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p1 hcs becuz I am normal abt characters
-his real name is Rick but he prefers to go by Dude (I like to think that p2's name is Rick too but we aren't talking abt him rn)
-in his 20s (like...26 or 28???) he looks older to some people though, if he even goes out
-has severe generalised anxiety disorder, PTSD, hypochondria, schizophrenia, social anxiety, and OCD
- has Anthropophobia, Ataxophobia, Catagelophobia, Claustrophobia, Daemonophobia, and probably way more
-started to take medication at some point but eventually stopped because he thought they wouldn't work and make him more paranoid
-he owns guns (A LOT of them) probably like, 25. he keeps them perfectly clean and safe, stocked up on his wall or in his panic room. (we'll get to that part soon) he'd probably have a collection of other weapons too, like a bunch of knives and axes (he also keeps them very clean, obsessively)
-owns a little radio so he can listen to MTV, music that he's into, like Nickelback, KMFDM, Judas Priest, Oingo Boingo and Black Sabbath. helps him relax when he feels like he's really losing it. (he also tries to listen in on the feds, like if they're spying on him. he's that paranoid.)
-cuddles with champ often. especially when hes in bed. he loves that puppy as much as life itself (he'd kill for him)
-gets sunspots when hes out in the sun for awhile 🌤
-smokes pot frequently. his house probably reeks of it, and so does he lets be real
-smoking too much of the pot can fuck him up, yet he doesn't stop. he doesn't know what else to do, and he doesn't trust doctors.
-fidgets alot. holds onto his cross when hes scared or in need of comfort. bites his nails too.
-has acne scars
-sensitive to bright lights (why he wears sunglasses all the time)
-gets sick really often. all the time. almost died during a few probably
-has shit posture 🦐
-breaks things when hes overwhelmed or angry
-has a bunker/panic room in his basement. keeps way more weapons down there, including MRE's and dog food as well. he thinks about the world coming to an end and so that's basically why he built it.
-hardly ever leaves his house. feels like the government is going to come for him, so whenever he sees a black vehicle outside, like a van, he freaks the hell out. If he was going to go out and get the mail that day you can forget it.
-cant hold down a job for long. Idk how this man even has a house (government probably gives him money) that is until he eventually gets evicted (hope this makes sense enough im sleepy)
-can't drive even though he took his learners as a teen. he just can't. makes him more nervous and unable to focus on a lot of things at once, so he either walks or takes the bus.
-kids would often call him a demon or pull his hair. they thought he was a freak since he never liked to be around any of the other kids, he was always off in some corner or inside at recess, so he was sadly the target of their taunts.
-his parents weren't redheads like him (recessive genes) so when he was born his mother thought he was the spawn of the devil. she never wanted anything to do with him, as did his dad, so P1 desperately tried everything to get their attention/approval, but nothing ever worked. he eventually left home when he turned 17.
k thats mostly it ty for reading if u did eee
#ig my vers of him but idk#uhm...yyeah uh#its alot im srry i love comin up with hcs for characters#headcanons#postal 1997#postal dude#tw abuse#tw drug mention
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do you think vox has mommy or daddy issues because that’s always been a headcanon of mine and idk why but it just makes sense do you think it fuels his mommy kink too
but like.. HE JUST GIVES MOMMY/DADDY ISSUES VIBES I CANT- 😭
Vox has motherless AND fatherless energy !!!
LMFAO, this is so funny because like i’ve always just had the headcanon that Vox has a terrible relationship with his parents too… it is the vibes your right.
Like I feel like his parents weren’t like physically abusive though, more like neglectful. Like i’ve always kinda had the idea that Vox was just.. privileged from the start. Let’s be real here, white man from the fifties. But I imagine his hard-worker father barely ever being home (likely where he gets his work ethic), and when he is home it’s not like there’s any attention given to him. And maybe a mother who’s resentful towards him, maybe even cruel, because she’s stuck at home looking after this child she never even wanted… I dunno. I just get like the idea that his parents never gave him like proper love or honestly any attention at all.
I always in my head just had this like— this has to be canon. The things he gets up to like thats motherless behavior..
And it would make sense, the attention and approval he seeks from the public now, making up for the neglect he felt in his childhood. And if we want to go deeper: his unofficial god complex stemming from the need to feel important, because he so often felt like nothing around his parents.
Also i’m picturing Beatrice and Butterscotch Horsemen, if anyone here watches Bonack Horseman please get this—
Anyways, it is the vibes. Moral of the story, give your kids love or else they might turn out to be power hungry psycho dickheads who are actually just abusive manbabies. 🤗
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ok so i read @cherrly moana x lmk fic and i really liked it!!! but it gave me an idea on macaque's powers
so, you know how macaque is refered to as the Moon?? the moon shines on the sky every night, but how does it do that?
it reflects the light of the sun
now, macaque is shown to be able to absorb Wukong's powers by MK, apparently by just spending time with him
but its never quite the same.
the moon can reflect the light of the sun, but it will never be able to shine as bright as it. it only holds a glipse of the power it has.
(also. macaque is the only one shown to be able to use LBD's ice powers without being possesed. like yeah bai he and wukong could also do that but a) possession b) wukong is wukong, he can mostyl handle it and C) bai he was the main host. she might have been able to posses wukong but it's shown how her using her powers might have destroyed bai he if she wasnt careful. Not even the Mayor could use it and whatever was inside him was strong enought to possess The Great Sage. just something to add)
idk its just something i thought ramdonly byeee-
#he can absorb people's#powers#idk what i'm doing with this idea but it is definelty an idea#i was going ot add something about his abilities acting similar to a parasite but couldnt really expand it beyond#lmk#stuff#idk if any of this makes sense but thats just a though#and my thoughts normally dont make a lot of sense mosto fthe time#its like#i have so many ideaa#but if i try to explain them i wont be able to#since i lose the core of the idea somehow#it feels like my thoughts are all racing againts each other to see which one i'm goign ot talk about#but they keep tripping into each other and never really make it to the end#its weird
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this is not going to be well articulated but i think the reason i and lots of other people feel a bit weird about certain aspects of tonights ep is that like. the ratgrinders have literally never posed a genuine threat to the bad kids in any aspect of their lives—social, academic, relationships, even their physical wellbeing, any of it. they bodied the last stand, they bodied the dragon fight. the closest thing to a bad thing happening this season was kristen almost getting expelled and that was all bobby dawn who wasnt even a part of the battle! like i genuinely cant relate to people feeling catharsis at the RGs going down bc i was just sat there like. what did they even do other than be kind of a general annoyance and a little bitchy lmfao
#like they wanted to do world ending crimes whateverr thats not PERSONAL yknow!!!#i just wasnt. mad at them. i barely knew them. ivy died and i was like aw. wish she had any lines or a personality other than shit ive made#up in my head#so i could feel Something about this#idk if this makes sense#GREAT BITS THOUGH. EXCELLENT BITS THIS EPISODE#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20#d20#fh#c.txt#fhjy#this isnt even a critique at the cast!!! this is just general musings on the nature of stories#esp improv ones#TLDR AT LEAST IF THEY GOT REDEEMED THAT WOULD BE INTERESTING
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hot take we should designate specific wiz servers for specific world questing so its easier and more common to find people while you’re questing through older worlds
#sometimes i’ll be questing and be in the most crowded server and be like damn where is everyone :((#grizzleheim is always so desserted its sick#did my post make any sense at all though#like if ur questing krok you go to torrence server and its like decided that thats the krok questing server idk#just a thought i had :p#wizard101
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I always thought is very tricky to draw that wrinkle that goes from the nose and around the mouth and still male it look good, but gosh you nail it in every art, super expressive and pretty. Looking at all your drawings 🔍🕵♀️ to properly appreciate and study it. But wow really in love with your art style is so expressive and pleasing to look at, and the colors are so pretty 👌👌👌👌
i LOVEEE drawing wrinkles!!! it makes faces soso so expressive and i try to add wrinkles to every character i draw whenever i can. and the fact i also love drawing characters smiling (they make me happy, so i want to be able to share my joy to other people by drawing them smiling too!) which of course makes that wrinkle around the nose and mouth more prominent :-)
im not a person that can draw well from memory, i use references excessively even if it doesnt turn out the same way from the reference im copying from in the end 😊
i drew these out real quick but i have no clue how to explain any of these so i just thought about sharing it with you anyways!
call it "cheating" or whatever, but most of the time i even trace over the reference just to have a base i can copy the expression im trying to draw from. i do art for fun and if it makes my process that much easier then. well!
anyhoo, ignore the fact these are all mr lassos... i just love him a whole bunch 💛
#im not saying 'tracing is good!' as a whole. never trace from other people's work and pass it off as your own obviously. i just think you -#can learn a whole bunch of tricks and how to draw specific things if you just Trace Over References#'ohh but youll never Get Good by just tracing though! :/' who cares. i love drawing men being silly and thats enough for me.#Getting Good be damned!#apologies if this doesnt make any damn sense LMAO !! i just got home a couple hours ago and its now 3am zzzz#pn.ask#theres also the matter of me being obsessed with handlebar facial hairs and how it 'removes' the upper lip when im drawing so i use the -#bottom part of the mustache as the line for the mouth itself#ITS THIS WHOLE PROCESS.... IDK!!!! wish i could explain it any better but i am. so bad at writing down my thoughts. why cant i just beam -#them directly into your mind smh#THANK YOU FOR THIS ASK THOUGHHHH i waited till i got home before answering it because i have some stuff i wanted to say
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Idk why but i was thinking about the broader acotar fandom's attituide towards "crack ships" and how different it is compared to some other fandoms ive been in because most of the time what a lot of people call crack ships would be considered rare pairs or just. normal ships. Like, ive seen people call gwynriel a crack ship when gwyn is clearly deliberately set up to be part of a love triangle with elain and azriel which is to say, theres a real possibility of it becoming canon and imho thats not a fucking crackship, thats just a normal ass ship. Crack ships arent just non-canon or unpopular ships, theyre usually like shitpost ships that are funny because of how absurd they are and that most people dont earnestly ship. Thats why in ye olden days a lot of crackships were crossover ships from with characters from two very different pieces of media, like fuckin charlie bucket x aang from avatar or batman x sportacus from lazy town or whatever, it doesnt really matter as long as its weird and easy to make fun of conceptually
#obviously there are different standards for this kind of stuff in different fandoms#like in a lot of non-yaoi friendly fandom spaces in the 2000s just any gay ship would be considered crack#but still its interesting#i think its kind of an extension of how interpretation of the canon tends to get policed#not even in the sense that people are very rigid about adhering to what happens in it because its so inconsistant#and there are so many retcons#but in the sense that theres a specific interpretation thats considered the only correct one because its what the narrative presents#the audience with on a surface level even when its contradicted by things that like. actually happen in the story#ie the classic tamlin is 100% abusive and rhys is 100% not even though both do the same shit#idk if that makes sense but whatever#miscellaneous acotar thoughts
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my brain likes to psychoanalyze me and tell me everything thats wrong with me but it never tells me how to fix it
#tw vent#?#idk im using it just incase#i'll use it for any negative shit i post#NO BUT I GET SUPRISED WHEN IT TELLS ME#like “OH FUCK THAT MAKES SENSE THIS IS BECAUSE OF THAT”#lowkey comforting though#because at least I wasn't born a bitch#and if there is a cause for behaivior#you can reverse it#(at least thats what i'll cling onto)
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Ngl I've been having a gender crisis again on top of all the stuff that's happened with my dad, I think I still identify as male/masculine idk 🗿
Same with my ace/aro spectrum placement ☝️🗿
#comet rambles#putting in queue to deploy later#parent loss tw#just in case by association n implications ☝️🗿/nm+gen#when i get stuff set up with my checking account i was already thinking of getting a new chest binder once our personal issues with finance#has been figured out definitely#i dont wanna say much n jinx stuff so ill leave it at that#personal#gender shit is hard n i really think i may be a he/they or he/him still#or if not then closeted butch lesbian idk#most signs point to male gender identity leaning though 😔👍#also my social battery is outta wack but i needed to get this out so i apologize to anyone who i have yet to respond to/gen+nm 🥹#like i genuinely still feel as though ive been born in the wrong body and i tried to accept my feminity and it went well!!#like i started embracing my femininity the past few years and now i think im over it because it feels like i just attempted to try#and be something i wasn't if that makes any sense#i hate being referred to as she/her or as a girl even if i understand some people will still see me as fem despite my personal identity etc#its not that i hate my femininity its just i feel anything but female while still enjoying traditionally fem stuff at times#hope this makes sense#🗿👍#still ace/aro though just cant figure out if i only enjoy the thought of romance (cupiosexual/romantic) or if i feel comfy in one#i know im sex repulsed though thats for certain#as of lately chris Redfield and Albert Wesker have become two of my transition goals and idk what to do about this lmfao#i wish i was kidding#but im not 😭#sitting here like EVA shinji with his head in his hands in the damn chair image/lh#also wanna be a rootin tootin goth cowboy 🥰#if it turns out im like a comphet butch/nb lesbian im gonna shit myself though/lh+nm
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to be like frank here, redemption is an ever going cycle. when youve been the problem, the toxic ex, the abuser, you have to know you will have to apologize for that for the rest of your life. you will always have to live with the guilt and conscience of knowing how you hurt that person, or mutliple people. and you have to constantly CHOOSE to not repeat that behavior, and its not easy.
when you meet a new friend the topic of who you used to be will come up eventually, and if you have changed youll be honest with who you were. you cant run from it. you cant try to round the corners and make it seem like the other persons fault, or like it wasnt as bad as it was. its really really scary. because everytime you open up about it, its not just the wound of guilt but its also the fear that theyre going to look inside and not like what theyll see.
but you have to keep moving on and you have to keep being honest. and you have to remember that everyone is applicaple for redemption, you just have to work for it and admitting you were wrong with no buts is the first step.
#anyways cna u tell im kinda going thru it LOL#ive always been a toxic person thats why ive sort of secluded myself from society i avoid human contact w non household members as much as#possible bcuz i feel honestly like im a ticking time bomb that just hurts everything i touch#i dont think its fair to have to have someone deal w my shit when its such an emotional turmoil so even though i want friends im making my#peace w the fact that i like honestl dont really deserve rhem? ik this seems MOPEY but its like this is my geniune non like baiting thoughts#i was an abuser in high school and in an abusive relationship where for the first half i was the perpetrator. i hit my ex and u know i dont#even have anything to add to it other than it was fucked up. i was selfish in bed and sex addicted and sometimes did anything for my fix.#i will and cannot lie about my past as being a shitty person. its scary to say and post but i have to be honest thats who i was that IS a#part of my history as much as i wish i could i cannot erase.#i dont rly even know what to add here honestly. just watching mias vid got me thinking u know#there is more to this story ofc the same ex i was abusive to was also abusive to me it was just split into segments. like i was the problem#for the first year and a half then it switched to them but its not rly rhe best place 2 share that story when im talking about my mistakes#im not trying to detract here i just want 2 get this shit off my chest again. ive talked about it before but not since remaking a few times#anyways i dont have any excuses well i mean i can pull a bunch out but im not going to cuz at the end of the day i shouldve known better#than to be a bitch when i knew i was being a bitch u know?#being the bad guy is a constant struggle where u will have to really really fucking fight yourself tooth and nail to change and i want to be#that person. i want to be someone who can be 100% honest about how shit i was to myself and others (which i do already do to my friends)#hopefully this makes sense idk anyways if ur struggling with being abusive or toxic im here for u. u can get through this and you can be a#good person it is within ur hands i promise u#ok love u goodnight#personal
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eagerly awaiting the day artemis gets to accidentally or otherwise go absolutely ham in front of one of his friends, acquaintances, or apprentice(s) (your muse) and scares the ever-loving hell outta them
#( ooc )#( tbd )#was just thinkin ! thats all#hes outwardly this rlly calm n collected amiable shopkeeper - if not a little playfully sarcastic at times#but he does still struggle with that like... idk.. anger ig - its not at all like how it used to be and yet ?? is still somehow#exactly how it used to be if that makes any sense#if i had to choose any one sin to relate him to it would be wrath! tbh! ! hes a very wrathful entity at his core unfortunately jgjfdjg#possibly the most important difference between the old him and the Now him though is that he is /trying/ so much not to be What he Was ykn#hes too tired to be so angry (and seemingly aimlessly so) all the time jgjdfg hes mostly just melancholy now#BUT YEA RAMBLING ASIDE... gimve me..... angry artemis. difficult to reign in difficult to control wrathful demon momentz#give me.... So Angry that his tar heats so hot that it soaks through his fancy clothes and seeps ot of the orifices of his skull--#fdgdfgfd tfw they find out why nobody bothers him HGFDJGD
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this is probably just a me thing but its always mildly annoyed me when ppl exclusively he/him the collector like . they dont have a mentioned gender and the pronouns used for them in-game are it/its
#lev.txt#hyperfixation.txt#hk#this wasnt prompted by anything or anyone btw i was just thinking abt they/it/any collector hc#i think theyre ALRIGHT with any pronouns but prefer they/it by a longshot#idk like ppl are so good w/ they/them for the vessels which makes sense bcz theyre canonically they/it in game#but collector kinda just gets he/him all the time from what ive seen hbadghja#but also i dont see them mentioned often so . idk maybe thats just what i happen to be encountering and most ppl use they/them for them ghb#THIS ALSO MIGHT JUST BE MY NONBINARY ASS DISLIKING GENDERED PRONOUNS FOR MYSELF AND HAVING A COLLECTOR CONSTEL THOUGH.#SO . TAKE IT W/ A GRAIN OF SALT IG ??? /silly
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tfw you have quite possibly the most ambitious idea of your life and it sounds amazing and like a dream but its basically impossible and will quite literally never happen
#i think all the time about which medium i wish i could turn my kingdom project into one day#and the most likely option is a comic but like#i want it to be exciting and stuff and as a comic it wouldnt be as exciting as. a video game#except the idea is turning it into a game like fuckimg world of warcraft in the sense of a giant life size fantasy world#full of places to explore and quests to do#and a main storyline that is admittedly fairly chill. it would not be as complicated as WoW though and like#in a wild way to do any game i really wouldnt care to add combat if i could help it#youd probably end up doing puzzles or specific tasks and minigames idk sjfjsjd#but it would take years upon years of work. more people than me for sure. and probably so much money#sigh.... one can dream anyway.#my post#kingdom project#not to mention i dont know if anyone else just likes exploring game environments.. thats basically the only reason i like WoW.#i love exploring WoW and seeing the excellent worldbuilding in the environments#i love exploring every games environments! its just neat#i would love to make a game where thats the whole point aside from obviously the main story djfjfn
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Hi! Know I've been inactive for a bit and that probably isn't gonna change! I have other stuff to say but it'll be in the tags lol
#so im hesitant to say what i wanna say cause i dont wanna be perceived as ungrateful but like#i really wish my non fandom stuff got more attention/love#it sucks cause i know most of you followed me for Undertale/underswap art and junk so it only makes sense that#my more personal art wouldnt be treated in the same way#and im also aware thay regardless of how many followers i have not all of you will see/like/comment/reblog my stuff#and it bothers me that i care so much because i know the culture of social media doesnt cater towards the art community very well#even though art is so so popular#the creators of said art and content just dont get treated in the same way their creations do#and thats really disheartening cause ir feels like i have to constantly improve and one up myself in order to get people attention#like for so many this is their livelihood and to see it so dependant on algorithms is incredibly demoralizing#i dont know#this kinda feels like the only route for me right now since im still in highschool- this feels like the only way ill create connections atm#anyway im only saying this cause i wanna know if anyone else feels similarly? like i feel like such a jackass for thinking all this stuff#but i wanna know if its reasonable line of thinking yknow#thats why i havent been posting very much either. i just hate working so hard on something and feeling so proud and then it feels like#its being ignored? idk...#im aware this sounds whiny#i wont try to excuse it#if any of my art moots see this tell me if youve had similar experiences#since i feel bad ill try to post the sketches ive been doing since school started#my style has changed a bit so maybe some of you would be interested in seeing how ive improved? lolol#im done talking now. have a good one
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was looking around through marine animals that make noises because I wanted to make a splatoon band with a screamer vocalist and wanted to see if there were any animals that would seem appropriate for that and fish make so many sounds guys. its awesome.
#I havent found one that would work for my purposes though Well I know it doesnt have to make sense it would just be cool if it did#I was hoping for one that uses echolocation but thats mostly whales and I dont even know if there are whales in the splatoon world#are there marine mammals or just no mammals at all. I havent played the story mode idk if it answers any questions about that.#🅿️easley rants#coco dl
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Um I dunno if I asked this already, but are there any rules or conditions to these requests that we should be aware of? You probably should've elaborated on that earlier 😅
oh right yes of course!! uhh
the conditions are kinda just "don't be too weird" and also Im able just straight up not do a request if I dont want to/am not comfortable?
there aren't really any rules except no explicit or suggestive requests probably (jokes are alright) and.. nothing too complicated? preferably just something simple or short not like "I want you to draw a 7 page comic about a DD&MD game ford where dipper fights a dragon and blahblahblah specifics here" or something . keep it reasonable and don't expect too much from me, that's all
#i hope this makes sense#also. no billford billdip any kind of incest or generally gross shit if you want to ask for a ship???#thats about it though#if i decline a request ill probably just say sorry and thats it i won't leave it unanswered idk yet#if you meant any specific rules or anything just ask?#also if youre unsure whether ill do it dont be afraid to ask as well#just risk it worst case scenario ill say no#thanks for reminding me to clarify btw i totally forgot about that#answers
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