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actually a big fan of aomine being a cat dad. but not by his own choice. cats simply choose him as their person. every cat. he is so popular in the neighbourhood cat community. he pets every single one of them and he knows them by name, begrudgingly at first but now that they’ve decided to make him a part of their life, he’s had to assimilate as their caretaker. he has nooooo choice. he has to care for them. and he doesn’t really mind.
#knb#kuroko no basket#aomine daiki#he names his cats things like Wet Cement and Skull Crusher and Buzzer Beater until Akashi intervenes and rechristens them#i should write a whole fic about this#idgaf if i’m alone in this IM RIGHT
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TW: SA, possibly death??
Hey there fellow witches and warlocks, it's spooky season and I am loving it! I recently discovered the void state through yoga nidra and your reverse psychology method charm, and I was ready to manifest my dream life. October is my birth month and my favorite season, so I was excited to see what the universe had in store for me and whoa did it come through.
It's unfortunate to see that SA victims like me and others are still getting death and rape threats. I was inspired by a blog who shared her experience with yoga nidra, but then deactivated due to trolls sending her horrible messages. It's sad to see people hating on others' success, but we won't let them bring us down.
I manifested everything I desired of course my mind came through!! - from my desired face, body, aura, zodiac, personality, voice, talents, friends, family, and so much more. A few things I've manifested include a dark academia mansion, billionaire parents who aren't known, a witchy and Halloween-themed small business, and an eco-friendly private jet.
I know some of you may be concerned about the "death note" I've manifested, but it's just for fun - I'm a huge fan of Light Yagami from Death Note. I won't actually use it, but it's a cool spook factor to have.
Here’s a tiny list anyways ⬇️
🎃Desired face, body, aura zodiac, personality, voice, talents, friends, family and so much more. I had this long wattpadd story ass list that I obviously won’t share here but trust me my mind came through .
🎃open minded witchy family, dark academia ass mansion, Pinterest dark academia wardrobe in my massive closet that’s the size of a room, billionaire parents who aren’t known (I love my privacy and I love being mysterious), wattpadd billionaire love story to happen in the future. Yes not now…. I’ve been ugly all my life so I want to be a slut right for a bit not sorry, everyone loves and falls in love with me, Idgaf personality, Scorpio sun moon and rising, bold attitude that is adored, but a kind heart for the people I love and so much more. Again like most people I had a very long list on my google documents
🎃I own a witchy candy and Halloween small business!!! but I’m going to be making 100 million dollars a year so I will be a billionaire in the future. I like working and having a craft and it’s just so me, ugh I love my life !!! But I’m going to hire my two best friends that I manifested so we can all be successful rich witch bitches who travel the world and have too much money to spend
🎃an environment friendly private jet. It won’t affect the environment as I love the environment but I also hate flying commercial! I’m also vegan now, I couldn’t be one before due to health issues, but I love animals 🥹🥹🥹 and now I’m rich enough to have healthy tasty cruelty free food.
🎃anyone who sends death threats, rape threats, or engages in a bitter manner on that tea page including the owner will never get into the void until they grow up and acknowledge that they’re weirdos. I’m not as forgiving as these other big blogs. Bye ✌️
🎃anytime I say “you’ll die alone” when im arguing with a man 🤮🤮 (incels, misgyonists, racists not men who aren’t insufferable ofc love y’all) they actually will, and no one will ever love them, until they grow up and once again acklowege their faults. As you can see I’m very into vigilante justice and I’m petty 👻 I’m a witch anyways so now my craft will be perfect.
🎃all my spells and curses work! And any harm attempted to be done to me always backfires On the person 10x worse ! Yea this is my world everyone’s just living in it.
🎃psychokenis, my eyes being able to turn red, divine protection for me and my loved ones, the ability to speak to animals, and never aging. The last thing I manifested a way to benefit all !!!! research age regression and see how we will all be eternal youthful witch bitches in the future ;) I got inspired by my grandma who retired but us too old to enjoy her life. Now she can and we call be 150 and still sexy with 0 bodily pain. I also always hated how we slowly decompose and lose bodily function until we die.. like why can’t we be sexy and bodily abled forever!! This will also help with health issues and diseases like cancer! Just one way to give back for my blessings. And the rest is just to spook bitches tbh I don’t plan on actually doing anything but speaking to animals.
🎃I manifested a death note. Now before y’all start I just really love light yagami I don’t think I will actually use it or maybe I will just to spook bitches but whatever
🎃so much more that I don’t want to share because it’s too long!
So, fellow hot bitches and witches , keep manifesting your dreams and never let anyone bring you down. Remember, we were born to be happy, rich, and loved. It is in your DNA and my word is final !!!!! I’m gonna leave my dream life and be a whore now lova yaaaa 🖤🖤🖤
Lmfao slay 😭😭 idk if it’s too early or what but this sending me for some reason! Anyways I wish you all the best in your life and dreams. Have a great spooky season! I love witches and Halloween too 🧞♀️🧞♀️
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Supernatural season 14
Oh boy!
So Alt-Michael has taken over Dean’s body and absconded to parts unknown - what an unprecedented plot twist who could’ve possibly seen this coming, certainly not Dean, the one guy who doesn’t trust angels and has a history of being short-sighted & making shitty deals.
Since this is season 14, and there’s only 1 more season after this, I presume Dean will never grow out of these bad qualities 🤦🏾♀️, so…moving on.
Check you out Sam, leading your new band of hunters, like some sort of Hunters Incorporated©️. I’m glad Sam gets to spend more time with his mom, but he won’t let her take care of him 😔😭
Was it me or did that Michael & Anael scene feel like Jensen x Danneel role play 🤣 - at least when he caressed her face. Like really bro? I don’t think the scene would’ve played out that way if the actors weren’t actual husband and wife 🤣
Shoutout to Supernatural for keeping Mark Pellegrino employed lol 😂😂 cuz I don’t see Why the fuck he’s still around if the devil is supposedly dead - wasn’t Mark P. also doing 13 reasons why around this time?? Anywho, Nick, luci’s longtime vessel, isn’t dead???? What does Nick have that jimmy novak didn’t (or literally any other angel vessel for that matter) — plot convenience? That must be it 🤣🤣🤣
Cas honey, why are you letting these demons beat you up? Cuz Dean is gone on your watch? cuz im sorry there’s no way im believing Cas was weaker than all them demons. That’s also plot convenience IDGAF!
After yet another demon-hunter showdown, Mary and Bobby are spotted sharing a beer & flirting…I wish John were around to see this AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Oh Jack, poor guy feels worthless for having no power. He should’ve been like ‘Castiel what’s it like being worthless?’ since that was Castiel’s arc for a minute too, which again fuck Supernatural for. Cas had like 1 badass moment last season when he fried Donatello’s brains but that’s it. Meanwhile Nick totally called Cas out, bringing up Jimmy again and driving that guilt straight into Castiel.
Alt-Michael is recruiting?? Brief Dean cameo in 14x02, you give him like 2 lines, wow 😒. Even Sam got more screen time in 5x22 swan song…but Dean suddenly comes back at the end of the episode???? Nah, bullshit!
Also lol karma for Dean in 14x02 when Jack is like, ‘Dean doesn’t matter’, Michael has to be stopped. Ahahahahahahaha. He was the so called pragmatist when it came to Jack, now it’s Jack’s turn. Castiel’s face when jack said it tho…
Dean got stabbed by AU Kaia? What?? Oh look yet another instance of Dean running away from his problems and pain and being a dick to Kaia (though she's technically a different person) again! Good for you tho AU Kaia for giving Dean a taste of his own medicine and telling him off.
Bobby leave Sam alone, I’m here for his captain my captain era. The lovable giant is doing his best!
So some necromancer gets away from Jack & Dean but we’re not gonna see her again, right??? There’s just a little over 30 episodes left in the show at this point. They probably didn’t know that at the time though.
Shoutout to the devil for basically condemning his child to die from a lack of grace :/ while Cas was able to survive (cuz plot convenience most likely) Jack as a nephilim was unable to do so. Gabe’s spare angel grace couldn’t help (I wonder if he were still alive in canon, if it would’ve made a difference. Oh well).
So this is where Cas made the deal with the empty (yes I know about it, how doesn’t everyone that shit went viral the very night it originally aired amidst the infamous nail-biting 2020 election week), tumblr is still serving the memes to this day.
Cas doesn’t want the Winchesters to know cuz Dean 😭 idc, if I was Jack I would NOT keep that secret. Dean would know IMMEDIATELY.
I think more angels died, but heaven hasn’t fallen yet…right? They keep coming back to that. Hm…
Nick’s arc is…bleh. Pretty sure in his desperation he just brought Luci back from the empty…welp. I guess when you’re an archangel who was predestined by God to fight in a fateful epic battle against your big bro, you just get certain perks in the afterlife 😒
Sam doesn’t want Alt-Charlie to go when its like bro! She. Is. Not. Charlie!!! For fuck sake guys SMH, let her live her fucking life! God forbid she want to run away to fucking safety and not die bloody like her counterpart 🤬
Bobby and Mary run off to a cabin for weeks on end 😏😂 to recuperate, sure Mary 🤣
Garth is back! Working as a spy for the Winchesters, oh dear Lord no. I know he makes it to season 15 but maaaan I don't like this….
The nerve of Dean to challenge Alt-Kaia to either hand over the weapon or kill her. What if she just killed him? Also, can't they just replicate the weapon for their own uses? All they would need to do is ensure they're using the same materials Kaia did when she forged the weapon in her own world.
How many hits to the head is Sam supposed to fuckin' take? I feel like it's happened more in this season alone than the entire show so far? He should probably be dead at this point 🤣
Jack got taken, oh no! why didn't Michael kill him? To take him as a ward? Seriously? Whatever.
And it turns out the past episode was a long con to get Dean right where Alt-Michael wanted him. I know there was a catch to him letting Dean go in 14x02.
So Alt-Michael chose to trap Dean in…contentment? With Pamela Barnes? And they weren't even a couple, just friends. She called him out on something.
Why not have him be with a real girlfriend of his, like Lisa or even Cassie? I’m supposed to believe Dean's dream is an unsuccessful bar living out his days with a platonic lady friend??? Really??? Bullshit!
John returns for the final time to go back to 2003? Okay. His hair is cut and grayish. Lol so I’m gonna see that as John gained some weight (from food/drink or muscle training idc) and dyes his hair black but the root are grey and come out every so often 🤣 but yay JDM I wish you had been in more episodes! Oh well.
So no one’s gonna talk about:
a) Adam’s existence
b) Bobby X Mary or how Bobby essentially replaced john as the father/husband by getting involved with Mary AND being a surrogate father to Sam & Dean (with a clear preference to Dean but whatever)
I’d care more about Sam & John’s convo if we had more time with them together on screen. But it was nice to see them squash their beef.
Dean & John’s convo was faaaar too brief. But insightful to their relationship. John wanted dean to have a family, echoing his wishes for his eldest in season 1 in his convo w/ Sam.
But Dean was like I have a family 🥺 my emotions!
Back to the Michael bullshit – a fight with a gorgon fucked up his containment so he literally broke out of Dean's body and killed all the hunters who were conveniently at the bunker when they brought an unconscious Dean back there. Even poor unfortunate Maggie. For a second I thought Mary would be there since Maggie mentioned she was on her way back but no, he ended up possessing Rowena.
Then they bring the old angel torture device of disabling our heroes' ability to breathe, like in the season 5 premiere, making them blind (that's new) and making them hurt.
Jack gets his chance to take Michael down, and takes his grace??????
Oh Sam bby, it's not your fault. Those people were doomed no matter what. TBH I'm surprised they lasted this long. But cuz he's a Winchester and he was raised by Dean & they've rubbed off each other too much at this point (nobromo), he decides to focus on yet another case even when Dean himself isn't willing since big bro has pointed out they have done 3 cases back to back. They're not the young men they used to be lol.
Cas goes with Sam to a milkshake town and given his legendary levels of awkwardness he's immediately seen and called out for his inherent queerness by the townsfolk (in all senses of the word).
Aw Sam wants to stay, ofc he does. This town is simple and peaceful. He could use some of that. Too bad this place is making people's heads explode.
This is why we can't have nice things.
Ah subtle there Supernatural, making Jack, a Nephilim who's the offspring of the devil himself choose between angel and devil food cake 🤣 Dean why would you put him in that position?
Cas why you gotta be snitching on Sam to your boy bestie like that 🤣 – typical boyfriend tomfoolery
Oftentimes since Jack started in this show, he's felt like an intern and 14x16 is one of those times. They don't wanna bring jack along so they think to leave him alone doing chores. Good Lord.
Oh honey Sam you didn't have to tell the sheriff you're not FBI, just stick to the monster stuff. He knows what's up.
And Jack sweetie pie you don't need to impress those kids. He should be hanging out with kids his own age. Just Jack with a bunch of babies 🤣. So cute! My headcanon is that he can actually talk to them. At least then it wouldn't have ended with a stabbing. Thankfully he cleaned up his mess, even though the local kids are terrified of him. It’s a shame he doesn’t have friends. If only he was allowed to have Claire in his life.
They finally resolved the Nick storyline (I hope) by killing him off via Jack but Mary is not happy. She’s concerned. She’s been concerned about him the whole frickin episode since he sassed her as they tried setting up a game night with Dean.
It’s like these people keep forgetting what Jack is capable of.
He didn’t have to relish the kill though. On the other hand, it felt like Mary’s concern was a bit much — if it were me I would’ve kept my mouth shut as to not upset a powerful fledging being into killing me by accident.
So Mary dies…again.
This is also why we can’t have nice things. I know Dean’s never gonna let this shit go. Sure Cas has fucked up a bunch, but killing a direct blood relative of Dean’s…nope. That’s unforgivable. I know they’re not gonna let Dean kill off a kid but I know he’s NEVER ever gonna forget Jack’s role in Mary’s (second) demise.
Why couldn’t you leave the boy alone Mary?!?!?!!?!
The boys show up, did they not circle back to pick up their mother? Seriously? Goodness Lord. So depressing watching the brothers just assuming their mommy’s coming back 😭
Cas (cuz of course this shit went tits up while Daddy was away) calls Dean to get caught up on what happened the last episode and is concerned that the Winchesters left their mom alone with Jack. Then why did you leave him Cas? You could’ve taken him with you. Like it would’ve been better if one of the brothers was alone with Jack? Badasses they may be, but they would’ve ended up just like Mary let’s be honest. The only difference would’ve been whichever brother got got would’ve come back. Mary will not be getting that special treatment…
Jack is tripping out since he murdered his foster G-maw - ends up flying all over the world (so his soul is definitely gone? But if it were gone, would he even care about killing Mary? everyone’s trying to track him down IDK why he doesn’t just destroy the phone he has. We get flashes of Mary & Jack’s time together and technically I believe she spent the most time with him (at least in season 13)
They’re still giving Mark P work on this show making him the manifestation of Jack’s subconscious cuz the kill is driving Jack insane 😭🥺 He’s reacting so much like a little boy who knows he fucked up it that makes this so much sadder 😭 Jack’s being driven mad with grief.
Oh fuck they’re going to where she died. Oh fuck.
WTF is wrong with these people! He’s a fucking boy! A super power nuke of a boy, but still a fucking boy! Like the Winchesters never made a mistake! What about the nurse who got killed in 4x22 by Sam? All the people Dean slaughtered under the MoC, as a demon! That’s just off the top of my head! No but cuz they’re the fucking protagonists 😡🤬
Samuel Winchester you know manipulating this child Is 5 different kinds of fucked up!
Jack why did you call it an accident! Did you not want to use the words murder? Destroyed? Obliterated?
Dean you piece of shit, why are you lying to this boy!!!!!! You know Jack’s desperate to make peace with you, and you lead him to a grave he’s never supposed to escape?! Poor thing Jack was sooo scared!
Sam, the regret is gonna eat you alive! Sam, for fucks sake, SPEAK THE FUCK UP! You clearly got shit you wanna say, fucking say it!
Dean you’re surprised Jack’s going along with it?! Of course he’s gonna go along with it, he wants to please you, you shady, manipulative BASTARD!
That’s right Castiel stand up for Jack since nobody else is willing to!
Oh boy, the celestial boy is freaking out. Claustrophobia was kicking in, this shit ain’t gonna end well. It’s a dark day when a psychological manifestation of Satan is making sense more than everyone else.
I’m not surprised Jack got out though. That box was made for an archangel and he isn’t that. He’s a nephilim, technically a different entity, right? now, the Winchesters have a pissed off mega-powerful creature on their hands. Great job team 🤣
that’s right Jack, give them a piece of your fucking mind! Fuck ‘em up queen.
Oh shit! I’ve watched this part a dozen times on YouTube, the part where jack makes the whole world tell the truth no matter what! Donald trump is canonically Crowley’s bitch! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
All hail the stapler queen! Iconic!
And God reveals Himself, what grand timing! He says He came for Cas’s prayer (but Cas prayed to Him in season 6 too, no?) but then He states the real reason for His arrival — Jack.
Meanwhile Jack went to see his real G-maw, not a good plan Jackie boy. She’s put 2+2 together that her daughter Kelly is NOT ok and now Jack has to confess the truth. (Where’s the dad? Was the actor unavailable or dead at this point?)
Sam was outed to love Celine Dion (I love her two Sammy it’s ok, her songs are AMAZING! My favorite is it’s all coming back to me now, I crush that shit in karaoke.) Dean follows a mommy blog 🤣 of course he does, probably cuz he identifies with her more & loves that her life is so full of shit (like I said, he identifies with her).
God don’t sanction lying, the real God would never do such a thing. Isn’t it like the 6th commandment, thou shall not lie? Like dude, the fuck?!
And no, writing means telling stories that are often made up but it’s not meant to deceive anybody. But Hollywood on the other hand…yeesh.
Dean breaking Chuck’s guitar 🤣
Chuck saying ‘DON’T!’ Having Dean shook 🤣
Why are you asking them how things are, like you don’t know?! You’re omnipotent!
They canonically made the British queen a lizard? Damn. These old Americans (the writers) are dicks!
Finally Sam is speaking up! Thank God!
Dean stop blaming people, Jesus, it was an accident (Jack you phrased it sooooo poorly though)! shout out to Sam for taking it this so well cuz he’s been through too much this season alone. He lost a whole fucking army, then his mom after he got to know her this time! And the concussions! So many concussions.
Angry Cas is sooooo fucking hot 🥵 when he slammed that truck with his fist 😏
Awww the first thing he does when he sees Jack is hugs him. Jack needed that so bad!
The biggest travesty is we never got to see the SquirrelVerse!
When Sam asks if God is watching them — Sam do you even know what omnipotent means?!
It’s just like I said in season 11. God doesn’t owe anyone anything. But everyone owes Him everything. He gave everyone the freedom to choose, for better or worse. But this iteration of who God is seems to watch what people and creatures decide to do with their lives. He made the weapon to see who among Sam, Dean or Cas would take it and strike Jack down.
So ultimately when Dean tracks Jack down and Jack throws Cas into a tombstone and Sam is running dramatically to stop it, Dean ultimately decides not to kill Jack. But why though? He kept talking shit about how Jack needed to be dealt with, but when the moment comes, he won’t do it?! I mean I’m glad but it doesn’t really make sense?!
Was it the puppy eyes? Did Sam teach Jack that trick? But Jack closed his eyes at the last second???
Oh Dean, you’re such a fucking softie. That’s on you God. You made him softer than Mr. Pillsberry.
If anything, Dean is the step daddy. Cas is Daddy. And then there’s Uncle Sam 🤣
Sam is many things, but stupid is never one of them. Naïve maybe, trusting, desperate. But not stupid. And not crazy, this time 🤣
I will say what makes this story compelling is the fact that the Winchesters find themselves locked in a cycle of violence at the hands of their Creator, and they’re refusing to commit further acts of violence in effort to stop it all and rebel against their cruel, dispassionate maker. But they have no means to back it up…today.
Not the Burger King catchphrase🤣🤣🤣
Not Jack being…smote?
Not Dean being yeeted into another tombstone?
Sam, why did you think that was gonna work on God? He made the weapon. You really think He’d make something that could kill Himself? Nah bruh.
So we’ve approached the ending of the penultimate season. 20 more episodes to go! Ah!!!! I’m excited but also not since the ending is what I know (mildly).
Side note - Sam & Dean still don’t know about Castiel’s bargain with the Empty (kinda seems pointless since God killed Jack anyway…Cas basically fucked himself for nothing 🤦🏾♀️ [I know how it ends but yeah still])
It’s not about the destination though, it’s the journey (I keep telling myself that).
God said fuck y’all. Shouldn’t’ve poked the bear…now these poor innocent people gonna die like sheep to the slaughter. Y’all got a lot of cleaning up to do and with so little people to help you.
So did God undo all the killings the Winchesters did? Cuz damn….that’s 10+ years of work undone. In 1 moment.
They’re not getting out of the cycle anytime soon.
#supernatural#sam winchester#dean winchester#castiel#rowena macleod#mary winchester#john winchester#jack kline#chuck shurley#destiel#deancas#bobby singer#charlie bradbury#rowena supernatural#supernatural season 14
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22 - your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores 👀
from this ask game!
OKAY SO... i know i KNOW yamanaka has said the cover songs have nothing to do with the character's murders... BUT IDGAF ABOUT THEIR MURDERS I CARE ABOUT THE CHARACTERS!!!
the cover songs are SO UNBELIEVABLY UNDERRATED in terms of character analysis and their personalities! the instruments used, the tones of the songs, the lyrics telling us how the character feels... i fully believe the cover songs are extracted from their hearts!! which is why some of them are SO DIFFERENT FROM THEIR MAIN SONGS!
i could go on about all of the character's cover songs.... so i will LOL
HARUKA
two breaths walking: “This is Page 1 of the process of my evolution.” harukas second voice drama is titled "Metamorphosis of the Weak"
"Because I want to hold you, I walk with my two legs. Because it’s lonely on my own, I breathe with you"
"Have you learned the words yet?"
"Hey, suck in my breath again now. I try to say “I love you,” but Instead I’m living my whole life as a sort of oxygen tank. Suck in the words I've spit out and breathe no more"
android girl:
By now I’d rather we build our own “Togetherland”. We’ll click together, so climb aboard. “Pay more attention to me, it’s not enough!”
“Oh, you’re so cute. What’s to be done about you?” I’m tired by now of the way. You resizing compliments makes my heart flutter.
I know I’m yours and yours alone, but do you even like “me”?
All my kisses with you hurt so much when they closed up my throat."
notes: harukas cover songs both focus on poor relationships, choking/the inability to breathe/etc. android girl also has elements of trap music, which is not present in two breaths walking, and as ive said before: trap music is primarily muu's motif
YUNO
sticky bug: "Say that you love me, say that you love me, Since there’s nothing else I need"
"So to put it simply, let’s start recording"
"Your smiling face, your embarrassed face as well. I want to catch every single one of your expressions! So not leaving out a single moment I’ll commit everything to memory."
"As for my dream, it’s to be that stickybug right by your side" "I say “goodnight” only so that I can say “good morning” tomorrow"
"Say that you love me, for if I’m lucky, then at any rate, I really want every single part of you…"
i dont have a lot of comments on this since i dont know yuno that well comparatively, but i do have a theory that yuno's "true murder" is actually tying up a man in her basement and torturing him for pleasure, so... haha which "stickybug" gives a lot of "im obsessed with you" vibes, and...
vampire: "“I can’t take it anymore” you're such a bad boy"
"I want to try it, I want to spit it all out, I can definitely go more"
"It’s Fxxx, it’s sxx, it’s pAxxxUx* Until I eat all of you, screeeeam!"
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"Longing for someone and then letting that feeling wither is such a turn off. After crying and forgetting about it, it's back to “Hi, nice to meet you.”
"When I spit out everything I was hiding, they were all things that were like "That's so true!" "I reply with no after no, since selfishness is free, I get greedy and miss my chance again"
"It's addicting, right up to the part where I drown in it, screeeeeeeeeeam!!!" "“I can’t take it anymore” I want you to make me say it too"
notes: i really struggle with yunos character, she is surprisingly deceptive. i want to take the "mahiru is a stalker" theory and slap it on yuno, ok? her instrumentals are also very "yuno" and i have not noticed any motifs that connect her to another character
FUUTA
his songs do really feed into the "fuuta is a queer man" theory that i love
mozaik role: "A word bit into you, And I just described the liquid leaked from the wound as "love"
"Just like you and me who have fatal ties."Even so, I love you..." How's that?"
"What's wrong with loving you... I'll tie you, not let anyone to touch you. This must be fate, right?"
"As I don't even know whether it's love or lust, what should I do with giving out?"
"What's wrong with killing myself, if you hate me?" "Disappearing, disappearing, a world of love"
salamander: "Hey, Salamander! Hot is good, don’t you think so? Is it a big deal?" "It’s heating up inside my head" "If you know, I would like you to tell me first, ok?"
"I surrender, I’m already hooked, I can’t function without you anymore" "
"I can’t stop, I don’t want to stop! Make sure to cool it down so you don’t get burned" (*note: the vocaloidwiki says that the line is more along the lines of "make sure to blow on it, cool it down so you dont get burned" and uses "fuu~" (haha fuu~ta), the onomatopoeia for blowing air)
"As many times as possible, I want to be on fire when I reach the climax"
"I want to escape, but I’m not able to"
notes: salamander has a few focuses on guitar, remniscent of haruka's guitar motif. it also has a jazz solo, which, yknow- thats kazui's motif
MUU
mm,y favorit e lesabiam,,,
otome(maiden) dissection: "Let's play Maiden Dissection!"
"I've wanted to feel shame, ever since that night when I realized"
"Good evening, is now a good time?"
"Without you, none of that matters" "Both of us with our masks on, we flirted"
"Yeah, there's a kid there, lost in anything and everything, Shedding tears, meowing "SOS" with their eyes only halfway open"
"This disease, the whole package, I'll send it to you as an attachment. I don't wanna go so far as to share all the things that cause me pain. I just wanna run away from this love..."
"Calling each other by our real names "I don't wanna live" was what I should've said. Will I ever find peace?"
"Sorry for calling you so early. I must've woken you up, huh? Are you up to chat right now?"
"I had a dream where you fell in love with somebody else. Please tell me it's not true. C'mon, love me please?"
"Listen, you've been pretty cold lately"
"Pulling burning passion out of each other. I can't stand you telling me "no!" Will we ever clear up this misunderstanding?"
"Smearing drool on top of the "baguette" (haha get it bc muu is french? do you get it? are you listening to m
"I wanna feel shame, just like I did on that night when I realized"
"it's good as long as it hurts"
MKDR: "I went and said it, I want to be with you just one more time. No, no, to drag things out would be annoying. I’m sorry, come back Carbon dioxide, your atmospheric concentration"
"I want to soak in a dream of a swamp" (夢 muu's name, dream)
"Even if you tell me I’m selfish, I’ll just lap it up. It’s not uncertain, there’s no future. I want to be reborn with your face" (im struggling to find sources for this, but ive heard a few times that there is folklore that when you die, you are reborn with the face of your past life's lover.)
"I went and found out, Even if you flip over the words “I hate you” There’s no “I love you” hidden there"
"I’m mad with idealism, imagining a smile. My bloodshot wish will soon be relieved" "But there’s no love anywhere that’s “just fine”
"A melody of fools with nowhere to go. Retrying – rebirth – teleportation. The number of tries keeps accumulating at the mercy of an endless love"
"I detest love"
"Are you angry? … I’m not angry. We’re perfectly in sync and yet off the beat"
"If this were a movie or a TV show. Though I’d endure it until the credits. I wouldn’t want to watch it again. It’s all too cruel, from beginning to middle to end"
"But I still end up believing in a love that’s “just fine”
"The topography I protected by hating love is beginning to warp properly" (this part im not sure how well it actually translates into english..??? because "typography"... likely means "this person, this character, this ideal" since.. kanji/typography is super super important in jpn language)
"We’ll hurt each other over and over" "But I end up remembering the lie of “I’m just fine”
"I detest love"
notes: both of muu's songs use a lot of "soft trap" music, shes very mellow, and both songs focus very strongly on "painful love", unrequited love, love that hurts her. its likely both of these songs are about how she feels about rei. the music in MKDR also "dances" between your left and right headphones. ive yet to find motifs that connect her to another prisoner. there is a bit of piano in mkdr. there is bass and guitar in otome dissection that isnt in mkdr
SHIDOU
i hat e yo u i hate yuo. ohate you. triage link
liar dance: ""Stolen? Just whatever do you mean?""
"Having made a vow, to you and you alone. Declaring this loveless love of mine in front of you"
"Committing myself to this performance, set lines and all. Those memories we've desperately created and clung to, they blend together and feelings between us intensify"
"Blabbering on about stuff, could you shut up for a bit? Because everything is starting to look like a lie" "Yes, I've realized that we're both guilty here"
"Dance away, liar. This love has swelled up like a balloon, let's turn it into a lie with the prick of a needle. On the count of "I-love-you"
"Having hidden it away so that no one can touch it. A thirsty dance, carving that carbonated melody"
"Damn it! You figured it...wait, whatever are you talking about?" Screwing up time and again is no reason to drop the act. Having fallen into this bottomless swamp, will you even realize you're drowning?"
"Everyone and their brother is laughing at you. Even I've become unable to see you as anything but a lie. But somehow I still have these feelings for you"
"We're already partners in this crime called "love" "Turn me inside-out and I look just like you" "It's nice to meet you, "Crime" and Punishment"
"It's a bit scary, But the moon looks so beautiful, doesn't it?"
delusion tax: "Hey, that girl is pretty great... Her too!" Looks like you’re thinking some pretty nice thoughts over there... Are you really satisfied with just that?"
“That girl is alright… That one works too, I guess”
"Let’s pay the Delusion Tax. For the sake of making everyone’s life oh so wonderful…" "Turning wishes into reality, Right now, buy back your future!"
"That’s right, for all these dirty delusions, let’s settle the bill with this dirty money"
"Existing for your sake alone, mandatory affections and obligated kindness "NO!" to Though you should be satisfied, a voice from within shouts “NO!” We have an idiot on our hands, it seems..."
"Look, just up and borrow the "desired amount" Reality is a bitter-sweet pill to swallow"
"That which you wish for, the person you think of, The past which you hate as well, they’ll all be as you like."
"But those wishes won't really come true, even if you pay. For it’s all a lie, a great big farce. Thanks for all that, that's plenty. These scraps of paper belongs to me now"
notes: shidous cover songs are all over the place. "Liar Dance" has a lot of references to the other prisoners, the instrumentals are??? electronica? guitar? and a soft melody of piano, if you listen close enough. delusion tax goes strong with an instrument i can not place! it sounds, wooden in structure? but i dont know it off the top of my head. delusion tax has car alarms playing at certain points, it also features a piano melody. liar dance has a very small amount of jazz. theres a police scanner in liar dance and i cannot make out the words
ALSO THIS IS GETTING REALLY LONG... ill have to add the other 5 in a reblog,, oh god im so tired. my back hurts
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it’ll take me a while to fully digest TTPD because it’s a LOT (probably my favorite album of hers, besting reputation which says a lot because that’s always been my number one) but just a few things about popstar!gf right now.
this was an excruciatingly honest look into her brain and it seems like a lot of people can’t handle it. they think it’s too much and the general public isn’t going to really look into what her lyrics mean. it was really brave of her to put this out into the world while being at some of her lowest times and now at her highest with hasan. this album is for people who want to understand her. her true fans and a good chunk of hasanabi heads are with her and supportive.
she’s feeling really vulnerable. she had let hasan hear a few songs before it’s official release but she wanted him to experience it altogether. so when it’s officially out, they’re laying on his couch alone in the house. just the album on, for two hours they lay together and listen. hasan is immediately overwhelmed because 1. he’s proud to be with someone who is so intelligent and turns her own life and struggles into something beautiful and poetic 2. he knew a lot about the bad times she was having and continued to have while they were just friends but he didn’t really understand. listening took his understanding of her to a whole new level. 3. he’s heartbroken that any person would treat her the way she’s been treated but also has to appreciate how strong she is and she’s on the other side of that now. he assures her he hopes to never ever treat her like that. he is careful with his words, avoids saying “i’ll never” or “i’ll always” because that might feel a bit scary and like an empty promise but he’s there for her.
she’s really in her own head the next few days, just writing a lot in her journal. she’s also been on twitter which is NEVER a good thing. she knows how great the album is going, her team has been keeping her in the loop, she’s breaking records. but actual people? her seeing their own opinions and people’s think pieces, a lot of it being negative, hits her in a certain way. she tries to not focus on the negative but it’s like a little nagging feeling she can’t shake off. it’s starting to eat at her. her journal entries are going to become a bit sadder and also more idgaf what anyone thinks, i’m damn proud of this album. if people think im on the news so much, if im doing too much, fine. you won’t see me.
but the positive right now is that all of her friends and family and all of hasan’s are super proud of her and think she’s done something truly incredible. although hasan tries to get her to go on fear& she won’t, but she’s appreciative of hearing from will and qt and austin and more that they think she’s an insanely talented artist.
she’s just kind of in a weird place. she has a tour planned but of the public opinion of her is going down quickly… she’s afraid she might just cancel the whole thing. she cancels interviews and appearances. she just needs some time to be with herself and hasan, friends and family. away from the public eye. maybe she will return soon. but maybe the public will continue to come crashing down on her and force her into living completely out of view.
The way it'll take me like a month to listen through the album. But I definitely say that it's going to up in my favorites, folklore is one hell of an album.
Not only does the general public think it's too much, it's too honest, it's too intimate, it's too long, it's simply too much. They also don't like how big of a change it it from what they know of her. She is a pop princess, Red and Guts have firmly put her in that position. However TTPD, is such a departure from her previous albums that a lot of people who aren't her fans don't like. Heaven forbid a female singer have a diverse sound. And some of her "fans" only like the pop music she makes and then not getting any of it, makes them very upset.
But as you where saying, it's a very vulnerable album, and she knows it. I can see them on the couch, or even the bed, she's resting her head on his shoulder, his arm over her, as she fiddles with his rings. While they listen to it together.
This is the start of Hasan's adventures into figuring out the delicate balance of giving her all the reassurance that she needs (which is a lot), but not saying the wrong things (which is basically anything to do with the words "forever, never, and I promise).
Hasan is always on a process of gaining respect for her. He has always had a great deal of it, but the more he knows about her the more his respect grows. Like yours so talented and smart, and capable, but no one should be treated the way.
I can imagine after getting done listening to it neither really know what to say, she wants to make sure that Hasan gets the chance to take it on without her influencing his opinion in any way. And he was to make sure she knows how much he's not going to pick up their relationship, but can't quite get the wording right. He just holds her tighter.
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09.19.2022
tags: bondage, spanking, fingering mouth/throat, facefucking, bodysharing, rough sex
Bird is あ / Avvy is つ
つ：Ah it’s too funny to subject amane to the weird differences in his mind between nene and tsukasa. You’d hope some day he’d kinda appreciate tsukasas agreeableness and even be like, I wanna. Test run something I wanna do with Yashiro. Like some real goons mood of it all like I need to practice tying these ropes and see if it’ll hold and I WILL sulk for 5 days if I try it with Yashiro and I fuck up . But tsukasa idgaf. If he falls from the shiddy ropepulley or comes undone I will just be like sigh
あ：Lmaoo this is like peak shennanies yes…
This is like the, ah, accepting that you can't "fail" with Tsukasa
つ：Almost like rehearsal with tsukasa. You can get frustrated with the knots and stuff if you want. And ask him to wriggle around. But like
Amane trying to rehearse some bits even running dialogue. He has tsukasa gagged though like don’t say anything you’ll break my immersion for this ok
But like one day going to be doing this and like get too into the dom boyfriend mindset and like smack his ass but then feel like. Didn’t like that. Don’t like that I did that to tsukasa fsr
あ：the TANGIBLE silence
つ：I’m fine with calling him good girl as part of the rehearsal but I need to go stand on the roof
About this one
Them both still like we both know somehow it was weird
あ：It's like he smacked Tsukasa's ass and Tsukasa made a noise just from the impact.
fucking dead silence after
つ：And just an earnest moment of impatience. The problem was it wasn’t part of the rehearsal
あ：I got my dom jeans on too hard
つ：You did it in the manner to which you’d bop tsukasa
Like ugh stop the wiggling SMACK then was like . N
just walks out. Nene walks into the bathroom later tsukasa tied up like hiiiiii
Amane left💔
あ：Sometimes I like to think Tsukasa is like [I do not see it 😑] [for Amane's sake]
つ：I know he is awkies
あ：so funny to think about Tsukasa in moments like this. i think sometimes he is also like I'm sorry❤️ i have aboner
statistically sometimes you're doing stuff and it's like. gomen ne
つ：Tsukasa doesn’t have to feel it was weird but just feels like. Ohp! Amane doesn’t usually do tha
I know it
Waits for his response
It is always like well I like anythiiiinggg
But that’s the problem too
Sorryyy I not supposed to like it💔 I will be quiet thooooo
Kicks legs on bathroom floor alone. Sings a song
あ：🎶oh well
It's so funny to think about rehearsing dialogue, the things that you're not ready to feel right or wrong. you know
I think sometimes Amane must enjoy something but then be like wait. i actually dont like that it wasnt awkward
no winning either way
Saying good girl does feel pretty innocuous, this is neutral territory
つ：It’s rough. Also if you come during the rehearsal sometimes it’s fun sometimes you hate that you came
Trying to deliver a line and nut. Just get quiet
あ：but I think it might get kinda like. dicey when its like. I'm going to fuck your pussy so hard girl
つ：I THINK ITS FUNNYYYY
But. Like
Sometimes amane is like; this is a cool time to come well punctuated by the scene, immersed, delivered a line have “her” set up. If it happened like this I’m ready to go. Other times it’s shameful
And your own brain knows when you’re in the roleplay VS unable to shake the Meta of tsukasa and responding to any part of that. It’s not wrong to nut about tsukasa but it’s like STAY ON TASK.
Like mmgggher i wanna nut about you or Yashiro intentionally
I don’t like feeling out of control
BUT I NEED THE REHEARSAL IM IMPRESSINg YASHIRO SOOO MUCH LATELY ITS SO USEFUL!!
You do imagine Yashiro is getting the most stellar 5 star insanely streamlined experiences
He is an expert. At the knots
He is smooth at transitions.
He flubs no lines.
He looks inhumanly incredible. At domination
She is floored. She is a puddle every time. It just makes him more insane about embellishing and like I NEEDSD TO OVERCOME THE SHAMEFUL MOMENTS!!
(On ground) I need to be the coolest boyfriend for my whore gf
あ：like UMGHH i need the pay out… tfw you want to be really impressive lmaoo
like ugh but i need it i need it.. i need her to feel like her whole mind is being fucked with… you could never handle how capable i am
つ：I like tsukasa doing this all having a grand time having fun and then at the end amane IS like ahh good job. That went well I think I’m ready. Let’s tsukasa clean off cock with mouth while amane unties the ropes and shuffles them into sleeves
If there’s ever a day you’re caught it’d be like. You’re going to have to ask yourself. Would you rather tell Yashiro, that, This is practice, and reveal that you practice and ruin the illusion of the seamless dom. Or let Yashiro think you just call Tsukasa good girl and tie him up for your own private reasons between the two of you.
Do not like these. Sleeps you
Tsukasa we are going to lie to Yashiro
I am going to put her at her desk with her books and make it like she fell asleep doing homework on the classroom
Ok
She had a dream.
GRABS FACE. okay?
あ：looking at tsukasa like this
PUPIL MOVES DOWNWARDS
つ：hai.
When Yashiro comes back you are just playing cards
Nailed it…. saved the day
あ：I hope there are moments… that are more like seamless and wordless. still tinged w strangeness, but also the kind that Amane can glide past. Like ah… simply running hand over Tsukasa's chest, simulating a grope, and Tsukasa wordlessly curving his spine to push into the touch a bit, trying to be like -- oh yes yes, nene-chan's chest… [trying to assist]
Tsukasa being a good mimic… in reality, being able to recall how Nene typically moves or poses and try and further assist Amane in his little roleplay. he wants to mentally prepare so…
I will help Amane by doing Nene-chan like things
つ：It’ll be just nice when it isn’t goon time. He’s good at it
Letting my mind run for 2 minutes was like aaaaaaa the (glass floor shatters under me)
So I’m making peace with that and getting unembarrassed
I’ll have my little notepad here in a second. I just want it known none of my thoughts were my intent
あ：[cooing sounds] come here sweetheart
fall into the gap with me.
つ：Uuuuoooo the gap
Well the final thought.
Amane frustrated and done with avoiding anything— why shouldn’t he have complete indulgence? Wouldn’t tsukasa like anything? Can’t he just shut him up if he makes a single sound he doesn’t like? Searingly embarrassing to confront a single thought at all, but once he indulges one action they fall like dominoes.
Tsukasa laid over lap, irregular, hooks fingers in mouth, effectively gags him before starting to hit with his other hand. Feeling tsukasas fangs bite down. Going on a little crazy litany. Like you’re convenient, cuz I can go as hard as I want. There is more brutality in the motion, and the fingers in his mouth are resentful in their touch— pissed off at Tsukasa for reducing him to wanting this, for being tempting. All conveys in unforgiving motions.
Gets… insane. Slurs out that he wishes tsukasa had a pussy, so he could finger fuck it between hits. Gotta settle for your mouth. Fingers mouth aggressively, shoves to throat. Bleary state of mind…. To be able to confront such a thought, gotta be so mad to have been made to have it. Crane Tsukasa’s spine backwards by hooking around his teeth and dragging him up, to glare at him… wanna squint at while administering impact. Understand how pissed I am, don’t get it twisted. Amane can feel his own wrists muscle memory itching to switch to the fingering motions, it almost makes him wanna whine….
Ssso accustomed to the back and forth, smack smack, grope slide in, wiggle wiggle, his fingers keep twitching. Just frustrates him!!! It’s not fair, to have these conflicting urges!!! It shouldn’t mix at all! Actually tsukasa SHOULDNT remind me of anything… just stomp his foot under everything restlessly. What useless urges!!!
Finally throws tsukasa off, kicks him (he’s bound, arms) til his back hits the wall of the bathroom, then drags him up by the hair, plants a hand on the wall, and reaaaally facefucks him against the wall, breathing into the tile. A very ah… legs spread apart, stance, shoving.
Finish. Out of breath… lean against a stall panting. Feeling like a demon was exorcised. No ability to think, just buzzing. Teeth marks around knuckles, looks at those…. sighs.
Tsukasa is a little sickle shape on the floor cuz of being tied up still, fell over after amane stopped holding him up. Eye contact…. Sustained. A lidded and dark-eyed tsukasa panting…. amane, too. Weird moment. Tsukasa drooling come, licking his teeth. See you… something different happened. Amane finally only feels: and? So what. You made something different come out. You just do that. You know you do.
あ：Anyways… I just really enjoy the sheer selfishness of a scenario like this — an instance where, the very conceit of it all is already Tsukasa being really gracious, more than the average person would be. Lots of people would have at least some insecurities with being enlisted to RP/do practice for your Other Partner… It's unique that Tsukasa feels no sense of competition or inadequacy, he is just here to help. Ready to lay there and be acted upon as needed.
So… for Amane to then get frustrated and take things out on Tsukasa… as if it's Tsukasa's fault for inducing the desire in his heart, like "ugh, how dare you do this to me"… It's so shitty, but one does go SIGH it's Amane's appeal isn't it… That even while being catered to and accommodated wholly, he'll get agitated about his own feefees… his own arousal… Huff huff..
Having a cock just makes you feel weak, so often, and Amane doesn't like feeling weak to it. I think it's so simple like… hate feeling cock twitch about this or that, stupid leaky thing jumping about things it wasn't mean to. Hate your vision blurring… hate breath getting heavier and words slurring, where they shouldn't.
Ugh but yeah as I mentioned earlier, I've thought about being as selfish as to finally growl about, like, "UGH, if you had a pussy…" I think this would just make Tsukasa's head spin, like what-? not a thought in his little head. Amane feeling this-? What's he saying-?? [trying to focus, but being wailed on]
つ：It’s too fantastical!!!! Like he’s in a dream
あ：One of those thoughts that almost seems too abstract you know…
つ：He wants to do more to you than he even can….?
あ：Could never remotely think such a thought! i like this time Avvy worded it like, tsukasa's emotions being "but I'm Tsukasa". ww….
つ：So simple
I am a fixed thing! You know a tsukasa
Blurring Nene emotions towards him….. sooooo interesting!!!
あ：The way Tsukasa doesn't ah think conventionally, well you might as well complain about him not having an animal body part, wings or something…
In terms of how, it's all equally fantastical right
つ：Amane is so distinct and exact and unchanging to tsukasa, it can’t work in the other direction.
Nothing in common to mingle between amane and nene
Brother and his gf! Different
あ：Entire islands
つ：Fun to grope nene, nothing to blur here
あ：The idea that Amane could be restless and wishing for something like that… in the middle of it all…
I do like Tsukasa having to register twitchy hands or something, or feel how he's acting upon his mouth the same way he would pussy, fingering it…
つ：He is having impossible dreams…. Wahhhh💞💓
あ：Amane's frustrated expression… brows pinched… such sharp gaze
つ：All so tense, despite that amane is releasing something…
あ：The idea that... he wants more, than your mouth... it just seems dizzying... like getting facefucked with this all in mind
つ：When I thought about uhm… well for one really like— yeah….. the. Lost my train of thought but that was one of them
I was hooked on the crassness of “settle for your mouth” directly correlating, and then proceeding to facefuck SO hard. I thought about Tsukasa’s head really hitting the wall sometimes if amane pulling away pulls him forward, just doesn’t care. Donk donk
Wanting his head pinned between him and the wall so he can really drive it deep and grind towards throat…. want tightness of throat around.
あ：The sheer harshness and lack of consideration… chasing something, like trying to scratch an itch. it's so oppressive
つ：Noooo room for lackadaisical bobbing dick around open mouth jumps to wanting throat as closer analog
あ：sigh i do like it all… like, harsh driving into… coming down throat like this… and tsukasa left to topple onto the ground after…..
one of those things that would make nene really reel to watch
つ：understand. The dynamic of murderer and victim
あ：You can see how it escalated. so much
つ：oeuuoruhgh but i have bene like ah…. m. ah I feel like amane's sentiments and clear restlessness would make tsukasa feel frenzied in back of mind…. his chessmaster little brain like i have to…. help… i was thinking about tsukasa one day just ah. suddenly SLEEPing Nene when she come into the bathroom and then immediately booting her out of her body like gomen ne. but immediately bending her over and spreading and beseeching amane to have what he wants and it would be like fkksdlf;kl;FJKG;SJGKL; OKAY. but i want nene to wake up like. really quickly bc tsukasa didn't actually do a deeper spell on her
i like to think you can control the intensity of it, if you just brief sleep blip or you truly conk them out for hours can't be roused. anyway i like nene on the ceiling 'coming to' like what happened. STARING AT HANAKO FUCKING YOUR BDOY SOOOO HARD
which is like jfc this is fucking!!!! hot and sexy!!! BUT I WONDER UNDERSTAND IT. but then he's rambling insanely to tsukasa obviously and you're like [pin drops] theyre using my body to have sex with each other [pause] this is fucking… HOT AND SEXTY
and hanako does not know she woke up lol
あ：I'm sooo the pussy in the room… the asset
nene just feeling like. smug about it klfdjghdfjkld (edited)
つ：its also liek: i knew it. they want to fuck so hard
i have known all ALONG
i'm really helping them
come to terms with something
あ：becomes nene-sama mentally
つ：its also like; it must be so hard… hanako is straight
she is nene-sama on the ceiling benevolent entity like…. mmm. i have provided… the promised. the coveted.
a solution for you two….
going to jerk off about this for months.
oh the visual of your own body being plowed, hot. getting to see you x hanako from a distance: we are so hot
he moves hot, he moves body hot. he is so rude.
あ：Having unwoke brain is so useful though isnt it, she can just feel so simple about it in a way i think-? like "ah of course its a problem, hanako-kun is so into girls… but he loves tsukasa-kun so much… and of course, tsukasa-kun would want to do anything hanako-kun would want…"
つ：tsukasa-kun is very clever, how did he come up with this….
あ：seeing it as tragic but in the romanticized way like star-crossed lovers almost. like awww
>oh the visual of your own body being plowed, hot. getting to see yuo x hanako from a distance: we are so hot
I do think it is this. ahhh and how euphoric, to feel so.. like… made hotter in tandem… underneath him… your body is pure sex
つ：i think its also like,inspiring, to hear tsukasa not muffle anything and make w/e sounds in her voice, lol. she's like ah gosh…. i always am embarrassed to make noises. but its hot actually
i need to go harder. tsukasa is just like thrashing back into hanako's cock and drooling and making sounds. nene is like wow . watching a porno starring me
あ：Tsukasa being in there, I'm sure even makes it easier to feel fondness, like, you'd never want to think of Tsukasa as homely or something, he's not unattractive in there
つ：and then hanako is being. rougher. than usual. so
it all feels like. jesus. so extreme
あ：aint no frumpy girl
つ：nooo this isnt a cringe frumpy girl being fucked…. suddenly you are just a slut for hanako's cock. the body obviously loves hanako's cock a lot
it feels very good. facts
あ：benevolent nene-sama also is like, ah i am granting tsukasa-kun the gift of feeling pussy stuffed with cock…. it feels so good doesn't it tsukasa-kun…. [wipes tear]
つ：i think theres a. funny quality of the 2 boys being together where they can-- lgkjfkl be boys moreso, hanako at least, i really think he's got a certain laxness around tsukasa so i like to think when he comes he just like groans inelegantly
its my brother so i'm casual. might as well be jerking off
あ：not putting on all that flair. you know me.
つ：a bit more boorish.
あ：not doin it up for a girl… its different
つ：needs to be like something like that happens where hanako sortof is just way too hair down and nene is like. wait. he 100% doesn't know i'm awake
[thought for a second this was the plan] [but realizes she's awake by incident maybe, or tsukasa-kun's decision wthout telling hanako]
あ：😶...
つ：the gracelessness needs to be so like. groaaans. rests hand on hip/ass junction for a second like whewww… siighs…. fans self with hat
lolls head to the side
obviously not… performative. too casual. groans and bumps. is like mmm tsukasa stay like this a little longer i wanna go again… in a minute….
sounding like 2 kids.
あ：Unbuttons my gakuran jacket and peels it off, stretches
つ：while still cock in
あ：Yes
つ：nene seeing hanako w no jacket is liek KLFSDJ;FLDSJKGL;
youre like scared hes gonna pull his pants all the way down
あ：screams fjksdghf
like oh god
feeling like she's hiding in the rafters
つ：hanako just stretching and closing his eyes a minute and tsukasa peeks at nene and winks
あ：
つ：EYEBOLLS
あ：it even works that this is a sex cutscene
SEEING SEX.
つ：yes
SEE
あ：Tsukasa really like ………. [places finger over lips]❤️
it would be so uOUH
wiggles my fingers. blows you a kiss
つ：Hanako is mentally like mmmmmmmmm mating press next. [using porno terms in brain]
feeling loose limber feeling good mmmm. rubbing thumbs around tsukasa's lower back for a bit.
あ：tabe houdai all you can eat
going to flip you like you are livestock
つ：i actually think an incredibly funny thing to do would be be like mmmgmmmhh wait…. snaps my fingers puts nene's body in your kimono and hakama
あ：psychofink
but they literally can do shit like this
Procure me the set dressings
つ：also makes tsukasa like. aougfg… ,fdjsfkl [stars spinning around head]
あ：hanako really would be likea uhghh finally. tits and pussy under all this whore fabric
つ：that is what i waaaaant
あ：It feels so multi-concept… like ah amane can really think about me clothes? like dis… wow
Despite everything i do not think nene is ready to watch mating press just happen to her body
like jesus
つ：folds you in half
it takes until this for her to be like: wait this is going to hurt my body physically!!!
oh I think Hanako is so fucking disgusting at this second round…. like folds and the position would put pressure on everything so the. come inside would just ooze out and he'd be like ooooo
smears it around pussy with his hand
holds legs back with one hand. smears come around with the other
あ：enters gnasty mode... god yeah. swirls my fingers near the entrance
つ：just openly: you know. I try to be more polite, for yashiro. she's just a girl, you know….
you can't be too much all at once…. even though she's….. 'you know'
we'll get there.. [pleasantly wistful] of course
あ：It's nice to get a taste though…. mm
つ：tsukasa wiggles legs. hanako just licks down the calf
あ：oh its time to activate me creepy thing
つ：hanako is like siiiiigh ahh feels good
rubs thighs indulgently
あ：[closes eyes] tsukasa don't say anything. [just takes legs and presses foot to sternum, strokes hand down along calf, thigh... rubs knees weirdly]
つ：nene is like. i'm getting a little frustrated
hey….
why are you….
あ：hey.
つ：why dont you just go have sex with your brother in my body again. enough with this commentary
あ：we don't like the interlude
the audience is leaving poor reviews
so funny to be like wait let me be a little leg creep for a sec. ahhh
つ：oh but its not all bad at least. in his shirt. also he's so much less with the decorum (saying a lot not like he has a ton on average) just cock out
あ：the smell reaches teh ceiling
つ：you're tempered.
あ：our bond lets me smell your spectral cock even though i am out of body
つ：thats the bond
あ：the porno resumes, as hanako just rubs soft cock against pussy, smearing come… jerks off against. uehh that sort of… like lazily just pulling foreskin back and forth, instead of having a whole hand wrapped around the length or something, a few fingers along the tip
つ：finally is like ahh ok ok…. fiddles with hakama in fingers too. kimono, during. basically stims with it while doing this
liking the tandem of tsukasa's outfit and the pussy. mmmm
あ：i think nene though could also be privy to the boys familiary making them so simple abt commentary like. ah yashiro's voice… 's nice… and tsukasa being like yes it is… hehe
つ：[wistful, loving] she's a little shy about making sounds… ah but you know, people can hear her, she thinks about that too…. hehe….
あ：when nene is overhearing hanako talk about her cup size with kou and just puts a hand by her ear about it
つ：she wants to hear the boytalk
あ：overhear these dirty story boys
[husking] but wouldn't it just be hot, if people had to hear her clearly being fucked… and loving it.
つ：ahhhh…. closes eyes, sighs. alright… thats enough. are you ready, tsukasa…..? lol, just kidding [SHOVES knees back]
mmmmm, maybe I should be more careful… mmm~~ no, no~ I think Yashiro's body can handle it….
it's her mind that's not ready… [wistful, pleasant, my little virgin] but her body's ready for anything…
あ：Such a receptive body. so wanting, really. ahh it's hard to say no to it, again and again…
[fetish for whore body oozing out]
I think Hanako is the type to feel quietly tested by pussy still being so wet and limber.. when the walls really still feel so receptive to the pounding. it's hard to not just take it as "she still needs it"
つ：this is all good proof that nene could always use some more, ahh the body is so eager always…
once he earnestly gets going he'll get back to task. mating press has benefit of looking at face. Get to say more sentimental things like mmmmnn.. ahh I like your, expressions. on her face.
such a good idea, tsukasa…. pet pet
mmm. pounds
あ：Some earnest nuzzling... talking against face...
つ：round 2 feels like luxury cruise
あ：pet hair…
You do like to see Yashiro's red eyes staring so widely up at you…
つ：maybe some day. m.n. we can have Yashiro watch…..
tsukasa nods
あ： >this is all good proof that nene could always use some more, ahh the body is so eager always…
Ah you know I think Tsukasa could also just continue to report like, feels good…
he's in there simply enjoying the sheer overwhelm
つ：ah hanako would looove to hear it like mmm yesss
confirmationnnnn.. mmmmmggh
ahh pleasant whore hanako with both palms holding back of her knees to the floor, tilting head back eyes closed rutting forward
loving all the hakama spilling all about, the kimono all bunched up
あ：Artful… I think he can be unclogged a bit and just find it pretty… 's on a girl so.
it'd be rude to be like, it's not pretty. it looks nice…. you like to see all the ruffles and flow of the fabric
helps add flourish to all the motions, emphasize that you are Plow
つ：i think for round 2 once ya hit the stride it finally gets to become ahh Tsu-ka-saaaa~~ tsuuu-ka-sa, on beats of impact. pleasant singsongy
feeling too good ahhh relaxed w my cock deep in pussy. mmmm comfort of brother and gf
あ：Like he got all warmed up and is fully leaning into it…
It is just indulgent and cozy at this point. in that sickening way.
You both just hit a rhythm of going back and forth with names…
つ：which to nene is a lot.
they're. really brothers. in love
あ：uehh the gay shit… i'm sorry if you watch them hit some fingers laced peak
つ：lalalala
あ：maybe in a way nene could understand why hanako-kun runs from this
つ：in some way… you can see how its incongruous…..
you hit a beautiful peak. and then he nuts and he's like…
MMMMMMmmm. moves her legs around like levers. I wanna keep cominggggggg
あ：It's strugglesome… it takes so much greasing to ease hanako into such a place. you are sort of watching him regress and be childish and capricious in a particular way though
like wahhh i'm not ready to leave it…
つ：[WHORE hentai boy voice yet also 6 year old] I wanna fill you with cooome
あ：i don't wanna stop until you can't mooove
tsukasa also a child in the situation: til i-!! can't move-!!! pant pant
つ：tsukasa flinging hands up panting aahhh whatever you want!! amane!
あ：I think it's always refreshing to be so mortal feeling. like ah for real out of breath, for real aching and light headed and shaky
つ：mmm but can I reaallyyy… mmmmmmrr… teetering
pounds a little
she'll definitely be sore by now…. I can feel it…..
mmmm…~~ mmmmbutIwannamakeagirlsore……..
あ：[enabler voice] re-ally really REALLY!! [hiccups] it'll be good nene-chan will appreciate it
つ：you just wanna get fucked more, you're biased… [talking a little angrily. you whore]
mmm its not fair…..
あ：clucks tongue. leers.
つ：if it were just you… then I really wouldn't have to think twice
yyyouu don't need to go anywhere… or do anything. [gets… dark]
あ：deliberating and becoming this boy
like ah so selifsh… you're not really being considerate of Yashiro. it's always up to me
つ：starting to think about how to blame tsukasa
positioning carefully…. sigh.
Yashiro…. needing to take a day off of school isn't good for me, you know…..
are you going to keep me busy while she's stuck at home, 'cuz of what you wanted?
あ：Saying all this while rolling hips… as always, I think it's satisfying to implicate Tsukasa as the selfish one here. like ah really Tsukasa…
This tone, like you're scolding your younger brother. Hey now…
つ：yashiro is like. s. stay home….?
what are you gonna do to my body… waito.
but staying silent
あ：what are . you thinking about
what the…
what is Hanako-kun imagining ??
つ：gonna….. watch him make you bleed
あ：Eh but you know I think the true efficiency would be switching to fingering in-between everything…
Like well while i'm recovering…. keep this going
this is really like. targets cervix
But I feel like Nene does start to like worry over the sounds Tsukasa starts to make in there
He's not like… censoring self.. so as it starts to sound ah. agonizing. this is heard with no obfuscation (edited)
Hanako himself registering the new quality to the voice, like god sounds miserable… [horny] [eyes rolling back]
つ：when it hits that brutal octave, definitely pain
あ：it just sounds like it hurts
つ：but still so sexual.. mmmm blood in the water
あ：Just incentive to slam harder, in reality
つ：nene didn't know she could sound like that…… crazy. hearing your voice take new shapes.
won't… be able to go to, class……?
あ：[cruelly] Is it still "good"? Is it, Tsukasa?
つ：NODS NODS NODS NODS
ah begins laughing. mania induced
あ：>won't… be able to go to, class……?
you've never thought about your pussy being able to hurt so bad. like whuh
but its my pussy… [eyes are dots]
つ：just from….. having sex….?
amane finally getting too… insidious. mmm. its…. it'd be bad, actually
if you were like this, Tsukasa….
there's no way…. we'd… do anything else…..
whispering. it'd
happen… sooner
[actually referring to. murder]
yashiro: sex?
tsukasa receives the meaning proper tho
amane, inhaling slow after saying that. knew it….
knew you'd….. tighten. gh….
mmM…. [gets back in there]
if only you could carry nene-chan home like this after everything. in an ideal world
あ：The aftercare we deserve. Sorry sweetheart
Alluding to murder really is the most lurid thing, in reality… In a circumstance like this. But ah I really imagine it does alight every nerve in Tsukasa's body like mghhhh… the concept that if things were different, it wouldn't undo your shinjuu. but ah of course it wouldn't… it's what Amane wants of you…. [boiling internally to process it all, still]
If it would functionally just stoke Amane and incite him to act. I also feel like, there are dokis had whenever there's an implication of — … and I would've done it to you, even if life had been different around us
つ：inevitable…..
i'd love for amane to know it's not the circumstance that caused it, it's himself
あ：It wasn't just a coincidence or, like a matter of your specific circumstance, it's more about his nature…
つ：to just simply know that so confidently
あ：it's what he's been agonizing over for years
All of this in mind, while slipping back in… i like. it's good flavor
つ：pulling out fingers, observing blood… showing it to tsukasa
kinda like… mm you like to see it don't you, mentally. yup, you do….
あ：Of course you do…
grabs jaw with bloody hand. continuing, lowly, "It's always like this, with you, isn't it… It can't be any other way."
つ：nothing but manic giggling and wiggling and panting can come out anymore
あ：Reduced... ueghhrhgh i feel like the scariest thing is when Amane just breathily laughs too. you both make each other sick
つ：reach a bit of peace again somehow. hai hai…. hugs legs while pumping. will finish pleasantly despite where we've treaded
but then its like….❤️ I have no idea how we'll explain any of this to yashiro …❤️
I thought we could just play it off with a little tidying up….
あ：^^…………………………………………. I don't want to explain anything❤️
つ：will just get her some water and goodies from the cafeteria (stealing)
set a girl up in the infirmary. can carry her there at least. its post-school its empty out here just caretake her for a bit
yashiro has much to think about. oh when she's placed back in her body, oh it'll be like being hit with a truck
あ：try not to scream challenge
つ：immediate respect for tsukasa for just laying there . the STABBING FEELING
あ：at least for a second i think its really AKSUFJDGHF
つ：oh its really AFKLADJF!!! AAouuuouhhh…
curling on side clutching tummy
あ：tsukasa-kun😭 hefsldkjgdshdf
tsukasa out here like mm reminds me of. you know
つ：tsukasa very apologetic
あ：❤️
つ：him and nene have special knowledge so hes really like❤️ i sowwy
❤️i got into it toooo much❤️ oops
あ：gomen ne
つ：i wanted to look out for you girl but… uhm💔
あ：tfw you trying to look out for your girlie. but you ARE his slave
we'll just have much girl talk later
つ：much to girl talk about some day
あ：AS ALWAYS i just want nene to be able to have someone be like. it feels soooooooooooooooooo good to be fucked in your pussy! >:o
i understand so much
つ：the pussy is so amazing and cool
it really does like to be fucked
あ：nene-chan is amazing
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tsurugi for the ask meme?
god the cws for this damn boy. uhh neglect and also i can’t see kinjomae as healthy w/what happens in the game and that’s discussed so. yeas
- My identity hc for them
gay little beast. he and kouhei had Something going on btw. anyways i also hc him as trans, it’s not one of those things i feel could actually fit into canon. but idgaf!! to me he is trans because i’m trans and so is my boyfriend (do u know him?) and every cool person is trans. tsurugi isn’t cool but i think he deserves a win once so he can have one in the form of getting to be trans!!!
- Thoughts on their home life/family
ogh. im using this bullet point as a chance to talk about stuff i’m not otherwise able to/which i don’t think i’ve shared? but like. agh…. how can anyone put into words literally anything about this little worms life. my hc for his mom is currently that she walked out when tsurugi was fairly young and isn’t interested in. any of it, so it’s just him and juu? so i think tsurugi started being left home alone Very Early, and going with his dad to work was like.. a nice treat away from being by himself for the majority of the day. which probably helped contribute to tsurugis entire identity and existence and everything revolving around his work as a police officer. aaaaaaa.
- How i feel about their canonical writing/handling
i don’t like what linuj did to him in sdra2 because amidst all the other controversies that arose with that game it really just felt lazy and like icky stereotypes. there was better ways to handle a tsurugi who had gotten worse/wasn’t doing well/etc past what happened in sdra2. i don’t like it and it doesn’t feel accurate to what should have happened if we were going to go the route of “tsurugi didn’t magically decide to go to therapy and heal”. i completely understand that people and especially fictional characters can get worse and have negative character development. but it’s the way in which tsurugi acted that felt lazy and ooc to me.
so anyways to retreat into the dark recesses of my brain. he’s so scrunkle… wet dish rag i am wringing all the water out of. i like him in dra i like the narrative role he plays i honestly think he’s v fun. i’ve waxed poetic before (not publicly i think? not about the thing i’m thinking of rn) about the tragedy of what happens to him and how u can read things as all being set up to screw boy over. but it’s just very interesting. i want to squeeze him so bad.
- The one thing i’d want to make canon about them
he and kouhei had frequent sleepovers at kouheis place. i don’t CARE if it doesn’t fit with tsurugis childhood i think kouheis parents were nice to him and cared about him. overall i just think all my thoughts on kouhei and tsurugi should be made canon. i should write a fic…
- My number one favorite ship for them
mmmm… right now it’s tsuhiko but all of the chatting about kouhei makes me wanna say tsuruhei. tbh i’m very versatile in who i ship tsurugi with i think he fits well with a lot of people (in non despair) and so long as there’s someone by his side i don’t really care who it is or if he holds hands with them or not.
- …Now everyone else i ship with them
mmm. kinji obviously, i still like teruya w/tsurugi in some aus, yamato but i’ll be honest i’m kinda weird about them. i think they’re separated. not divorced but separated. but also they’ve never dated they’re just besties. but also they have the most tender interactions. not to use this line but i think they should just have a weird very queer coded friendship where they both Know what the underlying vibe is and both choose to not broach the subject of how charged things are.
- The thing i will NEVER ship
tsurugi undeniably had feelings for yuki and while u can argue about how authentic yukis feelings were (ie were they just there to incentivize him to get closer so as to further damage tsurugi) it was definitely mutual. just again. how Real things were for yuki depends on how separate u view him from utsuro. uhhhhhhm. but just because feelings were there doesn’t mean it’d be good or healthy for them to date !.
- a dynamic/relationship i wish was explored more (in canon, or in fandom)
on my hands and knees fucking begging u all for more kouhei. if i make a p2 of my kouhei hcs will that be enough propaganda. what do u all want from me. uhhh also if there’s one thing i miss from old sdra fandom days it’s tsurugi + kizuna worsties content.
- thoughts on their design (appearance-wise)
ah… i definitely prefer his dra color palette over his sdra2 one but that could be because something about his look in sdra2 just feels very off to me. that in mind i fucking hate his pants why are they that shade of blue linuj get off ur knees for that shade of blue. it’s too fucking bright it stands out so much. anyways i understand the uniform but i’d like to see him in like… maybe smthn professional/more formal, but not? the dress shirt and tie.
- A music-related thought- a song that reminds me of them, or what their music taste is, etc
oh god oh fuck if i don’t find a good song this is going to be. so miserable for me and i will get cyber bullied again. uhhh. wires - the neighborhood bc lol make sure u tell him the right wire to cut tsurugi! don’t fuck it up lol! haha it can’t be that hard surely this is the same as all the other bomb diffusals right? right tsurugi? im the ceo of intentionally misinterpreting songs to fit my vision. mkay that’ll work. damn i need to listen to more music before i go do more ask memes
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hi bff twin !! AHHHH i’m like a big supporter of everyone on the grid atp😭 but,,, i support rb ngl.. BUT MOSTLY BC OF CHECO?? BUUUT i’m a ferrari girl 4ever🫵 even if they’ve traumatised me enough in the last years I DO BELIEVE THEY WILL RISE‼️ and i love my mclaren boys too</3 i truly believe piastri has the future wc in his blood 🙏 i also love lewis and george a little too much:’) (not me going in a full rant here HELP MEE)
ALSO !!! AMO EL HECHO Q TMB HABLES ESPAÑOL JSKSJSK<33 it’s been so long since i’ve met someone that knows spanish too omg😭
RB...... okay fine they make me angry but max is a cutie pie i will Not lie 😓😓 AND CHECO IS MY BOOKIEEEE ans ferrari is giving me gray hairs i feel like ive aged 1937472 years this season alone OMG AND EFFING CARLOS BRAHHHH im so upset not to mention his ass was up and walking around the paddock right after his appendix was removed oh hell 🤦♀️🤦♀️ anyways TRUE!!!! my baby wabie pookie wookie oscar piastri doessss have the future wc ngl i think mclaren is my fave anddd the rest idgaf about oops
HAHAHAHHSJA YESSSS ESTO ESTÁ BIEN EMOCIONANTE 🙌 however my spanish is veryyyy bad my family is a bunch of no sabos (we barely speak spanish) but i will persevere
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mmm I don’t like how Kai handled the Kanye situation. 🦦 My take —
Before he even tried on the clothes I felt like I could see through him.. I’m a very observant person especially energetically & I felt as though he was trying to present himself as his usual self, but I think he’s tired. It can be exhausting trying to embody that energy/persona all the time and that’s understandable & okay, but i feel like Kai was faking it and it just wasn’t working fr. anywho, when he gets to opening up the box, he mentions drake for whatever reason.. That’s neither here nor there, or so you would think🦦 but i felt like the mention of his name is kind of what set the tone for the rest of the try on… especially in the midst of ye dissing drake. Anywho, he then starts opening the clothes & he’s not his usual excited self. Which is okay, but its noted. So boom, he gets to putting them on and.. I didn’t feel too much appreciation. it was like.. forced. Idk, maybe I just love Kanye that much but ik if it were ME? I’m geeked fs. Idgaf WHERE im at in life or how big I THINK I am. Idgaf how much motion I got, how much credibility I got or who my friends are.. If I support you, im gonna show my appreciation. Period. and thank GOD that someone LIKE Kanye, let alone KANYE is sending me his merch??? Like.. cmon now kaiiii, this was a bad marketing move! It just wasn’t smart. You know how many people love Kanye??? cmon now. Ngl a part of me immediately looked at you different. Then to actually COMPLAIN about the clothes in front of the WORLD? It’s not what you say, it’s how you say it. It’s one thing to ask for a smaller size, it’s another thing to quite literally complain abt and critique someone’s merch as if you purchased it. It’s insulting and it shows a lack of respect for him and what he’s doing. I’m disappointed. Then you get to talkin crazy to him? This grown ass man. This fucking legend. This man who’s already been through enough. Been through shit you can’t even imagine. we all know how Ye can react to things he’s passionate about, and he’s very direct.. but I just feel like it’s bc he wants the truth. He wants to know if you fwh or not so he can move accordingly.. or so I think. if you know that, why provoke him? Why play w him? It’s ignorance. Why not be honest with yourself? It’s like, you coulda been like bro my bad, it wasn’t my intention to come off like that… bc You came off kinda rude. and it happens! But admit that, take some accountability. No you didn’t have to kiss his ass or beg for his forgiveness, You could’ve been a man about it. But instead, you chose to speak out of the side of your neck… to come off “cool” to literal kids.. as if acting like that is what makes you a man “standing on business”… #notcoo #notcute #whoareutryingtoimpress.
kai pls dont make other people’s problems your problems, don’t be easily influenced and don’t let this “motion” get to your head. You big.. but you not Kanye big🥸 I’ve always been a supporter of yours bc of your humility, don’t let this worldly shit fuck everything up. Bc that’s literally what it’ll do. Karma is real. Do unto others what you want done unto you. Treat others how you want to be treated.
What’s right is right and what’s wrong is wrong in Gods eyes… & two wrongs don’t make a right.
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OMG IM FINALLY FREE! I’m the 🦋anon who sent asks about how I would always be scheduled to work by myself being forced to give up breaks and lunches and then they started having problems with my availability due to school. WELL DO I HAVE A STORY FOR YOU!! So the store manager who’s really nice and understanding has to take a medical leave so we’ve had an acting manager. Cue said acting manager changing every fucking thing and acting as if he’s permanently taking over the store, fucking up everyone’s schedule, etc. So due to all the bullshit I decided to put I my two weeks so my last day would be the 11th (it’s currently Sunday the 5th as I send this in) well yesterday I went in for a morning and saw the asshole there bc the assistant manager called off so he starts bitching about how I was a no call no show for Thursday EVEN THOUGH I WAS TAKEN OFF THE SCHEDULE and how he’ll let it slide this time and blah blah blah I was LITERALLY two seconds from walking out right then and there. So anyway later in the day the asshole leaves and my co worker who loves to bitch about everything comes in. Now when she gets there at 11 I let her know that I’m going to be leaving early at 1 (I was apparently scheduled until 3:30 but didn’t know that until I was actually showed up resulting in me always thinking that I was only scheduled until one and therefore making an appointment that I’ve been rescheduling at 1:30) due to my appointment and having a shit load of school work due. Usually that’s not a problem my co workers are like “do what you gotta do school is important” but today bitchy co worker acted like it was the end of the world because I guess the other guy who was supposed to be there was also leaving early at 1 (which I didn’t know) so she calls the asshole to bitch resulting in him texting me telling me that he has me down for 3:30 and we can’t leave the co worker by herself on a Saturday and all this other bullshit. I then first try to text the person who supposed to come in next to see if he can come in early but he’s not replying so I text asshole back telling him that no one is replying and I have to leave because I’ve already rescheduled this appointment multiple times for work plus I has a large amount of assignments for school due by the end of the day and with all due respect my professors aren’t going to accept the excuse of work for why my assignments aren’t done plus it’s not fair that I’ve been left alone for 5-7 hours in a Saturday and no one helped me to find coverage. Asshole texts back essentially saying too bad so sad sorry if you leave without finding coverage then you can get disciplinary corrective action. When I tell you I was HEATED when he said that I called my mom and was like “I need to convince from just cutting my shit short today and officially ending my time here” she was just like “no you do what you gotta do” so I texted asshole back and was like “then since I already put in my two weeks I’m gonna go ahead and quit and be done today because this is unfair. I’m going to save you from having to file corrective action for me by just being done today and therefore you don’t have to worry about me for the rest of the week” (he had already tried to schedule me on days where my availability says I can’t work due to school and taking care of my sick grandmother and he didn’t even care) at first he texted back and like “sorry you feel that way best of luck” and again when I tell you I was HEATED like as I was closing down my drawer and writing down numbers I was shaking so bad that I kept dropping coins and I don’t even know if my numbers were legible but idgaf at this point. Then as I’m gathering my stuff to leave he calls the store phone to talk to me because he knows that I won’t answer if he calls me phone and now his tune has changed does like “well just think about it I don’t want you to quitting” and a bunch of other bullshit that I honestly just tuned out BUT THEEEENNN he has the nerve to be like “well who’s there with your co worker now? is anyone there with her? did the other guy already leave?” and that just set me off even more like BITCH THAT IS NOT MY FUCKING PROBLEM YOURE THE MANAGER NOT ME IM DONE I NO LONGER WORK HERE. And when i tell you the amount of relief I felt once I got in my car when my mom picked me up. I literally cried the whole way home. I’m just glad I don’t have to work there anymore and deal with my mental health taking so many hits on a daily basis
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What makes Tae more compatible with Gintoki than Tsukuyo, Takasugi, or Hijikata? I think Gintoki has way more in common with them considering he is a seasoned veteran with lots of mental health issues. I've never understood how Tae who is still immature and has never gone through the amount of trauma that he's been through could genuinely connect to Gintoki on an emotional level compared to those three.
So these are the “compelling reasons” you wanna bring up huh.
On Otae being immature.
Who’s not immature in Gintama? I’m throwing that back at you. She’s mature in some ways and immature in others. But so are everyone else: Matsudaira, Otose, The Joui, Shimura Ken, Shoyo are all immature one way or another. Maturity is a social construct.
Why is maturity demanded from Otae out of all people when Ya’ll are not demanding maturity from Sougo, Nobume and Kamui for some reason? They all belong to the same age group as Otae and are more popular.
You are all so weird.
Tae has never gone thru trauma as much as the other three.
Wow.
Getting orphaned at a young age, raising one’s brother by themselves since childhood, be abandoned by patrons /all relevant adults in their life, losing a first love, losing a best friend, losing a source of income, having to deal with relentless loansharks out to sell her to brothels.... isn’t traumatic enough.
Add relentless stalkers who violate her every right to privacy to that.
This isnt trauma olympics anon. Trauma is trauma no matter what form.
These asks are getting weirder istg. Are you stuck in 2016 tumblr or smth?
Gintoki more compatible with Hijikata, Tsukuyo, Takasugi coz they’re all seasoned veterans.
Anon. I don’t know if you realize how contradictory this ask is. You demand maturity from Otae as Gintoki’s life partner and yet you bring forth the following:
Hijikata “i blame a woman for all my male boss’s stupidity” Toshiro; Hijikata “if anyone commits one single minor mistake then they are ordered to kill themselves” Toshiro;
Takasugi “I will destroy the world that hurt you” Shinsuke;
Tsukuyo “Women are awesome, all men are shit except for that one guy who saved my town coz he was just doing his job” ;
I do not think you really want what’s best for Gintoki anon. You cannot think of Otae as a soul friend/partner who can give him a neutral and safe place to return to where he can just be himself, stretch his legs and grant wishes. Which is what she is already doing in the story anyway.
You want him to be mom’d. Yikes.
And before you tell me I’m reducing Otae to a “servile wife position” I’d like to remind you that Gintoki from the very start has been the one person who doesn’t worship an imaginary ideal Otae in his head and is who truly accepts her for what she is. Gintoki is the one she trusts with her brother, her life, her house, her dojo. He’s a safe haven for her too. (Well him and Madao actually but u cant ship her with madao cant ya?)
Hey idk if you are all the same anon. But this is disturbing. Im telling ya’ll. Please read my goddamn Otae notes. It’s all in there. Holy sht.
Last thing. GinTsu / TakaGin / HijiGin are all interesting dynamics okay? I get why people like them. They’re sexy and fun. Idgaf if u ship those. But I prefer GinTae more. Leave me alone and go your goddamn merry way with your fellow shippers. You dont have to keep coming at me for enjoying a ship that I like.
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tbh (and PLS dont take this as me telling u not to ship it, i dont mean it that way AT ALL), ur last post is why i stopped shipping sns back in the day. specifically the part in shippu when naru told sasu that he would "break every bone in sasu's body to drag him back to konoha" like, sasuke's lit here knowing konoha massacred his entire family, his entire clan, is seriously fucked up on a fascist level tbh, is fighting against that & tryin to make change, & is like
saying "i cant go back to that" & naru is out here saying "idgaf, i want u in this police state regardless, i will lit break ur bones & chain u up to make it happen" like, at that point it feels like he doesnt actually care abt sasuke AT ALL, he cares abt what HE wants, fuck sasuke's feelings or needs. i love & support sasuke so much i cant stand for him to be treated like that. fuck team 7 tbh theyre the worst (except sasuke hes an angel & were glad hes here)
again tho im NOT telling u not to ship it, pls dont think i am!!! just sharing some Thots since u brought up how sasuke was the only one to criticize konoha in shippuden but ultimately was made to bow down & serve konoha & i just. man. its still so upsetting. not to mention how sakura basically raped him to make sarada (tho thats not saradas fault & i do feel bad for her... just goes to show if ur an uchiha ur life sucks i guess :/)
Phew there is a lot going on in this message. Okay, I don't know anything about Sarada and how she was conceived, so I'm not going to touch that. I like Team 7. Yeah, they're a mess, but I like them. I haven't finished the series yet, but I have been spoiled a lot. As far as I know, Naruto's "break every bone in your body" comment is during the first VotE fight when he's 12. If he says that again during the war arc or something --long suffering sigh-- And I don't think Sasuke's an angel lol If I’ve given that impression, it’s probably because people criticize Sasuke more than Naruto. I think all of the characters are flawed. Neither Sasuke nor Naruto have perfect ideologies or completely noble motivations, and that makes them interesting to me.
I went through like 5 long drafts trying to explain why, aside from bad writing, Naruto might keep asking Sasuke to come back to Konoha even after finding out about the massacre only to come to a conclusion that is so obvious in retrospect. Maybe I’m wrong, maybe it’s not the only reason, and I’ll talk about possible others ones too, but this feels pretty right.
When Naruto talks about bringing Sasuke back to the village, it’s not about Konoha. It’s not about the place. It’s a less intimate way of saying, “Come back to me.” I know there’s good in you. I know you don’t want to be alone. I know you’re suffering. Let me help you. Come back to me.
Because I think, I really do think, that if Sasuke accepted Naruto’s support/stopped making self-destructive choices but still expressed dislike/discomfort towards the village, Naruto would understand that. He wouldn’t force Sasuke to stay there. He wouldn't let anyone else force Sasuke to stay there. And if Sasuke still wanted to destroy the village, well, that’s where the murder suicide pact would come in, I guess.
On the other hand, maybe it is about the place. Maybe Naruto thinks that Sasuke can heal if he comes “home” and accepts support from all his “friends” because that’s what worked for Naruto. That’s how Naruto was cured of all his issues, right? 😐
Naruto approaches everything on a personal level, and on a personal level, his philosophy of compassion and forgiveness works, but not against the larger, political picture. Not against fascism. You can’t forgive a fascist system the way you would forgive a friend. You can’t give it another chance. Using violence against fascism isn’t fighting hate with hate. It’s fighting for your freedom, for your life and the lives of others. We’re talking about a state that decided Sasuke’s people do not have the right to live. How can Sasuke possibly call that “home”? How can he call people who support that “friends” or “family”?
If it’s about the place, then it’s absolutely bonkers to me that Naruto doesn’t see that. He has to. He’s either extremely, stupidly naive or insane or... It’s bad writing. But let’s pretend for another second that it’s not. The only in-universe explanation I can come up with is: Naruto admitting that Konoha is bad for Sasuke would mean Naruto admitting that Konoha is bad for him too, and he won’t. He won’t address his trauma. Otherwise, his actions really contradict his supposedly empathetic nature. After Kage Summit, there’s no reason he wouldn’t realize that Sasuke would be miserable in Konoha. There’s no reason he wouldn’t admit that Sasuke is right and do something about it instead of insisting that Sasuke come back. It doesn’t make sense.
All that is to say, I understand why Naruto’s behavior would upset you because it bothers me too. Most likely, it’s bad writing on Kishi’s part, refusing to let Naruto grow and change and admit that he’s wrong. He’s right about compassion and forgiveness on a personal level, but the system is not redeemable. Working within it to solve problems is useless because the system is the reason those problems exist in the first place. But in general I like this series more for its potential than what it actually is anyway. It’s so absurd to me that Naruto and Sasuke don’t work together to change anything in the end, that Sasuke just ends up serving Konoha and not getting any justice, that like I can’t even treat it as canon.
#it's such absolute nonsense#like this is clearly what the story is leading up to this is the resolution and then it just veers wildly to the side#flies off the tracks#its almost funny#naruto
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THIS IS A 18+ BLOG! MINORS FUCK OFF!
IF YOU ARE A MINOR-
DO NOT INTERACT!
DO NOT FOLLOW!
DO NOT READ MY FICS!
DO NOT LIKE MY POSTS!
IDGAF IF YOU THINK YOUR MATURE ENOUGH GET OFF MY BLOG AND STAY OFF MY BLOG UNTILL YOUR OLD ENOUGH!
OTHERWISE THERE WILL BE NO FICS OR POSTS! BECAUSE THERE WILL BE NO FUCKING BLOG!
This social media platform is now soo over run with little teeny bopper snowflakes, do gooders and self righteous asshats who all seem to be obsessed with cancel culture and are offended by anyone who has a different opinion/likes dislikes. Like seriously you belong in china with all that censorship crap!
And then the minors? OMFG THE MINORS! Ihave had enough of them- really I'm sick and tired oh being read the right act by kids- literal children. I am almost 30 years old and i can write and post what ever I damn well please on my own blog! And dont you ever forget it! You have absolutely no grounds to try and lecture me on ethics and political correctness when you've bearly been pulled off your mothers tit and yes 14 years old classes as 'barely off your mothers tit!' I mean for christ sake you've only just started studyingfor your gcse's so excuse me for mot taking life lessons off a child. Come and lecture me when you've been out in the real world and experianced irst hand life does not revolve arohnd you.
Im tired of all these minors trying their playground bullshit on creators. And some people maycall me harsh for this but im not here to coddle babies, if i was id have carried on working at the nursery. You have no respect for creators or the boundries creators set in place to help you avoid things that you feel are inappropriate and STILL read stuff you have no business reading then thats on you, not the person who created it.
'I don't need to see that type of erotica, so it shouldn't be on here' no you little fuck whistle YOU shouldn't be on MY blog when it clearly states +18 only! And as 14 you shpuldnt even be reading erotica, let alone mine! You had ample warning and you clicked the read more and you could have stopped at any point!
I am so sick and tired of being bitched at every day because i write adult content that its draining to the point i dont even want to come on here anymore, i dread opening my inbox now because of the things being said to me.(also why it can take a week or so for any response from me whatsoever)
This is my escape and the only reason I'm still here is because i made freinds and i really dont want to loose them. But guys im at a loss here, i dont know what to do?
I advertise that my blog is for 18+, i add warnings on stuff and tell people i do not want minors on my blog. So what am i supposed to do? What else can i as an adult creator do to keep minors off my account and stop them from flagging me unnecessarily and bitching at me, cussing me out?
This is something that @staff need to help fix. I am asking you @staff @support please please give us adult creators an option to be hidden from blogs registered to minors! Its simple, you require age when we sign up! Just make it so that my blog can be hidden from accounts belonging to minors instead of letting me be flagged over and over for posting erotica-which is allowed in the guidlines!
At least if a minor lies about their age we as creators have more of a leg to stand on when we get reported unfairly Its not that fucking hard!
Im sorry if i come off rude but i've completely lost my rag on this one and im not good at censorship in case you couldn't tell allready??
#@staff#@support#im at the end of my rope here#im sick of fighting this shit#im a +18 blog#ho can i make this any clearer?#censorship and cancel culture will destroy fandom and the creative community#the minor's are comming! the minors are comming!?
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Hello again I’m here with feedback and review:
Everything you said is sooo true like the reading was sooo accurate and resonated with me. How you described my my energy being lone wolf and chaotic, angsty, idgaf attitude was right. It’s due to my childhood traumas (I have ptsd) and I suffered a lot in high school. I’m 22 btw. I’m not in college (yet) but I feel being alone all the time to recharge is to heal from others. Your right in saying I do find comfort in being alone in my room all day. Another thing that came up that was true is my creativity. I am indeed creative. I love writing creative stories. And I just got back into drawing too. I used to draw ever since I was younger and haven’t done it it years. Literally I picked up my pencil and started drawing just yesterday. Overall I found this reading to resonate.
And it was very detailed, which I greatly appreciate. I admire how in depth you go. One thing I’m not sure is my chart because I don’t know anything about my chart lol so I can or cannot confirm about that part but you got me interested so I’m gonna delve deeper into that aspect. And not to worry about anything, because my reading was 100% true.
Thank you so so very much for your help, time and energy!!
hello!! thank you for leaving feedback! and im so happy that the reading could resonate and help. A big message that your guides kept showing me was how potent your creative energy is! the cards of magician and alchemist really showed that element too! so creativity is definitely a great healing tool and skill for you!
im happy you got into drawing again too- im going through the same thing like i used to love art as a kid but then i suppressed it because i thought it wasnt "good enough". but reconnecting with it is so rewarding and all art is beautiful- its just various manifestations of spirit <3 its so divine so thats awesome that art is coming back into your life!
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Y’all need something.
Just saying
I’m a twenty five year old woman.
Tho I do have crushes on fictional characters like we all do.
Like inuyasha.
Who’s yes pass 100 demon years.
BUT
HOW WILL IT WORK.
Yes ok age fine fine fine. Idgaf leave me df alone.
Anything pass 20 is fine by me .
But she looked young.
When gave birth to the twins.
Rin did.
So
I give. NO FLYING FUCKS.
She LOOKED LIKE A KID WHO GAVE BIRTH TO SESS KIDS. AMD ALL SHIPPED IT. AND FANART AND SO ON.
No no no.
The fanart I love seeing of the two?
Is like a father and daughter vibe.
Same of Kagome now.
Plus even tho I love the Hanyous. So so much. If I was the human woman’s. Togas second wife, Kagome Kikyo, etc.
EVEN THO I LOVE INUYASHA
I would not spend my life married etc to him if I was human.
I would grow old and then of course die. Then he will eventually move on I hope like kikyo etc. love someone else etc idk.
🤷♀️
Get the picture??
Plus he be looking like his dad prob or something. Idk. Considering half human. 🤔.
I’ll look like a feudal Japan cougar beside inuyasha. I would not be happy beside him to kiss, etc at all 🤷♀️
Would you???
TELL ME.
Huhhhhh
TELL ME RIGHT F.ING NOW IF U WERE LETS SAY 87 YEARS OLD AND INUYASHA COMES BACK FROM A JOB AND GOES TO KISS YOU. WHAT WILL YOU DO?!
ALSO THIS REBLOGING MY POSTS AMD BLOCKING IS
P
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RUDE
I HAVE A OPINION. A GOOD ONE AT THAT MIND YOU. THAT SHOWS YOU A LOT ABOUT ME. THERE WAS SESSRIN SHIPPERS BEFORE YASHAHIME CAME OUT MIND U. AND THATS WHY I DRAW THE LINE. THAT WAS THE PEDOPHILE LINE THE SHIPPERS SHOULD SEE. BUT DNT. TILL THE FREAKING CREATORS GOT THEM TOGETHER. WHICH THEY CAN DO WHATEVER THEY WANT SINCE SHES AAAAA WOMAN.
BUT SHE DIDNT LOOK LIKE ONE WHEN GAVE BIRTH. POINT MINE. END OF DISCUSSION. MYYYY DAMN DISCUSSION I STARTED ON MY PAGE. YOU WANNA KEEP IT UP. DONT REBLOG. DONT SCREENSHOT MINE. DONT COPYPASTE. JUST WRITE YOUR OWN OPINIONS LIKE ME. AND BE A MAN, WOMAN, OR WHATEVER YOU WANT OK. ILL SUPPORT YOU. JUST DO NOT
DO
NOT
COME AT ME AT MY PAGE , DOING A REBLOG, HASTAG STOP CROSSTAG AND THEN BLOCK CRAP. GTFO MY PAGE THEN OK. ITS MY PAGE.
I HAD A LONG WEEK AT THE SHELTER OK. IM DONEEEEEEE GOODNIGHT. IMMA RELAX AMD CHILL HERE AND THERE ON APPS.
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Now I have wifi I’ll explain...
Okay so night was going good, I like him a lot but we Both made a pact not to fall in love ( because I’m a slut for a good fwb to lovers trope and he kept bringing up relationships and wanting one ect etc)
So at the start of the night my cannula came off (I’m type 1 diabetic and on an insulting pump so kinda need that to live... he’s also a DOCTOR and kept checking up on me afterwards) me being a dumbass that didn’t want to leave, just said I was okay and I’d be fine or whatever...
Midnight comes... we’ve done stuffs... multiple times... and then I start getting tummy pain, my lips are super dry, I’m peeing like it’s a sport and drinking water like it’s my passion....
He keeps checking on me but I insist I’m fine (I wasn’t, just a dumbass) then it’s nearly 4am, we get busy a few more times, and then because I can’t be normal for one day... I threw up everywhere... a lot... he’s freaking out, I’m embarrassed, Freddie Kruger is still playing on my laptop screen and they we decide to go to the hospital
He’s freaking out that I’m dying (funny but actually not because I could have died for real) we get to a&e and he lists my symptoms like Cristina Yang on greys anatomy, then he has to leave because Covid rules.... I can tell he’s freaking out and I’m freaking out and at this point I’m crying.
In a&e I start having a panic attack (hospitals and doctors trigger me, im autistic and always have my dad with me when I’m here, so being alone and scared... obviously) a complete stranger sits in front of me, holds my hand and calms me down, shows me her tattoo and makes me laugh, I told her about throwing up on cute guy and she laughed, then I went down to the kind of waiting ward before I can go on a proper ward..
I’m alone again and in so much pain idgaf about being nice anymore ( it was shocking ) I could hear the night staff at the desk talking about how they didn’t believe me and I was being annoying pressing the help button🙃 (but again, I’m scared alone triggered and every noise/ touch is setting my ASD in overdrive)
Text my dad to come help me and because I’m crying so much they let him in, when a doctor comes in I’m crying and hyperventilating and angry so I let them know, then a night nurse walks in and starts having a go at me for complaining and honestly.... I get it’s a tough shift nights on a Friday, but I’m a young patient clearly distressed, made you aware of my challenges, AND HEARD YOU SAYING YOU DONT BELIEVE ME so yes I’m very upset and scared....
Meanwhile cute boy is messaging me non stop being such a doctor struck to see if I’m okay and they’re doing all the checks 🥺 (still, doubt I’m getting a second date / fwb hookup :(...)
The days shift workers are much nicer and I’m starting to feel a lot better, gonna be in here a few days so that’s fantastic, but right now I’m just embarrassed as fuck and want to hide in a hole or something....
#because I can’t have one day of being a normal 21 year old ever#can’t have one night with a guy without dying#can’t have one fun laidback night without ending up in hospital#my makeup looked so good too#elles d appointment updates
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