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#i’m sorry for how long this list got omfg i got carried away
kkodzvken · 3 years
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luuuune can u give music recs? the songs your fics are named after are all so good
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grouping these all together bc most of my inspiration does come from music!! usually, my ideas start w a general vibe or “spark”, and then i flesh it out from there. the spark normally comes from music, but sometimes it’s a book i’m reading, or a conversation i had, or just random things (for example, i saw some flowers earlier this week that gave me an idea for a dabi fic KDHFJSK). i usually pick one song and loop it while i’m writing bc otherwise the variety gets too distracting lol
recs under the cut!! i went pop -> kpop -> punk/emo/alt
to start out w, everyone and their mom recommends chase atlantic lmao but they r just SO GOOD !! and the vibes r so sexy and give me so much angst inspo skfjdkskw
songs: slide, like a rockstar, lust, consume, i never existed. the don’t try this ep is my favorite, and i’m writing a dabihawks punk band au inspired by it!!
i also listen to the weeknd (trilogy), khalid, sza and kehlani (their latest album, it was good until it wasn’t, is a fucking masterpiece) a lot while writing!! 
one of my faves is shinee, specifically jonghyun and taemin’s solo albums (ot5 until i die, but their solo music is sexy and sets the ~mood~ for writing smut lmao). i gave some jjong rec’s in the tags of this post!!
taemin songs: heaven, love and pansy hurt my heart. thirsty, criminal, famous, and sexuality are hoe songs lmao
speaking of shinee, i like other kpop as well!! bts are forever my number #1 (hyyh is one of my favorite albums ever — so bittersweet, makes me painfully nostalgic). also looove monsta x !! tomorrow x together, stray kids and ateez are also great. mamamoo r the only girl group that i like, i just can’t vibe w a lot of gg concepts skfjfjsj (although i do like a few soloists)
a lot of people stan kpop just for the idols but i do like the music a lot!!
txt: ghosting, blue hour, drama (the japanese music video is haikyuu concept lmao), our summer
monsta x: middle of the night, nobody else, gasoline (the title is in hangul so you can’t look it up specifically on streaming services, but it’s the second song on the fatal love album), last carnival, blind, my beast, turbulence (again, hangul title, but it’s track 7 on take.2 we are here)
i also recommend solo albums/mixtapes of the monsta x members!! joohoney’s psyche, i.m’s duality, and wonho’s two eps!!
and speaking of solo work, all of the bts rapline have amazing solo mixtapes. i love their group music that’s hype w heavy concepts/production/choreo (ot7 always), but the mixtapes hold a special place in my heart because they feel so ...intimate, almost? like a piece of their hearts that they’re sharing with the world. rm’s mono is the definition of comfort. j-hope’s hope world is lots of fun, but he just released the extended version of blue side, and it’s absolutely heartbreaking (and reminds me a lot of touya lol). and agust d... listen, i love him more than words can say, so his mixtapes d-2 and self-titled, along w the other song’s he’s solo produced like eight by iu, are very special to me.
i’m not majorly into skz/ateez/mamamoo like i am w the other groups, but they’re all amazing performers so i recommend checking out their comeback + awards show stages!!
i also really love eAeon, he’s a korean indie artist, and his music is breathtaking. he just dropped an album called fragile that’s i adore, the lead single don’t features rm of bts and is unbelievably beautiful.
okay that’s all good and fun but the majority of what i listen to is emo shit lmfaoo i’m definitely more into alt + punk music, here are some of my fave bands and fave songs from them!!
blood command: they are unreal i love them SO MUCH!! they’re a norwegian punk rock band w a female singer, return of the arsonist ep is when i got into them and it’s golden. no thank you i’m more into fake grindcore, saturday city, white skin/tanned teeth, and alarm all assassins are some of their best songs imo
dance gavin dance: listen... their music scratches a certain itch in my brain that makes me go insane akdjfjsk they’ve had a bunch of different lineups but the more recent albums with tillian and jon on vocals are my favorites (jonny craig can suck my dick, fuck that dude). lost, son of robot, bloodsucker, young robot, inspire the liars, jesus h. macy are all great. acceptance speech, man of the year, and evaporate make me cry/lose my mind
mannequin pussy: *chefs kiss* drunk ii is a masterpiece, i cried to that shit every day after a break up, so cathartic. cream and kiss are more upbeat, and their latest song perfect is also vv good!!! patience is a beautiful, emotional album, whereas romantic and self titled have more classic alt bops
G.L.O.S.S.: listen, theyre so fucking cool, and i respect the hell out of them. they only released a few songs before disbanding but i’ll cherish those songs until i die. they perfectly embody what punk should be. demo 2015 is on streaming services, and their second and final ep trans day of revenge can easily be found online!!
wow this is getting fucking LONG so i’ll just quickly list a few more, but this was so fun, i love talking ab music!! pls don’t be shy, i’m always down to give more recs or hear about the stuff that u like!!
movements, yonaka, shiny wet machine, real friends, skating polly, nova twins, the japanese house, bratmobile, yours truly. and, ofc, the pop punk staples: jimmy eat world, paramore, waterparks, stand atlantic, neck deep, the story so far, etc etc !!
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kaitosimp · 3 years
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hello kaito simp does this work lol playlist
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Hi hi!! Yeah it worked!! :D Looking over it I only recognize starlight by muse so I'm excited to listen to the rest! Also it didn't let me listen cause it said I need a spotify acc so I'm gonna youtube them 😂
WARNING: THIS IS SUPER LONG CAUSE I GOT CARRIED AWAY WRITING LIKE ALWAYS LOL
The tiny glowing screens song is so cool! I just sat here vibing to it full on 🤣 The Kaito vibes hit me hard near the end aND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED WHEN IT WENT ON ABOUT BEING ABLE TO DO ANYTHING AND THE JUPITER/UNIVERSE THINGS, ITS K A I T O
OMFG ELEVATE MADE ME THINK OF KAITO OVERCOMING ANY AND ALL OBSTACLES IN HIS WAY CAUSE HE HAS DREAMS HE WANTS TO FUFILL AND HOW HIS GOALS PUSH HIM FORWARD AND EVEN WHEN HE FEELS LIKE ITS ALL POINTLESS HE KNOWS HE HAS TO FIGHT ON????? GOD I LOVED IT SO MUCH
Supermassive black hole has Kaito written allll over it 👁👄👁 Idk if its just me but it sounds like him being in love in a very funky way!! And also him dying/being in some sort of pain cause of the one bit "dont you know i suffer", ow :,)
I KNEW IT- I FUCKING KNEW BLOOD ON THE GROUND WOULD REMIND ME OF HIS ILLNESS AND I WAS RIGHT 😭😭😭💔 ITS HIM LIKING SOMEONE IN THE KILLING GAME & BEING SICK AND BEING BITTER ABOUT IT STG
Gravity's union is right up my alley, I really liked this one!! I dunno was it is about it but man, its so captivating 👁👁 I don't know how to describe it but I got Kaito vibes (and pairings vibes but thats just me like always 💀🤣) its got this whole feel with gravity and collisions that it just makes sense??
Another one up my alley, greatness or death, I loved it!! RIGHT OFF THE BAT I GOT HIT WITH KAITO FEELS, WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN???? HIM FEELING BEAT DESPITE THE HEROIC OPTIMISTIC PERSONA, HIM BEING SICK, BEING DESTINED TO FUFILL HIS DREAMS OF GOING TO SPACE OR DYING FROM THE ILLNESS, THE LIE HE'S LIVED BEING THAT HE PRETENDED TO BE FINE ALL ALONG, THERES JUST SO MUCH THAT PERFECTLY FITS HIS SITUATION IN GAME!!! NOT TO MENTION WHAT A BANGER IT IS, ASDFGHJKL THIS IS MY FAVE ONE
Rise above it- Kaito oVERCOMING ANYTHING IN HIS WAY AND COMING OUT ON TOP ONCE MORE, I FUCKING LOVE IT
Stellar is literally Kaito's love song omf :,)) ITS LITERALLY ABOUT TAKING THE PERSON HE LIKES OUT TO SPACE, SPACE IN GENERAL, AND BEING IN LOVE????? ITS HIS MF LOVE SONG BYE
Loud like love made is so good it me want to be in love 💀😂 It feels like the backround song to a couple doing fun shit at 3 am, so gUESS WHAT I PICTURED IN MY HEAD- SAIMOTA BEING DORKS IN LOVE 😔✋🏽
J u s t from the title of my hero, i already picture it'll be from Shuichi's/Maki's perspective @ Kaito :,) "there goes my hero, watch him as he goes" aND I WAS RIGHT AND OH MY GOD WHEN IT SAID "dont the best of them bleed out" IT KILLED ME CAUSE OF KAITO'S DEATH 😭😭😭😭😭
Ngl with space lord I giggled every time it said "space lord mf" asdfghkl 😭😭😂 The first thing I thought about was just Kaito being a badass and just crushing his enemies 💀😂 Cause of the bits where it says he left his throne a million miles away (in space) and just from what the song says, its him reigning over and being a badass space king 👌🏼
As soon as it said "i want to take you to the planetarium" in the planetarium song i automatically thought it was him asking someone out on a date 🤣 But then the 'faked sick' parts started and once again, I was reminded of his illness :,) It'll never stop hurting
Woahhh, using sounds like him learning how to accept himself and knowing his worth and overcoming his issues tbh!! bUT OFC "guess i missed coughing my lungs up every morning" ASDFGJKL WHY IS THERE A REFERENCE TO HIS ILLNESS IN ALL OF THESE IMA CRY
WHEN HIDEAWAY SAID "take the sky for example, a canvas of a billion suns but our local hero shines them out by day" I ALMOST SCREECHED- THE WHOLE SONG IS KAITO VIBES KAITO VIBES KAITO VIBESSSSSSSS
Lucky stars made me feel so s o f t :,))))) I dunno why but it made me think of a Kaito ship and them being star crossed lovers even tho its ironic cause it literally says thank you lucky stars :,) Its just so nice 😭😭
Man, I wonder what the disease song will remind me of 🥲 yEAH THERE IT IS, HIS ILLNESS OH MY FUCKING GOD I- THIS IS MY 2ND FAVE ONE FOR SURE, ITS LITERALLY HIM STRUGGLING WITH THAT SICKNESS AND ALL THE BAD FEELINGS SURROUNDING IT, IT FITS TOO WELL
Ahhh not the only one feels like Kaito trying to reach out and be there for the people he cares about while struggling with his own issues, or could also be him trying to convince himself that feeling down/sad/etc is normal and that he should accept any help he's offered 👀
Trust fall made me think of him starting to get interested in someone and taking that shit in strideeee, so the trust fall thing makes me think of him taking that leap of faith into love despite being a super new thing yes? 🌚
Mannnn, malboro nights made me want to fall in love like love like loud 😂 Kaito liking someone with a funky vibe for days!!
Taking off literally made me think of Kaito about to walk into that gODDAMN ROCKET IN HIS EXECUTION, DAMN 😭
I ALREADY KNEW STARLIGHT BUT I USE THIS AS AN EXCUSE TO LISTEN TO IT AGAIN, IT GIVES ME SO MANY KAITO FEELS ITS UNREAL 😭😭😭
I'm gonna fully pretend and convince myself the astronaut is about Kaito fufilling his dreams of going to space and becoming an astronaut in a non-despair au aND NOT HIM UP IN THAT ROCKET CONVINCING HIMSELF THAT HE GOT TO BE AN ASTRONAUT AND GOT TO SEE THE THING HE LOVES THE MOST IN HIS LAST MOMENTS-
Omfgggg for miles made me think of post-game Kaito 😭😭😭 BRO "all of our trials will be milestones on the way" "there's no greater love than the one who shed blood for his friends" AND ALL THE STUFF ABOUT LOOKING BACK AND BEING ALIVE ASDFGJKL ITS LITERALLY HIS SACRIFICE AND HIS LOVE FOR HIS FRIENDS AND THE NEED HE HAD TO SAVE THEM- POST GAME KAITO POST GAME POST GAME KAITOOOOO VIBES, THIS IS MY 3RD FAVE ON THIS LIST
Holy fucking shit I'm super sorry this is so long, I got carried away 👁👄👁 BUT IGNORING THAT, THIS HAS BEEN SUPER FUN AND I LOVED ALL OF THESE SO THANK YOU CAUSE SO MANY OF THESE ARE GOING TO MY OWN PLAYLIST YOU HAVE AN AMAZING TASTE IN MUSIC LEMME TELL YA 💜💜💜💜
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beesatthedisco · 4 years
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How does this even work...
Okay, so I’ve been on tumblr since before the first time they very slightly changed the shade of blue and I hope that in and of itself is enough to help y’all know... I’m ancient. (I’m 27, and will only rp with ppl 18+, sorry friendos)
Somehow, despite being on tumblr and despite having made about a million accounts for various things in my day, I’ve not made an RP account, and don’t really know how to get started. I guess I’m just gonna put down what I know about myself and what I’m looking for here and hope for the best, but I’d be open to any kind of protips from those of you who have been using tumblr to find rp for much longer.
RIP to your eyes ahead of time, this is a long post. If you want to skip to the part where I share my Original plots, pairings, and fandom cravings, please just scroll to the end and accept my humble apologies. (Highkey I copied this out of my google doc, don’t shoot me.)
I enjoy writing both original plots and fandom stuff. When RPing within a fandom setting, I'm open to playing as canons, as ocs, or any combination of both. I'm open to co-creating settings inspired but not based in fandoms, and open to playing AU or canon settings as well. When originals are involved, I prefer co-creating our worlds together, so we're both invested in the landscape that our characters inhabit. Speaking of characters- I'll play as any gender and in any pairing type- I hope that this is the same for you. I love writing a broad spectrum of characters to keep things interesting for myself and to practice viewing the world through different perspectives. I feel it's difficult to do this when being forced or pigeonholed into writing as a gender you DEMAND of me. However... I can be flexible, and if your ideas are interesting enough, I may just give you what you ask for anyways, haha. I'm perfectly open to playing multiple characters, whether it's a broad interactive cast of mains and background characters, a system of noninteracting or separate sets of doubles, triples, you name it, or whatever other configuration of multiple-character-playing you prefer.
I'm not too terribly concerned about post lengths and am open to writing with people who might be new to the RP scene. I'm pretty flexible about how much I'll write. A good rule of thumb for myself is that I tend to respond with more when I have more to work with. That doesn't always mean that there are more words on your post for me to respond to; instead, I mean that if your post has enough ideas, inspiration, and momentum, I can go buckwild with my posts. My comfort zone seems to be around 4-6 paragraphs per post, but I've been known to write either a lot more in particularly thrilling rps. If I'm writing a huge post- don't feel daunted or expected to match length. I love all sized posts!!! I'm just overly enthusiastic and get carried away sometimes. (This means you can also at any time tell me to chill out on how much I'm writing. ) When it comes to writing style, I only have a few hard expectations of you- I do not engage in roleplay featuring the 'would' style of writing. (For example: "She would pick up the rock and inspect it closely.") I don't exactly know why I dislike this tense so much, but it pulls me right out of the immersion of writing/reading and tends to entirely destroy my interest in the story. I'm sorry. Next, I care at least a little about punctuation and spellchecking. If you're roleplaying online, you have access to ways to make sure that you're not just submitting gibberish. If you need help finding those resources... feel free to ask!
I'm open to the idea of making profiles for our characters, but I'm okay without making them too. I'm also vaguely ambivalent to 'beautifying' our posts, should we do them somewhere that allows that sort of thing. I'm fine with any style of reference images, or with not using them at all. I can't promise I won't send you songs and images and memes that remind me of our story, though! Also- I'm super down for dice systems if we decide to go that route (and prefer dice systems if we include combat of any variety in our story.) I love romance, but it doesn't necessarily have to be the drive of our plot if that's not your style. My favorite genres to write in are science fiction, any variety of fantasy, horror, drama, historical settings, wild western settings, and mysteries.
Last but not least, I tend to like making friends with my writing partners. I prefer writing with people I actually get along with, so for me, the plotting phase is the most important. It helps me get to know your personality a bit more, and you mine, so we both know whether or not it's a good match to write long term! I'll write on most platforms, so let's discuss what makes the most sense for us. Finally, I generally only write with folks 18+, for the safety of everyone involved. Thanks for understanding.
Well, as I said, I've got a big ol list of ideas, if any of this strikes you as 'good writing friend' material, so send me a DM and I'll get back to you asap! Feel free to share your ideas too!!!
Original Ideas
- There's something dire down in the mines to the east of this old Western town. Folks keep goin' in to investigate, disappearin' for days at a time, then comin' back all different-like with the lights gone from their eyes. What could be happenin' out there, sheriff? (horror/western)
- A high-fantasy world's balance is shattered when the source of magic is destroyed. How will the people of this mystical land navigate a now mundane life, and how can they survive when so many magical devices go defunct and awry?
- A no-magic world is suddenly spun into chaos: an apocalyptic event leads to the sudden introduction of magic into a world that had previously never known it. In the post-apocalyptic (and mystically-charged) ashes of a world that once was, how do the survivors compete for resources and control?
- A star falls from the sky! They're rare, and it's dangerous to be one. Are you the star, hunted and lost? Or are you someone who finds a star?
- A lich (my character) is rumored to live in the castle at the foot of the mountains, only a mile or so from your town. It's said they're a true villain, the worst of the worst... but what is the truth?
-Arranged Marriages between physical embodiments of the seasons or planets
- There's something dire down in the mines to the east of this old Western town. Folks keep goin' in to investigate, disappearin' for days at a time, then comin' back all different-like with the lights gone from their eyes. What could be happenin' out there, sheriff? (horror/western)
-A sailor, pirate, or other seafarer keeps noticing the same shape in the waters near their ship. After a terrible storm, the ship wrecks… now, one’s a mermaid, one’s a sailor, and they’re both idiots trying to find their way back home.
-Disaster has struck! A grisly assassination attempt leads a bodyguard to quickly usher their liege to safety. Drama ensues!
-Stowaways, and the people who catch 'em!
- Androids and more androids! Or... androids and non-androids!
-In a dwindling-magic world, those who cling to the olde magicks and the old way of living struggle against the new capitalist society and its nonmagic technology. In one still-magickal neighborhood where our story takes place, shopkeepers fight against nonmagickal gentrification in an effort to keep their businesses, communities, and traditions alive.
- A wandering traveler gets caught in a storm and chances upon an abandoned home, castle, or manor.... oh no!
- A train hopping crust punk encounters the ghost of a fellow train-hopper who fell under the rails and died.
- A living person's computer, gaming device, or phone is inhabited by a flirty ghost!
- There's a friendly but sad ghost living in a living person's new home! (Can you tell I like ghosts?)
Original (and corny) pairing ideas
fairy or elf / vampire or other dark creature
vampire / human
god / mortal
demon / angel or other dark/light archetypical pairings
dragon / humanoid
naval captain / stowaway
mob boss / citizen
superhero / supervillain
serial killer / investigator
serial killer / citizen
Bounty hunter/outlaw
outlaw/sherriff
outlaw/outlaw
farmhand/outlaw
Current Fandom Interests/Cravings
Pokemon - preferably with ocs and in a custom setting ft. all the ‘mons/us playing as humans
Elder Scrolls - pls, i’m craving this almost more than anything, and have been for years
Red Dead Redemption - it is cowboy time now
Legend of Zelda - i have a couple of cute ideas for this!
Avatar/Legend of Korra
Labyrinth - please please please someone play jareth for me, ill give you my firstborn in exchange
Star Wars - currently a little burned out on playing as kylo for everyone, so please don’t ask me to be him dlfkjdslfj
Game of Thrones
Lord of the Rings
Night in the Woods
Brutal Legend - does anyone but me remember this??? Omfg lets rp in this setting PLS
The Dragon Prince
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honeymoonjin · 4 years
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day 17
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If I were able to write an accurate review of how I truly felt upon reading this chapter, it would be similar to that of a three-page dialogue filled with indecipherable fangirling garbles and ineloquent threats in the form of pterodactyl screeches. I found myself toggling between overtly thirsting over Yoongi (like any other warm-blooded person would) and giggling like a poorly developed cartoon villain for the majority of the chapter, questioning whether or not I should even send in my thoughts since most of it would simply be *insert keysmashing here*. It wasn’t until I began thinking about the prompt distributions for this week that led me to the idea of “choices”.
There’s a reason why writers are told over and over again to “show, not tell”; actions speak louder than words. Oftentimes these actions reveal things to the audience about the characters that perhaps even they do not realize about themselves. For example, Yoongi chose this prompt. Why? The answer hinges on how the prompt was specifically written as it was most likely open ended to leave room for interpretation. But if one were to even infer what the prompt might have been, it boils the prompt down to the idea of “control”. Now, the contestants do have quite a bit of say in how they carry out their prompts (with little in way of instruction or restrictions) but if one looks at the restrictions that they do have that hold them back, Yoongi getting to take back some of that control feels almost liberating. This is spectacularly juxtaposed with the “truth or dare” game that takes place over the duration of chapter – a perfect example of something that he has no true control over – (which also coincides with Yoongi’s day-long prompt fill; *phew* our lady had her WORK cut out for her in the most delicious way!!). In the “truth or dare” game, Yoongi had a disastrous day but he was also getting to WORK on Y/N throughout the runtime of it. One could call it losing the battle but ultimately winning the war? Because it truly is a battle at this point. By monopolizing an entire day to complete his prompt, he inadvertently took a day away from the guys to complete their prompt. Coupled with the fact that he got to choose who got what prompt, this week is shaping up to be Yoongi stacking all the cards in his favor. And let’s be real, isn’t that exactly how he would want it?
Okay now that all of the analysis out of the way, I can finally gush about this chapter the way I want to: *ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* I LOVE YOONGI IN THIS DAMN VERSE SO MUCH YOU CANNOT CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE. Y’ALL other chapters better bring your mofo A-GAME this week or else they will just PALE in comparison to the Trifecta of CUM-tastic scene stealing moments from Day 17!! OMG!! OMFG!! This chapter was amazing!! (sidenote: Despite the fact that I might have noticed that this chapter felt like it was… on a bit of a “time crunch”, it was still good. There wasn’t a problem with the pacing, it just felt like the writer trying to finish it before an imaginary time bomb went off. That being the case though, it did not deter it from the awesomeness that was day 17!! Also did you notice that our lady’s lovely sweater turned from a pretty yellow shade to pink by the end of the chapter? I chalked it up to the flavored soju Y/N and Kookie were sharing.) Fave stuff list style: Hobi used to be in cheer?!, unintentional crop top sweater wearing Namjoon, YOONGI BEING THROWN UNCEREMONIOUSLY INTO THE POOL!! This is extra funny bc we all know that Yoongi in RL hates being wet, Jungkook’s ideal sexual scenario! ALSO, ALSO!! Jan doesn’t really like degradation (it’s kinda hard for me to read) but you somehow manage to weave it in so tastefully. It’s probably because I trust you as a writer which is amazing that you’re able to convey that sense of trust between the characters thus, the reader also trusts that the term is used as a term of endearment rather than to degrade her value as a person. *making it rain brownie points* 
*tucks away rabid fangirl Jan* I’m so sorry about her… I don’t usually let her out because…  she can be a bit uncouth, but this chapter did things to me so… This really set the bar like astronomically high for week 3. I was already so pumped for this week (my BFF – let’s call her 🍊 – and I discussed this excitement at length over the last week), and to have it start off like this, I am just so ecstatic for what is in store for the rest of the guys this week! They have their work cut out for them for sure as Yoongi-centric chapters, for me at least, will forever be “objectively superior”. Thank you so much for your continued hard work. I know it’s gonna get more and more tough considering you’ve started your final semester of uni but I shall be cheering you on from the sidelines like Park Jimin in the stands cheering for b-balling Min Yoongi! Thank you for sharing your amazing talent for storytelling once again; I honestly feel so blessed to have it to look forward to every week! 💜 Jan
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ahhh i’m sad to hear that me rushing comes across in the chapter lmaoooo but yes i def was fighting the clock to get it done in time. i need to be better with time management rip jsdkfsd
i’m so GLAD to hear, on the other hand, that you were such a fan of the yoongi goodness in this one kfsjd you’re spot on about that contrast between yoongi’s control and advantage in the bigger game, yet his abysmal run in the mini game. i don’t think it was even intentional as i wrote since i used a randomiser to draw the truths and dares, but it certainly makes for a fun ride ! 
it was jin that used to be in cheer ! but ahh i had so much fun adding in these little stories and facts about them, it’s really fun writing them getting to know each other more as we go along <3
i’m super excited to release the next chapter, because it is i think a very different style to d17, and as always thank you for writing such kind words and i look forward to hearing from you again xxxx
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spxderman-s · 6 years
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royal fate
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requested: @ironspiderling
summary: you’re next in line for your family’s throne--but only on one condition: accepting the arranged marriage you were completely unaware of with a pretentious prince from the neighboring kingdom.
pairings: royal!tom holland x reader 
word count: 3k 
warnings: swearing, sensuality
a/n: this took forever im so sorry omfg, i hope it’s good!! i worked on it for a long time and this is the first fic i’ve posted in a long time so hopefully it comes through. xx 
“You--you--” you seethed, balling your fists and surging to your feet in anger. “You egotistical, insufferable--arrogant--”
“At least I know how to run a kingdom, princess.”
“Oh, I’m not your princess,” you snarled, stabbing a finger to the center of his chest. “You’re a narcissistic tyrant.”
“A tyrant?” he repeated the words, rubbing his chest. “I’ll have to add that one to the list--no one’s ever called me that before.”
“There’s a first for everything,” you hissed through gritted teeth. “Get. Out.”
With that cocky, arrogant grin of his, Thomas Holland--the prince of the kingdom neighboring your own, and your newly betrothed--turned on his heel, and strolled casually from your parlor and out of sight. You gripped the nearest embroidered pillow and pressed your face into it, letting out a muffled scream of frustration.
Three days earlier
“Darling?” you heard your mother call out to you. “Darling--are you in here?”
“I’m here, Mother,” you replied, setting down your palette and wiping the paint from your hands on the dirty apron you wore over your dress.
“Oh, is this the still life you’ve been pouring endlessly over?”
You nodded, pushing your hair back from your face. “I can’t quite get the composition right.”
The queen mused silently for a moment over your portrait, and gently squeezed your arm. “It’s lovely, darling. We must hang it up once you’ve finished it.”
You untied your apron and set it down, noticing the tone in your mother’s voice. She did her best to hide it well, but you recognized it in an instant. “Is something wrong?”
“Your father and I have a small matter to discuss with you, love,” she replied vaguely, but guiding you from your studio and towards the parlor. As the two of you entered through the ornate double doors, you first saw your father seated peacefully by the fireplace, a glass of brandy in hand.
“Papa?” It came out as a question.
“Sit down, my dove,” was his reply.
You obeyed, wringing your hands in your lap. The queen took a seat beside you.
“You’ve blossomed into a fine woman,” she said to you, taking one of your hands into her own. “And we are so proud--but it’s time for you to take a husband to marry.”
“Marry,” you repeated the foreign word. “Who?”
“You’ve had quite the number of suitors,” your father answered, swirling his glass of brandy. “But we’ve decided that it’s best to align with the neighboring kingdom.”
You knew this day was coming, ever since you were old enough to understand the importance of politics. Your parents informed you that in order to ascend the crown, you needed to wed and form an alliance--or forfeit the throne.
“Who is my newly betrothed?” you asked, a hint of bitterness lacing your words.
“Prince Thomas,” the queen took the liberty of answering you. “He’s quite a charming young man, I think you’ll--”
“Everything has been arranged,” the king interrupted, cutting her off. “We’ve already sent a formal invitation for them to stay with us for the remainder of the week.”
Swallowing nervously, you looked down at your fingers fiddling with a button on your dress and nodded. “I suppose I’ll have to keep a watch on my manners?” you joked.
“Just watch that foul mouth of yours,” your mother chided with affection, placing a kiss to your temple. “Everything will work itself out.”
As if on cue, you heard the butler announce their arrival. Your father smiled, and left to welcome your guests. Your mother placed a reassuring hand on your shoulder. 
“Announcing King Dominic and Prince Thomas,” the butler called into the room, and you stood politely as they entered. 
The first thing you noticed about Thomas were his eyes. They had a sense of wonder to them, wandering over the many paintings of yours that hung on the walls. 
“Pleased to meet your acquaintance,” you offered to both of them, curtsying delicately. “Welcome to our palace.” 
“Ours is bigger,” Thomas sniffed, ignoring your greeting. 
You bit back the curse on your tongue, noticing your mother’s warning glance. “You must be well off, then.” Your mother disappeared from your side and joined your father and King Dominic, who left you and the pretentious prince alone in the parlor.
“We’re quite well off,” he replied, finally looking at you. For a moment, his standoffish manner seemed to be replaced with surprise, but it was gone as quickly as it came. His brow furrowed. “Can’t say the same about you.” 
“Is everything a contest with you?” you spoke through gritted teeth, feeling your fists ball at your sides. 
“Not really--if I’m always the one who’s winning, is it ever a contest?” 
“You--you--” you seethed, balling your fists and surging to your feet in anger. “You egotistical, insufferable--arrogant--”
“At least I know how to run a kingdom, princess.”
“Oh, I’m not your princess,” you snarled, stabbing a finger to the center of his chest. “You’re a narcissistic tyrant.”
“A tyrant?” he repeated the words, rubbing his chest. “I’ll have to add that one to the list--no one’s ever called me that before.”
“There’s a first for everything,” you hissed through gritted teeth. “Get. Out.”
With that cocky, arrogant grin of his, Thomas Holland--the prince of the kingdom neighboring your own, and your newly betrothed--turned on his heel, and strolled casually from your parlor and out of sight. You gripped the nearest embroidered pillow and pressed your face into it, letting out a muffled scream of frustration.
Three days later
It was the afternoon; the rains came and doused the castle in gloom. Lighting a candle and carrying it to your studio, you donned your apron and picked up your palette--intent on finally finishing the still life.
In the quiet hours, you silently stroked your paintbrush over the canvas with expertise, the lull of the raindrops falling against the window pane and the crackling of the flames in the fireplace putting you at ease. You tried not to dwell on the events of earlier that week, knowing that you greatly disappointed your parents. But--your mind kept wandering to Tom, and that grin of his. The look in his eyes before as he left you had sent a bolt of electricity through you, adrenaline pumping through your veins. You hated the feeling. You wanted to hate him.
But you found that, no matter what you did, you couldn’t.
Your grip on the paintbrush tightened as you swept it over the canvas, thinking about the way his eyes felt like they had penetrated your soul. You couldn’t relax; your skin prickled and your teeth ground together.
“What are you painting?” a voice cut through the silence.
Startled, your hand faltered and your brush dropped--a thick red streak of paint cutting across the depiction of the vase of roses. You stared at it, feeling the tears welling up in your eyes. All of those months of work--ruined. Fuming, you angrily tore the canvas from the easel and threw it into the fireplace.
“Never….mind,” Tom drew out, taking a step back towards the door.
“What do you want?” you spat at him, ripping the apron off of your waist and shoving it into a drawer.
“I didn’t mean to frighten you,” he spoke softly, and you immediately regretted your harsh tone. His Adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed nervously, his eyes regarding you with wariness. “I wanted to apologize for my behavior.”
You blinked, and looked away while you bit your lip. “I apologize for calling you--ah, a tyrant.”
“I lied earlier,” he chuckled, stepping closer to you. “That wasn’t the first time I’ve been called that.”
You reached down and picked up the fallen paintbrush, the red pigment staining the marble floor. “I suppose we should be cordial to each other, seeing as we’re to be partners.”
“I think that would be wise.”
A heavy silence fell between you. He awkwardly ran a hand through his hair and shoved his other into the pocket of his slacks as you suddenly felt very sad at destroying your painting. Your eyes found themselves wandering over to the burning canvas, and Tom took that opportunity to close the distance between you.
“How long have you been an artist?” he asked, running a finger down the side of the easel.
“Ever since I could hold a brush,” you murmured, wrapping your arms around yourself. “I don’t know why I got so angry….but I had been working on that piece for months now, not quite able to achieve the right composition.”
“It’s a shame, I would have like to see it.”
“Maybe I’ll paint something for you one day,” you offered nonchalantly, still looking into the fireplace. Tom shifted beside you, a blush rising into his cheeks.
“I would--I would like that very much.”
Silence again, but it was different this time. Comfortable.
“Would you like to go for a walk?” he asked suddenly, prompting you to look at him. “It might please our parents.”
You glanced at the rain drizzling in the gardens. “I’m not sure if this is the right weather for a walk.”
He held out his arm for you to take. “It’s only a little rain, love.”
“Do you have any siblings?” you asked as you listened to the sound of your steps upon the gravel path.
“I have three--technically four, if you include my best mate,” Tom replied, holding the umbrella up above the two of you to shield the light shower of rain. “All younger….what about you?”
“I haven’t got any brothers or sisters,” you admitted. “I had my mother and my maidens.”
Tom was quiet for a moment, and then guided you to a secluded spot beneath a willow tree that hung sadly over the vast pond in the gardens. The leaves hid the two of you from view, and he set the umbrella down, turning to you. “I have something to tell you,” he spoke, his voice low.
“What is it?”
He let out a breath, and pinched the bridge of his nose. “It’s about our marriage.”
You frowned. “What about it?”
“If I don’t gain your hand, I sacrifice my lineage to one of my brothers,” Tom rushed out, turning away from you--almost shamefully. The afternoon rains seemed to fluctuate as he spoke the words, the drops pelting violently against the drooping leaves of the willow tree. “My father negotiated a deal with yours, hence why forming this alliance was so simple.”
“That’s quite a lot of pressure,” you reached out your fingers towards him, but you hesitated--torn between your compassionate nature and maintaining your distance. “It seems as if we’re both caught in the crossfire of politics--our sovereign law requires I have a husband in order to rule.”
You heard his heavy sigh, but he still refused to face you again. Your fingers still outstretched, trembling with the cold seeping into your bones, you closed the gap between them and his arm, wrapping them around his bicep and giving him a reassuring squeeze. You felt the tense muscles relax beneath your touch.
“I know this has all been predetermined,” he finally said, shifting out of your grasp and turning back to you. Your hand fell limp at your side, and you regarded him with an inquisitive frown. His eyes met yours, burning with alluring desire, and he sank to one knee. “But, for cordial purposes, will you do me the honor of taking my hand in marriage?”
“I will,” you accepted, your voice tender. “We’ll bear our burdens together.”
“Together,” he repeated. Getting to his feet, he offered his arm once more and opened the umbrella. “Your lips are blue, love. Let’s get you inside where it’s warm.”
“Darling, you look positively radiant,” your mother commented as you entered the grand dining room for supper. After your afternoon walk with Tom, you could feel your cheeks glowing with affection, still feeling his touch lingering on your skin.
“Thank you, Mother,” you replied graciously, seating yourself delicately at the table. “I had quite a pleasant afternoon with--”
“There’s been a change in plan, my dove,” your father cut you off before you could finish your sentence. “After the events regarding your behavior with Prince Thomas earlier this week, your mother and I decided that we would search elsewhere for a suitor.”
Your throat constricted and a cold grip tightened on your heart as your mind processed his words. “That was just--we didn’t--we’ve reconciled, Papa.”
He went about eating the roast chicken in front of him, seemingly ignoring your protests. You turned your attention to your mother, who sat silently and stared at her glass of wine without saying a word.
You turned back to look at your father. “I know why you chose him first--his father proposed a compromise for my hand in marriage.”
The king stopped eating, his eyes cold and sharp. “Do not presume to speak down to me on matters you do not understand.”
“What did he offer you?” you accused, gripping the edge of the table so tightly that your knuckles were pale. “Money? Men for the army?”
“Darling?” the queen’s voice cut through, staring at your father with a withering look on her face. “Is this true?”
He slammed his fork to the table, his rage coiling off of him in thick tendrils. Standing abruptly, he stabbed a finger to you and shouted, “If you are unable to make difficult decisions, you are unfit to rule this kingdom. Unless you start showing me some more respect, I hereby forbid you from ascending the throne.” And with those cruel words hanging in the air, he shoved himself away from the dinner table and exited the room.
“Tom confessed that he would lose his crown to his brothers if he couldn’t form our alliance,” you muttered to your mother, who sat unmoving in her chair. She lifted her wineglass to her lips, took a tentative sip, and set it softly back down. Without another word, she stood up, and left the dining room.
You needed to find Tom.
“Agnes!” you called for your housemaid as you walked briskly down the corridor, searching for her. “Agnes, where are you?”
“I’m right here, little bird.” The old woman hobbled out of the broom closet, dusting her hands off. “What are you going on about?”
“Where is Tom?” you pleaded, grasping her hands. “Please.”
“He and his father should still be in their chambers--”
That was enough. You gathered up your skirts and took off down the hall, feeling the urgency burning in your chest like wildfire, hoping it wasn’t too late. Rounding the corners and turns, you skidded to a stop in front of the entrance to the guest’s quarters: two enormous mahogany doors. Without bothering to knock like you were taught, you shoved one of the doors open and barreled into a cold and empty room. The candles had been snuffed, the linens had been washed. There was no sign of anyone living here at all.
It felt as if everything was colliding at once, and you were at the very center. Sinking into the cushioned seat in front of the large bay window, you wrapped your arms around your knees and rested your forehead atop them. No tears fell, but there was a dull ache blooming in your bones as it became absolute that you would not bear your burden with a man you were certain you could begin to fall in love with--someone who came from a similar background, someone you forgave and sacrificed your pride for.
The rains returned, the drops racing each other as they slid down the glass in front of you. Lifting your head and staring at your reflection, you came to the realization that this was not the end, only an obstacle in the infinite labyrinth of your life.
You had been waiting a long while, and you dwelled on a change of mind--maybe this wasn’t such a good idea after all. But before you could escape, you heard someone open the heavy wooden door and enter. A candle flickered to life in the dark room, illuminating you seated on the prince’s bed, the hood of your cloak pulled up to obscure your face.
“Before you say anything,” you whispered, observing his startled expression at you sitting in his private chambers in his family’s palace. “Listen to me, carefully.”
Tom slowly closed the heavy wooden door behind him and pushed the deadbolt in place. “How did you get in here?”
“I can be persuasive.”
“What are you doing here? Does your father know about this?”
You shook your head, unclasping your cloak and slipping it off. “Neither of them know….but I--I had to see you. To explain.”
He remained unmoved, crossing his arms and raising his eyebrows. “Go ahead.”
“I don’t know what you were told,” you began, moving to stand in front of him. “But my father was the one to call the arrangement off--something in him changed, but that doesn’t mean my vow has changed.”
Tom’s expression persisted to stay empty, but you recognized the pain and heartache that hid behind it. “They’ll find you an appropriate suitor,” he stated bluntly. “One that will do well for your kingdom.”
“He won’t be you,” you begged. “Please--”
“I’ve already lost the crown to my brother,” he cried, running his hands through his hair in exasperation. “There isn’t anything I have left to offer you.”
“Don’t marry me for politics,” you whispered, reaching out and placing your palm against his cheek. His hands dropped to his sides, leaning into your touch. “Marry me for love.”
Very slowly, you leaned in, feeling his warm breath exhale from his parted lips. He stood very still, but as your hands slid from his cheeks to the nape of his neck, you felt a shudder rush through him. You rested your forehead against his.
“Even though I have no political gain to give you,” he murmured, “you would still have me?”
“We bear the burden together,” you softly replied.
“Together.”
Without missing a second, your lips and his were suddenly crashing together in liberation. He tasted of freedom, and you wanted to immerse yourself within him. Your fingers gripped at the collar of his shirt, feeling the heat radiate from his skin beneath it, and that excited you in a way that nothing else ever could. One of his hands made its way down to your waist, grasping you tightly, his other hand snaking up to cradle your cheek.
Kissing him was like honey dripping. It felt slow, golden, and the sweetest thing you had ever tasted. It sent tremors through your very soul, and when he parted his lips to push his tongue against your own, you felt as if the earth itself gave way and you were falling, falling in love with him.
“By the sight of God and all that He is, with the power vested in me, I now pronounce Queen [Y/N] [Y/L/N] and Sir Thomas Holland husband and wife,” the holy priest raised his right hand in blessing. “You may now kiss your bride.”
Tom wasted no time in doing so, kissing you with gentle sweetness as the audience before you began applauding. In the middle of kissing your new husband, you felt your golden crown atop your head slide askew. Tom reached up and moved it back into place, grinning at you with pride. 
You were a queen--all on your own. After returning from Tom’s palace, you pronounced to your father that you were more than capable of ruling without a king. When questioned about your sovereign law, you stood proud and proposed an amendment.
And in that moment that you were seated proudly on your throne, your eyes met your new husband’s as he stood down below next to your parents. He beamed with absolute pride, and he blew a soft kiss to you.
You were capable of ruling without a king, but you knew in that moment, you would always need Tom.
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ffxv-convos · 7 years
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Cor x Michelle Ship Things :P
So, I made this post on my blog around a week ago- and since we’re submitting headcanons… I thought why not submit this self-indulgent post here? xD
Let’s get some self-indulgent ship things going xD
who hogs the duvet
There’s no arguing it- it’s Moosh 100%. Cor doesn’t get cold anyways- but when he does, he just moves closer to Moosh and holds her to get his warmth. He’s never complained about this (ugh, what a sweetie pie).
who texts/rings to check how their day is going:
You’d think it’s Moosh- but no. When she’s at work actually doing work and not confined to her desk she doesn’t let her concentration stray at all. She’s focused on her work- one-track mind. Cor’s usually the one who ends up calling in the middle of the day, around lunch time, to check up on Moosh and make sure that she’s had something to eat and is keeping safe <3
who’s the most creative when it comes to gifts:
Moosh and Cor are both shit at gift-giving. No joke, the most creative they’ve gotten is buying a different kind of perfume/cologne from the norm for the other. That perfume/cologne is collecting dust on their shared dresser.
who gets up first in the morning:
Cor. Moosh is not a morning person *sigh*
who suggests new things in bed:
*Reads @itshaejinju‘s Cor smut* I think it’s Moosh (¬‿¬)
who cries at movies:
Moosh. It’s ridiculous- she cries when things are sad, she cries with things are happy, she cries when things are hilarious, she cries when things are aggravating- Cor always carries tissues when he and Moosh venture into the cinema.
who gives unprompted massages:
It’s a tie between Cor and Moosh- Moosh is pretty proud of her massage skills so she’s always just randomly giving Cor massages when he’s sitting idly. And Cor likes to massage Moosh’s feet after a long day at work, despite the fact that Moosh always insists she’s fine. He just likes to take care of her <3 *omg dawwwwwwwwwwww!*
who fusses over the other when they’re sick:
Moosh goes CRAZY when Cor’s sick. Honestly, she has him bed bound, she’s making soup, she’s giving head massages, she’s singing lullabies… good lord, she becomes a fully fledged mother hen!
Cor… well, he tries to fuss over Moosh. He ends up burning the soup though, and calling Ignis for help. *lmao @cupnoodle-queen *
who gets jealous easiest:
Honestly? Moosh. She’s just really good at hiding it. When she’s jealous- she becomes really quiet, but smiles A LOT. She feigns illness and escapes the room/general vicinity so she doesn’t have to see other *more attractive* women fawn over Cor. She ends up in tears somewhere hidden and away from everyone.
Somehow Cor always knows she’s been crying.
who has the most embarrassing taste in music:
Both Moosh forces Cor to listen to corny pop music. And kpop. And country. Because she loves it all! Cor can only grin and bear it. What a top bloke! <3
who collects something unusual:
Cor collects special edition cup noodles. Moosh isn’t supposed to know, but she was going on one of her cleaning tirades whilst Cor was out on a mission and, well, she uncovered the goods.
He’s got 20 different types of cup noodles. Like… what are you gonna do with so many cup noodles in the back of your sock drawer? :O
who takes the longest to get ready:
Neither. Moosh irons all her clothes on the weekend, as does Cor. Including morning routine, and dressing- Cor and Moosh both take around 10 minutes.
who is the most tidy and organised:
Cor. Moosh = organised chaos. She’s a mess- Cor has expressed his concerns rather sternly a number of times, and this is caused a few minor arguments between the two. But Moosh always ends up cleaning up her messes (usually just paper clutter on her desk)- though she whines about not being about to find anything later on.
who gets most excited about the holidays:
Cor, because he’s actually been dying to spend time with his workaholic Mooshie Moosh xD
who is the big spoon/little spoon:
Cor’s big spoon. He won’t have it any other way xD
who gets most competitive when playing games and/or sports:
OH SHIT, IT’S MOOSH. SHE GETS BORDERLINE VIOLENT OMFG POOR COR LMAO!
who starts the most arguments:
Arguments are very rare- but they’re usually started by Cor being overly concerned about Moosh. He ends up sounding a little controlling, and Moosh doesn’t take that kind of shit tbh :/ (but low key feels flattered after the make-up sex and the sweet words Cor utters into her ears about how sorry he is for what he’s said- she also ends up feeling bad).
who suggests that they buy a pet:
Moosh has always wanted a puppy. The moment she moves in with Cor, that’s when the begging for a puppy starts. Lots of pouting ensues.
what couple traditions they have:
- Cor always wakes Moosh up with a kiss to the brow “rise and shine soldier~” his voice rasps.
- Moosh makes both their lunches in the morning and prepares a quick breakfast of anything that comes to mind. It’s always very simple.
- Cor always texts Moosh at lunch time. He frets when he doesn’t get an answer.
- Moosh clings to Cor whenever they’re out in public and at first, Cor was embarrassed, but he’s used to it now.
- Saturday nights… don’t invite these two out on a social date or anything because they have plans ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
- right after a hot session, Moosh never fails to cry a little at how LUCKY she is to have Cor. That results in a lot of cuddles and kisses and some incredulous laughter: “Honestly Moosh, if you cry every time I’m going to think I’m doing something terribly wrong.”
what tv shows they watch together:
Cor and Moosh hardly watch TV, but when they do it’s either a cooking show of Law and Order: SVU. Cor often ends up staring at Moosh and asking her: “why would you watch this after living it all day at work?” Moosh would just shrug “I dunno- it’s compelling!”
what other couple they hang out with:
*Ummm, since this is a total crack ship I’m just gonna list the couples I’d love to hang out with LMAO- they’re gonna be predictable but these are legit my OTPs okay?! HAHAHAHAH*
- Raine and Ignis (from ‘We Intertwined’ by @nifwrites - Raine would be sooo fun!!!)
- Stella and Noctis (from ‘Stars in the Night’ by @blindbae <333)
- Gladio and Cam (from ‘Chasing Suns’ by @cupnoodle-queen BECAUSE MOOSH WANTS TO FIRST HAND WITNESS COR BURRRRN GLADIO *and Cam’s subsequent laughing fit* ABOUT HIS CUP NOODLES, ONLY FOR MOOSH TO BE LIKE “YEH BRUH LIKE YOU’RE ONE TO TALK! GLADDY LEMME TELL YOU A THING ABOUT COR AND HIS SECRET SOCK DRAWER STASH…)
- and my own OTP Claudia and Prompto (from ‘Sunshowers’ because Moosh would low-key probs be involved in Claud’s child protection case work if Moosh were in this FFXV AU HAHAHAHHA)
how they spend time together as a couple:
There’s nothing really specific. Just enjoying each other’s company? Chatting? Laughing at each other (it’s mostly Cor laughing at stuff Moosh does because Moosh is an absolute clown apparently and doesn’t realise it until it’s too late)
who made the first move:
Cor. Moosh had always thought Cor was too good for her, and that she had no chance HAHAHAHA
who brings flowers home:
Cor, with the cutest blush on his face <3
who is the best cook:
Moosh- and she’s not THAT much better. It’s just that… well… Cor REALLY can’t cook at all :O
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onlylovekpop · 7 years
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I’m Back!
Hello, everyone. Sorry I’ve been MIA for a little while. The past few weeks have been a little hectic for me. I’m closing drabble requests now and have received lots of good ideas. Thank you to all of those who submitted! Also, two of the requests have turned into oneshots (this is a rare thing, but sometimes I get carried away and it happens lol.) The oneshots will be a pirate!au with some smut for Jimin and a dance camp smut with Yugyeom. I’m also finishing up my first Jungkook smut oneshot that I started working on ages ago and involves Netflix and chill. Hehe. Hope you’re all doing well and please look forward to the upcoming drabbles and oneshots! :)
(replies below the cut beware im drinking vodka while i answer to make my responses more interesting hehe (actually im getting as drunk as i can to deal with my vengeful uterus which is very unhappy i have not conceived any spawn this month and is giving me cramps from hell) you may notice my spelling grammar and punctuation get worse as you read please dont hold it against me)
anonymous asked: Hi Leigh we haven't heard of you since you mentioned having knee surgery the next day and I had this really bad feeling I hope you are ok? For some reason I am genuinely concerned and I don't know why so I hope everything went well??
Yes, all is well! I healed in pretty good time and am already out and about again. It’s a surgery I’ve had before so I knew what to expect and nothing out of the ordinary happened. Thank you for checking on me. Sorry if I made you worry :)
omg-mystarx-neoctech asked: Hell YES JOOHEON.
I SAY THIS ON A DAILY BASIS!
anonymous asked: Can I just say I fucking love the layout and look of your blog. Also I just read one of your smuts and holy shit im deceased.
Thank you! I’ve been revamping some of the pages but I only have a few of them done, so a few things may be blank at the moment. I changed it so fics are listed by member instead of type I hope that’s better but if anyone has opinions on the layout please let me know :)
anonymous asked: OKAY BUT THAT JOOHEON SMUT WAS FUCKING DELICIOUSLY SINFUL. I'M HAVING HEART PROBLEMS.
Jooheon himself is deliciously sinful tbh. I have heart palpitations every time I see a pic of him wearing tight pants. Or just pants in general. i aint never seen such pretty thighs before
neon-flamingos asked: I read Rhythm and omg i criedddddd it was so good i just can imagine Jooheon saying all those dirty thingssss my vayjayjay cries
look i recently saw that vid of him speaking english and his accent is so good which means i can totally hear him in my head saying all them naughty english things this is not good what have i done my lady parts also cry HELP
anonymous asked: Everyone is talking about the Jooheon smut and I'm here still crying because of how hard Chained up hit me
oh god that was not my best work but im glad you enjoyed it the thing never got edited i hope its not a hot mess haha sorry markiepooh but it still got the job done i think hehehe
anonymous asked: A part of me regrets reading Underworld AF....but it was such a good read too... that last chapter HURT but it was a good hurt
oh no dont regret reading it! that makes me sad! its a long ass fic i dont want you to get to the end of it and think holy shit i wasted so much time reading that horror flick i tried to bring it full circle in the end im glad you thought it was a good read i panicked for a second haha
honeyheonie asked: HOLY FUCK!!!! I have sinned. 'Rythm' was 👌👌👌👌👌
me too darling ;) thank ya
anonymous asked: Do you have a quote or prompt list we could use? :)
i do not. i leave it up to you guys that way you have lots to choose from
topaz-and-turquoise asked: For some reason, I only just got to binge-read the last 3 chapters of Underworld. Leigh. LEIGH. YOU ARE THE QUEEN OF BTS-GOT7 CROSSOVERS. YOU ARE THE QUEEN OF CROSSOVERS. THE QUEEN OF ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE AU'S. OF ALL AU'S. YOU ARE THE BEST AT WRITING TENSION AND HEART-WRENCHING SCENES AND THE COMPLEXITY OF PEOPLE AND JUST HOLY FRICK YOU'RE AMAZING. THANK YOU FOR THIS. I KNOW YOU ALREADY KNOW BUT THIS IS MY FAVOURITE KPOP FANFIC OF ALL TIME. I'M SAD IT'S OVER BUT I'M SO SATISFIED. YOU ARE THE BEST.
she calls ME QUEEN! thank you thank you I SQUEAL A LOT AT THIS im actually sad its over too. but im content with it. I HOPE IT IS FOREVER YOUR FAVE you stuck with me through the whole thing thank you i love you
statetheobvious04 asked: I've long been a follower for your underworld series and Jesus christ it's one of the best series of read ever. The storyline was so gripping and full of love and loss that by the time I finished the last chapter my chest was heavy and I nearly cried. Idk how you did it but I feel like I've personally lived through minas insane and perilous journey and felt every single emotion as if it were my own. It's een a while since I've read the earlier chapters but I feel like if I do il start 1/2 2/2 sobbing. You are such an amazing and talented writer that this story deserves to be developed into a book or movie but eve then those may not do it justice. But honestly, thank you so much for sharing and writing. And I’m so happy mina finally got the life she deserves and that everyone else managed to find peace in Iceland 💜💜💜💜
THIS MAKES ME HAPPPY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW CAN I DESCRIBE MY JOY AT THIS MESSAGE you make me cry thank you for loving mina and thank you for supporting the story and thank you for telling me how it felt to read it i love you <3
anonymous asked: hi leigh! I have a question. I hope it doesn't come across the wrong way, I'm just curious! May I ask why you're not taking exo requests?
you’re good honey :) honestly im just not in an exo mood at the moment. i still write for them i still even have a baekhyun oneshot in my drafts idk im just not feeling like writing for them for drabbles at the moment if that makes sense
anonymous asked: Do you still open the drabble request?
they are closed now.
anonymous asked: I'm a Yoongi at heart but your story Underworld made my heart 'boom boom'. Seriously this is the best mafia /zombie apocalypse AU I have ever read and I read a lot of fan fiction. Keep up the good work. PS: Some drabbles based on Underworld wouldn't hurt. PSS: If you don't understand the heart boom boom reference , go see the latest Buzzfeed interview of BTS.
i can’t help but only hear got7′s boom boom boom though haha im down for underworld drabbles i think i mentioned before that any gang!au drabbles i do will be in the underworld universe before the zombie outbreak so far i only have the one for bambam i would link it but im too tipsy for something that level right now sorry :D
anonymous asked: I fucking love your angst writings, they get me emotional aha
thank you i love angst i like toying with emotions ehehe
anonymous asked: Underworld is amazing!!! One of the best stories I've read, even though it has me crying from Paris all the way to the end.😭😭😭😭 You done good. 😁
we dont talk about paris haha jk that one hurt too much thank you darling that its one of the best you’ve read means the world to me :)
anonymous asked: How can you write like thattttt!!!! I adore you. I'll always be your follower 💖
AND IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU and i’ll always be here! i promise <3
anonymous asked: Who is that in your header gif?
It’s Suga :)
thewriterpixie asked: *squeals* I just finished reading the Suga father/daughter date drabble! It made my day!
Thank you! I love that one so much :)
anonymous asked:  Okay I was reading Wake Up and Play with Me and for some reason it reminded me of their song Paradise?¿¿ Now whenever I hear it I'm gonna associate it with this smut xD
Ooh i like the sound of that! i really love Paradise but I think Sign is my favorite on the album but how do you get your question marks upside down i thought the room was spinning for a second i kid you not lol
anonymous asked: Your Jooheon smut got me looking at Jooheony at a different way now 😏 thank you for writing such a quality one shot! You're one of the best of the best!
YAS come to the jooheon side we have thick thighs and adorable dimples you will not regret this ;)
taecmekai asked: hope you are ok and recovering well from your knee surgery :)
i’m okay! gained a few pounds from being stuck on the couch for a few days but idgaf hehe ;) i’ll get back to yoga when i feel like it
coppertopging asked: I just finished Underworld. holy crap the emotional coaster you took me on! I read the last 7 chaps today & i couldn't stop crying. I didn't when Jae died, but his 'funeral' got me with the reactions from everyone. & then Hobi?! That was the most painful. I had to stop & pull myself together. Yoongi made me laugh a little with his delivery. My favorite part of the ending was the Jk/Yugy part. The only thing I felt was missing was more detail into Namjoon & Jin. But this story was amazing!!!
yeah hoseok was the hardest for me too. i wanted to keep anything namjin related kinda vague and open to the reader’s interpretation that’s why there wasn’t much material there but im very glad you enjoyed the story thank you :)
anonymous asked: holy fucking shit. it's 4am and i just finished reading Underworld and i'm crying so hard there's so many emotions i'm feeling. thank you so much for that masterpiece. it's the first work of yours i've read and omfg you're talented as fuck. i'm actually a bit speechless still tbh it's only fully processing to me ...hobi... he's not even my bias but i'm crying so hard i need help wow SO MUCH LOVE FOR U AND UR WRITING THO
omg i cant believe you stayed up that late to read it i wish i could do that but in my old age i dont bounce back that well anymore (i just turned 27 and am very upset about it) anyway THANK YOU this makes me very happy
danphilandstuff asked: OH MY FUCKING GOD RHYTHM WAS SO FUCKING GOOD THANK YOU SO MUCH ITS ACTUALLY HOW I IMAGINED HIM TO BE IT FELT SO REAL IT WAS ACTUALLY THE BEST FANFIC IVE EVER READ IM CURRENTLY READING YOUR MASTER LIST. you're actually such an amazing writer thank you so much (Could I request more Jooheon fics? ((If you want and have time)) )
i will never stop writing jooheon fics. you have nothing to worry about there haha. WHAT DO YOU MEAN ITS THE BEST FANFIC YOUVE READ IT WAS SUCH A RAUNCHY SEX FEST I SHOULD BE ASHAMED lol just kidding no but in all seriousness THANK YOU I LOVE YOU IM GLAD YOU LOVED IT I HOPE YOU KEEP COMING BACK FOR MORE MUHAHA
anonymous asked: (1/3) Hey lovely! I came across your blog today after reading your monsta x all in one shot and i just wanted to say thank you for writing something so incredible! it had me gripped from start to finish and it was honestly one of the most (2/3) well-written pieces ive ever read, I would love to be able to write at your standard one day. I cant express how grateful i am, it put me through so many emotions and i actually had tears in my eyes at one point! So yeah, apologies for this (3/3) being so long but i just wanted to express my gratitude and say that you are an amazing writer :) x
oh my goodness this was ridiculously lovely. i am very proud of All In and how it turned out. i hope to finish the sequel soon. i keep getting writers block on it and i dont know why but anyway. thank you for sending me this and im thrilled that i could write something you enjoy very much. you are too kind thank you <3
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fave moments from la la land
in terms of cinematography not plot btw i'm just UGH so in love with this film ok this is gonna be super long omg there are no plot spoilers i think but if you havent watched it i recommend you dont read this bc i made the mistake of reading a bunch of reviews before watching (i also bought the soundtrack before i watched it lol) and all the beautiful parts were kinda spoiled for me. i still enjoyed it, but i think i wouldve enjoyed it more if i didn’t know what was coming. lolol this is mostly just self-indulgent and I’m just a nerd and I’m a lonely person with no one to talk to so i just scream into the void: ) enjoy!  
 - the cinemascope thing and the retro style title was a really nice touch i love it (from the very beginning it was so stunning) 
- when they open the truck and there's a brass? band in there and everyone's dancing and wow 
- the part where everyone's on the roofs of their cars dancing and the yellow dress lady raising her arms and that's the moment the tears started streaming down my face
- the entire sequence with the roommates bc the colors omfg their dresses :'))))
- mia walking in that blue dress while everyone’s dancing in slow motion as the music gets slowly faster and white snow or bubbles or whatever that is floating all around  
- when the GUY JUMPS INTO THE POOL and when he resurfaces the music gets really loud and everyone’s dancing and singing AND OH MY GOD THAT SCENE IS GORGEOUS
- mia walking sadly down the street past that painting in la (the lighting!!!!!) 
 - also when mia and seb part after they get out of the lighthouse club oh the neon sign is so nice 
- i love mia's iconique yellow dress and how she stands out in the crowd 
- the entire lovely night dance. the sky holy shit. also how does ryan gosling dance like that 
- PLANETARIUM SCENE UGHHHHH 
- oh my god. when seb and mia are looking into the sets together and the yellow bushes are there and AGh 
- when mia's dancing at the club. it switches back and forth between her and seb on piano, it's all shot in one take with the camera literally whipping back and forth between the two and i love it 
- the city of stars scene on the pier, the hat, the couple dancing, the SKY, 
 - the use of colors and lighting were so good in general 
- like the red lighting in that scene where they're talking about chicken on a stick n all that 
- the fight over dinner and the green lighting there? ugh.
- the blue / melancholy lighting in seb's bar esp. at the end when they smile at each other affshdkfhsksjksl 
- the ENTIRE EPILOGUE SEQUENCE, OH MY GOD. MY FAVORITE PART. 
 - the yellow bushes making an appearance again was nice and symbolic right
- ohhh when they go through the stage door thing was so aesthetically pleasing  
- the audition silhouette part!! 
- oh my god i love the part where they go thru the tunnel thing and there are the flower petals and it looks like they're in a painting 
- oh the dance on the walk of fame 
 - when the city of stars piano quietly starts playing and you're already bawling but then they show mia and seb watching a movie thing of their life and it's all grainy and looks like it was taken on film and it's so gorgeous??? i just, that scene gets me everytime
- the retro style ending was cool also
wow I probably skipped over stuff, also this is really fucking long oops, and i basically just listed all of the scenes in the entire movie, but you know!! the entire movie is good!!!! so!!!!!!! anyways, the cinematography and colors in this film are amazing, and I’m utterly in love with it. the soundtrack is also amazing holy shit. sorry shit this is super long i got carried away. shit. 
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