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honeypleasejustkillme · 7 months

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this is how my life is going as of lately.. fucking nothing,, soon i’m gonna be a poor homeless man :,)) …fuck dude, why does life always fuck me over

#bpd shitposting #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd vent #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd rant #i’m so tired of life fucking me over #fuck this

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xxalphaclownxx · 3 months

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omfg gonna actually kms my stardew valley save file got fucked bc of the adopt leo mod so i might actually have to redo it, like holy shit??? was married to sebastian and elliott, we had two baby girls and over 100000000(??) coins and completed all of ginger island, had at least 6 hearts with every character, gave pam a fucking house

for fucks sake i almost completed the museum

that game was my *life* i had a fucking family and i went and fucked it all up i’m so upset

#stardew valley #stardew sebastian #stardew elliott #stardew leo #adopt leo mod #vent post #i’m genuinely crying over this #besides total drama #that stardew save file was my entire fucking life #i loved my husbands and children #including leo #but the mod that made me able to marry seb and el #fucked it up confused leo for a marriage candidate #so i’ve been trying to get rid of him #i feel bad about it but it’s the only way #bc he is a CHILD #i am so tired #and i’m sick too #i’m fucking exhausted

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jewishbarbies · 2 months

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it’s really fucking annoying when goyim come in halfway to a conversation between jews and start bitching about what we should be talking about instead. like, you’re seriously going to come on to a thread of jews talking about the antisemitism in the way people use Israel’s right of return policy to delegitimize Israelis’ indigeneity and all the other countries that do it but don’t get criticized despite their own histories of colonization, just to go “ummm acktually you should be talking about how the right of return is used to colonize palestine”. get out. get the fuck out. this is why jews don’t feel comfortable having conversations about these kinds of gray topics with goyim, because all you’ll do is intentionally misread the room and shout your moot point from the rooftops like you’re a hero and then whine and cry when it’s not taken well, not to mention you won’t even look into the people already participating and find out what they think BEFORE you assume everyone talking is just an evil zionist colonizer nazi. stay the fuck out of jewish conversations and unpack your fucking antisemitism.

#g talks #antisemitism #i blocked the user without response bc I’m not going to deal with that asshole #but they basically said that #unless you’re a governing power you shouldn’t be talking about this #and that’s real bold coming from an uneducated goy #my posts get misread a million times bc no one actually investigates blogs before responding in anger #so it’s not something new to me #i just find it incredibly ironic and infuriating the way goy tungle dot com users dismiss jews they don’t even care to know #over a post or thread they know nothing about #and don’t care to know the context of #like we’re having a whole ass conversation over here with important context #and it’s understood between all of us what we believe regarding the loss of human life #and how the Israeli government is handling everything #but then this fucking goy comes in at random #ready to fucking SCREAM #proving the point of everyone in the thread #I’m so fucking tired #mine #/mobile #/okay to reblog

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milflewis · 2 months

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#in a strange place today and i need to put this somewhere. i do not have a journal yet. this is it #my grandad was diagnosed with dementia years ago and the grandad i have now is often unrecognisable from the one i grew up with #and while this like isn’t fun and it is strange for him to look at me and not know me more times than he does. it has also been kind of l #lovely?#bc he thinks my granny is still alive so whenever i get to go see him i get to pretend she is too. and she is for a minute. and tho i am #glad she went before him. it is nice to say oh i’m popping in to see her after this grandad and talk about her like she’s hasn’t been gone #since i’ve been ten. my dad has spoken more to him in the last five years than he has his whole life #he was not an easy man. he was loud and friendly and hard working and funny and scary but not easy. in ways he is even #harder now. in others he is easier.#he is more of a child. this is what dementia can do to a brain. we are learning things about his childhood that no one alive has ever spoken #about. that no one knew. my dad doesn’t love him more now but he understands him better #my grandad taught me how to drive a tractor and how to fish through my dad and he has not recognised me in over a year and he #hasn’t walked since he broke his pelvis seven years ago and his muscles are nearly all gone. he is a fraction of the size he used to be. his #personality and body took up my childhood like adults on the screen in cartoons. he hasn’t dressed himself in a decade. he told one of the #nurses that after dinner he wanted ice cream plain like herself and nearly peed when she laughed and told him to fuck off #he is in there. he is himself. i know him. but he isn’t. he doesn’t know me but he allows me to tell him how to ppl he knows are doing. he #still somehow trusts me. we talk a lot about my granny and how she stayed up watching tv again last night so she’s tired today. don’t stay #long when you call in to see her?#whenever we would journey to see him and my granny and get in v late he’d ask us if we wanted apple tart and my granny would say michael.#not ur kids. u can’t parent them. he didn’t know my name yesterday but he asked me if i wanted apple tart #i hope he dies soon. for all that i will miss this. miss my dad having this. he would not want to live like this. it wouldntbe living to him

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simcardiac-arrested · 1 year

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once again sorry to everyone for bringing this to your dashboards. but some of you are like, genuinely delirious. not even in a funny way. & i hope you die. i hope we both die. hand in unlovable hand etc etc

#Just so fucking bizarre to me how people can be Like This. there has to be something so wrong with your brain on a fundamental level #i can’t even laugh about this or anything because i genuinely feel pity for these people. it’s so sad to me how you’re gonna be like 20 #and then go in a niche tumblr community and create drama over Nothing. over Thin Fucking Air #like do you not have a life? do you not have college? or a job? doesn’t it get tiring? don’t you ever feel ashamed about all this #and the fact that they go and complain about the shipping and the ‘fandombrained’ people as well…. oh my god #how are you going to be TWENTY. and DO THAT. are you seriously sick. ? do you need help #just say you are homophobic and that you hate kids and go. it’ll save everyone a bunch of time for sure #anyways. as someone who has been a rain world fan since 2018. i love you embracing canon. i love you changing canon. i love you disregarding #canon entirely. i love you ships that make sense in canon & that make absolutely zero sense at all. i love you fancharacters that don’t #follow canon rules. i love you ‘cringe’ fancharacters and self inserts. i love you self shipping. i love you oc x canon shipping.#and i love you taking inspiration from designs. i love you community & i love you artists & i love you art #i love you borrowing elements and being inspired and referencing something because you liked it.#are fandoms perfect? GOOD GOD no. is every Fan perfect? no. am i also sometimes annoyed or irrationally pissed off over a ship that #i think is stupid and is illogical. Yes! i’m only human! but i can still love and appreciate the whole CREATIVITY of it all. and the whole #Fun that people are having. i love you having fun. if i don’t like it or if anyone else doesn’t like it they can just Cope #instead of hateposting about it on main and indirectly bullying people who are most likely children. or lgbt. or both #anyways. please continue doing whatever you want. The world is your oyster and you only live on earth once #everyone else can fuck off

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redhotarsenic · 6 months

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I dunno I’m trying very hard to not be a sad shithead online but it’s getting increasingly difficult

#it’s like I have this really vicious creature in me that wants to tear down everything it sees and drag it to hell #that’s how sad and stressed out I am #there is also the Nothingness that is the most prevalent #you know the first time I heard a stranger actually say to my face that they believed in me I almost broke down then and there?#was around the time I was first starting at my first job #had to fuckin excuse myself to the bathroom as soon as I had the chance so I could fuckin collect myself #even then I was Fucked Up the rest of the day #first time in a long time that I actually felt like a real life person to any degree #and now that’s withered and gone and I’ve returned to blissful nonexistence #at least the torment will be over eventually though. looking forward to that day. I’m so tired #feel like I’ve lived a hundred years. can’t believe there’s more Existence I have to slog through.#I’ll try to do what good I can while I twiddle my damn thumbs and wait for the timer to tick down though.#personal

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maskyartist · 10 months

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No one understands the intricacies of Ozpin starting out as headmaster and huntsman and one of Ozma’s younger souls and lives as being extremely skinny and overworked, only to get not only fatter but happier and more relaxed as life goes on because he learns to rely on the people around him and trust in uncertainty and enjoy life’s little things while he still can before he can’t remember them at all like PLEASE UNDERSTAND THE INTRICACIES-