with gratitude.

As you prepared to leave work to meet Felix, you couldn't help but feel a sense of warmth and anticipation.

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