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nose-coffee · 6 months

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me, buzzing w untapped manic energy: mizu blue eye samurai and gideon nav locked tomb are the same character

#do you understand this? i do. i could explain it to you but you might die #fuck off lou #my post #tlt #the locked tomb #gideon nav #blue eye samurai #mizu blue eye samurai #i'm right and no one can change my mind #i held them both up to the light to admire them and saw that they were the same #my brain chemistry has shifted dramatically #i may need to lie down #somebody ask me what this means

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grandcovenant · 4 months

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carlo's inherent tragedy as a character means that if he hadn't died young he would've gone through something worse. the horrifying realization that he inherited his father's personality <3

#lies of p #geppetto is over and over mentioned and shown to be a very stubborn man.#and the little we see of carlo.... it works.... he was in fact kind of a bull-headed little brat.#and everyone knows how much parents with strong personalities ~loooooooove~ when their kids. get it from them.#i'm not ragging on carlo. the basis of personality that is inherited is not the sole defining factor in what a person is like--#--and what is developed & changed by one's experiences would make them very different people still.#THAT SAID: i do think carlo achieving his little dream of being The Best Stalker In The World WOULD put him at risk of.#going down the same path his dear old man did :^)#there's something about being at the top of your field and what being the unquestioned authority in all that pertains to it can--#--very easily make one close-minded and set in their ways. it's probably what happened with geppetto.#i mean if my timeline is right he fucked with venigni's grand covenant long before he needed to enact mass murder to resurrect his son.#which to me speaks of him considering only himself as a trustworthy authority for a long time.#the tags in these posts really are the main feature now huh. sorry about that i just like talking here better.👍its like a secret post.#anyway. LOVE YOU DEAD BOY

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a-s-levynn · 5 months

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"Even if the sky cracks in mourning / And the heavens just won't open up for me" A Series of Small Offerings - II/12 - day20

#a series of small offerings #sleep token fanart #elaboration on this piece further down in the tags because this one may confuse people i think #(also please note that i firmly believe that the from the room below version of this song is the superior one)#(so the art was made with that version in mind because that is the version that lives rent free in my brain for reasons)#i've been thinking so much how to approach this one.. i knew pretty much since i've made the challenge that i will go with this line #specifically because i refuse to hear it as the lyrics sites and spotify tells me to hear it (as it appears in the post) but instead #i don't hear the 'the' in any version of the song i'm sorry that is just not there #so i'm convinced it is 'as the sky cracks in mourning'#(sky cracking-lightning;sky mourning-rain)#which is also exactly how the song feels to me #being a sad wet cat of a person standing bare feet in a strom and just crying 'why i was i so blind to my own hubris'#specifically in relation of finally (and far too late) understanding you fucked up a relationship so bad it still hurts years after #if you've ever felt anything remotely similar you know what i'm talking about #and you get why i refuse it being 'in the morning' instead of 'in mourning'#vessel i #vessel #vessel sleep token #vessel fanart #sleep token band #sleeptoken #levynn tries to draw #sleep token #edit: i don't mean to offend those who stand behind the line being 'in the morning' btw i just don't hear it #and i don't think i'm correct. i'm correct for me. not in your stead. half the lyrics can be heard at least two ways #edit2: appearently i'm actually right about something for a change.. a truly unusual turn of events #see comments for referrence pls #also edited this post to the correct lyrics #but leaving the tags for context 'cause thw original version of the post has been rb-d before editing i think

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kaidanalenkosprmanager · 24 days

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THE BEST OF THE NORMANDY SUMMIT

Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Primarch Adrien Victus, Dalatrass Linron, and Urdnot Wrex With: Comm. Specialist Samantha Traynor Commander, you need to keep Cerberus at bay- I can't overstate what a victory a treaty between the Turians and the Krogan would be for the Alliance. We need all the help we can get... Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)

#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard #urdnot wrex #samantha traynor #mass effect #mass effect 3 #me3 #mass effect legendary edition #dailygaming #finally got around to gif'ing the sur'kesh footage and i ended up splitting it in half bc the summit just had too many good wrex moments #by best of: the normandy summit i really just mean best of: wrex bc this is literally just every wrex moment from the summit LMAO #i was gonna stuff this in with the priority sur'kesh set but literally when i had like 10 gifs of just the summit i was like #sur'kesh is getting the mars split bc wrex has too many good moments to just start cutting half of them out tbh #also victus in his fancy primarch robes with THAT VOICE??? i'm not down bad for most turians but DAMN victus #maybe we talk about how fucking real he was for hearing wrex say that the krogan were the ones who spilled their blood to stop the rachni #and immediately looked at the dalatrass and said that wrex was fucking right #and then said that the dalatrass was helping wrex or she'd never see another friendly turian again?? like he's a fucking ICON for that tbh #and soph in the dress blues????? HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT (mass effect women in uniforms and armor 😍)#her angy face coming back at the dalatrass to defend wrex is everything to me #and wrex's expressions during the summit are so fucking good #there's so much raw emotion on his face that you can see and you can tell how like angry and frustrated he is with the dalatrass and victus #and how much he's holding back!! especially when linron insults him!! when she basically calls his people useless!!#like there's just a thousand+ years of pent up krogan rage about the genophage just boiling behind wrex's eyes #and he somehow manages to keep somewhat cool during the summit? like obvi wrex isn't a thousand+ years old but he's his people's rep #he's such a fucking interesting character especially during this scene when you think about a thousand+ years of the genophage #bc you get to watch him balance keeping his cool in a political situation he's a leader in #vs. remembering he's a krogan in the presence of the leadership of the people who literally created a sterility plague for his people??#and the raw emotions of that for him???#wrex my love you deserve the world for dealing with the summit in the cool-headed way that you did bc it was 100% bullshit for you #canon soph would have thrown the dalatrass off the normandy so fucking fast for insulting wrex and his people and you cannot change my mind

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hoarder-of-dragons · 6 months

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Tell me I'm wrong 1st Person POV Books >>> 1st Person POV Fanfiction

#scheduled in 2021 #1st Person POV Books 10x better than 1st Person POV Fanfictions #LIKE WHY ARE 1ST PERSON POV BOOKS SO MUCH BETTER THAN 1ST PERSON FANFICS #LIKE THE ONLY BOOKS I CAN THINK OF RIGHT NOW AT THE TOP OF MY HEAD ARE PJO #BUT #change my mind #I'm sorry but I personally cringe #everytime I read a fanfiction #and it starts with I #This doesn't count Y/N ones #sorry not sorry #fanfic #fanfiction #archive of our own #ao3 #reading #shitpost

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rawliverandgoronspice · 8 months

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oh my gooooooodddddddd

here's the thing: zelda is a fandom that veers young, so I guess it's on me to want to introduce nuance to the conversation and reflect how my relationship with the series changed with time, but fucking hell do people make it *so* ridiculously high stakes to be a ganondorf enjoyer around here

#thoughts #zelda fandom critical #seriously do you guys ever chill the fuck out #I thought we were mostly out of the discourse pit and back to our corners since conversation is apparently impossible #yes I received Yet Another anon hate and this one might be the most grating and least productive I've ever received #I'm lowkey considering publishing it just so people can see how fucking ridiculous it gets #and also because I might be done being nice about it #but I'm also still in the UGHHHH zone so maybe when I'll cool down I'll change my mind #still right now: UGHHHH

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ghost-proofbaby · 20 days

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I'm gonna cheat because I don't listen to TS but you know how much I love our pair from Maroon. can you tell us which of her newest songs you most associate with them right now. any tidbits you feel like sharing

^ it's me pleading for special treatment because I love you

abi babe i will always give you infinite special treatment always. however i apologize for how long this is because, uh, this is the couple who i specifically think dominates my brain while listening to TTPD.

i've already covered "I Can Do It With a Broken Heart", so that one 100%.

besides that, though...

Down Bad. the entire premise of the song being compared to being abducted by aliens and when you're returned to earth being like "actually i liked it better up there take me back" as a metaphor for love feels very much like when you had a good relationship, something you expected to last forever, and it just gets taken from you. however, to spice things up - i think it works better applied to how eddie feels. the whole 'fuck it if i can't have him' is exactly how he feels as he's completely destroying himself in the aftermath. and just for fun, so you don't necessarily have to listen to the songs if you don't feel like it my love, i'm adding the specific lines from each song that i feel apply the most.

"how dare you think it's romantic, to leave me safe and stranded? 'cause fuck it, i was in love. so fuck you, if i can't have us."

^ it applies to both reader/sugar and eddie. first half feels very her, because he left her behind to not risk exposing her to a life that had begun to decay him. but second half feels very him cause... fuck it, ya know?

So Long, London. this one is about just being sad and mad about the end of a relationship, and that's where both eddie and sugar still are mentally. to build something so sacred up only to watch it be burned down by the other person. sugar is far angrier than eddie, though, since she's not really taken the time to work through how she feels with the end of it all.

"i didn't opt in to be your odd man out. i founded the club she's heard great things about. i left all i knew, you left me at the house by the heath. i stopped cpr - after all, it's no use."

also.... honorable mentions to the entire goddamn bridge, but specifically "you swore that you loved me, but where were the clues?" and "i'm just mad as hell 'cause i loved this place for so long"

I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can). it's a bit of a spoiler, and a bit of a reach, but i think it's a good perspective from the others looking in. the media, but also specifically corroded coffin. this really only applies to post break-up them story-wise, too. he's wrecked himself, destroyed all that he was, and sugar is the only one seeming capable of bringing him back to what he once was.

"i can fix him - no, really, i can. and only i can."

loml. i guess what i'm saying is basically every single song where taylor got very vulnerable and terribly sad about the end of an important/long relationship. this one speaks for itself quite a bit because of the theme of the guy saying "you're the love of my life" repeatedly, only to leave. which is exactly what eddie did, in the grand scheme of things. and taking it a step further? the small implications of a breakup and attempt at rekindling? yeah, yeah that's them alright, your honor.

"who's gonna stop us from waltzing back into rekindled flames, if we know the steps anyway?"

^ literally what they are doing as we speak ^

The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived. this one i would mostly apply to all of sugar/reader's anger pre-reunion. that anger of a man who simply ghosts you. she didn't let herself feel the 'breakup' much, but she did go through some of the stages of grief - and she got stuck at anger.

"you kicked out stage lights, but you're still performing. and in plain sight, you hid. but you are what you did."

^ all his self-destruction when she sees it at surface level :) just seeing him as doing nothing more than throwing a tantrum :)

this is getting a bit out of hand now, but when it comes to the double album bit, there's even more. i don't want to bore you to death so i'm just going to list those songs but. yeah. this album felt very maroon coded to me. the losing and the anger and the sadness and the clinging to what once was. should've expected it, in all fairness.

from THE ANTHOLOGY, i'd say that 'the black dog', 'chloe or sam or sophia or marcus', 'how did it end?', 'i look in people's windows', 'the prophecy', 'peter', and 'the manuscript' are the ones that fit best for maroon. some are a stretch, some it's solely based off of one line that i couldn't get over, and some i just simply think it's the vibes. a true matter of the illness that is "they're my blurbos so i'll apply whatever song i want to them".

i'm sure we'll see a few of these as chapter titles going forward, including the anthology ones, so that'll probably be when i dig in a little deeper about specific lyrics. or when i post ominous music posts.

anyways if you made it to the end (especially you abi) i love you so fucking much and thank you for enjoying my absolutely insane ted talk i just basically did on how TTPD is very very sugar x eddie coded <3

#dear god i should've just linked the entire album huh?#TTPD (ghost's version)#abi will always get special treatment when it comes to maroon #if i'm writing maroon for only one person it's abi (and ash)#they actually own the rights to this fic at this point not me #thank u ily <3 #abi <3 #can i just say the fact that you aren't a swiftie but love this fic is so insane but also so beautiful to me ily so fucking much #just wait till you see what i'm doing to the next chapter because it's changing entirely from the snippets i've given actually #we're slowing down the burn a little bit solely because i reevaluated how i characterize this eddie and reader in my mind

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chexie · 3 months

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UhhhhhhH

I don't really have anything witty for this one. Just. Don't acknowledge out loud that it's almost been a year, I'll sob.

#darkside detective #the darkside detective #mcdooley #Shout out Chimera. Probably made the progress go faster than either of us realized skhsjdkfk #tbh though I think the reason this one (and. the last two actually) were so rough is just like #They're the ones that can most be called 'filler' because of how I chose to format things #Because in a post dooley world I decided that every chapter needed to be tied to a case in Fumble #But also Royal Fumble being my least favourite case in the Duology prolly didn't help the writers block #Woah cringe admission right there #...Man I feel like I usually have so much more to say here #OH! Frederick! He exists now!#He continues to be a slightly different person every time he's mentioned (oops) but I'm just hoping his general vibe is coming off right #Anyway Uhh! Chapter 10! I didn't hate it when I published it!#Ask me again tomorrow I'll probably've changed my mind. Whoops.

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sherlock-is-ace · 9 months

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#argentina saw trump and went ''yeah we want one of those!''...#this absolutely insane man might become president and fully ruin the country (more than it already is)#which is never fun but even worse when you're queer...#today i'm glad i'm living with dysphoria every day but haven't started T #because as sad and absolutely awful as what i'm about to say is...#i can pretend to be a cis woman for safety...#which is a HORRIBLE thing to say or do #but i don't have to put myself out there trying to get hrt or anything like that #or legally change my name and gender mark while looking like i look... that might get me killed or something #bare in mind everything i'm saying A. hasn't happened yet #and B. is being said by someone with an anxiety disorder who can't see hope right now... so take it with a grain of salt #i'm just scared and i don't like the state of the world right now...#and we were somewhat safe in some aspects here and we're so close to losing them now #i'm scared and hate it here but i'm also broke and can't leave so...#we are where we are where we are i guess #angel talks #personal #sorry for the politics... i'm not going to start posting politics #the point of my blog is to escape the hell that is the real world... but i needed to vent and also you know me i love screaming at the void

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six-of-ravens · 8 months

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It's that time of year again! Time for my list of potential nano plots that I may or may not choose and might decide against at the last minute, but I like listing anyways.

Option 1: Maud Grey's Halfway Home for Failed Magicians (Rewrite)

Basic plot: A wizard in a fantasy world attempts to create a portal to another world, however he apparently fails and wakes up in a remote, isolated Home where magicians supposedly recover from the damage done by their failed workings. There he realizes he has actually developed a psychic link with a high school student in another world. Meanwhile, all is not well in the Home, and the mysteries keep piling up. Ales and Violet must work together to open a real portal before their mistakes and the mistakes of those who came before catch up with them

Pros: this would be a rewrite of my 2020 nano, so I have somewhat of a plot to work off of. Also have a lot of great worldbuilding ideas for this fantasy world that were not in the original so those will be fun

Cons: I tried rereading my 2020 nano a couple days ago and y'all....it is rough. ROUGH. i tried this stupid 3rd person omnicient point of view that SUCKS, and also gave my teen MC my personal anxiety struggles from when I was 16 and...dropped them a couple thousand words in when I realized that I could not possibly motivate her to do anything in that state. There's a reason I was a basement dwelling weeb teenager. I can fix all that in a rewrite but the cringe is just. lowkey killing me OTL.

Option 2: The One Set in the 50s

Basic plot: a young theoretical physicist and his new wife sign on to work at a privately-funded experimental facility in the middle of nowhere. While he works in the lab, she will be working too--for the entire community is a social experiment of uncertain purpose.

Pros: Brand new! Both in terms of not having been done before as a nano and being a new genre and character archetypes for me. I think this could be very creatively beneficial and fun!

Cons: Since it's new, it'll probably be Difficult to either plot or figure out the characters/setting etc, and I struggle with Difficult writing things nowadays (see: last year's nano that I gave up on like 10k words into).

Option 3: Bright Eyes (Rewrite 1.5)

Basic plot: this was my nano from 2018. A bunch of young adults in a college town in the mountains are blackmailed by the local faeries into solving a bunch of murders. There's monsterfucking. Alien conspiracies. Queer drama. Sheltered, closeted, and isolated teens figuring out adult life. Someone's weird cousin who's just there. You know the guy.

Pros: a rewrite, so easier because again: most of a plot is already formed. Lots of characters and situations I enjoy.

Cons: tried to rewrite this one already (and then somehow lost that draft??), and I suspect it doesn't need a full rewrite so much as a boatload of editing, which doesn't make it great nano material

Option 4: Medieval!AU Fanfic of My Own Damn OCs (copout)

Basic plot: okay so, these characters are all ripped from another story that will Never see the light of day (it's one of those Daydream Tales that simply cannot be written on paper), I just chucked them in a castle to see what would happen. Prince Terrance is arranged to marry the daughter of the most powerful wizard in the kingdom, but when she arrives it becomes clear that the wizard has bigger plans than being a royal-adjacent parent-in-law. Shenanigans ensue.

Pros: this would be just for the lulz without any pressure or expectation that anyone would ever have to see it. could literally sit down every day and smash random words into a doc like this is a medieval soap opera, no pressure.

Cons: once again I worry that I might run out of plot. As with any story with a romance, I think the ~main couple~ would get together pretty fast bc I'm just not interested in writing slow-burn pining and whining (read? yes. write? kill me.) and then....what? 40k more words to fill with wizardly evil plots. Hm.

#i may find more of these eventually but these are the 4 I'm interested in right now #i want to choose a plot For Real by october 1 so I can do real worldbuilding and plotting #no changing my mind at the last minute and leaving myself in a lurch #anyway.....let me know what one you would pick. I'm currently torn between 1 and 2 but i just thought up 4 and that would be promising

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robinsnest2111 · 6 months

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hmm still unhappy about not knowing if my symptoms are because of autism (there are way too many autism things I relate to) OR the result of many years of childhood emotional neglect and other unlucky circumstances

BECAUSE APPARENTLY BOTH CAN PRESENT IN SUPER SIMILAR WAYS????

#one day. when i can find a therapist who has time for me. and actually listens to me #and doesn't try to un-trans me and force me into a heteronormative social mold #still so mad about all the therapists who after i've told them who i am and what i want to work on #told me i'm such a pretty young lady and i just need to lose weight/get a boyfriend to fuck the sadness away and i'll be all fine #like YUCK what the hell???? anyway.#you cannot change my aroace trans self!!!! i just want to know why i struggle so much with not fitting in #and others not understanding me and finding me weird and offputting just for existing #interpreting malicious intentions into my every action even tho that's the furthest thing from my mind!!!#AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS YKNOW #anyway. back to laundry no more agonizing over things i can't do anything about right now

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starberry-skies · 6 months

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getting on t would prob be such a pain and take forever and i have no idea if i even would want the results but also. i'd have first-hand experience for my projection fanfiction.

#chirping #transitioning is just on my mind a lot recently forgive me #hashtag dysphoria..#but god i would love to write abt how to get t-shots in space or in the post-apocalypse or in. uh. community college.#that last one isn't as interesting but it is to Me. ok.#but anyway i'm pretty sure i Do want the effects of t #i'm just incredibly indecisive esp when it comes to Big Decisions like this #ohhhh it just. makes me Anxious. yk.#but i keep having dreams abt hrt or top surgery or changing my name and it feels like it's just right around the corner #i'm constantly doing research and watching videos and talking to my therapist about it #because the idea that i might have to live in this body my whole life fills me with unbelievable dread.#i just. i just hope i can change something soon. i just need to change something soon.#SORRY i spiraled a bit. i'm good i'm good dw #dysphoria mention

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mumblesplash · 1 year

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I think I followed you for your dp art but honestly at this point you're one of my favorite blogs on Tumblr. I love your voice and all the things you write, every time any of your posts have a paragraph in the tags I know I'm in for a good time.

You also feel very unique with your thought process and being unique and known for that sounds like the ideal internet experience and I aspire to be like you (to a certain extent)

aaaaa thank you??? that's so nice :') and i'm very glad you're enjoying the tag essays, i don't know how to stop tbh skjhfkg

#splashasks #josh-stareye #it's kinda funny bc like on one hand yes being known for My Mind/the Way I Think is up there in terms of ideal ways to be known online #but on the other hand i do often wish i was consistent enough to build a name for myself as like. part of something if that makes sense?#like i have no choice but to be known for the way i think bc there's nothing else i do consistently sdjsghskjh #idk it's fine either way it's not like i'm changing myself or being disingenuous so if people find me interesting that's just how it is #i'm just happy people seem to be having fun #almost feel like i should apologize when my non-art posts go viral at this point though #like hiiii guys aha sorry it's me i did some antics again and i'm back on the timeline oops #but fortunately no one looks at urls and i changed my avatar recently which i figure is basically the tumblr version of witness protection #no one can tell it's me #speaking of tag essays though i have a whole thing ready to go about the new sculk sensor update #short version: i was right i was right i called it oh my god fuck yeah i know everything matpat WHO

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dbphantom · 8 months

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Hold on. Hang on. Brain blast...

I can write ANYTHING

#Me sitting here like 'wait you mean to tell me everyone saying I can write anything means I can write ANYTHING?'#God [touches mirror] you are so fucking stupid #(affectionate)#Okay so explanation #This whole time I've been like... Adamant that outside of filler H2O au has to follow the original story of op right #And that's something I want #That's something I like and want #But I don't have to... Follow the exact set up for every arc!#Like if I wanted to rewrite Orange Town and keep the same character beats and stuff but change the events I can just DO THAT #I can just do that! No one is stopping me!#And this! This is blowing my mind!!! It's a whole god damn revelation!!!#I CAN WRITE WHATEVER I WANT!#I'M SO POWERFUL!#YIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!#Cruddy rambles

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cloudlikeclownery · 2 years

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