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deviouz · 6 months

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. . . late night devil (put your hands on me)

and never, never, never ever let go.

pairing: matthew murdock x fem!reader

summary: matthew murdock was an enigma. how could someone love you so dearly yet shatter your very soul?

warnings: mostly angst with smut sprinkled in, slight toxicity in the relationship(?), matt thinks sex will make up for everything ):

you weren’t sure why you had let him back in.

maybe it was the way he made you feel safe, like you were bulletproof whenever he was by your side. he was so attentive in that way, always knowing just what to say to satiate that hesitant, unsure voice ringing in the back of your head. he kept things quiet, made the bad thoughts go away just by smiling wife enough you could see it go up to his eyes, crinkling on either side of the chestnut brown irises that flecked with gold whenever the sun hit them just right.

it could be the way his words made you feel like you were absolutely, irrevocably made for him and him alone. he could sing sonnets so easily. he’d hold you close, voice just a whisper in your ear, and you swore he’d hear the metaphorical butterflies in your stomach eventually. he’d tease you on the way your heart fluttered with every praise and announcement of his love. you knew he loved you. that much was evident by the way he’d hold you so closely, like he thought you’d disappear if he let up even just a little. your reassurances did little to soothe the pain in his heart. he knew he wouldn’t have you forever. the murdock luck simply wouldn’t allow it.

it killed you to see him come back all bruised and battered, bruises painted across ivory skin. he was breakable, could be taken away from you just like that. you’d only ever breakdown after he was blocks away, all patched up and ready to go. the sobs you would let out echoed in his mind, reverberating throughout his very being. it haunted him at night knowing he was the one who caused you so much grief.

matt just couldn’t help himself.

his heart felt fuller each time you welcomed him back with open arms. he’d like to think he makes up for the sorrow every now and again. his penance, if you will.

he treated you like an alter. matt would repent, spending hours between your legs, strong arms wrapped around your thighs as he took you apart with his lips and tongue. he would devote himself to you entirely. there was nothing else — just you and him.

the way he had you calling his name so loudly, wantonly was so sinful. matt would beg for your forgiveness in his own way. he’d have you seeing stars, the feeling of his fingers buried deep in your heat so prominent you were sure you’d be absolutely ruined for anyone else.

matthew murdock was a devil disguised as an angel, and you were his saving grace.

he’d atone for his sins and consecrate everything he had to devote himself to you entirely. with every plea and desperate cry of his name, he’d fall harder.

you let him back in because you were no better than he was. you needed him just as badly as he needed you.

for the pain and turmoil the devil of hell’s kitchen caused you, matthew, your matthew, would make up for it. caged between his arms, legs wrapped tightly around his waist, foreheads touching as you both sanctified your love for each other.

and as you watched him stumble into your bedroom, pitifully dropping to his knees before you, all of the anger and pain and resentment washed away.

“i’m sorry. i’m so sorry.”

you’d let him press his face into your stomach, kevlar-bladder arms holding you close. you weren’t going to disappear. how could you? you both needed each other more than anything in the world. nothing else could suffice — hell, nothing else could even come close.

“i know you are, matthew.”

the tears didn’t take long to crest down your cheeks, the corners of your lips turned upwards into a sad, saccharine smile.

“let me make it up to you. let-let me show you how much you mean to me.”

the mask came off, the red horns and devilish eyes thrown across the room. there he was. your matthew.

“okay.”

you could never let go.

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m-art77 · 6 months

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Do you guys ever think about how if redeemed!Durge pulls out of Gortash’s alliance after returning with Orin’s Netherstone that Gortash literally cannot rationalize their betrayal (and them now trying to kill him) by blaming their urge? Like how much of a complete mindfuck that would be for him. The Dark Urge just told him they’re 100% cured and now they’re trying to kill him? You know, the person who’s always been by their side, their partner in crime, their equal, and their (potential) lover; and now they’re trying to murder him. And prior to the amnesia, Gortash could always rationalize that if The Dark Urge tried to kill him one day that he could hand wave it as “they just couldn’t help themselves anymore” because of Bhaal’s hold on them. It doesn’t mean they wanted to.

But now, Bhaal is gone and The Dark Urge is moving in to kill him. There’s no way to rationalize it as anything else. The only person who ever cared about him is going to kill him, and he’ll die knowing everything they once had is completely gone. The Dark Urge doesn’t remember him. Their love for him died the moment Orin split their skull. The urge isn’t the reason they’re doing this. He’ll die knowing that they hate him.

#me to Gort: damn bro get ready for the whiplash cause it’s coming in at full force in 3 ..2…1…😵‍💫😵‍💫#the anti-anxiety robe was really working overtime those last few moments #sad Gort noises (as I burn him alive)#my dark urge was like yeah fuck this dude I got Shart now lol #but secretly he was kind of sad like damn I really roasted this baddie 🥲 I can’t even revive him I feel bad🥲#also daddy bane needs to stop torturing my man here #eternal punishment is 👎👎#I hate that trope lol idc what the person did #it gives me the ick bad #esp cause like…Gort sucks fr but he deserves rest at some point like everyone else good or evil #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 durge #larian studios #the dark urge #gortash bg3 #gortash x durge #durgetash #enver gortash #lord gortash #also yeah Karlach loved him too so not the only person that cared about him #but I would argue that Gortash would say only Dark Urge knew the real him or whatever #even though I think that’s bullshit and Karlach saw a man capable of good and compassion but unfortunately he sucks #and can’t do a nice thing to save his life lmao

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teammightypen · 16 days

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guys i want oisin to be good so much you don’t get how much it’s hurting me

#oisin hakinvar #he’s gotta be decent or i’m gonna riot #idc if he and adaine get romantic about anything but i want him to stick around forever #you don’t understand i’m ace and when oisin showed up for the first time i went ‘oh hes hot’ and that’s RARE for me #he’s sweet and supportive and smart and gets flustered around cute girls i need him to stay in the bad kids’ orbit forever #fhjy #dimension 20

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waitingforminjae · 2 years

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it’s so interesting which stage names stick and which ones don’t like nobody calls epik high by their real names yet anyone who calls tvxq u-know or max is definitely a cop

#i call them woodz and key bc they are woodz and key to me that's how i think of them yet most ppl call them by their real names #i don't even KNOW sj's real names (don't tell me idc)#i started calling onew jinki bc everyone else did and yet now that the only shawol i talk to is my mom i think of him as onew again #dpr ian is just bananas in my head btw i'm p sure i honestly think of him as ian ksjdkdfjkdfgjfhljkl #bc it feels weird to call him christian yu even tho that's literally his name. he's not rome to me bc i never knew him as rome #dpr ian just sounds weird used as a name like 'oh there's dpr ian' or 'dpr ian said...'#anywayyyyyyy. i should be doing my final projects for this class.#i need an accountability buddy so bad today lol #noise pollution

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sincericida · 6 months

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ANDREW GARFIELD

at the Valentino Womenswear Spring/Summer 2024 show as part of Paris Fashion Week on October 01, 2023 in Paris, France.

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hella1975 · 1 year

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THIS IS SO EMBARASSING JUST KISS AND MAKE UP OR SOMETHING

#the ground beta fight has me feeling bad for BAKUGO of all people cant they just kill him off already i cant do this #'is it because you looked up to him more than i did? and if that's the case does it mean everything ive done to be like him is wrong?' STOP #THE OBSESSIVE RIVALRY IS GETTING EMOTIONAL PLEASE JUST KISS #yeah yeah the bully x victim trope is bad but i just think bkdk is the funniest possible outcome here #'bakugo told him to kill himself' bakugo was in middle school #he was like. ten. yeah he needs to apologise but thanks to INCESSANT TIKTOK SPIOLERS i know he does #im investing early idc #the good thing about mha is that the fandom is so big and insane that idc about making good nuanced takes #like every take has already been made both good and bad so im just here to say the funniest possible thing #i want to get cancelled by any mha fans as soon as possible so i can live my life in peace #my hero academia #hella watches anime #mha spoilers #i am NOT tagging this as bakudeku those guys scare me i ultimately am disappointed that this is what im leaning towards

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meadowsofmay · 6 months

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lets out a long sigh man...

i will kill for orym.

#may exu watch through #ep 6 #taking a break from c1 because it got too stressful and i needed to breathe for a second #and exu makes me real excited for c3 and orym's and fearne's journey because they are the most adorable beans and i will defend them #and i feel like a relate to orym so bad #i wanna know his story and liam's thought process and his the ideas he build orym with #because i am so fucking invested #my heart is attached #i *will* kill for him #and i will hide him in my arms from all the harm #idc idc idc i love him #orym of the air ashari #the crown keepers #exandria unlimited #exu #critical role #liam o'brien

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garoujo · 1 year

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he is literally going to kill me

#᩠ ❥ ࿐ seishiro!#like i will be DEAD #HE IS EVERYTHING 2 ME!!! i need him so bad like alakakak #EVERY OUNCE OF MY BEING! EVERY OUNCE OF MY SOUL DRINKS HIM UP <3333 #I NEED HIM!!! SCREAMING IN WORK RN IDC MY BACK IS ARCHED MY TOES ARE CURLED!#I WANNA BE SAAAAAAVED~#bruh i have never been so in love <3333 biggest heart eyez EVER!!! DO U HEAR ME!!!!

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diabratz · 2 years

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*looking @ barbatos*

mc : he’s so fine it’s pissing me off. forreal, like how is someone that fine.

lucifer : mc i asked if you had any questions

mc : my question is does he fuck

#asmo crawling out the nearest bush : actually yeah so-#me @ asmo : he be fuckin ??? 🤨#asmo : 🤭 baby u don’t even know the half of it #i’m telling u rn if i were the mc in this game lucifer would hate my fucking guts #LMFAOOOOOOOO #this is 100% self indulgent and idc someone is gonna agree w/ me #barbatos is TEW DAMN FINE and TEW DAMN PERFECT #whoever made him as a character need they ass ate no weird shit #like HONESTLY ????? EUGHHHHH #it’s not even a want anymore i need him #i won’t him so bad #lucifer would tie me up from the ceiling every fucking day honestly #imma have to ‘bae please 😫 i was joking bae pls 😫’ my way out of that #fuck i look like hanging like a piñata when i could be seducing barbatos ON MEEEEEEE EUGHHHHH #obey me shall we date #obey me x reader #obey me barbatos #obey me lucifer #obey me asmodeus #obey me mammon #obey me #obey me x mc #obey me diavolo #obey me leviathan #thirst ; barbatos #boo i’m not gonna tag everything yuck

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m3llowm1sh · 4 months

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ok i am currently drawing a thing and i looked up the physiotherapy ward bg to reference from (ty blupen for making all your thumbnails have the bg in them)

and ik everyone knows that the physiotherapy ward and stadium bgs are supposed to mimic each other cuz its really obvious and thats like the whole point of them BUT

THE LAMPS. LIGHTS. ARE THE FUCKING EYES. DID OTHER PPL REALIZE THIS???????????????? CUZ I JUST DID AND MY MIND IS FUCKING BLOWN RN HOLY SHIT EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS ACT IS SO GOOD

#AOSDGHJKDMW<SAIODKL<>S #sorry i get way too excited over things like this #this is like the most pointless observation but IDC #BONUS POINTS BECAUSE EDEGA WATCHES HIM FROM THERE. LIKE THE CROWD DID. AASGGDHM #i NEED to analyze luckys character based off of this SO BAD #THE EYES the eyes they say SOOOOOOO much about him. SO MUCH #EDEGA WATCHES HIM LIKE A LAB RAT IN THE PHYSIO WARD AND THE CROWD WATCHES HIM ONLY TO JUDGE HIM AND CRITICIZE HIM AFTER THEIR CHEERS #and even though lucky might be a big shot in the baseball scene he still feels small and worthless off of the field cuz of the #publics judgement of him and he carries that dread w him when hes sent to middlesea and even more so when ada #breaks the bad news to him in 5-1 #and so basically THE LIGHTS IN THE ROOM REPRESENT HIS EXISTENTIAL DREAD ok thank you for listening to my ted talk rambling aujfhfhfjfnf #????????????#idk those r some lucky thoughts i had based on this personal revolutionary finding #the eyessssss #they show up for like 10 seconds in one level and i immediately love them #i love. this guy #in retrospect idk what i was trying to achieve w this rant but just know that this game means a lot to me

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mawrmyy · 4 months

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idgaf how pixelated and low quality this pic is my toenails are gripping the floorboards I need him so bad😭😭

#pedro pascal #guys #he did this for me #like he did this specifically to cater to me idc #i need him so bad

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saetoru · 1 year

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you make reo fold laundry with you for the first time and this is the moment he decides he’s going to marry you bc who else will make him feel this way while doing chores. who else will make his heart burst as he watches them concentrated on folding his socks and then tossing them over to him

#every time i fall for that one kid that gives off rich and privileged and spoiled vibes in every fandom #like sakusa and gojo and reo and so on #i’m like no i need to have a lil moment with them #where ur like #‘ur going to do this chore w me idc how big of news u are. in here we fold laundry TOGETHER’#and he’s like :O #fold laundry ???#i gotta fold laundry ???????#and then u sit down #and fold some fucking laundry and he realizes this is what life is about #doing meaningless things that you have to but with someone you love that it’s not so bad #he wants to file taxes with you and buy new curtains and set up desk you been meaning to put together with you #all these annoying tasks that are so meaningful when ur there bc he gets to watch u sit there concentrated or look at him and stick ur #tongue out or glare at him and scold him to do his part #and yeah #yeah i love the rich ass spoiled kid who lets you unspoil him a bit all in the name of love

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usareiis · 25 days

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#my favorite on first listen #i need to go back through the whole thing again but 95% of the time the album does exactly what it should #in terms of sounding like a txt album and doing the kind of experimental stuff a minisode should do #as a whole i like it and the aesthetic better than the last album #however i think the killa shouldn't have made it to the album idc #literally two days ago people were saying a zionist was involved in producing it and now it's all yayyy ~sex~ song #like it sounds generic and it doesn't go with the plot of the album and soobin has literally talked before about being oversexualized...#...making him uncomfortable and everyone just ignores stuff like that bc everyone acts like the second you don't make a idol sexy the...#...second they 'turn legal' that they're 'grown ass men' you're infantilizing #like. idk how to explain to you how annoying it is just to define being an adult by having sex like it's not universal 😭#i don't even mean to say this in some kind of puritan censorship kind of way it's just annoying to view adulthood just as sex time?#especially in this situation this is his job 😭 he's at work 😭#and everyone being like but this song sounds gay 🥺 well a zionist produced it i'm so glad you have moral standards #it isn't inherently infantilizing to not talk about sex or to not have sex either that's such an annoying marker of adulthood #and this little prince concept is so unique and interesting just to toss in a generic ass song #like stick to what makes txt unique and stop trying to make broad appeal music #they took me out with all of the bad collaborations last year like just stooooppp #especially when you hear members say they only get to make music that's their own personal taste sometimes like let them have more voice!!!!#anyway 😭#music

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gxtzeizm · 2 months

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seeing this post about what tuchel actually did to their dortmund players back when he was at dortmund and also looking at what's going on with bayern especially the players these days makes me feels so devasted like....i had enough with him rn!!!!!!!

#no but the fact that i always says that he never learns everything.....yup that post really proves me a lot atp #okay okay he 'wants' the players to play well under him yet he's being absolutely clueless about the tactics and how the playstyle of bayern #then he starts to blame on them and throwing insults to them like....#bruhhhhhh you're the one who needs to be responsible for our squad's poor performances #not putting blame on them and calling them names or whatsoever #and now look how bad the players condition rn :(((((((#idc if people still thinking that this might unstabalize bayern rn but i just want him to get out of our beloved club ffs!!!!!!!!!!!!!#fc bayern

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